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So I used to always believe that fanmade friendships and real life friendships were always so different and I still partially believe that in some way I guess.

In most fanfics,fanarts,etc the friendships are always so...I can't find the right word for it but like cuddling and holding hands and calming each other down and hugging and all that is so normal in the fanmade world but in real life not so much.

Or that's what I used to think at least.

I had a huge fight with one of my best friends at the beginning of the school year, I think it was October?

Anyways we were both drama students btw so y'know it was hella dramatic.

I was full on sobbing and gasping for air after she left and two of my other close close friends came to comfort me and...

Y'know the cuddling,hugging,holding hands,touching faces,wiping tears.

That all happened and I needed it.

They wiped my tears away with their hands, let me cling onto them with all my tears and snot.

One of them even picked up my snotty tissue when it fell out of my shaking hands.

I was so shocked cos I knew they loved me but the amount of love was overwhelming in a good way.

I'm not saying that that's what all friendship is about, I have friends who aren't rlly touchy and that doesn't mean we're not as close or whatever.

But I'm just saying that you just need to find the right ppl in ur life, the ones who stay even during your ugly moments and even if it hurts you please let go of the ones who are only there when everything is going well and perfect. I still am involved with people who i know aren't going to be their during my dark times so maybe i'm being hypocritical but hey everyone has got to start somewhere and I'll try step by step.

Family is amazing and I am honoured to have it but found family is just something else and I am proud to have that too.

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Moonlit Alliances CH3 Sneak Peek

 @jiara5 here is the sneak peek babes

JJ replies,“School’s important, mr…”

“Coach.”Finstock says proudly as though he just said he’s the principal.“ You can call me coach.”

JJ nods slowly, crossing his arms.

“Lacrosse team, we won’t be having practise today because I uh have a place to be so-”

“Coach, managed to finally find a date.”

Coach glares at Stiles,“ Stilinski shut up.But yes I have actually.”

The class break into a fit of laughter and chatter as they hear this.

“Who was stupid enough to date you?” Stiles blurts out, loud enough for Coach to hear.

“Stilinski, shut the hell up.” Coach Finstock exclaims,his face turning an interesting shade of crimson. He quickly moves on to calling the roll, as if hoping to regain control of the situation.

[jjxkiaraxpopexcleoxjohnbxsarah]

This drawing is perfect and the hug looks so realistic and natural u are a queen babes this is so good

"Thank God you're okay, Al!"

[We were robbed from Allie/Folsom hug in 3x04. It should have been this- 🥹🥹]

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Bonus:

Rafe Cameron S3 OBX + Eminem-Discombobulated

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I've gotten notifications of this post being reblogged but...

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Rafe Cameron S3 OBX + Eminem-Discombobulated

[jjxkiaraxpopexcleoxjohnbxsarah]

Okay so I was listening to Eminem's song discombobulated and i heard the phrase 'I'm a Kook' and I was like wait a minute could I make a Rafe gif set with this and then I did some research on the lyrics and realised that these lyrics actually mean a lot to Rafe's character. Eminem is saying he thinks something is wrong with him and his mental health is deteriorating through these lyrics and I think that goes really well with Rafe, does it not?

Rafe Cameron S3 OBX + Eminem-Discombobulated

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Rafe Cameron S3 OBX + Eminem-Discombobulated

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Darling don't you worry, your secrets safe with me

Go, listen to this!!!

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Taylor Swift -Fortnight (feat. Post Malone)

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Favourite texts from @thatsthewaythechrissycrumbles💗

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Love this so much ahhdfgfdwsa

The Pogues in Poguelandia S3 EP1

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Thnx so much babes i love you😏

The Pogues in Poguelandia S3 EP1

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The Pogues in Poguelandia S3 EP1

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Lol my newest fic is failing😭😭😭

[jjxkiaraxpopexcleoxjohnbxsarah]

You could also say that perhaps that's cos he feels trapped like you said he struggles to communicate his emotions and so he bottles it all up until it's so overwhelming that he just needs a release from it all.

Subtle JJ things I noticed that keep me up at night:

1. The way they changed the styling of his clothes from season 1 to season 2. Season one he's already pretty ripped but he mostly wears these loose-fitting tshirts and cutoffs that make him look cute, lanky, and unthreatening. Season 2 he mostly wears tight-fitting tshirts that make him look CONSIDERABLY beefier and generally is seen wearing more layers- it's technically Fall but he covers up more than other characters do and it has the effect of him seeming more closed off and isolated than the others, which he is. Season three his style is somewhere in between, not super tight but not lanky and loose either, like he's found a better balance.

2. His drinking. Season 1 he's partying a lot with beer and frankly, high most of the time. Season 2 he starts carrying around the flask- presumably liquor, not beer- and drinking non-socially. Before school. At John B's "funeral". That night they're stranded with Kie and Pope on the way to Charleston. The others aren't drinking at all, nor does he offer them some, then he seemingly (to Kie) falls asleep with the open flask in hand... Like he's been drinking himself to sleep, and this has probably become a habit. This is clearly because he's depressed, and though I think John B's "death" is the catalyst, it's clearly not the only reason as it continues through season 2, for example the aforementioned Charleston trip. I think John B's death, going no-contact with his dad, living alone at the chateau, Pope and Kie's relationship, have all led him to feel extremely isolated and he's clearly coping with substances even worse than before. Not to mention he's free of his dad for the first time, completely after he leaves OBX, which means for the first time in his life he's probably processing his trauma, which is what tends to happen once you find yourself no longer in a continually traumatizing situation. That would also account for his moodiness and increasing dependence on substances. I think it's also interesting we see him smoking weed less, but drinking more heavily. I think they did this to show a marked change in his already concerning substance use from season 1 from "bad coping mechanism, gets him through the day in relatively good spirits" to genuinely concerning and potentially volatile, over-using a substance his biological was known to be addicted to. Note this abruptly ends at the end of season 2 with being stranded on the island with all the Pogues. There are zero substances on the island, but it's clear it's the happiest he's ever been. A lot goes down after they get off the island but he seems to minimally fall back into old patterns in season 3. Apart from hanging out and partying a socially acceptable amount with his friends, the only time I remember him using is when he's drinking beers alone at his house- when he gets home and everyone's reuniting with their families and when he's fighting with Kiara because of their moment. When he feels alone and scared. I'm curious to see his development in season 4.

3. His lack of fear/loss of fear in death. Bro, nobody talks about how differently he reacts to danger between seasons 1 and 2. All throughout season 1, JJ is an anxious wreck and his response to being threatened is always submission, fear, and an instinct to run. When there's guns on him he gets the fuck down. He puts his hands up. He looks visibly terrified. Multiple times you can see him VISIBLY shaking. When the thugs are attacking Miss Lana, he's trembling with his eyes closed and trying not to make a sound. He begs John B to leave while it's happening and after when he sees her reaction. Even when Barry tries to rob them, furious though he is, he follows Barry's demands and doesn't fight back until John B starts it and makes an opportunity. As Kiara so aptly puts it, "he has the survival instincts of a cockroach." He does! But everything changes when he tries to grab the money and run from his dad. Again, he doesn't want a fight. But he gets one, and he's finally tired of it. He's been beat up and threatened and stolen from one time too many, and the threat of death is no longer a more powerful motivator than his wants. So he attacks his dad back and puts him in his place. He once again puts his hands up when Barry and Rafe come for him at the Phantom, but he doesn't look as scared. John B's "death" may be the final nail in the coffin, because starting season 2? He's not scared anymore when he should be. Despite the fact that he appears to be having panic attacks and worse anxiety than ever, every gun that's pointed at him or fight that breaks out he just rolls with. One of the only times I can see his survival instincts crop up in season 2 is when Kiara yells "murderer" at Ward seconds after he straight up killed someone with a gun, which is a normal human reaction and may have had more to do with protecting his friends. He just seems numb to most of the danger. Then again, season 3, he almost seems to find a balance. He's still doing some reckless things, and no longer cowering in the face of enemies, but he also knows who the dangerous people are, and when to wheel and deal or turn away and come fight another day.

Anyway, I'm very curious to see how he evolves in season 4, now that he's establishing his own life, financially secure, on good terms with all his friends and (hopefully) in a committed relationship. Let me know if I missed any other interesting character changes patterns for JJ or any other characters from the show! I would love to read/hear what you noticed and your own in-depth character analysis. JJ's my favorite character and a super rich text, so I tend to hyperfocus on him. Also if you want to request me to make one of these on one of the other characters let me know! I would love to zero in on them and see what I missed on my next watch-through.

[jjxkiaraxpopexcleoxjohnbxsarah]

I was thinking about JJ's anxiety.

In season 1 we saw JJ fidgeting with his caps or hand or something whenever he was really stressed out or dealing with a lot of anxiety. I think in Season 2 his anxiety worsened because of John B's death and all the other factors you listed from your 2nd point.He also seems to reach towards his chest when he's panicking and anxious which i guess he does unintentionally. In season 3 he was seemingly calmer, but there were still moments where he was clearly struggling with his anxiety like when Kie was taken or when he went back to his house and had the sor of argument with Kie. He also tends to let out these negative emotions by throwing/destroying things that are in his way whilst also using weed and alcohol to calm his nerves.

Subtle JJ things I noticed that keep me up at night:

1. The way they changed the styling of his clothes from season 1 to season 2. Season one he's already pretty ripped but he mostly wears these loose-fitting tshirts and cutoffs that make him look cute, lanky, and unthreatening. Season 2 he mostly wears tight-fitting tshirts that make him look CONSIDERABLY beefier and generally is seen wearing more layers- it's technically Fall but he covers up more than other characters do and it has the effect of him seeming more closed off and isolated than the others, which he is. Season three his style is somewhere in between, not super tight but not lanky and loose either, like he's found a better balance.

2. His drinking. Season 1 he's partying a lot with beer and frankly, high most of the time. Season 2 he starts carrying around the flask- presumably liquor, not beer- and drinking non-socially. Before school. At John B's "funeral". That night they're stranded with Kie and Pope on the way to Charleston. The others aren't drinking at all, nor does he offer them some, then he seemingly (to Kie) falls asleep with the open flask in hand... Like he's been drinking himself to sleep, and this has probably become a habit. This is clearly because he's depressed, and though I think John B's "death" is the catalyst, it's clearly not the only reason as it continues through season 2, for example the aforementioned Charleston trip. I think John B's death, going no-contact with his dad, living alone at the chateau, Pope and Kie's relationship, have all led him to feel extremely isolated and he's clearly coping with substances even worse than before. Not to mention he's free of his dad for the first time, completely after he leaves OBX, which means for the first time in his life he's probably processing his trauma, which is what tends to happen once you find yourself no longer in a continually traumatizing situation. That would also account for his moodiness and increasing dependence on substances. I think it's also interesting we see him smoking weed less, but drinking more heavily. I think they did this to show a marked change in his already concerning substance use from season 1 from "bad coping mechanism, gets him through the day in relatively good spirits" to genuinely concerning and potentially volatile, over-using a substance his biological was known to be addicted to. Note this abruptly ends at the end of season 2 with being stranded on the island with all the Pogues. There are zero substances on the island, but it's clear it's the happiest he's ever been. A lot goes down after they get off the island but he seems to minimally fall back into old patterns in season 3. Apart from hanging out and partying a socially acceptable amount with his friends, the only time I remember him using is when he's drinking beers alone at his house- when he gets home and everyone's reuniting with their families and when he's fighting with Kiara because of their moment. When he feels alone and scared. I'm curious to see his development in season 4.

3. His lack of fear/loss of fear in death. Bro, nobody talks about how differently he reacts to danger between seasons 1 and 2. All throughout season 1, JJ is an anxious wreck and his response to being threatened is always submission, fear, and an instinct to run. When there's guns on him he gets the fuck down. He puts his hands up. He looks visibly terrified. Multiple times you can see him VISIBLY shaking. When the thugs are attacking Miss Lana, he's trembling with his eyes closed and trying not to make a sound. He begs John B to leave while it's happening and after when he sees her reaction. Even when Barry tries to rob them, furious though he is, he follows Barry's demands and doesn't fight back until John B starts it and makes an opportunity. As Kiara so aptly puts it, "he has the survival instincts of a cockroach." He does! But everything changes when he tries to grab the money and run from his dad. Again, he doesn't want a fight. But he gets one, and he's finally tired of it. He's been beat up and threatened and stolen from one time too many, and the threat of death is no longer a more powerful motivator than his wants. So he attacks his dad back and puts him in his place. He once again puts his hands up when Barry and Rafe come for him at the Phantom, but he doesn't look as scared. John B's "death" may be the final nail in the coffin, because starting season 2? He's not scared anymore when he should be. Despite the fact that he appears to be having panic attacks and worse anxiety than ever, every gun that's pointed at him or fight that breaks out he just rolls with. One of the only times I can see his survival instincts crop up in season 2 is when Kiara yells "murderer" at Ward seconds after he straight up killed someone with a gun, which is a normal human reaction and may have had more to do with protecting his friends. He just seems numb to most of the danger. Then again, season 3, he almost seems to find a balance. He's still doing some reckless things, and no longer cowering in the face of enemies, but he also knows who the dangerous people are, and when to wheel and deal or turn away and come fight another day.

Anyway, I'm very curious to see how he evolves in season 4, now that he's establishing his own life, financially secure, on good terms with all his friends and (hopefully) in a committed relationship. Let me know if I missed any other interesting character changes patterns for JJ or any other characters from the show! I would love to read/hear what you noticed and your own in-depth character analysis. JJ's my favorite character and a super rich text, so I tend to hyperfocus on him. Also if you want to request me to make one of these on one of the other characters let me know! I would love to zero in on them and see what I missed on my next watch-through.

[jjxkiaraxpopexcleoxjohnbxsarah]

@darkphoenix180 thnx babes

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