jrspore

[jrspore]

I am once again reminded how much of a peeve it is for me when people dont add links to their art fight profile when sharing their team badge things

Trying to search for people on that site is such a pain, please just add the link theres no reason not to

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Anyone wanna get me a giant kuromi plush to make me feel better?

I think im just coming to terms with something that really hurt me a few years ago that i kinda just pushed down, but its been so long and now its come back up to the surface i dont know how to deal with it and it just hurts and wont go away

[jrspore]

I think im just coming to terms with something that really hurt me a few years ago that i kinda just pushed down, but its been so long and now its come back up to the surface i dont know how to deal with it and it just hurts and wont go away

[jrspore]

Going through old dm's and just dredging up stuff that makes everything feel even worse

I just want to feel normal again

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All those years of therapy and I'm still just broken in the head and I'll never be able to just be normal, the idea of going the rest of my life just being fundamentally unable to have normal relationships with people is depressing

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Sorry for all the vent posts lately Just feeling very alone and dropping my thoughts into the void instead of keeping them in my head just feels better

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I really hate having feelings sometimes, like there are times i feel like it would be better not to feel anything, so i wouldnt have to deal with the feelings that i cant comprehend or put into words

Sometimes i think about relationships that have changed over the years, and theyre still positive relationships, but theyre different in a way that leaves me longing for another time, and it leaves me with a dull ache in my chest that i wonder if it will ever go away

And then i also feel like i cant talk about any of this, im too worried about potentially ruining a good relationship by trying to discuss these feelings im having, and maybe just making everything worse in the long run

So i guess i just have to hold the weight of these feelings, hoping they will get easier to manage some day, but theres a part of me that feels that just wont happen.

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It's been a long 5 years of nhs gatekeeping, but I finally started hrt

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Howdy peeps, I'm gonna be going to visit some friends next week so i'm opening commissions to help cover some costs of being away

I wont be able to get them finished until after i get back, but if you're interested feel free to message me and we can get the details sorted

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Finished art for Briva on bsky (nsfw warning)

[jrspore]

🌊✨ Commissions are open!! ✨🌊

Message me to discuss what you'd like (fill-out form below)

$ in USD

Payment through Paypal invoice, I'll need your Email

I require a character reference or an easily readable image of them, if you would like them in a different outfit I may need a reference for that too.

If the commission type you would like isn't on this sheet that doesn't mean I'm not willing to do it! Feel free to ask!

Please note that I am a slow artist, the more difficult your commission is, the longer it is going to take.( ie. Simple < Regular < Complex)

Sparkles means it's a favourite tier for me to do!

I can draw most things, humans, furries, dragons, mlp, if I haven't done it before I'm likely willing to give it a shot

Terms of Service

You'll get 2 versions of your finished piece, one transparent and one with a simple coloured background. Unless I am drawing an actual bg for the piece!

I currently really like drawing demons, angels and mlp ponies

I offer discounts to my Patrons!! As well as discounts for drawing characters that were adopted from me and for redraws of old commissions!! (Yes, these can stack)

If you'd like to commission me and aren't 100% sure what exactly you want, that's fine! Send me the ref of the character, and a short 1-2 sentence long description of their personality and I can do something with that! Of course, providing pose reference and stuff is greatly appreciated though and does tend to have the piece turn out better, but it's not necessary

Extra character pricing an additional character is +50%-75% of the original price

Let me explain if that's a little confusing

A fullbody flatcoloured sketch of a character is $45 If you would like a 2nd character that character would be +50% to 75% of $45

+50% would be for characters that are more obscured (like if they are hugging and the 2nd one's body is mostly covered by the 1st character)

+75% is for when the 2nd character is less obscured

So 50% of $45 is $22.50 so for a 2 character flatcoloured fullbody sketch it'd be $67.50

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Bap is very stressed, thank you so much for drawing her Lumi

PWYW Commission for @jrspore

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I love it so much tri, she checking out the lil shroom grooving, thank you ^^

It's @jrspore's birthday! Have a good thistle checking on the forest's vibes.

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Thank you so much Drag she looks so cool ^^

Burbday arts for @jrspore of her locking in!

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Crow has aged