just-another-winchester

[just-another-winchester]

Writing Commissions

Okie dokie, I tried to set up my commission rules here with what I’m familiar with, I had a couple of my good friends help me figure out how to price and everything. I’ve never done commissions before but I hope you’ll give me a chance! I’m excited to write for you! Thanks a bunch!

COMMISSION RULES:

Fandoms:

Supernatural

My Hero Academia

Fruits Basket

Oc x canon

Canon x canon

Oc x oc

Oc x reader

Canon x reader

–

I’m not willing to write smut, but most other things I should be fine with, we can discuss what you would like exactly to see what we’re both comfortable with. 

-

PRICE: All costs are in USD

1,000 - 1,500 words = 5$

1,500 - 2,000 words = 8$

2,500 - 3,000 words = 11$

Anything below 1,000 words will cost 2$

Multi-chapter stories will be 8$ a chapter

Please fill out this commission form and send it via discord or email

Discord: Yuki-kun#0401

Email: awriteru93@gmail.com

Commission Form:

Word Count: (example: 1,000-)

Plot:

Characters:

Description: (Any additional information, something specific you would like to happen)

Paypal:

-If you request something with an oc please fill out an addition oc form:

Oc Name:

Personality:

Any characters oc is comparable too?:

Appearance:

Age:

Any additional information you would like me to know for the story.

My Sample Writings:

(These are all from the My Hero Academia fandom as thats what I’ve been writing most recently, my supernatural masterlist is still up here on my blog if youd like to check out any of those! Thank you for your time and I hope you guys have a great day!)

Sample #1

Sample #2

Sample #3

[just-another-winchester]

Asking For Help

Hi guys!

I know it’s been ages since I’ve said or done anything here on this blog, I took a step back from Tumblr for mental health reasons, and a lot has happened since I’ve been gone.

I know everyone here dealt with the strain of covid last year and I’m so relieved that we’re recovering from that now, slowly but surely and I hope it keeps getting better. Because of Covid, my hours at work were cut down and so it’s been hard making much money.

A year ago I began applying for my dream job, and in March of this year, I was contacted by the company and went through the hiring process, and was thankfully offered the job!

It’s a job that will keep me involved in a subject I’m really passionate and excited about, something I truly love and enjoy learning about. Since being hired I’ve spent the past few months trying to find a place to live in the area, as the job is not local to where I already live, I’ll be moving a few states away from my hometown and my family, which will make it difficult for me.

I need money for moving expenses, and to get a new car that can get me the hour drive to my workplace and back, I’ll be able to start my job right away thankfully, but I need to make my payment on the apartment that I’m getting as well as a downpayment for the car I’m looking at to get approved for the loan.

I’m working hard to make the money I need, but I need a car quickly so I can make extra money by doing delivery jobs.

I really hate to have to ask this, if any of you remember me I would so appreciate a donation, even just a couple of dollars would be appreciated and would be a huge help. 

I wouldn’t ask if this wasn’t so important to me, I really believe this is a job I could spend the rest of my life in, it’s something I’m excited and ready for, I just need a bit of help to get there. 

I will offer my writing as compensation along with my highest gratitude for anything you can give me, I’ll be setting up a commission post if anyone is interested in commissioning me to write a story or drabble for them. I’ve never done it before but I’m ready and excited to try!

Thank you again, so much to anyone who donates or commissions me, I’m so excited for this opportunity and I cannot wait to get started!

Below is my Paypal link, I’m tagging some of my friends as well.

https://paypal.me/yukiosaki?locale.x=en_US

@amanda-teaches @trafalgar-temptress @oriiwu @squirrel-moose-winchester @katymacsupernatural

[just-another-winchester]

Asking For Help

Hi guys!

I know it’s been ages since I’ve said or done anything here on this blog, I took a step back from Tumblr for mental health reasons, and a lot has happened since I’ve been gone.

I know everyone here dealt with the strain of covid last year and I’m so relieved that we’re recovering from that now, slowly but surely and I hope it keeps getting better. Because of Covid, my hours at work were cut down and so it’s been hard making much money.

A year ago I began applying for my dream job, and in March of this year, I was contacted by the company and went through the hiring process, and was thankfully offered the job!

It’s a job that will keep me involved in a subject I’m really passionate and excited about, something I truly love and enjoy learning about. Since being hired I’ve spent the past few months trying to find a place to live in the area, as the job is not local to where I already live, I’ll be moving a few states away from my hometown and my family, which will make it difficult for me.

I need money for moving expenses, and to get a new car that can get me the hour drive to my workplace and back, I’ll be able to start my job right away thankfully, but I need to make my payment on the apartment that I’m getting as well as a downpayment for the car I’m looking at to get approved for the loan.

I’m working hard to make the money I need, but I need a car quickly so I can make extra money by doing delivery jobs.

I really hate to have to ask this, if any of you remember me I would so appreciate a donation, even just a couple of dollars would be appreciated and would be a huge help. 

I wouldn’t ask if this wasn’t so important to me, I really believe this is a job I could spend the rest of my life in, it’s something I’m excited and ready for, I just need a bit of help to get there. 

I will offer my writing as compensation along with my highest gratitude for anything you can give me, I’ll be setting up a commission post if anyone is interested in commissioning me to write a story or drabble for them. I’ve never done it before but I’m ready and excited to try!

Thank you again, so much to anyone who donates or commissions me, I’m so excited for this opportunity and I cannot wait to get started!

Below is my Paypal link, I’m tagging some of my friends as well.

https://paypal.me/yukiosaki?locale.x=en_US

@amanda-teaches @trafalgar-temptress @oriiwu @squirrel-moose-winchester @katymacsupernatural

[just-another-winchester]

Writing Commissions

Okie dokie, I tried to set up my commission rules here with what I’m familiar with, I had a couple of my good friends help me figure out how to price and everything. I’ve never done commissions before but I hope you’ll give me a chance! I’m excited to write for you! Thanks a bunch!

COMMISSION RULES:

Fandoms:

Supernatural

My Hero Academia

Fruits Basket

Oc x canon

Canon x canon

Oc x oc

Oc x reader

Canon x reader

–

I’m not willing to write smut, but most other things I should be fine with, we can discuss what you would like exactly to see what we’re both comfortable with. 

-

PRICE: All costs are in USD

1,000 - 1,500 words = 5$

1,500 - 2,000 words = 8$

2,500 - 3,000 words = 11$

Anything below 1,000 words will cost 2$

Multi-chapter stories will be 8$ a chapter

Please fill out this commission form and send it via discord or email

Discord: Yuki-kun#0401

Email: awriteru93@gmail.com

Commission Form:

Word Count: (example: 1,000-)

Plot:

Characters:

Description: (Any additional information, something specific you would like to happen)

Paypal:

-If you request something with an oc please fill out an addition oc form:

Oc Name:

Personality:

Any characters oc is comparable too?:

Appearance:

Age:

Any additional information you would like me to know for the story.

My Sample Writings:

(These are all from the My Hero Academia fandom as thats what I’ve been writing most recently, my supernatural masterlist is still up here on my blog if youd like to check out any of those! Thank you for your time and I hope you guys have a great day!)

Sample #1

Sample #2

Sample #3

[just-another-winchester]

Writing Commissions

Okie dokie, I tried to set up my commission rules here with what I’m familiar with, I had a couple of my good friends help me figure out how to price and everything. I’ve never done commissions before but I hope you’ll give me a chance! I’m excited to write for you! Thanks a bunch!

COMMISSION RULES:

Fandoms:

Supernatural

My Hero Academia

Fruits Basket

Oc x canon

Canon x canon

Oc x oc

Oc x reader

Canon x reader

--

I’m not willing to write smut, but most other things I should be fine with, we can discuss what you would like exactly to see what we’re both comfortable with. 

-

PRICE: All costs are in USD

1,000 - 1,500 words = 5$

1,500 - 2,000 words = 8$

2,500 - 3,000 words = 11$

Anything below 1,000 words will cost 2$

Multi-chapter stories will be 8$ a chapter

Please fill out this commission form and send it via discord or email

Discord: Yuki-kun#0401

Email: awriteru93@gmail.com

Commission Form:

Word Count: (example: 1,000-)

Plot:

Characters:

Description: (Any additional information, something specific you would like to happen)

Paypal:

-If you request something with an oc please fill out an addition oc form:

Oc Name:

Personality:

Any characters oc is comparable too?:

Appearance:

Age:

Any additional information you would like me to know for the story.

My Sample Writings:

(These are all from the My Hero Academia fandom as thats what I've been writing most recently, my supernatural masterlist is still up here on my blog if youd like to check out any of those! Thank you for your time and I hope you guys have a great day!)

Sample #1

Sample #2

Sample #3

[just-another-winchester]

Asking For Help

Hi guys!

I know it’s been ages since I’ve said or done anything here on this blog, I took a step back from Tumblr for mental health reasons, and a lot has happened since I’ve been gone.

I know everyone here dealt with the strain of covid last year and I’m so relieved that we’re recovering from that now, slowly but surely and I hope it keeps getting better. Because of Covid, my hours at work were cut down and so it’s been hard making much money.

A year ago I began applying for my dream job, and in March of this year, I was contacted by the company and went through the hiring process, and was thankfully offered the job!

It’s a job that will keep me involved in a subject I’m really passionate and excited about, something I truly love and enjoy learning about. Since being hired I’ve spent the past few months trying to find a place to live in the area, as the job is not local to where I already live, I’ll be moving a few states away from my hometown and my family, which will make it difficult for me.

I need money for moving expenses, and to get a new car that can get me the hour drive to my workplace and back, I’ll be able to start my job right away thankfully, but I need to make my payment on the apartment that I’m getting as well as a downpayment for the car I’m looking at to get approved for the loan.

I’m working hard to make the money I need, but I need a car quickly so I can make extra money by doing delivery jobs.

I really hate to have to ask this, if any of you remember me I would so appreciate a donation, even just a couple of dollars would be appreciated and would be a huge help. 

I wouldn’t ask if this wasn’t so important to me, I really believe this is a job I could spend the rest of my life in, it’s something I’m excited and ready for, I just need a bit of help to get there. 

I will offer my writing as compensation along with my highest gratitude for anything you can give me, I’ll be setting up a commission post if anyone is interested in commissioning me to write a story or drabble for them. I’ve never done it before but I’m ready and excited to try!

Thank you again, so much to anyone who donates or commissions me, I’m so excited for this opportunity and I cannot wait to get started!

Below is my Paypal link, I’m tagging some of my friends as well.

https://paypal.me/yukiosaki?locale.x=en_US

@amanda-teaches @trafalgar-temptress @oriiwu @squirrel-moose-winchester @katymacsupernatural

[just-another-winchester]

Asking For Help

Hi guys!

I know it’s been ages since I’ve said or done anything here on this blog, I took a step back from Tumblr for mental health reasons, and a lot has happened since I’ve been gone.

I know everyone here dealt with the strain of covid last year and I’m so relieved that we’re recovering from that now, slowly but surely and I hope it keeps getting better. Because of Covid, my hours at work were cut down and so it’s been hard making much money.

A year ago I began applying for my dream job, and in March of this year, I was contacted by the company and went through the hiring process, and was thankfully offered the job!

It’s a job that will keep me involved in a subject I’m really passionate and excited about, something I truly love and enjoy learning about. Since being hired I’ve spent the past few months trying to find a place to live in the area, as the job is not local to where I already live, I’ll be moving a few states away from my hometown and my family, which will make it difficult for me.

I need money for moving expenses, and to get a new car that can get me the hour drive to my workplace and back, I’ll be able to start my job right away thankfully, but I need to make my payment on the apartment that I’m getting as well as a downpayment for the car I’m looking at to get approved for the loan.

I’m working hard to make the money I need, but I need a car quickly so I can make extra money by doing delivery jobs.

I really hate to have to ask this, if any of you remember me I would so appreciate a donation, even just a couple of dollars would be appreciated and would be a huge help. 

I wouldn’t ask if this wasn’t so important to me, I really believe this is a job I could spend the rest of my life in, it’s something I’m excited and ready for, I just need a bit of help to get there. 

I will offer my writing as compensation along with my highest gratitude for anything you can give me, I’ll be setting up a commission post if anyone is interested in commissioning me to write a story or drabble for them. I’ve never done it before but I’m ready and excited to try!

Thank you again, so much to anyone who donates or commissions me, I’m so excited for this opportunity and I cannot wait to get started!

Below is my Paypal link, I’m tagging some of my friends as well.

https://paypal.me/yukiosaki?locale.x=en_US

@amanda-teaches @trafalgar-temptress @oriiwu @squirrel-moose-winchester @katymacsupernatural

[just-another-winchester]

Asking For Help

Hi guys!

I know it’s been ages since I’ve said or done anything here on this blog, I took a step back from Tumblr for mental health reasons, and a lot has happened since I’ve been gone.

I know everyone here dealt with the strain of covid last year and I’m so relieved that we’re recovering from that now, slowly but surely and I hope it keeps getting better. Because of Covid, my hours at work were cut down and so it’s been hard making much money.

A year ago I began applying for my dream job, and in March of this year, I was contacted by the company and went through the hiring process, and was thankfully offered the job!

It’s a job that will keep me involved in a subject I’m really passionate and excited about, something I truly love and enjoy learning about. Since being hired I’ve spent the past few months trying to find a place to live in the area, as the job is not local to where I already live, I’ll be moving a few states away from my hometown and my family, which will make it difficult for me.

I need money for moving expenses, and to get a new car that can get me the hour drive to my workplace and back, I’ll be able to start my job right away thankfully, but I need to make my payment on the apartment that I’m getting as well as a downpayment for the car I’m looking at to get approved for the loan.

I’m working hard to make the money I need, but I need a car quickly so I can make extra money by doing delivery jobs.

I really hate to have to ask this, if any of you remember me I would so appreciate a donation, even just a couple of dollars would be appreciated and would be a huge help. 

I wouldn’t ask if this wasn’t so important to me, I really believe this is a job I could spend the rest of my life in, it’s something I’m excited and ready for, I just need a bit of help to get there. 

I will offer my writing as compensation along with my highest gratitude for anything you can give me, I’ll be setting up a commission post if anyone is interested in commissioning me to write a story or drabble for them. I’ve never done it before but I’m ready and excited to try!

Thank you again, so much to anyone who donates or commissions me, I’m so excited for this opportunity and I cannot wait to get started!

Below is my Paypal link, I’m tagging some of my friends as well.

https://paypal.me/yukiosaki?locale.x=en_US

@amanda-teaches @trafalgar-temptress @oriiwu @squirrel-moose-winchester @katymacsupernatural

[just-another-winchester]

Its been a year since I wrote this series and I still love it. Its April 14th once more.

An Endless Mainden Voyage Masterlist

Six Chapters

Warnings: Angst, death, violence, suicide attempt

Pairing: Dean x reader

Summary: During a fight with a djinn you get sent into your dreams. Soon finding out Dean and Sam are stuck in your dream as well you have to find a way out of your dream before it becomes your worst nightmare.

Chapter One - What A Nightmare

Chapter Two - Living Nightmares Do Come True

Chapter Three - Nightmares Are A Dreams Bad Day

Chapter Four - Daydreaming

Chapter Five - Gray Turns Black

Chapter Six - Come Hell And High Water

Once again I’d like to send out thanks to everyone who followed the story each day. It meant a lot to have everyone so vocally invested in the story and it honestly majorly helped me with my obsession with the tragedy. Love you all, whoever had read or will read. I hope you enjoy the voyage.

[just-another-winchester]

WELP!

In the airport after the most memorable vacation of my life so far! I've had the most amazing time in L.A after having the pleasure of meeting the great @amanda-teaches and she and her parents really took great care of me. Im sad to be leaving but its gonna be geat to be back home!

I gotta say to this girl, Amanda thank you so much for putting up with me all week long! You've been an angel and im so grateful to you and your parents for helping me and giving me such a great experience that i will truly never forget.

This update is brought to you by WATER!

Cause L.A is DRY

[just-another-winchester]

Okay, I need some help here.

I don’t know what kinds of jobs anyone out there has, it could be way different but for mine, the run down is that I’m an overnight cashier.

I work 8 hours, which is more hours than any cashiers on dayshift, and for the most part, I’m able to get off on time.

I work Sunday night through Thursday night, I get there at 10 and get off at 6 in the morning, so my schedule would be Sunday night and I get off Monday morning.

On Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday morning, there are no issues with me getting off. The older women they have coming in at six to replace me are lovely people who I get along with splendidly...

Then there’s the Monday morning girl.

It used to be a different person, who would come in on time, but spent about five minutes talking in the counting office while I had to wait around for her to get out there.

Now she’s gone and there’s a different girl, who comes in about five minutes after you’re supposed to be clocked in and I don’t get off till about seven past six.

I know it’s just a few minutes, and honestly I should just grumble about it and move on, but it’s so irritating that it seems like absolutely NO ONE on days has the ability to be ON TIME... so,

Should I just let it go and suffer through or do you think I should say something. My point is half and half, in one way, I’m telling myself it’s only a few minutes, really. Maybe I’m lucky and she’s always late getting off.

I don’t know what dayshift is really like, I imagine there are enough checkers there that one person doesn’t have to wait for the other to show up, they can leave and there will still be another checker there to take care of the customers, but because I’m the only checker, I have to wait around for her.

So I feel like maybe it would be better to just suck it up and take it, I work longer hours, so what. That was my choice... but at the same time...

HOW HARD IS IT TO BE ON TIME!? Genuinely, I can’t grasp it, I’m trying to think of those scenarios and I just can’t, early in the morning... She should just get up within enough time to get ready and get off to work, but instead of being on time she’s always five minutes late and I just can’t grasp why that has to be my problem and why I can’t get off ON TIME. I mean, I’m supposed to get off at six on the dot. She’s supposed to be in here, clocked in and on the floor... by six, on the dot.

So... Since I suck at adulting, I’m asking you guys, cause, my brain is about to explode.

[just-another-winchester]

Had to share this from my other blog! This is one of my new characters and Todoroki from my favorite anime! I swear this girl is the best! I’m head over heels for this picture!! You guys should check her out!

Commission for @yuki-ta of Shouto Todoroki and their OC Yuki !

Check out my commissions page!

[just-another-winchester]

Okay, I had to share this! Look at this guys! I DID THAT!

I mean, it’s not perfect or anything but it’s so awesome I’m so proud of myself! I normally can’t draw to save my life!!! I’M SO HAPPY!!!

Oh my wow!!!! This is awesome im so proud of myself! I normally suck at drawing so this makes me super happy!

[just-another-winchester]

Hey, ya’ll.

So, I won’t be terribly active over on this account anymore. I posted a few days ago that I made a new blog for my recent love of anime.

 I ended up deleting it because it was just an attached blog, and I used my junk mail email to create a new account altogether. It’s pretty much exactly the same, it’s still @yuki-ta so if you’re interested in anime in any way, go say hi to other me cause I’m open to hearing about whatever anime it is you’re in to, I’m just to the point where I’m done with Supernatural and don’t wanna have to go around and completely recreate this account. 

I might still be on here on occasion if I wanna reblog something from my other account, I’ve been into writing angsty little blurps and such, which is what I’ve reblogged from my other account just today and I think yesterday or the day before.

And I still love all you guys, It’s not that I’m hating on Spn, it gave me the amazing friends you guys are, it’s just that with it ending and with the way it finished season 14 I kind of don’t have patience for a lot anymore, supernatural will always be my family, you guys have done so much for me, and if you wanna keep up with me, it won’t be all about anime on my new blog. I will be creating just random original blurps that don’t specify any fandom, just random unnamed people in situations.

Anyways that’s that. So if you need to talk to me, as stated I’m now at @yuki-ta.

Love you all and hope to see you around! Bye!!

[just-another-winchester]

This was precious!!!!

Home With You

 Word Count: 1.1k               Drabble

“So, let’s talk about boys.” Of course Mina would say that. Who else? Hagakure, probably but other than her, who else?

“Anyone you think is attractive in our class?”

 The room was relatively quiet. For a brief moment, (Y/N)’s mind flashed to Shouto. She caught herself though, glancing around to see the reactions of her comrades.

   “Todoroki is a total hottie, don’t you think?” chirps Hagakure.    Everyone nodded in agreement. Everyone except for (Y/N). She didn’t know how to react. A part of her agreed, the other proud. But what was she proud for? Perhaps the fact that she is so close to him, but that is but a small and illogical reason.

   “I would date him. But just imagine it. Being the one Mr. Ice-Prince loves. You would get such different treatment!” squeals Mina.   (Y/N) remains silenced by god knows what. Hugging her pillow tighter against her, she stares at the floor.    The pink girl abruptly wraps her arm around the (H/C) haired girl’s shoulder, snapping her back into reality.    “Though, I would never want to steal him away from our precious baby (Y/N). Look at her, she’s blushing,” she teased, poking the (E/C) eyed girl’s cheek.    Slapping her hands over her cheeks, (Y/N) starts to sputter.    “Hold on, what? I didn’t even say anything, and I don’t like him like that!”    “Nobody said you did. Why? Do you love him?” The first pink haired girl smirked, drawing out the ‘o’ in love.    “Ugh, no, I-,” upon realizing her attempts to convince her friends are evidently fruitless, she cuts herself off, opting to instead, bury her head in her pillow, letting rip a huge groan into the soft object.    Laughing at their friend’s pathetic excuses, they move onto the next subject, deciding not to torture their her with ultra-embarrassing questions anymore. ⇋⇋⇋⇋⇋⇋⇋⇋⇋⇋⇋⇋

   Stepping out of her sleeping bag, she leaves the U.A dorms and heads for the courtyard.    Sitting down on a bench, she looks up. Bright (E/C) eyes sparkle with delight as she finds that the many speckles of stars are out tonight. Peace and quiet, surrounded by nothing but the stars and the moon. Finally, she can think.    She thinks about the past year. What has happened so far? So much. The USJ attack, the attack at Hosu, the kidnapping at the training camp and forming a secret rescue group to take back their classmate. So much has happened and (Y/N) knows that these memories will be the fondest when she grows old.    Her mind flashes to the dual haired boy. They’ve been through a lot together. How did it all start again? Oh, yeah. At the playground when they were three. When baby (Y/N) fell off the slides and baby Shouto came to help. This year, though, has been the hardest for the two.    The memory of her being mad at Shouto because he didn’t want her to be in his team during the Sports Festival creeps into her mind and she chuckles, remembering the petty moment.    A quiet rustle behind her snaps (Y/N) out of her trance, (E/C) orbs focusing on the figure walking towards her.    Speak of the Devil, it was the man himself, Todoroki Shouto.    “What are you doing up so late?” he questions, taking a seat on the small bench next to her, arms almost brushing.    “Could ask you the same thing, what are you doing out so late?” she retorts, tease evident in her voice.    “I asked first.”    “I asked second.”    Glancing at the (H/C) haired girl, Shouto raises a questioning eyebrow.    Sighing, she starts talking.    “The girls and I stayed up late since, you know, it’s not a school night and we wanted to have a girls night and we were talking and they asked me a question, or rather, said something that got me thinking. That’s what I’m doing right now. Thinking. Until you interrupted me.”    Her pink, cherry lips curve into a delicate smile, one that seems so fragile.    “Did they offend you?” Worry starts to crawl up Shouto’s body. He would be livid if he finds out her friends harmed her in any way.    “No, no. It’s kind of like those philosophical questions, you know? Except it’s not,” she reassured, giving him a light nudge with the elbow.    A comforting silence engulfs them as they gaze at the glistening stars. It’s quiet. The only noise that was apparent was the quiet chirps of crickets singing lullabies to the one they love.    The one they love. Who do they love? Is it another lonely cricket, singing made up songs in hope of finding someone who’ll make their solo a duet? Or a forbidden romance between the green, green cricket and a color-filled butterfly?    Who do they love. Not a question, a statement. Her eyes are focused on the ink blue sky but her mind is focused on the one, mind-boggling question.    Who do you love?    It’s obvious. Family, friends, people who have a place in your heart. But ‘Who do you love’ is different from ‘Who should you love’.    It’s like the difference between ‘love you’ and ‘I love you’.    One is obligatory. One is special.    “Hey Shouto, who do you love?”    That caught him off guard. His heterochromatic eyes softened, pupils dilating as his orbs linger on her illuminating figure.    “Depends. What defines as love?” he asks. It’s a question to her, but also a question to himself.    “I think,” she pauses, “I think it’s when someone who you don’t generally think about consumes your mind.” She looks down at her hands and they begin fidgeting.    “When you start looking forward to every time you see them, or when you notice the little things they do that you’ve never noticed before. When they inspire you to be a better you. It’s when your heart is at home with them. That’s love. At least, that’s what I think.” She smiles, gazing at her fingernails.    “Well, who do you love?” Her gaze is so soft and serene, so much so that Shouto was afraid one wrong word could shatter it. It comforted him. It made him feel protected, like everything was gonna be okay. Like at home. What home is supposed to feel like, anyway.    “I-“    She giggles, interrupting him.    “I’m sorry, that was a weird question. You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to.”    He hesitantly nods, head tilting towards the sky once more.    Minutes tick by and Shouto feels a weight on his broad shoulder. Turning his head, he was met by a breathtaking sight. (Y/N) was sound asleep, bright, (E/C) orbs hidden behind eyelids. Were her eyelashes always that long? Tender, cherry lips were slightly ajar. (H/C) locks framed her elegant face.   He softly smiles, drowsiness slowly consuming him as he watches her in peaceful slumber.  Before laying his head atop of hers, he whispers ever so gently in her ear,     “You’re the one I love.”    His head falls gently on top of hers, eyes closing.       My heart is at home with you.

[just-another-winchester]

I was never much of an anime reader until i started watching this show just last weekend with my brother, which led me to finding this and holy carp!!! This writing is incredible!! Its so moving, the words you use are, i mean... I have no words. This was super awesome!!!

Stars

Todoroki x Reader

Fluff, Kinda Hurt/Comfort (?), INSPIRED by Dialogue Prompt (60.); This started as just a blurb and grew from there?  I live for pining sort of stuff, though I don’t know if this really applies in this scenario.

Words: 1.7K

Warnings: VERY brief mention of childhood abuse/neglect

For as long as you can remember, you’ve always hated the stars.  People liked to talk about how beautiful they seemed, shimmering up there, hanging like far-off dreams in a boundless sky.  Where most saw dreams, though, you saw broken glass–glass shimmered too, after all.  Smashed beer bottles splayed out over dark kitchen tile, waiting to be scooped up by tiny hands. A window, shattered in anger. Shards of mirror reflecting back the image of a child, trembling, whimpering, pleading with the figure that looms over them, even though they know their tears will earn them no mercy.

Not all people think the stars are all that special.  Just like not all childhoods are full of love and not all parents are the patient pillar of strengths they should be.

Todoroki understood the latter of those truths.  Implicitly.  Even if he didn’t share your distaste for those swirling balls of gas littering the night sky, he at least knew what it meant to be afraid, and not just in a childish sort of way.  He understood the fear that lingered, even in the absence of immediate danger–the nightmares that endured long after the monsters, once terrifying, shrank back into mere humans.

Maybe that’s why he was so quick to answer your calls–to meet you anytime, anyplace, no matter how late it was or how absolutely irrational your concerns sounded.  He was your tether, the only person that could keep you grounded during your bouts of rage, paranoia, and worry.  Even in the moments when he doesn’t have words to calm you–when all he can offer is his presence–just being near him is enough.  For the longest time, you aren’t sure why that is.  Then, as your frantic I need your help’s shift into calmer, more deliberate I want to see you’s, you begin to understand.  The way he makes your neck heat up, your chest tighten, your mind go fuzzy–it proves the one thing you already know.  

You are hopelessly and helplessly in love with Shoto Todoroki.

Needless to say, when he calls you one night asking to meet at a park about a block away from your apartment building, you don’t hesitate.  You arrive and find him perched precariously on the back of a bench (although he makes balancing seem so easy), chin tilted upward, hyper-focused eyes fixed on the expanse of sky above.  Taking your place at his side is a matter of habit.

“You came.”  He mutters as he finally glances down at you, his trance broken by the harsh thud of your bag hitting the ground.

“Of course I did.  Why wouldn’t I?”

Todoroki shrugs.  “It’s late.”

“It is.”  You affirm, swinging your legs out far in front of you, idly watching as specks of dirt crumble off their soles.  “So?”

“You have work tomorrow.”

“I do.”

“And you still came.”

“That I did.”  

A gust of wind blows through the park, disturbing the treetops sending a wave of cold down your spine.  You’re not positive that Todoroki notices your shivering, but the way he lowers himself down from his perch, scooching in close and radiating a familiar sort of warmth, makes you assume.  

“Thanks.”  You sigh, your insides buzzing with a pleasant warmness.  You suspect his quirk is only partly to blame for that.  “I came because you called, and I know you’d show if I needed you to.  Now, wanna tell me what’s up?”

Todoroki stares at you, jaw cocked to the side, mismatched eyes reflecting back light from one of the lamps lining the dusty walkway.  He looks as though he’s on the cusp of saying something–answering your question–but then he’s turning his face upward again.  

“Shoto?  What, were you just in a stargazing sort of mood or something?”

“If I said yes?”  He asks, tilting his head against the seatback.  “If I said I wanted to sit out here and stare at the sky for a while?”

You exhale.  “I’d ask why you called me.”

“I don’t know.  I just–”  He shuts his eyes tight like he’s trying to read imaginary words tattooed on the inside of his eyelids.  “I saw the stars and thought about you…got this sudden urge to see you.”  He sighs.  “I didn’t mean to make it seem like some sort of emergency.  Sorry.”

Thought of you.  He’d been thinking about you.

There’s quiet for a while.  Usually, silences with Todoroki were easy–thoughtful moments were just a natural byproduct of conversation.  This one, however, is different.  Tense.  Apologetic.  Awkward.  You hate it, but you’re not exactly sure how to make it disappear.

So you speak–say the first thing that pops into your head, even though it might be opening a door you might not be able to close.

“See, I think of you when I see the sun.  You know I’m not a huge fan of the stars.”

Todoroki’s eyes snap open and he turns to face you with a narrowed gaze and an upturned brow.

“The sun is a star.”

Your mouth hangs open for a second before you promptly yank it shut, resisting the urge to burst out into laughter as you do.  For someone so smart, Todoroki was dense.

“Well, yeah, I mean technically.  But it’s different too.  The sun isn’t just some stupid thing that sits in the sky and looks pretty.  It does something–keeps us alive and warm and healthy.  The stars were only ever good for navigation or some crap like that, and now we have computers to do that for us.”  When he scoffs, you roll your eyes, but continue anyway.  “Hell, you can’t even see them up there half the time; The lights in the city drown them out.  But it doesn’t matter where you are or what else is happening around you-you always know the sun is there.  Even if it’s hidden behind a cloud or something, you can just feel it shining down on you.

“The sun is dependable and consistent,” you breathe shakily, “Just like you.  Maybe that’s why I like y–”  You catch yourself midword.  “It…so much.”

To his credit, Todoroki doesn’t so much as flinch at your admission.  Then again, you wouldn’t be surprised if he hadn’t even recognized it for what it was, hadn’t realized that you were pouring your heart out for him in the form of a hastily-composed metaphor.  You watch him inhale, then exhale–study the way he runs slim fingers through his hair–searching for a tremble, a twitch, any gesture that might betray his composed demeanor.

Before you manage to find anything, he’s speaking again, mumbling words you can barely hear over the sound of your own breathing.

“The sun is a star.  It doesn’t matter what it does or when it comes out, that’s just what it is.”

You groan.  “Shoto, if I’d known I was in for a lecture on celestial bodies I would’ve–.”

“You think about me too, then?”  Todoroki cuts you off with a question that saps the air from your lungs.  When you just sit there, eyes the size of a dinner plate and voice unanswering, he presses on.  “If you do, is it just when you see the sun?”  He looks away suddenly, one hand drifting down to the edge of the bench, fingers curling so tightly around it that they go white.  “Or…more often?”

You deliberate for a moment–debate the weight of your sentences, how they might change everything.  You consider playing it all off as nothing more than “picking the wrong phrase.”  Everyone thinks about someone sometimes, after all.  Why make it into a big thing?  Something that could completely change the good thing you had going on now?

Then again, it certainly sounded like Todoroki liked you.  And not just in a “call-you-up-every-so-often” kind of way.  No, this was more of an “I-saw-the-stars-and-realized-I-needed-to-be-with-you-forever” sort of situation (if you were the one making the judgment), and this opportunity seems too good to let pass you by.  Besides, not all change has to be a bad thing.

“More often.”  You confess, feeling a wave of heat surge outward from your chest as you do.

“And not just when you need to talk?”

“Right.”

Silence returns, but it’s brief.  Todoroki breaks it.

“What do you think about.”

You shake your head, chewing on the inside of your cheek and trying to choke down any stuttering.  “Is this a game of twenty questions or something?”

“I want to know.  What do you imagine when you think about me?”

Your heart pounds angrily against the inside of your chest, so loud you have to wonder if he can hear it too.   

“My god, Shoto, don’t make me say it out loud.”

The rise and fall of Todoroki’s shoulders is anything but steady.  Still, his voice sounds firm enough when he speaks again.

“Then I’ll go first.”  You think you see a twinge of pink creep up his neck.  “But I don’t think I want to say it out loud either.”

He moves slowly, but everything seems like it happens so fast.  His hand rises–releases it’s vice grip on the bench and drifts upward.  Before you know what’s happening, icy fingertips are tracing the line of your jaw, making every part of you tingle.  There’s no concealing the shudder that courses through you when his nails brush over the edge of your ear.

Everything feels so right.

“Is this okay?”

You nod slowly, leaning into his touch.  Todoroki shuffles along the bench, bringing himself closer.  Then he leans in and you can feel his breath across your nose, your cheeks, your lips.  

“And this?”  It’s barely a whisper.  Hesitant.

“Yes.”  You breathe, aching.  Your tongue darts out to wet your impatient lips.

The bench creaks.  Your eyes flutter shut and a nose bumps against yours, clumsy, but you barely have time to notice.  Less than a second later, Todoroki’s warm mouth is pressed against yours and you feel as though you’ve ascended; There’s humming in your ears, pinpricks stretching across your arms and back, a fuzzy sort of high buzzing in your skull.

You don’t mean to giggle when he pulls back and just looks at you.  It’s just the first sound that crawls up from your throat, nervous and excited and giddy all at once.  You throw a hand over your lips and shove your face into his shoulder, desperate to hide the less-than-subtle flush splayed across every inch of your skin.  He doesn’t say anything, but you’re almost certain you can hear the heavy beating of his heart through his coat, rapid and every bit as erratic as your own.

For the first time in your life, you’re thankful for the stars.  Because as useless as they usually were, at least they’d led you to him.

[just-another-winchester]

And Supernatural is now my least favorite show. Guess it ends with season 14 for me.