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My Wincest Fic Recs

I'm finally posting this, better late than never :'D This is for Bels and for all those who are looking for new wincest fics to read. It's a long list, so I really hope you'll find something interesting and worth reading that you haven't read already.

Late seasons first time wincest:

I’m obsessed with late seasons first time wincest, I’m not kidding. I’ll start with my most favorite ones. These are must reads in my opinion.

(Don’t want to let you down but I am) Hell bound

by slf630

Word count: 34,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/16700632

Summary: Dean is hit with a fuck or die curse. Will he let Sam help him before it's too late?

This one? I've read it so many times that I've actually lost count. Best fuck or die and one of the best wincest fics ever.

(for you and me) i got no alibi

by remy(iamremy)

Word count: 23,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/20690546

Summary: There are people hitting on Sam wherever he goes, and Dean is doing weird things like holding doors open for him and touching him way more than is necessary, and it's all driving Sam up the wall. It doesn't help that he's been in love with Dean for just about forever, and all of it feels like a mockery of something he'll never get to have.

Meanwhile, Dean is at his wits' end trying to figure out how he can make Sam realize that he is, in fact, trying to get into his pants.

Some moments of this fic live in my mind rent free. Go read it. NOW.

The island of opportunity

by chiquititasnewsong

Word count: 11,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/22062967

Summary: When Sam and Dean find themselves transported to an island outside of anything they've known, they get and learn more than they ever bargained for.

I think this fic should have so many more kudos. It's beautiful. And in addition to other things you get the winchesters in a bathing suit. Should I add more?

Out of the closet

by KissingWinchesters

Word count: 3,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/17483399

Summary: When a witch traps them in a closet, Sam and Dean must go to extreme measures to escape.

One of the most original first times. Really worth it.

Storie maledetti di Fatato

by soy_em

Word count: 5,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/27389524

Summary: Sam's fallen into a cursed sleep. Rowena has ideas on what might cure him. Dean can't believe it could be true.

SAM AS SLEEPING BEAUTY

Like cinnamon and ginger

by savorvy

Word count: 16,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/22981843

Summary: Dean closes the distance between them on instinct, lays his hand on Sam’s back and rubs between his shoulderblades. His smell is strong from so close, though not the same heat-scent Dean remembers, and it’s not just a mix of sick and unhappy omega Dean can smell. No, Sam’s no longer cloyingly sweet, but rather settled into something softer, velvety and musky.

No longer lush and fertile, Dean realizes. And of course, Sam’s thirty-nine years old; on top of that, his brother’s body has been through the wringer over and over and over again. It’s probably why he hasn’t been cycling for years now, and Dean’s not sure why he’s having another heat again out of nowhere—maybe one last stand before the hormones and pheromones start giving out entirely—but here they are…

I'm not a huge fan of a/b/o, so if I'm recommending this one, you should give it a try. I LOVE IT.

The sky is on fire

by NaughtyPastryChef

Word count: 5,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/21903868

Summary: They'd thought it was a hoax, at first. "Massive Asteroid to Hit Earth" all the remaining newspapers read.

"You know, we've had some shitty Christmases, but this one kinda takes the cake, don't it Sammy? The literal end of the world."

Beautiful, lots of feelings.

Circles of light

by WhoopsOk

Word count: 4,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/13484853

Summary: "As a demon, Dean trusts this to be true: Sam Winchester is not stupid, but loves his brother more than enough to be quite foolish.”

I'm a little obsessed with this one. Read it and maybe you'll understand why.

I know all the rules (and then i know how to break ‘em)

by cherryvanilla

Word count: 4,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/9702173

Summary: Dean never understood the ‘What Happens in Vegas Stays in Vegas’ slogan because, seriously, he bragged about that shit for three states over after each visit. There was no reason to keep it on the down low or pretend it didn’t happen.

So yeah, he really never understood it at all.

Until now.

IN THIS ONE THEY GET MARRIED WHILE THEY'RE DRUNK. THEY'RE NOT EVEN TOGETHER WHEN THAT HAPPENS. Yep, now you have to read it and find out what happens next.

This is gospel

by cherryvanilla

Word count: 1,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/16414148

Summary: Sam has long since accepted being hopelessly and irrevocably in love with his big brother. But in times like these -- when he’s been without Dean for long periods of time and nearly sick with worry -- it all builds to an incendiary level in which it takes everything Sam has not to grab Dean and kiss him until they're both gasping for breath.

You were a vision in the morning

by cherryvanilla

Word count: 2,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/16521605

Summary: Dean has been watching Sam’s profile in repose for as long as he can remember.

Cherryvanilla writes them beautifully. Read these two and check the others out.

The exodus

by waywardelle

Word count: 14,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/10920660

Summary: So. Dean left with Cas over a week ago on some sort of recon mission, and yeah, Sam has been trying to bury himself in research, but he's just not coping all that well with the long-term separation. He wakes up early one morning, expecting the day to be like all the rest, except it's even worse than all the rest, because he's completely and totally alone on his (brother-less) thirty-fourth birthday. His bleak outlook quickly changes with an unexpected phone call, and he has to admit that maybe someone, somewhere answered his embarrassingly needy birthday wish, despite his lack of candles to blow out.

“Yeah,” Sam breathes, trying to convince himself he’s not dreaming. It’s just-- Dean is only sweet like this, open like this in Sam’s best dreams, so… how on earth could this be real? “I missed you,” Sam adds, breathing it shyly into the air between them, watching how the words affect his brother.

Do I have to talk about waywardelle?

Chosen

by killabeez

Word count: 2,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/6498016

Summary: This might be their last night on earth, so Sam figures, what the hell.

Take my heart (please don’t break it)

by KassandraScarlett

Word count: 15,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/28244493

Summary: It started with a kiss... Or, well, no, it started before that. Or maybe there was no start, maybe it just *was*.

But there was a kiss. And it all went downhill from there for a very long time.

Not a goddamn thing

by applecrumbledore

Word count: 15,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/33335248

Summary: "When I had the unparalleled pleasure of torturing her, Meg shared some tasty, terrible things about her time in Sam's head, back in the day." Crowley leaned over the table in the dungeon, his chains jingling. "And, as we've all been forced to acknowledge and exploit over the years, your sad little family drama is just rife with secrets. Your main export. Isn’t that right, Moose?"

Sam's palms were sweating. He stared at Crowley, who was staring back at him with this wry smile—and then, almost imperceptibly, Crowley's eyes flicked over to Dean.

Bile rose in Sam's throat. He knew.

Do yourself a favour and read this one.

Brother only wants

by hathfrozen

Word count: 64,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/34339321

Summary: Sam breathes like it takes effort, and then he says, "Wanting you was the very first thing I realized was wrong with me. It was how I knew there was something sick inside."

(One of them had to fall first. A story about devotion.)

I've read this one recently and I loved it so much. Hathfrozen is another great author.

The consequence

by waywardelle

Word count: 7,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/7140551#main

Summary:Sam wakes up from a black-veined, fog-like nightmare after the events of "Don't Call Me Shurley," 11x20. He heads to the library for a nightcap, but instead, he finds Dean.

"Sam clears his throat before walking in, giving Dean time to school his expression, or drop the amulet, whatever he needs to do. But he doesn’t do any of those things. He looks up at Sam with the same gentle eyes he was using to search every inch of the necklace, and Sam smiles at him, can’t help it. They’ve been a unit for almost three decades, save the years Sam was in college, and the fact that Dean can still look at him like that, like he’s the only motion in a still world, the only color in monochrome-- it gets to Sam.”

The king and the lionheart

by waywardelle

Word count: 53,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/7421695

Summary: After the disastrous but effective removal of the Mark, Sam and Dean Winchester suddenly face a life without allies or a reason to keep hunting, so they leave their old life behind them in flames. They re-emerge from the ashes as Sam and Dean Wesson, residents of Misty Luna, Maine-- a town with a personality all its own. As they settle into civilian life, they gain careers, a home, good friendships and the kind of fulfillment they never thought possible. But with nothing left to fight, the underbelly of their particular kind of love is thrown into sharp relief, especially considering the whole town thinks they’re married, anyway. After dancing around their feelings for the past twenty years, Sam and Dean find a peace they never knew existed, and through it all, they find each other again. And maybe, just maybe, forever. Curtain!fic. Canon divergence after 10x21, “Dark Dynasty.”

With your dreams untold

by waywardelle

Word count: 10,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/12389901

Summary: For the past ten years, Dean has been bookmarking porn on the laptop for Sam to watch. Sam figured it would never go further than that, until one night, not long after killing Hitler, Dean decides to be brave. One thing is for sure: Dean is never going to let Sam live down the fact that porn is what brought them together, in the end. Set between 12x06 & 12x07, but not necessarily a coda.

Waywardelle again, of course.

Keep this secret

by ellerkay

Word count: 23,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/19286965

Summary: Sam and Dean travel to the fairy realm hoping to make a deal to get Adam released from the Cage. The price: their shared secret.

SO MUCH LOVE for this one.

Couple counseling

by MsImpala67

Word count: 18,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/8928166

Summary: What better way to investigate a marriage counselor (who may or may not be responsible for the death of six of her clients) than to go to marriage counseling? It's just pretend right? No different than putting on the FBI suits. Of course, nothing ever goes according to plan, and Sam and Dean quickly get more than they bargained for.

All the secrets I couldn’t keep

by RatFlavored

Word count: 5,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/21494620

Summary: Sam transfers a love curse to himself. He needs to confess to the person he loves, or die.

To have and to hold

by fallingintodivinity

Word count: 3,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/17689562

Summary: It’s while standing in the middle of the vegetable aisle at a Wal-Mart, a slightly wilted head of lettuce in one hand and a six-pack of beer in the other, that Dean Winchester realizes he’s married.

GO READ IT.

Got me so blind

by fallingintodivinity

Word count: 6000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/16292732

Summary: Sam’s been acting real weird lately, and Dean is damn well going to get to the bottom of it.

It would be just like Sam to find some cursed object and get himself possessed by something that wants to have Dean for lunch, in all of the twenty minutes his little brother’s been out of Dean’s sight since his return.

GO GO GO

Do you believe in magic

by fallingintodivinity

Word count: 3000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/15042665

Summary: Sure, Sam’s thought about kissing Dean many times. Of all the ways he’s imagined it actually happening, though, this wasn’t one of them: sweltering in ninety-five degree heat in the middle of Disney World, t-shirt damp with sweat and sticking uncomfortably to his back, Jack lost somewhere deep in the bowels of the Space Mountain rollercoaster and Dean by his side ignoring Sam in favor of the gigantic turkey leg he’s holding in one hand.

or: Post-Michael, Sam and Dean bring Jack to Disney World.

Magic and perfect.

I ADORE fallingintodivinity. Check her other stories out.

Late seasons first times you also should read:

Vulnerable

by Bad_WolfGirl

Word count: 17,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/22185802

Summary: Dean and Sam encounter a fertility god who's causing chaos, and... well, things get messy from there. (M-preg)

Summer film festival of death

by OldToadtwoman

Word count: 127,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/11965716

Summary: Sam's point of view as he and Dean go on a hunt at a Florida movie theater where a person has died at every Saturday matinee for a month. They are short on clues leaving them an excessive amount of time to watch movies and drink booze and there's nothing to distract Sam from his increasingly inappropriate thoughts about his brother.

(Per the prompt, this fic contains spilled popcorn and Winchesters clinging together watching a scary movie. As a bonus, this fic also contains Winchesters in various stages of dress and undress in the Florida heat. "Your un-flannelled Kansas ass needs sunscreen.”)

Contagious

by Themegalosaurus

Word count: 7,000

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/4952032

Summary: 'Nobody ever died of a boner, Dean’s pretty sure, whatever his teenaged self might have said to the girls back in high school when he was trying to get under their skirts. Or. Did anybody ever die of a boner? That would be just like Sam, to die of terminal sexual frustration and not to let Dean do anything about it until it was already too late.'

No sweeter innocence than our gentle sin

by AmyPond45

Word count:7,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/14904422

Summary: Dean’s never been what you might call a man of faith. After all, he doesn’t have to believe in God. He knows God exists. But Dean has faith. Dean believes in Sam, and he believes he knows what’s best for his little brother. When Billie takes Dean on a midnight ride through Sam’s past, Dean learns that having faith isn’t just about believing in something you can’t see. Sometimes, it’s about seeing past your own self-doubt to recognize that the thing you never dared to pray for has been yours all along.

True nature

by Astraythief

Word count:4,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/34780477

Summary: A curse turns Dean halfway into a cat. Sam’s grateful that his brother can still talk and eat with a fork, but the whole napping on Sam thing is a problem. Especially because now, Dean apparently wants to cuddle and despite the whole fluffy-ears, bushy-tail situation, Sam’s still very much in love with his brother and his new cat features don’t really diminish Sam’s attraction. Thankfully, Dean as a cat also has no more inhibitions, leading to unexpected revelations.

So fluffy and sexy

A thousand words

by Wincesteriffic Kaz

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/808973

Word count: 10,000

Summary: A picture on a long lost phone leads to a revelation of just how far Heaven was once willing to go to keep the Winchesters on their course to the apocalypse. Set somewhere in Season 8 after Sam has begun the trials. Dean/Sam

#voicemail fix it 🥺

World-Historic facts and personages

by rivkat

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/21414178

Word count: 13,000

Summary: “Hegel remarks somewhere that all great world-historic facts and personages appear, so to speak, twice. He forgot to add: the first time as tragedy, the second time as farce.” Or: two major problems from Dean and Sam’s past come back, each applied to the wrong brother. #SoullessDean

Really interesting. Love it.

The road to hell is paved with our intentions

by RatFlavored

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/23404420

Word count: 13,000

Summary: “This is disgusting,” Sam let out a little noise from his throat as he licked a wet path along the cut. Another noise slipped when he sucked. It sounded inappropriate, filthy. Low and needy, right in his ear. The sound went straight to Dean’s dick.

“What's disgusting about it?”

“How good it is.” #vampireSam

Stars come down in you

by AmyPond45

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/32025349

Word count: 10,000

Summary: Dean finds a mirror in the bunker and is suddenly faced with his long-repressed feelings for his brother. Set sometime after the events of 15x19.

Buried Alive

by spndeansammylov

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/31518953

Word count: 17,000

Summary: "Oh God, please, let there be some...THINGGG!" he screamed as he pushed against the ceiling with all his might.

the title says it all

Any witch way

by merle_p

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/28445679

Word count:7,000

Summary: “Let me get this straight,” Dean says, and takes another sip from his cup. He needs way more coffee if he’s expected to deal with this so early in the morning.

“You – magicked up a chicken.”

“Look, I don’t know either, man.” Sam throws up his hands, helplessly. “It’s just – I haven’t been sleeping and I’ve been trying to get some more practice, and … I don’t know, conjuring up poultry seemed safer than experimenting with dark blood magic at four in the morning, you know?”

“Well, can’t argue with you there,” Dean concedes, and tilts his head to contemplate the chicken. The chicken stares back, unfazed.

Please, just read it 😂

Tug of war

by fastandfilthy

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/31057781

Word count: 1,000

Summary: Apparently Sam is upset that Dean took on the kissing curse from their witness. Dean can't say he regrets it given what happens while Sam's trying to take it back.

I want more fics inspired by this episode. I love this one.

For you to me are the only one

by flowerofnettles

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/27753013

Word count: 53,000

Summary: Classic trope, Winchester Drama version—Before the boys hit her with witch-killin’ bullets, the monster of the week puts a curse on Dean: either he has sex within five days, or his heart will give out. The catch? The curse was designed to make its target violent during sex, and naturally Dean refuses to put anyone’s life at risk to save his own. As the fifth day gets closer, a desperate Sam makes the choice for them both, by offering (with a little help from Castiel’s angel powers) the only person he’s willing to risk at Dean’s hands: himself. Only when it ends they’ve got bigger problems, because Sam never expected that a few nights pretending to be a stranger volunteering to take care of Dean could lead to such shocking discoveries about himself, his brother, and the strength of the bond tying their souls together.

24 hours

by spndeansammylov

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/24336088

Word count: 18,000

Summary: Supernatural meets Saw.

In an empty room stood a glass box. Tall and wide enough for two men to stand in. But nothing more.

And the winner for the most original plot is...THIS ONE. This fandom is amazing sometimes.

Virtual/Reality

by ellerkay

Word count:6,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/16836670

Summary: In a thrift shop, Sam picks up a virtual reality headset which shows him what he wants most: Dean. He can’t stop himself from returning to the virtual world again and again.

That was the year

by smalltroven

Word count: 17,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/22865275

Summary:Dean finds Sam’s first digital camera hidden in the Impala’s trunk while he’s working on switching out the mouldering carpet. He’s surprised at the effects the pictures and videos that Sam took twelve years ago cause between them. A lot more than he ever would have guessed, but it had been one hell of a weird year, that one right before he went to Hell.

All the way in

by hunters_retreat

Word count: 13,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/4884313

Summary:Sam never did know how exactly it happened. One day, he and Dean were run ragged, exhausted from yet another disaster of a hunt, no money and no gas, no prospects and no allies left alive to give them a hand. The next, they owned a store with a shooting range and Sam was a professor of religious studies at a local community college.

Pulling at threads

by brokenlittleboy

Word count: 16,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/22380730

Summary: “We keep each other human.” Set during season 15, a canon-compliant AU from 15.06 onward. Sam is having frequent nightmares of him and Dean killing each other. They become increasingly graphic and vivid, driving Sam to the edge. One particularly gruesome and realistic vision drives Sam to end things, but Dean stops him. After a lifetime of running from death and hiding from each other, Sam and Dean reach a level of intimacy and honesty they’ve never had before. They grow closer and closer as the end gets nearer. Now connected to each other as never before, they take on Chuck as a team, using Sam’s blossoming witch powers and their bond to pave a new future for themselves.

Don’t throw me overboard, baby

by brokenlittleboy

Word count: 14,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/2821142

Summary: Sam’s life takes a turn for the soul-crushingest worst when he finally gets what he wants-- Dean. Dean comes to him in the middle of the night after becoming human again, but pretends nothing happened during the day. He still goes home with girls at the bar, and he gets this strange look in his eyes that tears Sam apart. Broken up and broken down, Sam gets with a guy at the bar, and it all comes crumbling down at once. Sam's afraid of what they'll become after this. (I suck at writing descriptions-- it starts out angsty but ends very sexily)

Suave & Complicated

by Oldtoadwoman

Word count: 57,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/4480040

Summary: Sam and Dean discover a useful, little, magical artifact. No one is forcing them to do anything. No one is going to die if they don't. They don't even feel a strange compulsion. But… it would be really helpful if they powered up the magical stone… and… all they have to do is kiss.

Late seasons established relationship:

Must Reads:

Glorydays

by deadlybride

Word count: 4,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/30604391

Summary: The bunker's full of strangers and responsibilities. Sam and Dean take a moment to pretend it were otherwise.

The last rites and resurrection of Sam Winchester

by iamremy

Word Count:21,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/16697389

Summary: An outbreak of violent murder-suicides. Death echoes. A centuries-old djinn. It's a formidable combination on a good day. And on a bad day? Well, on a particularly bad day, it all culminates in Dean burying his brother. Alive.

I’ll always take care of you

by orphan_account

Word count: 32,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/8846239

Summary: Dean calls Mary back to the bunker over the Christmas season after Sam breaks his wrist and requires surgery. But, considering that they’re hiding their relationship from her, her reappearance puts a severe strain on them.

Just be there till I know (the riot’s gone)

by cherryvanilla

Word count: 2,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/16587119

Summary:Dean misses their home, is the thing. It was bad enough, coming back after being underwater with Michael and dealing with the knowledge of his betrayal regarding their deal. But to come back to the bunker, a place he’s genuinely thought of as theirs, and find a bunch of strangers roaming the halls is a lot to take in on top of it all.

Autumn closing in

by non_timebo_mala

Word count: 25,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/21776179

Summary:Dean didn’t dare to dream he’d walk away from Amara in one piece, and now that he has, he’s ready to call it quits where hunting is concerned. No more danger, no more saying goodbye to his brother. Just him and Sam settled down somewhere. Safe.

But when he returns to the bunker, things are not how he left them. Sam has been shot, and after Dean takes care of the people responsible, he and Cas are left to deal with the consequences. The bullet in Sam’s shoulder is enchanted, and the only way they can break the spell is using complicated, soul-powered magic that will have long lasting side-effects.

SOUL BOUND. SO MANY FEELINGS.

A glance into Sam and Dean cellphones

by remy (I amremy)

Word Count: 2,000

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/22243411

Summary: In the hopefully not-so-distant future, where Sam and Dean are semi-retired, they text each other. A lot.

This one never fails to make me laugh. Seriously. It's amazing and hilarious.

Body and soul

by remy (iamremy)

Word count: 3,000

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/21350722

Summary:Dean hates the scar on Sam’s lower back, the everpresent reminder of the first time he lost Sam. So Sam decides to do something about it.

The beauty of this one. No words. Check her other fics out.

You’ll hear your brother’s cry

by Eugara

Word count:7,000

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/9656321

Summary:Coda to Regarding Dean (12x11). It’s a funny thing, having a human being as his rock. The emotional center of his world. Sam knows the dangers, the risks and psychological pitfalls of being too reliant on his brother. He just doesn’t think his heart does. After all, it’s not like it’s ever listened to him anyway.

Mary finds out:

Suspicion

by deanandsam

Word count: 1,000

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/17745104

Summary:

Mary sees something she'd have preferred not to, and it causes her to suspect there's more going on with her boys than is proper.

A skeleton terribly restless

by remy (iamremy)

Word count: 20,000

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/23268964

Summary: Mary knows she doesn't fit right in this strange new world she's woken up in, with these grown men masquerading as her sons, but she tries her best. She really does. She closes her eyes to all the things she does not want to see, and she lies to herself until she's convinced.

Until she can't.

As you know by now, the ones I read the most are late seasons, but I also want to recommend these Stanford era first times. They're so worth it.

Our forever starts today

by fallingintodivinity

Word count:22,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/15667221

Summary: Sam’s first two years at Stanford are pretty ordinary, if you disregard the part where he misses his brother so much that he keeps one of Dean’s old T-shirts under his pillow. At the beginning of junior year, though, Dean stops by unexpectedly after a hunt, then just…keeps dropping by, for one reason or another.

Now Sam’s got to deal with hiding his feelings for his (mercifully) oblivious brother, all his friends think Dean’s his boyfriend, he’s overdue on a paper and hasn't started studying for finals, there may or may not be a poltergeist in the basement rec room, and, oh yeah, Dean found that damn T-shirt he’s had under his pillow for close on three years now.

And he’d thought college life would be simple.

Words I’ll never say

by orphan_account

Word count: 55,000

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/4761533

Summary: When Sam leaves for Stanford in the summer of 2001, he gives Dean a journal that he has been keeping since he was thirteen. Over the next four years Sam and Dean will struggle to come to terms with the hidden feelings revealed in Sam's journal. At the point when Sam has almost moved on, Dean shows up in the middle of the night whisking him away back to the life he thought he left behind and reawakening all the emotions he so desperately tried to push away, causing both Sam and Dean to finally confront the feelings between them head-on.

I'm done...for now. Enjoy.

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