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It's been a while since I draw some DSP stuff, and I felt like drawing Wada again so…here~ I'm pretty proud of this one too ! ^^

(Meanwhile, I'm still working on the bunch of redraws I decided to do because I just had to give myself more work apparently lol)

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what i got from ur "why i use ai" post is that ur lazy and untalented. all of ur excuses sound like bullshit and if that much is preventing u from writing then... don't write. WOW SHOCKER. goddamn. fuck you actually ur part of the problem.

(The "Why I use AI" post in question)

What I'm getting from your message is that you seem happy to have an acceptable target to insult, which is quite sad. The whole "you're lazy" thing is ableist rhetoric and you should probably avoid using it (as well as dismissing struggles that you don't understand) if you care about disabled people. Even in cases where you might be right otherwise. Also, if you think sending hate is gonna stop me from writing or from using the assistive tool that make that possible for me, you're wrong (quite the opposite in fact, insults have never really made people more willing to listen to you). Finally being able to share the stories that I could only keep to myself before is bringing me and my readers a lot of joy, so I won't stop sharing them either. I tag my fics so that people can avoid them if they don't want to read AI-assisted works, and you should actually encourage that. Nothing is stopping me from not saying anything about it, no one would notice, but I believe it's important to be honest. The more hate people are getting for being honest, the less people will be, and the more likely you'll be to read something AI-assisted without knowing. Is that really what you want? In any case, take care.

Honestly, I hesitated to simply delete this ask, but I think it was worth responding once. Now, in the future, hate about this topic will be deleted. As for debates about the use of AI and its morality, and all that…I simply don't have the spoons (Yes, there are issues with AI, but it's a lot more nuanced discussion than "it's evil!!" or "it's the future!!"), sorry, so while I don't mind genuine questions or stuff like that, anything that would required more than a simple, quick reply will be deleted as well.

...Aaaand on a more happy note, if there's some of my readers reading this, I started working on finishing my OMORI fics (for real! I promise!) starting with "I already know they don't need me…", and…I might, maaaaybe, open back requests on "Exploring kinks together." and "Other kinky situations, BONUS, AU & more." around November/December if everything goes as planned (maybe even a little sooner, but no promises).

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Soooo... I'm still around, just super busy, I'm redrawing a bunch of stuff (+ new ones as well), taking care of new dog (currently 7 months), and more...

Also!! I got my disability pension back a couple months ago, so I bought a bunch of stuff, including...markers and color pencils! There was a little coloring books with the markers so I'm currently also having fun with that ^^

It's the first time I'm actually coloring with markers since I was...like, 8? So I'm pretty proud of the result~ I'm a 100% digital artist so it's actually pretty refreshing!

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Finally finished writing my +100k words South Park Stylennyman fic!

I posted the first chapter today and will continue to update it every Tuesday and Friday (if everything goes as planned).

Here's the link : https://archiveofourown.org/works/65535541/chapters/168702973

Summary:

"Stan, I think we need to talk." He nodded slowly, expecting these words. The air was filled with tension, the kind that only comes before a difficult, painful conversation. Yet he wasn't dreading it. In fact, he felt a bit shameful at how he had reacted to the previous breakups, feeling bad for making such a big drama over nothing. It wasn't working and yet, as if clinging to a security blanket he couldn't get rid of, Stan would suddenly panic, rush back in and try again, giving false hope and hurting her all over again. Maybe he was becoming more mature after all. He thought about what Wendy said to him—about paying more attention to the people around him, their relationships and the nature of those bonds. The break-up had been a good thing, he knew this, but…now what?

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Saw Close (2022) on tv not long ago, and while I noped out cause I don't like tragedies (hyperempathy is kind of a bitch)…as well as me not really liking the movie since the stylistic choices are the opposite of my personal tastes, the premise was enough to interest me and make me want to give those boys a happy end. So, here's a little fic about it: If the worse didn't happened.

Summary:

As the bus pulled into the school parking lot, the excited chatter of students filled the air, but Léo barely heard any of it. His thoughts were elsewhere—stuck on Rémi, on the last time they had spoken, on the fight. And when he saw his mom waiting for him, his stomach twisted; something had happened, something serious. He was sure of it. "Léo…" She started, searching her words for a long moment. "…Rémi…is in the hospital…"

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Just posted a new chapter in "Other kinky situations, BONUS, AU & more." (a compilation of oneshots). It's a Headspace|Basil/Basil request that I absolutely loved to write ^^

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Here's my girl Erin (She/Her), it's been a while since I last draw her so...there.

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Just posted a new chapter in "Other kinky situations, BONUS, AU & more." (a compilation of oneshots). It's the second part of a sunflower hanahaki story I made a while ago.

Basil only knew a few couples of things about the hanahaki disease. He knew that it was a rare illness that sprout from unrequited love. He also knew that the feelings had to be strong, it wasn't the kind of sickness that you would caught for a simple little crush. There had been a case where a brutal and cruel rejection had lead to the death of the sufferer, but most of the time it wasn't deadly even though it could still cause severe symptoms; lungs weren't made to host flowers after all. And of course, he knew that there was only two ways to be cured from it, either by having your love reciprocated or by moving on and stop having feelings for the other party. It had caught his interest because it was related to flowers but he would have never thought that someone he knew would end up suffering from it. But here he was, witnessing his own best friend coughing up a bunch of wet, slightly bloody petals.

Here's the link to Part 1, and here's the link for Part 2.

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Here's Hikaru (He/Him) a "new" OC of mine (I finished his design not that long ago).

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Here's a chibi of my OC Philinna (Linna) (she/they)

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i get really shy about posting my work !! but yr an inspiration 2 fanfic about narinder with the old god but looks like a kid trope x lamb and i wrote a silly one whereee lamb goes back in time 2 have sex with a shota nari !!(>_<) and im really proud of this stuff and i want people to see it and like it, but i just worry a lot about what others think.. anyway i rlly hope ur doin well !! ur AWESOME!! also ur ocs r sooo cute !! - SHOTA LAMB ASKER!!!!

Thanks & Sorry to have taken so long to reply! I got totally sucked back into South Park and been non-stop writing for a fic for it, plus some IRL stuff, but your ask makes me super happy (sorry again).

You should totally post your stuff (if you didn't already), there'll always be people who have their day brighten by reading it (when I posted my first fanfic, I thought it'd get like…10 kudos max, and now I still have trouble believing it have +300 kudos) and I'd love to check it out, it definitely sound interesting! And thanks again! ^^

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I'm pretty sure I didn't post my Narilesh twoshot here, so now that the second and final part is done, I'm taking the opportunity to share it here. Don't forget to check the tags.

Summary:

The life in the cult was quite peaceful, a comfortable routine that even Narinder and the former Bishops had come to appreciate. Repairing the broken remnants of family bonds had proven itself a difficult task for Narinder and his siblings but it was made more manageable with time and patience. Speaking of his siblings, Leshy and the yellow cat his brother had somehow fallen for were already tending the crops and plants by the time Narinder made his way there. "Brother! You're late! Couldn't you refrain from fooling around with that perverted Lamb for five minutes?!" Leshy complained immediately once he caught on to the black cat's scent. … As the day went by, the two brothers continued their little dance around each other, pretending nothing had changed between them. Thory watched it all happen and sighed inwardly at the ridiculous display before him. "…You know, maybe it's me, but I think your brother is a little jealous." The yellow cat whispered in a low, conspiratorial voice.

Relationships: Leshy/The One Who Waits | Narinder, The Lamb/The One Who Waits | Narinder, The Yellow Cat/Leshy (Cult of the Lamb), The Lamb/Leshy (Cult of the Lamb), Mention of Aym/Baal/The Lamb/The One Who Waits | Narinder

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Here's Kima (she/her) It's been a little while since I draw her and I made a couple subtle changes to her design that might slightly change again.

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I JUST WANTED 2 SAY YR MOST RECENT SHOTA LAMB ART IS SOOO CUTE WAAAA !!! /(ㄒoㄒ) - OG shota lamb askerr HEHE!!!

Thanks a lot !!! >///<

I'm super happy you think so, I had to redo the sketch quite a bunch before it looked fine enough to me, but I think I'm slowly getting alright at drawing furry characters.

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It's been a little while since I draw my OCs so I thought I'd draw a few of them and Ashae (They/Them) is the first to be done <3

(Also, I posted my commissions info on aethy if anyone is interested, it was on my deviantart before but...I don't even know if I'll still post anything on there so...)

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So…a while ago (like a year or two I think? Or more? Can't remember) the computer I was drawing on shut down, and I lost a bunch of drawings I was working on (including a couple of gifts ​( ; ω ; )). One of the only stuff I managed to save was a sketch of Dorothy from MÄR (Märchen Awakens Romance).

And I finally got the motivation to finish it ! (cause after losing all my progress…I wasn't super motivated, let's say)

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Since I posted a new chapter, I'm posting about this fic here too. Warning: Updates are slow and we're only at chapter 4.

Summary:

It was her scream that had awoken the two brothers, hurrying to her side only to be meet by the sight of Basil covered in blood. Sunny was missing, he must had saw and… And now they were waiting, desperately praying that the two of them would be okay, that they would survive. … … But even multiple days later, they wouldn't wake up.

Relationships: Aubrey & Basil & Hero & Kel & Sunny (OMORI), Aubrey/Basil/Hero/Kel/Sunny (OMORI), Basil/Sunny (OMORI), Kel/Sunny (OMORI), Aubrey/Kel (OMORI), Basil/Kel (OMORI), Hero/Kel (OMORI), Hero/Sunny (OMORI), Basil/Hero (OMORI), Aubrey/Hero (OMORI), Aubrey/Sunny (OMORI), Aubrey/Basil (OMORI), Mari and Sunny's Mother & Sunny (OMORI), Basil & Polly (OMORI)

Additional Tags: Written in collaboration with an AI, AI used as an assistive tool, Altered Knife Ending AU (OMORI), Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Guilt, They all deal with guilt, Depressed Kel (OMORI), Hero and Aubrey are really worried about Kel, Basil and Sunny are in a coma, Brother/Brother Incest, Explicit Sexual Content, Other Additional Tags to Be Added