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Dose anyone else feel incredible guilt if they have fun.

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Talking to my therapist today about my brother molesting me.

I’m really nervous, I don’t want to go.

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Just A Failure..

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Fuck

Haha yes

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My life.

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Fuck this is it!

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“you don’t need to be stressed!” okay but consider this: I am

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Shit I just might have to.

Remember, you can disappear into the woods whenever you want. You’re an adult.

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Read to the end

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Woke to another panic attack.

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honestly being tagged in things makes me so happy because it’s like?? ? you think of me?? ? you remember me?? ? i don’t even remember me sometimes

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Therapist: if you were going to call your depression a color what would it be?

Me: no color, a vacuum with no light no sound and no end.

Therapist: *eyes widen as she types on key board.

Did I fuck up?

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My therapist told me today, if all you can do is make your bed you should be proud. I broke down in tears. I didn’t realize how bad I have gotten.