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Thought of the Day
At the beginning of the year, I'm hopeful... Now, it's the middle of the year, I'm hopeless...
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Never Alone By Jim Brickman May the angels protect you, trouble neglect you And heaven accept you when it's time to go home May you always have plenty, the glass never empty And know in your belly, you're never alone May your tears come from laughing, you find friends worth having As every year passes, they mean more than gold May you win and stay humble, smile more than grumble And know when you stumble, you're never alone Never alone, never alone I'll be in every beat of your heart when you face the unknown Wherever you fly this isn't goodbye My love will follow you, stay with you, baby, you're never alone Well, I have to be honest as much as I wanted Im not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow So when hard times have found you and your fears surround you Wrap my love around you, you're never alone Never alone, never alone I'll be in every beat of your heart when you face the unknown Wherever you fly this isn't goodbye My love will follow you, stay with you, baby, you're never alone May the angels protect you, trouble neglect you And heaven accept you when it's time to go home So when hard times have found you and your fears surround you Wrap my love around you, you're never alone Never alone, never alone I'll be in every beat of your heart when you face the unknown Wherever you fly, this isn't goodbye My love will follow you, stay with you, baby, you're never alone My love will follow you, stay with you, baby, you're never alone
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Should I stop thinking?
Am I a Normal Person? Sometimes, I think I'm not. Why? Because I think too much. And when I think too much, I can't do anything. Because I hesitate and ended up sad. Now let's go back to my past experience. Remember that time in Bohol. To take a photo beside that big snake. I watch a lot of movies about snakes so it's scary to go inside the snake house and take a photo. And that is a huge snake. And what makes me do the task. I didn't think. I just do it. Then that time in Enchanted Kingdom. I don't like Extreme rides. But I did most of the rides that some of my age that time can't do now. And makes me do that? With a lot of encouragement from my friend and when I stop thinking. The Boracay Experience. One of the memorable day of my life. I love the beach but I can't swim. Funny right? Yes, it's really funny. I don't know what will I do to Boracay since I can't swim. I just want to see the place that everyone is talking about and to relax. But then I did Helmet Diving and Parasailing. How did I do that? Now that I think about it. I didn't think much that time. I just do it. Going back to those past experience. I only have a Now or Never attitude that time. I just do it. And now, can I do it? I'm talking about Falling in love. Can I Fall In Love with someone? Do I deserve to Fall In Love? Can I have a LDR? These are the things that's running on my mind. And I believe I ended up hurting someone. And I don't like it. I hate myself for being coward. Yes, I'm a coward. Should I stop thinking? Should I stop thinking and just do it? Will I be Happy if I do that? Will I be more Happy? Should I do it Now? Should I have this attitude now? Now or Never? Wish that someone can enlighten me. 😢
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Dear Maine,
Hello Maine!
Kamusta ka? How are you feeling?
I know halu-halo ang emosyon na nararamdaman mo ngayon.
Aktingan pa ba eto o Totohanan na?
I know, yan ang iniisip mo.
Pero alam mo kung ano ang nararamdaman mo.
Totoo yung Poem sayo ni Tisoy. Ramdam mo yun.
Nakikinig ka ng mabuti sa pagbasa nya ng poem. Ramdam mo yung kaba ni Tisoy bago nya basahin at habang binabasa nya yung poem nya sa’yo. (Pero para sa akin, hindi yun poem kundi love letter)
Nasanay ka na yung sulatan nyo ni Tisoy ay for your eyes only lagi.
Siguro ang ineexpect mong poem eh pampakilig poem lang para sa mga fans.
Nasa Kalyeserye kayo di ba? So, aktingan lang.
Pero ramdam mo sa mga sinabi ni Tisoy na hindi lang yan basta Kalyeserye lang, di ba? May tunay na feelings dun.
Nagustuhan mo yung poem di ba? Overwhelmed ka.
Trinay mo na kalmahin ang sarili mo.
Nung tinanong ka na “Will You Be My Valentine?” at sumagot ka ng Oo, akala mo tapos na. Pero hindi pa pala.
Na caught off guard ka sa tanong ni Lola Nidora.
Natagalan ka bago sumagot. Pero si Divina ang tinatanong ni Lola Nidora Meng, si Divina.
Pero kung babalikan natin yung nakaraang sabado, ano ba ang sabi ni Lola Nidora, di ba Alden at Maine at hindi Alden at Divina? Tapos ngayon naman si Divina ang tinatanong nya, ang gulo noh?
Nung mga oras na yun, totohanan ang nararamdaman mo para sa poem o sulat sayo ni Tisoy. Kaya natakot ka kung ano ang isasagot mo.
Sasagot ka ba as Divina or as Maine? Ang nararamdaman mo ba dapat sa poem ni Alden ay feelings ni Divina o ni Maine?
Ang hirap ipaliwanag di ba? Nakakatakot.
Totoong tao ka at bago ka pa lang sa showbiz. As introvert, hirap kang i-express ang feelings mo sa harap ng maraming tao. That moment, andaming tao sa paligid mo. Wala ka pa sa teritoryo mo, mas kumportable ka sa barangay kasama ng mga kuya mo.
That moment, wala sa tabi mo ang JOWAPAO, ang mga kuya mo. Lalo na si Kuya Wally mo. Ang ingay ng nasa paligid mo, naghihintay ng sagot mo.
Kinakausap ka ni Wally as Divina. Pero naririnig mo pa ba sya? Halata ko sa mga mata mo na wala ka ng naririnig. Nakatingin ka kay Alden. Nakangiti sya sa’yo, Nag-usap kayo na walang mic. Hinihintay mo bumusina pero bakit wala pa.
Ramdam kita Meng. Ganyan din ang naramdaman ko last week at hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin clear sa sarili ko ang nararamdaman ko.
Gumawa rin sya ng poem sa akin. Di ko ineexpect yun. Sa short time na pag-uusap namin, nakilala na nya agad ang tunay na ako base sa poem nya sa akin. Super overwhelmed ako. Di ko ineexpect na maaalala nya mga pinag-uusapan namin. Ramdam ko na tunay sya sa mga sinasabi nya kahit wala sya sa harapan ko. Pero as I feel overwhelmed, natakot ako. Lalo na nung tinanong nya ako sa nararamdaman ko at kung puwede daw ba nya ako maging girlfriend.
Madali sana magsinungaling kase malayo naman sya pero dapat ba? Hindi ako ganun eh. Lahat ng sinasabi ko totoo. Hindi ako magsasalita ng hindi yun ang totoong nararamdaman ko. Takot ako mag express ng feelings dahil usually, walang nakikinig. Pero ngayon, may nakinig sa akin. Nakinig at inintindi ang mga sinasabi ko at tinandaan.
Ayoko magkamali ng sasabihin. Ayoko mawala sya sa akin. Ayoko ma-misinterpret. Andaming tumatakbo sa utak ko hanggang ngayon.
Alam ko ganun din ang nararamdaman mo. At mas mahirap pa ang sitwasyon mo dahil maraming pressure sa paligid mo. Sana makayanan mo ang pressure. Yun ang panalangin ko. Sana mas maging matapang ka at hindi sumuko sa pressure na nakapaligid sayo. Mas matapang ka na kesa dati. Marami ka ng nagawa. Kaya mo yan!
Naniniwala kami sayo Meng. No pressure. Pero kahit anuman ang maging desisyon mo, nandito kami sa likod mo. Marami kang napapasaya. Susuportahan ka namin forever. Wag kang bibitiw. Maraming nagmamahal sayo! Tandaan mo yan!
Love You!
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