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kazkiha · 4 years ago
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A Surprise Birthday Message
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character(s): kaeya x gn!reader warnings: angst, mentions of diluc, mentions of klee, reader is dead synopsis: it's kaeya's birthday, but also the anniversary of your death. he ponders about his day and your long desired promised before receiving a message from none other than you. a/n: not proofread!! i'll definitely try to edit or fix this up later, thank you for reading :)
Many knights and friends had given Kaeya gifts for his birthday, yet he still felt as lonely as ever. It was certainly joyful to encounter his gleeful companions as they handed him a gift, but soon he was lost in thought. It was morning, he was inevitably tired, mentally exhausted even, but he knew that wasn't the source of his sorrow.
After waving goodbye to Jean and the rest of the knights, he took a stroll, stopping by a specific area before bending down.
"Good morning Sweetheart." He smiled sadly, looking at your tombstone. How could he enjoy his birthday if it was the same day you had left him alone in this world? He kneeled next to your grave for a while, mumbling nonsense and gazing off, enjoying your company as well as the silence. Has it been a year already?
"It would be nice if we could watch the sunset on my birthday as you had wished." It was a meaningless thought, but to Kaeya it made him realize that you were really gone.
He pondered for a while before standing up, "I'll see you there, my love." He had finally decided to go to the location where you had desired to watch the sunset together, although he would be alone.
"Happy birthday, Kaeya!" Klee had passed by, watching him as he made his way to his office.
"Thank you, Klee." He smiled, patting her head before she ran off, giggling. He opened his office door, sitting comfortably on his office chair as he placed his legs on the table, zoning off once again. Was it time to finally move on? Could he forget you? Just as he was lost in thought, a notification from his phone caught his attention. A reminder from Jean or a birthday wish from Diluc, he assumed. Yet when he hovered over to see the sender, he stumbled a bit, fumbling to pick up his phone as it read "From y/n"
He stared at the message for a bit before tapping it open, confused and curious, who was sending messages through your phone? It was a video, a thumbnail showing a frame of you smiling which made him feel a little melancholy. Pressing play, he watched attentively as you set up the camera and walked back a bit.
"Hi Kaeya!" You smiled, laughing a bit as you waved. "I just figured out how to send scheduled messages! Cool isn't it?"
He could barely pull himself together, hearing your voice again made him feel something he could not describe, he was longing to hold you in his arms again, he was missing you and it was starting to become unbareable.
"Anyways, happy birthday Kaeya! You better have kept your promise on watching the sunset with me! Oh! While eating cupcakes of course..please." You added, laughing at yourself before waving again. "Oh, I have to go! You're here to take me on a date, or um- younger you..?" You shrugged, "Bye Kaeya, I love you!"
As the video ended he sat there with his phone in his hands, your smile, your voice, your "i love you"s, how could he forget? He smiled while tears hovered on his eyes, threatening to fall. There was no way he could ever love someone as much as he had loved you-no, he still loves you more than anyone.
"What's up with you? Nobody give you birthday gifts?" Diluc walked into his office, holding a batch of cupcakes in his hands. "I would've given you cake, but they ran out.. quite.. unlucky." he stated as he handed one to Kaeya, "Happy birthday, are you going to take one or not?" Kaeya looked up at his brother, then at the cupcake in his hand. He took it while Diluc started talking about something at the Wine Dinery, Kaeya was too busy staring at the cupcake, being reminded of your voice happily telling him of watching the sunset together, while eating cupcakes of course. He would have most definitely kept his end of the promise, but you didn't. In fact, you were unable to fulfill any more memories with him, could he really live without your presense?
"There was- woah, um- are you okay?" Diluc asked
"Huh? Oh.. yeah, why?" Kaeya looked up at his brother, looking at his rather confused and surprised expression.
"You're crying." Diluc stated as Kaeya looked surprised himself, touching his face as tears fell onto his hands. I guess he really can't get over you no matter how hard he tried.
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kazkiha · 4 years ago
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when he's jealous
scaramouche gets jealous of your close relationship with childe pairing: scaramouche x reader
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you were staring at scaramouche from across the room. laying your head in your arms on the desk as you sigh in boredom.
"scara, are you done yet?" you had been here for almost an hour or two. of course you did want to spend time with him but waiting any longer was bound to drive you insane.
"i'm not done, if you're just going to annoy me then go outside." he already looked irritated from the work load and it seemed like you pissed him off even more.
you lift your head off the desk, looking at him one more time before leaving the room. you were already used to his attitude so it didn't offend you much, but now you didn't really know what to do.
"y/n? is scaramouche done with his work already?" you heard a voice startling you as you looked up to meet his eyes.
it was childe, smiling at you in a way you couldn't really understand. "no, he's not done i um, i kind of got kicked out.." you laugh under your breathe as he starts to snicker.
"oh my, there he goes being all annoyed again." he states, referring to no other than scaramouche. "well, if that's the case, mind coming with me to the wine industry?"
"no i don't mind, i was wondering what to do anyways."
"great." childe smiles as he reaches his hand out as you would before you partake in a ball room dance. "may i have the honor of escorting you?"
you laugh as you take his hand, "yes you may."
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after a few days of you follow childe around, it became evident to scaramouche that he was getting more of your attention than him.
he watched as you two laughed, eating ice cream as he huffs, that should be him, not childe.
you thought about scaramouche a lot, pondering on whether or not to invite him on dates, but discarding the thought not wanting to annoy him any further.
although it pissed him off seeing childe so close to you, he just stood there, glaring at childe as he didn't know if he was supposed to approach you or not.
however, the opportunity presented itself when he saw childe extending his hand to your face, wiping off the icecream that had smeared across your lips.
he was beyond mad, frustratingly walking towards the two as he yanked your arm towards him. startling you and making you look at him in surprise.
"if you're going to annoy someone, i'd rather it be me." you saw the annoyed look on his face as he seemed to express how irritated he was, but all you saw on his face was a big pout.
"are you jealous?"
you asked him, not thinking much about how straightforward you were with it. but after seeing his flustered expression and how surprised he looked, you wanted to tease him more.
"aww you are jealous aren't you. how cute." you smiled as you patted his head.
"shut up." he managed to mutter as he was extremely embarrassed, taking your hand and dragging you away.
you wave at childe as he smiles back, 'how cute those two are.' he thought, a little envious of the relationship you two had which he wished he could share with another.
you stared at scaramouches back as he dragged you away, knowing he was looking away from you to hide his red face. it made you smile brightly, blushing madly as well as you laughed a little. oh how much you loved this stupid boy.
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kazkiha · 4 years ago
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moonlight balcony [1/2]
you meet scaramouche on the balcony of a party.
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"oh?" you heard a voice speak out as you turn at the sudden break of silence. "y/n, what a surprise. i didn't know you would come to a place like this." his smirk rose as he took a sip of wine.
kaeya again. bothering you like usual. you sighed and started walking towards the balcony for a breath of fresh air. you didn't know why you were here really, no intentions of taking part and nobody to come with.
sliding the door to the balcony, you step into the city view as you lean on the fence. stepping further left of the unknowingly large balcony to get a better view of the stars as an unexpected voice startles you quite heavily
"fucking diluc." you were surprised by the remark and turned around, making eye contact with a boy who clearly looked annoyed. he had what appeared to be wine dripping down his face.
"tch." he broke eye contact while keeping the annoyed expression as he walked away from the door and into the balcony.
you didn't really know what to do so you looked back front, staring at the full moon visible miles and miles away.
what you didn't know was scaramouche's sneaky glances. not going to lie, when he first saw you the moonlight shining down on your hair and face made you appear breathtakingly angelic. seeing your expressionless face made him wonder what you were thinking about.
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