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damnit gaiman, now I gotta live at least three more years to see the gay fictional characters that live in my tv get their shit together AND HOLD HANDS ALREADY

@neil-gaiman

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Hey, so I just finished s2 of Good Omens, but I cant seem to find s3 anywhere??? Is it just my wifi or....??

(THERE IS A S3. RIGHT. RIGHT??????)

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HeheehehhehehehrhrhrhHEHRHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEEHHEHEH

A win is a win.

A WIN IS A WIN.

WE GOT THE MF KISS YALL.

THEY-- FUCKING KISSED.

THEY DID THAT.

YEAH.

AND ALSO THE REST YES, THAT ALSO BUT-

ALSO ALSO.... THE KISS. YUP. THIS IS. MHM. OK. SO WE'RE DOING THIS.

WHY (if not to take deadly aim heh)

LIKE IMAGINE TELLING YOURSELF WHO WAS WATCHING GO S1 FOR THE FIRST TIME THAT THOSE SILLY GEESE WOULD ACTUALLY FUCKING KISS.

LIKE WHAT.

CAN WE GET BACK ON THAT KISS?????

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BIGENDER? TRIGENDER? PANGENDER? AGENDER? BITCH THATS TOO MANY I CANT EVEN HOW AM I AAAAAHHH I CANT HELP ME I JUST I CANT NOPE THIS IS IM NOT EVEN WHY WOULD I DO I AM I NO DEFINITELY NOT BUT WHAT IF NO OK WELL MAYBE HMM NO OK THEN FUCKING NOT. I QUIT. IM A FUCKING DEAD TREE WITH MUSHROOMS GROWING OUT OF IT OK? OK? FUCK GENDER I DONT I CANT IM NOT AAAAAHHHHH

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'Well, i deserve this, I deserve that'

THERE IS NO DESERVING. life doesn't give a shit out what you deserve! you can say 'I deserve a cookie after my hard work' but that's not deserving! you want a cookie? Go get a cookie. Sometimes you want something and you try to get it and, boom! You got it. sometimes you want something but you cant get it. sometimes you dont want something and you still get it. THATS HOW LIFE WORKS. I deserve to be happy once in a while but I wont get it, not because I don't deserve it, but just because I cant.

DESERVING IS A HYPOTHETICAL! You can daydream all you want about how you want that cookie, but at the end of the day, you can still walk to the store, regardless of whether you worked hard that day or not.

STOP FUCKING SAYING 'I DONT DESERVE THAT' BECAUSE THERE IS. NO. FUCKING. DESERVING.

YOU EITHER GET WHAT YOU WANT, OR YOU DONT. THERE IS NO REASON WHY.

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I am running through a field while the sun slowly sets, in the distance I can see people swimming in the cold water of a small river. The sun softly touches the young, green leafs on the treetops and shines through them, SO illuminating and SO bright. I lay down in the grass for just a minute, just this moment. I close my eyes and I can see the orange light of the sun through my eyelids. I feel her warmth on my cheeks and I am here. I am alive.

Tomorrow I will wake up late and look out my small bedroom window. And I'll see clouds and rain where once was sun. But today?

Today is for living.

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Oh btw happy pride month to all my fellow queers, can't wait to celebrate, y'all!!!

(I'm currently spending my break in one of my high school's girl's bathrooms (mind u im a closeted ftm) and trying not to freak out bc a bunch of girls have been in here talking Very Loudly about how it's ok if you sit alone in a bathroom stall during break, but it's just weird if an 'emo' does it bc they do it just to be 'extra emo' (????). I'm wearing an outfit they would consider emo. They don't know I'm in this stall. I'm sitting with my feet on the toilet so if they look under it they can't see my shoes. They already tried to open this door but I'm frantically hoping they just think it's a locked door with no one in it. I am fucking terrified.

And I will, in fact, not be doing anything for pride.)

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watching any show you've been hyper fixated on with your parents is wild because all you've been focused on is that one dude who's totally gay bc he wore fucking leopard print shoes that one episode but anyway you get like crazy gender envy from him because LOOK AT HIS HAIR IT'S LONG WITH A GRAY STREAK AND ITS FUCKING MARVELOUS AND OMG WHEN HE WEARS IT IN A LIL PONYTAIL HSINWJDKDK I FUCKING CRIED I wanna be a gay man in his forties who wears leopard print shoes to work and is a gay mentor to the smol gays and drinks out of 'subtle' pride mugs

And meanwhile your parents are like oh that american guy is so sweet and ahaha that British accent sounds so funny

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Ok, but like, juice boxes are awesome and you should drop people who don't like em.

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So...

I might post stuff on here.

Might not.

Either way, it feels weird to have no posts at all, so

There.