kiarakraz

[kiarakraz]

Hi, I am kiara, I don't know if I can write here or not but still I am writing cause I want to.....

So I was trying to sleep but instead I started thinking like why I am thinking and then I realised that I am always a thinker.... Not the intellectual one but the delusional one. I remember when I was a child I use to sit alone for some time and think or I would say daydream,I dream whenever I get the time, and I usually take time to daydream. I always dreamed about how my future would be when I was a child, I use to think about my teenage life, like what kind of friends I'll have, what are the kind of dress I will have, will I still live in the same house?? about so much things.

But I became a teenager, I started thinking about my college life, like will I go out for college like my siblings, where will I go for my college, what kind of friends I'll have in college, what will I do in college, will I make a boyfriend in college??? but in the end I choose to stay home and get admission in the nearby girls college and nothing happened as I dreamed about.

But when I am in the college I realised what the of daydreaming about my own future, so I started to dreaming about my crush actually I don't know the plural of crush so I am just writing the crush here. Yes, I have so many of them as I watched lot of movies and web series, but only few of lasts untill now and Jeon Jungkook is always on my top list.

So now I only daydream about my crush whenever I get the time.

I always dreamed about having a Bestfriend and a Boyfriend. I haven't got a boyfriend yet.... Yes, I have never dated anyone but I get few bestfriends and now the questions is why few??? It's because yes I make so many friends in all this years but my these bestfriends are still here and we know , I know that no matter what they will be there always and no matter how far we are they always just a call away and I lub u guys.... I know you don't use this app but still or you are using this secretly just like me and if you are just let me know, I won't tell anyone.

So, as conclusion I can describe daydreaming as my hobbies but is it okay to write it as a hobby in my portfolio??? If you know just let me know.

Your, Kiara