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I am barely holding up today... I've had a really hard summer and this difficult chapter is coming to an end but boooooy is it hard right now! I'm repeating to myself that I have to hold but the truth is, I'm not the one that needs to hold on, it's my job which needs it. The moment when I'll let go doesn't really change anything for me, but it does make a hufe difference for my coworkers. So I'm trying to holdon for their sake, out of generosity, but everyday, that generosoty is eroding... My boss is asking for a little more but I can't. As of now, I don't even know if I'll last until the set date of my departure.

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keep me sane

between patterns

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Kitten likes sitting with her dog. (via n_dogbike) (press play and listen for tiny meow)

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Elie Saab Resort 2019

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Portrait of Elizabeth of York, Queen of England in her wedding day

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Men fight wars. Women win them.

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I was in a royal mood because I’ve been watching some historical tv shows about Queens and Princesses (I’ve learned a lot actually) and so I decided to search for nice visual royal stuff on Tumblr. So I typed “royal” in the search bar...... Can someone explain why half of the things are girls with huge butts? I’m confused....

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#lolitaupdate ZJstory Song of Sirens Lolita OP/Cape(There are a small amount of ready made ones left)😍😍

Email me for details/order: contact@my-lolita-dress.com

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Hellooooo wooorld!!!

I’m bored. Hit me up with some fun fact, will you?

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Top Five Tips For Securing a Lifetime of Worthless Approval

1. Be a “Good Person”

Comply with rigid social-norms and confuse this fear-based compulsion with “empathy”, because what’s “normal” is “moral”, and compulsively regurgitating the opinions enforced by cultural authority figures and social institutions that condition us how to think and behave, is “compassion”. It’s important, however, to ensure that you never reflect upon your prescribed ethical framework, as perceiving contradictions may lead you to an existential crisis that provides you with a deeper understanding of life, and lack of desire for superficial validation from brainwashed peers.

2. Self-Respect is Disrespectful

Remember, suggesting any measure of consideration for your personal well-being, passions, or general preferences, is an indirect suggestion that you aren’t prioritizing everyone else’s. Observing your competence and efficiency to cultivate a fulfilling, successful life for yourself, may cause the people around you to reflect on their own lifestyle and decisions, potentially resulting in feelings of inadequacy and a desire for retaliation. This is why it’s important to maintain a meek, self-deprecating persona that nobody will ever take seriously enough to feel offended by.

3. Never Pass Judgement

Discipline yourself to remain hyper-attuned to other people’s insecurities, no matter how seemingly trivial, and neurotically avoid communicating anything that could be perceived as criticism toward another person’s perspective or behavior, despite how obviously crucial it can be to broadening awareness, and cultivating personal and collective growth. In fact, considering that saying or doing anything at all could potentially threaten an opportunity for approval from others, you’ll want to refrain from any behavior in general that can be perceived by others in general.

4. Adopt a Delusional Ideology

As your lifestyle of repression and submission deepens, you’ll be faced with having to subvert occasions of abrupt, primal aggression, where your intuition will attempt to awaken you from your denial, and stimulate autonomy. This is where adopting a delusional religious or political ideology that glorifies “empathy”, “acceptance”, and other variations of passivity, will help you feel more justified in your suppression. Now you’ll feel less conflicted burying your feelings, because you’re suffering for a grand “moral” or “spiritual” purpose that you can pretend is worth it. Again though, you’re going to want to abstain from self-analysis, so that you remain unconscious of the fact that what you perceive as “empathy” and “acceptance” here, stem from the selfish desire to justify your own sense of entitlement: “If I love everyone, everyone should love me”. Also, be sure to lobotomize yourself with plenty of substance abuse, so you can prolong that inevitable psychological meltdown when you realize that indiscriminately accepting everyone on the basis of preserving ideals that have no basis in Reality, has left you surrounded by parasites that are concerned with little more than bleeding you of every last resource.

5. Cease to Exist

In a world where creation through destruction is the underlying imperative to maintaining the existence of all living things, where we consume life to sustain life, merely existing is fundamentally violent, to some extent. Every opportunity you have, every resource you accumulate, every human being who’s time and attention you justify in your direction, detracts from someone else’s. The only way to really secure approval from everyone everywhere, is to make the ultimate sacrifice and no longer exist.

Congratulations, we all love you now

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So I discovered Boys love recently and I’ve been reading a ton of it. I always loved cheesy shojo manga but I got tired at some point: it’s always the same thing with slight variations... Boys love is similar and in the same time very different, it’s really nice. I get my daily dose of cute cheesy cuddling and it’s not boring! Wouhou! I also read really disturbing things but let’s not talk about those. Remember only the hand holding and the hugs and the kisses, not the other weird non-sens...

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Yesterday, I started watching the masterpiece tv show Victoria season 3... I LOVE IT. I loooove my queens so much! And I love Victoria! And I love Albert! And I looove good historical fashion! Makes me want to make myself a victorian dress... I mean, look at those costumes! MASTEPIECES.

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