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WHY IS CLIFFORD THE BIG RED DOG TRYING TO KILL ME???????

Spin the wheel. That's who's trying to kill you.

Spin the wheel again. That's who's trying to protect you.

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staring at this google doc waiting for words to start sentencing

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greatest form of self sabotage is my immigrant mexican-chinese mom whose family was forced to start speaking english at home instead of spanish because when they were immigrating the school on st martins told them she had to speak american english (no island accent) or else she would be expelled. she experienced racism in 1970s america as a highschooler, she wasnt black but ppl still called her "blackie". her dad beat her. she worked through college. she entered the workforce and clawed her way up the ladder where all her colleagues were men. she's told me about a time where she had to beat off a guy with a bat. and in the end, she still voted for trump. a man who hates immigrants, mexicans, chinese, poc, victims of abuse, and women.

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Reblog to let your followers know that despite your current obsession your previous obsessions still exist and are simply lying dormant until they awaken and strike again

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English added by me :)

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whst they dontctell u abt worldbuilding is that when u're making creatures u're the onw who gets to decide the anatomy. anatomy study pshh im drawing this creature and making up everything abt it. i make the rules here no longer am i confined to earthen laws. (th only creatures i actually only rlly know how to draw aree birds i hve to keep resusting thr urge to mske them)

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o7

i never wnat to update my nvidia graphics driver again because why did that entire struggle laast over 4 hours,,,, but finally im free 😭😭😭😭

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i. am. going. to. SCREAM.

i never wnat to update my nvidia graphics driver again because why did that entire struggle laast over 4 hours,,,, but finally im free 😭😭😭😭

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i never wnat to update my nvidia graphics driver again because why did that entire struggle laast over 4 hours,,,, but finally im free 😭😭😭😭

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there's so much to unpack for the other peak lords. LOVE??? WORM?????? SQQ AND SQH,,, LIKE THAT???????

Scenerio in which SQQ and SQH find out the other is a transmigrator earlier in the story because during a peak lord meeting, SQH goes to ask a distracted SQQ a question and-

"Would you-"

"Yes, I'd still love you if you were a worm."

Its an automatic response. Everyone freezes. SQQ and SQH are giving each other death stares.

Its choas.

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i think sharing was caring was one of the inspos for this ughh that one was good

im currently getting into my rhythm for the spring sem but i plan to return to this idea once i'm done w that :3c

svsss au where there's a system glitch that happens as shen yuan saves liu qingge from his qi deviation, resulting in sy's system being linked to lqg as well. aka, they share a system account. they share quests and points and everything. this... Changes things. such as well, the implications and fallout of an early system/identity reveal to one person, someone that hated the original shen qingque. but also, lqg being forced to have to work together and cooperate with an "imposter"! like in my head i can see lqg being rlly conflicted abt everything that's going on at the start. sy will get over it somewhat quickly i think because sure, why not, fuck you system!! but also in pidw lqg isn't a major character so i can see him having less hangups abt working w him. like his experience w lqg is basically a blank slate. but lqg? he has history w sqq. he simultaneously is on a blank slate and a huge monolith of history/shared experiences/past. he needs to not only adapt to that but also his new situation of sharing sy's system.

i've been microwaving this idea in my head for the last day or so and mmmm yes.s i love lqg. i haven't read svsss in like 4 or 5 years maybe so my memory of certain things is kinda fuzzy but i Cannot get this au idea out of my head

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is it just me or have there been more fake bot accts sending asks for money since the new year. do the ppl running them just decide ah yes my new year's resolution is to scam ppl. like i sweaar i did not get them this often before,,,?

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,, Hey, is muscle memory held in the actual muscle or is it held in the brain? That's a thought.

speaking as someone who had to leave karate for like 5ish years and is now having to start from scratch, i'd say it's more in the actual muscle not the brain. if it is in the brain, i'd say more subconscious. ik this now because i was reviewing a kata i totally forgot and the sensei just was like snap kick/knife block or whatever. my mind blanked. i don't even know if i just typed the right kick name. i knew knife blocks, i reviewed those the other day. i had not reviewed any kicks. i dont even know where my feet are going after the kick. then all of a sudden my body is moving and i execute the most perfect kick and into a smooth transition into a knife block w a back stance. it was rlly jarring. it's literally ur body just... doing its own thing, even if ur brain doesn't quite remember. it's more intense w the things u did a LOT of i'm p sure because that kata i mentioned earlier i did in the past for a tournament, and practiced it way more than the other katas. and i didn't get as intense an experience w muscle memory for the other katas.

as for it possibly being more subconscious, idk i say it could b that because ive been skiing since i was like,,, 2. i've run double blacks. i don't even have to think whn im skiing. so it could be subconscious. i vaguely know what i'm doing but if u asked me to explain HOW? 💀 yea no

but ya hope this helps!! tldr: imo its def more in the muscle and if it's in the brain at all it's subconscious.

I'm having. So many Uchiha Houhua thoughts. Like I know so much of his existence is geared towards survival but. The hc of Uchiha's use of war fans,I have to wonder if he ever finds him half heartedly fiddling with a delicate seeming Tessen, remebering an old friend now far gone, just as razor edged and yet still missed.

And it may be my own fondness for the concept of a spider summons but so much of spider behavior is "Please Leave Me Alone" which is very on brand for Houhua. Camouflage and careful, delicate and yet still so dangerous, setting invisible webs between leaves and waiting for the worse predators to pass. (Also using spider venom to fuck with his heartrate for the possum jutsu maybe?)

The entire concept is so delightful and I'm very thankful to have seen all your little tidbits on it

YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU SENT ME A STRAWPAGE I JUST SAW IT LAST NIGHT BUT FELL ASLEEP BEFORE I COULD COPY PASTE IT TO REPLY TO HERE!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg hi funny seeing you here (<- batting my eyelashes, twirling my hair)

Anyways I love this, actually. Like, a lot.

Ough,, Houhua unable to look at war fans without thinking about both SY and SQQ,,,

I think it's actually especially fun to think ab like. The difference in fighting style between (Japanese) Uchiha styled war fan techniques and (Chinese) Cang Qiong Sect war fan techniques. Not even counting the much more specific Qing Jing Peak style of fan techniques.

That also goes double for sword techniques, especially considering the plans for Houhua to go into sword smithing.

Houhua has literal decades of the Cang Qiong sect sword style engraved into his fucking bones. Into his soul, even, if you consider the whole 'cultivators swords are usually tied to their spirits in some way' thing.

He's going to have the worst time trying to switch to Uchiha sword styles-- though I think the sharingan + the unfamiliar, tiny body without all the muscle memory of his past life will help him at least get his footing

,, Hey, is muscle memory held in the actual muscle or is it held in the brain? That's a thought.

ALSO. THE SPIDERS.

I. I cant lie to u, you are making an amazing argument rn for him having a spider summons. I love the idea sm, I am now faced w the ultimate dilemma of choosing between a spider contract or a rat contract.

On one hand, they both carry undertones of like 'there might be a bit more to see here than just a coward' bc of the associated (mostly negative) connotations of rats and spiders both being like, underhanded, sneaky, that sort of thing. But the spider tho,,, ough,, it also shows a side of implied manipulation that might be fun just from the angle of like.

Yeah you'd expect him to have some sort of rodent contract but hes actually been designated spider coded by the universe, actually.

I forget if I posted this snippet yet or if I only posted it on the discord but take this really quick:

So like. This moment, where Kabuto bets Houhua will get some form of rodent contract (for obvious reasons) while Hana bets he gets a fucking worm. But now make it even funnier bc they're both wrong and he got a spider contract.

This could also maybe play interesting into Houhua and Kabuto's sort of ongoing quiet squinting in eachothers direction as they both go 'this guy isnt as simple as he seems...' as Kabuto mentally recalculates some of Houhua's behavior

This also can just bring out a pretty fun "hey so lets talk about in universe stereotypes and associations when it comes to summoning animals" which I just think is fun. Like, culturally, what does it mean to have a contracted animal? Do some people treat it like they might astrology personality tests? Do some people think its just nonsense and pure luck or not that deep?

For some people it probably isn't that deep, while for others (specifically those who might come from families who always have the same contract, or others who sign blank contracts where they really are sent to an animal that matches them best) it really is a good way to try and analyze them

And like. Where does that leave Houhua?

This could also just be fun for when he interacts w Orochimaru, who fucking hates bugs (insert my own personal favorite hc here that he hates them largely in part due to the many times he was stuck inside his own rotting body, infested with bugs)

And like, Houhua and Orochimaru will inevitably interact, though I'm not 100% sure on how it goes just yet. But like. Houhua having a spider contract and Orochimaru coincidentally hating spiders. Could be funny.

PLUS YOU'RE SO RIGHT FOR LIKE. SPIDER VENOM POSSIBLY PLAYING INTO HIS PLAYING DEAD ACT. UR SO SMART FOR THAT.

Anyways. Yeah ok I think spider contract Houhua would go pretty hard for multiple reasons. Give him a big fluffy spider with big ol eyes.

Houhua can maybe get another contract further down the line and then get the rodents he deserves.

Im so glad that you've been enjoying the SQH in naruto au nonsense I've been pumping out!! I'm like. Halfwayish done with chapter one but it keeps getting longer. I'll get there eventually.

I really need to update my tumblr vault with all the recent additions to the au but want to update it when I post the actual fic so I can link the fic to the chapter, so I'm holding off on that

Anyways, thank you for your ask!!

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hmm to work on tumblr drafts or to do math hw....

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apologies king u're so right. i actually was just thinking in the shower "lol what if binghe thought liushen were dating and stealing shen qingqiu's body was a part of his master plan to ALSO seduce liu qingge because he has grudgingly accepted that the two are a package deal since they are dating (they were never dating)"

wait i just saw uur bingliushen fanart does that mean u're also a liushen truther omgg????

yeah im a multi-shipper! I mainly like ships that include lqg (I'm hella biased) but I mainly ship bingliushen cause I like liushen and feel bad if Binghe is left out lol

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We don't have enough identity reveal fics.

SQH being the creator of the world, is such a wild concept to anyone that only knows SQH as the trembling like guy that hides from everyone.

Imagine how LBH feels when he finds out that he's basically a self insert and he's striking similar to the pathetic little human MBJ keeps around.

And the amount of smugness MBJ would have when he gets told that he's literally God's favorite.

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is it feeling bad binghe is left out or is it the subconscious fear that binghe will create a tear in multidimensional reality because u aren't including him in a shizun ship

wait i just saw uur bingliushen fanart does that mean u're also a liushen truther omgg????

yeah im a multi-shipper! I mainly like ships that include lqg (I'm hella biased) but I mainly ship bingliushen cause I like liushen and feel bad if Binghe is left out lol