,Feelin’ the feelin of
[ breath ]
on snowy night, it floats
to shape of
a fox
snow-stained
blood-stained
A fox, like us, like m---------------------------------------------------
[ K i t ! ]
written in twigs, and moss and mold
[ K i t - ]
written in a contracting lung
[ K i t ... ]
written in moist, toweled-off gravy
the snow twisted, and took shape of [ MYCELIUM ]
when it melts, it grows plump and hairy and wet
and choking on it, and dies, is the fox, eaten by next winter
Earth, spinning, takes it along
Dizzy
Dizzy and wet
and wet and wet and wet -- into next ice
“Kit...”
Dangerously, sprouting from the throat, mushrooms clog and
breath
becomes soot.
Thinking. Thinkin, ‘wanna talk to you’, without words.
Wanna-
“Kit.”
Choking, welling -- In eyes, it don’t carry the ring of honey.
It felt that before, honey-tasting tears -- no sir, not today.
Taste like dirt. Like mud. A face bumpy with mud
Muddy, floody, chokey mushrooms, laid with mud and dirt, seems right.
Voice, whine, cry, plea! “Kit!”
Snow-tailed fox kisses him cold, he feels
Here. Here. Shouldn’t be hard
“Wh--y...”
Shouldn’t be hard!
Choking, choking, choking, choking
Choking, choking, choking, choking
“Ki
..t..”
Choking mushrooms n blood n dirt and wet
“Wh....”
n dirt n blood and blood and wet
“Wanna...”
n dirt n choke n blood and mycelium
“Me-?”
and mycelium branches and threads, forming a root-like structure for fungal colonies
it spreads throughout the body and absorbs its nu “Why”-y rients. First the hyphae secretes enzymes which break b”K-”iological polymers into smller units, which are then absorbed via facilitated diffusion nd active transpo”t”rt
Mycelia are vital in terrstrial and aquatic ecosystems for tir role in the decomposition of plant material. They contribute to the oranic fraction of soil, and their gorwh releases carbon dioxide back ito te atm.sph
Oh-
Haha!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Of course! Of course! Of course! Of course! Of course!
Of course! Of course! Of course! Of course! Of course!
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Eatin’ [ mushrooms ] on a windy day
and a mouthful of pebbles
falls out
If you are a
CENTIPEDE
then your luck is
narrow
and your eyes are
blossoms.
‘s okay, thinkin like that’s a dangerous thought
thinkin a thing is a dangerous thought.
mama...
mama claims to eat the mushrooms
mama’s a liar, it’s okay
nem, nes, n’dee, it’s okay, cuz mushrooms are
a bad taste
If you’re alone, at 12 o’clock noon, or midnight
all you gotta do
is know
you’re [ not ]
and you gotta know
that 100 legs crawling
is
....
honeydew
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He wasn’t expecting the sharp pain from his back-
the tumble and roll doesnt hurt that bad when he lands with a thud onto your body
He nearly gags…
and yet his hands hastily try to hold onto you-
To feel if this is even real-
a hand shakily coming to rest on your cheek, arms trying to cradle you
[ s̷o̸ ̷g̸e̶n̵t̶l̴e̷ ̷i̵n̴ ̷a̶ ̵w̵a̴y̷ ̶h̴e̸'̵s̸ ̵n̶e̴v̷e̵r̵ ̴b̶e̴e̶n̴ ̸w̶i̸t̶h̸ ̵y̶o̴u̵ ]
—- but your face
Why cant he…….remember what you look like…your face blemished with sprouts and mold-
he can only make the shape of your mouth..of your hair line..
He never claimed to be a hero
he never wanted to be
He’s never believed it so why
why does this …keep happening
He’s never tried to be something he’s not
why…
He’s not the hero of this story, he never has been!
When the lights are off,and his mind buzzes louder..eyes burning into his sockets…a glance to the darkness but..
‘ But ‘ -? But what? But nothing!
Nothing surrounds, sugar-coated darkness from all edges but the one.
This person chosen, this shape of a mouth, this shape that
moves-
forms
words.
Forms... ... ... a xxxx
A xxxx? A xxxxxx?
Individual letters, strung into a song both so familiar and so f a r a w a y
25;15;21;18;0;14;1;13;5
2̵͉͖͚̓̏͐5̶̘̍;̶̹̅͜1̸̯̺̊5̸̧͙̜͘;̸̠̊̅͑2̴̰̏͆̓1̷̻͆;̴͓̠̬̊̄1̸̲̤͇͛̓8̵̼̾;̴̼̅0̴̝̏;̸̙̫͋͗̓1̷͍̺͌4̸̜̖͒̈́͂;̷̦̮͘1̴̤̼͎͊̃̓;̶̭͍̆̓̈́1̵̺̍̌3̷͇͇͎́͆;̴̮͑̉5̸̢̖̯̇̇--!
...
...
...
...
Chorus.
Haha! Just kidding! There’s no harmony to be found.
Instead, poor and broken and terrible echoes through the growing static and rumble.
25;15;21;18;0;14;1;13;5 , from 24-
from 18 -
from 25 -
from 27 -
from 11 -
from 32 -
from 42 -
from 34- from 10 - from 23- from 15- from 84-
from 91- from 35- from 44- from 6- from 7-
from 1-
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His mind’s playing tricks on him..he knows that..it’s always done that.
For as long as he can remember the soothing static has been in the back of his head.
The voices were always there, talking to him,talking at him..
…but this felt different…
The burning in his eyes,and the prickly feeling on his skin..the way he felt a bead of sweat drip down his forehead as he tried to ..
…
[they dont matter] [ Stay out of the way ]
[god you’re all so annoying]
[ don’t bother ]
No. They’re not here-
….no it doesn’t matter,
Where is even here—
[ “W̷̳̣͕̣̤̊h̶̺̣̭͋͊̀͂̔͊o̵̫͌͛̀̽ ̶̠̘̝̈́͑́̆̎d̷̳͚̜̂̀̅̽̃͠ơ̸̢̪ ̴̨̺̭͕͙̘͂ỳ̷̡̀̿͐͆ŏ̶̫͌̋̿̕ṷ̵͗̈̈ ̴̨̫̹̫͍̽̌w̵̢͓̖̜͚̋ͅa̶̛̰͎̼̋̑̌̽̎n̴̯̰̎͒̉̊t̷̖̳͈̭͙̟̊̚ ̸͔̦͚̬̌t̵̥͇̾͐ơ̴̘͍̈͋͗̿̌ ̸̺̱͔͎̔̉͌̽͛s̵̡̘̫͛̎à̶̤̬̺͙͚̮̈́̊v̷̢̱̠͉́̅̍́ě̸̤͚̙̞̞̕̚͜?̸̥͆̌̋̑͜ “ ]
[ “ who first ? “ ]
“Ugh-Shut..up- Shut up! Leave me alone.”
He can feel the burning sensation in his eyes as his gaze settled on the silhouettes…but when he sees..
when he sees you…
the hand he tried so desperately to hold onto-
“………..”
Your eye has latched onto that one, has it?
The one that’s already dead!?
HAHA -! Isn’t the past so easy to long for?
From behind, a harsh kick sends your body tumbling into the [ 24th ] spotlight,
on top of the r o t t i n g, on top of the stink and mold and mushroom sprouts.
and every other light turns off.
Where did they go? What does it matter?
the [ HERO ] of this story is already [ DEAD ]
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A brief m̴̲̼̤̪̠̀e̷͎̣̐m̷̡̧̛͎̫̖̝͉̦̈́̓̄̂̿͝͝o̴̝̰̬͍͇̯̰̪̼̪͕͒̽̉̏̓̉͋̋̆̈́͑̚r̸͇̜̈́̌̓̔̌̿y̵̧̹̞̮̭̍̏͆̕͜-
Aggressively pushed aside
“Shut up, answer me, who are you? What do you want?!”
“Heheheh--” more audibly sound, a child’s laugh.
He snaps his fingers, and a [number] or lights click on, illuminating silhouettes of--
[ 18 ] [ 27 ] [ 32 ] [ 42 ] [ 11 ] [ ... ... ... ] [ 24′s corpse ]
“ who first ? “
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7-
funny it mentions that o̸̗͕͉͚̖̼͎͛̓͂͑̑͜n̷̡̡̹͓͚͔̤͓̤̹͊̎e̷̝̐̈́̀̽͐̌̾͝͝
Are you a hero?
H̷̨̛͍̝͓̣̮͕̗͋̆͝e̷̙̎’̷̢͙̳̻͉͂̅̑͊̆̋͆s̸̖̩͖̦̦͖͐͆̊͋̈́ ̸̡̗̬̭̰̝̒̿̔̈́̇̈́͠ͅń̵̩̩̹̠̦͙̹̼̈̽̒͆̆̓è̷̡͓͇̖̤͚́̈́̈́ṿ̸̢͆̊̈͝ḛ̵͚͎̏̒̾̈̃̉̈́̃̆̄r̷̢̛͉̘̪̩͔̤͉̤͊̃͐̓̓̋͒̅̕ ̴̢̡̧̨͈͈̙̬̤̆̑͝͠c̷̨̛̦̝̫̤͓̲̘͑̿̅͗̈́̀̽̾̔̅͗ͅl̸̢̳͕̺͚̳̬̩͎̰̞͊͌̓̓a̴̲̻͚̠͙͎̘͎̺̟͛̃̊͑̏i̸̟͂̍̿̀m̸̦͋e̷̢̡̯̞͇͇̲͚̔̿̋̽̽̀̍̚̚̚͠d̸͔̖̜̺̻͋̄͐͂̚͠ ̶̥͎̜̂̓͑t̴̢͆̈̑̒͌͋͂̀̕ǫ̴̰̰̰͓̫͊́̋͑̃ ̴̢̟͂̔̃̌̆̑̑͝b̴̢̤̮̈e̴͓͎̎̔͆̏̄̋̐̒̍̓̑̕
“What are you?”
games are for [ CHILDREN ]
and heroes wear capes
[ hahahah ]
Who do you want to save?
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That voice..
Its d̸̛̝i̸̫̽f̶̮̒f̸̛͈ė̶̹ȑ̶̜ȇ̷̥n̶͉͛t̸̡̀
Different from the others.
He can feel it..somethings…wrong.
His expression shifts,as he pulls his collar up.. “Who are you?”
[ Counting to
7
gets you lost, huh? ]
Are you a hero?
Will you win?
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what is wendy?
...
....
We.....
..... n....
...... n...
We-?... .
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what is wendy?
...
...
...
... Wendy?
...
...
...
... Wendy?
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@ludioxxvi
[ Who DID you save
exactly?
And who
do you WANT to save? ]
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Is Luca annoying?
DUH!
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what is ebnar?
ebnar is
a [ SIGHT ]
undetermined
by
fog.
He eats
the water
and leaks
emptiness.
Racehorses with nowhere to go
hit a wall
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what is mama?
mama is
[fear]
and
[diapers]
all rolled into one
and mama screams
like
a banshee
and
crawls
through skin
to taste
like
pride
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what is nm
nm is
four stones
all shaped
different
and all taste
the same
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what is nd
nd is
a hot-cold day
and two dollars
on
the porch
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what is ns
ns is
a single
pebble
that tastes
like
sand
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is ken unredeemable?
[ r e d e e m ]
is a stupid word.
YOU KILLED SOMEONE.
Blood don't wash off, no sir,
Blood don't wash off.
Good boys
and
Bad boys
all end
in the tub
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