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or so says the sadist
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#bruhhh im probably a system but i got a job so i dont really got time for that#im jk but like seriously i have enough going on#not fighting so hard for constant control and trying to engage with other parts to help them has definitely improved my functioning but like#idk i feel like i have enough Things#and its so disorienting#like i have these parts that are so clearly dysfunctional#and i cant help if they are who i am sometimes#but then theres me#like me me#me dorian#and they need me to look after them and i do#but its not like im totally well adjusted and functioning because obviously#its like who put me in charge yknow?#but cupid cant. clover cant. ??? cant#and sometimes they have to#like if im triggered then it might someone else at a really inopportune time#or when it was the Year of Cupid#i understand its a net positive if im able to understand myself more and function better#but ignorance was bliss in a way#then again it was so scary switching out during the great cupid era and being like WOAH what happened here#as upset as i got at cupid i was only trying to protect them. me. whatever#clover got to hang out with bunny and that was so special and good for him#i have only briefly talked about it with bunny but i swear its like they can tell sometimes#babied clover so much#i think for me and cupid its harder but idk they can sense some kind of shift sometimes#so much stuff man#idk how i would even tell the full extent to someone#it just sounds so crazy and made up#ig i dont have to but it would certainly be ideal for partners to know#like especially when it comes to clover
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Yarn Tails ^_^
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Made matcha chia pudding 🤤 I can't wait for it to be ready
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Mental health stuff
Because of my PTSD I'm constantly on high alert. It's always crossing my mind when someone near me could possibly harm me, even if I know they wouldn't ever do something like that. I'm kinda afraid of everyone, especially one on one. I've always been anxious if I'm not alone, but I'm also really needy so I can't be alone for long. I could never live alone because I get scared if I'm alone at night. Bunny is seriously the first person my nervous system has ever chilled out around. I feel so deeply safe with them. I noticed that when I'm with them, I don't flinch at them grabbing a knife while cooking. I don't avoid standing on ledges near them. I don't jump when they move. I'm usually a super light sleeper, but it's not as bad if I sleep next to them.
My therapist told me my brain can heal somewhat by having healthy relationships with safe people. I think other people in my life have definitely helped with that! But with Bunny, it's like every part of me relaxes all at once. It's like a big sigh of relief for my body and soul. That makes it even more painful when we have to part ways again. It feels unnatural to be separated, beyond usual "I really really really miss my partner" levels
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I really like those "here are my ocs with their pride flags" type of arts and I thought of making one but unfortunately I just keep making bi bitches
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I'm getting my strength back a LOT recently! It's still sometimes hard for me to do stuff that requires leverage from my hands/wrists because of joint pain, but I can carry and open things I haven't been able to in a long time. It's super encouraging and make me want to workout more. It was my goal to be able to pick up Bunny, but I never tried before. I tried during our most recent visit and it was pretty easy, lol. I weigh a good bit more than them and can do pushups so I guess that checks out? But now I want to be able to carry them for a while. I think my back probably needs more than my arms at this point. My back muscles hurt a lot after standing for a long time. Ive never really targeted them so I guess I should start. Idk, I was so strong growing up. Farm boy, chucking hay bales and hauling feed bags, lol. It feels good to feel strong again. My weight has stabilized but I went down a size, so I know I'm building muscle mass.
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Yapping !
Some of my x-m5 photos came out really good!! Despite me hardly knowing how to use it 😭😭 I wasn't expecting digital to be so much more complicated than film. Speaking of film, I'm pretty sure I missed up loading one of the rolls for my nikon fg and like. 80% sure it's gonna be blank... And it was the most important roll of the trip GAAAHHH but that's why we have a digital camera too 🫶 id be 100x more upset if I straight up had NO pictures from that day. It was so so so beautiful.
I feel really lonely every time Bunny leaves. It's nice having someone who genuinely wants to do the things I want to do with me. I don't blame my boyfriend for not wanting to like, go on walks, or do arts and crafts, go thrifting, or whatever. I think it's okay that we have different interests. He blames himself and says he should be doing those things for me. I get he hates seeing me sad, but the reality is, they are two different people. One cannot prevent me from missing the other. And the last thing I want is to deal with someone who's having 0 fun tag along for my favorite activities. That benefits nobody.
I want to go on photo walks by myself more, but it feels way more unsafe alone. I've been followed a couple times before, and even just some of the guys who live in my apartment are super weird. Idk how much having Bunny with me protects me though, it's not like they're intimidating. I guess just the fact that it's two of us? I also just feel brave and protective when I'm with them. Realistically, the chances of something bad happening is pretty low, I just get so paranoid alone in public.
Bunny and I are already planning their next visit. That helps me a lot. I'm still very sad but y'know, at least I have something to look forward to. I should start saving right away. My boss asked me to work an extra day this week since surprise surprise, they fell behind while I was out. I said yes since Bunny is working that day anyways, but I kinda think my boss might ask me for some more extra days. I'm not sure what I'll say. The extra money would be huge, but I really want to play games with Bunny and have time to work out. I'm taking shorter lunch breaks right now, too. I think I'll go on mercari or something to sell some of my old clothes and pare down my perfume collection. That would help, too. I'm not exactly hurting for money, but I'm still recovering from sending so much money to Bunny to help cover their new AC. And then all the spending for their visit, and I bought a bunch of film I was worried would be discontinued, y'know. Just wanna pad out my savings more, to be safe
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My visit with Bunny was so wonderful. They left a couple hours ago. It's going to be so fun going through my digital photos, and also my film photos after I get them developed, but for now I'm just gonna mope. I miss them so much. I keep crying. My apartment janitor was so worried when he saw me in the hallway 😭😭 embarrassing, but it was really touching he checked in on me
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I didn't do anything but clean yesterday on my birthday but it doesn't matter because POOKIE IS HERE TONIGHT HOORAY
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making friends ^__^
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