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kpedmat · 2 years

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not to be dramatic but if i looked like this all my problems would be solved

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kpedmat · 2 years

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Got called slim thick again today so I am: back on my bullsht kids

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kpedmat · 2 years

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kpedmat · 2 years

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Hello I am: back on my bullsh1t

#I gotta figure out how to tag now that they’ve changed the rules #any of my like 6 followers still alive?#I was at 110 this morning despite not kal ory c0 unt1ng for like?? months #wassup baby take me out to dinner

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kpedmat · 3 years

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#ed humor #anamia #anorekic #only pr0 for myself #low cal ed #tw restriction #ed humour #an4

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kpedmat · 3 years

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Reblog if you started worrying about your weight before you were fourteen.

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kpedmat · 3 years

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#ed humor #tw ed mention #anamia #anorekic #ed meme #tw ed #only pr0 for myself #low cal ed #low cal ana #an4 #thinsppi #thinsp0 #tw ed behavior #tw restriction #ed humour

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kpedmat · 3 years

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In my head I’ve got a Megan Thee Stallion-type body but in reality I had to wear my size 0 jeans with a belt today bc they kept slipping down my a**

Gotta love body dysmorphia

#don’t get me wrong she’s absolutely gorgeous #genuinely she’s dummy hot #but I’d rather have a Anya Taylor joy type bod yknow #I’m so much shorter than both of them all I can really hope to achieve is a Ariana grande look #only pr0 for myself #low cal ana #tw ed mention #tw ed behavior #tw restriction #anamia #thinsp0 #thinspi

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kpedmat · 3 years

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Friend asked me (sounding kinda concerned but maybe I’m projecting) if I lost weight & I was just like ‘idk, I don’t own a scale’

And it worked!!!

#ignoring the fact that there’s several scales at my work #oh and the fact that I 100% do have a scale #me blatantly lying: omg idek how much I weigh I haven’t weighed myself in years!!#thinspi #low cal ed #tw ed stuff #tw ed #tw ed behavior #low cal ana #thinsp0 #anamia #only pr0 for myself

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kpedmat · 3 years

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Anya Taylor Joy my beloved

#thinsp0 #thinsppi #thinspi #low cal ana #only pr0 for myself #tw ed behavior #tw ed mention #tw restriction #gonna post this here for any time I feel like binging #anamia #an4 #her shoulder blades #her arms #goals and then some ugh

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kpedmat · 3 years

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I’ve found a miracle

These are the shitttt. Literally like 50 cals and it’s a whole meal (I mean the taste is eh but it’s not like anything we eat is tasty anyways)

It’s perfect for if carbs scare you but you want noodles 🙂🙂

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kpedmat · 3 years

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I love it when I’m restricting and I get dizzy cause 1. it means I’m winning and 2. my rules say I have to eat at least 100 cal if I get dizzy and I’m so. Fucking. Hungry.

#someone at work told me I ate like a bird today #ma’am I eat like a bird that does not eat #leave me an my pack of dried seaweed alone #only pr0 for myself #ed humor #low cal ana #ed humour #tw ed mention #anamia #thinsppi #an4 #bulimiii

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kpedmat · 3 years

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I just remembered being a kid & my mom randomly lost a bunch of weight and one of my friends moms was like ‘is your mom sick 👀’ to me & I thought she meant like with cancer or smthn but now I’m realizing she probably was saying ‘IS YOUR MOM AN0R€XlC????’ which high key what a shitty thing to ask a 10 yo

#now I wanna ask my mom like yo ma remember that time I randomly got really skinny?#was that an ed???#only pr0 for myself #low cal ana #I’m not going to ask her tho #the last thing I want is to start a convo on eating dis0rders with her

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kpedmat · 3 years

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Might go visit the fam soon & on one hand if they say something about my weight my efforts will be validated but on the other I sooooo do not want to talk about it

Like I want to have noticeably lost weight and I also want nobody to talk to me about my body ever plz do not perceive me