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I Don't Want You Like a Best Friend - Lee Felix

Pairing: Felix x fem!reader

Warnings: smut!!, fluff (like so much), angst (if you squint), felix and readers being oblivious idiots in love.

Summary: You have been in love with Felix, your best friend, since the first time you laid your eyes on him. But you never said anything about it, too afraid to ruin your friendship that you treasured so much. So, when a pretty boy asks you out on a date, you accept, figuring it is the best way to get over your stupid crush. But your best friend doesn't seem so happy about it. Based on "Dress" by Taylor Swift.

Word Count: 6k

PS: I uploaded this on AO3 and thought it'd be fun to post it here as well!

MASTERLIST

There’s an indentation in the shape of you

“And? What do you think?”

Felix lifted his head up as he heard you walking inside the room once again wearing the dress. His eyes widened and his heart started beating faster and louder. His gaze raked your body up and down a couple of times and he tried to play nonchalant.

“U-uh, you look very pretty, Y/N. He’ll love it” Felix smile.

Yes. He’ll love it.

Truth is, you had met this cute guy at the coffee shop you and Felix frequently visit before you drop him at the studio every day. His name was Ashton. He had a charming smile and he had been brave enough to ask you for your phone number while complimenting your looks. You were almost a stuttering mess while you typed in your number in his phone, then he winked and left the coffee shop, leaving you with a slight blush in your cheeks.

Felix had returned to you with both of your orders with a smile. You told him about Ashton and he had promised he would help you with him. Later that day, he asked you out on a date. Today’s date.

You turned around and looked at yourself in the mirror, you liked the dress. It was a pretty cream colour with little flowers on it, a heart-like cleavage and lace on the pretty top.

You were oblivious to Felix’s adoring eyes behind you. He was trying to memorize every single detail of your beautiful form. The heavy stone in his stomach was a bother, it was pure jealousy. And sadness too.

He would’ve given anything to be the one who takes you on dates.

“Thank you, Lix” you smiled at him. “Could you pass me those earrings please?”

“Of course, darling” he said, standing up and walking towards your nightstand. He came back with the earrings and gave them to you, as you smiled and thanked him.

As you put the earrings on your earlobes, you started thinking. How would you like for Felix to be the one who is taking you on this date. You would love to be with him. It’s the only thing you’ve yearned and craved for years. You’d give up anything for Felix to crumble into his knees and beg you not to go.

To stay with him. To be with him.

You sighed as you looked at yourself in the mirror. You noticed that he hadn’t stopped staring at you. Why doesn’t he say something?

You turned to look at him and your gazes met. His breathing turned a little choppy, from the nervousness. He pressed his lips together, like he was about to say something and your eyebrows arched in desperation.

“I-“

And then your phone started ringing. You clenched your eyelids and grabbed your phone that was sitting face up on the bed, making Felix catch who was calling: Ashton.

“Hey” you said after clearing your throat.

“Hey, Y/N” Ashton said. Felix frowned. No ‘pretty’, no ‘beautiful’, just Y/N. “I’m right outside, would you mind coming down?”

“Of course. Give me a couple of minutes” you faked a smile. He caught it.

All of this silence and patience,

pining and anticipation

You got to the door and grabbed the keys. “I don’t even know why I’m nervous” you tried to shake off the anxiety lurking in your head.

But Felix could read you like a fucking book.

You weren’t nervous.

You were aching. He knew you didn’t want to go. But why couldn’t he just say something?

“I- Y/N-“ he stammered.

You looked into his eyes. “Yes?”

“I- I just-“

Ashton’s honk made you both startle. “What’s up?” you said impatiently.

“N-nothing. Have a great time. Ashton’s really lucky” he said, giving you his signature tight-lipped smile and walking towards his room.

You sighed as soon as he was out of view and pressed your eyes shut tightly, praying not to cry or else you would ruin your makeup. Or give yourself away. You opened the door and walked the steps of the stairs down.

Felix locked himself in his room, his fists clenched against his sides as his back pressed itself to the door. He was so angry at himself.

When did he become such a coward?

He heard commotion outside, from the open window of the balcony. He walked outside, and looked down. He saw Ashton, who had dark black hair, was big and bulky and was wearing formal clothes.

Ashton was the total opposite as him. Felix had blonde hair, brown eyes and he liked to use beanies and wear baggy clothes with jewelry.

Felix noticed that Ashton’s hands were empty. No flowers.

He rolled his eyes. He just wished you would notice that he wasn’t right for you. Because what was right for you, was standing right above you.

Staring hopelessly as you drove away.

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You arrived at the restaurant and Ashton led you towards the table he had reserved.

“You like pizza, right?” he asked with a smile, as he sat down on his seat.

With a blink of your eyes, you just stood staring at him. You were waiting for him to pull your chair out and help you in. Felix does that. You mentally rolled your eyes and smiled at him. “Yes, yes, I do” you slightly lied as you took a seat. It’s not that you didn’t like pizza… it’s just that it would’ve been nice if he’d ask you what you like. Felix would’ve- STOP.

You scolded yourself mentally and tried to focus on the man in front of you.

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“So, what music do you like?” Ashton asked.

You put your glass down and smiled. “Oh, well, I’m into pop music, mostly. I like k-pop, too. A lot” you nodded. “My best friend’s in-“ you stopped yourself.

“He’s…?” he trailed off waiting for you to continue.

“He’s in a band”

“A k-pop band?” he asked, his eyebrows furrowing with a smile.

“Yeah. They’re great, actually” you smiled. “What do you listen to?”

Ashton sighed. “Well, I’m into country music”

“Oh, like… what? Taylor Swift, Shania Twain, Little Big Town?” you asked, remembering a couple of bands and singers you liked.

“Nah, they sound too pop for me” he nodded with a shrug. “I’m more into Morgan Wallen”

Yikes.

“Right” you trailed off.

“He’s great. You should listen to his music, actually”

I pass. “Yeah, sure. I’ll listen to some of his stuff” you faked a promise.

You couldn’t stop thinking about him. Every little thing he said or did, you compared it to what Felix did. He was so different from him.

Ashton kept talking and you couldn’t help but wander your eyes around his features. He was so different. He wasn’t ugly. Not at all. He was very handsome. You knew that you could easily date this guy. He was sweet. But he was nothing like him. He wasn’t Felix.

“Hey, you okay?” Ashton woke you up from your daydreaming by putting his palm on top of the back of your hand. “You look like you were gone for a couple of seconds” he chuckled.

You smiled slightly at him and then shook your head. “Y-yeah, it’s just uh-“

“Here you go, guys” the waiter came with their order. “A margherita with garlic” he said and placed the pizza in the middle of the table.

“Thank you” Ashton nodded.

Once the waiter was gone, Ashton smiled.

“Shall we?”

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Felix was staring at his phone.

He was busy texting Chan, who was the only person that he had confessed his feelings towards you. The other band members were aware, because Felix made it too obvious, but the blonde hadn’t said anything to them.

Felix: I don’t know what to do, man.

Chan: Why didn’t you try to stop her?

Exactly. Why didn’t he try to stop her?

The answer was pretty simple.

Felix: Because I’m a coward.

Felix: That’s why.

He sighed, staring at the ceiling. It was eating him up.

Chan: You’re not. But seriously, you need to tell her, man.

He’s right.

Chan: Or else, when will you do it? What if Y/N really likes the guy and decides to pursue a romantic relationship with him?

Shit.

What if you really liked this dude?

Chan: Think about it.

He really needed you home.

He needed to tell you.

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You chewed on the pizza while Ashton was telling you an anecdote from one of his friends. You had lost the story’s thread a long time ago and at this point, you were just staring at his forehead with only one thing in mind: getting home to Felix.

“Y/N?” he asked with a frown.

Shit. This was like the third time you had zoned out.

“Hey, are you okay? I promise I won’t get mad, but is there something going on?”

You bit your lip and then released it. “No- I mean, yes” you stammered.

“What is it? Do you feel okay, do you-“

“No, Ashton, just-“ you cut yourself off with a huff. “I need to go home”

“Oh-“

“By myself” you clarified when you saw him start to grab his stuff. “I’m so sorry, really. You seem like a very good guy but-“

“You like someone else, am I right?” Ashton smiled sadly.

You pressed your lips together. “No.”

Ashton nodded. “You love someone else”

He wasn’t asking. It was a statement.

And then you nodded.

“I get it. I do, too” Ashton said, his face red. “I- I’m sorry too. I used this excuse of a date to get over someone. And I’ve been trying so hard but-“

“You just can’t get them out of your head” you completed.

“Exactly” Ashton said with a chuckle.

“I know” you smiled. “I’m sorry”

“No, don’t apologise. I figured” he shrugged.

“At least let me pay. I mean, you really tried to be nice and I just kept zoning out” You tried.

“It’s okay, Y/N, I promise”

“No, it’s not. Really” you pleaded.

Ashton smiled. “Alright. But only if we split the check… and I get to take the pizza home” he smirked.

You chuckled. “You got yourself a deal, mister”

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Felix opened the kitchen cabinet and took out the brownie jar, leaving it on the counter. He then stared at it.

You made your mark on me,

a golden tattoo

You were everywhere. Including in that stupid jar of brownies. It reminded him how he had made them for you. Because he knew you absolutely loved his baking.

A key digging into the keyhole startled him and he put the jar away, choosing not to eat due to the heavy anxiety sitting at the pit of his tummy.

You got inside the apartment, panting heavily.

His eyebrows furrowed as he saw you close the door quickly and throw your stuff on the couch. “Hey, you’re home early. Everything okay?” he asked, getting worried.

“I know… I’m fine” you said, getting nervous all of a sudden.

Felix nodded, leaning against the counter. “How did it go?” he asked shyly.

You sighed and looked away. “Um… terrible” you chuckled to yourself.

Felix felt ashamed, but he was kind of glad to hear that. “Oh. I’m- I’m sorry to hear that, darling” he told you, lying.

“Well, I’m not” you said, feeling your heartbeat getting louder and faster by the second.

His eyebrows furrowed. “Why’s that? Did he do something to you?” he asked, getting angry.

“No, no, no” you quickly shook your head. “He was nice, and… polite. But he wasn’t… he just wasn’t…” you stammered.

Felix started walking towards you. “Hey… tell me” he said, putting his hands on your bare shoulders. “He wasn’t what?”

You swallowed, feeling your throat getting dry, like sandpaper. “He just wasn’t you” you whispered.

But he caught it. He felt his heart drop. You couldn’t have just said that, did you?. “What?” he asked, confused.

You looked away and took in a deep breath. “I was just dressing up for someone that I wish that it was you… I wished you would’ve told me not to go on that date. To stop me. I wish the date I went on today… I wish my date had been you, Felix” you confessed.

He blinked a couple of times, trying to let the new information sink in, while his hands on your shoulders dropped to rest by his sides.

“I kept… comparing him to you” you told him. “Every single thing he did, I just kept thinking what you would’ve done. Or said. Or the things he didn’t do, and how I know you would’ve done. Like- fuck, like pulling my chair for me to sit in” you chuckled slightly. “Cause you’re in my mind all the time. You’re all I think about, Lix. And it drives me crazy”

Felix shook his head. “Y/N-“

“I know. I’m sorry” you apologized. “This is a lot. I know. And I get it if you don’t feel the same, I do-“

Your rambling was cut short when a pair of hands grabbed your cheeks and pulled you into the most magical kiss of your entire life. He was holding your head still, angling it so he could kiss you as he liked, pushing his tongue into your mouth, while it curled with yours. His kiss had swallowed your surprised gasp, turning into a moan that vibrated against his lips.

Felix pulled away from your mouth and pressed his forehead against yours, your breaths mingling together as you panted from the intensity of your first kiss.

“Y/N…” he mumbled in a desperate hush.

Say my name and everything just stops,

I don’t want you like a best friend

“I love you” he whispered, making you gasp internally. “I’ve always loved you, in fact. I was just- just so fucking terrified of you rejecting me and I didn’t wanna ruin our friendship”

You smiled, shaking your head. “Felix… how is it possible that you didn’t notice how head over heels in love I am with you?” you asked him, with a chuckle.

Felix pressed a long kiss to your lips. “I love you” he said, looking into your eyes. “I-“ kiss. “love-“ kiss. “you-“ kiss. “so-“ kiss. “much” he finished with an open-mouthed kiss that made your knees wobble.

His kiss made you warm inside… and another place. You shifted, pressing your thighs together as he continued kissing the life out of you.

With a pant, you pulled away slightly, your noses rubbing against each other’s. “Lix…”

“Yeah?” he asked, pressing a kiss to your nose.

“Take me to bed” you whispered.

He pulled his face back with a pained groan. “Y/N, I want to, I swear but… I wanna do this right. I want to take you out on a date and-”

“Me too, I know, but I need you right now. So bad” you pleaded, your eyes searching his.

Felix was only human. He couldn’t resist such temptation, and the fact that you were literally begging him to fuck you. He saw it in your eyes.

He took you by surprise by crouching down slightly, placing his palms on the back of your thighs and hoisting you up, making you squeal in surprise. You crossed your legs behind his back and pressed your lips against his as he walked with you in his arms towards his bedroom.

You didn’t know how he managed to walk with you in his arms while kissing him without bumping into anything. He kicked the door open and walked towards the bed, throwing you into the center of it. You bounced on the mattress with a surprised gasp and stared at him with doe eyes as his hand went to the back of the neck from his shirt, pulling it over his head, and throwing it on the floor.

Felix decided to give you a show and clenched his stomach, showcasing his very defined abs.

That motherfucker, you thought to yourself.

“See something you like?” he teased you, with a smirk, as he watched you stare deeply at his stomach.

Your eyes met his and you let your head fall onto your shoulder. “Oh, yeah, pretty much everything” you said, letting your eyes dance over his figure.

Felix smirked and moved his hand to the belt of his jeans, unfastening it torturously slow and throwing it where he had thrown the shirt before. He then crawled up to your shivering frame and put his hands on each side of your head, dipping his head to catch your lips into a drugging kiss.

Your hands grabbed at his back, trying to pull him to drop his weight on top of you and he obeyed, pressing his hips first so that his bulge was pressing against your crotch, making both of you groan. Your nails dug into his back as you continued kissing, definitely marking him up.

His hands traveled to the edge of your dress, his hands dipping under it and caressing your soft skin. His kisses drifted to your neck, biting your soft flesh, making you gasp.

“You’re so beautiful” he mumbled against your skin. He licked at a certain spot in your neck and then bit it, making your arch your back. “So, so beautiful”

Suddenly, he pulled away completely, grabbing your arms to sit you up. He turned you around softly, making you kneel on the bed, facing the wall. His soft fingers caressed the zip of your dress, grabbing at it and slowly pulling it down all the way. His hands dipped inside of the dress and pulled it off, and he stared at your braless back. The dress was pooling at your waist by now and you swallowed, trying to find the courage to turn around and reveal yourself.

He dropped a kiss to the side of your neck, sensing your nervousness.

You turned around slowly, looking into his eyes, as his dropped down immediately to your chest, noticing how they were black at this point from lust.

You felt nervous under his gaze and you couldn’t help but say something.

“It’s for you…” you breathed out.

His eyes fluttered a couple of times and looked at you. “What?” he mumbled, confused.

“I bought it for you. The dress…” you said, licking your lips and trying to find the words that were threatening to die on your throat. “I wanted you to see me in it… I wanted you to take it off from me”

Only bought this dress so you could take it off.

Felix let out a ragged breath out, cupping your face and bringing you into another drugging kiss. His hot breath hitting your upper lip and the way his hands slid from your cheeks to your back, made you arch your back and press your bare chest against his. The skin to skin contact made you shiver and you both groaned.

Your hands were gripping his wrists, as he continued kissing you as he liked.

His hands drifted to where your dress was sitting, bunched on your waist, and he grabbed it, pulling it off.

The action made you stumble on the bed slowly on your back as you lifted your hips up so he could take off the dress completely.

Once he got it out, he chucked it on the floor and got on top of you once again. He dug his face into your neck, kissing and nipping at your skin, and his mouth started to drift further down your body. At this point, he was leaving dark purple marks on your skin, but you didn’t mind. Not one bit.

His hot mouth stopped at the valley of your breasts, his hands enveloping each one and letting his thumb run across your nipple, making you shudder and let out a whine.

Felix bit into your skin and then pressed your breasts together, burying his head into your chest, letting his lips suckle and bite at your nipples. Your hands carded through his hair and held him in place as his ministrations made you moan.

“Lix, please” you whined, pressing the back of your head against the pillow.

He suckled once and lifted his head to stare at you. “What? What do you want, baby?” he asked in a whisper.

“I- I just…”

“Use your words” he urged.

You swallowed and propped yourself on your elbows, staring at him with a soft panting. “I want you to go lower” you told him, trembling and slightly scared of his reaction.

You had asked him to do something that no one had done to you before.

He smirked and pressed a soft kiss to your lips, then pulled away to continue kissing his way down to your stomach. He bit at the skin close to your navel as his hands caressed your skin down to your thighs, opening them up.

Felix pressed a kiss to your pubic bone, over your panties, and then his fingers curled on the band of the lace, tugging them down your long legs torturously slow.

You got shy and nervous all of a sudden and pressed your thighs together. You felt a little stupid, knowing that you were the one that had asked him to do that. His hands grabbed your thighs and gently pulled them apart, sending you a wink and a little smile, reassuring you it was okay.

His gaze settled on your core and you blushed, feeling your face turn hot. Felix let his fingers dance your slit, collecting the wetness pooling there. He then pressed his fingers to his mouth, sucking them clean with a groan.

With an animalistic groan, he dove his face into your core, dipping his fingers inside of you and sucking on your clit. Your back arched violently as your fingers gripped on his hair, pressing his head into your heat. You moaned in surprise and tugged on Felix’s hair, making him groan against your flesh. He liked that.

He scissored his fingers, dragging them against your walls.

“Yeah, just like that, Lix. Fuck” you moaned breathily.

His free hand caressed and gripped your thigh as he continued his ministrations. He pulled out his fingers and licked them clean, once again. Then, his tongue licked over your hole and pressed the tip of it inside of you.

“Fuck, I’m close, Lix” you said, continuing to grip his hair tightly, pressing him against your cunt.

His thumb rubbed tight circles on your clit, making your back arch and release your orgasm on his tongue with a long moan. You laid gasping, with your hands on your stomach as he pressed kisses on your shaking thighs and caressing your skin. “You okay, beautiful?” he asked, crawling towards you to press a kiss on your cheek.

You nodded, curling your arms around his neck and bringing him closer. His mouth went to kiss your neck once again, laying half of his weight on top of you.

“This is all I’ve wanted” he whispered against your neck, his deep voice vibrating against your skin making you shiver. Your fingers caressed the back of his neck, his words were making your heart beat louder. “All I’ve dreamed about” he whispered, kissing your flesh.

“God, me too” you whispered back. “You’re all I want”

Felix lifted his head and pressed his forehead against yours. “I love you”

“I love you” you said to him with a smile and kissed him, trying to show him all the love you held in your heart for him.

Inescapable, I’m not even going to try

And if I get burned, at least we were electrified

One of his hands made its way to your head, holding you in place while the other drew patterns on the skin of your waist, gripping it a little. He pulled away from the kiss, stared at your mouth and pressed two more kisses.

Your hands that were on his neck, made their way down to his jeans, unbuttoning them. “Take them off” you whispered against his mouth, kissing him again.

He pressed two more kisses to your mouth and lifted himself from on top of you to take his jeans, letting them drop on the floor as he stepped out of them.

The bulge in his boxers made you whimper and bit your lip. He saw your face and smirked, hooking his fingers in the waistband and pulling them down his legs, standing naked in front of you.

He crawled back on top of you, claiming your mouth in a kiss full of tongue and heavy breathing. You moaned, grabbing his arm with one hand and the other one pressed against his chest.

The hand on his chest drifted down to his pelvis, curling around his erection, making him groan and bite your lip.

“What- what are you doing?” he asked, pulling away from your mouth, his eyebrows furrowing and twisting in pleasure as your hand started moving up and down over his shaft, his thumb wiping his tip.

You smirked, sticking your tongue out and licking his lips sensually. “Returning the favor” you whispered hotly against his lips.

He let you continue for a few seconds before grabbing your wrist and pulling it away from his shaft. “Next time, okay? I wanna come inside of you” he said, kissing your cheek.

You nodded and smiled when he pressed more kisses to your cheeks. “Do you have a condom?” you asked.

He pulled away and stuck his arm out to his nightstand, pulling out a condom from the first drawer. Felix lifted himself up slightly, rolling the condom on his cock and then went back to his last position on top of you.

The head of his cock nudged your entrance, making you gasp and dig your nails on his shoulders. His nose brushed against yours as he slid inside of you, swallowing your gasp with a kiss.

He bottomed out, giving you a couple of seconds to adjust to his thick length. His hands were gripping the sheets tightly, trying to refrain from driving into you at a wild pace.

“Are you okay?” he asked, sounding kind of strangled.

“Yeah, yeah” you nodded breathily. “You can move”

“Fuck” he whispered, pressing his face against your neck and started to snap his hips against yours. “Fuck, you’re so tight, baby” he groaned.

You moaned with every thrust, your nails raking his back. “Oh, God, Lix” you gasped in a whine, feeling full and overwhelmed, in the best kind of way possible.

His hips were moving steadily as his mouth enveloped yours, trying to hold the urge to slam his hips against yours. One of his hands went to one of your breasts, gripping it tightly, his thumb sliding over your nipple, making you cry out.

“Lix, faster… please” you pleaded, and it was enough for him to grab your thigh, pulling it over his waist and fucking you deeper and faster, the sinful sound of skin slapping on skin invading the room in a constant echo. “God! Just like that” you continued whispering his name over and over, like a prayer.

“You’re so beautiful” he whispered against your lips before claiming your mouth with a kiss. “I love you. You’re the love of my life, Y/N. It’s always been you” he continued whispering against your lips, getting closer to the edge with every thrust.

“I’m yours… yours. All yours” you gasped when you felt his fingers starting to rub circles on your clit, trying to get you closer to your orgasm. “Lix- Lix, I’m close, so fucking close”

“Good, come with me, baby. I need you to come” he said, sticking his tongue out and licking your throat and then biting your skin, making you clench around him, finding the action super hot. “God, you’re so tight” he babbled.

You arched your back as you felt your orgasm rush through you in a hot wave across your body, making you moan and curl your fingers on his bicep, digging his nails against the skin.

Felix’s face fell to your neck as he thrust hard a couple of times before spilling inside the condom with a moan muffled against your skin. His body shook with aftershocks from the earth-shattering orgasm he just had as he felt his body go limp and fall against yours.

You wrapped your limbs around him, holding him tightly against you as you both tried to regain your breathing. Your hands caressed his back while your nose nuzzled against the shell of his ear.

Felix lifted his head up and looked down at her, his eyes searching yours. He then smiled, pressing his mouth against yours, his hand caressing your hair.

He pulled away and you saw the love in his eyes. How lucky you were.

You could live like this, knowing that there was so much love inside of him. For you. He loved you.

Yes, you were so lucky.

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You threw your head back in laughter, holding your glass of wine as Felix made you laugh, telling some stupidity as you both felt the effects from the alcohol running through your veins.

You both decided to jump into the bath after two more rounds of passionate sex and treat yourselves with some wine.

“God, I don’t know how you dated her” you laughed. “She was so dumb”

“Yeah, I know” he nodded, looking away. “She- truth is, and I’m gonna sound like an asshole, but… I dated her because she looked like you” he said.

You pulled your face back in surprise. Felix had dated this bimbo named Julia a couple of months ago, and now that you recall her face, she did look like you.

“Wow” you giggled. “Yeah… she did”

Felix groaned, burying his face into the palm of his hand.

“Don’t be embarrassed” you told him, getting closer to him, placing your palm on his cheek, urging him to look at you with a nudge. “Hey, look at me” you said, and Felix slowly looked at you and you noticed the pretty blush sitting on his cheeks, giving his freckles a colorful background. “It’s alright, we’ve all had our moments to forget about someone. I mean, I cannot blame you. I literally just came from a date hours ago, one that I went to forget about you”

“Yeah, and look how that went” Felix said with a smirk.

“Oh, it went good” you smirked, climbing on top of him, with the glass in your hand. Your knee slid a little, making you stumble a bit and he grabbed your waist to steady you, the movement causing to make you spill some of the red liquid on the water.

“No! Careful” Felix laughed, making you laugh back.

“I almost slipped, I’m sorry” you chuckled, leaving the glass on the floor and curling your arms around his neck.

You two stared at each other and you felt his wet, warm hands sliding over your back in a sweet caress. “You’re so beautiful, you know that?” he said, pressing kisses on your face. “Ethereal, I swear to God” he whispered, making you bite your lip.

“Are you even real?” you whispered. “I think I’m just imagining you”

Felix made a movement with his pelvis, making his hard on nudge against your core. “Do you think that’s fake?” he asked, his deep voice making you clench around nothing.

You gasped, your nails digging into his back. “No… no, that’s definitely real” you gasped.

I’m spilling wine in the bathtub

You kiss my face and we’re both drunk

Everyone thinks that they know us, but they know nothing

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You looked at yourself in the mirror after finishing the last touches of blush on your cheeks. Your fingers glided over the pretty dress that you had bought. For him. For the right person.

Your person.

A vibration made you look down to the phone laying on the bathroom counter.

Felix: You ready, my love?

You giggled at the message, feeling like a little kid. You quickly replied, telling him that you were going and left the bathroom, putting your stuff inside your purse.

Sliding your shoes on your feet, you felt your heart starting to beat faster in nervousness, but in excitement as well.

This was going to be the best date ever. Not because of what you were doing. But because of who you were going with.

You opened the door of your bedroom and saw him standing there with a nervous smile and a bouquet of flowers in his hands. Your favourite flowers.

With a gasp, your hands flew to cover your mouth.

“Baby” you whispered, extending your hands to grab the bouquet. “Oh my God, I don’t know what to say. They’re so beautiful”

Felix smiled in pride, seeing your face and how it lit up when you saw the flowers. “Do you like them?” he asked, getting a little shy.

“Like them?” you gasped with a smile. “I love them, honey. I love you” you said, curling your free arm around his neck and bringing him into a passionate kiss.

HIs hands fell to your waist, pulling you closer against him.

“I love you” you whispered again into his lips.

“I love you” he whispered back. “So, so much”

As he continued to press kisses into your mouth, you started to wonder: how were you deserving of such a wonderful man? So attentive, so caring and thoughtful.

“I don’t deserve you” you let it slip up.

Felix’s eyebrows furrowed, pulling his face back, getting serious out of a sudden. “Don’t say that” he whispered. “Of course you do. We deserve each other. We deserve to be with each other after so much waiting. After so much pining” he said, caressing your cheek with the back of his fingers.

You looked at him, tears pooling in your eyes.

“Hey, no, don’t cry” he said with a smile, making you mirror his expression, letting out a laugh as a single tear rolled down your cheek and he caught it, brushing it away. “Come on, as much as I’d like to stare at your pretty face all day… we have a date going on” he smirked.

You bit your lip and you kissed him. “Let’s go” you smiled at him.

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦

And I woke up just in time,

now I wake up by your side.

With a content sigh, your eyes fluttered open and stretched your limbs, feeling your cheek squished against your lover’s chest. You cranked your neck to stare at his pretty face, still asleep.

Hoisting yourself on your elbows, you admired all his facial features. His beautiful nose.

His perfect lips.

His lashes.

His freckles.

God, his freckles. Did they made you weak in the knees.

You bit your lip, wondering how the hell was this man yours. He had seen you at your worst. And he still stayed.

Even in my worst times, you could see the best in me

Flashback to my mistakes,

my rebounds,

my earthquakes

Even in my worst lies, you saw the truth in me

He was everything to you. He had you, in the palm of his hand. He could crush you, in any second, he could do anything he wanted with you. And he chose to cherish you. Love you. Worship you.

He was your angel. And your sunshine.

His eyes fluttered open and smiled when he caught your face.

“Hello handsome” you whispered, placing your hand on his cheek, caressing his supple skin.

He let out a breath, out of content. “Hello, beautiful”

Yeah, he was your everything.

My one and only,

my lifeline.

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I would like to request an imagine for Christian Yu with his fine ass black S/O... How about something along the lines of with the pandemic happening and being in Korea while your family is in the states has left his S/O feeling kind of lonely so he takes you on a midnight drive on his motorcycle to which leads to some very passionate sex I'm talking about let's make a baby type of sex

Enjoy!

Christian taking care of your home sickness includes:

-Him first trying his best to distract you with indoor games, which succeeds for a little while

-But the pandemic never ending which results in him running out of ideas

-Him then noticing how much you miss your family on how more time you spending texting and calling them than usual

-Him feeling sorry for you because his family is always visiting the two of you

-Him then getting the idea to take you on a motorbike ride around the city as you’re basically becoming a couch potato

-“Chris, I don’t wannaaaaa”

-“Please it won’t be long”

-You giving in and taking a shower and changing into fresh clothes

-The ride actually being fun as you love the wind blowing through your hair and just admiring the beautiful lights and city

-Christian driving up a hill and then stops there to take a break, loving to see the amazement in your eyes as you’re looking down at the city, the view taking your breath away

-The two of you sitting down on the blanket he brought along and sharing passionate kisses

-The kisses soon turning needy and lustful

-“Take me right here” you beg in his ear while feeling your wetness already pooled in your underwear

-Christian growling while shuffling around until he’s lying on top of you, staring deeply into your eyes while he frees himself from his pants

-You mewling out in ecstasy the second his hard length smoothly slides inside you, your inner walls happily welcoming him

-The only sounds echoing in the air are you love sounds as your boo makes passionate love to you

-Him not rushing anything, his strokes making you lose your mind as he know exactly how to move inside you while stealing delicate French kisses from your lips

-Him whispering how much he loves you when he feels you near the edge

-You moaning his name out loudly while clinging onto him for dear life, not caring if anyone could catch you in the act

-Him quickly cumming after you, crying out your name in pure pleasure before rolling off you and catching his breath next to you

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˙✧˖ ?! — KEEPING YOU IN BED (CAUSE I'M DOWN BED). - MDNI !!!

— ‧₊˚ — 🍵 : "wonder where your colleges think you are, they'd never guess i'm balls deep into you huh"??"

summary. going to work on your boyfriends single day-off already sounds like a death sentence, things only become worse when he makes it especially hard to leave the bed.

notes. SLEEPY HORNY KOOK AASHHSSHSH my roman empire... 😭 SORRY FOR THE TITLE I HAD A LIL GIGGLE OKAY ???

warnings/includes: (NSFW) dom! jungkook x f! sub! reader, starts sleepy + wholesome, turns a lil unhinged..., pounding, overstimulation, he's just a bit mean in second half (but we love it)

you rub your eyes, the morning sunlight blinding you through the sheer curtains - soft and rhythmic breathing audible beside you when you look over you find your boyfriend's chest rising and falling slowly, one of his arms still wrapped around your waist, in pure peace still somewhere in the deep roams of sleep.

after all it was his day off, a rare sanctuary in the hectic schedule of hislife, and yet, there you were, inching away from the warmth of his embrace, preparing to face the day ahead.

but as you attempted to free yourself from the tangle of sheets and limbs, a sleepy murmur escaped him, a half-formed quiet plea, "just few more minutes" His arm instinctively tightened around your waist, drawing you back into his tight hug, nuzzling his face to your middle body. quick little peeks placed all over tummy, almost like rubbing his face over you, his hands lazily tracing circles over your sides, "just a little longer"

he shifts his position, now completly lying over you, trapping and preventing you from leaving, wrapping his arms around your neck, "love you so much" whispered into your nape.

you giggled in response, your hands hugging his back, travelling under his shirt, rubbing over the skin gently, "you're trying everything to lure me in longer huh"

kook smiled sleeply against your skin, his head moved to your shoulder so he could look at your face better, lips roaming over your collarbone, settling on them for a split second, "is it working?"

"don't know, might have to try a bit harder" you answered in a joking tone, your fingers tracing light patterns on his back.

he squints his eyes, a faint smile on his face, raising his eyebrows, "oh really?" fake innocence added into his tone.

you were stupid.

in fact very much so.

out of experience you should've known that jungkook has an unbelievable amount of sheer competitivness inside him and if you unleash that - you're pretty much fucked.

you should've recognized that familar grin, you should've recognized those wandering hands of his that would do anything just to prove you wrong, just to remind you that nobody doubts him without well- consequences!

those consequences may include: him in the beginning softly manhandling you (in his own way y'know) which turns into him throwing away any sense of tiredness or gentleness he had before, sentences like "feel me fuckin pounding, listen to it" or "so much fuckin cum" rolling over his tongue as he overstimulates you over and over again.

damn well keeping that clock on the night stand at the corner of his eyes, just to rub it into your face, "how easy it was to get you to do this" or "wonder where your colleges think you are, they'd never guess i'm balls deep into you huh"

and oh he's looking for answers from you too, "what are you gonna tell your boss now?" half mumbeled half groaned as he slams into you once more chasing that 3rd orgasm, obviously knowing you're way to brainfucked to understand think about even responding.

"should've kept your fucking mouth shut, don't you think?" and all you can do in response is whimper and moan like a little bitch.

weirdly enough that's what satisfies him - the slutty expression on your face, the way your mouth stays slightly parted, the way your pussy tightens around him, the way your tits just fit so easily in his hands like they were made for him (which he'll openly say 2!), the way you sound, the way your body looks when he fucks you senseless - everything about you like this is so endearing to him and worth repeating over and over again.

he can be real sweet after, acting like it never even happened, bringing you breakfast to bed while you were lying bare trying to regain your brain acess again, innocently saying smth along the lines of: "i called you in sick for today" then adding, "it's not like it's worth going anyway might just spend the day with me" okay whatever you say kook :3

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Tired of it Pt 2

Pairing: non-idol!Felix x Fem!reader

synopsis: after you made Felix, your best friend of nearly 10 years, come undone under the dinner table, he had been ignoring your text messages. So you decided (was forced by channie 🥰) to pay him a visit to talk things over with him. (It would make a lot more sense if you read part one 💙)

Genre: suggestive, smut, fluff, best friends to lover au (wc: 4.5k sorry for any errors or grammar issues 💀)

Warnings: swearing, degration, name calling (darling, sugar, baby, slut), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it smh 😔)

authors note: GUYSSS PT2 YAYAY 🙃 i feel like it did get a little more rushed or badly worded towards the end but plz lemme know your honest opinions on this :3 also sorry for any errors! Love you pookies and enjoy 😌🌹🫶

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It had been four days since you pulled your little stunt on Lee Felix, your best friend who you have been pining over for the past 5 years. After hearing him seemingly jerking off in the fancy stall shower of Chan's gigantic central Seoul apartment (daddy chan hefghkegeheh) he hasn't contacted you at all. You both usually text each other on a daily basis, multiple times a day most of the time, but he hasnt even acknowledged your existence since last friday. You understood why but it still upset you, especially since you knew he wasn't just too busy or stressed to answer your texts. You had seen his instagram posts of him at the beach and shopping with hyunjin, even texted him about how it looked so fun and he should have invited you. But of course you were met with the little note underneath the message reading 'Read 9:47pm'. "Okay well hes been active on instagram so i know hes just ignoring me, hes even active on fucking BeReal chan! He never goes on BeReal!"

"Well I mean I would feel awkward if my best friend of 10 years edged me under the dinner table too." He sighs, and shrugs his shoulders, walking out of his closet holding up his dark denim jeans with one hand and holding a plain black belt that you knew was probably more expensive than your rent in the other. You roll onto your side messing up chans bedsheets more as you wallow in his perfectly white set. You had been spending the past few nights at Chan's place because your apartment had been going under some renovations, and you and Chan being platonic friends since middle school made things easy and less awkward than staying at Felix's apartment like you normally did. You sit up and cross your legs, scooting to the edge of the bed. "Well... okay yeah but like c'mon chan, that was me basically confessing my feelings to him... i mean he almost blew his pants right then and ther-"

"Okay! I don't need you to say more, I get it." he chuckles and shakes his head. He hooks the belt around his waist securely and looks up at you with a half amused half tired look. "Felix is a very legitimate person, he likes it when things are told to him to his face, he probably thought you were messing with him. Or he maybe thought you wanted to aggravate him because your good at that." You blink slowly, sticking your tongue into the side of your cheek. Chan giggles, flashing his dimples which never failed to make you smile. He comes to the edge of the bed in front of you and pats your head. "Kidding, sorta..." You scoff and fold your arms, you open your mouth to say something but Chan interrupts. "Just talk to him. talking things out always helps" You puff out your cheeks in a disappointed pout. "Channiiieee, i asked for advice not a therapy session" He giggles once again and brings his hands up to your shoulders to massage them affectionately.

"K well i gave you what i have to offer so take it or leave it. I gotta get going, I'm meeting Han at a cafe downtown and I would like to be on time." he gives your shoulders one last squeeze before walking over to his desk and grabbing the black cargo satchel that was sitting on his chair. You scoff and hop off the bed to pick up the half filled glass of water on his bedside table and gulp it down, letting the icey water cool your dry throat. Chan makes his way out of the room, with you following him like a lost puppy, glass still in hand. "Interesting choice of apparel for a cafe meetup." You look him up and down before setting the empty glass on the kitchen island. Chan looks down at his said 'choice of apparel' before looking up with furrowed eyebrows confused.

"What's wrong with this?" he says, fixing his belt. You walk up to him and button up one more button of his black short sleeve button up before patting his chest and stepping back, lips pressed into a thin line. "Chan this outfit looks, and probably is more expensive than my Car insurance." You let out a heavy sigh, leaning back against the counter and letting your eyes scan the silver rings that adorned his pale fingers and the simple chain that hung from his neck. "Y/n you don't even have a car, and plus i like to look chic, it's what makes people respect me." he says with a firm nod, turning to the door of his apartment.

"Pfft, well your too nice Christopher Bhang, if someone is rude to you, YOU would be the one apologizing." You say folding your arms again. you turn your head to look at the wide window in the spacious living room that displays the vast view of the busy streets of Seoul. "Okay that's unfair, maybe true, but still unfair." He opens the door and turns around to face you. "Felix is off today, so i'm assuming he's gonna be at his apartment." He sighs "Perfect chance to talk to him." He says taking a step into the complex hallway.

"Ugh but-" "Ah-ah, Y/n if your here by the time I get back, ill throw you over my shoulder and CARRY you to his apartment." You open your mouth to protest but Chan simply blows you a kiss and says a quick 'I love you' before closing the door, leaving you alone with just you and your thoughts.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> You were determined to stay at Chan's place till he got back, hoping to convince him that you weren't feeling well so that he wouldn't humiliate you by dragging you to Lixies place, but when chan called you while you were in the middle of brushing your teeth and getting ready to lounge saying he was on his way home and that he knew you were feeling fine (he did in fact predict your plan) you groaned and threw on some plain denim shorts and one of chans thick strapped tank tops that you knew would reveal the sides of your pink lace bralette. You were debating on telling Felix you were coming, but decided to just throw on your sneakers and just surprise him.

The 8 block walk there wasn't bad, in fact it felt nice to get out of Chan's expensive apartment and breathe some fresh air. The weather was nice as well, it wasn't hot, but it wasn't cold either. Just the perfect temperature for a walk in the lively city. When you were in front of the building, you read back the code Chan gave you for Felix's apartment building and typed it in carefully. You heard an enthusiastic ding and opened the door with a nervous hand. Why were you nervous? You were the one who started this whole thing. Your heart hammered in your chest as you stepped into the mirrored elevator, twiddling your thumbs while watching the floors go up until it reached Felix's floor, floor 12 to be exact. You stepped out of the elevator into a decently sized foyer that had large floor to ceiling windows decorating either side of the room and at the end of the hall you currently stood beside. You start making slow steps down the led light lit hallway, admiring the pretty vases full of white roses, and the delicate paintings that detailed the walls.

When you make it to Felix's apartment door, you take a deep breath and start to contemplate if you actually should have made the short trek out here. 'Ugh but what if i make things worse' you think to yourself. You nibble on your lower lips and realize how chapped they are. You pull out some chapstick and swipe it across your dry lips, rubbing them together a couple times before putting it back in the little wristlet you had hooked on your finger. Running a hand through your long slightly tangled hair you throw your head back and groan silently. Before you can have second thoughts, you place two firm knocks on the maroon door in front of you.

"Fuck" you mutter before pulling your hands behind your back to fidget with your fingers. You hear movement behind the Apartment door making your stomach drop. 'this is a bad idea, i should leave now before i screw anything else-' Your thought gets cut off when the door opens to reveal Felix in black tank top that hugged his toned chest perfectly, and some grey, loose fitting sweatpants that hung low in his defined abdomen. He also had his signature 'Les Gaston's Vuitton Trunk Necklace' secured around his neck that made you lowkey feral, such a simple accessory but so gorgeous and detailed. It complimented his skin tone and features perfectly and it had you wanting to go down on him right in the middle of the hall- "What are you doing here?" Godammit, he must've just woken up from a nap or something, his voice was deep and gruffy, and the sound of it almost had you clenching your thighs together. Almost...

"Oh i was just droppin' by" Putting on an innocent smile, you trot your way past him and into his modernly furnished Penthouse apartment. You can feel his confused gaze burning into the back of your neck and it makes you wanna smirk, but you hold it back by biting your lip before turning around. "Chan said you had a day off and you haven't been replying to my messages" You pout. Felix nearly groans at the sight of your uncovered thighs doubling in size as you sit down on the large sofa in his living space. You smile again, and pat the open spot next you while looking over at him with big doe eyes, feigning innocence.

"What?" He asks dumby. You scoff and roll your eyes. "Seriously-?" You pat the spot again and pull your legs up to cross them. "Come sit you dingleberry." you let out a giggle when he himself rolls his eyes and lazily walks over to the couch. But he sits on the other side completely making you poke your tongue into the side of your cheek in annoyance. "Felix i said to sit next to me not two yards away from me" you say with a flat face.

"But this is the comfy end" he says nonchalantly.

"Lix. It's all made of the same material there is no comfy part" You sigh heavily, growing increasingly annoyed. "No, but on this end i can stretch out and get cozy." He shrugs once before raising his arms up above his head "In fact speaking of cozy" He runs a hand through his long messy blonde hair "I was taking a delicious nap before you so DISGRACIOUSLY interrupted me, so whatever you came here to do, do, and let me li-"

"I would've told you but you haven't exactly been messaging me." you cross your arms, causing your breasts to push together. Felix's eyes flicker down to them for a split second, something you most definitely caught and had you holding back a smirk, before looking up into your piercing eyes. You hadnt worn any makeup, probably because you've been at Chan's place for the past few days, but Felix still thought you looked breathtaking. Your hair a little frizzled from the evening wind and long eyelashes bare but still curled just enough to outline your eyes perfectly. The faint dark circles under your eyes making you look slightly tired, but nonetheless human. Your plump lips that matched your features so perfectly, your cupid's bow cute enough to kiss. Your light sunfreakles that he thought were the prettiest thing he'd ever seen. God he was so in love with you. The way you carried yourself and never let anyone get in your way. The way you loved being your own person. The way you did things for yourself out of love and not vanity. The way you were nice to everyone (who deserved it). The way you didnt let anyones judgement stop you from doing the things you loved. The way you always made him smile, even when he was feeling like his worst self. You brought so much joy into his life and he wanted nothing more than for you to be his, and only his. But he didn't want to risk it, your friendship almost coming to be 10 years old now. He wouldn't break all those years of trust, and love. He didn't want to lose you ever, so he would be grateful he had you at all. For the time being...

"Lixie-ah." you say firmly, snapping him out of his thoughts. "What are you thinking about?" you extend your arms in front of you to crawl over to the other side of the sofa, knowing full well you were giving him a show of your cute pink lace bralette. Felix clears his throat and looks away gripping the fabric of the sofa under him to prop himself up so he was leaning against the back of the couch with his legs sprawled out on the long side of the L shaped furniture. "What do you mean?" his gaze flickers briefly from your revealed bra, to your eyes. You huff and sit on your knees right beside him.

"Lee Felix, you've been ignoring my texts for the past 4 days and i got fucking worried" You say, feeling out of breath emotionaly. "and then i show up and your all suprised even though you did even answer me, and now your acting all weird and awkward-" "Okay fine! Number one, dont you dare fucking use my full name like were back to being simple aquaintances cause itll drive me nuts. And number two, you wanna know the issue I have? You fucking edged me at a dinner table with all my closest friends around me and then left me high and not so dry? and do you wanna know a secret?" He leans in slightly making your breath catch in your throat, his dominating eyes pinning you in place. "You made me so hard, I had to excuse myself from dinner early just so I could relieve the pressure you failed so entirely to do." Your mouth hangs open slightly, letting your still minty breath hit his face (he silently wondered what it would taste like on his tongue). It's nothing you weren't aware of, you knew that's why he ghosted you for 4 days, but him admitting it caught you off guard. "You wanna know another secret?" you only blink dumbly making him smirk at your newfound silence. "I thought of you while doing it." You take a deep breath in to comprehend what he just openly said.

'Fuck it' Felix thought internally, if you were gonna mess with him, he would mess with you. Plus he couldn't help but think your stunned expression was absolutely adorable. "I heard you." Felix's eyebrows furrow in purplexion. "I went to talk to you after dinner but didn't know you were in the shower...but..." You look away, still flustered by the whole situation, but Felix brings his hand to your jaw, gripping it harshly, making your cheeks squish together.

"But what Deary?" A smirk slowly starts to stretch across his features, the pet name causing butterflies to erupt in your stomach. "I heard you when walking down the hall." Felix could admit that that it was slightly embarrassing, but he more over thought about the fact that you weren't disgusted by the thought of him jerking off in the shower, instead you seemed amused and entertained... Intrigued even.

"Yeah?" He simply said. You nod stiffly, jaw still in his grasp. He leans in till you feel his hot breath fan against your ear. "Did you rub your desperate little cunt while thinking about it?" His voice drops an octave. Your eyes widen and you yank your face out of his grasp. "No! Ugh you're such a pervert!" You huff out a breath and licking your lips subconsciously, because you most definitely did do exactly that. He lets out a humorless laugh, throwing his head back, giving you a view of his deliciously tanned neck and collarbone. Oh how you wanted so badly to litter kisses and hickeys all over it until he was practically covered in the purple marks.

"You're talking?" He says looking back at you with raised questioning eyebrows. "You just openly admitted that you listened to me masterbate in the shower, so who's the pervert here really?" He crosses his arms. He said it more as a statement than a question but you still spoke up. "Still you Lixie. You forgot to mention the fact that you were thinking of me." You cross your arms again. "And I heard, not listened, a simple mistake."

"You didn't deny that you didn't get off to that." "But I didn't confirm it."

"But you didn't deny it. You're still the pervert." He bops your nose making you flinch away instinctively. You scoff and roll your eyes, watching him throw his head back again to let it rest on the back of the couch. "Yeah well you'd love that." Felix raises his eyebrows at that, lifting his head to look at you again.

"And why is that Darling?" He props an arm beside him so he can lean towards you once again. "i think you'd like the idea of me desperate feeling myself up while thinking about you, writhing and wriggling in my sheets because it's not enough, but i'm so pent up that i can't help it" You start to scoot even closer to him, but he just leans back as an invitation.

"You'd like the thought of me grinding on a pillow because I just need some type of release" You put your hands on his shoulders securely before throwing your leg over his manspread thighs and straddling his hips, his hands automatically going to rest on your waist. God you looked so good like this, Felix thought to himself. On top of him, In some shorts that had ridden up a little more now that your legs were spread across his lap, a Tank top that was too big for your slim figure. And although it wasnt yours (he would fix that later) you still looked so fucking cute in it. And your scent, god you always smelled like the sweetest, freshest cherries and it made him want to bite into you.

"You would love to catch me with my fingers stuffed in my pussy, trying so hard for the release i've needed for a while" You grind down on Felix's growing erection teasingly, to which he groans softly at, his grip around your waist tightening. Throwing your head back, Your own mouth going agape from the pleasure you yourself were also experiencing. You look down at him with hooded eyes and smirk devilishly making him quirk an eyebrow questioningly. "What's funny?" He says sliding his hands to your hips to massage your v-line making you sigh at the relaxing feeling.

"I just didn't think you'd look this submissive" You giggle, but Felix only narrows his eyes. He pulls you closer till your torso to torso and centimeters away from his face, successfully catching you off guard. "You wanna see how dominant i can be darling?" Your breath hitches and you lick your lips instinctively, which Felix looks down to glance at. You knew you both wanted this, it was clear as fucking day, but why were y ou still nervous. Felix's hand rests on your thigh, caressing the plush flesh softly, while his other hand rested on your hip, securing you on his lap. You shakily bring your hands to his shoulders and look down at his peachy lips. "Do whatever you want to me handsome." And that's the last thing you say before crashing your lips onto his, humming in satisfaction because all the previous tension seemed to have deteriorated. Your hands go to the back of his neck to play with the long blonde strands of hair that ordained it. He groans into your mouth when you roll your hips forward again. When Felix bites your bottom lip to force his tongue in, a wave of arousal floods over you at his controlling behavior. The way his tongue explores your mouth like he's trying to memorize the exact feeling nearly makes you fold, but you just continue to mess up his hair while trying to match his pace.

"You don't know how long i've wanted this" He mumbles against your skin as he trails sloppy kisses down your neck, leaving small purple and red marks in the process. You moan when he finds your sweet spot, making him smirk against your skin before continuing to bite and lick at the sensitive flesh. Growing impatient, your hands trail down to the hem of his tank top and tug on it, signifying what you want. "Impatient are we?" He chuckles when you pout and sag your shoulders. "We have all the time in the world sugar dont worry." Even though he teased you he crossed his arms in front of him to strip the black material off. He watches you while your hands roam his toned chest, the light scratch of your nails leaving thin red marks on his stomach. He doesn't waste any time in ripping the thin tank top over your own body, leaving you in the cute lacy bra you so kindly teased him with moments ago.

"Ya! i dont have anything to change into! And that was Chan's shirt" You scowl at him but Felix only laughs. "Chan has enough of those exact tank tops to last him a lifetime. And have you forgotten i have a walk in closet full of designer clothes that would look heavenly on you." His choice of words cause a a swarm of butterflies to erupt in your stomach, so you only go back in for another kiss, slipping your own tongue into his mouth. He easily unclips your bra and pulls the straps off your shoulders to watch it drop and reveal your breasts, which he nearly cums untouched at the sight of.

"God Y/n your so gorgeous" Luckily he doesn't see the bright red flush that made its way onto your face, his head dipping to suck on your right boob, swirly his tongue around the hardened mound and smiling at the feeling of you arching your back in pleasure. When your hands find the waistband of his jeans you quickly undo the zipper and slip your hand into his pants to cup his straining hard on, making him grunt at the feeling of your cold hand , but you instantly freeze. He felt big.. Maybe not in length but definitely in girth. Felix must've felt your hesitance and quirked an eyebrow at you before throwing his head back in laughter. "What? Can my little bunny think she can't take it?" You scoff and move to get up and take off your own shorts.

"I never said that, it just caught me off guard you douchebag." Your sass never failed to get Felix rilled up, which is why as soon as he had discarded his own sweatpants and underwear he pulled you by the back of your thighs onto him, making you straddle him again. His cock was rested on his Defined abdomen before you wrapped your hand around it and lifted your hips up to line him up with your heat. But, the teasing bitch you were, decided to tease him a bit by just grinding on his painfully hard dick. "Fuck, why are you being such a tease" He grips you hips harshly, throwing his head back again, feeling your slick cover his girth to substitute as lube.

"It's more fun this way Lixi-" But your words get cut off with Felix repositioning both of you so that you're on your back and he's hovering over you. When you're about to open your mouth you instead let out a loud moan at the feeling of Felix impatiently pushing himself inside your warm tight cunt. He himself lets out a few curses under his breath, while gently massaging the skin of your pillowy thighs. "What happened to 'having all the time in the world'" You say in between pants, still adjusting to his thick cock practically splitting you open.

"Well it gets hard to control myself when you tease me like the little bitch you are" He feels you clench at his degrading words which makes him look down at you with hazy, lust filled eyes. Felix starts to move without even asking if you were ready, but the sting of his heavy cock pistoning into you quickly turns into pleasure and has you nearly screaming. You bring your hands up to grip his shoulders harshly, your nails digging into his back. "Fuck your so tight and warm baby" You squeeze your eyes shut and arch your back at the feeling of him repeatitly hitting that spongy spot deep inside that made your toes curl. "You like the feeling of me rearranging your guts huh? Say it. Say you love it you slut" You moan loudly at his mean, but seductive words

"I love it Lix-ah" You say, your words broken up by desperate moans. "I love it so much!" "Say my name. Tell me whos making you feel this way." He leans down so his head is buried in your neck, your hands going to grip his hair.

"You! You Felix, only you! fuck im close Lix." Your eyes roll back in your head when Felix brings one of your legs up to his shoulder to hit a deeper spot inside you. "Shit, come on baby, come for me" He kisses your ankle once before feeling your walls spasming around him as you let your high take over. The clear liquid coats Felix's cock and has him letting out near pornagraphic noises at the sight.

"Fuck im close too, where can i-" "Inside please, give it to me Lix please" You're close to being over overstimulated when Felix halts his movements and lets his thick white ropes of come coat your compact walls. "Fuck Y/n" He throws his head back while continuing to let out an amount obscene curses.

When he pulls out, his come is already leaking out, almost making him hard again, almost. He collapses beside you and wraps an arm around your waist to pull you close, relishing in the way you bury your face into his chest. "I love you" Felix freezes, wanting to make sure he heard your right. You love him... Love... His heart swells and he's not able to hide the bright smile that makes its way onto his Handsome features.

"I love you too Y/n" You smile against his chest before lifting your head to press a kiss against the corner of his lips. Whatever happened after today didn't matter, because you finally had Felix, and he finally had you. And you guys would work things out no matter what. And at the end of the day, you both knew you couldn't live without each other.

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kpoplovertreasure · 7 months

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Tired of It

Pairing: non-idol!Felix x Fem!reader

synopsis: You we’re tired of playing around with Felix so you decided to see how far you could take it (wc: 1.9k)

Genre: suggestive, fluff, best friends to lover au,

warnings: edging (nothing super bad happened 🤷‍♀️), Y/n overhears Felix in the shower???lmk if I missed anything

Authors note: my first full(ish) length ff 🥹 idk how to feel about it so please give me HONEST feedback pookies <3 also might make a second part bc Ik this was short… and there was a cliffhangerish ending ^^ anyways ily pooks 💙

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"Which plates should we use? it doesn't really matter what they look like i just mean size wise because i know changbin can really fill up his plate-" you turn your head just in time to catch felix looking at the plush skin of your thighs and bite your lip to hold back a smirk. You had kept catching his gaze all night and you wondered how far you could take it before you could make him crack out of his sunshine-like persona. So tonight you decided to be bold with your outfit. whereas normally you would go for something casual such as a pair of baggy jeans or sweatpants and a simple t shirt or crop top, tonight you opted for a white flowy skirt that was too short for comfort and an off the shoulder cropped t shirt that accentuated the dip of your collarbone perfectly and also showed off the curve of your toned waist perfectly. "What was that?" he ignored the way you eyed him suspiciously and put on the normal smile he liked to comfort others with. "Sorry i was zoning out, been so busy lately so i guess my thoughts are finally catching up to me" he chuckles lightly and you nod before turning back around.

"I was just asking if we should use the smaller plates or the bigger ones?" Felix hums and picks up his water from the kitchen island he's leaning against. "Well why not the smaller ones" he gives you a small smile before bringing the cup to his lips.

"well i was just saying that changbin, and chan sometimes too can really pack there plates full" you smile to yourself before adding "and bigger is always better you know" you hear a gutteral sound you assume is felix choking on his water and hold back a loud cackle before turning around with your eyebrows furrowed, feigning concern

"oh my god are you okay?" Felix avoids eye contact when you walk up to him and place your hand on his back patting it gently. "Wrong pipe" he mumbles out before grabbing the towel that was hanging decoratively on the oven handle. You nod as he wipes the spilt water off his face and make your way over to the cabinet full of tableware again. "You know oxygen is supposed to go in your lungs" you joke "ah lix-ah, always so clumsy" he nearly chokes on air again when he hears you say that. That nickname always made him feel so many feelings and you knew it, lix didn't know you knew that because he always thought he was good at masking his attraction towards you and the pet names you used. But oh boy he couldn't have been more wrong. You had caught his reaction when 'baby' had slipped out while you and the other guys were bowling the other day. You had caught his reaction when you leaned over his lap in the car to get something in the left door compartment, which had you in a position where your chest was propped right on top of his growing bulge (something he took care of when he got to the dorms). And you had definitely caught his jealous glances when Minho and Hyunjin were teaching you a new dance yesterday. The way he looked at you and Minho when you had your arms in the air, and Minho's hands were on your hips was definitely not platonic in any way. He looked at Hyunjin the same way when he was kneeling in front of you and trailing his hand up the pillowy flesh of your thigh.

"I'm going with big plates tonight" "Sounds good." Felix says. When you reach up to grab the plates Felix's eyes go wide. Your skirt lifting a bit higher revealing the white lace panties you have on. not only that but your shirt lifted slightly showcasing the matching white lace bra you were wearing. Felix can already feel himself getting harder by the second, and is about to leave when Chan comes in. Felix looks up almost instantly but its clear chan had caught him, because chan gives him a knowing smirk and shakes his head. Felix was begging with his eyes, knowing you and Chan always tease him, but now really wasn't the time. Which made Felix really want to punch Chan the moment he opened his mouth.

"Ya, stop gawking at Y/n's ass and help her with the plates" Chan says before chuckling. Felix's eyes widen so much he's surprised they didn't fall out. And when he looks at you, You're grinning from ear to ear before walking up to him and placing the plates in his hand. "Gotcha" you whisper in his ear before winking at him and picking up the silverware from the counter and walking out of the kitchen. Felix immediately snaps his head towards chan and glares daggers at him.

"what?" Chan says innocently, he walks over to the fridge and opens it to grab a sparkling water from the door compartment. "Oh lix" he sighs "if looks could kill-" "Youd be on the fucking floor" Felix spits out before walking out of the kitchen and into the dining room where you and the rest of the guys were. He can hear chans cackle and grimaces when the members give him confused looks. He sets the plates out and takes his seat on the end of the table, making sure the seat next to him was occupied so that there was no chance of you sitting next to him. Hyunjin took the spot and looked at Felix with squinted eyes.

"What?" Felix says not turning his head. "what happened with Y/n?"

"what makes you think something happened with Her-" "Because she was giggling like an idiot when she came in here... and chan was just cackling like a maniac so something must have happened" Hyunjin says while a smirk slowly makes its way onto his face.

"I... I got caught-" He's cut off when you plop down into the seat across from him. Of course he hadnt thought about that, the fact that you could easily sit your perfectly round ass in the seat across from him, dumb fuck. "Whatcha guys talking about?" you say looking in between the two. When felix opened his mouth to say something, Hyunjin beats him to it

"I'm just wondering why chan was cackling like a maniac a couple moments ago." he says with his eyebrows furrowed in curiosity. You look at Felix with a smirk, which definitely did not go unnoticed by him or Hyunjin. "Nothing happened. Chan just made a joke that may have offended felix I guess" you pout and look at felix "i didn't mean to make you annoyed lix-ah, im sorry" he finally meets your eyes and pokes his tongue to his cheek to hold back his smile. You were so cute, but also a little devil because you both knew you were teasing.

At the end of dinner when you guys were finishing up the delicious meal Lee know was kind enough to pick up on the way home from practice, Felix could confirm that you were in fact a little devil. "So how was practice today Minho?" you keep your face completely neutral when you lean back in your chair and start to trace your bare boot up Felix's man spread legs from under the table. Felix freezes and looks up from his plate with his fork in his mouth and a big bite of food being shoved in his mouth. He sends you a silent 'what the fuck are you doing' with his eye but you just smile innocently before trailing your foot higher to let it rest on his growing erection. You don't let it show but you're surprised at how big it feels on the arch of your foot. Felix takes a deep breath and swallows his food harshly when you press down a little harder, and when you start to run your foot up and down his strained bulge slowly, he runs his hands through his hair so he doesn't crawl across the table and bend you over in front of everyone.

You glance at Felix and smirk slightly before furrowing your eyebrows to feign innocence once again "Oh lixie, you alright?" you say, making everyone glance at him “you look a little pale” you pout again. "Rib cramp" he croaks out. You bite your lip to hold back the laugh that wants so desperately to bubble out of your chest. When Felix was getting close to coming you could tell with the way his fingers gripped his napkin and how his jaw was clenched. You curl your foot around him pressing into him even harder before taking your foot off of him completely, which results in Felix slamming his palms down on the table. "Fuck!" Everyone including you look at him with their eyebrows raised in confusion and surprise. "Well if your cramp is that bad maybe you should get it checked out" Chan says while stacking the dirty plates.

"Yeah man, did you stretch after working out yesterday?" Changbin adds while getting up to help Chan.

"N-no, I mean yeah I did.. i-im fine i..." he looks at you and nearly swears because you're looking at him with innocent doe eye and your teeth sunk into your bottom lip. Oh how he wishes he could ruin you, make you not be able to walk for a weak, edge you to insanity, drain as many orgasms out of you as he could. He clears his throat before talking again "I just.. need to.. need to shower, yeah need to take a nice hot shower" he nods once and gets up to leave the table.

"But you're on dish duty tonight-" Jeongin says but is cut off when Felix disappears down the hall.

"What's wrong with him?" he mumbles before getting the silver wear to carry to the living room.

“Jeongin-ah when was the last time you did dishes?” You say jokingly. When Jeongins head peaks out of the kitchen doorway you giggle at his blank stare before turning to Chan.

"Channie?" He turns his head when he hears your soft voice call his name.

"What is it Y/n" he says with a warm smile

"Is it alright if I leave? i know i'm on duty cleaning the table tonight but i wanna check if Felix is alright" Chan smiles, trying to hide the fact that he knew the real reason why you wanted to talk to him.

"Yeah that's alright, Seungmin was supposed to clean the table last night but didn't so i'll make him do it" you chuckle and nod before getting up and making your way down 'L' shaped hallway. You sigh when you hear the sound of the shower but still make your way over to the door to press your ear against it. You don't know why you did but your jaw goes slack when you hear muffled grunts and groans because anyone with a brain could guess what he's doing. You feel a wave of arousal when you imagine just how hot he probably looked right now. Head thrown back and lips parted with his girthy, throbbing member in his hand while the water cascaded over his toned abdomen.

But what made you really shocked was when you heard your name slip past his pretty lips. You knew you were going to confront him about this later, because you couldn't go to bed after hearing his deep soothing voice say your name in such a sensual way. You wouldn't be able to sleep. You were tired of trying to push him. You were tired of dropping hints that any other guy would get. You were tired of ignoring the way his pants would pitch a tent whenever you teased him. And you were tired of the clear tension between the two of you. You didn't know exactly what you were gonna say when he got out but you had to make your point clear.

You wanted Felix in the worst ways.

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kpoplovertreasure · 7 months

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“ PRETTY , PLEASE ” ๑‧˚₊ ─── FLX

synopsis ; you think your roommate is really pretty, but you think he’s even prettier when he whines and begs for you.

genre 숌 virgin!felix x fuckgirl!reader | roommates AU

words - 4.0k+ tags/warnings 숌 fluff, pwp, smut, (slight age difference: felix is 23/reader is 25), sub!felix/dom!reader, noona kink?, perv!lix, oral (m), solo masturbation, corruption kink, edging, dacryphilia, rlly cute & soft ending tho <3

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Have you ever met someone so pure and innocent that you feel the need to shield them from any and all bad influences that might corrupt them?

Those were your exact thoughts when you first locked eyes with your new roommate Felix. You thought he was the most precious little bean ever ;( His shy, timid nature made you want to coddle him like a baby, and always spoke in such a polite, well-mannered tone due to you being his senior. At first Felix didn’t talk very much when he moved in and was constantly cooped up in his room doing god knows what, but eventually he’d warm up to you and the two of you soon became really good friends.

You don’t particularly like most men, you tend to get annoyed with them easily, only using them for a quick fuck because that’s all they’re good for. Personally, you didn’t care to start getting serious with anyone at the moment, prioritizing work and other future goals instead of boys who come and go. Felix was quite literally the only exception to this. You genuinely enjoyed his company and valued him as more than a friend, he was so easy to talk to and could make anyone in a room feel comfortable with his presence.

You loved how he never made a fuss about chores when you didn’t feel like doing them. He was never rude or brought strangers over, and he kept to himself most of the time— the perfect roommate ever. Felix was studying biology at school to become a veterinarian as he’s told you many times he loves animals before. You were already out of school by now, as you graduated 2 years ago but you didn’t mind living with someone a couple years younger. He’s very mature for being in his early twenties, even more than some of the 30+ year old “men” you’ve slept with in the past.

One thing you’ve noticed since he’s always keeping to himself, he takes his schooling very serious and constantly studies. He never drinks, smokes, or goes out to parties, but he doesn’t act better than anyone either, it’s just how he is. You’ve never seen someone so dedicated to their work, wondering in the back of your mind if he even knows what taking a break means. You’ve tried getting to invite him out to other social events but he would always say that studying was far more important, you seriously never seen someone be so obsessed with school. Before you graduated, you weren’t a straight A student by any means but you did care about your grades, overall you still managed to balance a social life within.

Felix was never the judgmental type, he didn’t care if you brought a lot of friends over or the occasional hook up you’d have, he would just turn a blind eye to most of those things. You didn’t think it’d ever impact the way you both interacted but unfortunately after a while things have started to get a bit awkward between you. He’s been awfully more quiet these days and whenever you two would walk by in passing he could barely even look at you. Any time he did, it was if he’d seen a ghost or something— the way his face went pale from being drained of all color and would immediately hurry back into his room.

You don’t know what’s up with him but the more he’s been treating you this way the more you feel like he doesn’t seem to like you very much anymore. This weekend you plan to have a quick chat with him about everything and to clear up some potential misunderstandings. Little do you know the real reason why he’s been keeping his distance from afar…

God he feels like such a creep for eavesdropping on you having sex with someone else right now.

It wasn’t supposed to end up this way, he simply walked past your door without a second thought but as he came closer he heard what is presumably you moaning out another guy’s name. That’s when it piques his curiosity to listen further, he’s only heard this type of stuff from watching porn but it’s a whole different experience when in real life. He should feel more than embarrassed about doing this, ashamed for invading his roommates privacy in such a horrid way but he doesn’t move. Only continuing to press his ear up against the mahogany door, getting a clearer sound of your wanton moans, feeling something shift.. a familiar throbbing sensation causes the sudden constriction in his pants.

He’s far too gone to even think about stopping at this point, subconsciously dragging his hand further down as he comes in contact with his hardened cock. All he could hear was skin slapping, imagining you bent over the bed while taking it from behind, arching your back as you pant louder for them to go faster and faster. Felix continues to feel himself through the constraints of his clothing but it wasn’t enough for him, it wasn’t enough to alleviate the discomfort down there. So he ends up going back to his room to finish his little fap sesh, ridding himself of everything, t-shirt, sweats, boxers— ready to finish what he accidentally started.

“___, please..” he’d stir in his bed, going to town on his cock as he pumps his hand around it, thinking about you on top of him. “Noona.. m’so close…” he whimpers out desperately, feeling so overly sensitive that his body’s buzzing with pleasure.

Felix was so overwhelmed in his thoughts he barely noticed the precum leaking out and spilling around his small hand, his eyes were completely shut and zoned out in utter bliss. He wishes nothing more than to have you doing this to him instead, wondering what it’s like to have a girl as hot as you jerk his cock for him, he’s never experienced what it’s like but he’d want you to be his first if he ever does. It frustrates him that he can’t have you in the same way those other guys do, they’re more experienced and can please you better than he could.

One thing he knows now is that he’ll never be able to look at you normally again after doing all of this.

Things just couldn’t get any worse for him at this point. He’s now found a pair of your underwear which has mistakenly ended up in his laundry somehow. He didn’t do know what to do … if he tells you it accidentally got mixed in with his stuff then you’ll probably accuse him of stealing them as an excuse. Plus he didn’t want to face the embarrassment of even handing these back to you. It was a really pretty pair too, a red lace thong with black trim and a cute satin bow on the front. He wonders how your ass would look in these panties, secretly getting so jealous of all your hook ups and how they’ve all got to see you naked.

Felix decides the best course of action is to quickly return them in your room before you finish showering. He’ll simply sneak into your room, put them back in your underwear drawer, and he won’t have to think about it again, this was going to be the easiest plan of execution. Boy could he have been any more wrong. He couldn’t find which drawer they were supposed to be in, essentially wasting more and more time trying to find where to stash them. He honestly could’ve hid them anywhere but he was paranoid about that seeming suspicious too. Then he just considers possibly keeping them for himself. Playing with the fabric in his hands as he thinks of the idea to jerk his cock with your underwear wrapped around it. If only you knew the things he wanted you to do to him..

“What’re you doing in my room Lixie?” You question your roommate’s intentions as you walk in from getting out in the shower. You catch him holding something in his hands but quickly stuffs the object away in his pockets.

Fuck he’s totally screwed. There’s no going back from this now.

“Uh- nothing! I was just about to leave actually-” just as he attempts to make a run for it, he turns around and comes face to face with you in just a bath towel.

He’s legitimately gone crazy now, stopping dead in his tracks to gawk at your beauty. You exude high levels of sex appeal without even trying, it’s almost intimidating being in the same room as you. Felix thought you look absolutely gorgeous in your natural state, noticing the fresh water droplets still glistening on your skin and wet strands of hair sticking to your face. He really wants to know what’s underneath that singular layer, sensing another uncomfortable situation down there.

“Don’t be silly Lix, you looked like you were looking for something. What’re you holding?” You continue asking but he refuses to give any solid answers, telling you over and over how it’s “nothing” and he wasn’t lying but something didn’t seem right about his behavior.

You saw he put something in his pocket from earlier, so without a second thought you reach into that same pocket to grab whatever was in there. Everything happened so fast Felix didn’t even have time to process what was going on, mortified when he sees you pulling out a pair of your underwear from his sweatpants.

“Why do you have these?” Your expression was stone cold, you genuinely looked pissed off and it was starting to frighten him. He didn’t think you’d actually be upset about this but now he wishes he had just hid it somewhere randomly.

“It’s not what it looks like ___, you’ve got the wrong idea!”

“No I definitely know what’s going on here. Didn’t ever really take you as the type to be such a perv,” you chuckle at his horrible attempt in making any excuses. Coming closer to him now, placing both palms on his shoulders, you get all the way up to his ear and whisper, “I like perverts though ‘cause I’m one too.”

His face burned a crimson shade, growing flustered at your sudden dirty confession. The only thing he could do was gulp out of nervousness, even more worried if you discover the massive hard on he’s sporting in his pants. A subtle smirk forms onto your lips, debating where you should kiss and mark first but you want to take your time with someone like Felix— he’s too pretty not to. You lightly brush your lips against his neck, as if he’s so fragile and delicate, making him tremble from the sudden cool air you blow against his skin.

Felix felt his heart beating out of his chest, internally panicking at what’s soon to come. It’s not like he didn’t want any of this to happen, he’s just worried out his mind and tends to overthink everything. Those anxious thoughts were soon adjourned with a pair of soft lips against his trembling ones, eyes bulging out from the sudden shock of your actions. He stood there awkwardly for a bit as he’s never kissed someone before, he doesn’t know how he should react but he mimics your movements. You deepen the kiss even further, gently caressing the side of his face into your palm— his body was so stiff it made you feel self conscious about you making the first move. He was kissing you back but it didn’t feel like there was any emotion behind it, everything he’s doing seems so robotic and manufactured. You’re starting to think he may not actually be enjoying this.

“Something wrong?” You cautiously pull away to voice concern, regretting everything if he’s uncomfortable by your advances.

He mentally curses himself, feeling more upset at you thinking you’re the problem. “N-no… you’re perfect. This is perfect, it’s just- I’ve never done it before..” His voice trails off towards the end, embarrassed by his lack of experience.

“You’ve never had sex before?” You blink in confusion, it was seemingly impossible for someone as attractive as Felix to have never had a single sexual encounter in his life. However, you’d be more than happy to change that.

“No.” He shook his head, frowning at his sad revelation that he’s a 23 year old virgin.

“Awee, s’cute. I get to be your first!” You couldn’t help but find that to be so adorable, you haven’t took someone’s virginity since freshman year of college, it excites you all over again.

He’s seemingly surprised by the way you respond, “You’re not put off by that?” Most girls in your position wouldn’t want to deal with someone like him. He needs to be trained, taught exactly how to please a woman the way she needs to— which you’re more than capable of doing.

“No, why would I be?” It’s not everyday you hear a guy as handsome as Felix say that they’re a virgin, it intrigues you in some capacity. You want him to become your cute little plaything, someone only you can corrupt exactly the way you want.

“So you’ve never pleasured another girl before? Like not even fingering?” You delve deeper with more questions, wanting to know everything he’s done or hasn’t.

He shook his head yet again, “no, I’ve never done anything.”

This was unlike anything you’ve seen before, at least the other guys you knew who were virgins had actually done a few other things but this was new for you. The fact he was able to confide in you with something so personal made you want to be his first so badly. Maybe this was perfect— you were way more experienced than him so you can show him the ropes, how it’s really done. You express to him that it’s okay he was inexperienced, it’s nothing to be ashamed of and he’s in good hands now.

“What if I don’t do it right?” Felix looks so worried, his adam’s apple bobbed each time he nervously swallowed.

“You won’t because I’m here,” you reassure him by placing an affectionate hand on his shoulder, flashing a warm smile. “I’ll show you how to, don’t be shy it’s fine baby. Just lye back on the bed and I’ll take care of you pretty.”

He did everything he was told, all instructed by you. Lying down on the bed with his back against your pink silk pillow, the black tee he wore slightly rode up, causing you to get a glimpse of his tummy. It was too cute not to touch, your nimble fingers travel up his waist to raise his shirt higher, feeling up his lower body.

Felix felt so powerless as you hover over his frame, both your legs on either side of his, enclosing him in such a tight space. Taking slow, deep exhales, he grows more tense as you slide your hands north, it’s a whole new sensation he’s never felt before. His breath hitched at you suddenly coming in contact with his nipple, brushing over it ever so slightly to elicit a subtle reaction. You love how sensitive he’s become to any minor touch you provide, feeling your arousal leak further down to your thighs as you think of turning him into your personal slut.

“Should I take this off?” You suddenly propose an idea, referring to the bath towel that was hanging on you by a thread. It was seemingly already coming undone as you didn’t tie the front properly, he was able to get a good view of your chest peaking out at the top.

“Mhmm..” Felix hums in sexual frustration, unable to get a clear word or sentence out in any possible way.

You oblige, biting your lip seductively at him as you reach to untie the loose knot, slowly prying the towel off your body that’s now completely dry. “Let’s start off with something easy,” you carefully suggest, traveling your hands down to the band of his gray joggers, lightly tugging them down to reveal his boxer briefs.

The tiny, blond, freckled boy is staring up at you with his big bambi eyes, he can’t believe there’s a naked girl on top of him while he’s still partially fully clothed. All the blood surges to his cock, making him so painfully hard he’s never been so desperate for someone to touch him in his life. Hips bucking into nothing as he humps the air for any stimulation, you couldn’t prevent the giggle that escaped your mouth. Finding him to be so utterly pathetic.

You lean in to kiss him again, never quite getting enough of the yummy taste of him. Tracing your index finger over the outline of his bulge, you feel him pulse underneath as you keep teasing him with more light touches. He could feel you smiling into the kiss, biting down on his lower lip as your free hand gets tangled in his platinum locks. You eventually sprung his cock freely out the constraints of his briefs, watching it stick straight up from being so unbelievably hard. His cock was gorgeous, about 6 inches in length and 2.5” thick, his tip was an angry, ruby red but the rest a blush pink color. Your fingers laced around his shaft, getting closer to spit directly on it before giving him a few moderate pumps. Felix threw his head back slightly, gripping the bedsheets in utmost pleasure, whimpering loudly as he ruts his hips to match the movements of your hand. Unable to hold back from just how good you’re making him feel he calls your name out again and again. His deep voice only gets raspier, a beautifully stark contrast to his angelic face being stuck in euphoria. As your pace increases he only gets more vocal, panting heavily while begging to cum as his jaw slacks wide open. Flashes of white invade his vision, everything around him becomes to fade into a blur. That’s when it all gets abruptly ripped away from him, soon as your hand withdraws his cock he opens his eyes again. His lips quivered in devastation, feeling as though he could cry from this.

“W-why’d you stop?” He whines out of frustration, wanting so badly to cum all over your hand.

The sight of him made you so incredibly turned on. Obsessed with the mess you’ve created so far, his flushed, rosy cheeks with drool seeping down his chin, his precum has leaked out everywhere.

You don’t answer, only chuckling at his misery. It’s fun to play with him, see how far you can push him in getting to do whatever you want.

“Want me to suck your cock, hmm? Say pretty please and I’ll make you feel so good.” Never breaking eye contact as you say it, getting off on the fact you have all the control and he’s totally helpless in your hold.

Felix is reluctant to speak at first, but he chokes up the courage to stutter out a plea, “P-pretty please.. Noona please...” lifting his hips just to feel something— you aggressively force them back down with your hand.

A devilish smirk forms across your face, you didn’t know he was the type to call you that. You want to reward him even more but only if he can be good and does everything exactly your way.

“Don’t cum ‘til I say you can. Got it?” You flash a look that’s anything but merciful, getting a rush from this dominant role you happen to take on surprisingly well.

He nods obediently, understanding what the consequences may be if he doesn’t listen. He wants to try his best to please you in any way he can, it’s the least he can do when you’re the one doing most of the work.

Wrapping your lips around his tip, you feel him twitch instantly inside your mouth, opening just a bit to swirl your tongue along his member. His cock feels slightly sore from being edged once before, gasping when he feels the plushness of your lips on him. Sinking further down, you fully take his length in your mouth now, head bobbing up and down to get the entirety of his cock down your throat. Felix couldn’t move, think, let alone breathe properly— he’s so far gone that the only thing consuming his mind is you.

“Like getting your cock sucked baby?” You coo, bringing your hand to gently caress his balls, making him cry out even more.

He only frantically nods in response, too weak and too lost in the feeling to speak, “Mmm…” he mumbles, he’s so close but he can’t cum, he has to resist the urge but it’s so difficult. There’s no way he’s going to be able to keep this up for much longer.

“Use your words Lixie,” suddenly pulling away from his balls, “or else I’m going to stop again.”

He’s back to being whiny again, not wanting to be edged so cruelly like last time, he finally chokes out a reply, “Y-yes.. I love it.”

You really love the way he sounds, you could listen to him like this all day. Back to what you were doing previously, your mouth completely takes him in, lashes fluttering up at him while you’re doing the most unholy act there is. His brain goes fuzzy as he can’t get over how amazing this feels, broken moans escaping his throat from the warmth of your tongue enveloping his cock. Humming around him in response to his constant throbbing, Felix hisses from the vibrations throughout his body. He’s trembling with so many nerves hitting all once, it’s all so new to him; this might just be the most intense feeling he’s ever had.

“Nggh… gonna cum- can’t hold it anymore..” he meekly warns, tears roll down his face as it begins to be too much for him to bear.

You decide to let him this time, feeling a little sense of sympathy for a cutie pie like him. There’s always next time you can edge him and break him down until he babbles and cries even harder. Your core aches just thinking about all the fantasies you’ll bring to life soon, it’ll never be a boring day from now on.

“Go ahead baby, cum in my mouth,” you urge him to finish by going faster, sucking him off like your life depends on it.

He can feel the coil in his stomach tightening, pushing him to the edge as he’s thrashing around the bed, moaning and crying out all types of profanities. The last words he spoke before he came was pure gibberish, too busy focusing on his release shooting out— he lulls his head back into the pillow from exhaustion. He doesn’t think he’s ever came that hard in his entire life. His eyes rolled back as you greedily swallow his cum, still continuing to suck like he wasn’t mewling for you to stop. More of his load comes out as you keep going, milking every last drop of him until he’s all drained out and empty.

Finally letting go of his cock, you pull away as you make a loud ‘pop’ with your mouth, a thin string of saliva still connecting you to his crotch.

“You did so good for me Lixie,” you praise sweetly, coming up to kiss his pouty lips after you’d just sucked him dry. He kisses back immediately, getting a taste of his release on your tongue, “c’mere puppy,” you motion him to come along once you pull away.

He’s not sure what you have in mind but he follows anyway, blindly letting you boss him around at this point. Felix enjoys every second of it though, you may have unlocked something he never knew he needed.

Your hands run over his shoulders, “How ‘bout we run you a bath, yeah?” Your voice is as low and gentle as a whisper, sounding as though you didn’t just do those unspeakable things minutes ago. He’s more at ease you’ve turned into a sweeter, more compassionate version of yourself now, “I think my precious baby deserves it.”

- 完 ︎♡︎

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author's note. my very poor attempt on angst written in june 2023 LMAOOOOO enjoy!! (do not ask me why am i posting it now, i dont know either.)

making up after a fight - here !

┆彡 CHAN [ 찬 ]

chan couldn’t put a finger on it but there was something going on with you lately. from all of the people in the world he knew the best how life can get overwhelming sometimes. you were there for him during his hardships of being an idol… and a human being, in general.

and clearly, you were going through something too. but you didn’t say a word and even seemed to avoid him.

you arrived home late at night on one friday, a heavy sigh escaping your lips. chris is probably… working. so you you can easily sneak into your bedroom without him noticing you, right?

“y/n”

you turned around and saw him in the hallway, hair messed up and glass of water in his hand. his face lit up upon seeing you, however you could sense the weird tone of his voice.

“hi chris. i’ll go to sleep” you mumbled, taking off your shoes

“wait, can we talk? i know it’s late but i feel like nowadays we’re roommates, not a couple” he said. here it is. you let out another sigh

“i had a lot on my head today, can we not?” you grunted, leaving your bag on the floor.

“that’s the thing, y/n. there’s something going on and you just won’t tell me. and when we’re gonna talk when not now? you avoid me, let’s face it” chris continued, voicing out his worries. you knew.

“i’m sorry, okay? it’s just… i don’t want to talk right now and…” you pinched the bridge of your nose, earning a scoff from chan.

“you never want to talk, apparently. relationships are build on trust and communication. and i get the feeling you don’t trust me at all” his voice got a little louder but not to the range of shouting.

“listen, i–“ you started, genuine exhaustion feeling your body. you were afraid to snap and that’s the last thing you wanted to do. especially right now, especially at chris. but if it continues–

“i’m tired of your excuses, y/n! let me help you, talk to me, anything–“ chris pleaded and before you realised, it happened.

“can you shut the fuck up? i told you i’m tired! we’ll talk once you stop interrupting me for god’s sake!”

the realisation sank in as you watched chan’s features change with pain. his jaw tensed, eyes becoming cold.

“sure… i’m sorry. good night” he huffed, his steps leading him back to his studio.

your eyes watered, heart shattering into millions of pieces. you fucked up.

changing into your pyjamas you fell asleep on the couch, feeling like a burden in your own bed. your and chris’. and above all, you felt strange and empty, trying (and failing miserably) to fall asleep without him by your side.

┆彡 MINHO [ 민호 ]

you approached lino quietly, wrapping your arms around his waist from behind. he jolted a bit by your sudden appearance, the wooden spoon falling out of his hand.

“oh, sorry baby. how are you today?” you hummed when minho with a grumpy face grabbed the spoon.

“you’re so fucking clingy sometimes…” he grunted, causing your eyes to widen “get off me”

the coldness of his voice made you a bit scared, backing away. minho continued with his cooking task.

“like a literal baby, i swear. let me breathe for once, is this too much to ask for?” he snapped, not even looking at you.

you understood, of course you did. when you started dating minho he wasn’t too big on skinship but… he never spoke like that to you in general or about this.

“okay. i’m sorry” you mumbled, trying not to show how hurt you got by his words “i’ll be in the bedroom”

he didn’t even say anything. you held your tears and walked away, only letting them go once you were buried in your duvet.

┆彡 CHANGBIN [ 창빈 ]

you let out a deep sigh, massaging your temples. changbin was looking at you with straight face, the tense silence between you two constantly interrupted by your group chat exploding with notifications.

“y/n, for the millionth time. they don’t deserve you, they literally treat you like shit” he grunted, glancing at your phone and reading the last message “'y/nnie we’re sorry, the date just slipped my mind', are you kidding me? what kind of an excuse is that?”

the thing was that your friends stood you up, again. lately they do that all the time but you know that they’re busy, just like you.

“a normal one! do i have to remind you the times you forgot about our dates? or i did? we’re humans, we forget things. and they’re my friends, they wouldn’t stand me up! we already rescheduled for tomorrow” you hissed “stop talking shit about my friends!”

“i’m not!” changbin whined “it just pisses me off because they meet up without you! don’t tell me you don’t know that!”

“i don’t because they don’t do that! stop accusing them!” you yelled, surprised by yourself. changbin sighed, his tongue poking the side of his cheek

“fine. just don’t run crying to me when you get stood up again, probably tomorrow” he huffed, crossing his arms

“i won’t!” you grunted, grabbing your phone and walking away to your bedroom.

┆彡 HYUNJIN [ 현진 ]

your boyfriend came home, a loud slam of his bag hitting the floor lighting a red lamp in your head. there was no usual, cheerful “hi baby!” or “i’m home!” coming from him.

hyunjin stepped into the kitchen, ignoring you, and poured himself some water.

“hi hyune” you hummed, approaching him. he mumbled something incoherent back, eyes everywhere but on you. you sighed quietly, shaking your head “how was your day?”

“awful, i’m exhausted” he grunted, poking his cheek with his tongue

“i’m sorry to hear that… here’s some food, i grabbed it from work. let me just finish heating it up” you hummed, smiling softly “and later if you want we can watch a movie?”

“just… i need some time alone. i’m tired, y/n. i know you wouldn’t get it because i’m an idol, i dance and work for the whole day but i just need to rest, okay?” hyunjin grunted, making you halt.

“what do you mean i wouldn’t get it?” you frowned, turning your gaze at him

“you’re… well, you’re not an idol. can i just-?” he spat out, running out of patience.

“oh, so i can’t feel exhausted? i know that working as a cleaning lady is not as mighty as being an idol, but it’s tiring as well” you said slowly, trying not to lose your temper.

“yeah, sure” he scoffed.

your eyes widened, genuine hurt breaking your heart.

“i’ll eat it later, don’t mind heating it up” he grunted and before he waddled away to the bedroom, he heard your murmurs.

“it’s for me… and you don’t mind talking to a filthy cleaning lady later…”

┆彡 JISUNG [ 지성 ]

han was watching you for the past fifteen minutes, tongue poking the side of his cheek. you seemed to have fun while chatting with the other guy. way too much fun.

he just let out a sigh and took a sip of his drink. he hated it. he hated that he had to go to this party, that someone spilled a drink over him, that the food sucked and that you… you were ignoring him.

you let out a laugh and shook your head. the guy who you were talking to, beomgyu, patted your head with a grin.

suddenly you felt a hand on your arm, squeezing it. you turned around and saw jisung and his… tensed jaw.

“oh ji! i was wondering where you were! this is beomgyu, jeongin’s friend…” you smiled and beomgyu greeted your boyfriend with a happy smile

“we need to talk” han just grunted and walked away. you shrugged and beomgyu sent you a questioning look.

following jisung outside, where the weather wasn’t too pleasant, you rubbed your arms and enjoyed the silence.

“what’s up?” you asked, tilting your head.

“are you seriously asking me 'what’s up?'… y/n… you’ve been having the time of your life with that guy” he hissed, crossing his arms.

“beomgyu? what do you mean? we were just talking, that’s all” you scoffed, not fully understanding what he meant.

“please, y/n. you two were flirting! it’s unbelievable” he snarled, his voice raising dangerously.

“jisung, you know i only love you. i was just talking with him because he–“ you started

“cut the bullshit. it’s good to know you had fun at the party but i’m going home. have fun flirting with him” he bursted out, walking away

“jisung, what the fuck?!” you called but he didn’t stop “what do you want me to say? i… i seriously! you can ask him! i wasn’t saying anything–“

entering the room again filled his ears with music, jisung didn’t catch the way your voice broke down. legs leading him towards the exit, he noticed beomgyu watching him shocked.

┆彡 FELIX [ 필릭스 ]

you drummed your fingers on the table nervously, giving the waiter an apologetic look. he walked up to you, sighing.

“i’m sorry ma’am but if you’re not planning on ordering something i’ll have to ask you to leave…” he said. you nodded, grabbing your purse

“i understand” you said and paid for the two glasses of water you ordered earlier.

“i’m sorry” the waiter mumbled, causing blood to flow to your cheeks. you shook your head and left, dialling your boyfriend’s number for the seventh time this night.

“–yeah, i know, right?! what’s up, y/n?” felix answered, the voices in the background becoming quieter.

“where are you?” you asked bluntly, crossing your arms

“i’m at changbin’s, why?” he asked confused

“why? well maybe because i was waiting for you like an idiot for the past two hours? why didn’t you pick up your phone earlier?” you spat out, voice starting to shake

“what are you talking about?” felix grunted

“our date, felix! like the third one you missed because allegedly you were busy? are you doing this on purpose or what?” you huffed, sitting down on a nearby bench.

“i was busy, y/n! i admit, today i forgot but we made plans with guys earlier and i just…” he trailed off.

“you just forgot. again. i don’t have any more patience or strength for that, felix. don’t you see that? you’re prioritising work over me” your voice broke, nails digging into your knees “if it keeps happening–“

“y/n… don’t say that! you know i’m busy, i’m an idol! what did you expect?” felix scoffed.

“i expected my boyfriend to be present in my life, you know? i understand that you’re an idol, i respect that and i support it… i just wish you were there for me, felix. do you even know i got fired yesterday?” you asked and were met with silence “exactly. now… have fun at changbin’s, say hi to the boys. i’m not coming back tonight”

with that you hung up, chest thumping in your chest. well, you’re going to have a sleepover at your best friend’s… again.

┆彡 SEUNGMIN [ 승민 ]

you hummed happily, just getting off the phone with your mom. entering the kitchen you noticed seungmin with his glasses atop of his nose, reading something.

“hey, seungmo! do you have any plans on weekend?” you asked. he shook his head as a no “great! my parents are visiting, then”

he groaned, making you frown.

“what?” you asked, crossing your arms.

“again?” he finally looked up at you, fixing his glasses.

“what do you mean again? they visited us like, month ago!” you shook your head

“it’s just… tiring” he mumbled, playing with the hem of the paper he was reading

“tiring? they’re my parents, seungmin. and it’s hard for them too. they’re still getting used to living in korea, i know how that felt and besides, you should get used to it” you huffed

“okay, so? can’t you just go on your own? i wanted to practice, i could use some time alone” seungmin grunted. you bit your lip, looking down. did he just… did not like your parents? you couldn’t lie, it hurt you.

“fine. have fun then because i guess i’ll leave earlier, since you could use some time alone” you murmured

“are you angry at me?” he asked, some kind of mockery in his voice

“yeah, i am! do you not like them? why didn’t you tell me earlier?” the question made him scoff

“i just don’t feel like going, geez! just go, you’re being annoying today…” he grunted, reassuming his previous task.

you mumbled a soft oh and left your place right away, not bothering to pack. your parents have some clothes of yours at their place either way.

┆彡 JEONGIN [ 정인 ]

you watched jeongin text someone with a huge grin on his face, fingers quickly tapping against the screen of his phone. letting out a deep sigh, you reassumed watching the show.

“wait, why’d you start?” he asked suddenly, putting his phone away

“i asked you like, five times if i can start already” you grunted, not looking at him

“sorry, i was…” he hummed, hesitant “…texting someone”

“who was it?” you asked, not really caring about the weight of the question…

“no one important” he huffed. now, his answer made you confused. anxiety slowly creeping into your heart, you looked at him

“why’d you answer like that? i’m sure that person wouldn’t be too happy to hear that” you joked lightly. jeongin just shrugged, letting out an annoyed sigh. there was a sound of door opening somewhere in the dorm.

“can we just watch?” he asked coldly.

you fell quiet, mind racing with thoughts. if you think about it, you caught him texting and smiling like a teenage girl a couple of times this week. and he always quickly turned off his phone once you were near him. what was it?

“oh, hi you two!” you heard changbin’s voice. you turned around to wave at him and he waved back, then turning your eyes again at the screen “oi, jeongin-ah, did eunjeong text you back?”

your eyes widened upon hearing the name. eunjeong. jeongin’s ex.

you looked at him, his face immediately dropping. you sent a death glare to changbin that only now realised what he said. but that meant… he knew.

“you’re texting her? your ex?” you asked, crossing your arms. jeongin sighed, trying his best not to roll his eyes.

“and what if i am, geez! it’s not that serious, y/n” he grunted, looking at you.

“for me it is, jeongin. you know i have trust issues… and i don’t trust her, especially! besides, you told me you blocked her…?” you asked, heart racing abnormally fast.

“i lied, okay? because you’re so sensitive about everything, just like now! yes, i’m texting eunjeong and honestly, i don’t regret it! she’s fun, okay? we broke up on a good terms” he grunted. you stood up, walking away “where are you going?!”

“i need to think” you hissed, passing changbin by

“that’s exactly what i was talking about… god, such a crybaby over nothing” jeongin murmured, grabbing his phone.

before he could open up a chat with eunjeong, he heard a loud door slam.

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