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kxisuke · 2 years
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Hellooooo!! ヽ(”`▽´)ノ
FLUFF CLOUD IS BACK!! ☁️
Btw im just bought like 500 fonts for 40 cents so im gonna overuse them 😋💕
I‘ve been binge reading your fics just now and i remembered that you actually know i exist
Making me blush frfr (〃´ノω`〃)
Also how are you? (´υ`)
Are you okay? How‘s your mental health going?? Do you drink enough? What have you been doing lately?? 💗
Well.. these are just a few questions of mine
(´∀`)♡
If these are too personal, no need to answer them (๑ơ ₃ ơ)♥
I‘ve been curious and i actually ask everyone this cause i love pets (*’∀’人)♥
Do you have any pets??
I have a cat named Tofu, she‘s old but still cute (*´▽`*)
She‘s a Siberian cat and i love her sm 💞💞
I hope you‘re atleast alright ♡ॢ₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎
Have a good day/night :33 💞
omg hi!!! missed you a lot, love <3 it's been a while, but i'm doing pretty good! mental health is alright (it always could be better lmao) i am trying to drink lots of water every day and so far it's going pretty well, but i should probably work on eating a little more than i do at the moment 😅 how are you doing???
i haven't been up to much lately, just working a lot and then playing genshin in my free time :p you gotta love adulting 😉
i don't have any pets, though i do wish i had a cat or a dog....
but tofu???? that's a ridiculously cute name 🥰🥰 i'm sure she's the best cat ever~
i really hope you're doing well, and thank you for the message!! hearing from you always makes me feel so awesome you're so adorable :3
have a good day/night as well! sending you my love~ ♡
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kxisuke · 2 years
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I READ THE KINDA 4TH WALL BREAKER READER ONE, CAN I REQUEST CHUUYA ONE + FLAGS?? TAKE MY MONEY
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✧ REACTING TO SPOILERS- part 3
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✧ p. piano man, albatross, doc, iceman, lippmann
✧ tw. bsd manga spoilers!! angst angst and more angst
— a/n. it's not every day you see appreciation for this wonderous group ✋🏻 thank you for your request, i really enjoyed writing this and i hope you enjoy!!!
[part 1] [part 2]
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-> PIANO MAN
“Where are you off to?” You look up from your book as he gets ready to leave, quietly putting on his coat and shoes.  
“I was summoned by the boss. It’s urgent, so I need to leave now. Is that alright, dear?” Your heart sinks at his statement, and you immediately fly out of your chair, sprinting over to him and crashing into his chest. Your arms firmly wrap around him, holding him in place and you can barely hold back the tears that begin flowing down your cheeks. 
“Please... don’t go.” You sink down to your knees, bringing him down with you and sobbing into his chest.  
“Hey, hey. Why are you crying, beautiful?” Your vision is blurry as you look at him, and he gently cups your cheeks.  
“You can’t go... I can’t lose you.” He smiles softly, wondering what on earth you’re talking about. 
“I’m just going to a meeting with boss, that’s all. I’ll be back in no time.”  
“No! You don’t understand. Y-you won’t come back. You’re going to get hurt...” He chuckles quietly, wiping away your tears.  
“I’m strong enough, dear. I promise I'll come back, okay?” You won’t listen to him—you already know what’s going to happen—and you know full well he’s not coming back.  
“Please, just listen to me this once.” He shakes his head, helping you to your feet. 
“I need to go. My allegiance is to the mafia, and I can’t jeopardize that.” 
“Even if it means your life?” 
“You know me, I don’t go down without a fight.” You choke out a sob, and he pulls you into his embrace. “Stop worrying about me, y/n. I’ll be okay. It’s just a meeting.” Landing a soft kiss to your lips, he departs, and you sink to the ground, wishing you were strong enough to stop the disaster that’s about to happen. Images flash through your mind and you let out a cry of pain, your heart shattering into a million pieces as you feel your love slip from your fingers. 
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-> ALBATROSS
“Wanna see my motorcycle?” Albatross jumps up from behind you, already dragging you towards the garage. You smile softly, loving how passionate he is about his bike. 
“Sure!” It doesn’t first process in your mind the significance of this moment, but it eventually sinks in when he begins to explain his plans with it, his arm tight around your shoulders. 
“I was thinkin’ of giving it to Chuuya... dunno if he’ll like it though.” A silent tear rolls down your cheek, and you quickly wipe it away.  
“I think he’ll love it.”  
“Really?”  
“Mhm. He’ll use it a lot in the future, I'm sure of it.”  
Albatross beams and places a hand on his hip.  
“Huh. Didn't know he’d like it that much...” He stares at his bike for a little longer before turning to you. “Wait... how’d ya know he was gonna use it in the future?” 
“It’s just a guess.” You shrug casually, squeezing out from under his shoulder and approaching the shiny vehicle, gently running your hand over the smooth leather seat.  
“Are ya okay, baby? You look kinda sad...” You immediately look at him, shaking your head.  
“No, I'm okay. I’m just thinking about the future, that’s all.” He approaches you, snaking his hands around your hips and kissing your cheek.  
“You can talk to me about it, baby.” You only let out a tired sigh. 
“Not today. Maybe sometime in the future, when we’re grown up and have a family of our own.” You can feel him smile into your shoulder, his grip around you tightening. 
“I like the sound of that. It’s a deal, then.” You smile sadly and can feel your heart breaking into pieces as he pinky promises with you. 
“Lemme take you on a ride! Come on, come on!” His mood switches up immediately, and he tosses you a helmet. As he drives you through the night, your head resting on his back and arms tight around his torso, you wish you can stay like this forever. You can feel the weight of his promise, and your chest tightens. 
If only we did have a future together, Albatross.   
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-> DOC
He’s never really talked to you about his goals before, so he’s a little hesitant to ask. But he figures as the two of you are having tea in your living room, now is the perfect time to ask.  
“My goals?” You think for a moment about the question, quite unsure of the answer yourself. “I’m not entirely sure, babe. What about you? Do you still want to save 2 million people?” Doc almost chokes on his tea, looking at you with wide eyes. Immediately realizing what you said, butterflies erupt in your stomach. 
“I mean... um... that’s a common goal for a doctor, right? Like... it’s not like I know your personal goals... or um... anything.” Staring down into your tea, you hope he bought your ridiculously obvious lie.  
“Actually, that is still my goal. My question now is, how do you know that? I don’t recall ever sharing that with you.” 
Ah fuck, now I've really done it, you think to yourself. 
Looking up at him hesitantly, you can see in his eyes that he’s not mad or anything, he’s just curious. If anything, he’s fascinated that you were able to figure that out. Do you have an ability that allows you to do so? Or are your deduction skills just so incredibly spot on that you were able to even get the exact number of people he desired to save? 
“Umm... I don��t really know. I just guessed?” You shrug, and he feels the beginning of a smile tugging on his lips. 
“Okay then. Whatever you say.” 
“Just forget I said anything...” You laugh nervously before taking a sip of your tea, silently hoping that he’ll just drop it and change the subject. 
“I’ll let fate bring the answer to me, my dear.” He smiles over his cup, in such a way that it sends a small chill down your spine. You don’t doubt he’ll find out eventually, but you’ll cross that bridge when you get to it. 
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-> ICEMAN
“Hey~” You plop down next to him on the couch after a long day of working in the mafia, letting out an exhausted sigh.
“Hey there, love.” He leans over and captures your lips in a quick kiss. He hasn’t seen you all day, and he was quite happy to finally spend time with you.
“How was your day?
“It was alright.” You rest your head on his shoulder. “I managed to catch a group of assassins that wanted to take down Mori, so that was fun.”
“Oh that’s interesting.”
“Yeah. Though I do admit, taking out a small number will never compare to the record you hold.” Iceman eyes you curiously, wondering where that came from.
“What record?”
“Um, your kill record…?” You almost immediately notice your slip up, and you clamp a hand over your mouth.
“I mean… what record? I don’t know about any record.” He raises an eyebrow while eyeing you curiously, and you stare right back at him.
“Whatever you say, babe.” You smile innocently and he chuckles lightly. He knows you’re lying, there must be some way you found out, but he’s not going to push it.
“Sometimes I wonder what’s going on in that pretty head of yours.” He pokes your forehead and you jut out your bottom lip.
“Only thoughts about you.”
“Sure.” Pushing his shoulder, you let out a groan.
“Oh hush. You know it’s true."
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-> LIPPMANN
His hands snuck around your waist and his lips found yours again, mouth moving against your own. You’re situated in his lap, arms loosely around his neck as the two of you spend the evening together. It had been a while since you’ve been able to sit down and enjoy time with him, but even then you both seem to still have work business on your mind. 
“I wonder what everyone else is up to today... probably not anything productive,” you remark, resting your head on his shoulder. 
“It’s not like we’re being very productive either, sweetheart.” 
“Well, that’s different.” 
“Is it, now?” He kisses your cheek, tightening his embrace. 
“Hey Lippmann, do you think we’ll get anywhere? Like as a group?” Your voice is quiet and inquisitive, and he wonders what brought on the sudden change in mood.  
“I’d like to think so. We’re all stronger than we give ourselves credit for, and I think we’ll be able to fulfill our dreams of having a future together, me and you. Maybe settling down later and starting a family.” He kisses your head, and he can feel you smile into his shirt. 
“Yeah. I really hope that happens.” He can’t see the tears welling up in your eyes, nor can he feel your heart breaking at his hopeful dreams. For a moment you can see it, the both of you in the future, all grown up with the rest of the Flags. Talking. Laughing. Smiles on all your faces. And a small child in your arms, Lippmann pressing a kiss to your temple as you chat with everyone else over a meal.  
But then the reality of what’s really going to happen sets in, and you can’t help the small tears that begin to run down your cheeks. Lippmann immediately notices when the front of his shirt begins to dampen, and he pulls you out of his embrace so he can see you. 
“Sweetheart, why are you crying? Was it something I said?” You shake your head as his soft hands gently wipe away your tears. 
“It’s nothing. I’m just really happy to have met you.” He smiles, resting his forehead against your own. 
“Me too. I couldn’t have asked for anyone better to be a part of my life, y/n.” Kissing you once again, he pulls you to his chest.  
I just wish I could spend an eternity with you. 
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kxisuke · 2 years
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Heyy can you write how it would look when y/n met port mafia members by accident bc she burst into meeting room bc she didn’t know they had meeting in that moment and she is Moris wife, at the meeting were Black lizard squad, Koyo, Chuya, Akutagawa, Higuchi and Dazai who is her older brother
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✧ AN ACCIDENTAL MEETING
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✧ p. mori ougai
✧ tw. none, kinda spoilers?
— a/n. ahhh thank you for the request and for being so patient with me! this is kinda shorter than i wanted it to be tbh, but please enjoy!!
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The sounds of your angry footsteps echo through the empty halls of the Port Mafia Headquarters, and you silently vow you’re going to kill Mori as soon as you get your hands on him. How dare he leave poor Elise all alone in her room. You had walked in on the girl, who was quietly crying to herself among her crayons because he had just abandoned her without saying anything. Sure, she was being a little dramatic, but at the same time, he should have some care for the girl who's like his own daughter.  
“I’m gonna kill you, Mori. You better be in here.” You approach the giant doors to the meeting room, the last place to check on your list, fuming to yourself.  
You didn’t expect to walk into a whole strategy meeting, with Mori sitting at the head of the table. The whole Black Lizard Squad as well as a couple other members were also there, as expected, but the person you were not expecting to see was your older brother and long-time rival, Dazai.  
“Y/n?” Mori only has a second to respond to your intrusion before you have multiple weapons aimed directly at your face. You can feel the hint of a smile tugging on your lips at the defensive reaction from the Black Lizard Squad.
Maybe they are as good as Mori makes them out to be.
Reaching into your pocket, you swiftly pull out a knife of your own, hurdling it at Mori. He doesn’t flinch as it embeds itself in the top of his chair, millimeters away from his head. 
“Now, now, let’s not get hasty.” With a wave of his hands and a curt command, the weapons back down from your face. Your angry voice pierces through the room, prompting a smirk from Mori.  
“That’s for leaving Elise all by herself. You shouldn’t just abandon her without telling her, y’know.” He chuckles, gesturing to the various people in the room—all of whom are silent, watching this interaction. They have no idea who you are or what you’re doing here, attacking the head of the Port Mafia so casually. 
“Can’t you see I’m busy? Duty calls, love.” Reaching up and removing the knife still balancing over his head, he points it at you. 
“I’d like you to all meet my dear wife, y/n l/n. Treat her as you would treat me, and we won’t have any problems.” You can see the shock on Dazai’s face—and frankly the shock on everyone’s faces—as Mori introduces you.  
“So you’re the fabled ‘Black Lizard’ that Ougai is always talking about.” Scanning the room, you can immediately place who’s who based on the descriptions Mori has given you. Eyes landing on Chuuya, you size him up.  
“You’re shorter than I expected.” His mouth contorts into a scowl, and he starts towards you with anger in his eyes. 
“Why you...”  
“Chuuya.” Mori’s voice interrupts him, and he retreats back to his place, grumbling to himself. Almost skipping over to where your husband is sitting, you rest against the back of his chair, leaning over and landing a quick peck to his cheek.  
“You’re too hard on me, y/n.”  
“I only do it cause I love you.”
“Ugh, get a room.” You hear Chuuya and your brother making exaggerated gagging noises from where they’re standing next to each other. 
You glare at him before kissing Mori directly on the lips, snaking your hand onto the back of his head and gripping his hair. You can hear Chuuya groan and Koyo chuckle to herself. Higuchi’s a blushing mess, and the Akutagawa twins just stand and stare with what you can only guess is shock. Mori smiles into your lips, and when you finally take a breath for air, he pulls you into his lap, trying to contain his excitement of having finally officially introduced you into the mafia. 
“Now... let’s get back to business.” 
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kxisuke · 2 years
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Hey, so I was reading how bsd men react when you give them spoilers of their life, and I wanted to ask if you could do a part two with Atsushi, Akutagawa and some more charectors. Thanks
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✧ REACTING TO SPOILERS- part 2
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✧ p. atsushi, akutagawa, yosano
✧ tw. bsd manga/anime spoilers! kinda angst?
— a/n. honestly i didn't think that fic would blow up as much as it did, but thank you for the request! hope you enjoy this :3 more parts on the way? 👀
[part 1] [part 3]
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-> ATSUSHI NAKAJIMA
The tossing and turning from the person sleeping next to you jostles you awake, and you hurriedly rush to his side.  
“‘sushi. Wake up!” Shaking his shoulders, your heart aches seeing the pained expression on his face, murmurs of nothingness leaving his lips as he remains trapped in another nightmare. You’ve never been able to successfully wake him up out of one, and since he’s never mentioned them to you before, you don’t say anything in the morning.  
“Please wake up…” you hate seeing him like his, and wish with every part of you that he’d wake up just this once, because tonight’s nightmare seems worse than the ones before.  
Atsushi suddenly shoots upwards, startling you, breathing heavily and tears threatening to spill out of his eyes.  
“Atsushi. I’m right here. It’s okay.” You pull him into a tight hug, and he silently sobs into your shoulder. “Your nightmare seemed worse than normal tonight. Do you want to talk about it?” You already know his answer, but you decide to try the question anyway.  
“I’m sorry, I’m interrupting your sleep, please don’t worry about me.”  
“No, ‘sushi. I care about you. That’s why I’m awake.” Atsushi looks at you, and you can see in his eyes that he’s begging you to leave him because he thinks he’s not good enough for your love.  
You know exactly what he’s thinking, but you also know that he’s wrong.  
“It was the director again, wasn’t it.” You can tell your statement catches him off guard, his body stiffens in your embrace and he looks at you with wide eyes.  
“How do you know about the director?” 
“That’s irrelevant. I just want to help you forget about your past. You’re with me now, and I swear on my life that I will protect you from anything.” Atsushi’s confused, but he sort of understands.  
All you want is for his nightmares to stop. You can tell the affect it’s having on him and his work, he shows up some mornings with heavy lidded eyes, slightly swollen from crying, lack of sleep evident in the way he carries himself.  
“Please, y/n, don’t worry about me too much though, I don’t want to hold you down.” You press your lips against his, kissing him gently and resting your forehead against his own.  
“I love you, Atsushi. I love you so much and that’s why I will always care, okay?” 
“Okay.” You sit in each other’s arms for a moment longer, the silence comforting. Before Atsushi finally falls asleep again, you hear him murmur in your ear.  
“But how did you know about my past… I never told you.” You don’t answer, and he falls asleep seconds after he speaks his mind.  
Kissing his forehead, you cuddle into his chest and let out a satisfied breath.  
“I’ll tell you one day. But for now, have a good sleep.” 
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-> AKUTAGAWA RYUNOSUKE
“How's your sister doing?” the words leave your lips before your brain can even process what you just said, and you await an answer from Akutagawa, who’s sitting on the couch next to you. You couldn’t help yourself, Gin just fascinated you so much and you honestly really wanted to be friends with her.  
You were dating her brother, after all. 
“My... sister?” Ryu doesn’t really know how to answer, he’s never told you about his sibling, so how should you know that he has one? Maybe you just got confused and it was an accident. 
Screw it. You think. After all, I already slipped up so I might as well ask anyway. 
“Yeah, Gin? How’s she doing? It’s been a while since I've seen her around.”  
He’s completely at a loss for words. He understands the two of you are dating, but never has he mentioned his sister to you. He’s pretty sure he didn’t even tell her that you two were together. So there’s no reasonable explanation for how you know about Gin.  
“Uh... she’s... alright I guess. I haven’t seen her for a while now too. We've both been busy...” He narrows his eyes at you, and you strike a look of false innocence.  
“How do you know about Gin, y/n?” You shrug your shoulders, running full force with your lie.  
“I dunno. I just figured cause you guys look alike, you have similar personalities...” you keep rambling, listing things that the Akutagawa siblings have in common.  
“Alright, alright. I was just a little confused... that’s all.” He doesn’t really believe you, but he’ll let it slide for now because he trusts you enough to know you’re not hiding anything too severe from him. He also knows that one day you’ll explain to him what’s going on—you always do.  
“Okay!” You grab your empty mug from the table, springing to your feet and sprinting off into the kitchen. Your heart races as you start to mindlessly clean the small mess from earlier, and you wonder if Ryu bought your lie. You doubt it, but all the same you know he’s not going to push it.  
You just hope you don’t slip up again, otherwise he might just find out the truth. 
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-> YOSANO AKIKO
Sitting at her desk, Yosano quietly sifts through her paperwork, eyes occasionally drifting up to where you’re also at your desk, scribbling in your notebook, most likely out of boredom. The loud opening of the door startles everyone in the office, and Dazai along with Atsushi walk in. The pained expression on Dazai’s face is evident of some sort of injury, and Yosano sighs, standing as the two walk over.  
“My wrist... can you fix it?” Your head snaps up from your desk, quick enough to see Yosano stiffen, trying desperately to mask her emotions but you can see the swirling emotions in her eyes as they stay fixed on Dazai’s sprained wrist.  
“Fix it yourself.” You practically growl from your desk, looking at Dazai with anger.  
“But it hurts so bad, and Yosano-sensei can just use her ability, no problem.” You slam your fist on the desk, causing him to jump, and you stand. 
“I said no. Fix it yourself.” 
“Y/n-” Kunikida tries to reason with you, but you cut him off.  
“Akiko isn’t a machine. She's a human too and her only job isn’t to heal you. Especially when it’s just a stupid injury that you can fix yourself. If you were dying, sure, I might have pity on you, but right now? Go and bandage it up yourself.” Yosano looks over at you, wondering why you’re getting so defensive about something she’s never mentioned to you. She can feel the heavy weight of the butterfly clip in her hair, and she turns away from Dazai.  
“Y/n’s right.” She expertly hides the shaking of her voice while she speaks, keeping her emotions well in check. “Just bandage it, make sure it’s tight enough that it holds the wrist in place, and don’t use it. It should heal in a week or so.” 
“But-”  
“No buts. Go.” Yosano points to the med room and Dazai sulks away, Atsushi following close behind. The office goes quiet, everyone surprised at your sudden outburst. You walk over to her desk and offer your hand.  
“Let’s go talk for a bit.” She willingly accepts, and you take her up to the roof. The both of you sit quietly for a moment, watching the clouds slowly move across the sky, before she finally speaks.  
“How did you know?” You continue to look forward, letting out a relaxed sigh. 
“That doesn’t matter.” Reaching over, you grasp her hand, giving it a squeeze. “You weren’t made to just heal people. You’re human, just like the rest of us. And I think it’s hard for people to realize that because your ability is so easy to exploit.” You finally turn to look at her, leaning in and kissing her cheek. 
“The only thing you need to know is that I love you for who you are as a person, Akiko. Not for your ability, as useful as it can be at times.” She smiles shyly, resting her forehead on yours.  
“I love you too, and thank you.” 
“If you ever need to talk about your past, don’t hesitate to come to me.” 
“I’ll remember that.” 
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kxisuke · 2 years
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hello!! omg \(*T▽T*)/
TYSM FOR WRITING MY REQUEST!!
also.. IM VERY SORRY I WROTE A REQUEST EVEN THO YOUR REQUEST WERE CLOSED (๑-﹏-๑)
It was like really late and i wanted to find a haikyuu fanfic with a mtf reader and i didnt find anything which made me upset |・-・)
So i just looked at my fav haikyuu fanfic writers and i DID NOT LOOK IF YOUR REQUEST WERE OPEN... 😭
i literally just wanted a mtf reader fanfic at that point... (T^T)
OH FORGOT TO MENTION IM FLUFF CLOUD ☁️
Yeahh.. im really sorry.. (pls forgive me)
(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ ⌑ ᵒ̴̶̷⸝⸝⸝)✨
I LOVED THE FANFIC SM!! 💗💗🫶
It made me feel all warm and tingly
(՞っ ̫ _՞) (i love you sm bro)
I FEEL SO COMFORTED FR 😭💗
i literally dont know what i was onto that night.. Im sorry i didnt came up for a better name (fluff cloud is so basic)
Also that i only read fluff was a lie.. i thought it would be a good excuse for my basic name.. (IM SORRY 10x)
ILYSM!! 💗💗😭🫶
awe don't worry about it ❤ it makes me so glad to hear you enjoyed it, and just getting another message from you is making me grin like an idiot rn ☺ i'm just happy that you're happy!
i love you lots~ have an amazing rest of your day and take good care of yourself!!! hope you decide to stop by again ❤❤
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kxisuke · 2 years
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Kuroo x Mtf tall shy reader fluff where reader comes home exhausted because of work and Tetsuro wants to comfort the reader by giving reader a bath, pecks and kisses and cuddles ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎⊹
This is my first time doing a request and im so NERVOUS onggg....😭😭
I have no creativity whatsoever Sooo...
Also I will not be upset if you have no interest in writing this
Kind of....
But I wouldn’t be mad ₍ᐢ‥ᐢ₎ ❤︎︎
I Love And Live for your writings and i’ve been searching for a Haikyuu x Mtf reader, but I can’t find anything ᵕ᷄≀ ̠˘᷅
Call me “fluff cloud ☁️“ by the way (●’��’●)ノ I hope to request again!!
My name is fluff cloud ☁️ cause I only read fluff ( ᴗ ̫ ᴗ )
Ok bye now (fr) -☁️ \(^ω^\)
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✧ A LONG DAY
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✧ p. kuroo tetsurou x mtf reader
✧ tw. none, just fluff!
✧ wc. 816
—a/n. awe this request is so sweet!!! sorry for the long wait fluff cloud, and i hope you enjoy this and have a wonderful day! ♡ (also, I wasn’t really sure how to write this in a way that included a mtf reader because I’ve never done it before but I tried my best so I hope it’s okay. I mostly write my fluff fics using a gender neutral reader :) feel free to leave me a message in my ask box if I missed something or how I can be more inclusive :3)
:art credits:
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“I’m home...” your tired voice echoes through the silent house, and you can hear a faint bustling from the bedroom. Placing your bags down at the door you let out a heavy breath.
Your heart ached and all you wanted was to be held by your loving boyfriend.
“How was work today, babe?” Kuroo peeks his head around the corner, moving forward to pick up your bags. He immediately notices your slouched posture and heavy-lidded eyes, swiftly hanging your bags and pulling you to his chest. 
“Hey, hey... did something happen today?” You shake your head at his comment, but he continues to look at you with concern. 
“No, I'm just really tired for some reason, that’s all.” He doesn’t hesitate to tug on your arm, guiding you gently towards the bedroom.
“Well lucky for you, I went out to the store today and bought some epsom salts since I know you like them so much. They're in your favorite scent too. I thought we could use them eventually, but it seems that time is sooner than later.” The smallest of smiles appears on your face, and you nod. 
“I would really like that. Thank you.” 
“No worries, my love. I’ll get that started, and can you get changed? It won’t take long.” He rushes off, and you can hear the bathtub running a few seconds later. Slowly getting out of your work clothes, you wrap a soft towel around your body, sitting on the edge of the bed and waiting. Kuroo comes out only moments after you’re ready, and he ushers you into the bathroom.
The light scent in the bathroom immediately begins to calm you and Kuroo respectfully takes your towel, helping you into the tub. He tries not to let his eyes linger for too long on your form, reminding himself that’s it’s your day to rest. Sinking into the warm water, you let a sigh escape your lips at the feeling, your skin tingling and muscles relaxing. 
“Is that warm enough for you?” 
“Mhm. It’s perfect.” You close your eyes, resting your head on the back of the tub.
“Okay, I'm gonna go now and give you some time to yourself, but-” you interrupt him, reaching out to try and stop him from leaving.
“No, please stay.” You can see the happiness in his eyes and the smile pushing its way onto his lips when you ask him, and he pulls out a stool and plops down next to you, leaning his arms on the side of the tub. You shut your eyes again, simply enjoying his company, and he stays silent, resting his head on his arms, quietly watching you.
“You’re so beautiful, you know that, y/n?” He whispers, and you can’t help the blush that appears on your cheeks. You open one of your eyes to look at him, and you catch the sweet smile on his face. You flick a little bit of water in his direction, and he laughs. 
“Awe come on!” He leans over and kisses your forehead before sprinting out of the bathroom as you fling more water his way. You can hear him laughing from behind the door, and you sink down into the warm water, trying to force down the smile tugging at your lips. 
After getting out of the bath, Kuroo has your comfy clothes laid out on the bed, and you can hear him moving around in the kitchen. Coming back into the room, he’s holding two mugs of hot tea.
“Here, babe.” He puts the mugs down before taking off his hoodie and handing it to you. He knows how much you like wearing his clothes, and your heart warms at the gesture. As soon as you pull on the sweater that smells like home, Kuroo showers your face with kissess, pulling you towards the nicely made bed.
“You worked so hard today, love. Let’s just relax for a bit. I made some of your favourite tea and we can watch some tv if you want too.” 
“Thank you, Kuroo. I really appreciate everything.” You kiss him softly on the lips, and you can feel the happiness radiating off of him. 
He sits on the bed and pats his lap, encouraging you to join him. You don’t hesitate for a second, crawling onto the bed and resting in his lap. Because you’re a little taller than him, you stretch out your legs and rest the back of your head against his chest. After he pulls a blanket over the two of you, he hands you your cup of tea, kissing the top of your head. 
“Do you want to watch anything in particular?”
“No, anything is alright. I’m just happy to be with you.” You shut your eyes, resting against his chest and listening to the steady beating of his heart. 
“I love you y/n. So much. I’m so lucky to have you with me.”
“I love you too, Kuroo. Thank you for staying with me.”
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kxisuke · 2 years
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another psa for all those interested:
i will try and be more online these days and i have started work on the requests i have received. thank you for being so patient with me, and i'm excited to do some more writing :) i love you all and appreciate all the messages and support i'm getting~
Hey! just a little psa to everyone who follows me:
My requests are currently closed! I appreciate the new requests sent in yesterday but I have a lot going on in my life right now so I can’t work on them at the moment or in the foreseeable future. I hope one day I will be able to finish them, but for now they won’t get completed for a while :(
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kxisuke · 2 years
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Hey! just a little psa to everyone who follows me:
My requests are currently closed! I appreciate the new requests sent in yesterday but I have a lot going on in my life right now so I can’t work on them at the moment or in the foreseeable future. I hope one day I will be able to finish them, but for now they won’t get completed for a while :(
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kxisuke · 2 years
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Hii I hope the request is this open but if it's can I request How bsd boys will react when the reader bite their neck and leave hickeys?(sorry for the grammar)
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✧ GIVING THEM HICKEYS
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✧ p. dazai osamu, chuuya nakahara, ranpo edogawa, fyodor dostoevsky
✧ tw. nsfw content! minors DNI
— a/n. this request gave me butterflies if i'm being honest :3 thank you for your request, and enjoy!!
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-> DAZAI OSAMU
He loves it when you mark his skin, it makes him feel like he’s your property, and it just gets him going 
He wants you to leave them anywhere and everywhere, but his favourite place is on his collarbone 
He will leave just as many marks on you, on your neck, the insides of your thighs, and on the soft skin of your stomach 
But he’s absolutely in love with the feeling of you sucking and biting on his skin, gasps leaving his lips as his hands tangle in your hair 
“Ah~ just like that… I’m all yours, princess” 
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-> CHUUYA NAKAHARA
He was against it at first, arguing that because he was the top, he was only allowed to give you hickeys  
But one night after the two of you drank a little too much, he finally let you do it 
And he’s been hooked since 
He loves it when you leave marks on his neck, slightly peeking over his shirt so people can just barely see it 
Other than that, you don’t usually have any noticeable marks, other than the slight bruises on your wrists but that’s another story 
“You’re so pretty, love. I want everyone to know I belong to you.”  
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-> EDOGAWA RANPO
He wants you to leave them all over his body, his neck, his shoulders, his stomach, his thighs, you name it, he wants you to leave a hickey there 
He likes it best though when you’re sucking him off, and leave marks on his thighs and on his lower stomach 
It just really gets him riled up, and you can tell by the way his voice gets louder, the sweet sounds leaving his lips telling you how much he likes it 
He loves marking you up just as much, and you often always find yourself with a hickey or two on your neck or collarbone 
“Please… r-right there— more, give me more…” 
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-> FYODOR DOSTOEVSKY
He’s never really been a fan of you leaving hickeys on him… he’d much rather cover you in marks, but he’ll let you do it once or twice 
His hands would be on your waist as you’re sitting in his lap, your lips on his skin and filthy sounds threatening to spill out of his mouth 
Being the man he is, he doesn’t want anyone to see them, but when he’s alone with you, he doesn’t mind wearing a looser fitting shirt, the marks on his neck and collarbone prominent, making your stomach turn with excitement. 
He actually quite enjoys it, and on occasion he’ll let you do it again if he’s feeling up to it 
“M-maybe this isn’t so bad after all, I could get used to this…” 
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Okay I was reading some of your work and I really like it and I was wondering what happens if the reader was reincarnated into the show and they know what's happening. Then they meet their favorite characters like dazai, chuuya, ranpo, kunikida and fyodor but they know what's gonna happen but they slipped out the spoilers. How would they react to it?
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✧ REACTING TO SPOILERS
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✧ p. dazai, chuuya, ranpo, kunikida, fyodor
✧ tw. slight bsd manga spoilers! angsty a bit in chuuya's + kunikida’s part??
— a/n. thanks for the request and being so patient! i hope this was what you were looking for, and i quite enjoyed writing this :3 have a good day!!!
(i kinda ran out of ideas at fyodor's part i apologize T-T)
[part 2] [part 3]
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-> DAZAI OSAMU
“It would be handy right about now if we could see into the future by just a couple of seconds!” Ranpo whispers from across the room. “Then we would be able to see when Kunikida comes back so we don’t get caught slacking off.” 
“That would be so handy.” You’re currently shuffling through the piles of paperwork on your desk, absentmindedly sorting while entertaining Dazai who’s sitting at your desk with you. 
“If only Oda was here… then maybe he could help us.” You muttered under your breath, not noticing Dazai stiffen from where he’s sitting next to you, having accidentally heard your statement. 
The door opens and everyone scrambles about as Kunikida walks back into the office, eyeing everyone suspiciously as you all pretend to be working. 
Later that night, Dazai comes into your shared bedroom, climbing into bed and wrapping his arms around you, nuzzling his head into your shoulder.  
“Y/n…” he says quietly, poking you in the cheek. 
“Yes, Dazai?” You look over at him in the dark, and see his usually calm eyes glistening with tears. Cupping his cheeks, you give him a soft kiss.  
“What’s wrong? Why are you crying?”  
“How do you know about Odasaku?” You freeze at his question, unsure of how to respond. 
“I... I can’t tell you.” You can see the confusion and sadness swirling in his eyes, tears silently rolling down his cheeks. The only thing you can really think to do is pull him close to you, kissing his forehead as he quietly cries into your chest. 
“Just know that you can talk to me about it anytime, okay? You shouldn’t have to keep your emotions to yourself.” He retracts from your embrace, sniffling and wiping his tears away with the back of his hand. 
“Then you have to promise me one thing.” 
“I’m listening.” 
“Before I die, you have to tell me how you know about him.” You let a small smile appear on your face and you allow him to take your hand in his.  
“I promise. Now let’s get some sleep.” 
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-> CHUUYA NAKAHARA
The sudden change in your behaviour was noticed by Chuuya, and he was almost nervous to ask about it. It seemed as if you remembered something that you wanted to forget. He could see it in your eyes, the hurt, the pain, it wasn’t anything to be taken lightly.  
“Are you alright, y/n?” You looked up at him, and Chuuya could see the tears brimming in your eyes, and you shook your head, trying to deny any of the thoughts that were spinning in your head. He immediately pulled you close to him, resting your head on his chest as tears fell silently from your cheeks. You know you shouldn’t say anything, but the splintering pain in your heart was too much to handle.  
“Chuuya,” you spoke softly, voice partially muffled by the fabric of his shirt, “how long can you hold your breath for?” The question caught him completely off guard, and he didn’t see any reason you’d need to be upset about something so simple. 
“Uh, long enough. Who do you think I am?” 
You didn’t believe him. 
“I know you can’t do it for that long. You don’t have to lie to me.” 
Chuuya didn’t really know what to say. He doesn’t know where these emotions are coming from, or how to comfort you.  
“Why does it matter so much?” He says as his hand rubs small circles on your back. “It’s not like I’m gonna need that skill anytime soon. So why are you so upset? This isn’t like you.” Your hand balls into a fist, and you fight back the urge to scream. You can’t say anything, it’s not right for you to play God and change natural events to your benefit. But you can’t sit back and watch. 
“Because you die, alright?” Chuuya can hear the anger and hurt in your voice, before you break down into sobs. “And I can’t let that happen.” 
“What?” He’s totally taken aback. It isn’t every day that the person he loves and cares about more than anything in the whole world tells him that he’s going to die. And how do you know this? Do you have some secret ability that you haven’t told him about? But you’d never lie to him, right?  
“I’m sorry,” you whisper between choked sobs. “I shouldn’t have said anything.” Chuuya takes a breath, deciding how to approach this situation. 
“Can you tell me how you know this?” You shake your head. 
“I can’t. But please… just trust me.” Chuuya kisses your forehead, still processing this information.  
“Alright. I’ll trust you. But don’t fret about this. I promise you aren’t going to lose me. I’d never do that to you. Do you understand?” You nod again, and Chuuya wipes the tears from your cheeks.  
“Good.” He pulls you up from the couch, holding your hand in his, and walks you to the kitchen. “Let’s have something to eat, then we can watch something on TV to get your mind off this?”  
“Okay. That sounds good.” 
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-> RANPO EDOGAWA
You were sitting at your desk, stuffing your face full of snacks courtesy of your beloved Ranpo, who had some stocked up for you in case of emergency. Your fingers loosely sifted through paperwork, disinterested, as you waited for something exciting to happen. You watch as Ranpo moves across the room, approaching where you’re sitting before handing you a sheet of paper. 
“What’s this?” You ask, voice partially muffled by the food in your mouth. 
“The invitation I got earlier, remember? Yosano and I just got back.”  
“Oh yeah. The game of deduction. How’d it go? It was from Poe, right? The locked room murder?” Ranpo raises a questioning brow.  
“Yeah… how’d you know?” Your eyes widen briefly but you manage to keep your composure, winking at him.  
“Just my powers of deduction, you could say.” Chuckling nervously, you mentally curse yourself for letting that slip out. Ranpo, on the other hand, is just confused. Even his deductive skills aren’t that good that he can just know something without any evidence.  
“Oh, okay.” He goes quiet for a moment and you both sit awkwardly, unsure of what to say. He reaches over and stuffs his hand in your bag of snacks, breaking the silence. 
“You don’t have to lie to me, y/n. How did you know? Are you secretly working with the Guild or something?” You immediately shake your head. 
“No no no not at all… I just… know.” You avoid looking him in the eyes, afraid he might figure out your secret. “Just… forget about it. Pretend I didn’t say anything, alright?” He looks at you, debating whether or not he’ll forget that easily, but he eventually sighs.  
“Fine. Do you swear you’re not working with the Guild though?” You take his hand and can look at him with certainty.  
“Yes. I swear.” 
“Okay good.” He swoops down and kisses your cheek and grabs another snack, sitting down next to you. 
“One day you’ll have to tell me though. There’s no way your deductive powers best mine.” 
“Alright, one day.” 
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-> KUNIKIDA DOPPO
“Is everything alright?” You ask quietly as Kunikida basically collapses on the couch after coming home. You sit down next to him, placing the two hot cups of tea on the coffee table and remove the his notebook he placed over his eyes. You can see a hint of sadness in his eyes, but he forces a small smile on his lips.
“I’ll be fine. Just a rough day, that’s all.” 
“You can talk to me about it, okay? I know something’s bothering you.” He looks over at you before slowly pulling you into a hug, his head resting atop of your own. 
“There was this girl, young, and I barely was able to save her. If it wasn’t for Yosano, I wouldn’t have been able to do it.” You can feel his voice starting to shake, and he takes a deep breath.
“I just don’t like not being able to save everyone, you know?” You look up at him reassuringly, kissing his cheek. 
“One day…” Your mind briefly flashes to the events that are to follow this moment, tears welling up in your eyes.
“Y/n? What’s wrong?” You shake your head, muttering under your breath.
“Nothing. I’m okay.” He can tell you’re lying, the tears slowly falling down your cheeks giving it away. Taking your one hand in his, he brushes your tears away.
“Tell me.”
“One day…” you take a breath. “You aren’t able to save someone. And it destroys us all.” Kunikida pulls you to his chest and you steady your breathing.
“That’s okay. I had a feeling that would happen.” Your voice is quiet, but Kunikida can hear a sliver of hope in your tone.
“But one day, you’ll be able to save everyone. It might be hard, and you won’t always be able to do it. But you’ll be able to save everyone that counts. I promise.”
“How do you know that for certain? You can’t read the future, can you?”
“Just trust me, okay?” Kunikida rests his chin on your head and wraps his arms around you, not a common action from him, but he feels it to be fitting as the both of you sit in silence for a second before he finally speaks again.
“Okay. I trust you.”
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-> FYODOR DOSTOEVSKY
“Do you know about my ability, love?” Fyodor’s question almost surprises you, and you answer without hesitation, eyes not moving up from the book you’re reading. 
“Yeah, it’s Crime and Punishment, right? I’m not one hundred percent sure about the minute details yet, but it allows you to kill people just by touching them.” Taken aback slightly, Fyodor takes a slow sip from the cup of tea in his hands.  
“Uh, yeah. That's right.” You look at him, a little confused at his hesitant voice, before you realize you slipped up. 
“Um, I mean... I- I don’t really know like... that was just a guess, I'm not entirely sure.” Trying to cover up your mistake, you stumble over your words, Fyodor’s eyes narrowing at your reaction. 
“How do you know that? I haven’t told anyone about my ability yet, as to not put myself at a disadvantage. I trust you enough, but I don’t recall ever informing you.” 
“Uh, it’s complicated. Trust me though, I promise I'm not against you. I just... know.”  
“Does your ability allow you to see other’s abilities?”  
“No, not at all.” 
“Then how do you know?” You can sense the pushiness of his questions, and doubt starts to form in your stomach. You wish he’d just stop asking you how you know because you can’t tell him. 
“I just do. Let’s just leave it at that, okay? I don’t want to talk about this anymore.” You can tell he doesn’t believe you and that he wants to know more, but he goes silent. 
“Promise me you’re not betraying me and working behind my back?”  
“Yeah, I promise. I'd never do something like that to you.” He stares at you for a second, trying to detect any hints of a lie, but you’re being completely truthful. 
“Fine. I won’t forget about this though, alright?”  
“I’m still not gonna tell you how I know, no matter how much you ask me.” He takes another long sip of his tea, shaking his head, a small smile playing on his lips. 
“You’re no fun.” 
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kxisuke · 2 years
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Hey, I just read Alone (Aone). I want to tell you that it was well written, the story made me tear up😭 I searched up angst and didn’t think I would tear up!😤 apologize
Awe omg I’m so happy to hear this… and glad I got you to tear up >v< I actually wrote that so long ago I genuinely forgot about it, but thanks for bringing it back to memory :)
I sincerely apologize for your tears though… kinda 😉
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kxisuke · 2 years
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Hi ;-; where masterlist
Hey! I will link it here, but you can always find it in my navigation :3
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kxisuke · 2 years
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How would the bsd men feel if we smack their ass like:
Dazai would lose one more reason left to continue life
He would attempt to get you back
And fail
Miserably
You swore you could hear him behind you
PLEASE CONTINUE THIS ITS MIDNIGHT AND I LOOK SCKRUNKLY
OMG IM CRYING ANON THIS IS A WONDERFUL IDEA
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✧ BSD MEN WHEN YOU SMACK THEIR ASS
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✧ p. dazai osamu, chuuya nakahara, ranpo edogawa, kunikida doppo
✧ tw. none (just ass smacking as a joke), some language
— a/n. this was honestly the best thing i could have woken up to this morning. thank you for making me smile, anon!!
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-> DAZAI OSAMU
like you mentioned, he would just crumple to the ground in humiliation and lose every fiber of his will to live
he immediately starts plotting his revenge
i mean, he HAS to get you back there's no other option in his mind
he tries... many times
and fails.
he never actually ends up catching you, but you occasionally find him trying to sneak up on you
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-> CHUUYA NAKAHARA
the scream that came out of chuuya's mouth will never compare to anything else you've heard in your life
you literally need to run for your life, cause he will chase you around, yelling profanities at you
he catches you after at least 15 minutes of hide-and-seek, and tackles you to the ground
this man is ENRAGED
though he does have to admit, hearing you laugh like this is making him quite happy
BUT he still has to get you back
he helps you up, and makes it seem like he's over it, before landing the hardest slap he can manage onto your ass, and it makes you almost fall over
he chuckles to himself as he walks away, and you swear to get him back one day.
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-> RANPO EDOGAWA
lets out the cutest yelp and you die inside just a little bit
fr cries actual tears
this causes you to feel bad, so you walk back over to him (you had attempted to run away, thinking that he’d chase after you)
you begin to console him, furiously apologizing and showering his face with kisses
you didn’t expect his tears to miraculously dry up and disappear, and for him to quite literally pull a wrestling move on you so you’re trapped under his body
“bet you weren’t expecting this, y/n~”
gets you right back, and you lay on the ground in defeat as he walks away, humming to himself (clearly proud of his victory)
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-> KUNIKIDA DOPPO
the way he stiffened when you smacked him right on the ass-
you swear you can hear Dazai howling with laughter somewhere in the background
he turns around and looks at you with such a confused gaze, unsure if he wants to believe what you just did
thinks he’s actually dreaming, so he pinches himself
of course he’s not dreaming, so he turns around, looks at you again, before grabbing his notebook and chasing after you, fully prepared to beat your head in for what you just did
he never actually catches you though, and you can still sometimes hear him muttering to himself about how dumb you are
(you know he still loves you tho)
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kxisuke · 2 years
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bsd men (anyone of ur choice :D) when reader says it’s "small" as a joke but they take it seriously LMAOAOAOA
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✧ BSD MEN WHEN YOU SAY IT’S ”SMALL”
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✧ p. dazai osamu, ranpo edogawa, chuuya nakahara, fyodor dostoevsky
✧ tw. sexual references
— a/n. i think this is by far the funniest request i’ve received, and i am all for it :D thank you so much anon for your request, and hope you enjoy this!!
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-> DAZAI OSAMU
• You should have seen how fast this man’s head spun around when he heard you say that. You’re surprised he didn’t break his neck. • Immediately, he’s standing in front of you, fingers lifting up your chin ever so slightly, and you can’t seem to read his emotions. • He’s not afraid to show you exactly how wrong you are • Pinning you back against the kitchen counter, he would laugh quietly to himself while closing the distance between the two of you. • Takes you right then and there, at a mouth watering pace. Even though it was a joke, you can tell he took it seriously by how hard he’s treating you
“Its small, huh? Then how come it has you screaming like that, love?”
-> RANPO EDOGAWA
• The poor baby :( • You’re both sitting on the couch, and he lets out a whine and you swear you can see him tearing up • You immediately tell him it’s a joke, but he doesn’t want to hear it. • He pulls you on top of him and buries his head in your chest, fake sobbing into your breasts. • He secretly vows to prove his worth and show you that you’re wrong about him. • Why would he let you tell him what he’s like? He’s the boss, after all. • You assume he forgets about it for the rest of the day, because he doesn’t bring it up again. • But when you’re going to get ready for bed, he pushes you down and hungrily kisses you.
“You’re wrong about me, princess. Let me show you exactly how good I can make you feel.”
-> CHUUYA NAKAHARA
• He already hates being teased about his height by other people • So when you make the joke, he isn’t very impressed • He doesn’t really know what to say, other than to let a scowl spread across his mouth for a brief moment • It was replaced quickly by a smirk because he knew exactly what he could do with this opportunity. • He didn’t hesitate for a second to push you down on the couch, his knee sliding in between your legs, spreading them apart for him. • His lips are just a whisper away from your own, and he’s making your heart race a million miles an hour in pure expectation.
“You really think so? How about we test that out, dear.”
-> FYODOR DOSTOEVSKY
• Is genuinely offended • He didn’t really see through the joke at first, and stared at you for a good 30 seconds with an “are you serious?” face. • Then it finally clicked in that you were only joking • He didn’t think it was very funny though • He forgets about it for a good 5 minutes when you disappear to go make some tea, but it immediately comes back to him when you sit down on the couch next to him • He carefully takes the hot cup of tea out of your hands, placing it on the table before intertwining your fingers with his • Pulling you onto his lap, he pushes his hips upward so you can feel the large bulge in his pants, lips turning up into a sly smile when he sees your eyes widen.
“Why so surprised, baby? I thought you said it was ‘small’?”
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kxisuke · 2 years
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i was wondering if you're shadowbanned or something because i barely see you on my dash or is it just me :(
I was shadobanned for a bit… i think it was a couple weeks ago now? Thats weird that I’m not coming up on your dash anymore, and i hope it gets fixed <3
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kxisuke · 2 years
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Hi uh I don't want to sound rude but you got diabetes a bit wrong in your request you see there are three types of them that you can get.
Diabetes Type 1 - a type where anyone can get it but usually during childhood, it's caused by the pancreas (the organ that makes juices to break down food) for some reason deciding to no longer make insulin for the body, it's beloved to happen by the body's immune system attacks and destroys the cells in the pancreas that make insulin.
Diabetes Type 2 - is a type that typically happens in overweight people but it can just as well occur in healthy weighted people too and especially if it's common in your family, it's caused by basically overloading the body with sugar usually, it causes the pancreas to not make enough insulin and for the body to be more insulin resistance and insulin can't get into the bodies cells, this blood sugar level rises.
Gestational Diabetes - happens in pregnant women, it happens by the body does not make enough insulin during pregnancy because of the hormones made by the placenta, it typically goes away after birth but if it stays then it now types 2, but even if it does go away the woman must be careful as that is a sign that type 2 could happen later in life.
Sorry to just dump this on you but there's been a lot of misunderstanding with diabetes so u just wanted to clean the air, there's probably stuff I missed but hopefully tho explains it to you.
Hey! Don’t worry about dumping this on me, I had a feeling I was going to get some sort of comment or message about that post I made.
As someone who doesn’t have diabetes myself, I personally felt I wouldn’t be able to properly explain or represent it, seeing as I’ve only had one friend with it. I apologize to anyone I may have offended with my post, and please let me know if you would like me to take it down.
Thank you for explaining all of this to me, I really appreciate it, and I will keep in mind to do more research on certain topics I may not be familiar with in the future.
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✧ HAVING AN S/O WITH DIABETES
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✧ p. dazai osamu
✧ tw. suicide mention? (this is dazai we're talking about, after all) it's just his book though
— a/n. this was a request from @sedonaplants428 ! thank you for your request and i hope you enjoy this and have a wonderful rest of your day/night <33
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Dazai is the type of person to be super supportive of you, no matter what kind of circumstances you find yourself in. 
When he discovered for the first time that you need to take insulin to survive, he of course questioned it—he was your boyfriend after all. 
His questions were pretty much what you were used to when people you knew found out about your condition, but one stood out that you thought was pretty funny. 
“This isn’t in my book about suicide… would I be able to use this as a way to end my life?” 
Of course, you explained to him about how diabetes work, and that you can’t really get it unless he ate a whole ton of bad foods.  
“Oh.” Was his response, and you had to hold back your laughter.  
After that, he treated it as serious as you did (he did a lot of research on his spare time to fully understand what diabetes is and how he can help you), making sure that you always had all your stuff with you and reminding you when it was time to take your insulin shot. 
(Even though you had been doing it for years and knew your schedule by heart, you still appreciated his help) 
If anyone ever looked at you funny or made a comment while you guys were in public and you had to test or take a shot, he would give them a death glare—the last thing he wants is for you to feel uncomfortable or dislike yourself.  
He knew it was inevitable, and that you would obviously feel some sort of negativity towards your condition… he knows the feeling all too well.  
So whenever you’re feeling down, he tries his best to help you back up and do things that’ll make you love yourself as much as he does. 
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