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Do you know thyself?

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Butterfly Sphinx Available for purchase

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I should really consider using my other socials more, but my neurotic ass doesn't let me. Most of the internet "feels" too loud and judgmental, it's really overwhelming for me to comprehend. Does anyone know wtf I mean??

I find it interesting that ppl leave Tumblr because its algorithm isn't similar to Twit or Insta, meanwhile, I stay because the algorithm doesn't overwhelm me. Sure, I had two fanart posts last year that gained at least 100+ notes, but honestly, I didn't feel anxious or bothered at all. I was pleasantly surprised, if not, excited. The compliments under the tags were also very nice to read. Thank you.

However, I know I shouldn't linger in one place if I want to gain a following and open art commissions. I'll have to decide which platforms I want to use in order of priority and keep it at a minimum. So far, I'm treating Tumblr as the place for me to share my WIPs and unwind my anxieties by looking at the silly shitposts that are spawned here.

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hungry bug riso print / kelly green, yellow, scarlet, black

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first art for the new year is drawing a design that I have laying around for years call 'VoidMouf'. She bites don't touch or even stand near her.

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Unfinished portrait paintings of two neurodivergent sillies

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Another year of random inactivity again, might as well dump all my finished and unfinished concepts I've done this year before 2024 ends.

Concept art for my own OCs

Concept art for @willstenstudios OCs (with the cameo appearance of mine)

Check out the speedpaint he did on Sudomemo feat. his final design for this dastardly fairy: https://www.sudomemo.net/watch/7C7110_1748E976289F5_030

Uhhh... miscellaneous or whatever tf this is.

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Arbitrary "monster level" chart the only purpose of which to keep my mind occupied. I have to make a phone call in 4 hours, so no questions because im going to sleep and wont remember what any of these words mean.

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advice from dad

So, my Dad is a 73-year-old Mexican man who has lived here since he was 16. He was in Watts during the riots in 1965; in 1992, when I was in LA, as soon as the Rodney King verdict was announced, he called me, told me what was coming, told me how to stay safe. He has survived horrible living conditions, being kidnapped, physical abuse, prejudice, discrimination. He learned English, got his green card, pays his taxes, works hard, and has three daughters. 

I thought he would be devastated today.

But he wasn’t.

He saw that I was sad and angry, and he asked me why, pretending he had no idea. I almost started crying. And then he said, “no se me chicopale.” 

It means, don’t lose heart. Don’t give in to despair.

I asked him why he wasn’t upset.

He said, basically, “The world has always been this way. There are always people who are afraid, who are racist, who are awful. This is not new. And it will never go away. He won. We can’t do anything about that. All we can do is what we can do. Fight for what matters to us. Take care of each other. And don’t lose heart. And here, I got these unsalted cashews for you and a bag of jamaica drink mix and can you show me how to use the new washing machine because it’s not working.”

And, for reasons I can’t articulate, I feel a little better. 

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[OC] 06.22.24; Personal works of my sonas monster form Icon Speedpaint

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Artist's Choice Commission for Lyka Speedpaint: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-CBGBCJNBg

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Artist's Choice Commission for Luunai Speedpaint: https://youtu.be/3ucH-QtFFOs

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if you're feeling powerless right now—and god knows I am—here's a reminder you can donate to the National Network of Abortion Funds, the Trans Law Center, Gaza Soup Kitchen, the Palestine Children's Relief Fund, and hundreds of other charities that will work to mitigate the damage that has been and will continue to be inflicted

life continues. we still have the capacity to do good, important work. that matters

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I need 4 commissions to help me make rent this month, any shares from my commissions page tag would really go a long way Ty for your time

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“Shadow Stalker” by Mozakade: http://bit.ly/2oooy8l   

As is something from nightmare, this Shadow Stalker is a magnificent and malicious-looking beast. What is your favorite part of the creature design?

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Works by Mozakade // Patreon

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COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!

ALL INFO HERE!

i am accepting commissions for december and 2025, please shoot an e-mail to me at monstatronzart@gmail.com OR if we're alredy friended on discord, dm me if interested! please check my profile or queue to see my commission status.