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I was almost thin enough in Italy. So close.

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black & white thinspo

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I thought I was doing better

Guess not. I’m back.

It’s been about two weeks of trying so hard to eat normal and I’ve gained. I’ve got two weeks to get down to 95. I was at 103. I was so close.

I hate myself. This stupid balance of wanting to recover and wanting to be thin and fragile and frail is killing me.

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Skinny legs & vintage vibes

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Body check 2/27/19. Post-dinner bloat. 104 lbs.

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~ not mine ~

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Body check 2/23/19.

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