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My best friend is dead- I feel like I might as well be dead. Every night I feel my heart beat in my chest and I wonder if that’s my sign that I won’t make it to the next morning. Every morning following, here I am still. Ironically, I feel unhealthy as ever. My muscles ache and hands shake… I don’t care about anything anymore. Is haunting real? I can’t tell, but what I can say is even though it’s been close to a year, I see that day as clearly now as I did then. I cry at the thought of it all instantly. It takes everything in me to focus on anything else trivial to distract me and not feel. This is life.

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Snorlax at your service ❣️✨

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Life imitates art

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Art by Daria Khlebnikova

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Hear me out…. How about we just date, fall in love, communicate effectively, respect each other, support each other, and then boom. We get married 

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eat her out and support her dreams

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I feel lonely, oh so lonely, I feel lonely, and shitty and gaaaay

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Gaslighting is active manipulation to make someone question their sanity, memory, or perception of reality. It’s not lying, remembering something differently, or disagreeing with someone.

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Ancient Kings by Nicolas Côme

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as you should 

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Chillen like villains

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