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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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i’m gonna lick the water off of him

credit: vam6ify

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about me.

✨apollo✨she/they✨autistic✨twenty-one✨

@.laevinics on wattpad, instagram and pinterest @.apollosvn on discord

i’m an english writing uni graduate, born (and still stuck) in the uk. i’ve been writing fanfics since before i was 13 but for my memory’s sake let’s just go with that as a starting number.

i’m terrible with commitment, so most of my fics have hardly any updates. however i do treat each of them as if they were my own children and am still fiercely protective over them. from popular fandoms such as supernatural, marvel, dc, to less mainstream ones such as sg-1, lockwood & co, outer range, etc, i love them all.

doctor who has been a special interest of mine since i was about 6/7 years old (thanks to my brother and his still going strong obsession) and bbc’s merlin has been for around the same time frame. one of mini me’s greatest achievements was being hugged by both angel coulby and rupert young, and also receiving their autographs.

other fandoms and random stuff i love include: harry potter (i do not support jkr in any shape or form and never will), sg-1 and stargate: atlantis, asoiaf, folk rock music, good omens, caraval & ouabh book series’, the folk of the air book series, 9-1-1, winx club, frogs, shadow and bone, lewis pullman, comic books, various animes, and of course many more.

i am currently waiting on a full diagnosis of autism, and am seeking to query about an adhd diagnosis asap, so please try to be careful how you interact with me (e.g. don’t use ableist language or stereotypes to describe/portray me please and thank you) and i will try to do the same for you ☺️. this is a safe space for everyone, just as much as it is for myself, no matter what, so please also respect that.

thanks for your time 🫶.

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sometimes your plot isn’t working because your characters are trying to unionize and you keep ignoring their demands for better trauma arcs

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I’m at my dog sitting job in a pretty old countryside farm and the lady who does the cleaning up here told me this morning that there are old tunnels (now closed up) running from the house to the church (1km) and I did not want to know that

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Hannibal (2013-2015) Spy Kids 2: Island of Lost Dreams (2002)

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“The business of words keeps me awake.”

— Anne Sexton, from The Ambition Bird

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“Are you comatose? Are you undersea?”

— Anne Sexton, from The Gold Key

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Caravaggio, Maria Maddalena in estasi (detail), ca. 1606

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Love, Nina [1x02]

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Hannibal (2013-2015)

3x13 - “The Wrath of the Lamb”

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that’s enough emotions for a whole year. ciao

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“here comes the sun” hits different when you remember the beatles were british

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She is so pretty 😍

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Ben Barnes cuteness appreciation: -/∞