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Did I forget anything? 🤔😅

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Wednesday. https://www.instagram.com/p/CkLrvGcSen6kFDtE3ubZtu9Bok_yFfL9J-wOPc0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Marian Exhibit. ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CjiCFcVvQf13D8SLBXmYSWVACZHCiFl2t2wjOQ0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Dwelling in the darkness. #literature #soul #lost #empty #poetry #poems #wordporn https://www.instagram.com/p/CTLzJchFftZOHugvemNA3TJnNHMkTvDbTJ1ua80/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Shen: Ann, may nawawalang Grab driver.

Me: *staring at her for a whole 2 seconds*

Shen: Did you order anything? Cause that might be your order.

Me: *Bursts out laughing* Ah. Nawawala. So he’s lost. And here I thought someone was missing. 😂

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The scariest thing for me to hear when I’m home alone is:

“Tao po!”

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You know what’s scary? Is that my brain can’t seem to comprehend the difference of me being awake or asleep. Sometimes I could be asleep for most of the day and when I wake up, I’d be surprised that I was asleep because I remember doing a whole bunch of stuff which apparently is in a dream but I’d feel exhausted as if I was actually up and about doing them.

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Drank coffee and an energy drink so I won’t feel drowsy today. It worked a little too well because now I can’t sleep.

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Yup. Just did that. 💜💜💜

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He did the one thing that I was always too weak to do.

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I’m a mess. 😐

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How long is “a little while”?

A day?

A week?

A month?

A year?

Or forever?

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Why does happiness always come with a price?

Why can’t we just be happy and there would only be that. Happiness.

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I don’t know what to say.

I don’t know how to properly express it.

But what I do know is, I feel a vast emptiness.

An ache in my chest that won’t go away.

A craving for love and attention.

But also the thought that I know this is a feeling that can never be fulfilled.

The sadness of knowing, I am never enough.

The pain of realizing, I am never the one.

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It’s during the cold and sleepless nights that you crave for someone to hold, someone to warm you up in bed. The sound of them breathing next to you, keeping you calm and lull you to sleep.

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Wanna grab some coffee?

Then just chill in the coffee shop and chat for awhile.

Once it gets dark, we eat dinner out.

Taking our precious time.

We then get in the car, go through a drive thru for snacks.

When we get home, we arrange the sofa in front of the tv with lots of pillows and blankets.

The AC is on a blast, then we cuddle and laugh while watching movies and eating our midnight snacks.

Until finally we fall asleep in each others arms.