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shout out to transharmeds who whine and cry and beg for things online but are actually stubborn and put up a huge struggle in real life

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need to be called “kid” or “kiddo”

need someone to praise me like a child

need someone to be sososo nice to me

need a friendly dad or big sib whos gonna treat me like their little angel

need someone charismatic, social, open, who no one would ever expect to engage in things like this

and behind closed doors, i need them to touch me. gently put their hands into my pants, telling me to “just hold still” and that im “doing sooo well” and to “just be patient”

then guide me to strip for them, if i dont want to, thats ok, nothing too hasty, wouldnt want to scare me.

but until im ready for that, theyll just gently pull me onto their lap, and guide my hips back and forth against their own

“doesnt that feel good?” “can you tell ne how that feels?” “youre doing so well for me, kiddo”

plsplsplsplspls

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kinda into men who scare the fuck out of me. the violent kind who make me flinch when they get angry and hold me so tight i get bruises. the kind that tell me they’ll kill me and mean it.

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the form :P -> right here!!

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i wanna have a handler so bad :( literally everyone says theres terrible people online but as soon as i start looking they suddenly vanish?? i need to be programmed into something more desirable. dms are open and anons too. maybe i should create a google forum so people can apply to be a handler. hmmm...

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you get it fr

pretty pretty please some cute being be my friend ... we can do so much together !! like talk about people we like , braid eachother's hair , cut out pretty pictures from magazines ... oh oh and who could forget ?? mess with eachother's heads !! we can change everything about eachother like a lil dress-up party !! wouldn't that be so much fun ??

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Would you maybe do permahospitalized tips? (Without actually going to the hospital)

Perma Hospitalized

Keep your room minimal and clean ! Hospitals don’t have clutter, so try to keep surfaces clear and only have essential items !! Sterilizing your area with disinfectant once a week can help with that clean / hospital smell !

Get a hospital - style bed setup ! White sheets, lightweight blankets, and maybe even an adjustable bed frame if possible !!

Consider adding a bedside table with water, tissues, and a small tray for a hospital feel ! If you can , getting those steel rolling trays to fill with care items can be even better !

Wear hospital gowns or loose pajamas for that patient aesthetic !! If hospital gowns aren’t comfy , oversized T-shirts and soft pajama pants work too !

Try using medical tape or bandages decoratively - wrap wrists, fingers, or arms for that medical touch !!

Use a medical wristlet !! Print this out , cut to fit , write your information and glue onto the red parts !

Have a medical chart close to your bed !! Heres a whole website full of printable charts that you can fill out !!

Have a day-to-day plan !! Heres a default made by me to get started : 7:00 AM — Wake up & morning check-in (write in a health journal) 8:00 AM — Breakfast & morning meds (use vitamins or candy as "meds" if not needed) 10:00 AM — Light activity (watch TV, read, therapy-like journaling) 12:00 PM — Lunch & rest 2:00 PM — Pastime (drawing, listening to music, puzzles) 5:00 PM — Dinner & evening meds 7:00 PM — Wind down (relaxing bath, writing, low-energy hobbies) 9:00 PM — Bedtime (dim lights, ASMR hospital sounds, white noise machines)

Hope these helped !! Good luck my little patient <3

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Tell me all about your trauma. I want you to cry for me while I force you to answer invasive questions.

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keep getting transharmful things on my dash. makes me so horny and i really want someone that's willing to let me switch with them whenever. but currently im just stuck talking to a wall.

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heyyyy kind of rhetorical but are you doing okay? like idk about you but if i were to start a blog like this itd be to further self loathing and depression because it’s whats comfortable and familiar and idk maybr im projecting but its just concerning to (as an outsider to whatever community this is) see someone else asking people to hurt them

this might be frustrating to come across cause its not what youre looking for (i think), but just make sure youre taking care of yourself mkay? cute people look their best when they take care of themselves

hmmm.. it's on and off for me. i have good days and bad days. it quickly changes as well so it's difficult to work with. i think i made this blog because i feel as though i deserve and am made to be hated no matter how sweet or cute i may be. it is concerning and i fully understand your view on it, im very self-aware of what im doing. /nm this is however what i am looking for. it's like my little safe place to self-loathe and to have people tell me that i should. i pose no threat to myself or others so i see it as ok. in other news, thank you for caring! /gen

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i wanna find good subliminals to get shorter and lose weight but most of them only have music :<

funny, i wanna be told i look cute but this whole blog is for hate.

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{Reverse self ship AU where your f/o is a self shipper, and you're the character they self ship with}

♥Imagine your f/o making constant gush posts about you. Typing in all caps and adding tons of heart emojis. Or maybe they're on the more analytical side and would make analysis posts about you and your relationship. Regardless of how they express it, they're always talking about you.

♥Imagine your f/o commissioning art of the two of you. Or maybe they're an artist, and they work tirelessly trying to make art they deem good enough (they keep starting over because they're trying to perfect your likeness).

♥Imagine your f/o writing fanfics about the two of you. Typing away on their computer for hours. What type of fics would they write? Typical romance? Gut-wrenching angst? Sugary-sweet fluff?

♥Imagine your f/o researching and analyzing your lore because they're trying to make an oc/insert with accurate lore that matches yours. Or maybe they don't care, and they're just directly inserting themselves without any care about lore. Either way, they're just happy to imagine being in your presence.

♥Imagine your f/o going to your wiki page and reading it for hours, then scrolling through your gallery while staring at all the different photos of you. Imagine they do this every day because they never get tired of reading about you or staring at your photos.

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hi. i’m Lamby (he/it).

i wandered too far from the flock and now i’m here.

this is a place for voluntary bruises, paper cuts, and verbal handprints. just performance and pretend.

you may hate me sweetly. you may hate me loudly.

tag directory:

#thrownstone - regular ask, with and without anon

#stonedby... - people with identifiers

#littlelamby - speaking without an ask

#triggered=n0nconsent - threats containing references to nonconsensual sexual encounters

#triggered=h0micide - threats containing references to murder

#triggered=su!cideb@it - threats containing references to committing

This blog is a consensual zone. All hate is requested and welcomed. No real harm, no real threats, no real violence.

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