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laurak199221 · 7 years ago

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Letting it all Go -Part 1

Letting It All Go

Last Time

Mia was absolutely and completely in love with Tyler. Sure he was not always the best boyfriend. Sometimes he flirted too much with other girls, went out with his friends too much and was a little cocky but she loved him and they were happy. But sometimes the people you love do something that even the most devoted cannot get over. Sometimes you just have to let go……

They had been going out, off and on for say two years. Mia was in love. Head over heels, the whole nine.

Tyler was.

Well Tyler was young, handsome and wanting freedom and adventure. He really didn’t want to be tied down. But he also didn’t want to let Mia go.

Things were not always like this but lately Tyler had been pulling away more. Spending more time going out and less time with her.

He wasn’t treating Mia the best as he should.

He knew this but he just couldn’t stop.

He wanted her but he also wanted the single life and it didn’t always lead to him making the best of decisions.

Present Day

While things had been bad lately with Tyler, while he was on the Stars latest road trip he had called her and told her after the game to make sure she dressed up for he wanted to take her out.

Just the two of them, for a special evening.

She was really excited. It had been a long time since he had wanted to spend time, just the two of them. Lately their time together consisted of parties and his friends.

So there Mia was.

Sitting on her couch waiting for Ty to come over as they had plans for dinner when her roommate and Jamie Benn’s current girlfriend Peyton.“Heyyy, well don’t you look amazing..” whistled Peyton as she put her bag down, Jamie following after her. “Big plans tonight?” she asked.

“Just waiting for Tyler as per usual,” laughed Mia. Mia suddenly noticed an awkward tension build in the room and her stomach sunk as Jamie and Peyton looked at each other.

“What?” Mia asked looking confused.

Jamie broke the news to you, stating “Ty went out straight after the game with Mike and a few of the guys. Said they were heading to Lizard Lounge.”

Mia looked down, completely embarrassed for being stood up for the hundredth time. However just as quickly as her face had fallen did she mask her hurt. “Oh I must have gotten confused with the date,” Mia laughed, continuing “I might just head off to bed then, night guys” she waved heading off to her room.

Mia knew Peyton saw straight through her facade, they had been friends since they were in kindergarten that she knew she was lying, but she just could not handle having to deal with everything now. Not when she didn’t even have the answers herself.

It wasn’t until she was in the comforts of her room that she allowed herself to reveal her true emotions. But then the doubt set in. Maybe he just didn’t realise we had plans. Probably just a mistake she tried to reason. But deep down she knew. She just was not a priority for him anymore.

She quickly got changed and tried to keep her tear at bay. she was nearing the end of her rope. How could someone you loved so much not consider you at all.

With these thoughts running rampant in her head she fell into a restless slumber feeling like she would visit Ty in the morning and get to the bottom of his recent behaviour, that had frankly gotten out of control.

A fresh new day had revealed to Mia that she needed to go and see Tyler and talk things out. There very well be a legitimate reason he forgot all about their dinner last night.

So she got herself dressed and ready to face him and drove herself over to his place to deal with it.

Letting herself in with her key Mia prepared herself for the tough conversation she was about to have. She took a deep breath as she rounded the corner leading to the kitchen where she heard a noise, expecting to find Ty nursing a hangover, but instead what she found shocked her to her core.

Mia seriously thought she might vomit.

This was a man she loved, who she gave her all too and he had completely ripped her heart out without any care in the world. Mia stood there staring at this random girl in her boyfriends kitchen wearing nothing but what was one of Tyler white button down shirts.

One she had in fact been there with him to pick out.

She was frozen to the ground, unable to move when she saw Tyler walk into the kitchen a arrogant smirk on his face as he looked at his conquest saying “Well didn’t you get wild last night.”

That was until he saw Mia. His mouth opened, but words failed to come out. Mia looked at him, eyes filling with tears as she stared at this man she thought she knew.

“Mia… I” he started to speak but Mia quickly turned and start to briskly make her way out of the house. He stumbled after her “Babe please… I can .. listen I can explain” he tried, but Mia wasn’t having any of it

“I’m so sorry” he whispered as he stared into his girlfriends broken eyes feeling absolutely awful.

“Please just let me go” she whispered looking down at his hand which had gently covered her arm when he attempted to get her to stay then looked into his eyes, hers filled with unshed tears.

Tyler, upon seeing the pain, reluctantly let go and watched her pull swiftly out of his driveway with a heartbroken expression. There he stood watching the love of his life drive out of driveway and possibly his life, forever.

What the fuck had he done.

He knew after everything they had been through there was a sinking feeling that there was no way of coming back from this betrayal.

Tyler walked inside and looked at the girl he had been seeing looking too comfortable in his kitchen and thought to himself, when had he become this person.

“You need to leave..” he whispered.

She looked up shocked, “What was that, your girlfriend, looks like out problem is solved” she smirked.

Tyler pulled back from her socked and said, “Get out.”

Nicole looked taken aback but replied “Okay Ty and how long is this guilt gonna last for, a few weeks. You always come back.”

With that, she gathered up all her stuff and left his house. Leaving Tyler sitting with his head in his hands.

His phone dinged signally a new message.

Mia, now back at home laid in bed, tears running down her face and she typed out;

“This is the last time Tyler,”

Tyler’s heart stopped when he received another message, this time the words less cryptic. Two words written clear as day and his heart stopped.

We’re done.

This is the last time I'm asking you this,

Put my name at the top of your list,

This is the last time I'm asking you why,

You break my heart in the blink of an eye.

“The Last Time” -Gary Lightbody and Taylor Swift

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Summary

#tyler seguin #hockey fanfiction #nhl imagines #hockey #fanfic #dallas stars

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laurak199221 · 7 years ago

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One-Shot-When your Dreaming with a Broken heart

Intro: It was all love and truth until someone goes and breaks your heart and you realise that sometimes nightmares don’t just happen while your sleeping.

Warnings: Angst, Bad language

“When you're dreaming with a broken heart

The waking up is the hardest part

You roll outta bed and down on your knees

And for a moment you can hardly breathe”

- John Mayer

You woke up with a sore throat and eyes, everything from yesterday, the memories from last night playing in your head. Seeming almost like a bad dream until it all came rushing back along with a sharp pain in your chest making you suck in a deep breath.

Your mind kept replaying the last conversation you had with him. The moment your life was no longer as it was.

You just returned from a trip home to Arizona to visit your family. So excited to get back into the swing of things in your new home and desperate to return to your love. It hadn’t been easy starting uni in a new place and working on top of that was quite stressful, all the while trying to be there for Aus with his none too normal job made things hard but to you it was all worth it. You were together and thats all that mattered.

But things weren’t always perfect.

Things had been bit weird with Austin for a while now.

You put it down to it being extremely hectic with the team and him having a lot of pressure with he playoffs not going to plan. Of coarse his fuse would be little short. He was stressed. He had a lot on his plate.

When you noticed him constantly checking his phone, something he never quite did but he almost seemed obsessed with having it at all times.

You had never been a jealous person but his recent behaviour had you little worried and you just wanted to make sure he was okay. So when his phone rang while he was in the other room you went to answer it, not thinking anything of it when he came storming into the room and snatched it out of your hand.

“What is wrong with you? I just wanted to answer it because you were in the shower” you said quietly, him never having spoken to you this way.

“ Well I don’t need you going through my things, what don’t you trust me?” he said getting worked up, his hands waving his phone around in the air.

“Why are you being so defensive?” you asked now becoming concerned with his reaction.

“I’m not being defensive I just don’t need my girlfriend being all jealous and controlling. I’ve got enough on my plate” he continued. his responses seeming almost frantic.

“Aus, I’m not doing that. I thought it might have been your mum. She said she was going to call today..” you explained watching him get increasingly more paranoid and worked up.

His face immediately relaxed, “Your right, I’m sorry, I just…. never mind babe. Sorry for snapping” he said giving you a kiss on the forehead and walking back into the bedroom seemingly nervous.

This played on your mind the remainder of the afternoon but you pushed it down again. Wanting to believe that if something was truly wrong he would tell you. You had never kept secrets from each other.

That was until while cleaning your bedroom you found something. And something deep down inside you knew something was wrong.

You walked out into the lounge room holding the piece of clothing, your body almost frozen in fear. You stopped at the edge of the lounge he was sitting on playing some game.

You stood their for almost a minute, truly unable to speak words before you said;

“Auston these aren’t mine….” looking at him, waiting for him to come up with an explanation as to why there were womens lingerie in their bedroom. Lingerie that was not her own.

He just stared back at her lost for words and then trying to stutter out, “Babe their yours…”

Something in you knew something wasn’t right. He was lying.

Then you spoke the words out loud. Words you never thought in a million years you would need to utter to this man you had loved for so long.

“Aus did you cheat on me…” you said with glossed eyes, finally looking him in the eyes.

“Tell me the truth…: you followed. Something in you hoped he’d have a better explanation. Anything to make this not true.

But as your eyes met his, you know the truth and that is when your heart truly breaks.

“Y/N I….” he replied. He was unable to come up with the words. His mouth opened and closed several times before his elbows dropped to his knees. “It was a mistake.. I… I … was lonely I just, and drunk I fuck I”

He continued rambling but all you can hear is silence.

He had cheated. You hand flew to your chest, almost like it was trying to keep your heart together. The pain becoming overwhelming. You didn’t think anything could ever hurt this badly.

 Then you hear the words “few…. times” fall from his lips and you freeze.

“Wait what…. a couple…omg” you whispered. “You did it more than once,” you questioned.

His head fell again as he didn’t answer. His hand tugging on his hair as he looked up at you unable to speak, completely lost for words.

You said “The least you could do is look me in the eyes and tell me the truth Auston. Everything” your hand shaking as you tried to control your breathing, trying to keep it all together.

“She’s… I met her out one night and it was just a kiss, at first,” he said unable to meet your eyes. “Then the last time you were in AZ I got a little too drunk while out wiht the boys, and I was lonely and it was a mistake. A stupid mistake I wish I could erase baby, It wasn’t meant to go any further but we came back here with everyone for more drinks and I just ….” and he continued a story which you didn’t think could get worse “The house was so empty without you here. I…..”

“You had someone here, in our home?” you said not really needing an answer, the damage already having been done. He had broken your trust, had tried to lie and claw his way out and finally the truth was there. What he hadn’t wanted you to find out, you had and there was no going back now.

You suddenly got up and began to walk to the bedroom you shared….well used to share. You were shaking, beginning to feel yourself but you didn’t want to do that here, not in front of him.

He had already taken so much, including your heart and you couldn’t have him see you break.

He began following you, asking “Baby please, we need to talk about this, “ His voice taking on a desperate tone as he began watching you throw clothes into a bag.

You continued packing your bag as he stood helplessly, watching

“ I…..I need to go” you whispered looking down at your bags.

“Baby, please…..I..I…it was a mistake. Please just stay” he said desperately grabbing your wrist gently needing some type of contact.

You gently removed your hand from his stating “The sad thing is, I thought we were happy. I was so proud of you. Everything you’ve accomplished. I would have done anything for you. The thing is, I don’t even know who you are anymore,” as silent tears fell down your face, your eyes meeting his for the first time since he said the words that ruined everything.

“Y/N..” he said his eyes bloodshot with unshed tears.

“I’ve got to go, I can’t stay here. I just can’t. I need time,” you said walking away and out the front door.

As you closed the front door you could hear the crashing of furniture and a loud “FUCK” screamed out as you let out a gasp. Your resolve finally starting to crack you got out your phone, calling Steph.

“Can I, can I stay at yours for a while,” you managed to get out through tears.

And with that you got into your car and drove off into the distance.

Notes: Thanks to anyone who has read this. Always so nervous to post anything I’ve written… Have a great day

#auston matthews #hockey #fanfic #hockey fanfiction #toronto maple leafs #nhl #mitch marner #nhl imagines

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