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I realise there is only so much advice you can follow. Ultimately, you have to live. That means making mistakes. You can’t go through life expecting that wise words will be enough. Sometimes you have to suffer to learn the lesson.

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just… learn to change the oil in your car, know how to darn a hole in your favorite sweater, take no for an answer sometimes, accept when you don’t know something, think critically, discern when to stand up for yourself and when to back down, possess integrity, hold yourself gracefully, be comfortable w eating alone and even more comfortable w being put in awkward positions, develop rituals and habits, observe as much as but hopefully more than you judge, talk freely but listen actively, if you offer unsolicited advice be willing to also receive it, apologize for interrupting I don’t care if you grew up culturally doing that it’s respectful to maintain awareness of the world you weren’t raised in, shop w a grocery list rather than by the seat of your pants, pick your friends up from and drop them off at the airport, have hobbies that hone your craft, speaking of honing your craft: take your creativity seriously by continuously challenging and sharpening it, this one can be endlessly trying but working to cultivate a healthy relationship w what troubles you rather than resorting to castigating yourself upon approaching that which is unfamiliar, never show up empty handed to someone’s home for the first time, and help them clean up at the end of the evening, but leave as soon as you start wanting to go home so you don’t tinge the otherwise enjoyable time you had w irritation, date yourself, do the dishes before bed, also make your bed every morning, and clean parts of your home everyday, always seek knowledge beyond traditional education, move your body as much as it allows so you may sustain some sort of secure relationship w it as you age, judge the capacity as much as you do the intent, have a curiosity-driven mindset, know that you and the world you live in are mutable, value different perspectives but remain steadfast in your principals and beliefs, write by hand as much as you type, take initiative without prompting, seek help when and where necessary, learn to be financially literate, have friends who are significantly older than you (some of my dearest friends are in their 50s and 70s), learn from failures and setbacks by acknowledging and growing beyond your limitations, be the friend you wish(ed) you had by building and maintaining meaningful connections, embrace opportunities for personal and professional growth, recognize both the importance of compromise and when to choose discord over maintaining the peace, express gratitude regularly

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The Life Cycle of an Apple by Yumiko Higuchi

hand embroidery

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heart - shaped scallion found In pho . reblog for good luck & yummy soup 500000 forwver

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thanksgiving 2006 by Ocean Vuong

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Bikini Kill & Joan Jett performing together (July 1994) | Photo by Ebet Roberts

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portraits of London’s non-binary youth by artistic duo Sasakiavins

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the desire to be in a relationship only comes around when you’re about to sleep, on the journey home alone, sundays, after the club, when it’s raining, winter, at the cafe, today, tomorrow and yesterday

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what’s in my bag

paloma wool edition

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Downloaded TikTok for two seconds bc my friend wanted to show me funny videos and I already regret it. Insane how widespread it is on there to treat people like they’re just side characters in your story & to reduce them only to their worst traits & to make your final judgments off of hasty assumptions & to treat situations w like 0 nuance bc that’s far easier than actually contending w the more likely reality that situations are just as complicated as the people who create them. We need to stop the obsession of oversimplifying things bc we cannot deal w their complexities. I am tired

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Harald Sohlberg

early 1900s

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i like to pretend i already died and asked god to send me back to earth so i can swim in lakes again and see mountains and get my heart broken and love my friends and cry so hard in the bathroom and go grocery shopping 1,000 more times. and that i promised i would never forget the miracle of being here

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one day we will have a conversation about rupi kaurs irreversible damage to the genre of modern poetry

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thinking about the boygenius pitchfork interview where phoebe was wearing an L7 smell the magic shirt. that is all. great intersection of faves x

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This log on Haida Gwaii transported rocks in its roots to the beach.

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me while cumming: actually, I think that movie was two and a half stars, not three… *proceeds to open letterboxd to change rating*