lebtsian

[lebtsian]

im so biter all the time. like i know i should be happy for ppl but im not.

i recently saw a post like:

“when i get mad that someone depends on me too much because i had to figure it out myself and i feel like they should be to”

i felt that so much. It’s made it to the point where i genuinely lack empathy. like why do i have to tell you how to take care of a cut or smth and i actually get so mad.

why am i filled with so much anger

(i should mention this post said they had bpd.. not trying to self diagnose but i relate to everything on that god forsaken #)

[lebtsian]

id rather die then hear the same ppl with over 3 friends call themselves loners omg 😭😭

[lebtsian]

Avoidant attachment is just a bad as anxious attachment but it seems no one is ready for that conversation.

[lebtsian]

Everytime i remember how camilles actor / character got bullied so much for being Klaus’s love interest to the point they killed her off the show, i actually start tearing up. I remember how the writers had it set for them to end up together and it was ruined.

I wish there was more content and a bigger fandom for them.

They were my everything. The first ship that i ever thought about. The reason i got so interested in psychology. The first media that i became a genuine fan of.

it will always be klamille

[lebtsian]

Who makes lyrics like this:

"Oh yeah, baby, touch and touch and touch and touch me"

I wanna feel guilty

I wanna feel that it's wrong

I wanna know peace again

Wanna sing a different song”

And then uses he/him pronouns to describe throughout the song. Unacceptable this is gay denial (im projecting)

[lebtsian]

Fag. (affectionate)