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Welcome back! I hope everything is going well 💫

heyy anon everything's good 🖤 my final semester started and i picked up more responsibilities at work too so i planned to stay off here for a while and then sorta fell out of the fandom :< hopefully i'll be back after finals tho i miss samblr

hope youre doing good too <3

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some gems in my drafts that never saw the daylight they deserved sighhh

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saw my favorite incest brothers in this pic while scrolling through pinterest... just checking in to see how y'all are doing

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excerpt from 'white oleander' by j.finch; for @helenoftroysam

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That moment that you realize that all Sam has ever wanted was to impress his family. To be a good brother. To prove himself. That the longer the seasons go on, the most he seems to have given up little by little. 

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finally watched moon knight yesterday and i dont remember the last time i was this obsessed with the soundtrack of a show

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biggg fan of post cage sam moaning and screaming incomprehensible stuff when dean's fucking into him. it all sounds like gibberish to dean, he's doing so good that his baby brother can't make words anymore.

6 months later they're working a case where dean's made to learn enochian and that's when he finds out that sam was screaming satan worship. he was screaming for lucifer to come and take him apart.

and sam would have no memory of doing so

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im seeing gilmore girls pilot jared and thinking that dean perhaps is a stronger man than me cause if that baby deer told me he's walking out and never coming back, I'd fall to my knees soap opera style and never get up again

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the pre-series sam vs. sammy complex is sooooo delicious to think about like. sam is independent, disobedient to john and dean, too smart for his own good. sammy is sweet and trusting, their pet, their kiddo, and they would sammy sam to death if they could, until no sam remained

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they're the same picture.

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lately my favourite part of spnblr is that on posts i made ripping into dean, there are people in the notes being "that's right! i love him like that!" i see you and i respect you. like, i do not feel you but i see you for sure.

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which evil dean moments made u go DAMN

okay so my usual disclaimer that until my friend and I watch s12-15 together my memory of them remains spotty and another disclaimer that there are sooooo many good Evil Dean™ moments so I chose to focus on the ones which watching for the first time gave me the tails.jpeg reaction (and still do <3)

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tearing out hair, clawing my face, gnawing at my cage. dean became john sam became dean ..

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wait uhhh in the supernatural universe adam and eve were God's creations and the forebearers of human kind , right?

but castiel said he remembers an older brother telling him to " not step on the big fish, big plans for that fish" which seems to be a reference to vertebrates coming to land and eventually evolving into humans.

so which is it? in spn universe were human created or did they evolve?

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look i know castiel made a lot of mistakes, messed up a lot of things but ever since 06x20 when dean went "well why didn't you come to me?" after he found out cas was working with crowley i cannot be mad anymore bcs at the least his decisions are autonomous at the end. like, dean telling a being who existed before vertebrates walked on land that he should've been consulted on heavenly warfare is funny enough, the show reinforcing that all those unconsulted decisions being wrong/bad/disastrous is even funnier. but at the least he keeps fucking up completely on his own, we still have that.

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