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could i req xavier x reader where theyre like roommates and enemies and they get into a heated fight and when theyre sleeping reader wakes up in the middle of the night trying to wake up xavier for cuddles/hugs bcs theyre cold

in the middle of the night [x.t.]

xavier thorpe x g.n.! reader

warnings: swear words

xavier was your roommate when you were at nevermore. and sadly you spend most of the time at nevermore, since it‘s your school.

you were roommates for almost two years now but none of you could grow a liking towards the other. or just didn‘t make it obvious.

you both always got into fights which resulted in ignoring each other, messing up the stuff of the other, namecalling and even more. even your friends knew how much you despised one another, so they tried to keep you apart as good as they could.

one day you were trying to sleep, your day wasn‘t the best as you just received a bad grade, slipped on some yoghurt in the cafeteria and hurt yourself. and with the stuff that was going on with the monster walking around, you were just anxious something could happen.

you were laying in bed, your blanket pulled over your head as xavier decided to keep his lights on and blast music.

„i swear to god thorpe, at least turn off that music! i want to sleep!“

„sorry, not gonna happen“

he just said and went back to his sketchbook on his desk, continuing to draw something in it.

you had enough of arguing with him. not gonna happen. you jumped out of your bed, as fast as you could with your bruises and injuries, made your way over to xavier‘s music box and turned it off.

you made your way back to your bed and sat down, sighing as it was finally silent.

„what the fuck? what is wrong with you?!“

xavier asked and turned around to you.

„with me? what is wrong with you?! i asked you to turn the music off because i want to sleep! what’s so difficult to understand?“

xavier sighed and shook his head.

„don‘t touch any of my fucking stuff again.“

„or what? you‘re going to draw a butterfly and let it attack me, huh??“

you rolled your eyes and layed back down. xavier is an ass. you were only an inch away to ask for a different roommate. you just couldn‘t do this anymore. luckily you fell asleep pretty quickly, saving you from dealing with xavier.

but once xavier went to bed as well and fell asleep, you started to feel bad. you immediately woke up, your body shaking because you were feeling so cold. you looked around as it felt like all of the windows were open, but they were indeed closed. you sighed and sat up. you didn‘t have a second blanket. and you also couldn‘t sneak out to get one. you looked around the room, trying to find something to warm you up while wrapping your only blanket around you tightly.

your eyes landed on xavier, your head telling you to go over there and ask for a warm night shelter.

„oh hell nah“

you quietly said to yourself.

„over my dead body.“

you layed back down, trying your best to keep you warm by hugging yourself and rubbing your feet together. but nothing was helping. you were still cold but also felt way to weak to go over to xavier‘s bed.

but it was the only option inside of this room.

so you got up on your shaky legs and made your way over to xavier‘s bed. you stood there for a good two minutes just looking at xavier and contemplating your decision.

you hated it. you didn‘t want to do it. but there was no other option and you didn‘t want to die.

„thorpe“

you said and poked his warm cheek as he was sleeping.

„thorpe“

you continued it but you couldn‘t wake him up, it was like he turned to stone. but ajax wasn‘t near so that‘s not the case.

„xavier thorpe“

you said a bit louder and shook his shoulder, earning a grunting sound and some slight movement from his side.

„goddamn just wake the fuck up!“

you said, almost slapping his cheek. but he woke up from your loud voice, furrowing his eyebrows and looking around the room, searching for the disturbing source. his eyes landed on you and he immediately rolled his eyes.

„what do you want? am i snoring too loud? sorry but that‘s something i can‘t control“

„no, it‘s not that. i‘m cold“

you said, your whole body continuing to shiver.

„why are you telling me this?“

„please let me sleep next to you.“

„no.“

„i even said please!“

„and i can‘t stand you! so no!“

you sighed but didn‘t leave the spot you were standing on.

„thorpe. i don‘t have any extra blankets and the windows are closed too. i won‘t come near you, i just need the warmth.“

xavier sat up and looked at you with slightly swollen eyes.

„i won‘t let you near me. don‘t even think about touching me in any way“

„never did, never will.“

you said and rolled your eyes before making your way over to the empty spot on xavier‘s bed, laying down and pulling your and xavier‘s blanket over you. you turned your back towards him and closed your eyes, already feeling how your body was slowly warming up, as you slowly stopped shivering.

you quickly fell asleep and even slept through your own alarm in the morning. since your phone was on the other side of the room, you wouldn‘t hear it.

as xavier‘s phone started ringing, trying to wake you both, you opened your eyes slowly. your head was pounding, eyes swollen and your limbs were hurting. you looked around for xavier‘s phone, wanting to turn the alarm off, as you felt…caged?

you turned your head and xavier’s was only inches away.

„jesus christ!“

you got startled and quickly turned your head back, which resulted in more pain.

xavier had his arms wrapped around you, hugging you tightly to himself. he woke up through your startled noise and furrowed his eyebrows. he then heard his alarm as well and quickly turned it off.

„five more minutes…“

he mumbled and cuddled his face back into the back of your head.

it didn‘t take long for him to realize what was happening at the moment, his eyes opening again to scan the situation.

„xavier. can you let go?“

„oh fuck, sorry. of course.“

he immediately removed his arms around you and scooted a few inches backwards. what he didn‘t see was the end of his bed, which he fell down with a loud noise.

you got up and looked down at him.

„are you okay??“ you helped him up, trying not to laugh.

xavier grabbed your hand and got up, sitting back down on his bed and rubbing his back.

„i‘m fine.“ he looked up at your face, seeing that you tried not to laugh.

„don‘t get any wrong ideas. you just wouldn‘t stop shivering so i hugged you.“

he said and looked away again.

„yeah, sure. no problem. thank you“

you just said and nodded before making your way over to the bathroom to get ready for the day, starting with some pain killers for your head..

[leyseyb]

jealous/insecure bf headcanon with Percy? 💜💙♥️

hc‘s of percy hynes white

percy‘s your bf, these are (as you can see above) jealous/insecure headcanons with percy

percy always takes you to the set of the current project he‘s on

you‘ve got a pretty open personality so you get along with everyone, to percy‘s liking maybe even too good

percy was pretty jealous, so whenever you were around his coworkers he made sure to have an arm layed around your waist or touch any part of your body to show you‘re his

he always listened to your conversations whenever he could (on set)

but there were also times when percy was doubting himself and grew quiet around you until he spoke up about his insecurities in your relationship

„babe, don‘t you think i‘m a bit too much..?“

„babe, i don‘t think i‘m enough for you. i feel like i‘m controlling you too much..“

„babe, should i cut my hair? is it too long?“

„babe, what do you really like about me?“

„babe, would you love me if i was a worm?“

(yes, he is that kind of guy)

„jesus, percy, calm down. i love you no matter what. and i will always love you. you‘re not too much, not controlling at all, your hair is beautiful as it is, i like everything about you and yes, i would still love you if you were a worm“ you said to calm him down

you giving him forehead kisses whenever you could because he‘s a huge softie and loves it when you show your love towards him. even more when it‘s in public. and forehead kisses are one of the biggest propfs of love for him

[leyseyb]

sorry that nothing is coming atm, i‘m sick and my head is literally going to explode! i‘ll be back soon!

but thank you so much for all the requests and for loving my content! i‘m so happy!😭😭😭

[leyseyb]

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but fanfic writers, they work even harder

[leyseyb]

could u do xavier and reader being enemies and one day he catches reader dancing to his fav song in an empty classroom LMFAO and u can decide what happens next

a/n: first of all, thank you all for such a good response on my stories! i‘m overwhelmed by the response!🥹🫶🏼 also i was actually writing on an enemies to lovers fic! but i‘m going to be honest, i‘m not really proud of this story, it kind of feels undone or not well put together. i‘ll see how you guys will like it so please leave a response to it!!! thank you!

dancing in the moonlight [x.t.]

xavier thorpe x g.n.! reader (i think i never mentioned any gender, please correct me if i did)

trope: enemies to lovers

warnings: swear words

not proofread!

alone at his name you grew nauseous. you couldn‘t stand being near him as he was just going to tease you about his better grades, his better powers, just everything.

you haven‘t had any specific power or ability. just straight up bad behavior followed by being a total outcast at any normie school. but apparently you were good enough to be at nevermore.

ever since you visited that school, xavier was your enemy. but how did that even occur?

the first ever week at nevermore xavier showed you around and tried to befriend you. but you weren‘t here to make friends, you just wanted to pass your time here.

so you turned him down every time he wanted to be nice to you or tried to come near you. that‘s where xavier had enough and started to tease you.

let it be teasing letters he send with any bird drawing he brought to life, following you through the hallways and asking you about your grades before showing off that he got a better grade or scored one point higher. even in your free time, you enjoyed so much and wanted to have all for yourself, he somehow showed up and ruined your day.

one day you were sitting in an empty class room, enjoying the silence with closed eyes and headphones on your head, music playing rather quiet. suddenly you heard, that someone opened the door. you figured they just looked inside and left again until a chair was pulled up close to you. you opened your eyes and saw xavier sitting in front of you, the chair backwards so that he leaned his upper body against the backrest. the moment you saw him you rolled your eyes and sat up straight, putting your headphones around your neck and gathering your stuff.

„wowowowow, heyyy, don‘t leave yet sweet stuff~!“

„don‘t call me that“

you said and closed your bag.

„you don‘t want to know why i‘m here?“

„i don‘t even need to ask because i know you and i also know why you‘re here. so please, either you leave right now and i get my deserved rest or i‘m going to leave and you look pathetic for the attempt to talk bad about me. eitherway you already are pathetic but looks like you don‘t care, since you follow me everywhere and use every given moment to tell me how much better you are than me. so go ahead. leave or talk.“ xavier sighed and looked out of the window.

„can‘t i just join you and have a bit of silence as well?“

„no.“

xavier showed a sad smile and nodded before he got up and shouldered his bag, leaving the room right after.

you watched him leave, crossing your arms in front of your chest.

what was wrong with him all of the sudden? needing silence, yeah sure.

he did look a bit tired but he doesn‘t have to enjoy his silence here. he can chill somewhere else.

the next few days you haven‘t heard much of xavier. maybe some bickering here and there. but he was less present than before. not that you missed it, you enjoyed the extra rest you got through that.

maybe xavier finally got to his senses.

one day you enjoyed your free time in an empty class room again, headphones on and music blasting into your ears. you enjoyed loud music a lot and you used every free minute to listen to music. it was one of your only passions.

when you can‘t move things with your mind, turn into a werewolf or bring your paintings to life, you can at least turn your emotions into music. just listening to it, depending on your mood, or even writing some lines yourself. at least something you could do.

you felt pretty good these last days, maybe the fact that xavier kept his distance had to do with that.

you were currently listening to 'baby doll' by ari abdul, but a rather sped up version. it was one of your favorite songs and you almost listened to it on a daily basis.

your headphones had the highest volume they could reach and you started to sing along quietly as you stood at the window, looking outside.

the song was picking up on speed and you couldn‘t resist to move your hips slightly, swaying them from left to right, from right to left. you just felt that song in your whole body. plus you felt like you were in your own movie, the main character. you didn‘t gave a shit to anything at this very moment and just started to dance through the whole classroom while voicing out the lyrics to your favorite song.

but there was one thing you didn‘t notice, since you had your eyes closed. or rather someone.

xavier was looking inside the classroom and quickly but quietly got inside and carefully closed the door.

he leaned against the doorframe and crossed his arms while watching you, a small smile appearing on his lips.

the way you were smoothly moving your hips and your arms to your soft voice.

and xavier just now noticed which song you were singing.

it was also one of his favorite songs, maybe not really dedicated to a person like him, but he still liked it a lot. and seeing you singing and dancing to it made him feel all fuzzy. his stomach made some weird tickling turns, his cheeks were warming up and his legs felt weak. he quickly grabbed himself a chair, turned it around and sat down, leaning against the backrest with his upper body and crossing his arms on top of it to lay his head down.

he watched you a while until the song was over and you caught your breath and opened your eyes again.

„whoo..“ you breathed out until your eyes stopped at a figure sitting near the door.

„oh fuck!“

you got startled and quickly turned around, removing your headphones, so they were around your neck again. you held your heart and calmed down a little before turning back to the person sitting there.

„jesus,xavier, how long have you been in here?!“

„long enough to hear your beautiful voice“ he said and smiled at you, making you speechless. did he just…compliment you?

„well. you can leave now, show‘s over.“

you said and went to the desk your stuff was at, packing your stuff.

xavier watched you before he got up and walked up to you, leaning over the table.

„y/n“

„no, leave me alone“

„please, i..“

„i said leave me alone. you tiptoed in here and now you‘re going to joke about me again. listen xavier, i‘ve got enough of you. i can‘t listen to you, taking my name into your mouth and saying cruel stuff about me.“

you said and looked up at him, your eyes meeting.

he looked like he was hurting inside, his eyes suddenly shifted into a softer gaze.

„y/n, please let me finish what i want to say, okay? no interruptions, just me talking and you listening, okay?“

you just nodded. what‘s happening?? you felt weird, like you had to throw up.

„i‘m sorry. about everything. it was immature of me to get onto you like that after you made it clear you wanted to be alone. i feel terrible. and i just recently realized. i know, a simple sorry won‘t do it, but i couldn‘t think of anything else. i also..grew to like you for who you are. let‘s meet behind the greenhouse tonight, okay? i‘ve got a little surprise..“

he said before smiling slightly at me and leaving the classroom.

you looked after him and blinked.

behind the greenhouse…? wait. you knew exactly why people meet up behind there.

but it was going to be different. xavier and you weren‘t like that.

on the other side, how can you trust him? that he‘s for real?

you‘re just not going, easy. you‘re not falling for his trap.

you fell for it. you were actually on your way to the dumb greenhouse. you sighed and looked around, careful not to get caught by any teacher.

you walked around the greenhouse and looked around again.

„xavier?“

you whispered, hoping to get an answer and your prayers were heard.

„yes, over here y/n“

you followed his voice and suddenly could hear faint music playing. you furrowed your eyebrows and walked up to a tree, where xavier was standing. fairy lights wrapped around the tree, a music box on the ground, playing one of your favorite songs from The Neighborhood and then xavier, holding out his hand towards you.

„may i ask you to dance with me?“

you were confused. what was all of this? was he really tricking you into something?

„xavier what..?“

„shh“

he took your hand in his and pulled you closer, wrapping his other hand around your waist.

„i hope it was a good choice, song wise. i figured you would like the same music as i do“

it was weird being so close to him, but you didn’t hate it all of the sudden.

xavier began to slowly sway his lips, gently pushing your waist so you would join in.

„xavier, what are we doing here exactly?“

you asked as you started to dance with him.

„dancing, what does it look like to you?“

„it looks like you‘re trying to prank me or something. i‘m not playing your games“

xavier shook his head.

„i‘m not trying to do anything“

he said and let go off you, spinning you around.

he caught your body in his hands again, putting both of his hands on your waist now.

„y/n, like i said. i‘m sorry for everything i‘ve put you through. that was childish.“

you just nodded at that, not looking directly at him.

„would you go to the rave'n dance with me, so we could dance together like this again?“

„i didn‘t plan on going“

„then please think about it and answer me when you know it, okay?“

you just nodded slightly, still confused about everything that‘s happening.

xavier and you danced slowly like this a little longer before he pulled away and pulled you to the tree, a blanket layed out in front of it. you both sat down, leaning against the tree with your backs. you looked up and saw the moon, shining brightly into your faces, making you smile slightly.

you loved the moon, it was so peaceful looking.

xavier looked at your face and smiled slightly.

the moment he realized he liked you a lot was way before this one. but the way how beautiful the moonlight and the fairylights lit up your face made him realize his feelings were sincere. that he actually started to like you a lot.

„so what is your answer? rave'n dance yes or no?“ he asked and fidgeted with his fingers.

you looked at him and your heart skipped a beat as you saw how his face was just perfectly lit up by the moon and the fairylights, his eyes practically sparkling.

what were these feelings? what was happening inside of you? your stomach felt like turning itself around inside of you again and you looked away.

„sure. let‘s do it. but only when you‘re for real. i don‘t want to be a target of any prank of yours.“

xavier smiled and nodded

„i promise, i‘m sincere.“

[leyseyb]

tall gf hc [x.t.]

a/n: since percy is 6'2" and the request wanted hc of a tall girlfriend (5'10 in preference) i decided to ditch percy‘s original height. because i really like the idea of the character xavier thorpe having a taller gf🥹 also my requests are open🫶🏼

——

you‘re 5'10 tall

your boyfriend is just sliiightly smaller than you in body height

neither of you had a problem with that, ditch all those „the girlfriend HAS to be smaller than the boyfriend“

xavier resting his head on yours when you‘re sitting in the library and he stands behind you, waiting until you‘re done

when xavier wants a book from a higher level of the library shelves he rather calls for your help than use a ladder

you wrapping your arms gently around his shoulders or his waist to be close to him

teasing xavier all of the time

„how‘s the air down there??“

xavier teasing just as much

„and how‘s the weather up there?? like it how you catch the rain first??“

holding the umbrella for the both of you when you‘re outside on a date and it starts raining

xavier getting on tip toes when he wants to steal a kiss from you

you leaning down when you want to snitch on someone ;)

xavier smiling up at you when he‘s proud of you for something

xavier rather patting your ass then anything else :D

when cuddling on the bed he always scoots up for you to cuddle onto his chest

he‘s a literal simp for you and would kill anyone who said something about your height difference

——

@irehluvr

[leyseyb]

Hear me out, Xavier crushing on Wednesday’s ex. Like they broke up just cause they didn’t have feelings for eachother anymore (it was mutual but maybe some Wenclair involved) but they stayed friends after and Xavier feels guilty for falling in love with Wednesday’s ex

a/n: love the idea!!! i tried my best and i hope i wrote your request just like you wanted, if not lmk sweetheart <3

guilty until proven innocent [x.t.]

xavier thorpe x g.n.! reader

warnings: none

xavier‘s pov.

I realized it shortly after wednesday and y/n broke up on good terms.

and I felt guilty about it.

there was nothing I could do to change it.

but there was also nothing to do to ease my fears.

I feel helpless. totally helpless.

I quickly got friends with wednesday after she joined the academy.

I didn’t even acknowledged y/n until wednesday and them got together and got introduced to me.

y/n and I spend a lot of free time together when wednesday was busy or when y/n simply didn’t want to join wednesday’s obscure activities.

I would say we grew to be good friends who always had an amazing time together. but there were also times where I had to dry their tears. and it started before they broke up with wednesday.

and there was one moment when I thought I may like them a tiny bit more than I originally thought.

they were crying quietly.

“xav, I think I’m not in love with wednesday anymore...it hurts so much to come to a conclusion like that..”

they whimpered and laid their head on my shoulder as I was wrapping one arm around their waist.

it’s weird to say that but I liked the way they were so honest to themselves and didn’t try to manipulate their own thoughts.

that was when I first felt a bit more attracted to y/n.

but right after wednesday and y/n broke up I realized that I saw y/n in such a different light. I thought about their soft hair.

perfectly pink lips.

the way their hips were perfectly swinging as they were walking.

the beautiful smile they had when something made them happy. a smile that lit up my whole world.

the way they never smelled bad, either the smell of their shampoo or their body spray was tingling in my nose.

the way they just chose their words wisely but always with a message behind it.

they never showed active aggression, only passive in their words. they never lost their cool.

I’m totally heads over heels for y/n. no doubt by now.

but I can’t be.

they just left a serious relationship.

both parties are close friends of mine.

I would destroy more than just one friendship if I speak up right now.

and I would never forgive myself if that ever happens.

but there was also no one I could talk about it to.

I was my only comfort person in this situation but it was no help.

I was going on with my life, crushing on y/n behind closed curtains. I tried my best to stay as close to them like before. the same with wednesday. I would talk to her like before and wouldn’t act any different. I couldn’t allow myself any mistakes which blew my cover of a silent observer.

and that’s how I will continue living until graduation. with a full mind of y/n, knowing I can’t have them and never confessing my feelings. ever. it’s the best like that.

[leyseyb]

hihihihi.. may a poor victorian boy meekly ask for fluffy hcs of xavier thorpe with a chess grandmaster!reader or just a strategist in general? thank you

checkmate[hc x.t.]

xavier thorpe x g.n! reader

summary: hc to chess sessions with xavier & you

warnings: none

•xavier and you always played chess in the library after school hours

•you liked the silence in the library so your preferred it there

•your ability was telekinesis, you made the chess figures move with your mind

•you were the best chess player at whole nevermore and xavier couldn‘t stand it that you were better at something than him

•xavier challenged you to a game over and over again, he couldn‘t stand losing against you

•“i‘m going to beat you today“

•“checkmate“ you said with a cold face and looked up at him shortly after your session started

•xavier sighing frustrated and combing his hair back with his hands

•“y/n that‘s unfair. at least let me win one time.“

•“where‘s the fun in that?“

•but you did have a soft spot for him so after a few chess sessions you decided to let him win

•xavier jumping up from his chair, throwing his arms up in victory, making you smile slightly as you arranged the chess figures again with your mind

•“i won! i won against you, y/n! i knew i could get you!“

•“yeah, sure“ you said and chuckled. you put your king on a threatened field. you‘re not dumb, of course you wouldn‘t do that ever. but xavier immediately saw his opportunity and checkmated you. you knew he would. and you loved how bright his smile got as he won

•xavier earned admonished looks from the librarian but he didn‘t care, he was too happy to win against you.

•“i‘ve got to celebrate that. a whole week. wow. i literally won.“

•xavier literally had no idea you let him win and you didn‘t plan on telling him any time soon. you let him celebrate.

•after your session you both walked back to the dormitories as he hugged you from the side happily

•“i wooon~ i won~“ he sang

——

a/n

hii!! i hope i wrote it to your liking! if not let me know!!☝🏼

[leyseyb]

it‘s you [x.t.]

xavier thorpe x fem. reader

warnings: fluff, confessing feelings, pda

you and xavier were best friends for quite a long time now. you knew each other from kindergarten times, kind of lost each other inbetween, and met again at nevermore academy. you both immediately clicked again and quickly worked over the time you were apart. you both were inseparable. everything you did, you did together. and if xavier was going through tough times, you did as well. you were just like ying and yang.

he could bring his paintings to life, you were a shapeshifter. you were the only one at this school, except principal weems. that, and your close relationship to xavier, made you one of the most interesting personas at the academy. everyone had special abilities, but yours is a really heavy one to carry.

but you never used your ability to trick people seriously. only to pull a prank on your friends or to just get a little bit of peace when it‘s hectic around you.

but enough of your ability.

a few weeks after xavier broke up with bianca, he started to act…different. he was rather distant towards you. he did spend his time with you like always, but he was quiet and let you do all the talking. you already spoke up about it but xavier just shrugged it off and said it‘s nothing, he just didn‘t feel good. you suggested a visit at the school nurse but he turned that down as well. after asking about bianca he didn‘t seem really bothered by the topic, so you guessed it was something else.

outreach day came and you were all getting your tasks over an envelope. you were happy to spend the day at the coffee shop weathervane and soon learned that xavier was going to work there as well. jumping happily, xavier just gave you a rather sad smile which made you stop. you decided to bring it up again in a rather quiet minute and when no one else was around.

and that moment was coming right after you both finished your really busy shift at weathervane. it was dark outside and the both of you were pushing your bikes towards the academy when you decided to break the silence.

„xavier, can i ask you something?“ you said and looked at him, waiting for a reaction.

xavier nodded and hummed before looking at you.

„what is with you these last weeks? you got so quiet and look so absent the whole time. and don‘t tell me you just don‘t feel well. if that‘s really the deal you would‘ve been at the nurses office already, i know you.“

xavier looked forward but stopped walking. he held onto his bike and sighed. „you know, after i broke up with bianca i realized i liked someone else the whole time. and i don‘t know how to approach that person and be honest“

to be honest? hearing that kind of hurt. your chest was clenching and your heart rate picked up. to be honest with yourself, you liked xavier. ever since you met again you felt that you were longing for more than just friendship. and now he liked someone else? it was hard for you, but you did all your best to keep your cool.

„is it a she or a he? you know, i can help you with either but it‘s going to be difficult if it‘s a he, i don‘t know what guys really enjoy when getting confessed to.“

xavier looked at you and smiled slightly. „thank you for being understanding but it‘s a she. i know her really well but i still can‘t bring myself to be honest“

you hummed and nodded, trying to think of a good way for xavier to confess his feelings, without feeling hurt yourself. but that couldn‘t be done. you would be hurt eitherway. „maybe try to make a romantic atmosphere around the both of you. with fairy lights or candles. or both. if she‘s into that. and if not, just catch her in a moment when you both are alone, privacy you know. and when the mood is right just blurt it out. she can either say yes, i like you too or no, i don‘t like you that way. eitherway you‘re going to learn out of that situation and take it as a lesson to go on with your life“

xavier listened to you and nodded. „you‘re right. waiting any longer won‘t benefit me. or her.“

you nodded as well and kept walking, but stopped as xavier wasn‘t following you. „are you coming?“ seriously, what was wrong with him being so drowned in his own thoughts like that. you walked back to him and stopped right in front of him.

„xav?“

xavier looked up at you and it seemed like he had trouble breathing.

„i like you. i always liked you. i‘m sorry for not seeing it earlier. i‘m so dumb for not seeing it. but it was always you that i wanted. who i wanted to be so close to. who i always wanted to touch, to show everyone you‘re mine.“

you blinked. why would he practice his speeche now all of the sudden??

„uhm..i mean..maybe cut out the touching part? but besides that it was good“ you nodded „i bet she‘ll like that. and you‘re someone who nobody could say no to“ you said and smiled at him. „come on, let‘s g—"

„no, y/n. it‘s you.“

„what do you mean…?“

„it‘s you who i was talking about the whole time! you‘re making me crazy! i couldn‘t be around you because my head wouldn‘t stop thinking about you! i hate it when the other guys drool over you! i… i just want everyone to know that you‘re mine and that no one else can touch you or look at you the way all of them do! i can‘t hide it anymore but i just like you so much. and i always did. but i was blind. and dumb to put all of my problems regarding my love life on you. it should‘ve been us the whole time.“ xavier caught his breath and looked away, scared of your reaction. was he doing too much? did he go too far? every possible thought was crossing his mind and they were getting louder as you said literally nothing, just standing there, holding onto your bike for your dear life.

„…xavier, i… i don‘t know what to say.“

„it‘s okay. i figured you wouldn‘t feel the same“

„when did i say i don‘t?“

xavier looked back at you. he felt dizzy at the way he didn‘t know what to say, where to look, what to think.

„xavier, i like you too.“

„are….are you for real?“

you had to chuckle and nodded.

„i am. i would love your hands all over me so everybody knows who i belong to. i would love you calling me by whatever endearing name you can think of. and i would love to kiss you right here and right now.“

xavier didn‘t need to hear it twice. he let his bike fall to the ground and cupped your face in his warm hands. he took a glance at your beautiful sparkling eyes. he came closer and your noses were almost touching. but your lips did first. his soft lips on yours felt like two puzzle peaces fitting together. you both closed your eyes and your kisses drowned into the dark but beautiful night.

——

a/n

little shorter than my other story but i hope you like it🫶🏼

[leyseyb]

first one [X.T.]

xavier thorpe x fem. reader

warning: swear words, glass cut+blood!

xavier was the one showing you around the school. he was the one you spend your time at jericho with. he helped you on outreach day at weathervane.

he also was the first one to catch feelings. for you.

but he swore to himself that he wasn‘t going to be the first one to confess. because he knew you weren‘t feeling the same. that you had your eyes on someone else. and that made him furious. everytime he thought about you being together with someone else but him.

what he didn‘t know was that always gave him clear signs you liked him and only him. but he didn‘t want to see it. making you think he doesn‘t like you the way you do. you even used tyler, the barista of the weathervane café, to make xavier jealous and finally say something. but there was nothing.

so the both of you decided to stop trying.

xavier couldn‘t stay close to you anymore. it was hurting him inside. he locked himself inside his art shed most of the time, not letting anyone in.

you were hurting too. you locked yourself inside your dorm, luckily you didn‘t have a roommate.

you drowned yourself in homework and books, just to not think about anything regarding xavier.

even though you missed him. it was hard for you to sit next to him in class. you both even stopped talking to each other.

none of you knew how it even came to a situation like that but either of you showed any sign of changing the situation.

until the Rave'N Dance came near.

you got all of your nerves together to ask xavier yourself if he would go to the dance with you.

you approached him as he was drawing the mural for the school and tapped his shoulder. he turned around and looked rather surprised to see you.

„oh, hey“

„hi. xavier, can i ask you something?“

xavier nodded at that and turned fully towards you.

„would you…go to the rave'n dance with me?“

silence.

xavier didn‘t say a thing, making you fidget with your fingers. you never minded the silences between the two of you but now it was uncomfortable and you wished he would say something soon.

„uhm..i‘m sorry but i kind of already go with someone. i thought you‘d ask tyler, that‘s why i asked someone else“

xavier scratched his neck and didn‘t dare to look at you.

„oh, well..“

you tried to think of something to answer but your head was empty. you slowly started to feel rage bubbling up inside of you. and that wasn‘t a good thing. you could influence the weather, but when you don‘t have your emotions under control the weather isn‘t under control as well.

that‘s why a loud thounder could be heard right above the both of you, making xavier look up.

„i thought i was doing you a favor by asking you. since we haven‘t really been doing something together these last weeks. but i guess you finally found someone who doesn‘t make you care about that anymore“

you quickly left the scene, went out of the school building and got your bike before driving to jericho. what xavier did is something you could do as well. and when he figured you asked tyler, you will ask tyler.

you reached weathervane and locked your bike in front of it before going inside and going straight up to the counter, where tyler was making coffee.

he looked at you surprised and looked at the clock.

„uhm..hi? i thought you have classes this time around?“

„sht. not important.“

tyler raised his eyebrows.

„o..kay..?“

„go to the rave'n dance with me.“

you said in a rather demanding voice.

„to the what? what‘s that? something like a prom?“

„yeah, whatever you normies call it. go with me. this friday. 7pm at the academy“

you didn‘t even left him time to say yes or no and just left again, unlocking your bike and driving back to the academy, the sky still letting thunders roll.

————

it‘s friday. 6.59pm.

and tyler was there. on time.

you grinned at that and hurried down to show tyler around, careful as you didn‘t want to step on your dress or stumble in your high heels.

you even put on make up, something that was suiting the theme but also wasn‘t too much. but it made your face stand out even more.

you smiled at tyler and greeted him.

„good evening. let me show you around a bit before we hit the dance floor“

you said and held onto his arm before dragging him around.

„y/n“

tyler said, making you hum.

„you look amazing“

you stopped walking and looked at him, smiling slightly.

„aw, thank you, tyler! you look amazing yourself!“

you said and patted his shoulder.

what you didn‘t see as you showed tyler around was xavier.

he was on the first floor, looking down at the both of you. rather only at you.

he was struck at how beautiful you looked.

speechless.

he couldn‘t form a thought at how pretty you were, how perfect your hair was styled, how your face stands out even more with that bit of make up, how amazing you probably smell. he was biting his ass right now, that he didn‘t go with you. he was mad at himself for turning you down.

xavier knew how that upset you as soon as he heard the thounder roaming above him.

and he was more than mad at himself for that.

tyler and you searched for a table to sit at.

„i‘m going to get us some drinks“

you said and went off to the bar, grabbing two glasses. you turned to the side to leave the bar and bumped into someone, spilling drinks all over yourself and the other person. you gasped loudly, the glass falling down on the floor, breaking.

„oh my god, i‘m so sorry“

you said and quickly bend down to pick up the glass.

„let me do it, you‘ll hurt yourself“

you stopped your motions as you heard his voice. goosebumps all over your body.

xavier.

you looked up at him as a big piece of glass cut into your palm. it was like your feelings were cut off. you didn‘t feel it at all until xavier gasped.

„oh shit, y/n! i said you‘ll get hurt, fuck!“

xavier quickly removed the glass out of your hand and before you could react he ripped a part of his shirt off of him and tightly wrapped it around your hand.

„let‘s go, let‘s get that cleaned up“

he said and helped you stand up.

you sat down in xavier‘s room, as the school nurse wasn‘t there. he sat you down at his desk and got the first aid kit out of the bathroom.

you looked around the room until your eyes landed on his sketchbook.

it was open, showing drawings of…you?

you blinked and looked up at xavier as he came up to you and immediately started to take care of your hand.

why were there drawings of you?? are there more? but WHY?

„xav“

„hm?“

he didn‘t look up but made it clear he was listening.

„why did you draw me?“

xavier‘s motions got slower and he looked up at you before looking at his desk and quickly closing his sketchbook. fuck.

he quickly but a bandage around your hand and looked away.

„xavier“

„y/n.“

he wasn‘t going to be the first one. he swore himself he wasn‘t going to.

„did we really have to come this far, xavier? not talking to each other, not spending time anymore, not even looking at each other? but drawing me and maybe bringing the painting to life?“

„y/n, i—"

„no, xavier. i just…i miss what we had! why did it change? is it bianca? or wednesday? please tell me why!“

you were totally out of your mind and mad. why couldn‘t he just talk to you? you were literally right there and he decided to draw you and give you the silent treatment.

„y/n“

„what, xavier? just be fucking honest with me, this whole situation feels like elementary school to me! we‘re not little kids, we can talk to each other, can‘t we—“

„it‘s because i like you!“

he interrupted you.

„i like you a lot and i know you don‘t like me back, you like tyler! and that‘s why i decided to distance myself and then you did too and that was a sign for me to stop trying.“

you blinked. wow.

„xavier“

„no, y/n. please don‘t try to make it better. i never wanted to tell you and rather forget it.“

you moved closer to him and cupped his face so he would look at you. xavier‘s eyes looked between yours and your perfectly lipstick stained lips. he wanted nothing more badly than to kiss you. feel those soft lips on his own.

„y/n, i-"

he couldn‘t say more because you pressed your lips on his, as it was also something you badly wanted to do. both of you closed their eyes and deepened the kiss, feeling like the missing pieces finally found their way back together.

after a minute or two you pulled away but didn‘t let go of xavier‘s face.

„i like you too, you idiot. only you.“

and you were so happy, it started snowing outside.

and xavier was indeed the first one to confess his feelings.

but you were the first one to open his eyes about yours.

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a/n: heavenly + my account got deleted by tumblr. i hope you enjoy this story as much as heavenly.

[leyseyb]

wow so my blog got deleted and heavenly + the draft for the second part are gone 😭😭😭