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it scares me that you never know what someone is thinking or feeling towards you and everything that they say could be one massive lie

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Not a happy camper at the moment.

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Not how tonight was supposed to go.

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Time

I'm so ready to be home, I just want to go to sleep and forget the world right now

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I'm over you.

Look who came crawling back. Twice I ate that poison apple, made me sick of being eve. But honey. I'm happy now, more then I ever was with you and there is no way in hell that I'm giving that up for you. You're not worth it, and I'm just sorry that it took me so long to realize you're a douchebag that I don't need in my life.

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The Game

This game is going to be fun now that I know how to play ;) 

Just wait. I'm not coming in last place this time. Ill teach you that I don't come second to anyone. #SorryNotSorry

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Friends.

You picked me up, we went to see a movie. We were just friends.

You picked me up, you kissed me on the top of my head. We were just friends.

You picked me up, You held my hand. We were just friends.

You picked me up, We kissed. We were just friends.

You picked me up, we went to far. We were just friends.

You don't pick me up anymore. We are just strangers.

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-I can't shake you.

I miss you so much right now, I don't even have words. I realized that I think about you every single day, and you couldn't care less about seeing my name on your newsfeed, more-less think about me. I don't get how we went from what we were to not even speaking with no explanation what-so ever really bothers me. And when Im having a good day, and I haven't thought about you there you go, popping up on my messages, or liking on of my status' and then all of the feelings come rushing back. Either be gone, and stay gone, or lets be friends. I'm fine with just friends, but im not okay with being a doormat that you talk to when you're bored, or a yo-yo that you string along just incase you change your mind. I know that im better then that and I deserve better then that. 

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I could of thought of a better way to start February…

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Hot damn someone is reading my mind!

the situation i am in right now.. 

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Dear Guys.

Let me start out by saying that not all guys are the same. Because they are all different. 

Let me explain something to those of ya'll who decide to be those guys that give the rest of them a bad name:

If you text a girl sweet messages in the morning, and talk to them all day, and end with goodnight sweetie, or good night pretty girl, ect. they WILL fall for you. Trust me. 

Second. If you go to hang out with them, but have no intentions of wanting a relationship with them sometime, Do Not. And I mean DO NOT hold their hand, or kiss them, or cuddle them. They will get attached and they will get attached fast. 

Third. If you try to get to third base, and you somehow do, take it slow. don't rush it. When you rush those things, girls will start thinking that's all you want. (most of the guys who do this, that is all they want.)

Fourth: If you decide that you don't want to hang out with her anymore, for whatever reason, don't just start to ignore her. That will kill her confidence faster then just saying  I think were better off as just friends. We can take you telling us that. But we can't take wondering what we did wrong to make you ignore us. It will literally eat up at our mind. 

                                   Just be straight up with us. We can take it. 

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Get.Out.Of.My.Head

I keep stopping myself from texting you. 

I keep telling myself that if you want to talk to me, you have my number. 

But who knows you probably deleted that out of your mind too. 

I miss you. 

but then again i don't

I wonder how many girls you've done this too. 

I love going to church, but I hate the building it reminds me of you. 

I think about when I was in middle school, and how I thought it was the coolest thing for you to talk to me every now and again. 

God. Thinking back to old conversations suck. 

But then again, its nice, because you remember that for one second, you thought about me. 

I don't know why I can't shake your face from my mind, its like I finally let my walls down, and you showed me why I kept them up. 

but. Ill be okay. I promise.