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Priority Needed - Wind Breaker Joker ff series

Part 1 

[more parts will be there soon]

“You know what would be cool?”

“Like what?”

Turning to face the front, “Jumping off this building right now.”

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εїз Sunny High School εїз

“Hey, sis. My baby sister! You got some money on you right now? I really need some money to pay for something.” 

“No.”

“Oh, c’mon, Lily. I need some to get some movie tickets for my date.”

“With Jordan?”

“LILY, PLEASE. YOUR BROTHER REALLY NEEDS IT!”

“Call dad and get him to send money to you.”

Walking away from her brother, Dom, Lily walked to the bathroom to find Aria who told her to meet there. Lily, whose full name is Kang Nali and the younger sister of Dom Kang, had no idea why Aria wanted to meet her there because there were more locations to talk at. But whatever Aria thought to talk in secret then Lily had no objection to it.

“Hey, Aria. What do you want to talk about?” Lily asked out loud upon entering the bathroom but got her mouth covered up by Aria when she came rushing at her.

“Lower your volume. Shelly is in here and I don’t want her to know what we’re gonna talk about.”

“Mmpf mmpf mfpf?” Lily mumbled as Aria’s hand was still on her mouth which could be translated to Shelly’s in here?

“Shushhhh~~”

“Wait, I heard Lily’s voice. Lily, are you out there?” Shelly’s voice came from one of the bathroom stalls caused Aria and Lily to look at each other.

“I told you to keep it quiet when you walk in here, Lily.” Aria nagged Lily as the latter gave her a confused look before answering Shelly’s calling her.

“Yeah, I’m here.” Lily answered.

“Great, Lily. Don’t go anywhere. I need to tell you something.” Shelly responded back as the two girls outside heard her flushing down the toilet and hurrying from the inside. 

Shelly opened the door and got out with her bag in hand, stepping quickly to where Lily was standing and showed the latter what was on her phone. “You’ve gotta tell your dad what Dom has been getting on lately. I swear he doesn’t go training with all of us anymore, he goes somewhere else, skipping our routine practices.”

“Send those pictures to me; I’ll show dad about this to get more money to my bank account. Hehehe.” 

“You two are exactly the same.” Shelly uttered as she airdropped the pictures to Lily’s phone and messed her hair in the process. “Gotta go. I need to go bother someone real quick.”

She winked as Lily got what she meant and Shelly ran out of the bathroom with a smile on her face. Lily then turned back to Aria and saw that she was upset about something. “Hey, what’s wrong? You can tell me everything that bothers you.”

Aria sighed, chasing away all the bad energies surrounding her. “It’s just that Jay thinks of me as a random underclassman. Nothing more than that.”

“I’ll ask my brother what Jay thinks of you, Aria. I’m sure he wouldn’t think of you this way.”

“I tried everything to get his attention but his attention is always on the competition and Shelly. I don’t know why he wouldn’t pay attention to me even a little bit. I just want him to look at me like he looks at Shelly.” Aria cried into her arms and Lily had no other options but to console her; though she never understood the one-sided love, she felt the pain of Aria as she didn’t want her to lose herself for loving Jay when he didn’t even pay any attention to the girl at all.

Her brother was also a lovesick puppy as well; He, who had a crush on the twin sister of Minu, cried to Lily all the time about her ignoring him. He even went to sleep in her room because he said he wanted to get comfort from her. He’d been like this since they were kids, even their dad said nothing about it.

εїз Hallway εїз

“LILY!! MY BABY SISTER!! COME AND GIVE YOUR BROTHER A HUG!” Lily heard her brother yell out to her while she was on her way with Aria back to class but she guessed her brother came looking for her or something again this time. Lily watched her brother, Dom, running up to her and jumped to hug her as she couldn’t get away from him.

“LILY!! I want you to know that I always love you and I will always protect you from any harm coming your way. Trust me, my baby sister.” As Dom said that, he brushed his face with hers which to Lily who used to it already, seemed normal but to others, it looked like a creep.

Lily had to push her brother off so that everyone wouldn’t whisper so loud around them, “You gotta stop doing this when we’re in school. These people are whispering loudly among themselves.”

As she said that, Dom looked around the hallway and saw that everyone was looking at them and some had their phones up recording them like they were animals. He walked up to them and,

“Did you get good pictures of us together? Send them to me!” Dom exclaimed as he hopped around to look at others’ phones as Lily deadpanned at her brother’s excitement over their pictures being taken.

“I can’t believe we are twins.”

Minu stood next to Lily, agreeing with what she said. “People can really tell you two apart because even though you two are twins, they would know that you are you and Dom is Dom.”

“You’re just saying the same thing.”

“Right, but people from the outside wouldn’t know that you two are twins until they see you and him with your dad.”

Lily shrugged, “I rather have people not knowing me and Dom are twins than anything.”

“What happened? What’s wrong?” He asked.

“Those three idiots keep bugging me to ask Dom to let them into The Hummingbird Crew. I told them to talk with Dom themselves but they kept bugging me until I exploded on them last week.”

εїз Last week εїз

“Please, Lily. Tell your brother to let us in too. We’re also good at cycling as well. We can do what they are doing too.” One of the three kids in her class begged her after they found her walking home with Jordan from the usual hangout with him. And they had to stop her as she wanted to go home and sleep the entire day off but these three kids had to run up to her and almost knocked her to the other side when they couldn’t stop running to her.

“What do you want? Also, did you just stalk me so that you can come and tell me to talk to my brother?”

“Not that kind of stalking. We just happened to find you here and…”

“And what? Why don’t you go and talk with him alone and not get me involved in this? WHY ARE YOU BEING A COWARD AND NOT GO TO HIM YOURSELF? I’M FUCKING TIRED OF LISTENING TO YOU BEGGING ME ALL THE FUCKING TIME WHEN YOU SHOULD’VE USED ALL THOSE TIMES TO GO TALK TO DOM!!?!”

The three guys stepped away as Lily pushed them out of the way and Jordan almost jumped to bite them but she pulled him off and went home, being so angry about it.

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“You’re going home alone again, Lily?” Dom asked her as he was waiting by his bike with his friends ready to go train. He wanted to see his baby sister get out of school so that he could go train with a relaxed mind. 

“Yeah. You go and train now after I told Dad about it?” She smirked as Dom’s face turned sour after being scolded by his dad through the phone during his break time.

He laid his hand on Lily’s shoulder, “You know you don’t have to tell Dad what I did or didn’t do, Lily.”

“But I got money out of this, anyway. So, no.”

“WHAT?!?”

“Anyway, I have to go now. See ya at home, big brother!” Lily made a big heart over her head and hopped off the school ground, walking the opposite way to somewhere.

“WAIT!! WHAT!! DID YOU JUST SAY YOU MAKE MONEY OUT OF SNITCHING TO DAD!? LILY!! KANG NALI!!”

“Dom, calm down.” Minu and June tried to calm the guy down and it seemed to be ineffective.

“CALM DOWN!? HOW AM I CALMING DOWN WHEN MY TWIN SISTER SNITCHED ON ME TO GET SOME MONEY?!? KANG NALI, YOU COME BACK HERE!”

She heard her brother yell out as she hopped around excitedly. With the money that her dad sent to her this afternoon, she had the opportunity to go somewhere and buy something for someone she liked. It was laughable to see that the daughter of a gang leader had a crush on someone that could be considered to be an enemy to the gang because he beat up her brother. 

And if Dom were to know about her crush on the person who had a fight with him, he wouldn’t stay still and would cause something between the two of them. It was only a matter of time until Dom would find out about his baby sister’s immense feeling for the underground fighter. 

Lily walked close to where she would see the guy and his team hanging around and as she turned the corner at the convenient store, she finally saw them, especially the guy that she had a huge crush on.

Joker of the Sabbath Team.

“Hey! Where have you been off this whole day?” Lily asked as she walked up to them, seeing that Wooin gave half of the money to Joker and the latter counted the money. She then walked closer to stand next to Joker who hadn’t noticed her yet.

“Oh, Lily. Didn’t see ya there, princess.” Wooin uttered as he gazed at Lily with the usual smile on his face, pulling a candy out from his pocket to give to her. She accepted it because the only thing that could actually connect her and Wooin together other than the adrenaline rush was candies. It was the thing that tied them to tolerate each other.

Wooin continued, “School's done for today?”

“Yeah, what about you guys? Done with your errands?”

This remark made Wooin smirked at Lily; it’s becoming clearer to him that she knew what he and his team were doing. It had become apparent for him to start getting really, really close to her so that he could get a job with her dad. 

He had a purpose and by engaging with the daughter of a gang leader would benefit him in the long term. He then had his arm around Lily’s shoulder, getting real close to her when she wasn’t really paying much attention to him but to only Joker. “So, your dad…Does he need any errand completed for him?”

“No, all the errands are being done by his gang. I don’t think he needs your help but thanks for asking, Wooin.”

“I’m going home.” Joker uttered as he turned back, not even looking or speaking to Lily once.

Lily saw this and became quite sad that he didn’t pay much attention to her. And while Lily was feeling sad about it, Wooin exclaimed to Joker, “Dude, we’re going to some barbecue and you decided to dip out?”

“I gotta make food for my younger brothers.”

Without saying anything else, he walked off to his house probably as Lily watched him walking away without saying anything to her. She felt all kinds of emotions right now and Wooin cursed under his breath but she didn’t really care about him; her crush wasn’t him, Joker was her crush.

“I’m going home too.” Lily uttered as she walked away from Wooin when he was quick to grab her wrist.

“Hold on, you’re not going home so fast.” He said, pulling the money out of his pocket. “We’re going to barbecue together.”

εїз Barbecue Restaurant εїз

“You want to get with Joker so bad, don’t you?” Wooin asked, sipping on his coke while his hands were busy with grilling the meat.

“How do you know?”

“Everyone knows among us, even Joker knows that himself.” 

Lily, after hearing that, accidentally swallowed water into the wrong hole which caused her to cough until she got a red face. “What?!”

“You thought he wouldn’t get the hint, didn’t you? The tall idiot sees and hears everything; it’s just that he doesn’t talk that much. He keeps a lot to himself so if he were to talk about you crushing on him, that would be just a dream.”

“Oh god…How am I going to face him now?”

Wooin chuckled, “Just let it go with the flow. Everything will be fine.”

“How would you know that?”

Without saying anything else, Wooin just smirked as he plopped a piece of meat into his mouth.

εїз Home; Dinner Time εїз

“Dad, listen to me. Lily didn’t mean what she said when she told you about me not training with the team. She’s obviously lying to get money out of you.” Dom tried to talk to their dad as they were having their dinner together after not having one for a very long time. Pulling all types of faces to convince their dad, Dom kinda gave up along the way because it looked like their dad was really paying much attention to the subject.

“Lily, you’re not having a second?” Their dad asked.

She shook her head, “No, I’m full. Thanks, Dad.” She then turned to face Dom and made a mocking expression, “Enjoy your dinner with Dad, big brother!” and hopped to her bedroom excitedly.

As Lily finally arrived at her bedroom, she immediately locked the door as she didn’t want Dom to come in and sleep in her room again this time. She had something to say to Joker and she didn’t want her brother to know about this or he might go and finish his business with Joker. After all, no brothers would want their sisters to date someone whom they had issues with. Especially guys like Joker who Dom tried to warn Lily a lot.

She grabbed her phone and immediately went to text Joker whom she was fortunate enough to get directly from. She wanted to know if he did know about her crushing on him. She needed to hear it from him instead and not from Wooin who could be saying anything because he wanted to tease her about this.

Hi! I’m not bothering you right now, am I?

Read 8:48pm

Yeah, Joker wasn’t the type to text someone back. He was more keen on talking instead of texting. She knew that but she didn’t want other ears to hear what she was going to say anyway.

Sorry, didn’t mean to bother you. Good night.

Uhh, stupid Lily! Why would you go and text him when you know he won’t answer back? Lily cursed herself as she put down her phone and slipped herself under the cover. She was shaken inside as the consequence of her action finally caught up to her. Why would she go and text Joker? What, trying to get him to tell her that he knows she was having a crush on him?

This was so stupid; why would you do that, Lily Kang?!!

[Insert phone’s ringtone here]

Lily turned to her side and picked the phone up and widened her eyes before getting up and clearing her throat. She swiped to answer and put the phone close to her ears.

“Hello, Joker.”

���Sorry, I was busy putting my brothers to sleep. What do you want to talk about?” His voice was very enticing; it could literally put her to sleep if he continued to talk like this on the phone with her. 

Then, she came back from reality and started speaking straight to the point as she knew Joker didn’t like it if someone wasted his time by not getting to the point. “Wooin told me that you knew that I like you more than friends.”

“Hmm..”

“Did you? I mean it’s cool that you know, y’know? It’s probably whatever, anyway. You probably don’t have the time to think about getting into a relationship with anyone right now. So, hahah.” Lily rambled on and Joker just kept listening to her talking when his mouth curved up into a smile at her rambling.

“So, uhh. What are you up to now?” She changed the subject as she felt embarrassed after rambling on about her crush on him. She could feel her cheeks burning up after indirectly confessing to him on the phone and whatnot. 

“I’d like to try going on a date with you.”

“Oohh, a date.. That’s what you're up to.” She smiled before the realization started to hit her. “Wait, a date with me?!?”

“Yeah, Wooin told me to get together with you so that I could learn a thing or two from you.”

“Wait, Wooin told you to do that?” That fucking asshole, I swear I will beat his ass when I see him. Lily thought to herself as she heard Joker respond.

“Not that it was an obligation to get with you. He just threw that sentence out just for fun and I picked it up and acted on it. Besides, you were trying so hard to get my attention.”

Then she heard a small chuckle coming from him and she swore she could float to the sky. Must be god’s gift to finally hear him chuckle, even if it was just a small one, it was enough to make her heart skip a beat. But, hey, did he just take a jab at her trying to get his attention all these times?

“Hey, I did that because I wanted you to notice me. Even this evening, I stood next to you but you didn’t notice me. Only Wooin noticed me and gave me candy.” She retorted as she heard him sigh through the phone.

“Sorry about that. I was thinking about my brothers so I wasn’t paying any attention to my surroundings.”

“So, uhh. When is your next fight? I want to come and support you.” She questioned, pulling a move that her brother taught her so many times and those many times, she ignored it because it sounded so stupid to her and now look at her, she used that technique to be with Joker all the time.

“It’s two days from now. If you wanna come, I’ll tell the guys in the front to let you in.”

“Great!! I want to. Just text me the location and I’ll be at your every fight!”

“Hmm…” He hummed and before the two of them hung up, Joker had one last thing to tell her. “Lily, let’s go on a date tomorrow. I’ll pick you up at your school if you want.”

Lily genuinely smiled and uttered calmly which put his heart on a treadmill. “Alright, I’ll text you my school’s location. See you tomorrow.”

“Alright, bye. Good night.”

She smiled widely at his words, “Good night.”

Bidding each other goodnight, Joker went to bed with a smile on his face for the first time in a long time while Lily was screaming in excitement under her blanket so loud that Dom ran to check on her.

“BABY SISTER!! WHAT HAPPENS?? IS SOMEONE INSIDE OF YOUR ROOM AND TRYING TO ATTACK YOU?”

Lily heard that outside of her room and then Dom shouted for someone to get a spare key from Dad’s room. “Get me the spare key; My baby sister is getting attacked!!” 

“STAY AWAY FROM MY ROOM!! I’M DOING OK AND THERE’S NO ONE IN HERE WITH ME!!”

“GET ME THE FUCKING KEY!!”

“STAY AWAY!!!!”

As on Joker’s side, he was still looking at his screen that showed Lily’s number. If it was one thing that got him to be able to smile even if it was just a small one, it was Lily and it was enough to get him to smile. For someone like him who was considered the freak and the money-chasing asshole, he never thought to have someone like him and bypass all of his negative traits. And for someone like Lily who was a level higher than him, he felt like he was blessed to have her like him. 

As for the date thing, of course, Wooin told him to get close to Lily and date her but Joker didn’t do that because he wanted something benefiting them. He really wanted to have a relationship and Lily was the one that he wanted to get with. Maybe he could try to learn how to read people’s moods from Lily.

“Date Lily and maybe you could get her to tell her brother that you want to have a talk with him.” Wooin uttered as he stood next to the tall guy, looking elsewhere.

“Her brother’s Dom?”

“Yeah and they’re twins. Everytime you look at Lily’s face, you would see her brother’s face too.”

Joker scoffed as he pushed his phone into his pocket, “Me dating her would be a real thing and not for our benefits. It’s mine.”

“Yeah, whatever you say, man. She’s gonna beat my ass when she sees me tomorrow or something. Aish, why would you say that I told you to get together with her?” 

Saying that, Wooin walked to step on one of the guys that ambushed them as Joker slightly smiled at the thought of him going to pick Lily up from school before he went on to fight some more. 

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Walking down the hallway with her brother’s arm around her shoulders, Lily was feeling pumped up as she was excited for the later day. It was the usual scene for students to see upon seeing the twins walking down the hallway and being super close to one another; the one thing that was quite unusual for them to see was that Lily and Dom didn’t come to school together and walk down the hallway with their arms around their shoulders. That was the only unusual thing to see the Kangs being like this.

“What’re you gonna do if your score doesn’t reflect well on your report card?” Lily asked, looking at her phone while Dom turned upset about his report card last month.

“I don’t even want to know what I’m gonna do. My dream of making music would look dark to me.”

“You just gotta have Yuna around you all the time to encourage you to learn, brother. I’m not gonna help you all the time when you don’t even want my help.”

Dom groaned, “Yeah, but what can you say about my character? I don’t want to study so…”

“Then say goodbye to your music-making career.” She stuck her tongue out at Dom and walked into their classroom, taking a seat next to each other.

“Morning, Lily!! Did you get my Kakao this morning?” Shelly came into the classroom and shouted for Lily as she waved her hand at the latter.

Lily then winked, “Do you really wanna do this, Shelly? Would he get so embarrassed to not want to come to class?”

“LILY!!”

“Kidding… Ooh, Jay.” Lily had her hand out for Jay to drop something and Jay grumbled under his breath as he took his notebook from yesterday’s lesson and gave it to Lily.

εїз Break Time εїз

Lily got up as the bell rang across the school when her brother, Dom, asked her. “Where are you going? I thought we’re going to get something to eat with the team.”

“I’ll be back soon. I need to go somewhere.”

“Where… Lily?” Dom watched his sister walk out of the classroom, making a beeline for something.

“Where’s she going?” Minu walked to Dom’s chair, asking about Lily since they were both needed to complete an assignment with his older twin sister, Yuna.

“She wouldn’t tell me, dude. We’re just gonna have to wait for her at our usual spot.”

Lily walked down to find Aria as she had something to tell her since the last incident Aria had with Jay and Lily didn’t want Aria to feel sad that her crush on Jay wasn’t going as well as she wanted to. She needed to console the poor girl–

“Without any pain, you wouldn’t get the gain. You need to persist more. No pain, no gain.” Lily heard someone talking behind the wall to the stairs to another floor.

“Sure, I’ll keep fighting for the love I have for Jay.” Then she heard Aria’s voice so clearly and without a doubt, she ran to see Aria and saw that she was with this Owen guy who was infatuated with Shelly.

Upon seeing him, Lily groaned. “Uhh, it’s you.”

“You got a problem with me?”

“Very much indeed.”

“Well, that’s unfortunate because I don’t interact with those who aren’t in my field of interest.” Owen retorted and Lily took another jab at him.

“Neither do I but here we are.” Then Lily paid no more attention to Owen and grabbed Aria’s wrist, trying to pull her away from him. “Let’s go, Aria. You’re not gonna get any good from this guy.”

“You aren’t going anywhere with her. I still have something more with her.” Owen tried to stop Lily by grabbing Aria’s other wrist.

“With what? Encourage her to be persistent with her crushing on Jay or something else? Because I doubt you would have any good ideas.”

Owen scowled, “Did you just insult my intelligence?”

“When did I ever do that?”

“They look like they are fighting for Aria. Why is Aria in the middle of them arguing? Do you get what they are talking about?”

Lily and Aria heard the students’ talking about the scene in front of them but for Lily, she didn’t give a damn about it and continued on.

“You think by pushing this phrase No pain, No gain is gonna help her when clearly everyone could see the opposite of it.”

“There’s nothing wrong with giving her the motivation to get what she wants. I want Shelly and she wants Jay.”

“You sound like an obsessed freak. You gotta stop. This isn’t good for your mental health.”

He frowned, “Me? An obsessed freak?”

“Yes, do you need Shelly to say it to you for you to realize the reality? She loves someone else and not you. Geez, this idiot.” Lily spoke Korean in the last sentence because she was frustrated with this guy.

“Did you just call me an idiot in Korean?” Owen asked her as the sentence that she pronounced made sense to him.

“Oh, you do understand that? I thought you didn’t because it seemed to me that you don’t have the brain to realize the reality.”

“You!” 

“Let’s go, Aria. You don’t need to take his words into account. Everything this guy said was just rubbish.” Lily told Aria as she was finally able to pull her out of the situation and she didn’t notice the glare from Owen. 

This guy wouldn’t hold grudges but for this girl, Lily, he held grudges against her.

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After the bell finally rang as the signal for students to go home, the teacher teaching in the Hummingbird Crew’s (except Vinny) classroom still had a lot more to tell the students.

“Before you go home, I want you to fully focus on the group assignment that I put last week. Don’t forget that and the exam test will be here sooner than later so be paranoid about it.” 

After he said that, all the students groaned in their seats because when they wanted a free time to relax, the teacher had to tell them the bad news to drop that relaxing thought.

Then Dom turned to his sister with the puppy eyes he could garner, “Baby sister… Help me with the upcoming exam.”

Without looking at him, Lily denied. “No.”

“Oh, c’mon. I’ll pay you 150,000 won an hour.”

“200,000 won an hour.”

“That’s a deal.” Dom then grabbed his sister’s hand and shook it to seal the deal. 

That was also the usual sibling’s interaction, using money as a way to make a deal with the closest people. People started to get used to that already.

Then she suddenly stood up as the excitement of going out on a date with her crush bubbled up inside of her so Lily went out of the classroom in a hurry while her brother and her friends were shouting for her but she paid no heed to it and ran for the front gate.

Dom and his friends, on the other hand, went to the window and tried to find Lily among the students who got out of school and finally saw Lily rushing to the outside of the school gate with a huge smile on her face which got Dom to be curious about it. 

“What made her smile like that?”

Then Shelly went to the window, standing near him. “Maybe she finally got a boyfriend?”

“WHAT?!?”

“I mean it can be possible. Seeing how her smile stretches itself almost to her ears could mean several things and one of them is her boyfriend.”

“If my baby sister has a boyfriend, she would tell dad and me and not keep it a secret to herself, Shelly. I know my sister well.” Dom uttered as his eyes landed on Lily who unconsciously looked over to the window of her classroom and they both met eyes until Dom saw that his sister was sticking her tongue out at him.

“Why,,,she,,. This girl! I’m coming down to beat your ass, Lily!!” He shouted as soon as his hand unlatched the lock on the window and scared the hell out of the students who walked through the gate.

“Dom, no!” Shelly and Minu each grabbed Dom’s arms while Jay was ready with his book swinging at Dom.

It was like a miracle for Jay to join in with the shenanigans with the team so whenever Dom tried to stop Lily from doing anything, the gang was ready to stop him at all costs.

Lily went to the corner of the school as she saw a tall figure out of the normal height of all students there so she ran up to the guy that she always had her eyes on. The moment was very monumental for her so the fact that Joker picked her up from school to go on a date with him was like a dream come true for Lily. She had achieved one of her ultimate goals; now she has got to hide this thing from her brother especially because she didn’t think he would appreciate seeing his sister dating the enemy(?).

When she finally arrived at the place where Joker waited for her, it was behind a big tree at the corner of the school wall and this spot was the best to hide from her brother’s eagle eyes. Didn’t want him to see who she’s going with.

“Hi!” She exclaimed as the moment had finally arrived. “Shall we go now?”

Joker waved his hand, nodding and offering to hold Lily’s hand. “Sure. I found a place that would suit your taste.”

To be continued [if this goes well]

[lightlia]

Masterlist

Dream SMP

Dream

♪ And It Breaks My Heart  ♪

GeorgeNotFound

Sapnap

Wilbur

and many more

Haikyuu

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Boku No Hero Academia

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More coming soon...

[lightlia]

Songs that I will probably write fics about

1. The Cut That Always Bleed - Conan Gray 

2. A Soulmate Who Wasn’t Meant to Be - Jess Benko

3. The Butterfly Effect - Before You Exit

4. Clouds - Before You Exit

5. That’s Us - Anson Seabra

6. HEARTBREAK ANNIVERSARY - Giveon

7. Lose - Niki

8. Cry - Cigarettes After Sex

All i could think rn is just ANGST 

[lightlia]

i think i’m gonna write song fanfic for the dream smp or haikyuu or bnha or others cuz i feel like i’ll do better in writing them. and i’ll make a spotify playlist for every fics that i’ve made.

[lightlia]

And it breaks my heart

Pairing: Dream x reader (irl!Dream x reader) [They/Them] [mentioning Wilbur a bit]

Synopsis: What has gone wrong? Is it the fact that they are pretending to be happy or they’re never meant to be?

Inspired by:  LÉON -  And It Breaks My Heart [stream LÉON music!!]

Words count: 2.6k

[ANGST]

A/N: My first fic on this site, yay! Hope you like it! It could be cringing but bare with me, uwu! Feedbacks are accepted so if you have sth to say, pls do so. I literally didn’t save the damn thing and I had to type it all out again. Fuck me. I didn’t proofread it cuz i’m lazy and tired so enjoy reading this.

♪ Think of days when I was yours

Seems so long ago ♪

Y/N moved in their last stuff into their new home after successfully putting everything in their new place. They looked around the living room before sitting down on the floor. Holding in their am was a box with stuff that they were going to decorate. As they opened the box, it wasn’t the stuff that they would decorate with but a photo album, a sweater and a necklace in it. They held back their tears as they took out the sweater and the necklace and wore them. The sweater wasn’t theirs but it was Clay’s.

“Babe, have you seen my sweater? I can’t find it anywhere.” Clay shouted from their wardrobe, opening each drawer to find his sweater.

Y/N skipped towards their room, “Which sweater? You have like so many sweater.”

“The one with dinosaurs on it. The green--” Clay then turned around to see Y/N was wearing what he described. “--sweater.”

Y/N looked at Clay then down at their clothing. “This one?”

Clay then walked towards them with a grin on his face. “Well, never mind. I’ll find another one to wear. And by the way, you look cute in it. So keep it.”

Y/N was flustered and hid their face in the sweater. Clay wrapped his arms around them and his chin was on their head. “But it would look even better when it’s on the floor along with my clothes.” He smirked, causing Y/N’s cheeks to go red. 

Y/N hit Clay hard with their sweater paws but to him, those hits were like patting. Clay then remembered something and jogged to their bedside drawer and took out a box. He took the necklace out and went back to Y/N. Clay went behind them and put it on for them.

“I saw it when I was out strolling with Nick. He said to pick the one with ‘Daddy’ on it but I’ll buy next time if you want.”

Y/N tiptoed to give Clay a kiss since the man is 6′3. “Thank you, Clay. I love it.” 

♪ Now we're standing in the cold

Nervous when we talk ♪

“Goddamn it! I forgot to bring my umbrella.” Y/N cursed under their breath. They decided to walk through the park but the rain ruined it. They looked up to the sky who decided to rain on the day that they wanted to be away from the loud noises and they wanted peace and quiet before they went back to their workplace tomorrow.

“Should’ve had a roommate so they could pick me up when I call them.” Y/N took shelter under a big tree. Their clothes weren’t helping them shield their head and they were soaking wet from the immediate rain. They hung their head down and kicked the dirt beneath them, cursing the rain.

Then something shielded them from the rain, making them look up to see Clay with his umbrella out over your head. He got wet a bit now that the umbrella was above them. 

“Hey.” Clay opened his mouth.

“Hi.”

Then silence surrounded them both. Y/N shifted around awkwardly to ease the silence around them. 

"How are you?”

“I’m doing great. How about you? Find someone better yet?” Y/N asked back.

♪ Such a sadness in your eyes

And now you're looking down

You try your hardest not to show it

Yeah, I can't hold you, give you hope

'Cause I'm not coming home ♪

Clay then casted his eyes down but Y/N caught the look on his face, sadness. Y/N immediately apologized, “I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have asked you that.”

“No, no. It’s fine.” He gave a fake smile to Y/N. “I couldn’t find one and I don’t need one.” He wanted to hug Y/N and asked them to rekindle their relationship but he couldn’t.

“So you’ve been single now for 2 years?”

“Yea. Do you like someone at the moment?”

“Yea, I found someone I like.” Y/N gave him a smile. “But I don’t want to tell him though.” 

“Oh.” 

Clay thought immediately of Wilbur. His initial thought was about Wilbur, probably Y/N liked Wilbur. Of course, they would like him. He was there for them, not physically. But Wilbur would call them to see if they were okay. Wilbur would also talk about Y/N a lot while he was streaming with Clay and others and   told them that Y/N doing fine now, getting the job that they wanted and was in search for a new place to live other than her friends’. Y/N didn’t want to bother them so that’s why Y/N searched for a new place.

But what Clay didn’t know was that it was a lie. They couldn’t tell him that they still need him a bit. However, they moved on because they knew they weren’t  meant to be.

“Let me take you home.” Clay offered and walked out the park with Y/N under his umbrella.

♪ And I wish that I could give you more

When you're leaving me an open door ♪

Clay had been neglecting Y/N a lot lately. They knew about his streaming career and they were very supportive of him. But lately, he had been neglecting Y/N and his food because of his streaming and uploading a YouTube video. Y/N would bring the food up to his office just for him to yell at them for entering his office. He would start missing out on their date nights and the most important ones, the anniversary. He would forget about them and go and hang out with someone Y/N didn’t know. While Clay was having fun with his new friend, Y/N was lying on their bed and crying to sleep. When he was given free times, Clay would be on his phone, typing something. Y/N would peek to see what he was texting but Clay would get up and go to his office, feeling annoyed at their behavior. Clay was never like this so what made him to be like this? 

Then one day, Y/N walked past his office to overhear his conversation with George.

“No, George. You don’t understand. Y/N was never like this. Now they’re annoying. They would ask me whenever I got home like where I went and who I was with. They even brought up Olivia and I told them every time that she’s just a friend but they wouldn’t believe me.”

Feeling annoyed, Clay pushed his hair back and getting frustrated every time he mentioned Y/N.

“Yes, we are happy, George. No. George, you don’t understand. Yes, I know. I’ll talk to them whatever.”

This pushed Y/N to the limit. They tiptoed to the bathroom and just silently cried.

♪ And I wish that I could let you know

How it hurts me, too, that we're moving on ♪

Clay and Y/N walked down a couple blocks then turned the corner, arriving at Y/N’s place. Just as they had arrived, the rain stopped.

“So this is my stop. Thank you for walking me home, Clay.” Y/N smiled and he nodded. “Oh and the rain stopped as well. How convenient.” They looked up to the sky and laughed, making Clay laughed as well.

“No problem. Don’t want you to get sick after all.” 

��Nah, I think I’m gonna get sick cuz I’m soaking wet.” Y/N pointed to Clay. “You’ll get sick too.”

“I’ll be fine.”

Y/N unlocked the door and got in. They were about to invite Clay inside but he held his hand up. 

“It’s fine. I need to get back or Nick’s gonna starve.” Then Clay’s phone went off with someone calling him. He pulled out his phone from his inside of his jacket and he laughed. Clay answered and turned on the loudspeaker.

“Yea?”

“Clay, where are you? I’m starving like I’m gonna die.” Nick shouted into the phone and they giggled at his antics.

“I’ll be there in about 15 minutes.”

“Clay, you’ve been out for about 2 hours and I’m literally gonna--”  Just that, Clay cut off Nick’s nagging and hung up the phone.

“He’ll be furious.” Y/N giggled.

“He’ll be fine. He’s just being too dramatic. I’ve lost a challenge against him and I had to buy his favorite.”

He held up the food package for Y/N to see. 

“You’d better get home quick before he call you again.” Then Clay’s phone rang and they both knew it was definitely from Nick. They laughed once more.

“Alright, I’ll get going then.” Clay said and turned around but stopped to say the last thing. “It was great seeing you again.”

“You too, Clay.” Y/N waved their hand and Clay did the same thing, walking off to the distance.

Y/N watched Clay walking off until he was no longer in their sight. They closed the door and sat down at the door, not worrying about the dirty floor. Clay seemed like he had moved on and got a hold of himself. He was not taking well about the break up at first. So they were happy for Clay that he moved on but they were hurting themselves that they had moved on as well because Clay was everything to them.

♪ Oh, where do love go?

It's right in your hands, then suddenly gone

Oh, no, nobody knows where it disappears

And it breaks my heart ♪

Clay and Y/N sat at their dining table, eating peacefully before Y/N decided to break the silence.

“Clay, we’re not meant to be.” 

“What?” Clay furrowed his brows and moved his hand to place on top of their hand. Y/N shook his hand off and continued talking.

“We’re gotta stop pretending we’re happy when actually we’re not.”

“Baby, what are you talking about?”

“Clay, don’t pretend that you don’t know what I’m talking about. We both know our relationship is dying.”

“Y/N, I don’t understand.” Clay grabbed Y/N’s hand, caressing it.

“You neglected me, you forgot about our date nights and our anniversary just to hang out with Olivia.”

“Baby, I told you many times that we’re just friends.”

As calmly as they could portray, Y/N shook their head and pulled out their phone and slid it to Clay, showing him all the messages Olivia had been texting them.

“No, we’re just friends.” Clay shook his head this time.

“Well, have fun with her. I’ll move out tomorrow. You don’t have to send me off since I’m gonna annoy you.” Y/N got up and walked towards the door.

“Baby.”

“You said I’m annoying so I hope me not being here would no longer make you feel annoyed.” And then they walked out the door to find their friend parked their car outside, waiting for them.

Clay on the other hand, was shocked from the event. He didn’t finish his meal as he hurried to his office and dialed George’s number.

♪ Empty station, 2 AM

See your name on the phone

Sayin', "So good to see you, but it made me really miss you

It's hard to be alone" ♪

Y/N got off the train at 2 am after a night out with their friends at the newly opened bar. The station was empty and quiet, enough for Y/N to concentrate. They were sober as they found an empty seat and sat there, remembering that they had seen Clay at the bar.

Their phone lit up with a notification. Clay’s name was shown on their screen, showing that he has texted them. Y/N opened the text, reading ‘So good to see you, but it made me really miss you. It's hard to be alone.’

Y/N teared up and started to type back. They were about to send long sentences to him but decided against it and just sent ‘It was great seeing you again.’

♪ And if I only could, I'd go back in time

Take back every word, say I've changed my mind

But no, nobody knows where it disappears

(And it breaks my heart) ♪

Clay was there as well with his friends because they didn’t want their friend to be sad anymore. They had seen him sad for the last 4 months after the broke up so they dragged Clay out for a night out. Clay downed all shots into his system and got a bit drunk but he was conscious about his surrounding so when he turned around to look at other people, his eyes saw their figure a couple table from him. He couldn’t avert his focus elsewhere.

Y/N after downed the shots into their system, looked around the table to see Clay looking at them. They too couldn’t tear their eyes away from Clay before hanging their head down. 

Clay wanted to go to their table and just talked to them once again but he knew he would mess up again so he just sat at the table and downed some more shots.

Y/N wanted to talk as well and maybe take back their words and want Clay back into their arms but they didn’t want it to happen again because they had gotten back together before, they had sworn that they would never hurt each other feelings anymore and if they break up again, they would let it go for real.

♪ And you want answers, but I don't have them

Say we were happy, so what happened?

Now you're acting like it's nothing, but it was something

You can't erase me, all the memories, you can't change them ♪

Y/N went back to Clay’s house to get their stuff out. They still got the key of his house and unlocked it. They opened the door and stepped inside. They walked to the stairway and turned to the living room to find Clay sprawling on the couch with booze on the table and their pictures scattered around the living room. He was asleep so Y/N took the opportunity and ran up to their room and organized their stuff.

As they finished packing the last box, a cough blurted out. Y/N didn’t have to turn around to see Clay standing by the door.

“Y/N, I don’t understand. We were so happy together. What went wrong?” Clay uttered.

“I don’t have the answer for that. You can find it yourself.” 

“No, tell me. Why is this happening? I want to know why.”

Y/N sighed before getting up and walking out the door. But Clay grabbed their arm, preventing them from leaving the room.

“Let go, Clay.”

“Y/N, tell me.”

“I can’t tell because I don’t have the answer. Now if you excuse me.” Y/N tried to wiggle their arm out of his grip.

“Y/N!”

“Clay, we’re done.”

“WE ARE NOT!”

“Clay, we fell out of love. You just didn’t realize that yourself. Thanks for the memories, Clay. I don’t think I can’t erase them out of my head and I hope you won’t erase our memories or change anything.” With that, Y/N freed their arm from his grip and walked out their shared bedroom.

Clay dropped to the floor and let his tears flow down. Y/N could hear him sobbing from downstairs and left the house with their stuff.

♪ Oh, where do love go?

It's right in your hands, then suddenly gone

Oh, no, nobody knows where it disappears

And if I only could, I'd go back in time

Take back every word, say I've changed my mind

But no, nobody knows where it disappears

And it breaks my heart ♪

Even though they wanted to get back together.

♪ (But I don't have them)

(And it breaks my heart)

(Say we were happy)

(So what happened?)

(And you want answers)

(But I don't have them)

(Say we were happy)

(So what happened?) ♪

They both knew they weren’t meant to be together.

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Watch The Beatles Movies

Hi everyone. I uploaded all the Beatles movies to my google drive so everyone could watch. (If they don’t work or something just tell me, I’ve never used this before.)

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Magical Mystery Tour

Yellow Submarine

Let It Be

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HyunA Talks About Her One-Sided Crush On DAWN + How They Began Dating

On November 9, HyunA and DAWN (Hyojong) made their first variety show appearance as a couple on JTBC’s “Ask Us Anything!”

HyunA was the first to appear on set and she said shyly, “I brought my boyfriend today,” making the cast members react in surprise. Once both HyunA and DAWN had been introduced, Min Kyung Hoon asked, “How long have you two been dating?”

DAWN said that it was almost four years (the two went public in 2018, but have been dating since 2016) and Min Kyung Hoon immediately followed up with, “Who approached the other first?”

HyunA said, “I… This kind of hurts my pride, but… I waited for a year and a half.” In response to Kim Heechul’s question, she confirmed that that was how long she’d had a one-sided crush on DAWN. “It wasn’t a ‘some’ relationship. There was nothing there at all. I was just in love by myself.”

She added, “He would always act in a way that was different from what I expected. For example, it had been months but he didn’t ask me for my phone number, even though we were together every day. When we spent time together, he would always keep distance between us. That started to bother me.”

Kang Ho Dong asked, “Wasn’t it obvious that you liked him?” and HyunA replied, “I made it obvious but he said he never noticed.”

Kim Heechul intercepted a question from Min Kyung Hoon and asked how she finally made her confession. She said, “I bought a bottle of soju and took it home. I took a photo of it to let him know that I’d been drinking. He replied, ‘Just a minute’ and it turned out that he’d gone out and bought a bottle too. So that we could drink together even though we were apart. He also told me to drink slowly because he knew I wasn’t good at drinking. That made my heart beat faster.”

She continued, “I said to him, ‘I have something I want to tell you. I’ve liked you for a long time and I tried to let you know, because we weren’t in a situation where I could confess to you first. But you’re really bad at noticing things. I’m getting the courage up to confess to you, so please wait for me.”

“But he was really direct about it,” she concluded. “He said, ‘Why? Can’t we just date now?’ I was so happy that I couldn’t stay still, but I was also a little sad. I’d waited for so long but it happened so easily, so it felt like a dream rather than reality.”

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2! 3! (M)

The one at the end of Jungkook’s Wembley Vlive.

Pairing: Jungkook x reader

Warnings: Absolutely tooth-rottingly sweet fluff and smut.  Vanilla sex, unprotected. 

Word count: 3K

“Hana, dul, set!”  

And just like that, with a most tired and satisfied sigh, Jungkook ends the recording and slouches back into his chair.  His head flops back, eyes falling closed, and you can’t help but smile at how pretty he looks even when his face is dangling upside down.  

“You did really good, boo.”  The sound of your voice has him sitting straight again in an instant - likely having forgotten you were even in the room - but when he turns in his seat to face you with that boyish grin he wears so well, you swear your stomach somersaults in reply, far too in love to ever think to hold his preoccupation against him.   

“Yeah?” he asks as he rises.  Crossing the small space to the edge of the bed, he mounts it on his hands and knees.  

“Yeah,” you grin, “Your English is getting better all the time.” Your compliment has Jungkook smiling as he crawls to you; happiness still tugging at the lips he leans forward and presses to yours in a kiss that ends far too soon.  

He sinks back from his knees to sit at your side, tilting his head to rest on yours and making you hum with contentment when he turns it to press another kiss amongst your hair, soft and sweet.  Rotating your body to face him you lean in too, thankful to finally have him all to yourself - if only for a little while.  

You’d barely stepped foot into the hotel room before Jungkook was setting up his desk space for an impromptu Vlive, still buzzing from all the residual energy from tonight’s concert.  He’d been so insistent in his need to talk to ARMY - his one and only focus throughout the entire journey home - but you can understand why he’d felt that way.  Having seen it first hand, tonight’s rendition of Young Forever had moved you just as much as it had Jungkook; tears running down your face even as you watched the closing fireworks fly.  

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The One That Got Away [2/2]

summary: half of the universe is gone and steve’s whole heart went with it.

pairing: steve rogers x female reader

warnings: !! ENDGAME SPOILERS !! angst, character death, sad steve, mentions of blood and injury. - if you haven’t seen endgame do NOT read past the cut.

word count: 3k ! (the two parts come to near enough 8k together i am shook)

A/N: you asked so you shall receive!! this is the highly requested part two for ‘the one that got away’. i was a bit taken back by how many people wanted to see a second part based after endgame and im not too keen on how i’ve put it down but i really hope you all like it x 

this hasn’t been beta’d or anything so i rly do apologise if it’s messy lmao

as always, feedback is greatly appreciated, tell me what you thought of this fic!

“Do you love me?”

Steve’s bare chest rumbled with quiet laughter, hands gripping soft and tired flesh underneath the warmth of the duvet. He was on his back, head engulfed by feather filled pillows and body weighed down by Y/N’s - it was his own personal heaven.

Y/N laid on top of Steve, hands placed on his chest and chin propped on top of them, tired eyes glued on Steve’s sleepy smile. A calloused hand gently kneaded at the skin of her ass as the other traced patterns on the bare skin of her back, no ulterior motives in play, just pure adoration and need to be touching her at all times.

“That’s a loaded question sweetheart.” Steve mumbled, eyes flickering closed for a moment as he took in his surroundings. The early morning sunshine illuminating the entire room. “Y’know I love you, more than life itself.” He smiled, chest swarming with what he could only describe as a hurricane of warmth and butterflies - manly butterflies of course.

“That’s good,” Y/N yawned, leaning into Steve’s touch, fingers brushing hair away from her tired eyes. “I love you a whole lot so this worked out pretty well.”

Steve couldn’t take it anyone. Every night for the past three weeks had been the same, the same dream - more of a cruel nightmare - cycling through the little sleep he got every night.

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Can you by any chance give some fic recs or suggest some writers we should follow that are also marvel based? I’ve been reading a lot of Tom Holland/Peter Parker, Loki/Tom Hiddleston and ect. Fics so ye !! It would be much appreciated !! Hope you have nice day 🖤

OH MY GOSH I’VE ALWAYS WANTED TO MAKE A FIC REC LIST. YES I HAVE SO MANY RECS.

Bucky Barnes

Winter Baby by @scrumptious-delusion

Kisses in the Sunlight by @caplansteverogers

#IShipIt Masterlist (issa series but its good ok) by @propertyofpoeandbucky

Steve Rogers

The Captain and the Nerd by @propertyofpoeandbucky

Questions That Need Answers by @propertyofpoeandbucky

Nightmares by @smallmarvel

Loki 

Under the Stars by @loki-the-fox

Midnight Kiss by @loki-the-fox

Gold Dress by @smallmarvel

Tom Hiddleston

Get Married Already by @angelkurenai

Guess the Avenger by @angelkurenai

Naptime on Set by @loki-the-fox

Peter Parker

You’re Your Father’s Daughter by @celestialparker

Be Careful Who You Kiss by @celestialparker

Married? by @living-dead-parker

After Party by @celestialtom

Last Night by @petehparker

Spidey Kiss by @starksparker

Other Side of Peter by ME 

Tom Holland

Blow a Kiss, Fire a Gun (series masterlist) by @hollandroos

Please by @sunsetspidey

Spill Your Guts or Fill Your Guts by @peteparkerspooderman

Alternatively, you can read some of my own works –> masterlist.

I SPENT LIKE AN HOUR COMPILING SOME OF MY FAVORITE FICS FROM MY FAVE AUTHORS SO PLEASE ENJOY

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beyond belief : s.r

brief summary: you were more powerful than anyone could fathom and were almost irresistible, well, that is to almost everyone.

word count: 2.1k  requested: yes- by @constantinediamond I hope I’ve done your idea justice and I have altered some details ever so slightly but still the same idea, and sorry it is so overdue! warnings: none that i’m aware of 

* masterlist of sorts * 

(there will be a part two because it was too long as one piece!)

You moved into the compound when Wanda recognised you from the files she read. It didn’t take her more than a second to be convinced it was you when you tried to use your powers on her and force her off of her feet. You were more powerful than you understood but meant no true harm. That was when the Avengers decided to take you on. 

In all eighteen years of your life, only several of them have been spent on Earth. Once you realised you could survive outside of the Earth’s atmosphere, nothing was holding you back. Despite the loneliness of it all, you loved the exploration of it all, that freedom to wander from planet to planet without a trace of you having been there. 

At least, until you were taken from Xandar, or attempted to be. 

Whoever it was who was trying to take you clearly had no idea who they were messing with. Unlike others on the planet, you kept hold of your treasures close to your chest, refusing to let it slip away in another’s grip. But they had been watching you closely, you seemed so naive and timid. They couldn’t have been further from the truth. 

When a pair of arms tried to grab you, in an instant you were off of the ground, hovering in the air as your energy surrounding you. You smiled down at the men staring at you in disbelief. If only you knew to stop there, but you never do. 

That was when the files on you started, your name was being spread around the universe as a new powerful being. But you were still Y/n, albeit one of the most powerful creations to live, but you were you. And that’s what Steve was drawn to in the first instance. 

Living in the compound was more restrictive than you had anticipated. Eyes were always on you, monitoring your movements closely. But secretly, you didn’t mind the eyes on you. You would catch glances from some of the Avengers, noticing their eyes lingering as you trained. 

At first, you thought it might’ve been down to your powers, but as time went on you learnt it was because there wasn’t an act, there was no kind of facade you maintained. 

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Not So Different

In which you, Sam, Natasha and Steve are on the run together, and the tension growing between you and Steve pushes Natasha and Sam to be the best meddlers in the world

Warnings: tropes galore (oh my god there was only one bed, mutual pining), Angry!Steve, Shy!Steve, Swearing, blood etc— all the stuff that comes with being on the run from the American government, angst, fluff

Pairings: pining! Nomad!Steve x F!Reader, Sam Wilson x Natasha Romanoff

Words: 2.4K

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Natasha was about to lose her mind if she were going to be quite honest. Sam was in the pilot seat, trying his best to turn the music blasting through the speakers high enough to drown out the tension rolling off Steves shoulders beside him. Sure, you had made a rash decision that wasn’t completely part of his plan, and sure, he was pissed, but it was because of you breaking through the window of that warehouse that that Australian prostitute ring had been discovered and dismantled. You had lost communication with the team shortly after jumping through the second story window and firing your guns, and Steve’s heart had god damn near fallen out of his feet. There was no way the very heart of this team had been taken out too damn quickly, but his fears were quelled when you limped out of the building, a line of seated women and children behind you and blood soaking the whole of your left side. At the sight of you, someone who he cared for so deeply, alive but bleeding and tired, his fear was washed away by the raging fury he now felt. 

Instead of rushing towards you like Sam and Natasha had, pulling you into their arms and voicing their fears, Steve had just frowned and ordered everyone back to the jet before sending in an anonymous tip to the authorities and taking off towards the Australian coast. He wouldn’t even look at you, and it shattered you more than it should have. 

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jungkook: rollercoasters, cherry cola, adrenaline, rock concerts, hickies, all-nighters, sky-diving, summer nights, cold pizza, comic books, ghost-hunting

tae: art galleries, paris, runway shows, friends-to-lovers, puppies, midnight drive-ins, giggling, piggy-back rides, honey-scented, gucci, royalty, teddy bears

jimin: airy laughs, cotton candy, hand-holding, spring warmth, blushing, i-love-yous, chaste kisses, pillow talk, plushies, cherry blossoms, pouty lips

namjoon: novels, travelling, vinyls, overthinking, the ocean, romantic nights in, museums, evening rain, road trips, 3am conversations, new years eve

hobi: sunflowers, shooting stars, sugar-sprinkled donuts, campfires, succulents, spooning, coming home after a long day, disney movies, sun-kissed skin

yoongi: neon lights, chokers, new york, hangovers, sour candy, kittens, eyeliner, leather jackets, poison, lo-fi beats, slow kissing, gummy bears, sarcasm

jin: retro-gaming, polaroids, bubble tea, surprise hugs, inside jokes, birthday cakes, pastels, pillow fights, hot air balloon rides, red lips, ice cream dates

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Kiss Me, Son of God

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Summary: Hydra takes Steve for 384 days. On his first mission, he kidnaps you.

SERIOUS WARNINGS!: Non Con/Dub Con (not totally explicit but, still), violence, abuse from a brainwashed Steve, Dark!Hydra! Steve Rogers, Rough SMUT, Substance Abuse, Some Suicide (ish) Notes: This is for @sherrybaby14​ 6k Reader Insert Challenge!! I had the line “Not giving a fuck is better than revenge.” I told her i was doing a second piece with Hydra! Steve because I know she has a thing for a dark Steve and this is about as fucking dark as it gets.

Please Comment/Reblog because your feedback gives me life!!

He slides his fingers up your stomach, touches your throat, kisses your mouth. He tells you, you are the only thing he has every truly loved.

Even now, you are the only thing he has ever truly loved.

And yet it is not enough.

That is not enough to save him

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