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Master splinter is what everyone tries to be these days…I mean who wants to be a giant rabid rat pretending you don’t have mental disabilities that can’t be fixed.I mean they’re almost useful for nothing..oh wait, they are useful for nothing but shooting themselves in the head🥹

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I am so not sorry, I hope that people will get over there issues soon ((:

All that I can calculate today is that ALL the PEDOPHILES want me dead because my doctor told me I gave birth in June of 2018. I don’t know why the dumbass would tell me something like that?I mean he wasn’t a very good doctor or he would have kept his mouth closed is what I think

I will just want to be killed and be murdered for my children’s sacrifices I guess 🫠🫠🫠🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

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These are both from May 31st, 2018. This is the night that I escaped the hotel after being trafficked, prostituted and going through child birth.. several times (yes IVF exists) and anyways that was from about March 15th until May 31st that shit really hit the fan. I was supposed to be taken to the prostitution ring very soon but someone saved my life at that hotel just by simple asking me “ Are you okay?” He was familiar to me but I was mad that he’d ask me anything. Didn’t know what he wanted from me or why he’d talk to me and ask if I was okay??? Don’t I look fine in these photos?? Hmm not really. So anyways, it took me about 15 minutes to realize that guy was actually very concerned for my well being.. thank God because I wasn’t. Anyways, I stole all the drugs and waited for one my traffickers to leave the room so I could get away. He usually left me at the hotel when he was in school and I’d get high and wait for him to get back.. but I decided that day it’d be best if I took all his drugs so he could sober up, and I left and went to wear this costume and party and like the second caption said b4 “I naughtttt knowww I naughttt care” so I went about my life and still hungout w these people after a lil time spent with my other traffickers.. it was nice to switch up sometimes ya know. Made things seem easier.. why I didn’t get shipped off or worse?? Well I guess fate played a role in that bc I do not know the answer.. but yeah beautiful weather we’re having. 😍😍😍

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The first photo is well… a personality pic.. the second photo is me pissing the world off. Why do I do things like this? Because people loveee me and I don’t give a damn about my bad reputation.. 😇😇😇 oh wait, even when I give a damn nobody else does?? 🥹🥹🥲 making my family proud EVERYDAY ❤️‍🔥 P.S. I’ve barley stretched in years and still got my bow and arrow #bareass #freethenips #nonipslips #killmepls #bikinibottom #yeseverythingidoisnecessary

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End of April showers here in 2018- click on photo for details tho. I’m on the far right obvi… 🥲🥲🥲❣️

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Spank me daddy or mamma💦💕🩷😁🥹

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So you can go back, please enjoy your party

I'll be here

Somewhere in the corner under clouds of marijuana

With this boy who's hollering, I can hardly hear

Over this music I don't listen to and I don't wanna get with you

So tell my friends that I'll be over here💞🫶🏼❣️🥲

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Well, just reminiscing and it’s almost 1 year since my suicide date, last October and the October before that, but it was less serious. A lot has changed and I haven’t self harmed in almost one year, as well. No, I’m not weak for wanting to commit suicide, no I’m not weak for wanting to self harm, no I’m not weak for hurting but I’m strong for healing as much as I can with the time I’m given. Yes, I was drugged and on PCP when I planned to kill myself and I’m glad that I went to the hospital to get help at a mental facility that day because I had Covid and was admitted to the hospital and found out I was very intoxicated and I didn’t know why. It was normal for that to happen but the PCP was not a good trip for me or the amphetamines. I was going to commit suicide because I didn’t feel like myself and didn’t feel like my life was worth living but something kept me from doing it that day and I’ve made it almost a year longer than I thought I could have. Maybe it was the fact another person committed suicide at the same park I went to that day.. but, I keep going for myself but I also do it, even more so, for my children. What mother would I be if I didn’t live for them as hard as it is to feel everything so deeply. Deepest wishes and condolences to them, love you always. ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 #suicdeawareness #sextraffickingsurvivor #rainbowbabies

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Second photo is a body shot tho 😌😌😌 #messyhair

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For anyone wondering, or who didn’t know. On June 20th, 2018 is when I went to my first Pap smear, etc and that’s when my doctor told me I had just recently given birth through the entire appointment but I persisted I was there to get tested for AIDS or Hep C ect, bc of the bad epidurals I had been given in my spine and one in my spinal cord.. Dr. Muylaert had been in practice for 40 years also. So I think he probably knew something had happened but I didn’t listen because I wasn’t supposed to know or say anything to anyone in the first place. So I didn’t just come up with any of this, my doctor TOLD me this. I then had surgery in the following months on my cervix for the high grade lesions and dysplasia that was caused from my home births. 🥹🥹💜💛💜💛

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I just wanna say, people can clown on me all they want but my kids were so so fragile and wonderful. They were truly blessings and I wish everyone would’ve been able to meet them. But today I especially am missing my little Judah Star. He had white, PURE white, hair and blue eyes, he was albino. Very much so. I’d never laid my eyes on something so extravagant, I couldn’t believe I birthed something so beautiful. Like I said, clown about my kids all you want but they don’t deserve the mistreatment. 🖤💚😔🥹 R.I.P my little babies, forever in my heart

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