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lilluvbun
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lilluvbun · 20 hours ago
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Hii could you write one for Clingy hyunjin who can’t stop poppin his gf’s behind àŽŠà”àŽŠàŽż( Ò ,<)~✩‧₊
wrapped up ᯀ hwang hyujin
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content: clingy!hyunjin x fem!reader, fluff, hyunjin loves grabbing ass
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You were halfway through making breakfast when it happened — a sudden, warm squeeze from behind that made your knees wobble just slightly.
“Hyunjin,” you sighed, trying to keep the spatula steady, glancing over your shoulder to see him grinning like a mischievous cat.
“Yes, my love?” he answered, resting his chin on your shoulder as if he hadn’t just interrupted your cooking.
“You can’t keep doing that every time I’m near a counter,” you said, trying to sound stern, though your voice wavered.
“I can,” he said confidently, arms sliding snugly around your waist. “And I will.”
You rolled your eyes, flipping the eggs with exaggerated care. “One day you’re going to make me drop something.”
“Then I’ll clean it up for you,” he promised instantly, swaying you gently from side to side. “But until then
 my hands have a very important job.”
“And what job is that?” you asked, smirking over your shoulder, pretending to be unimpressed.
“Making sure my girlfriend never forgets how cute she is.” He gave your waist another playful squeeze, making you squeak and almost drop the spatula. “Also
 it’s like a stress ball, but better.”
You turned in his arms, planting the spatula against his chest to create a little barrier. “You’re ridiculous.”
“And you love it,” he said, eyes crinkling as he smiled.
You tried to look unimpressed, but it was hard when he was standing there, messy bed hair sticking up in adorable directions, soft morning light catching just right on his face. You sighed dramatically and pressed a quick kiss to his cheek, which made him hum in satisfaction.
“Fine. But you’re doing the dishes.”
“Deal,” he said immediately, pulling you back in for one last squeeze. “As long as I get to keep my hands where they belong.”
You rolled your eyes again, but this time you didn’t push him away. “You’re really persistent, you know that?”
“Persistence is a virtue when it comes to loving you,” he said, nuzzling your neck. “I just want to make sure you start your day with a little happiness
 courtesy of me.”
“I think I already have enough happiness, thanks to your constant hugging,” you teased, poking his side.
He yelped and laughed, backing up slightly while keeping one arm around you. “Hey! That’s cheating! You can’t just — oh no, I’m ticklish there!”
You laughed along, letting him chase you around the small kitchen while eggs sizzled forgotten on the stove. Eventually, he caught you, spinning you around until you were both laughing so hard you had to cling to each other to keep from falling over.
Finally, he leaned his forehead against yours, breathless and smiling. “See? Best part of waking up
 besides you making breakfast, obviously.”
“You’re impossible,” you said softly, smiling back, your heart twisting in the best way.
“Impossible to resist,” he murmured, stealing a quick peck from your lips before letting you go.
“Okay, but seriously,” you said, nudging him gently. “You promised dishes. No cheating out of it.”
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lilluvbun · 2 days ago
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His laugh is everything to me
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lilluvbun · 7 days ago
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SKZ K A R M A Teasers — face shots Edited, Recolored, Retouched
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lilluvbun · 8 days ago
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this is too cute đŸ„č
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Could i possibly get a bang chan one...? Hes been testing me lately 😭 and its driving me absolutely feral I want to beat him up (affectionately!!) Thank you :) đŸ«¶đŸŒ
"Why." A soft, playful punch is given to his arm.
"Are." Another
"You." And another.
"So cute?" A final devastating blow as you scrunch your face in mock annoyance.
Soft chuckles escape Chris beside you, unable to prevent himself from beaming at your words.
"Not sure," He grins. "But if you're gonna punch me again, I might lose my arm."
This time, you smack him lightly.
With a dramatic yelp, Chris is grabbing his arm and falling over on the couch.
"Uncle! Uncle!"
"This is what you get, you cutiepatootie!" You use this new position to your advantage, crawling on top of him and beginning to tickle his sides.
Peals of laughter fall from his lips, "I give! I give!"
"Not so tough when the shoe's on the other foot, huh?"
"Okay, okay!" He snatches your wrists gently in his hands. "I promise I won't surprise you with any more tickle attacks."
"See?" You sit up, a triumphant smile on your lips. "That wasn't so hard, was it?"
"I don't know," He mirrors your grin. "I feel like a piece of my personality was just locked away."
"All because you can't tickle me anymore?" A curiously quirked brow is sent his way.
"Maybe I just enjoy hearing you laugh."
Your expression softens, shoulders relaxing as you stare down at him. Only, Chris takes this opportunity to take advantage of your sudden vulnerability.
"Gotcha!" A firm tug is given to your wrists, pulling you into his chest. Firm arms wrap around you, burying his face into the side of your neck as he playfully blows a raspberry onto your skin.
The way you burst out laughing is music to his ears, fighting to escape his teasing grip.
"Chris!"
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lilluvbun · 9 days ago
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i...im still processing this....
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so.. are we gonna talk about this? are yall okay? i’m not.
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lilluvbun · 25 days ago
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this is so cute omg
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go ask your father!
pairing: lee minho x reader tags: drabble. domestic fluff. part of the emmieverse special—see here
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minho is halfway through folding the freshly dried clothing in the laundry room when he hears it: the unmistakable chorus of tiny, judgmental meows.
he glances down. three pairs of eyes stare up at him like he is personally responsible for the downfall of society.
“what,” he asks flatly, holding up a pair of your socks.
soonie meows again—loud and mournful—and doongie rubs against his shin like he is trying to awaken guilt. dori simply stares. always watching. always planning.
“i fed you. i scooped your litter. i gave you those weird snacks you like,” minho lists, bending to scratch doongie’s head. “what else do you want, huh?”
they do not answer. they simply exist at him.
until—
the sound of the front door unlocking echoes from the other side of the house.
everything changes.
soonie bolts first, nearly slipping on the hallway rug. doongie trots after him with poise, and dori makes his usual dramatic entrance: meowing as if he just survived war.
minho snorts, shaking his head.
“traitors.”
you barely have one foot inside before you are surrounded.
“hi, my babies,” you coo, crouching down to pet them as they swirl around you in a furry storm. “missed me that much?”
minho stands at the end of the hallway, arms crossed, a hopeless little smile tugging at his mouth. the sight of his babies loving on you like this never gets old.
“they’ve been moping around like your absence broke each of their hearts,” he says, slowly approaching you from where he stood.
you grin at him. “maybe it did.”
he leans to kiss you hello, warm hands settling on your waist like they never want to leave. “well i missed you more,” he murmurs.
“i would hope so,” you quipped. you melt into his embrace for a beat, then pull back. “i’m starving.”
“same,” he agrees. “want me to start on—”
“i got it,” you wave his offer off, stepping into the kitchen. the cats follow after you immediately, falling into formation like little soldiers of chaos. they may as well be magnetised to you.
you open the fridge, eyeing them. “you just want food, huh?”
meows follow. of course they do.
you point down the hallway vaguely to where you left minho standing. “then go ask your father.”
there is a pause.
then three sets of paws patpatpat down the hall like a furry stampede. when they don’t find him near the entryway, they search the house.
not in the living room

not in the bedroom


.he’s in the laundry room again!
minho, in the middle of matching your sock pairs again, looks up just in time for the interrogation squad to arrive.
they meow. in sync.
he blinks. “did you—did they actually—”
from the kitchen, you call: “i delegated!”
minho just laughs, setting the socks aside to kneel on the floor like a medieval servant to his royal court.
“you guys are whipped.”
soonie hops in his lap. doongie starts purring. dori knocks over a cup.
minho sighs, grinning. “yeah, yeah. i’ll feed you. but only because your mother’s scary when she’s hungry.”
from the kitchen, you call once more: “i heard that!”
he smiles to himself, completely gone for this weird little family of his.
and for the record, the cats get fed first.
he knows his place.
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lilluvbun · 28 days ago
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lilluvbun · 28 days ago
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AHHHHH THE WAY I RAN TO BUBBLE WHEN I SAW YOUR NOTIF ARE YOU KIDDING ME
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Christopher pls i cant handle this ahjaksbskskks
EVERYBODY SHUT THE FUCK UP HOLY SHIT
sorry- i’m calm. i’m fine. i’m totally normal about him actually
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lilluvbun · 1 month ago
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Hiii Ivy!!!!
I was hoping you'd do 18 with Seungmin!!!! We always get such rough smut fics with him and I was hoping to see a softer side to that!!
Hello there lovely! Your wish is my command. Thank you for your request!
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A Stray Kids one shot
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Synopsis: "I can feel your heartbeat against my lips."
Warnings: SMUT 🔞. Body worship, slow teasing, oral (f. receiving), kisses kisses, hickeys, soft Seungmin.
Word count: 1.5k
𝑰𝒗𝒚𝒚'𝒔 đ’„đ’đ’đ’đ’†đ’„đ’•đ’Šđ’đ’â€”đ˜šđ˜źđ˜¶đ˜” (đ˜„đ˜Șđ˜ąđ˜­đ˜°đ˜šđ˜¶đ˜Š) đ˜—đ˜łđ˜°đ˜źđ˜±đ˜” 𝘓đ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜”
đ‘Źđ‘”đ‘±đ‘¶đ’€!
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When Seungmin fucks you, he fucks you like there's no tomorrow.
The word "mercy" doesn't exist in his dictionary when he's buried deep inside you, rearranging your guts, pulling orgasm after orgasm out of you, leaving you ruined for days basically.
But it's the same man who pushed you beyond your limit who worships you like you're the reason his soul is sane.
You were sitting on the bed, back pressed against the pillows, eyes glued to a book, when you heard the door click open.
Seungmin walked through the door, a day fully spent at the studio. He looked exhausted but the minute his eyes landed on you, his lips curled into the smile you loved the most in the world.
You kept your book on the night stand, opening your arms for him.
"Hey Minnie," you said softly and he climbed onto you almost instantly, melting into your body. He buried his face into your neck as he sighed, his weight settling into you.
“You okay?” you asked, combing your fingers gently through his hair, nails lightly grazing his scalp.
“Mhm.” His voice was soft. Sleepy. But content. “Better now.”
You felt his lips graze your shoulder, then your collarbone. Another kiss. Then another. Until he shifted, only to pause when his eyes landed on the soft smudges of purple and red on your chest and shoulder, faint but still visible, the echoes of his mouth from a few days ago.
When you let him break you. When he needed to fuck the frustration out of both of you, and you’d gladly let him.
His hand lifted, brushing his fingers delicately over the healing marks like it was sacred.
“They’re almost gone,” he murmured, brushing his thumb over one. “How’re you feeling?”
You shifted under him, and your cheeks heated.
“Still a little
 sensitive,” you admitted. “In the best way.”
His brown eyes flicked up to meet yours, dark and reverent. He leaned in and kissed just below your jaw, slow and warm, so different from the biting, bruising kisses he gave when he was fucking you raw.
His fingers sank in your hair as he leaned in to take your mouth into his, not with hunger or urgency.
His lips moved against yours like he was trying to tell you something, like he was trying to say thank you, or I missed you, or let me make up for every second I wasn’t here.
And then his mouth traveled lower.
He tugged the camisole top off you, slowly and reverently. When your breasts spilled out, he let out a soft breath, like he’d just been given something divine.
His lips moved, grazing the skin just beside your nipple, but he didn’t touch it. Not yet.
Instead, he settled in between your thighs, shifting you lower against the mattress and parting your legs gently.
Then, took in one of the aching peaks into his mouth, sucking it slowly making you gasp. His big hand played and kneaded your other breast, taking his time and giving both infinite care.
“You’re so beautiful
” he whispered, pulling back letting the slick nipple go with a gentle pop! “Can’t believe I get to see you like this.”
You shivered at the way he said it, not with lust, but with awe. As if your body wasn’t just a playground for pleasure, but a temple he was lucky to worship.
He traveled lower, kissing each faded bruise, each soft curve he adored. And when his lips found your lower belly, you felt his breath falter, just for a second.
His hands slid your shorts down, leaving you bare under his gaze, but you didn’t feel exposed. You felt seen. Treasured.
He spread your legs, placing kisses along your inner thighs, thumbs stroking the tender skin, careful not to rush. His mouth hovered just above where you needed him, but he wasn’t teasing for his sake, he was savoring.
Seungmin's gaze was locked with your core, still a bit swollen and puffy but so wet, slick and fucking beautiful, that his mind short circuited.
"Still sensitive right...?" he whispered.
You nodded breathlessly and he leaned in to press the softest kiss on your clit, the kind that sent shivers through your bones, not just heat.
He knew you were still healing from what he'd done to you nights ago, and he loved that your body still remembered him.
His tongue flicked out, slow, purposeful, dragging over your folds with so much care. You gasped and he was so gentle it made your eyes sting with emotion.
He placed your legs on his shoulders as his tongue moved, licking a languid stripe up your folds then sucking the swollen bud.
Your core pulsed against him, thumbs stroking circles into your thighs as he explored you, as in every time he has to study and memorize the way you taste.
Your fingers gripped the sheets. “Min—,” you whimpered, voice trembling.
He hummed in acknowledgment, the sound vibrating against your clit in a way that made your hips jump, but even then, he didn’t hold you down. He let you move, let you writhe, let your body guide the pace.
He didn’t chase your orgasm like a goal to conquer, he let you rise into it, building it slow, letting it swell in your stomach like a tide.
“I can feel your heartbeat against my lips,” he murmured into your flesh.
“God
 you’re alive under me. Warm. Mine.”
Your voice broke when trying to say something, fingers finding his hair, not pulling, just holding. He moaned against you, savoring every slick inch, every twitch, every breathy sound you gave him.
Your hips twitched again, thighs threatening to close, but he held you steady, never breaking rhythm. He flicked his tongue in slow circles, drawing the pressure out, teasing you into unraveling.
"I...I need, Min, please..." You moaned, the sound echoing off the walls and settling straight into Seungmin's chest.
He pulled just an inch away from your slick pussy, looking up at you. He stroked the drenched folds with his fingers and you jolted, your body feeling even more sensitive after the stimulation.
"What do you need baby?" He whispered low, his voice husky and velvety.
Your heart ached because you knew when he used pet names, he was deep in it emotionally, not just physically.
“Tell me what you need,” he murmured again, leaning in to press a kiss to your trembling inner thigh. “I’ll give it to you.”
Your lip quivered. You felt so full, not in your body, but in your chest. That ache of being wanted so completely. So patiently. So lovingly.
"I need to come..." you whispered, your voice barely audible.
But Seungmin heard it like a vow. His expression melted, lips parting, brows softening, as if your quiet plea had cracked him wide open.
His lips softened into a small smile as he murmured against your skin, “That’s my girl.”
His tongue circled your clit again, more direct now, more firm, but never rough. He kept his rhythm steady, tuned completely to your breath, your moans, the way your body arched and clenched and begged for release without needing words.
He moaned softly against you, and the vibration only added to the heat that was already coiling tight in your belly.
One hand gripped your thigh to keep you open, the other came up to rest over your stomach, anchoring you. Holding you through it. As if he knew you were about to fly apart and didn’t want you to do it alone.
The pressure built impossibly fast. Every wet sound, every flick of his tongue, every warm breath against your heat pushed you closer, until your thighs shook around his head and your moans spilled freely.
“Min—Minnie—oh god—” Your voice was breaking. So were you.
He held you together and pulled you apart all at once.
And then you came. Your entire body tensing before trembling violently, the orgasm ripping through you so hard it brought tears to your eyes. He didn’t stop until every drop was coaxed out of you, not until the tremors faded.
When he looked up, lips shining with your juices, eyes soft, he looked like he’d just seen something sacred.
He kissed your thigh again, then your hip, and finally your stomach as he climbed up your body, slotting himself above you, one hand cupping your cheek.
“You did so good,” he whispered, brushing your damp hair back. “You’re fucking beautiful like this.”
You blinked, eyes glassy, overwhelmed by the way he looked at you like you hung the stars.
“I love you,” you choked, cradling his face.
Seungmin smiled, warm and bright, thumb brushing a tear from your cheek.
“I know,” he said softly. “I love you too.”
He pulled you into his arms, wrapped around your spent body like you were something to protect.
And even in silence, in stillness, you continued to feel it: The echo of his devotion between your legs, in your chest, in the way he held you like he’d never let you go.
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lilluvbun · 1 month ago
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author's note: the bar for men is so low it might as well be in hell tbh
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lilluvbun · 1 month ago
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...im...im totally normal about this...
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lilluvbun · 1 month ago
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Reblog if it’s okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.
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lilluvbun · 1 month ago
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Truths Are For Pussies
Enemy! Changbin x Reader
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Tags: smut, enemies to lovers, sexting, nudes, public groping, size kink, unprotected sex, oral (f receiving), Dom Changbin, rough sex, breeding kink, soft aftercare
Word count: 4.7k
Summary: A drunk dare. One obscene nude you should’ve deleted months ago. You send it to the loudmouth classmate you hate most—Changbin. What you don’t expect? His filthy response. Or how fast it spirals into late-night thirst traps, voice notes, and him promising to fuck you so good you won’t be able to walk.
This work contains mature themes, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!
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You didn’t even want to go out that night.
It had been one of those weeks—back-to-back deadlines, sleepless nights, and that argument with Changbin during Tuesday’s group presentation that had left you pacing your room afterward, teeth clenched, cheeks hot.
He was too much.
Too loud. Too confident. Too all over the place.
Every class, every group chat, every hallway you tried to exist in—he was there. Smirking. Teasing. Rolling his eyes at your notes, talking over you during discussions, always finding ways to get under your skin like it was a personal hobby.
But your girls had insisted. “You need a break. You need tequila.”
So you’d gone.
Lip gloss, crop top, shots lined up like soldiers.
By midnight, the living room was a haze of heat and laughter. Someone had started a game of truth or dare with twisted rules. Everyone was half-drunk and full of bad ideas.
You should’ve seen it coming. The moment your turn came and the bottle pointed at you, a few smirks lit up around the circle like a warning.
“Okay,” Layla grinned, “truth or dare?”
You hesitated. Truth was safe. Predictable. But everyone had been choosing it all night, and you’d mocked them for it. Now it was your turn to be bold.
“Dare.”
Layla didn’t hesitate.
“Send a nude to Seo Changbin
 or run a full lap around the football field naked. With a suction dildo stuck to your forehead.”
The room howled.
Someone immediately got up to rummage in a drawer. “I have the dildo!”
Your stomach dropped.
You tried to laugh it off, eyes wide. “Are you fucking insane?”
“You’ve got beef with him, right?” someone snorted.
“This is perfect.”
“You’re always bickering, it’ll shake him up.”
It wasn’t the nudity that scared you. It wasn’t even Changbin.
It was what was already in your camera roll.
A photo you’d taken months ago during a particularly filthy night, when you were feeling reckless and painfully needy. The lights had been low, your skin warm, your thoughts wicked. You’d spread yourself wide open on the sheets, wet and glistening, lips parted, your own fingers pulling at your skin. Your face was in it. Your expression ruined.
You had stared at it afterward, thinking: This is too much. No one can ever see this.
But you hadn’t deleted it.
And now
 your hand hovered over it. Over the send button. The whole room was watching you, waiting.
You felt drunk. Braver than you should’ve been.
So you said, too calmly, “Fine.”
And tapped send.
It only took thirty seconds for regret to sink in like poison.
What had you just done?
He was going to lose his mind. Or worse, not react at all. He could ruin you. Show people. Mock you in class. Bring it up next time you tried to speak during a lecture.
You curled into the couch, face hot, eyes burning from the alcohol and the humiliation chewing through your stomach. Your phone buzzed once.
Then twice.
You turned it over.
Changbin 💱:
Did you mean to send that?
You stared at your phone like it had grown teeth.
Your thumb hovered over the keyboard.
Every possible answer felt wrong. You almost typed “ignore it”, but deleted it. Then you typed:
“It was a dare. Just forget it.”
Another ping.
Changbin 💱:
That’s not the kind of photo you send as a dare.
You swallowed.
Your face was burning. All the background noise in the living room—the music, the laughter, the clinking glasses—faded to a soft murmur. The heat of the dare was starting to wear off, replaced by a sick rush of adrenaline and humiliation.
Changbin 💱:
Jesus fucking Christ.
I
 I didn’t know you looked like that.
You’ve been walking around class with that between your legs?
You tightened your thighs instinctively.
You typed:
“It was a stupid dare. I didn’t mean anything by it.”
But he wasn’t letting it go.
Changbin 💱:
You already had that pic?
That wasn’t a selfie. That was planned.
You took that for someone. You were gonna send it eventually.
You bit your lip.
“It’s old. I never sent it to anyone.”
Changbin 💱:
That makes it worse.
You paused.
“Why?”
Changbin 💱:
Because I’ve never wanted to fuck someone I hate more than I do right now.
You looked so good. So fucking wet. Like you needed someone to take care of it.
You blinked.
Your stomach flipped. The burn between your legs sharpened. You weren’t sure if it was arousal or pure nerves—probably both.
“This is insane.”
“You’re insane.”
“You’re still the asshole who makes me want to throw things in class.”
You deleted it all.
Instead:
“You’ve seen it now. Can you just forget it?”
The reply came back instantly.
Changbin 💱:
No fucking way.
Changbin 💱:
You’re seriously gonna act like you didn’t send that on purpose? Like you don’t want me thinking about it?
Changbin 💱:
You want me hard for you, don’t you?
“No.” “Fuck off.” “Stop.”
You didn’t send any of those.
“You’re full of yourself.”
Changbin 💱:
Nah, princess. You’re the one dripping in that pic, not me.
You closed your eyes.
He was unraveling you.
The way he talked in person was always irritating—too loud, too smug. But here? In text? At 1:03 a.m.?
He was
 different. Sharper. Controlled. Bold in a way that went straight to your core.
“You’re lucky I’m drunk.”
Changbin 💱:
You think I need you drunk for this?
I’d still be hard for you even if we were sober in the library.
You bit back a noise.
Your thighs rubbed together involuntarily.
Changbin 💱:
You want me to send something back? Would that make it fair? Even the score?
Your fingers twitched.
“You’re bluffing.”
Changbin 💱:
Try me.
Your pulse quickened.
“You’re not actually going to—”
Ping.
The photo loaded slowly.
Dark sweatpants. No shirt. His abs were tight, skin glowing with a warm amber sheen like he’d taken the pic right after a workout. His hand tugged the waistband down low, and the bulge beneath was unmistakable—huge, thick, pressed to the fabric like it was dying to be freed.
You inhaled, sharp.
The outline of his cock was ridiculous. Heavy. Thick at the base, curving up. The tip clearly outlined. The kind of size that made your body react before your brain caught up.
And his caption?
Changbin 💱:
Now you can imagine what’s gonna fill you the next time you talk back in class.
You didn’t realize your mouth had gone dry until you swallowed hard.
Someone from the living room called your name. “Babe! Your turn!”
“I’ll be right back,” you called, voice strained.
You grabbed your phone, pushed off the couch, and disappeared into the hallway. Somewhere quieter. Somewhere you could breathe.
And think.
And maybe—just maybe—look again.
Because for the first time since you’d met him, you weren’t sure if you hated him
 or if you just didn’t know what to do with how badly you suddenly wanted him.
—
You thought you could outlast the tension.
After the photo he sent—the dick print, the way it looked too big to even be real, the caption that made your thighs clench—you told yourself it was just late-night chaos. That once the sun came up, you could pretend it hadn’t happened.
You left him on read.
Muted the conversation.
Avoided every look in class, kept your expression cold, distant.
But Changbin?
He was different now.
Quieter. Sharper. Dangerous.
He still joked with the guys. Still sat in the same row as always. But whenever your eyes flicked up, he was watching you—really watching. Like he could still see that photo of you spread open and dripping every time you bit your lip or crossed your legs.
And when your professor assigned a partner project and called out his name alongside yours?
You knew it was over.
Later that afternoon, the library was quiet. Too quiet. The air between you was thick with something unsaid as you stood beside where he sat, laptops open, pretending to focus.
You tried not to look at him.
Tried not to remember the outline of his cock stretching grey fabric. The way he’d said “what’s gonna fill you next time you talk back in class.”
Your body hadn’t forgotten.
You’d touched yourself to that image more times than you were ready to admit.
“You’ve been quiet,” he murmured, eyes on the screen.
You didn’t look at him. “I’m working.”
“Right.”
“That’s what you were doing the other night too, huh? Working?”
You stiffened.
“I didn’t take you for the type to keep that kind of photo in your phone. Or was it just waiting for someone better to see it?”
You finally turned. “Are you done?”
He leaned back slightly in his chair, smirking—but something darker hid behind his eyes. He leaned in towards you, low and quiet.
“No. Not even close.”
You didn’t notice when he stood. But you did feel it when he moved behind you.
At first, it was just his hand brushing your shoulder as he leaned to peek at your screen.
Then he didn’t move away.
Instead, you felt the heavy press of his chest behind you. His palm slid slowly—casually—over your back. Lower. Resting at the curve of your waist.
And then he shifted—just slightly—and you felt it.
The unmistakable weight of him.
Hard. Thick. Pressed right up against your ass.
Your breath hitched.
“Miss me?” he whispered.
Your cheeks burned. “You’re disgusting.”
“Am I?”
“Because this
” his hand flattened against your hip, pulling you subtly back into his body, into his cock—“says otherwise.”
You should’ve shoved him.
Should’ve snapped, slapped, screamed.
But your body betrayed you.
Your thighs clenched. Your breathing went shallow.
And when his fingers brushed the hem of your skirt, you didn’t move away.
If anything—you leaned back.
“You liked it,” he murmured, lips just behind your ear.
“You liked knowing I saw you like that. That I wanted to fuck you from the second that photo lit up my screen.”
“You’re full of shit.”
“You keep saying that,” he murmured, voice dropping lower, hungrier. “But your body doesn’t agree.”
His hand slid lower, palm resting on your ass now—really grabbing, squeezing, like it was his already. He rutted against you once, slow, just enough to let you feel the size of him again.
You gasped, barely holding in the noise.
“Poor thing,” he whispered.
“Trying so hard to act like you don’t want this cock stretching you open.”
You closed your eyes. “We’re in a fucking library.”
“And you’re soaked,” he growled. “Aren’t you?”
You were.
You hated him for it.
But God—you wanted more.
“Tell me to stop,” he said, voice a low rumble in your ear.
“Tell me you don’t want me pushing these panties to the side and sliding in right here.”
You didn’t say anything.
And neither did your body.
Because for the first time, you weren’t sure who was in control—him, or the ache between your legs screaming for more.
His grip on your waist didn’t loosen. If anything, it tightened—fingers flexing into the curve of your hips like he wanted to memorize the way you fit under his hands.
You told yourself to move.
To snap out of it.
To shove his cocky ass away and slap the heat off your face.
But instead
 you shifted.
Barely. Subtly. Almost like a breath.
Your hips arched back just the tiniest bit—and you felt him twitch.
Big. Hot. Hard against you.
And god help you, you did it again.
This time, he chuckled. Low and raspy.
“Keep doing that and I’m gonna take it personally.”
His voice buzzed against the shell of your ear, warm and wicked.
“I can swear you’re wet.”
“I’m not,” you breathed, barely able to form the words.
“No?”
One of his hands slid from your hip, slipping lower, slow and deliberate. Your skirt offered no protection—his fingers eased beneath the hem with practiced ease, knuckles brushing your thigh.
“Then you won’t mind if I check.”
You gasped. “Changbin—”
But it was too late.
His hand slid up. Under your skirt. Under your panties.
And then—his fingers paused.
Right at your slit.
Slick. Dripping. Heat soaked through cotton and flushed onto his fingertips.
He let out a quiet groan, something dark and pleased.
“Fuck me
”
You froze.
“You’re soaked.”
You should’ve died of embarrassment.
Instead, you whimpered—barely, breath catching in your throat. Your thighs twitched, instinctively trying to close, but his hand was already there, slipping further, middle finger pressing through the wetness and parting you open.
“Look at that,” he muttered. “Fighting me in public, dripping for me in private.”
“You can’t—” you whispered, but your voice cracked halfway through.
“I can,” he said. “And I am.”
His fingertip circled your entrance, not quite pushing in. Just enough to tease. To test how badly your body wanted him.
And it did.
God, it did.
“All this just from my picture?” he murmured. “You really are a dirty little thing.”
“Changbin, we’re—someone could—”
“Then stay quiet,” he whispered, lips grazing your ear. “Be a good girl and let me feel what you’ve been hiding from me.”
You squirmed against him, helpless. His hard-on grinding into your ass. His hand between your legs. Your body betraying everything your mouth refused to say.
But then—he pulled back. Slow. Measured and wicked.
“Not here,” he muttered. “Not yet.”
You let out a shaky exhale, unsure if it was relief or frustration.
“You’re not ready.”
He said it like a promise. Even more like a plan.
—
That night, your phone lit up before midnight.
Changbin 💱
You touching yourself right now?
You swallowed, heat curling in your stomach.
“No.”
A lie.
You’d been thinking about his finger, barely there, slicking through your folds. The way he pressed against you like he could fuck you through your clothes. The restraint he showed—pulling away just when you were about to lose it.
Changbin 💱:
Liar. You were dripping earlier. You think that goes away?
Changbin 💱:
You want help?
Your breath caught.
Then another message.
đŸ“· An image.
A mirror selfie. Taken low. No shirt. Sweatpants slung low on his hips. But this time
 no filter, no teasing.
His cock was hard. So obvious. Thick and curving up in those grey sweats, the head visibly straining against the fabric. His hand was wrapped around the base, gripping himself through the material.
Your core clenched.
Changbin 💱:
You made me like this. Do something about it.
Another ping.
🎧An audio file.
You hesitated
 then tapped.
His voice—low, breathless, filthy—filled your room.
“Wish you were here right now. I’d be in you already. So deep you’d cry. Want you moaning my name with your thighs wrapped around my waist.”
You bit your knuckle.
“Bet you’re wet again just hearing this.”
You were.
And you knew damn well
 this was only the beginning because it was obvious that you knew you should stop.
Mute the chat. Turn your phone off. Go to sleep.
But instead, you hit play again.
Changbin’s voice filled your room for the second time, low and unsteady.
“Wish you were here right now. I’d be in you already. So deep you’d cry. Want you moaning my name with your thighs wrapped around my waist.”
Your hand had already slipped under the waistband of your shorts. Shame curled hot in your chest, but it wasn’t enough to stop you.
Not with his voice saying things like that.
Not when your body was still aching from what he’d done in the library.
You typed, hesitant:
“You’re a menace.”
Changbin 💱:
And you’re quiet. You touching yourself again?
“No.”
Changbin 💱:
You’re such a bad liar.
Another ping. Another message.
Changbin 💱:
Say my name once, and I’ll show you the real thing. But let me hear how down bad you are first.
Your legs squeezed together.
He wasn’t letting up.
Not just the teasing — the control. The way he peeled you open without even being in the same room. It was like he’d figured out every weakness you had and was pressing on all of them at once.
You typed:
“You want me to say your name?”
Changbin 💱:
Just once. Out loud. Right now.
I know you’re touching yourself, i just want to hear you.
Your heart pounded. You stared at the audio reply button. Your thumb hovered.
“I’m not sending you a voice note.”
Changbin 💱:
Why not?
You’re already soaked. Already picturing it, aren’t you?
Changbin 💱:
Me pulling your legs apart. Spitting on your pussy.
Sliding in nice and slow while you beg me to ruin it.
You let out a shaky breath.
Changbin 💱:
C’mon, baby.
Be a good girl and let me hear how badly you want it.
The words good girl punched straight through your resolve.
Your finger hovered over the record button.
You didn’t overthink it. Didn’t script it. But at the back of your mind, you knew shouldn’t have done it.
You knew the second you hit record—you were crossing a line you couldn’t uncross. But the heat in your stomach, the ache between your legs, the way Changbin’s voice still echoed in your ears? It all left you trembling.
So you moaned. You whimpered.
And you said his name.
“Changbin
”
You sounded so fucking needy. So shameless and desperate.
Exactly how you felt.
You hit send with your heart in your throat, thighs clenched tight around your own hand. And then you waited—seconds dragging, breath caught in your chest.
Then: ping.
đŸŽ„A video.
No caption. No warning.
You hesitated, pulse in your ears, then tapped it.
The first thing you saw was skin—his hand, wrapped tight around the base of his cock. Thick. Hard. Heavy. His head was a darker shade of his skin, glistening with precum, veins running thick along the shaft.
The next thing you heard?
His voice. Ragged. Strained.
“This what you want, baby?”
He was filming from above, cock in his fist, his abs flexing as he pumped slowly, steadily. Each stroke was loud and wet. His hand moved like he was imagining you were already wrapped around him—tight, dripping, ruined.
“Been jerking off since you moaned my name,” he growled. “You sound so fucking pretty when you’re begging.”
You bit your lip so hard it almost bled.
“Wanna cum in you so bad,” he panted. “Wanna watch it drip out of you. Want you to feel it for days.”
And then—he grunted. Shuddered.
And came.
Ropes of it. Thick spurts shooting across his abs, the head of his cock twitching violently in his grip.
“That’s all for you,” he breathed, voice wrecked.“Next time, I’m doing that inside.”
The video ended, but you were done for.
You stared at your screen like it had punched you in the stomach. Heat licked down your spine. Your hand had slipped between your legs again before you even realized it.
You replayed the video.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
You wanted to taste it. Feel it. Be under it.
Then your screen lit up again.
Changbin 💱:
You still there?
Your fingers trembled. You didn’t even overthink it.
You typed:
“I need you.”
[📍Location Shared]
And hit send.
—
You barely had time to think.
One knock. That’s all it took.
You opened the door and he was on you—mouth crashing into yours, body pinning you flat against the wall like he was afraid you’d disappear if he let go.
He kissed like a man possessed.
Like your voice note had ruined him. Like your moan had carved something primal into his chest and he couldn’t shake it loose.
His tongue slid past your lips, rough and greedy, tasting you like he had to claim you first.
“Fuck,” he growled against your mouth. “Took you long enough.”
You barely had time to respond—his hands were already under your shirt, palming your tits like they were his, thumbs flicking your nipples until you whimpered.
“This all for me?” he asked, breath hot.
“This pussy been soaking since the second I sent that video?”
You gasped as he shoved one leg between yours, grinding up against your clothed heat—his cock already hard, pressing through his sweats like a weapon.
“God,” he groaned. “You feel so fucking good.”
“Can’t wait anymore.”
He picked you up like you weighed nothing, carried you into your own apartment without breaking the kiss, and dropped you—hard—onto the kitchen counter.
Before you could speak, your shorts were yanked down and off. Your panties, too. Ripped aside with one rough pull.
“Fucking knew it,” he muttered as he spread you open. “Look at this wet little pussy. So damn ready for me.”
“You’re such a—”
“Say it,” he snarled, two fingers sliding through your folds, circling your clit just right.
“Say it while I ruin you.”
You choked on a moan, hips jerking up. His fingers dipped inside—thick, slow, curling—testing you.
“Tight,” he hissed. “So fuckin’ tight already.
How the hell you gonna take my cock, baby?”
You looked down—and froze.
He’d pushed his sweats down just enough, and there it was. All of it.
His cock was thick. Long. Veiny. Angry-red at the tip, already leaking. You’d seen the outline. You’d watched him stroke it on video. But up close?
It was fucking terrifying.
And you wanted every inch.
“I’m gonna mess you up real pretty.” he whispered, dragging the head through your slick folds.
“You’re not walking tomorrow.”
You whimpered, thighs trembling.
“Changbin—fuck—”
“What’s that, princess?” he smirked. “You scared of this cock now?”
“Shut the fuck up and give it to me.”
That was all he needed.
He lined up and slammed in—
The stretch was obscene. Your back arched, a broken cry ripped from your throat. He didn’t wait. Didn’t tease. He bottomed out in one brutal stroke, hips snapping forward until his balls slapped against you.
“FUCK,” he growled, head dropping to your shoulder. “Tight little cunt’s squeezing the shit outta me.”
You clawed at his back, desperate to breathe, but it felt too good. The way he filled you—so deep, so thick—you felt him in your stomach.
“Took it all, huh?” he rasped, pulling back just to thrust in harder. “Greedy little thing.”
He fucked you like he meant it. Like he was punishing you for every time you rolled your eyes in class. For every time you told him to shut up.
You were moaning like a pornstar—loud, shameless, wrecked—as he pounded into you on the kitchen counter, sweat dripping, his abs flexing with every thrust.
“You were made for this cock,” he groaned. “Fucking built to take it like a good girl.”
He pulled out suddenly, grabbed your wrist, and dragged you into the living room.
“Bed’s too far. Couch. Now.”
You stumbled, legs shaking. He bent you over the armrest, slapped your ass once—hard—and buried himself inside again with a brutal snap of his hips.
“This ass
” he groaned. “You know how many times I’ve stared at it in class?”
“Wanted to fuck you bent over all the damn desks.”
Your moans were broken now—choked sobs of pleasure every time his hips slammed into you.
He wrapped his hand around your throat, not too tight—just enough to own you.
“You love this, don’t you?” he growled. “Big cock splitting you open. My hand on your neck. My cum dripping out of you.”
“Yes—fuck—yes, Changbin, please—”
“Please what?”
“Please don’t stop.”
His grip tightened. His thrusts turned savage.
“I’m gonna cum inside you,” he warned. “I want it leaking down your thighs when you go to class tomorrow. I want everyone to know this pussy’s mine.”
You clenched around him—hard—and he lost it.
“Fuck—fuck—baby—”
He came deep inside you, groaning like he was unraveling from the core. Hot spurts filling you up, cock twitching inside your walls.
You collapsed forward, shaking.
But he wasn’t done.
He pulled out, flipped you onto the rug, and dropped to his knees.
“Need to taste you.”
His tongue went straight to your core, licking up his own mess, spreading it across your folds as he devoured you like he’d starved for days.
“Not leaving till you cum on my face.”
And you did.
Screaming his name. Shaking. Barely able to think.
Your first mistake had been sending that photo.
But your biggest mistake?
Letting him in.
Because now?
You’d never get him out.
—
You couldn’t move.
You were sprawled out on your back on the rug, blinking at the ceiling, your entire body throbbing with the aftershocks of what he’d just done to you. You felt wrecked in the best, most glorious way.
And yet—somehow—Changbin was the one panting like he’d just gone through hell.
He lay beside you, arm thrown over his face dramatically.
“I’m filing a formal complaint,” he groaned. “Your pussy should come with a fucking warning label.”
You wheezed out a laugh.
“Says the guy who just broke my uterus.”
He turned his head, looked at you.
And melted.
The shift was instant—his gaze softened, mouth twitching into the tiniest smile. He scooted closer, propped himself on one elbow, and brushed your sweaty hair off your cheek.
“You okay?” he asked, voice gentle. “Like
 really okay?”
You nodded. “More than okay.”
He exhaled like he’d been holding his breath for ten years. Then leaned in and kissed your forehead, your nose, your cheekbone—everywhere but your lips, like he was saving those for dessert.
“I swear I didn’t mean to fuck you like a caveman,” he mumbled. “I blacked out. You made that sound and I was just—gone.”
“You were terrifying,” you whispered, smiling. “In the hottest possible way.”
That made him grin.
He reached over for the hoodie he’d left slung on the chair and helped you into it—actually helped, like lifting your arms, guiding it over your head, kissing your shoulder once it was on.
Then he grabbed a warm towel, knelt between your legs, and started cleaning you up with the softest, most careful touch.
“Can’t have my girl leaking all over the carpet,” he murmured.
“Your girl?”
He looked up with a cocky smirk.
“You just let me raw dog you and you screamed my name for the neighbors, baby. Don’t play shy now.”
You tried to glare, but he leaned forward and kissed your knee. Then your thigh. Then higher.
“Next time,” he said, “I’m taking you slower. Gonna edge you until you’re crying.”
Your stomach flipped.
“You’re already thinking about next time?”
He glanced up at you with a boyish little shrug.
“I think about you all the time.”
Your heart stuttered. Because it didn’t sound like a line. It sounded real. Raw. Like the truth.
He saw your expression shift and leaned in, his lips brushing your temple.
“Not just the sex,” he murmured.
“I think about you when you fight with the professor. When you tie your hoodie strings in knots. When you roll your eyes at me like you always do.”
“Binnie—”
“I like you,” he whispered.
Simple. Honest.
And it hit you harder than any orgasm.
You buried your face in his chest. He chuckled and wrapped his arms around you, one big palm cupping the back of your head like he could hide you there forever.
“You hungry?” he murmured.
“Starving.”
“Good. I got us pizza and fried chicken.”
You looked up. “You really ordered food while I was moaning your name?”
He smirked. “Actually did it on my way here but I can multitask baby.”
You laughed into his chest, and he kissed your head again.
When the food arrived, you sat curled in his lap, eating from his chopsticks while he kissed sauce off your lips between bites.
Later, when you were tucked into bed and halfway to sleep, he whispered:
“You were fucking perfect tonight.”
“I’m gonna be addicted to you now.”
You didn’t say anything back. You just pulled his arm tighter around you and pressed a soft kiss to his knuckles.
Because you already were.
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Authors note: Its been a hot minute without a Binnie smut đŸ’ȘđŸ» How are we liking this cute little enemies to lovers?? đŸ€­â€ïž
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Flex & Ink
Tattoo Artist!Seo Changbin x Reader | Ink. Discipline. He said “good girl” and never looked back.
🔞synopsis: Tattoo Artist AU. You’re the picture of control. Pilates instructor by morning, posture-obsessed menace by noon, and calm-matcha aesthetic 24/7. You don’t sweat. You correct form. You breathe through the pain. And you’ve never let anyone leave a mark on you—until him. He’s the co-owner of NO SAINT INK. At the gym, he’s silent power: sweat-drenched tanks, mythical back pieces, and eyes that never once look your way. Until they do. It starts with a tattoo. But that line between ink and intimacy? Between the sharpness of his needle and the way he says “good girl”? Yeah. That gets blurred fast. One minute he’s fucking you like he owns you, the next he’s wrapping you in his hoodie and feeding you water like you’ll break.
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💌a/n: IT’S SO FUCKING HOT. LONDON TRANSPORT IS A HUMAN-RUN HEALTH HAZARD. THE TUBE IS LITERALLY MURDER SAUNA. And me? I decided to write tattoo!Changbin smut with a brain fog caused by the heat. I—listen. I just wanted to write about a brooding tattoo artist rearranging a pilates princess guts. I hope this makes sense?? I hope you like it?? Little bit of slow burn??? I was literally sweating while writing and I don’t know if it was from the smut or the heat or the fact that CHANGBIN IN BLACK GLOVES LIVES RENT-FREE IN MY HEAD?? p.s. If you liked it, reblog it. Reblog it like he’s fucking you into the mirror and saying “Don’t look away.” p.p.s. Changbin supremacy. p.p.p.s. I am NOT responsible for your hydration status during this fic
⚠ warnings: 18+ ONLY | MINORS DNI | Soft dom!Changbin, praise kink + respectful menace | Mirror play | Oral (f!receiving) | Overstimulation + multiple orgasms | Cockwarming | Aftercare king behavior. Hoodie. Water. Warm towel. Socks. Yes, socks | idk what else i missed i'm dying rn
📌 Please read with caution. Stretch beforehand. Hydrate. Apologize to your tattoo artist. And your gym crush.
📍credits: dividers by @cafekitsune
🎧 » Thirsty— Taemin « 0:58 ─〇───── 3:27 ⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ â–čâ–č ↻
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You’re the vision of calm control.
Every morning at 6:45 a.m., like clockwork, you sweep into the downtown fitness complex with your pastel wrap-top tied neatly at the waist and your hair twisted into a ballerina bun so tight it could survive a storm. You drink your matcha through a glass straw. You carry your mat like it’s an accessory. Your shoes are spotless, your voice is melodic, and your posture is the kind that makes people instinctively stand taller when you pass by.
You glide into your reformer pilates studio with the serenity of someone who’s mastered both her breath and her boundaries. Former ballet prodigy turned core activation coach, you teach five reformer sessions a day—each one a display of elegance, intensity, and razor-sharp muscle control. Your clients both adore and fear you. You have the kind of presence that makes people fix their own form before you even say a word. When you do correct them, it’s precise, polite, and just pointed enough to sting.
You don’t raise your voice. You don’t sweat. You don't slouch. You float. And online? You’re even worse. Your Instagram is a minimalist’s dream: toned arms on reformers in golden lighting, skin like silk, cryptic captions. Every third post is a quote in muted beige serif.
You’re elegant. Controlled. Inkless. A vision of untouched skin and core stability.
But lately, your control is being tested.
By him.
He’s not like the others at the gym.
You first noticed him three months ago. It was leg day for him, glutes and inner thighs for you. You were coaching a private session—soft music playing, aromatherapy diffusing gently from the wall—and then: A thud. A guttural grunt. The sharp, echoing clang of 140kg hitting the floor like war drums.
He was lifting right outside your studio window.
Tank top soaked. Forearms vascular. Hood up. Headphones in. He never looked around. Never checked his form in the mirror. He just moved with raw, thunderous efficiency. Quads like carved stone. Tattoos crawling up his arms and peeking out from his neckline—dark, mythic things that looked like they were alive.
At first, you were annoyed. He disrupted the peace. You had to close the door to keep your clients focused. His grunts threw off your cadence.
Then you started watching.
The first time he took off his hoodie mid-set, you caught a flash of the ink across his back—two black dragons twisted together in an ouroboros loop, scales razor-fine and smoke curling over his spine. You stared longer than you meant to. Long enough to miss a cue in your own session. Long enough to have to repeat it.
You looked him up that night.
Seo Changbin.
Co-owner of NO SAINT INK—a notoriously hard-to-book, high-end tattoo studio. His pieces? Blackwork. Ornamental. Gothic.
He did ink like it was cathedral architecture. Intricate beasts. Baroque rib cages. Sacred geometry that bled into chaos at the edges. He played with negative space and muscle flow like a sculptor. There were rumors he did some biomech and anatomical fusion work too—stuff that made it look like your bones were crawling up your skin.
He only took on clients by referral. He didn’t do walk-ins. And he never, ever did colour.
He never looked at you.
Three months of the same schedule. You, in your silk-press pastel perfection. Him, in his dark gymwear and smudged chalk palms. You passed each other in the hallway sometimes. He never said a word.
Until the day you snapped.
You were mid-session with a new client—she was struggling with core control, every breath shallow, every motion tense—and there he was again. Deadlifting to the tempo of a war anthem. Slamming weights like gravity owed him something.
You stepped outside, hands on hips, breathing through your nose.
“Some of us are trying to center, not detonate.”
He paused mid-lift. Turned. Pulled out one earbud. A beat. A smirk.
Then: “Want me to show you how to really activate your core?”
And then he turned back to his barbell like it was nothing.
You didn’t answer. You couldn’t. You’d never been so simultaneously furious and flustered in your life. After that, he started showing up earlier. Lifting closer. Watching your warmups from the squat rack. Making comments.
“You know, your foot arch collapses on your second lunge set.” “Your glute engagement’s solid. You ever load it?”
And then one day—after a particularly intense set of weighted split squats—you sat down on your mat, breathless and sweaty, and saw him watching you through the mirror. Just... watching.
When you looked back, he only said: “You’ve got perfect spine alignment.”
And walked away.
You told yourself it was nothing. You weren’t interested. You were focused. He was chaos. Loud. Covered in ink. Rough around the edges. You were all about precision and peace. You weren’t even into tattoos.
...Except lately, you’d been thinking about them.
About what it would feel like to have his hands on your skin—not in the gym, but in that studio you’d stalked online a hundred times. About the fine-line blackwork on his clients’ ribs. The sacred geometry down their thighs. The way he seemed to carve stories into people. You started wondering what he’d draw for you. What he’d see in you.
And one day, without thinking, you murmured: “I’ve got a clean canvas.”
And he’d grinned. “You ever wanna ruin it—come find me.”
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You’re standing in front of it.
NO SAINT INK.
You grip your tote bag tighter, heart jackhammering beneath your zip-up. You can’t believe you actually booked this. You’d pulled every favour, begged one of your fitness clients to refer you. You filled out the intake form, submitted references, proof of healing care, even a fucking aesthetic moodboard. You never expected to get approved.
And yet
 Here you are.
You glance at your phone one last time. The design you sent him glows on the screen: A fine-line ornamental dagger wrapped in black lace. Minimalist. Symmetrical. Inspired by the old ballet blades you used to train with in theater. You asked for placement on your ankle—something graceful but a little dangerous, hidden unless you chose to show it.
Finally, you move inside the studio and the scent hits you: vetiver, eucalyptus, ink. The kind of clean that hums with sterility—but underneath it, warmth. Masculine warmth. Leather and musk.
And then—
“OH SHIT—PILATES BARBIE MADE AN APPOINTMENT?”
You blink.
Behind the desk, crouched in an ergonomic chair with wheels and way too much energy, is a messy-haired, coffee-chugging creature. Han Jisung.
He is nothing like Changbin.
Where Changbin is broad, silent menace, Han is chaos in a hoodie. He’s wearing socks with avocados on them and a smirk that says he knows exactly how much your blood pressure just spiked.
You try to keep your voice neutral. “I have a 2PM with Changbin.”
“OH you do, do you?” He spins dramatically in his chair. “Chan-hyung! Bro! Pilates Princess has entered the temple!”
From behind the wall, you hear a deep, amused voice. One that sends a traitorous ripple down your spine.
“Be nice, Jisung-ah.”
Enter Bang Chan, who appears wearing all black, a beanie, and the warmest smile known to man. He’s muscle and honey—sharp arms, soft voice. And somehow, despite your anxiety, he makes you feel like you just got wrapped in a weighted blanket.
“Hey. You must be
?”
“She’s Miss Breath Control,” Han chimes. "As Changbin says of course.”
You ignore him.
“Yes. 2PM. With Changbin.”
Chan nods, warm and non-threatening. “He’s finishing up a back piece right now. Should be out in five. You can sit if you want—or look around.”
You sit. Which is insane, because your legs never shake and now they’re doing a little wobble dance beneath the stool. You try to sip water but miss your mouth and curse under your breath.
Han watches all of this with way too much joy. “You want some calming tea? Or, like, whiskey?”
“I’m fine.”
“You sure? You’re gripping that water bottle like it owes you money.”
You take a deep breath. Count to four. Exhale through your core. Then: “Don’t you have something to sterilize?”
“I do, but watching you try not to panic is a lot more fun.”
Before you can respond, there’s movement in the hallway. Boots. Heavy steps. You know it’s him before you see him. He steps out of the back studio like he owns the whole fucking planet.
Changbin.
All black, sleeves rolled, dark tattoo gloves still half-on. A sleeveless muscle tee clings to his chest, neck shimmering slightly from exertion. His jaw is tight. His lips are flushed. His hair’s pulled back in a half-tied knot that makes you irrationally angry. His arms are covered in fresh ink smudges. And his eyes? Locked right on you.
The world narrows.
“You came,” he says. Not a question. A statement. Like he knew you would.
You nod.
He gestures with a tilt of his chin, lazy and deliberate. “Come on back.”
The moment you step into his space, and sit down on the tattoo chair you simply go still. You’ve been in control of your body your whole life. Every breath, every joint, every limb—trained, refined, disciplined. You know how to hold your spine like a prayer and your voice like a blade. You’ve never fidgeted in a professional setting.
So why are you perched on a leather tattoo chair with your hands folded tight in your lap like a chastised schoolgirl?
Because the room smells like ink and amber and him. Because there’s bass-heavy music playing low through the built-in speakers—wordless, sultry, like the kind of thing you’d move your hips to if he ever pressed you against a wall. Because Seo Changbin is leaning over his iPad, reviewing your submission with a furrowed brow and one ringed hand cradling his jaw.
You’re trying not to hold your breath as he scrolls. Then he glances up at you, eyes sharp but unreadable. But then, his mouth twitches—almost a smile and he turns the iPad to you.
“Here’s what I designed.”
Your breath catches. It’s yours—but not. It’s alive.
He’s taken the dagger and curved it slightly, so it follows the natural line of your ankle and rises just a little up the calf. The blade’s body is woven with the lace, yes—but his lace moves. It ripples like real fabric, and within its folds are secret things: a single rosebud at the hilt. A glint of barbed wire hidden in the shadows. He’s added a moon crest at the base—almost imperceptible—and along the edge of the dagger, in the subtlest script: tempus vincit omnia.
“Time conquers all,” he translates, before you can ask.
You blink. You don’t remember putting that in your references.
“It felt like you,” he says, gaze holding yours. “You act like you’re untouched. But your silence says otherwise.”
You should say something. Anything. But your throat is dry. The room is warm. His voice is velvet dipped in command. And the way he’s looking at you now—eyes flickering down to your ankle, then up to your mouth—is not professional.
“May I see the placement?” he asks.
You nod, because you’re a coward. A good one.
You slowly pull your pant leg up, exposing your bare ankle, the pale skin taut from crossed legs and tension. He crouches in front of you, rolls his stool close, and gently sets the iPad aside.
“Pretty canvas,” he murmurs, almost to himself.
Your pulse jumps.
He slips on a fresh glove, snaps it into place. The sound is surgical, threatening, hot.
Then he touches you.
His fingers are firm but slow, tilting your foot, angling your leg just right. He’s completely focused. One hand on your arch, the other gently brushing your ankle bone.
“This spot will hurt a little,” he says, glancing up. “But you’re good at pain, aren’t you?”
You want to say yes. Want to say show me. Instead you say: “I breathe through it.”
“Good girl.”
You flinch. Not from the words—but from how good they feel.
He doesn’t apologize.
He rises to his feet and starts prepping the stencil, moving around the room with focused precision. Gloves. Transfer paper. Sanitary wipes. Ink tray. You sit there, skin buzzing, ankle still tingling from his touch, wondering how the fuck you’re supposed to survive this session.
He moves like he’s done this a thousand times. Because he has. Stencil fluid. Gauze. He lays out everything on the side tray with quiet precision, occasionally glancing your way like he’s clocking your posture, your breath, your jitters.
He doesn’t talk unless it’s necessary. No showmanship. No dramatics. Just work.
You respect that. You also kind of want to bite your lip off because the tension is unbearable.
He crouches again beside your ankle, wiping the area clean with clinical care. The alcohol is cold, startling. You inhale through your nose, quietly.
He notices. “Still good?”
You nod.
“You sure?” He glances up. His brows are slightly lifted. Not teasing—checking.
“Yeah. I’m okay.”
“Alright.” He holds the stencil in one hand, then gestures with his other. “I’m gonna press this on now. Just stay relaxed. Let your leg fall natural.”
You obey.
When he applies the stencil, it’s methodical. He rolls it from heel to calf, smoothing it into place with both thumbs, then steps back to check alignment. He adjusts your foot slightly. Tilts your knee. Scans the angle. Then he nods to himself and grabs the handheld mirror from the cart.
“Take a look. Tell me if anything feels off.”
You lean forward, lift the mirror—
—and freeze.
It’s perfect.
The dagger curves with your bone like it was meant to be there. The lace hugs the dip above your heel. The little Latin script rests just where your Achilles flares. Somehow, it’s sharp and delicate at the same time.
You don’t speak right away.
So he does. “You hate it?”
“I—what? No. It’s perfect.”
He hums under his breath. Like he knew. But he gives you space. “Alright. If you’re good, I’ll get set up.”
You nod again, a little too quickly. He moves back to his cart.
Machine. Cartridge. Ink caps.
The buzz of the tattoo gun doesn’t startle you like you thought it would. But the sound of it? It changes something in the air. The room goes quiet except for that hum.
He settles beside you again on the rolling stool, anchoring your foot with a towel. He sets your ankle on a support, angles it just right. The touch is firm but careful.
Then he looks at you. Straight-on. Steady.
“I’m gonna start with the outline. We’ll go slow. You tell me if anything feels weird, alright?”
“Okay.”
“Last chance to tap out.”
“Do it.”
His mouth twitches again. A small curve. A breath of something smug.
“Tough girl.”
Then the machine kicks on.
And the first needle hits skin.
You inhale sharp through your nose. Fuck. You knew it would sting, but it’s different than you expected. Not unbearable. Not sharp like glass. More like a scratch that keeps going—a hot drag along nerve endings that wakes up everything. You exhale. Count. Re-center.
“Breathe through it,” you murmur out loud, mostly to yourself.
His voice is quiet. Low. Unshakably calm.
“You’re doing great.”
He keeps working.
The dagger begins to take shape—delicate linework up the edge of your ankle, the fine curve of the hilt tucked beneath your calf. You don’t look at him, but you feel him—close, focused, his forearm braced gently across your leg as he works in deliberate strokes.
It’s intimate in a way you didn’t expect.
Not sexual. Not yet. But close. Controlled. Charged.
After a few minutes, he speaks again—quiet but with a grin in his voice this time.
“Still breathing?”
“Barely.”
“Good. I’d hate to lose you halfway through.”
You snort under your breath. “You’d lose your best linework.”
“Exactly.” Beat. “Wouldn’t look right on anyone else anyway.”
That makes your chest stutter.
You don’t reply. Not out loud. But you shift slightly in the chair—tense. Hot. And he knows it.
He keeps working.
You hear the buzz. You feel the heat. The pain is low-key addictive now—every new line something you earn. And through it all, Changbin stays steady. Anchored. The perfect storm of pressure, skill, and focus.
But, you've had enough of the silence, especially with how it was stretching and so, you decided to break it.
“How long have you been doing this?”
“Tattooing?” His thumb brushes against the arch of your foot to hold it steady. “Seven years. Shop’s been open for four.”
“Always wanted to do it?”
“Nah.” He leans back for a second, wipes the needle tip. “Thought I’d be a strength coach. Maybe gym ownership. Did some personal training for a while.”
“That checks out.” You glance down at his forearm, thick and corded with muscle, tattoos crawling up to his elbow like they’re trying to escape.
“Yeah?” he says, smirking faintly. “You profile every guy who squats heavy during your classes?”
“Only the ones who grunt like they’re in labor.”
That earns a real laugh—short, rich, warm.
“Okay, Pilates Princess. Maybe I do get dramatic when it’s above four plates.”
“You were scaring my client.”
“She was on a reformer. She couldn’t hear anything over the sound of her own smug exhale.”
You bite back a smile.
“Still. You disrupted the chi.”
“And you walked out in pastel spandex and told me I was ‘rupturing lungs.’ What was I supposed to do? Not flirt back?”
Your breath catches slightly. But he doesn’t press it. He just goes back to work—steady hand, eyes trained on your ankle. The air feels charged now, though. Like he lit a match and pretended he didn’t.
“What about you?” he asks after a beat. “Always been a reformer girl?”
You shrug. “Ballet background. Dance conditioning led to pilates. I got addicted to the structure.”
“Makes sense.” His eyes flick up briefly. “You’re precise. Can tell you move from control.”
You swallow. His tone isn’t teasing anymore—it’s
 observant. Real. And something in your chest flutters uncomfortably.
“Is that your polite way of saying I’m uptight?”
“Not even close.” He sits back, stretches his wrist slightly, and looks at you fully. “Uptight’s when someone can’t bend. You?” He tilts his head. “You bend perfectly. You just don’t like anyone else touching the steering wheel.”
Your breath skips. You don’t answer right away. Not because you don’t know what to say—but because he’s right.
So you redirect. Softly.
“Why ‘No Saint’? The name.”
He taps the foot pedal, stops the buzz, and wipes your ankle clean with firm, slow strokes. It gives you a moment to breathe again—but not enough.
“Because I don’t pretend to be anything I’m not.”
You blink. That was
 blunt. Honest. A little dark. He continues, eyes down now.
“We don’t bullshit clients. We don’t sell fake sentiment. No ‘live laugh love’ tattoos unless they’re ironic. No fake wisdom. No trends we know you’ll regret in two years.”
“Just pain and permanence,” you murmur.
“Exactly.” He smirks faintly. “No saints here. Just ink, heat, and choice.”
The silence that follows is thick. Comfortable. But hot. Like both of you are aware how close this is to something more.
He leans in again, machine humming softly back to life.
“You’re doing good, by the way,” he says. Quieter now. “Most people twitch by now.”
“I’m not most people.”
“I’m starting to believe that.”
He inks another line—this one along the edge of the dagger, right where your skin thins over bone. It burns—but you hold steady.
“Let’s finish the outline.” he suddenly says.
The session lasted
just under two hours.
You hadn’t realized how long it had been until the buzz finally stopped and the silence rolled in like a warm wave. You feel boneless. Drenched in adrenaline and restraint. Your ankle stings, wrapped delicately in breathable film. Your body feels too warm for the room. And your head? Light. Fuzzy. Like the space between flirtation and freefall.
Changbin strips off his gloves, tosses them, and wipes down the station with clinical precision. He hasn’t said much since finishing. Just the usual post-tat routine—cleaning, wrapping, murmured instructions.
But his eyes? They keep sliding to you.
You slip your sock on halfway and tug your pant leg back down carefully, wincing a little.
“Still good?” he asks, finally looking up.
“More than good.”
He gives a small nod. Like he expected that answer. Like he knew you’d handle it.
You grab your bag and follow him out to the front. The air outside the studio room hits colder, sharper. You suddenly remember there are other people in this building.
The first one you see? Han Jisung. Eating fucking pineapple chunks out of a plastic deli cup with a tiny fork. He looks up from his stool like he’s been watching through the glass wall the entire time.
“Well, well, look who survived the blade.”
“She didn’t just survive,” Changbin says, rounding the desk and tapping something on the iPad. “She was better than half the regulars who talk big and cry during linework.”
“You cried during your own hand tat,” Han mutters under his breath, chewing.
From the side sofa, another head pops up.
Felix. Wearing an oversized hoodie, sipping juice from a literal juice box. His legs are tucked under him like a kid at a sleepover. He doesn’t say anything, just raises his brows meaningfully—and takes a long, slow sip.
You blink at the scene. “...Do you guys always just lurk out here eating kindergarten snacks?”
“We’re moral support,” Felix chirps, straw still in his mouth.
“We’re witnesses,” Han adds, tossing a pineapple chunk in the air and catching it. “To whatever this vibe is.”
“What vibe?” Changbin asks, not even blinking.
Han points at you. Then at him.
“This VIBE. The quiet storm flirting. The ‘good girl’ energy. The tension so thick I had to put on noise-canceling headphones to avoid getting secondhand arousal—”
“Jisung.” Changbin cuts him off, finally looking up from the counter.
His tone is sharp, low. The kind that says drop it before I kill you.
You try not to laugh. You fail.
“It’s fine,” you say, waving a hand. “I’m used to being analyzed by men eating pineapple.”
“Icon,” Felix whispers around his juice box.
Changbin finally sighs and turns back to you, handing over a printed aftercare sheet, folded neatly.
“Info’s all on there. Product list, wash instructions, what to look out for.”
“Got it.” You slip it into your bag. Your hand brushes his. Just barely. But you both feel it.
He doesn’t step back.
Doesn’t break eye contact either.
“Listen,” he says casually, voice lower. “If you ever need touch-ups, or... if you’re thinking of something else—” His eyes flick down, briefly, to your throat, then back up. “You can text me directly.”
“I figured appointments went through the website?”
“They do.”
A beat.
“But you don’t have to.”
Your throat is suddenly dry. You arch a brow—curious. Just enough sass to stay in control. “You giving your number to all your clients now?”
“Just the ones who breathe through pain and still flirt back.”
Felix chokes on his juice. Han makes a strangled sound that might be applause.
You blink. Then slowly, slowly smirk. “Fine,” you say. “What’s your number?”
He rattles it off. You type it in. Save it under NO SAINT. He glances at your screen. “That what you’re calling me?”
“What would you prefer?”
“Something you’ll actually say when you’re out of breath.”
Han falls off his stool. Literally. Felix wheezes so hard his straw pops out of the juice box. Changbin doesn’t even flinch. He just leans on the counter, arms crossed, watching you like you’re a puzzle he already knows how to solve.
You match his look. Slowly. “We’ll see.”
And with that, you turn and walk out.
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After the tattoo, you saw him more. It started small that is.
At first, it’s coincidence—he’s back to lifting heavy in the gym at odd hours, same as always. But now he nods at you when you pass. A real nod. Eyes meeting. A corner-of-the-mouth smile that makes your stomach flip. Sometimes he’s got one AirPod in instead of two. Sometimes he lingers near the cable station while you’re on the mat. Never interrupting. Just... there.
The first actual post-tat interaction happens five days after your session.
You’re foam rolling in the stretching area, ankle still healing but mostly fine, and he walks by, glances down, and says: “Looks good.”
You raise a brow. “You spying on my ankle now?”
“Just checking my work.”
Pause.
“And maybe looking at your calf.”
You try to look unimpressed. You fail. He sits beside you and starts stretching his hamstrings without being asked. Doesn’t make a move. Just talks.
That becomes routine.
Short check-ins after workouts. Training tips you didn’t ask for but secretly appreciate. You realize he knows exactly how to adjust your form without crowding you. He never overcorrects. Never touches you without asking. And yet he always makes sure you’re safe, balanced, stable.
“Switch feet. You’re compensating on your left.” “You’ve been clenching your jaw all set. Breathe it out.” “I’ll spot you if you’re going heavier today.”
You stop correcting him eventually. Mostly because he’s right.
Then it shifts again. You start texting. It begins with questions about the tattoo. Aftercare check-ins. A meme he sends about gym people and their insane emotional attachments to water bottles.
Then you start sending him playlists.
He makes you one in return. It’s all bass-heavy, slow-burn, mostly instrumental tracks with names like “Pulse,” “Drive,” “Bend,” and one ominously titled “Repetition is Power.”
You: that one sounds kinky Him: it’s about training Him: 
mostly You: mmhmm
The first “hangout” isn’t even planned.
You finish a late workout and bump into him in the protein aisle at the 24hr mart across the street. You make fun of his zero sugar birthday cake-flavoured whey and he pretends not to judge your matcha collagen bar.
“I have taste,” you say, tossing it in your basket.
“Yeah,” he says, barely smiling. “I noticed.”
You walk out together. He carries your bag. Doesn’t ask. Just does it.
Then come the actual plans.
A night walk after a shared late gym session.
Coffee before your first client.
He helps you move a reformer across your studio and doesn’t leave until he’s triple-checked the bolts.
He never pushes. He never assumes. He always walks on the outside of the sidewalk.
Once, when a guy was being weird to you at the gym, Changbin didn’t say a word. Just stood nearby, arms folded, gaze flat. The guy disappeared within three minutes.
When you thank him later, he shrugs and says: “Didn’t do anything.”
Beat.
“Just let him know you weren’t alone.”
And god. That does something to you.
You kiss him the first time after he walks you home on a Friday night.
You’re buzzed off wine and safety. You say something dumb about how he always smells like cedar and sin. He huffs a laugh and says, quietly: “You can kiss me if you want.”
No pressure. Just there. Waiting.
You do.
And his hand settles on your waist like you’re glass and gold at the same time.
Before you know it, it’s weekends at your place. Your pink robe draped over his hoodie on your chair. His phone charger lives by your bed now. He shows up at your studio on your long days just to bring you food he won’t let you pay for. He tries to act casual about it but always packs your favourite matcha bar on top.
You ask him one night—half-laughing, half-serious: “Are you, like... my boyfriend now?”
He blinks. Looks at you. Then cocks his head.
“Have you been seeing someone else?”
“No?”
“Then yeah. I’m yours.”
Simple. Direct. No drama. You say, “Oh,” like you hadn’t been melting for weeks.
He smiles, real this time, all warm teeth and soft boy. “Been yours since you sat in that chair.”
And the worst part? This dark, brooding, tattooed menace of a man? He’s so goddamn respectful it makes your head spin.
Doesn’t touch you in the gym unless you ask.
Always asks before kissing you.
Has literally said, “Tell me what you want. I won’t ever take it without hearing you say it.”
Brings your water bottle to your side when you forget it.
Traces your healing tattoo at night and whispers, “Still my best work.”
You’re doomed. You’re soft. You’re so, so fucked.
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Your apartment is warm. Cozy. Too quiet.
The lights are low, and the vanilla-coconut candle you forgot to blow out is making everything smell like sweet skin and summer.
Changbin’s duffel bag is unzipped at the edge of your bed—lined with velvet wraps and steel trays, black gloves and sterilized ink cartridges. He brought the full setup, just like you asked. No studio. No distractions. Just you, him, and the blank canvas of your back.
You’re kneeling on the bed in nothing but soft shorts and your hair twisted up with a clip. Your top is already off, folded beside you. Between your hands is a pillow, hugged tight, just to ground yourself. Because the nerves are real now.
You wanted this design for weeks. Something elegant. Subtle. Yours.
A spine-length blackwork symbol—two mirrored crescent moons interwoven with minimalist wings. You told him it was about balance. About letting go.
You didn’t tell him it was also about him.
He’s behind you now, sterilizing your skin. His touch is clinical. Careful. But it burns anyway.
“You still sure about the placement?” he asks, voice low. Even. But there’s something underneath. A quiet strain.
“Dead sure.”
He hums. “Alright.” You hear the snap of gloves. The whir of the stencil printer. Your heart pounds in your chest like it’s trying to warn you.
Then—he’s back. His hands ghost over your spine. “I’m gonna press the stencil now. Stay still.”
You do. You try. But the moment his hands actually touch you—bare palms, gloved, strong and steady—your breath catches. The way he presses along your spine, smoothing the paper from the dip of your lower neck down to the top of your ribcage... it’s not sexual. But it’s intimate. Intense.
He pulls the paper away, and your skin tingles. “Perfect,” he says, quietly. “You want a mirror?”
“No. I trust you.”
And you mean it.
He sits back on his knees. Sets up the machine. Loads the ink. Your apartment fills with the low hum of anticipation—the buzz of something sharp and irreversible.
Then he speaks again, just above a whisper. “You ready, princess?”
You nod into the pillow. “Do it.”
And then—
The first line hits.
Sharp. Searing. Deep. Right between the blades. You hiss. Clench the pillow. Your whole body arcs. He presses gently between your shoulder and neck, grounding you.
“Breathe through it,” he murmurs, voice so soft it shouldn’t be that hot. “You know how.”
You do. You inhale through your nose. Exhale slowly. Your spine starts to relax under the pain, beneath his hand.
He works in slow, steady lines. Controlled. Ruthless. Focused.
And all you can think about is his hand anchoring you there. His knees brushing the backs of your thighs. The way his breath moves in sync with yours.
You’re soaking your pillow. Not from tears. From sweat. From heat. From want.
“You’re doing so well,” he says, after a particularly brutal curve along the left crescent. His fingers skim your waist as he shifts position. “I knew you could take it.”
“Fuck,” you breathe. “You’re evil.”
“I’m careful,” he corrects. “But I don’t go easy on you.”
You clench your thighs together. He notices.
And suddenly—there’s a shift in the air. He pauses. Sets the machine down on the tray. You feel the absence like a void.
Then: “How bad is it?” he asks. Not in concern. But curiosity. Low. Dangerous.
You don’t answer right away. So he leans down—chest brushing your back, lips at your ear. “You gonna be honest with me, or am I gonna have to pull it out of you?”
You arch into him. “It’s not the pain,” you whisper. “It’s you.”
Silence. His breath stills.
Then—
His hand glides from your waist to your inner thigh. Not high. Not filthy. Just
 there.
“Then I’ll stop,” he says, voice gravel. “Because I don’t take from you when you’re not thinking straight.”
That? That ruins you.
“I am thinking straight,” you say, lifting your head slightly, panting. “I’ve been thinking about you every day since the ankle.”
He exhales. Like a man who’s been holding it in too long.
Then—he moves. One hand tilts your chin back. The other grips your waist, hard. And he kisses you. It’s slow. Deep. Tongue and teeth and restraint that’s breaking. You’re twisted half around, clutching his shoulder, kissing him like he’s already inside you.
He pulls away first. Barely. “You want to finish the tattoo?” he whispers.
“No.”
“You want something else instead?”
“Yes.”
“Say it.”
“Touch me.”
His hand is on your back again. Lower. Rougher. “You sure?”
“Yes.”
His hand lingers on your back—low, possessive—just long enough for your breath to hitch. Then, without a word, he pulls away. You blink. Your heart slams into your ribs. But then you hear it: The soft click of the tattoo machine shutting off. The rip of packaging. The squeak of gloves being stripped off and tossed.
You turn to look over your shoulder, breath caught. “Bin—?”
He’s focused. Completely. Dangerously. “Not touching you until the piece is sealed,” he mutters. “You don’t play with open wounds.”
The tone—deep, steady, commanding—makes your knees press tighter together. Your hips subtly shift, and he notices.
He always notices.
He moves behind you, silently, and you hear the rustle of him opening the dressing. The touch is clinical again, but somehow worse—cool antiseptic, gentle pat-down, sterile film peeled and smoothed into place. He’s careful. Exact. Respectful.
But when he speaks, it’s low. Ragged.
“You didn’t tap out.”
“I wasn’t going to.”
“You take everything I give you, huh?”
Your stomach flips. He finishes securing the dressing. Then
 his hands slide down your sides. Slow. Worshipful. Possessive.
“That’s it,” he murmurs. “Now I can touch you.”
You barely have time to inhale before he grabs your hips—firm, final—and pulls you onto your hands and knees in the center of the bed.
“Stay like that,” he says, voice rough now, all velvet and gravel. “I want to look at you.”
You gasp as his palm glides over your curve, down the back of your thigh, up again to your waist. He doesn’t rush. He explores. “You have any idea what you do to me?” he mutters, more to himself. “All that control. That calm. That perfect mouth.”
You whimper. He smiles.
“You sound pretty now.”
He shifts behind you. Kneels. You hear his hoodie hit the floor. The telltale sound of his belt unbuckling. Then: a hand at the base of your spine, gently pressing.
“Arch for me, baby.”
You do. Of course you do. And when you feel the heat of him against your inner thigh—bare skin, hard and heavy—you moan into the pillow.
“Changbin—”
“Shh. Let me take care of you.”
And then he’s there.
One hand anchored at your hip. The other between your thighs, inside your shorts. Touching, teasing, sliding his digits through your wetness with a growl low in his chest.
“Fucking soaked,” he mutters. “You been thinking about this?”
“Yes—fuck—yes—”
“How long?”
“Since the first tattoo.”
“You should’ve said something.”
“Would you have stopped?”
“Not a fucking chance.”
He sinks two fingers in—slow, deep, curling like he knows what you need. Your hips jerk. He holds you still.
“There. Right there. That’s it.”
You gasp, high-pitched and shaking, and he groans—the sound wrecked and reverent.
“You’re gonna let me fuck you like this?” he asks. “Face down, ink fresh, all mine?”
“Yes—yes, Changbin, please—”
He groans, deep in his chest, and stills his fingers inside you.
Then his voice drops.
“Baby
 I don’t think you can take me yet.”
You freeze. Pulse stuttering. “Wh-what?”
He leans in. Mouth right at your ear. “You’re already clenching just around my fingers. So tight. So sensitive. You think you can handle all of me without being stretched out first?”
You whimper. He smiles.
“No rush,” he whispers, like a fucking gentleman. “I’ll get you there.”
And then—
He hooks his fingers deeper, hits that spot just right, and your whole body arches.
“Yeah,” he murmurs, nuzzling into your shoulder. “That’s it. Let me open you up.”
He keeps his fingers inside you as he shifts—kneels upright behind you.
His free hand drags down your lower back. Then to the waistband of your shorts.
And in one slow, deliberate motion he pulls down your shorts and panties in a single, fluid move.
They slide off your hips. Past your thighs. Down your calves. He tosses them aside like they’re in the way, and fuck, maybe they are.
Because now your ass is bare. Your thighs are trembling. And your cunt? Leaking around his fingers. Dripping onto the sheets.
“So fucking pretty,” he growls, behind you now, stroking one hand down your ass. “I should’ve had you like this weeks ago.”
You try to lift your head. Say something clever. You fail. He scissors his fingers slightly—just enough stretch to make you squirm.
“You like being opened up like this, baby?”
“Yes—oh fuck—yes—”
“Say it.”
“I like being stretched out—please, please, Changbin—”
“That’s my girl.”
He slides a third finger in.
You gasp—hips jerking, legs shaking—and he moans like he can feel it too.
“Shit,” he pants, fucking you slow and deep. “You’re so tight, baby. I can feel your pussy fluttering around me. You’re gonna lose your mind when I give you cock.”
Your hands claw at the pillow beneath you. Your thighs are soaked. And still—he’s patient. Focused. Wrecking you with just his fingers because he knows exactly how this ends.
“Almost there,” he breathes. “Just a little more.”
You whimper, spine bowed, thighs spread wide as his fingers thrust deeper—slow, deliberate, curling into that sweet, molten spot that makes your vision go white.
“That’s it, baby,” he murmurs, voice like gravel and silk. “You feel that?”
You choke out a sound—something helpless. Shaky. Wrecked.
“You’re so close. You’re right fucking there.”
His fingers drag out, just enough to tease your entrance—then slam back in, curling sharp and precise. You cry out, hips jolting. His hand tightens, holding you still. “Don’t run from it,” he growls, low and possessive. “You’re gonna take it.”
He starts pumping—harder, faster, each stroke brutal in its precision. The wet sound of your cunt echoes in the room, obscene, soaked, desperate.
“You’re dripping, baby,” he pants. “This pussy’s begging.”
You’re gasping now—broken, breathless.
And then—
He does that. That perfect drag of his fingers against your front wall, again and again, exactly where it hurts so good you see stars.
Your arms buckle. You collapse onto the pillow, face down, sobbing his name into the sheets.
“That’s it,” he whispers, leaning over you now, breath hot against your shoulder. “Give it to me. Cum on my fingers, baby.”
And you do.
It rips through you—sudden, full-body, violent. Your pussy clenches tight around his fingers, locking him in as your orgasm explodes behind your ribs, sparks down your spine, tears from your throat.
“Fuck—yes,” he groans, rutting gently against your thigh. “God, you’re so fucking pretty like this.”
You’re sobbing. Boneless. Cunt still fluttering. Thighs sticky. And he just keeps moving—slowing his fingers now, easing you down from the edge like he lives in your body.
“There you go,” he murmurs. “Breathe. I got you.”
He pulls out with a wet sound, dragging his soaked fingers down your thigh before pulling away entirely.
You collapse, limp, twitching. “Changbin—”
“Shh. You did so good.”
You hear him kiss your lower back, just above the bandage.
Then—
A low whisper. “You think that was good?”
“Mmnh
”
“Baby
 I haven’t even fucked you yet.”
His voice is molten.
You’re still on all fours, trembling, thighs slick, cunt fluttering with aftershocks—but the second he says it, something inside you tightens. You feel the heat of him shift behind you. The heavy weight of his cock brushes your thigh, then—lower.
“Gonna let me in now?” he murmurs, running his fingers up your spine, pausing just at the bandage. “Gonna take all of me?”
“Yes
 please,” you breathe, voice cracking. “I can take it. I need it—”
He hums.
“You say that
” he mutters, guiding the thick head of his cock between your folds, sliding it through your soaked pussy—teasing, rubbing, spreading your slick. “But this pussy’s still so fucking tight, baby.”
He rocks forward, just enough to nudge your entrance. You whimper.
“So swollen. So wet. You’re still twitching for me,” he groans, dragging his tip up to your clit, then back down to your dripping hole. “You really want it?”
“Please—Changbin, please, give it to me—”
“Say it.”
“Fuck me.”
He stills—tip poised. Breathing heavy. Then—slowly. Deliberately. He pushes in. The stretch is brutal. You cry out, loud and raw, fists bunching in the sheets as he splits you open—inch by inch, so deep you can feel him in your throat.
“Oh my—fuck—Changbin—”
“That’s it,” he groans, voice wrecked. “Take it, baby. Just like that.”
He doesn’t slam. Doesn’t rush. He sinks. One hand gripping your hip, the other spreading your ass to watch himself disappear inside you—slow, steady, until he’s buried to the hilt.
“God—so tight—” he growls, grinding once, deep and heavy. “Can feel every twitch.”
You’re panting. Shaking. Jaw slack.
“Too much?” he whispers.
“N-no—no, I just—fuck—you’re big—”
“But you’re taking it,” he says, teeth clenched. “Look at you. So good for me. This pussy was made for it.”
He pulls back—slowly, almost out—then slams back in. You scream. He starts to move. Long, deep thrusts. Not fast. Just full. Every time he pulls back, you clench. Every time he drives in, you cry out.
“You feel that, baby?” he grunts, rutting into you harder now. “That stretch? That burn?”
“Yes—yes—Changbin—oh my god—”
“You’re doing so fucking well,” he pants. “Letting me ruin you like this. Letting me fuck you open.”
He changes angle—hips slanted, cock pressing right there, that spot that makes your body jerk uncontrollably.
Your moans turn frantic. “Oh fuck—there—right there—don’t stop—please don’t stop—”
He grins, all teeth and sweat and dark fire. “You’re not going anywhere.”
He grabs your waist with both hands and fucks into you like he owns you. Harder. Deeper. The bed creaks beneath you. Your skin is slick with sweat. Your throat is raw from moaning.
“So fucking tight—so fucking perfect—”
“Changbin—I’m gonna—”
“Do it.”
His hand slips around your waist—fingers circling your clit with deadly precision. “Cum on my cock.”
You shatter.
Your whole body spasms, clenching so tight around him he growls, hips stuttering as you fall apart—loud, sobbing, ruined beneath him.
“That’s it,” he growls, breath hot against your shoulder. “Just like that. Look how fucking good you cum for me.”
You collapse forward, shaking. Chest to the bed. Hips high. You’re twitching—overstimulated, dripping, wrecked.
And he keeps moving.
His hand stays between your thighs, fingers slick and steady, rubbing your clit in slow, relentless circles while he grinds his cock in deep, lazy thrusts.
“Too much?” he murmurs, smug.
“Y-yes—no—fuck—I don’t—”
“You don’t want it to stop,” he finishes for you, dragging his cock out slow, then slamming it back in so deep your breath catches.
“You want to cry and cum at the same time, huh?”
You sob. It’s too much. It’s perfect.
Then—
His arm snakes around your torso. Tight. Possessive. And in one fluid motion, he pulls you up. Your back flush to his chest. Your knees spread. His cock still buried inside you, filling you completely.
“Stay open for me,” he growls into your ear, biting your shoulder. “Let me fuck you like this.”
He starts to thrust.
Hard. Upward. Precise. His thighs slap against the backs of yours as you whimper, your whole body rolling with the rhythm. His free hand comes up to your throat—choking you—while the other slips between your legs again.
“You’re shaking,” he murmurs, fingers stroking your clit again, gentle but devastating. “But you’re still taking it.”
“I can’t—I—”
“You can. You are.”
“It’s too much—”
“You love it,” he growls, voice low and filthy. “You love being fucked dumb. You love when I use you like this.”
You’re sobbing now. Raw. Clenching down hard around him with every thrust.
“You’re doing so good, baby,” he whispers between gritted teeth. “So fucking good for me. Letting me ruin you like this. Letting me make this pussy mine.”
Your head drops against his shoulder. Your mouth hangs open.
“What’s wrong, princess?” he teases, rutting deeper. “Cock too big? Can’t think? Can’t breathe?”
“N-no—fuck—don’t stop—”
“Didn’t plan to.”
He pulls your hips down harder, fucking into you deep, pushing you up his cock like you owe him something.
“You’re gonna cum again,” he snarls. “Right here. In my arms. While I stuff you full.”
“Changbin—please—I’m gonna—”
“Fucking do it.”
He rolls his hips—rubbing your clit, dragging his cock against every oversensitive nerve—and you scream.
Your body jerks. Tightens. Breaks. You cum again. Harder. Hotter. Your legs give out and he holds you through it, fucking you through the tremors like he needs it.
“Good girl,” he whispers, wrecked. “So fucking good. That’s it. Let go. Give it to me.”
He thrusts once—twice—then slams in deep and stays there, cock pulsing inside you as he cums, hot and thick, hips jerking as he buries himself to the base.
You’re both panting. Shaking.
He keeps you pressed to his chest—his hands soothing now, stroking your stomach, your thighs, your sore hips.
“Still breathing?” he whispers, voice soft now.
“Barely.”
He smiles. Kisses your temple.
“My good fucking girl.”
Your body’s still trembling—completely wrecked, dazed, flushed head to toe—and yet somehow, he’s still inside you.
Still deep. Still full. Still warm.
His arms wrap around you like armor, like he’s trying to hold all your shattered pieces together with just the weight of his body and the steadiness of his breath.
“Easy,” he murmurs, mouth at your jaw, a kiss at your temple. “Just breathe. I’ve got you.”
You shift—just barely—and it makes you both whimper. The overstimulation is insane, but the way he’s cradling you? You never want to leave.
“You okay?”
“Mhmm.”
“Want me to pull out?”
“Not yet.”
He smiles—soft, barely-there—and stills completely. You feel the twitch of him inside you, spent but still thick, locked in place with your body pulsing gently around him.
“You’re so warm,” he breathes. “Fuck.”
You don’t even respond. Just exist against him—your back to his chest, legs tucked under you, his arms rubbing circles into your hips and lower belly like it’s instinct. Like his entire nervous system is wired to soothe you.
His lips graze the side of your neck. “You’re okay,” he whispers again. “You did so good. So good for me, baby.” He stays like that for a while—just holding you. One hand finding yours to lace fingers together. The other gently petting your thigh. When he finally does pull out—slow, careful—you both groan at the emptiness. He catches your body before it slumps, scoops you up, and lays you flat on the bed like you’re made of glass.
And then? Instant Softie Binnieℱ activates. He disappears for ten seconds and comes back with a warm towel. A bottle of water. A hoodie. Socks. You blink, dazed, as he gently nudges your legs apart to clean you up—apologizing every time you flinch.
“I know, baby, I know
 almost done
”
“You’re fussing,” you murmur, voice all ruined and raw.
“Of course I am,” he scoffs, bundling you up in the hoodie like it’s sacred. “You just took all of me. You’re not lifting a finger for the next two hours.”
“Bossy.”
“You like it.”
And god help you—you do.
He climbs into bed next to you, wraps you up in his arms like he’s claiming territory. Kisses your temple, your shoulder, the bandaged spot between your shoulder blades.
Then he murmurs, right against your skin: “Let's continue that masterpiece on your back, hm?”
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That night? Changed everything.
Now your ankle isn’t just tattooed—it’s claimed. And your shoulder blades? A growing canvas he touches like a promise. Sometimes with ink. Sometimes with hands. Sometimes with lips.
And life with Changbin? It’s a whirlwind of contradictions you can’t get enough of.
Like tonight for example. You're sitting on the padded leather bench in his private studio, wearing your usual pilates set—dusty pink, seamless, hugging every curve. You came by to “say hi,” but the way he’s been watching you?
You already know where this is going.
His chair is still pulled back from his last client. You’re leaned back on your elbows, legs slightly parted. He’s standing between them. Black tee tight across his chest. Jaw clenched. Veins up his forearms like ink trails of their own.
And then he says it. “Stand up. Turn around.”
You blink. “Why?”
He jerks his chin toward the far wall. The mirror. It spans floor to ceiling—installed originally for stencilling and symmetry. But now? You already know he’s not thinking about stencil lines. He steps behind you, hands gliding down your waist as you face the mirror. You watch his dark eyes in the reflection—hungry. Heavy. Like he’s about to devour you.
“You ever seen yourself like this?” he murmurs, lips grazing your ear.
“Like what?”
“Falling apart for me.”
You open your mouth. Nothing comes out. Because he’s already peeling your leggings down. Slowly. Worshipfully. Your sports bra goes next, tossed aside like an afterthought.
“Look,” he says. His voice has dropped—dangerous and dark. “Look at how perfect you are.”
He wraps one arm around your waist. The other slips between your thighs. Fingers teasing—barely there. “Watch me touch you.”
And you do. You see it all. His hand moving slowly. His grip tightening when your legs shake. His eyes flickering between your face and your cunt like he’s memorizing both.
“You see how wet you are for me?”
“Yes—fuck, Binnie—”
He groans—low, possessive—and sinks to his knees behind you. Your hands brace on the mirror. The first drag of his tongue up your cunt makes your reflection arch.
“That’s it,” he pants, mouth wet against your cunt. “Stay still. Let me ruin you.”
Your knees buckle. He doesn’t let you fall. You ride his mouth. You watch yourself do it. You see your face—flushed, desperate, dripping. When he stands again—hands gripping your hips, cock out and hard against your thigh—you’re already trembling.
“Ready?” he breathes, forehead to your shoulder.
“Please.”
He pushes in slow. And it’s everything. The stretch. The press. The burn. Your eyes roll back. Your reflection jerks forward against the mirror—but he grabs your wrists and holds you there.
“Look,” he whispers. “Don’t look away.”
His thrusts start slow. Deep. Deliberate. You’re crying out now—louder with each one—watching your own body shake with every drag of his cock.
“Look at you,” he growls, fucking you harder. “You don’t even know how good you look, do you?”
“Changbin—fuck—fuck—”
“You’re so tight. So fucking pretty. Look at that face. Look at what I do to you.”
The mirror fogs. Your skin shines. You’re bent over, shaking, thighs soaked, and his hand never leaves your clit.
“Gonna cum again?”
“Yes—yes—”
“Then say it. Loud. For the mirror.”
“I’m gonna cum, Changbin—fuck—I’m cumming—!”
You convulse in the glass. His name on your lips. His cock deep inside you. His hand holding your throat, eyes locked on your wrecked reflection like it’s his favourite masterpiece.
And when he cums, it’s messy. Loud. Guttural. He presses you into the mirror with one final thrust, hips jerking, sweat dripping off his jaw.
“That’s it,” he groans, still inside you. “That’s my girl. Fucking perfect.”
You both collapse. Laugh. Breathe. And when he finally helps you dress again, hands still shaking? He kisses your shoulder and whispers:
“Next time? We try the chair.”
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lilluvbun · 2 months ago
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ASDFGHJKL WHAT
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đŸ–€ he gave us a whole lookbook today
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lilluvbun · 2 months ago
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i can just imagine him being the big spoon, holding my hand while singing so softly
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currently thinking about kim seungmin singing me to sleep
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