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lilluvbun
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lilluvbun · 3 days ago
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ASDFGHJKL WHAT
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lilluvbun · 4 days ago
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đŸ–€ he gave us a whole lookbook today
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lilluvbun · 5 days ago
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i can just imagine him being the big spoon, holding my hand while singing so softly
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currently thinking about kim seungmin singing me to sleep
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lilluvbun · 7 days ago
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Hi Emmy! I have kinda of a funny/weirdly specific request.
Can you do Daddy!chan losing his mind a bit because he can’t find his baby one afternoon when he comes home from the studio, but it turns out baby was just napping under the bed because it is warm and cozy?
I did this a lot as a kid and scared my parents every time 😂
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i was under the bed
genre: fluff
word count: less than 1k
warnings: daddy!chan, one curse word, scared and emotional chan
an: i think this turned out so so cute. i couldn’t stop thinking about it. i really hope you like it as much as i do. ♡
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“baby?”
the door clicked shut as chan toed off his shoes. “i’m home!”
there was no response. no giggling or soft padding of your feet down the hall to meet him. no sounds of the tv or your game. even the cat is missing. “that’s weird.” chan mumbled to himself. he went through the house, room by room, flipping on the lights.
“no baby in the living room..”
“and no baby in the kitchen..”
he softly knocked on the bathroom door. “baby? are you in there?”
no answer. and then it clicked. you must be taking a nap! he smiled to himself, reaching the bedroom door. he opened it softly so as not to wake you. but to his surprise, the bed was.. empty. disheveled like you had just been laying in it, but empty all the same. he felt his heart start to hammer in his chest.
“baby?!” he called out, running back into the living room. he checked the hall closet, the garage, even the cabinets above the fridge!
after checking the bathtub for the second time, he was breathing hard. “okay, just calm down. baby is fine. use your head.” he gave himself a pep talk. and it was like a cartoon lightbulb flashed above his head. he fished around in his pocket for his phone. pulling it out, he realized you hadn’t answered his last text and his panic intensified. he clicked on your adorable contact photo, the one of you in your wolf chan headband, and the phone started ringing.
it rang and rang before eventually going to voicemail. “fuck!” he wanted to throw the phone, shove his hands in his hair, and cry. but instead, he took a deep breath and clicked on your image again. when the phone started its succession of rings for the second time, he heard it. a soft rhythmic buzzing. walking out of the bathroom, the sound got louder. maybe the living room couch?
standing in front of the couch, the sound was quiet again. he slowly crept down the hallway, listening intently. outside the bedroom door, the sound was the loudest. he opened the door and a small sliver of light caught his eye, your phone. he knelt down on the floor, his hands gripping the rug, and peered under the bed.
he thought his heart may shatter at the sheer relief of finally finding you. and if the relief didn’t kill him, the cuteness would.
you were curled up on your side, your wolf chan teddy held tightly to your chest, mouth slightly open. your breaths were slow and steady, your eyes closed and your face peaceful. the cat was curled up next to you, acting guard. his sharp eyes locked with chan’s.
“why didn’t you tell me they were under here?” he reached out to scratch the cats head, causing it to softly purr.
he realized then why you hadn’t answered him. your headphones were in your ears. he tapped your phone with his fingertip to see you were listening to music. your ‘soft, sleepy, skz.’ playlist to be exact.
he smiled and took a moment to admire your downright adorableness before reaching out and plucking the right headphone from your ear. your face scrunched up in sleepy annoyance and he immediately had the instinct to put it back. but he refrained.
“baby..” he cooed. “honey, wake up.”
you nose wrinkled and you stretched slightly, causing the cat to shuffle out of the way. your eyes slowly opened. “there’s those pretty eyes.” chan said. you smiled at him, reaching for his hand to pull him close.
he chuckled. “baby, daddy doesn’t fit under the bed. i’m not really sure how you fit to be honest.”
your eyes fluttered closed and then slowly opened again. you were fighting hard to stay awake. “why are you napping under there? hmm?”
“‘s warm. and cozy.” you mumbled.
“you wanna come out and cuddle with daddy?” he asked. “maybe on top of the bed this time?”
you thought about it for a moment, the heavy pull of sleep threatening to drag you under again. but daddy hugs did sound nice. so you stretched your limbs and made your way out from under the bed. you stood up briefly before dramatically flopping onto the mattress.
chan laughed, crawling into bed beside you, and pulling you against his chest.
“i missed you today, baby.” he said, as he squeezed you gently. “you gave me quite the scare when i got home though.”
you looked up at him, your eyes glassy with sleep. “scared you?”
he nodded. “mhm. thought i lost my baby. i couldn’t find you.”
“i was under the bed.” you said, matter of fact, before snuggling into his chest again.
his mouth dramatically fell open at your obvious answer. “you little gremlin.” he tickled your sides, sending you into a fit of giggles.
“sorry! ‘m sorry!” you cried between laughs.
his tickling finally ceased and you pulled in deep breaths. “gimme a kiss and i’ll forgive you.” he said.
you looked up at him again and kissed the closest thing you could reach, the bottom of his jaw. he hummed and smiled in satisfaction. your head fell back to his chest, his heart softly thrumming in your ear. his fingertips rubbing softly up and down your arm.
“love you, baby.” he said against your hair, placing a soft kiss there.
“mm..” the sleep was pulling you back under into darkness, but you managed a sleepy “love you, daddy.” before you slipped into unconsciousness.
♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡
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lilluvbun · 8 days ago
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this is so cute im gonna sOB
you’re my comfort
chrisASMR part 3
genre: fluff, texts
warnings: none?
an: are you guys enjoying this series? this part was fun to write. there’s a couple typos but i’m just going to tell myself that makes it more realistic lol
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lilluvbun · 9 days ago
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its been a whole week now...i miss stray kids....that concert lasted what felt like minutes...i wanna go back
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lilluvbun · 16 days ago
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Love Fever! ‱ Bang Chan
Summary: Bang Chan realizes you're sick and wants to take care of you đŸ„°
Pairing: Idol! Bf! Bang Chan x fem!reader
Genre: Fluff, comfort
Warning: Possible fever of wanting a Bang Chan like this đŸ˜© hehe
A/N: Based on this request from @gnabsss (I hope you like it 💗)
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lilluvbun · 18 days ago
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✧.* freckles
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makeup artist!reader x felix | pure fluff, ~1.9k
you don’t believe felix fell for you at first sight. so he tells you exactly how it happened.
tour buses at night were weirdly peaceful.
somewhere in the back, the rest of the boys were half-snoring, half-breathing loud enough to be annoying but not loud enough to actually complain about.
you and felix were curled up in the front lounge, half under a shared blanket, one airpod each and a playlist quietly playing between you. he smelled a bit like sweat and a little like rubber, but you were still dangerously close to dozing off with your head on his shoulder.
he was talking about something—some soundcheck mishap involving changbin, a water bottle, and a failed attempt at a high kick. you were nodding along, lips curved in a soft smile, but your attention was drifting.
to his face. to the constellation of freckles scattered across his cheeks, glowing a little under the bus's dim yellow lights. cream blush tomorrow, definitely. skip the base—he didn’t need it. maybe a soft shimmer across the lids? something peachy. or gold. gold always looked good on him.
“you’re not listening,” felix said suddenly, glancing down at you with a grin.
your eyes shifted back up to his before whining. “i am, felix.”
he tilted his head, watching you with that lazy, knowing smile. “you’re not.”
you let out a sigh, dramatic and fond. “maybe i zoned out for like—one second.”
felix chuckled. “you were doing the thing again.”
“what thing?”
“the thing where you stare at my face like i'm an empty character and you’re about to change all my settings.”
your lips twitched, trying not to laugh. “that is not what i do.”
“it is exactly what you do,” he teased. “you get this serious look in your eyes. it’s intense. honestly? a little terrifying.”
“maybe,” you said slowly, “if your face wasn’t so customizable, i could rest.”
he gasped. “customizable? what am i to you?”
you burst out into a chuckle, eyes squinting, hand smacking lightly against his chest. felix raised an eyebrow, clearly pretending to be offended, but the corners of his mouth gave him away. he leaned down, lips brushing against yours in that slow, familiar way—gentle pressure, warm breath, just enough to make your stomach flutter.
“tell me what you were thinking,” he murmured.
your eyelids drooped, already halfway asleep against his shoulder, but you mumbled, “warm tones tomorrow. skip the base. you’ve been dry lately.”
“mmm,” he hummed with a confused look at your last sentence. “what else?”
“maybe soft shimmer on the inner corners. gold, probably. something glowy.”
he exhaled a soft laugh, pulling you closer, your cheek now pressed against his chest. “god, i’m glad we have you on the team.”
you didn’t respond right away. just curled in closer, your hand finding his hoodie sleeve and tugging it gently, the way you always did when you were about to drift off. felix kissed the top of your head.
“not just for the makeup,” he added quietly. “you know that, right?”
and though your eyes were closed and your breathing had evened out, your fingers tightened just a little on his sleeve—enough to let him know you heard.
felix leaned his head back against the seat, eyes flicking up to the ceiling of the dimly lit bus, a small smile tugging at his lips. his hand found yours under the blanket, fingers tracing idle shapes across your knuckles.
“the first time you came here,” he said softly, “i fell in love with you instantly.”
you let out a sleepy hum, not quite opening your eyes, but you shook your head against his chest. “you definitely didn’t,” you mumbled. “i was a disaster."
felix’s fingers twitched where they were laced with yours. “you were perfect.”
you gave him a lazy, teasing scoff. “lix, no one falls in love with a person who calls changbin the wrong name.”
“i did,” he said simply, no hesitation. “do you want to story?”
you opened one eye and peeked up at him. “tell me.”
he smiled, and something about it—gentle, a little nostalgic—made your chest feel warm.
“okay,” he murmured, adjusting so your head was more comfortably against him. “but don’t interrupt. you always interrupt when i say something too romantic for your liking.”
you grinned sleepily. “no promises.”
“alright,” he said, voice dipping into that low, dreamy tone he always got when he was about to tell something important. “it was a monday. i remember because we hadn’t done promotions in, like, months. i wasn’t really thinking about anything—definitely not about the new makeup artist.”
his voice faded gently, pulling you into the memory like a hand reaching back in time.
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you had just finished with changbin, who—despite the intimidating reputation he carried online—was an absolute sweetheart. you had accidentally called him chan when he first sat down which made you mentally slap yourself. but within minutes of sitting in your chair, he’d made you feel at home.
“so, y/n,” changbin said mid-powder touch-up, “where’d you transfer in from?”
“i’ve been freelancing, mostly. did a couple gigs for smaller groups, some cfs. nothing this big.”
“well,” he said, voice warm, “you’re killing it.”
you smiled, maybe a little too wide. but it was nice. you hadn’t expected this kind of welcome—especially not on your first real day with a group as established as stray kids. you’d barely even introduced yourself before being assigned to work on changbin and felix’s looks for a music video shoot.
big names. big pressure.
you’d just finished dusting the last bit of setting powder over changbin’s jawline when one of the senior artists paused by your station, nodding with clear approval. “you’re quick. clean work, too.”
your chest swelled a little. you offered her a polite smile, but inside? you were silently high-fiving yourself.
and then—just as you were packing away your used puff and reaching for a fresh palette—you heard the soft clack of someone stepping into the room.
felix.
he’d just changed into his outfit for the blueprint mv. the white button-down and light blue hair suited him too well. he was adjusting a cuff when he looked up—and locked eyes with you.
he was so pretty.
he walked over quietly, with that sweet, slightly unsure smile that made your heart squeeze, and sat down in your chair like he wasn’t the most beautiful person you’d ever laid your eyes on.
“hi,” he said softly.
“hi,” you replied, voice catching a little in your throat.
and then you saw them.
the freckles.
they were scattered across his cheeks and nose like a constellation you hadn’t studied yet. delicate, glowing even under the harsh makeup lights. and for a second, you just stared, frozen, because—
no one had warned you they’d be that beautiful.
you pulled your kit closer and took a breath, trying to pretend your hands weren’t a little shaky.
“alright,” you said, more to yourself than to him. “let’s get started.”
he gave you that sweet smile again, the corners of his mouth lifting just enough to show a glimpse of the deep-set dimples he didn’t even seem to notice.
you bit back a smile, focusing instead on the concealer you were brushing carefully along his under-eyes and jawline. his skin was smooth, already radiant—barely needed any product at all. you worked in silence for a few moments, the only sound the occasional clink of a brush handle against the table.
and then you got to his cheeks.
you hesitated.
the freckles were so clear here—gentle little marks that danced across his cheekbones and curved along his nose like they belonged to someone made of sunlight. instinctively, you slowed.
“you can go over them,” he said suddenly, his voice quiet but casual, like he’d said it a hundred times before. “i’ve always had them covered.”
your hand hovered for a second longer before you met his gaze.
“they’re so pretty, though.”
he blinked, lips parting just slightly. “you think?”
you nodded, soft but sure. “they’re like
 little stars. i wouldn’t want to hide them.”
felix blinked again, a bit slower this time. then, almost shyly, he looked away. “i got them from tanning too much when i was younger. the sun was brutal.”
you tilted your head, smiling a little as you dipped your flat brush back into the concealer—this time, carefully avoiding the freckles completely.
“they’re unique,” you added gently, voice low but sure. “they give your face so much character. makes you look like someone who grew up in sunlight.”
he chuckled under his breath at that. “yea, i grew up in australia.”
you smiled, pressing a small sponge into the space beside his nose with a featherlight touch. “well
 you’ve got the freckles to prove it.”
he stayed quiet for a second, long lashes brushing his cheeks as he blinked slowly.
“our old makeup artist said the lights pick them up weird on camera sometimes,” he said, like he wasn’t even sure why.
you paused, setting the sponge down in your hand. “it’s up to you if you want them covered. no pressure. i can blur them out a bit if you want, or—”
he cut you off gently. “no. you know what?”
his eyes lifted to meet yours—clear, thoughtful, a little brighter now.
“i’ll keep them.”
you smiled.
“good choice.”
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you stirred against his chest, smiling into the fabric of his hoodie like the memory had folded itself gently around you. felix’s hand was still holding yours beneath the blanket, thumb sweeping in slow circles over your skin.
he let out a breath, almost like a sigh.
“that was it for me,” he murmured, his voice a warm rasp in your ear. “right then. that day. you saw something i never thought anyone would notice. and i was so, so gone.”
you chuckled, eyes still closed. “you’re ridiculous.”
he shifted a little, chin resting on top of your head now. “you believe me now?”
“mmm,” you teased, dragging the hum out just enough to be annoying. “sure.”
felix pulled back just slightly, just enough to peer down at you in mock offense. “no. i need you to actually believe it!”
you cracked one eye open. “shh, lix. there are people sleeping.”
he huffed. “i don’t care. i’ll whisper it to you a hundred times.”
you nuzzled closer to him, fingers gently curling into the edge of his sleeve. “then start counting.”
and he did. right into your hair, voice barely audible, like a secret you could keep forever.
“i fell in love with you. i fell in love with you. i fell in love with you
”
one. two. three.
you groaned softly against his chest, your voice muffled and whiny. “shut up.”
he laughed under his breath, not stopping the gentle motion of his thumb over your hand. “you get so grumpy when you’re tired.”
“let me be,” you grumbled, burying your face deeper into the crook of his neck like you were trying to disappear.
he chuckled but didn’t push it. just went quiet, letting the hush of the road and the soft shuffle of blankets settle around you both. his breathing slowed. his arm curled more securely around your waist.
“i love you, lix,” you whispered, soft as a secret.
he turned his head just enough for you to press a gentle kiss to his cheek.
a beat.
“i love you too,” he mumbled before mocking your whining. “now shut up and let me be.”
you scoffed, smacking his chest and then melted into him fully, arms winding around his middle like it was the most natural thing in the world.
and it was.
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lilluvbun · 18 days ago
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home
pairing: bangchan x reader tags: drabble. fluff. friends to lovers part of the emmieverse drabble special—see here
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you do not notice it at first.
the way he lingers after practice.
the way he always walks on the outside of the footpath, glancing at passing cars like he is personally responsible for your safety.
the way he makes two mugs of tea even when you say you aren’t staying long.
“you always say that,” he teases, handing you your favourite mug. "yet here you are. again.”
you roll your eyes. “sorry for gracing you with my presence, christopher.”
he grins, dimples deepening, head tilting in that sheepish little way that makes you feel something perilously close to warmth.
and then he says, far too casually, “you can just call it home, y’know. if you want.”
your heart stumbles.
you look at him — this boy with galaxy eyes and tired hands, who has known you through scraped knees and heartbreaks, who never forgets how you take your coffee or what songs make you cry.
“chan
” you start, unsure what you are trying to say.
he shrugs, quiet. “just saying. feels like it already is. you’re always here. everything feels
 lighter when you are.”
and it hits you, all at once, in the quiet between sips of tea and soft glances —
he has been in love with you for a while.
and maybe, just maybe,
you have been loving him right back, just too scared to name it.
so you lean into his shoulder, let your pinky brush his, and whisper, “then i guess i’ll stay longer tonight.”
and he smiles like you just handed him the stars.
tysm anon i hope u liked xx
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lilluvbun · 20 days ago
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forehead kisses
genre: comfort, fluff
word count: idk, super short
warnings: mentions of anxiety, crying, pet names.
an: yall ever lay in bed at night and think of little scenarios in your head until you fall asleep? well this was mine from last night lol i wanted to write it down. i wish i was able to portray how comforting it was in my brain. but, alas, that requires talent. there are no names in this but ofc i was thinking of chan, as one does. uh.. that’s all. love you! ♡
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you heard the door click open as you sat on the couch, pajamas consisting of one of his shirts and some sleep shorts, and a big fluffy blanket wrapped around you.
he could see you sitting there, looking all cozy, as he kicked his shoes off. he smiled, always happy to see you. you looked up at him as he approached. he stood in front of your place on the couch, towering over you. you smiled up at him as he rubbed the pad of his thumb along your cheekbone. you felt a weight lift off your chest at the sight of him. he leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on your forehead. “missed you.” he mumbled against your skin.
and for some reason, tears started to well in your eyes. it’s not like this is the first kiss you had ever received from him, but suddenly you were overcome with emotion. he looked startled as he pulled back and saw a few tears fall from your eyes.
“baby?” he smiled, a little nervous. “why are you crying?”
a self deprecating laugh escaped your lips. “i don’t know.” you chuckled, your voice wavering. “i’m just glad to see you i guess.”
he sat next to you on the couch, scooting under your blanket so his body is next to yours and he pulled you close. “did you have a rough day?” he questioned.
you shook your head against his chest. “not really.” you sniffled. “my anxiety has just been a little high recently, i guess. i always feel so scared.”
he rubbed soothing fingertips down your arm and back up again. he placed another gentle kiss to the top of your head and you breathed in the faint smell of his cologne. “but i feel so safe and calm when i’m with you.” you mutter.
he squeezed you tighter. “baby..” he cooed. “i’m right here, okay? you’re alright. you’re always safe with me.”
the tears came quicker now. “oh don’t say that!” you sobbed.
he pushed back slightly to look at you but you clung to his shirt. “what did i say?!” he laughed.
“you’re being so comforting and it’s making me cry harder.” you looked up at him, bottom lip quivering.
“maybe you just needed a good cry.” he said, smiling at you. he gestured to his chest, his shirt damp with your tears. “go ahead. let it out.” he nodded, his adorable giggle ringing out again.
you wiped your tears with your fingertips. “i love you.” you say, tears slowing.
“i love you more.” he smiled, kissing your forehead.
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lilluvbun · 21 days ago
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chan + fem!reader ‱ warning! slow burn sensual smut. use of aphrodisiac. soft dom!chan. oral(f receiving). dry humping. light kink (breeding kink implied). ‱ 4,6k ‱ m.list
Teaser ⟩ a candle lit during a power outage filled the room with a soft vanilla scent—completely unaware of the aphrodisiac hidden within. as the night grew warmer, so did chan’s need, his hands wandering with a desperate hunger he couldn’t deny.
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the sound of rain tapping against the window pulled your attention away from your phone. It was pouring, like the sky was dumping buckets, and yet chan was still locked away in his studio. you didn’t want to go to bed without him, so you decided to wait—but his work was taking longer than expected.
a flash of lightning suddenly lit up the entire room, followed by a loud clap of thunder that echoed through the walls. you decided to check on him one last time, but as soon as your feet slid off the edge of the bed, darkness swallowed the room whole.
the power had gone out.
the house, already quiet, grew even more still, but the silence didn’t last long. footsteps made their way to your door, slow and steady, and moments later, chan stepped into the room—with the flashlight on his phone lighting his path.
despite how tired he looked, his lips curled into a soft smile the second he saw you. “I almost thought you cut the power just to stop me from working,” he teased lightly, stepping closer. he leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead—and somehow, the simple warmth of his lips against your skin made the heaviness in your chest loosen for a moment.
“I guess it’s finally time to use those candles we bought,” chan said, his voice suddenly excited. you let out a quiet laugh—he always had a thing for scented candles, always talked about how those sweet, hazy scents helped him relax during stressful work nights.
you followed after him as he left the room, his flashlight guiding you to the kitchen. he rummaged through one of the drawers for a while—until he finally pulled out a few candles, smiling softly as he found the ones he’d been looking for.
lifting one up, he brought it closer to his nose, inhaling the familiar scent before handing it to you.
he watched you closely as you leaned in toward it. “like it?”
a soft vanilla aroma spread around you, not too strong, but enough to gently tickle your nose, and make your head feel just a little hazy. “mhm...yeah,” you nodded, meeting his eyes, “It’s already warming me up somehow.”
after lighting the second candle, chan joined you on the bed, the soft glow and warm scent wrapping around you like a blanket. you felt a deep sense of calm settle in, the room quiet except for the rain tapping gently against the windows.
a comfortable silence lingered for a while—
until you felt his hand resting over yours.
“you’re cold,” he said softly, pulling you closer to his chest. he guided your hand over his heart, fingers intertwining as he pressed a kiss to the top of your head.
In that moment, you both quietly thanked the power outage. as if the universe had turned everything off just to make room for this.
“your skin... it’s so soft.” his voice came out barely above a whisper. his thumb continued to caress the back of your hand in slow, almost reverent circles. but something shifted—like the gentle touch wasn't enough anymore.
his fingers traveled upward, brushing past your wrist with featherlight strokes, gliding along your arm with deliberate slowness. when he reached your shoulder, he paused for a moment—then changed direction, sliding down along your side until his hand slipped beneath your shirt.
the sudden contrast of his warm palm on your bare waist made you inhale sharply, your breath hitching in your throat. the scent of vanilla that once felt comforting now wrapped around your senses more densely, almost dizzying.
you blinked, realizing the drowsiness from earlier had completely dissolved.
and It wasn’t just you.
beneath your hand, you felt his chest rise and fall—uneven, shaky, like he was trying to suppress something. your eyes met his, and in an instant, his gaze dropped to your lips. “something...” he muttered, voice hoarse, thick with tension. “It’s burning inside me.”
a tremor rippled through him as he exhaled—
not from fear, but restraint. like he was fighting the instinct to pull you closer, to drown in whatever was growing between you.
you weren’t any different from him. the heat pooling between your legs was almost dizzying, making it hard to keep your body still. your senses felt heightened—like every breath, every touch, was amplified and humming under your skin.
chan noticed the way your body tensed beneath him, and without a word, he gently laid you back against the mattress, sliding on top of you with careful precision. his hands braced on either side of your head, framing your face in the flickering glow of candlelight. the shadows danced across his features, but it was his eyes that truly pulled you in.
“do you feel it too?” his voice was low, gravelly, as if each word scraped against the edge of restraint. his gaze was locked on yours, but there was a tremble in his eyes—not his hands, not his breath—just his eyes. he looked torn. like he was fighting something inside him—a need, an ache, that had started small but was now unbearable.
something was crawling under his skin, not just lust, but something deeper, something possessive
 addictive. the scent, the warmth of you, the way you looked at him—it was undoing him slowly.
his fingertips hovered near your cheek but didn’t quite touch. the space between you buzzed with tension, thick and electric. It felt like
if you reached for him, just once—he’d give in entirely. but for now, he was holding on by a thread.
waiting.
needing your permission to fall apart.
you didn’t answer. there was a burning lump in your throat, like your body was reacting faster than your words ever could. so you simply nodded—just the slightest movement. but it was enough for him.
chan’s breath hitched, his chest rising in one deep inhale as he closed his eyes. something shifted. he moved slowly, his hand sliding down to your wrist. even that soft touch made your whole body flinch, from the sheer sensitivity that had taken over you. everything felt amplified. It was like every nerve was tuned to him.
he wrapped his fingers around your wrist, not harshly, but firm—like he needed to keep you grounded, like he was afraid you'd slip away if he let go.
then, he leaned in. you felt his breath ghost across your neck, hot and slow—and your own breath stuttered in your chest.
“my heart’s racing,"
he whispered, voice nearly cracking under the weight of it. his eyes were shut, his lips barely grazing your skin as he breathed you in. “I feel like I’m touching you for the first time
”
the brush of his nose against your neck made your thighs press together, a quiet plea your body whispered before your voice could.
“chan
” his name slipped out, soft and broken—barely a breath. but even that was enough to draw a low, guttural sound from deep in his throat. you heard the muttered curse under his breath, thick with restraint.
he lifted his head. his eyes met yours—blazing, dark, desperate.
and there it was.
a single bead of sweat rolling down his temple, catching the flicker of candlelight as it fell. but you knew. that heat wasn’t from the room. It was from him. from whatever it was coursing through his veins, setting him on fire.
he leaned in closer, one hand planted firmly beside your head, the other still wrapped around your wrist like a lifeline.
“I can’t—” his voice cracked, low and wrecked. “I can’t hold back much longer.”
just after those last words left his lips, chan leaned in and captured your mouth with his. the kiss was messy—rushed, almost desperate. he moved like he was chasing something he couldn’t quite reach, each press of his lips followed by a shallow breath, only to dive back in like it still wasn’t enough. his hands didn’t move much, but his mouth said everything; hungry, breathless, wanting.
when the kiss finally broke with a soft, wet sound, his lips didn’t stop. they traveled down to your chin, then dipped lower to your neck. you felt him there—teeth grazing the skin, a delicate bite that sent a wave through your body. his breath was scalding hot against your throat, so vivid it made your pulse thrum louder. you closed your eyes, letting yourself melt into him completely, silently offering your body up to be explored. and he did—like he’d waited too long for this, like he wasn’t just touching your skin, but claiming every inch of it with reverence and quiet hunger.
his hands were restless, moving with a clear intention. before you knew it, they slipped under your shirt. the moment his fingers brushed over your already stiffened nipples, a low, satisfied sound escaped his lips.
he pulled back for a second, just enough to create distance, though the pressure below was already starting to ache. his hand found yours, guiding it slowly down—right to where he was hardest.
"can you feel that?" he whispered, voice barely audible yet full of desire. the second your palm cupped the heat of his arousal, he shut his eyes, exhaling a shaky breath that trembled between control and need. you nodded silently in response. "good," he murmured, lips curling just slightly. "now come here."
within seconds, you were straddling his lap, the heat of your body settling right over his aching length. the thin layers of clothing between you did nothing to dull the friction—if anything, it made everything worse. chan’s hands gripped your hips firmly, fingers digging in just enough to make you gasp. he pulled you against him, grinding you down with a desperation he could barely contain. a guttural sound rumbled from his throat, low and raw. "f-fuck—" he choked out, his voice ragged.
the pleasure shot through him like lightning, overwhelming and fast and almost too much. the way your weight pressed down on him, how your heat aligned perfectly with his swollen arousal—it was driving him insane. for a second, he thought he might actually come undone right there, just from the pressure, from the way you fit against him like that.
every breath he took was heavy, laced with need. his head dropped against your shoulder as he muttered, “fuck, why does this feel so... intense?" for a moment, he seemed lost—like he couldn’t quite place what was happening to him—but the hunger in his eyes said it all. he didn’t want to stop. not now. not ever.
he wasn’t the only one who didn’t want to stop. every time your clit brushed against his hardness, a sharp pulse throbbed deep inside you, demanding more. you couldn’t hold back, your hips began to move slowly, tentatively at first, then with growing confidence.
chan clenched his jaw, fingers digging harder into your hips as if trying to anchor you down. your name slipped from his lips, not as a plea but almost like a reprimand—like you were doing something you shouldn’t, and he was supposed to warn you.
"If you keep going—" he warned, voice low and strained, "I’m gonna... come right here, in my pants."
gross, chan thought, a flash of embarrassment prickling through him at the idea of coming just from the friction—without a single finger inside his pants. but his body didn’t care.
It was too warm. too damn hot.
every piece of fabric on him suddenly felt heavier, like a suffocating weight pressing down, making it impossible to think clearly.
chan’s pre-cum seeped slowly through the fabric, warm and slick, pooling in places that made it impossible to think straight. his breath was shallow, unsteady as a bead of sweat traced a slow path from the curve of his neck down to his collarbone. he inhaled deeply, trying to steady himself, but his mind was already consumed.
his hands slid from your hips up to your shirt without hesitation, gripping and pulling it up. you raised your arms to help, your bare skin coming into view, heart pounding against his gaze.
a shaky breath escaped him as his eyes locked onto your chest. unable to resist, he took you beneath him again, his gaze never leaving your breasts. fingers toyed with the edge of your shorts, exploring with deliberate intent while his lips descended to your skin.
he licked your nipples slowly, tasting, teasing, then bit gently—soft enough to make you shiver but sharp enough to mark the moment. every sound you made, every subtle reaction of your body, was etched into his memory, fueling his hunger all the more.
his lips traveled downward, tracing a slow path to your stomach. he glanced up at you, eyes dark and intense, before murmuring a gentle command, “lift your hips, baby.”
you obeyed without hesitation, helping him pull your shorts and underwear down together. his hands reached your inner thighs, urging you to part them just for him.
a deep sigh escaped him as his eyes took in the glistening wetness, illuminated softly by the flickering candlelight. you caught the subtle swallow he tried to hide, the raw hunger barely contained beneath his calm exterior.
then he leaned down, fingers sliding out slowly from your slit to feel just how wet you were. his two thumbs gently parted your lips. he didn't care how messy or soaked you were. he wanted more. a slow drip of spit slid down, warm and deliberate, and at the touch of his breath, your hips jerked involuntarily.
chan bent to the spot where his saliva had landed, dragging his tongue over you in a slow, hungry lick from bottom to top. a satisfied sound rumbled deep in his throat as a subtle vibration pulsed through your pussy, sending shivers that echoed deep inside you.
his tongue lingered around your entrance, circling it with slow, deliberate motions, tasting you like something forbidden and sacred. then, as if the need consumed him whole, he buried his face deeper between your thighs, like he wanted to disappear inside you.
your moans came out louder, less controlled. your chest rose and fell rapidly, the heat overwhelming, his mouth relentless. there was a rhythm to his tongue, steady and calculated, but maddening—perfectly torturous.
when he finally pulled back for just a moment, you saw it—the glistening shine on his lips, your wetness coating him like proof of his obsession. he looked wrecked. chest heaving, pupils blown wide. and then, in a rough growl that came from deep in his throat, he muttered, completely undone "you're dripping
 fuck, you're soaking my face."
and still, his fingers dug into your thighs like he never wanted to let go, like your taste was the only thing keeping him grounded.
"come on my face, yeah?" he asked in a single, ragged breath, his voice cracked open with desperation. his eyes —those eyes— never left yours, dark and heavy with hunger, dragging every last bit of restraint out of you. something stirred deep inside you at the way he looked at you like you were the only thing he’d ever crave. everything already felt too much, too warm, too intense...and his gaze made it impossible to hold on.
and despite asking, he didn’t wait for an answer.
he dove back in. tongue relentless, lips messy, completely lost in the taste of you. your hands found his hair, fingers curling, hips moving without thought. the pressure in your core tightened, unbearable, unbearable, until—
your breath shattered.
It hit all at once, like a wave crashing through you, body seizing as you cried out, a broken moan torn from your throat. he didn’t move an inch, didn’t ease up, not even as you came. Instead, he groaned into you, deeper than before, letting your release coat his face. you could feel how soaked he was, how wet everything had become —his mouth, his chin, the noises he made— obscene, low, needy.
when he finally pulled back, his chest was heaving, lips swollen and glistening, jaw tight like he was barely holding it together. he looked up at you like he’d just been baptized, completely wrecked. “you’re so beautiful when you fall apart for me.”
he whispered—his voice low, reverent. the corners of your lips lifted ever so slightly at the praise, a breath of calm wrapping around you both, if only for a heartbeat.
but then you felt it—his bulge, twitching and throbbing beneath the strained fabric of his pants, pressed firm against your thigh. that quiet moment shattered in the heat pooling between you.
a soft grunt left his lips, and he pressed his forehead to yours, breath hot and uneven. “I can’t—fuck, I can’t keep these on,” he muttered, almost to himself. desperation dripped from his voice.
he pulled back just enough to shove his pants down with shaky hands, underwear following fast, revealing just how painfully hard he was. his cock sprang free, flushed, veined, the tip glistening from how worked up he’d been just from pleasuring you.
“I need to be inside you,” he growled, voice tight and raw. “I’ve waited long enough
”
he lined himself up, the tip of his cock brushing against your entrance—hot, leaking, throbbing with the kind of need that made his breath catch. his eyes fluttered closed for a second, fighting the urge to just sink in all at once.
but he didn’t. he couldn’t. not when you were looking up at him like that. not when every shaky breath of yours curled around his ribs like a soft plea.
“I’m gonna go slow, okay?” he whispered, voice thin and trembling. “wanna feel every inch of you
”
one hand gripped your thigh, anchoring himself, while the other gently caressed your cheek—his thumb brushing over your lips like he was grounding himself through touch.
and then, so slowly it made your breath hitch, he pushed in. just the tip.
a low moan spilled from his mouth, half-choked, needy and raw. “fuck—so warm
 you’re gonna ruin me already” he murmured, barely above a whisper, like the words weren’t even meant to be heard.
he paused, panting softly as he tried not to lose himself right then and there. his fingers dug into your skin as he pressed in a little deeper, inch by inch, reverent, almost shaking. he whispered again, like it still hadn’t fully hit him. “feels too good
”
his hips trembled, not from movement, but from restraint. every time he sank deeper, it was followed by a quiet, desperate sound—something between a sigh and a moan—like your body was unraveling him second by second.
chan stayed still inside you for a moment, not daring to move. his fingers gently caressed the softness of your hips, forehead resting against yours, breaths tangled in the warm space between. chest to chest, skin slick with sweat, the silence around you was only filled by your shared, shaky exhales.
the candle’s flickering light danced lazily across the walls, casting golden shadows that curled and slid along chan’s back. every time the flame wavered, the glow would shift, revealing the tension in his shoulders, the way his muscles strained from holding back.
you had just come undone from his mouth—your body still trembling, overly sensitive. so when he slid into you, slow and deliberate, the stretch was overwhelming. your eyes fluttered shut, lips parted with a breathless gasp. the fullness was too much. too intimate. too good.
he noticed.
"too much?" he whispered, his voice strained, as if he was barely holding himself together. “fuck. you’re so tight, I can feel everything
”
his own sensitivity showed all over his face. his brows were furrowed, lower lip caught between his teeth. he’d been waiting—aching—for this, and now that he was finally inside, every second was electric. but he still didn’t move. his hands just roamed over you softly, and he leaned into your neck, breathing you in.
“just
 let me stay here for a second,” he mumbled, voice hoarse. “I can’t move yet, I’ll fucking lose it.”
your chest was rising and falling quickly, body still buzzing with leftover waves. the pressure between you both was intense—almost unbearable in the best way. his breath grazed your skin as he clung to the moment, buried in you, not even fully inside yet, but already trembling from the closeness.
and then—the candle flickered again, the flame making a soft crackling sound just as chan began to move. carefully. gently. but with something trembling beneath the surface, something desperate.
he pulled out slowly, barely halfway, just to ease back in again, deeper this time. the stretch burned just right, your walls fluttering around him, still soaked and pulsing from before. you gasped, hands gripping his arms, fingertips sinking into the muscle like you needed something to hold onto before you lost yourself again.
“c-chan,” you whimpered, voice shaking. “too deep
”
he froze instantly, chest heaving against yours, clearly affected by the sound of your voice—by the way you said his name. his hand found your jaw, tilting your face to look at him.
“tell me if it’s too much,” he whispered, breath warm against your lips. “I’ll stop—fuck, I’ll stop if you need.”
but you didn’t want him to stop. not even close. you shook your head, a soft breathless, “don’t,” escaping your lips.
that was all he needed.
he rolled his hips again, still slow, but firmer now. every thrust was calculated, intentional. he wasn’t slamming into you. no. he was feeling everything. memorizing everything. letting himself get drunk off the tight heat around him, the way you clenched every time he pushed a little deeper. the candlelight flickered again, briefly illuminating his flushed face, the raw emotion in his eyes.
“oh my god..” you breathed out, arching your back, your body moving to meet his rhythm without even thinking. he groaned softly, lips ghosting over your collarbone. “you feel so fucking good
 fuck, baby, you're perfect—just like that, yeah?”
his thrusts grew slightly faster, a little deeper with every push. you felt everything. the wetness. the fullness. the way he pulled out almost completely before sliding back in with a soft, desperate sound caught in his throat.
“please,” you whispered, voice cracking. he looked up, eyes wild and glassy, breath caught. “what do you need, sweetheart?” he asked, barely able to speak through how much he was holding back.
“you. just—don’t stop.” and he didn’t. his rhythm built slowly, pressure curling deep inside you with every thrust. he reached places that made your toes curl, your eyes roll back. each movement was rougher, needier. controlled at first—but clearly unraveling.
“you’re taking me so well,” he murmured into your skin. “so fuckin' tight around me
 it’s driving me insane.” you moaned his name again, and it nearly broke him.
your body trembled beneath him, every thrust pushing you closer to that dizzying edge. your nails dragged down his back, leaving faint red trails he wouldn’t mind seeing the next morning. “chan— fuck— I’m gonna—”
“I know, baby,” he gasped, voice cracking as he tried to keep his pace steady—but it was slipping. “I feel you. you're so close
 I can feel it.” his hips snapped forward harder now, rhythm reckless, losing any restraint he had left. the slap of skin meeting skin echoed louder, messier, more desperate. his breath stuttered against your neck as he muttered broken praises—"so good," "so tight," "my pretty baby taking it all"—like a prayer on repeat.
“you’re squeezing me—fuck, just like that—don’t stop, please don’t stop—” his voice cracked on the last word, and his hand slid down between your bodies, fingers finding your clit. “let go for me, sweetheart. wanna feel you come on me again. need it.”
your legs wrapped tighter around his waist instinctively, pulling him impossibly close as your climax finally crashed over you—sharp, electric, overwhelming. you cried out his name like it was the only word you knew, body spasming beneath him, and he nearly collapsed from the way you pulsed around him.
“shit—fuck—” he groaned, losing rhythm entirely as you clenched down, milking every last bit of control out of him. he buried his face in your neck, breath hot and ragged, hips stuttering.
“where do you want it, baby?” he rasped, voice barely holding together, needy and frantic. “tell me. please."
his rhythm turned frantic, deeper, rougher, chasing the edge with all the restraint of a man starved. your body was still trembling from your orgasm, oversensitive, twitching with every thrust—and he could feel it. feel how you clenched around him, how your walls fluttered, inviting him in deeper, tighter.
“shit—baby—” he hissed, voice cracking into a moan. “you’re gonna make me—fuck—”
he barely managed to lift his head, his gaze locking with yours, pupils blown wide, lips parted and trembling. “wanna come inside,” he breathed. “let me
 wanna fill you up. need to—fuck, I need to.”
you nodded, barely coherent, breath catching. “yes, please
 inside, chan.”
that was it. he let out a raw, guttural sound—somewhere between a sob and a growl—as he sank deep and stilled, buried to the hilt. his body tensed above you, head dropping to your shoulder as his hips twitched through the release. warmth flooded into you as he came, wave after wave, chanting your name like a lifeline.
“you’re mine,” he whispered, breath shaky. “fuck.. I’m so deep in you
 you take it so well. you’re meant for me.”
you could feel every throb, every pulse of him inside, and it only made you cling tighter. the air was thick with the sound of your breaths, your heartbeats syncing, bodies tangled, still trembling from the intensity.
after a moment, he raised his head, kissed your temple with a soft hum. “you okay, baby?” he whispered, voice hoarse and full of warmth.
and god, despite the sweat, the mess, the ruined sheets—everything felt perfect.
the air felt heavier now—not from lust, but from the silence that came with release. the rhythm had slowed, and so had time. your skin buzzed with the aftermath, oversensitive, warm, kissed all over with sweat and love. chan collapsed beside you with a soft groan, still catching his breath, hand reaching for yours instantly, fingers locking like it was instinct.
neither of you spoke for a few seconds. just
 breath. the kind that came from letting go too much and feeling too much.
he nuzzled into your shoulder, hair damp, his voice barely a whisper. "you okay? was that
 too much?" you shook your head softly, too blissed out to form words. so instead, you turned, tucked your nose under his chin, and let out a hum—content, safe, full.
“I can’t believe we actually—” he started, then cut himself off with a sheepish laugh. you felt it rumble in his chest before he said, “I think I literally begged you to come on my face. that—uh. that happened.”
you burst into a breathy laugh, your body jolting slightly from the sudden movement. “yeah, you were kind of
” you paused, pretending to think, “feral.”
chan groaned and covered his face. “nooo, don’t remind me. that damn candle or whatever was in that incense—pure evil.” you looked over. the candle on the desk flickered innocently, as if it hadn't just witnessed the filthiest hour of your lives.
“It’s still going,” you teased, “should we be scared?”
“we should file a restraining order.” he deadpanned.
but then, he got quiet again. and his hand came up to trace slow circles on your side, his voice barely a breath. “but seriously
 you’re so beautiful when you fall apart for me.” the words hit different now. no lust behind them. just warmth.
and for the first time since it all started, your eyes met in the dim candlelight—no tension, no rush. just two people wrapped up in each other, sweaty, tired, and impossibly soft.
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lilluvbun · 24 days ago
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Alpha ATEEZ x Assistant Omega Reader
Warnings: omega reader, alpha ateez, scenting, heats, ruts, slow burn, eventual smut, forced command, more to come!
When Y/n accepts a position as assistant to alpha K-pop group ATEEZ, she's prepared with professional skills and scent blockers to hide her omega status. What she's not prepared for is the immediate, inexplicable connection she feels with all eight members—a resonance that defies her careful boundaries.
As Y/n becomes eerily attuned to their needs, her suppressed omega nature begins to emerge: purring for the first time in years, responding to alpha growls, feeling safe in ways she never has before. When a protective incident reveals the depth of the members' attachment to her, Y/n must confront the possibility that what binds them together is something ancient and profound.
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Chapter 1: New Beginnings
Chapter 2: The Decision
Chapter 3: First Day
Chapter 4: Finding Your Place
Chapter 5: Unspoken Connections
Chapter 6: Unexpected Reactions
Chapter 7: Ripple Effect
Chapter 8: Rising Heat
Chapter 9: Breaking Point
Chapter 10: Unveiled
Chapter 11: Walls Fall Down
Chapter 12: Awakening
Chapter 13: Omega Eyes
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lilluvbun · 26 days ago
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pairing: ot8 x reader
word count: 4k
summary: you're invited on a cabin getaway with ot8, and you just can't not be their soft spot. they love you so bad.
tags: reverse harem vibe; fluff, soft moments with each member, tiny hurt/comfort if you squint. chubby!reader—requested!
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there is no sort of (work) is for x body type and (other work) is for y body type on my page. everyone is included! you are beautiful no matter what your body type is. and i won’t tolerate any kind of negativity toward any body. now enjoy this story! thanks for your request x
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The drive up had been quiet, surprisingly. The kind of quiet wrapped in the kind of peaceful hush that only winter could bring. Snow gathered like frosting along the tree branches, glittering under a pale, endless sky. When the cabin came into view — all cedar and stone, with smoke curling gently from the chimney — you felt something in your chest loosen.
It was secluded. Safe. Big enough for all of you to have a room to yourselves to breathe without drifting apart.
The others spilled inside ahead of you, boots thudding, laughter echoing off the beams as they explored. Jeongin called dibs on a room with the biggest window. Seungmin claimed the second-best room, just to spite Minho, who was walking from door-to-door, checking out each one. Someone turned on a speaker, and music drifted through the air tangling with the warmth.
You were the last one out of the van. Not on purpose, really — just taking a moment to let the moment seep in. Maybe to shake off the nerves, maybe to adjust your coat. Maybe because you still could not believe they had invited you on this trip in the first place.
But then the van door slid open again.
“Come on, angel,” Felix grinned over at you, curls falling over his forehead. “Your room’s got such a pretty window view and three blankets. I picked them myself and gave you the best ones.”
Grinning softly, you followed him out into the cold, your boots crunching against the snow. The others who had yet to run inside to claim a room were unloading bags and shouting across the clearing of the driveway.
You stood in the entryway of the cabin for a moment, frost clinging to the ends of your hair, and your arms wrapped tight around yourself — not because you were cold, but because you were trying to make yourself small. Like you always did when they were all around you. Not because they ever made you feel like you had to
 but because sometimes it was hard to believe you didn’t have to.
Then came Chan, stepping behind you, the soft thump of his hand landing gently on your lower back, rubbing comfortingly.
“You okay?”
You nodded, not wanting to ruin the warm mood with your thoughts.
He didn’t press. Just gave that quiet little hum — the one he always gave when he wanted to say more but knew better — and took your bag from your hand like it was instinct. “Come on. They’re already fighting over who gets to cook for you first.”
Of course they were.
And you felt it then; how soft the air turned whenever their eyes landed on you, how it lingered. No one said it aloud. No one needed to. You were the only guest. The only one they had all invited, alongside the original eight. And something about that meant more than it should have.
By the time the sun dipped below the horizon, the fire was crackling, hot chocolate was brewing, and you were on the couch with eight bodies stretched out around you in every direction. Not touching — not yet. But close. So close you could feel it in your fingertips.
And the way Seungmin handed you a pillow without speaking, the way Hyunjin’s hand brushed yours as he passed the marshmallows, the way Chan lingered a moment too long in the doorway before flicking the lights off for the night.
It made you feel peaceful, soft, and comfortable.
The cabin had gone quiet hours ago. Everyone else had drifted off — some to bedrooms, some still snoring softly from the living room floor — but you had not been able to sleep.
So you wandered to the kitchen. Barefoot, hoodie half-zipped, trailing your fingers along the edges of counters you barely recognized in the dark.
You had just opened the fridge when you heard it: soft footsteps behind you.
“Couldn’t sleep either?” Jeongin asked, voice scratchy from tiredness.
You turned. He was in flannel pants and a hoodie too big for his frame, hair messy and lips still pink from sleep. But his eyes were sharp. Awake. On you.
“No,” you murmured. “Too quiet.”
He nodded, walking past you to the kettle. “I was gonna make tea. Want some?”
You nodded.
The silence between you was easy — companionable. But it held something else, too. That faint, charged awareness that had followed you all day. It lived in the way he poured the water without asking your favourite and somehow still picked the exact tea you would have chosen. It lived in how he leaned against the counter beside you, arms folded, hip brushing yours like it had nowhere else to go.
“Everyone’s been all over you recently,” he said after a moment. Not jealous. Just observant. His voice stayed soft. “Not that I’m surprised.”
You looked over at him. “What do you mean?”
Jeongin’s lips curled into the smallest smile. “You’re the kind of person who makes people want to lean closer.”
The kettle clicked and a soft whistle echoed in the room.
He poured the tea, added the components to make it just how you like it, and poured your mug over without meeting your eyes.
“But I saw it first,” he added, a little quieter now. “I just
 never knew how to say it.”
You didn’t say anything. You didn’t need to.
Instead, you leaned your head gently against his shoulder, and he let out a breath like he’d been holding it all day.
He stayed there with you until the tea went cold, and lingered where you once stood by him when you retired to your room after exchanging caring goodnights.
You were the last to wake, you had slept through breakfast with everyone. You padded out into the kitchen, yawning, hoodie pulled tight around your middle, and observed the guys outside. Snow pressed soft against the windows, and the world outside was dipped in white and gold.
Your boys were outside, partaking in a spontaneous snowball fight caused by Jisung throwing—and missing—a snowball at Hyunjin, laughter echoing through the trees. You opted to stay behind, content to warm your fingers near the stove and drink in the hush.
That’s when Minho walked into the kitchen. Clad in a low-slung pair of sweats and a cardigan hanging open at the chest, hair still tousled from bed. He didn’t look surprised to see you up late.
“I figured you’d skip the cold,” he murmured.
You shrugged. “I’m conserving my energy.”
Minho snorted, then moved past you to the fridge.
“You eaten?”
“Not yet. I’m not really hungry.”
He paused.
Then, he moved away to pull out one of the chairs at the small table near the window, “Sit. I’ll make something.”
You blinked. “You don’t have to—”
“I’m making it anyway,” he said simply.
You obeyed him, there was no point in arguing against Minho. He moved around the kitchen with calm precision. He made nothing overly flashy, but it came together fast — practiced, like he’d made it just for you before.
He slid the plate in front of you, then leaned against the counter, watching.
“You gonna stare at me until I eat?” you asked.
“Yes.”
You smirked. “Why?”
“Because I care about you.”
The answer hit harder than it should have.
You looked down at the plate. It was perfect. Just the way you liked it. No questions asked.
“You’re always feeding the others,” he said softly. “So I wanted to feed you.”
That was Minho, really. He didn’t say I love you — he handed you a peeled orange before you asked for it. He didn’t ask Are you okay? — he made your favourite meal without ever being told.
You took a bite and hummed, pleased.
His smile was small and slight, and his shoulders relaxed just a tad.
Then — like it was nothing — he walked over, sat in the chair beside you, and pulled your socked foot into his lap.
“You can pretend I’m not soft,” he murmured, pressing his thumb gently into your arch. “But you’re the only one I do this for. Don't tell the others, only you get special treatment.”
You didn’t move. You couldn’t.
He fed you warmth in food, in touch, in silence.
And for the rest of that morning, you allowed him be as soft as he pleased for you.
In the afternoon, the backyard had erupted into chaos.
Somewhere in the distance, Hyunjin was filming a fake music video with a broom, much to Changbin’s entertainment. Felix and Seungmin were arguing over who had better aim with a snowball, despite the snow already half-melted into slush. But none of that mattered. Not to you. Not to Jisung.
Because he had locked eyes with you, wiggled his brows, and said, “I bet I can catch you in ten seconds.”
You had bolted before he had said go.
Now, you were sprinting through the wet grass, passing remnants of melting snow from the beaming sunshine, Jisung right on your tail with all the determination of a man chasing something he never wanted to let go.
“You’re cheating!” you yelled between laughs.
“Impossible!” he panted. “You’re just slow!”
You zig-zagged around the side of the cabin, heart pounding, lungs burning with breathless joy. Then — arms around your waist, a victorious yell — he tackled you onto the oversized beanbag someone had conveniently dragged outside earlier.
You landed with a thud, his body crashing half on top of you, his face hovering over yours.
The laughter caught somewhere between your throat and his. Everything froze.
You were both breathing hard — noses almost brushing, his fingers still wrapped around your wrist, chest heaving where it pressed lightly against yours.
“Got you,” he whispered, a little dazed.
You swallowed.
“You always do,” you whispered back, quieter than you meant to.
Jisung’s grin faltered, replaced by something softer. His eyes searched yours — still bright, still teasing, but now shimmering with something far more dangerous.
He reached up, brushing a blade of grass from your hair, fingers lingering just a moment too long.
“I like when you laugh like that,” he said softly.
Then, just as quickly, he flopped onto his back beside you, pulling you with him until your head landed on his shoulder. His arm curled instinctively around you, casual but firm. Protective.
“I mean
” He rubbed the back of his neck, cheeks flushing suddenly. “I like a lot of things about you, but... that one’s high on the list.”
He grinned again, smaller now. More real.
You lay there like that, pressed into his side, feeling the wild thrum of your heart begin to slow.
“You make me feel like I’m fourteen again,” he murmured, voice low. “Stupid and giddy. And like maybe, if I say one more dumb thing, you’ll kiss me just to shut me up.”
You didn’t answer.
But your hand found his. And you held it. Quiet and sure.
And for once, Jisung didn’t joke. He just smiled — soft and private — like maybe that had been enough.
Dinner was chaotic — as dinners always were with eight boys and too many voices. Laughter echoed off the walls, the table overflowed with mismatched dishes full of different delicious foods, and someone had already spilled a drink across the tablecloth.
You sat at the end of the table, half-listening, your fingers idly turning your fork over and over. You were not hungry, not really — there was too much noise, too much motion, too many eyes. You had made yourself small again without meaning to.
And Felix noticed.
He always noticed.
You felt his gaze before you heard his voice — soft, close, careful.
“You didn’t eat much.”
You flinched and looked up.
Felix was beside you now, crouched slightly so he could speak just to you. His freckles were highlighted in the warm light. His eyes held none of the teasing sparkle he showed the others. Just quiet concern.
“I’m okay,” you said, brushing it off with a faint smile.
He did not move. Did not believe you.
“I made the roast for you,” he said as casually as asking for the weather, but the pink flush dusting his cheeks and his lips lifting at the edges showed anything but casualness in his actions. “You said it reminded you of your mum’s.”
That part was true — you had told him once, offhandedly, that you had missed your mother’s home cooking on a walk last week when the wind was sharp and your heart was soft.
He had remembered.
“I’ll get you a plate,” he said gently, standing before you could argue.
You watched as he carefully chose from each dish — made sure you had enough of what you liked, and none of what you avoided. He even added a sprig of parsley on the edge to decorate the plate, like it was something sacred.
When he placed it in front of you, he smiled — small, private. “Eat slow,” he said. “No one’s rushing you. No one's judging you.”
Then — before he left — he leaned down, brushing a stray hair from your face with the backs of his fingers.
“You deserve to be looked after, too. I’m always here to do that angel.”
And just like that, he returned to his seat. But his eyes flicked to you now and then — checking on you quietly, not pressuring.
You ate slowly. Not entirely because he told you to — but because in that moment, you felt steady. Seen, like you mattered in ways that did not need noise to be real. Your warmed heart was a lot to process.
After everything was cleaned up, you found Changbin by the fireplace, fiddling with the worn zipper of his hoodie. The others had migrated elsewhere — a movie murmuring in the background, snacks crunched between shared jokes — but this room was quieter now. Lit by firelight and something else that hung between you.
“You okay?” he asked, looking up at you with a soft voice, like he already knew the answer.
You gave a small shrug and dropped to sit beside him. Not quite close, not quite far.
“I just
” You paused. “Sometimes I feel out of place. Like I take up too much space. Or not the right kind.”
Changbin looked at you then. Really looked. No surprise in his eyes. No pity, either — just a calm kind of recognition.
“I feel like that sometimes,” he said quietly.
You blinked.
He smiled, self-conscious, rubbing the back of his neck. “People see confidence. Muscles. Jokes. But I grew up hating my voice. My face. My body. Still do, some days.”
You stayed silent, stunned by his honesty.
“I know what it feels like,” he continued. “To sit in a room full of people you love and still wonder if you belong in it.”
You could feel your throat constricting.
“But you do,” he said. “I promise you do. We brought you here for a reason.”
He shifted closer, enough for your shoulders to brush. “And even if you don’t see it tonight... I’ll see it for you. I see you as someone I want to be around every day.”
You let your head tip onto his shoulder.
“I know you hide yourself sometimes,” he added. “When you’re tired. When you’re overwhelmed. When you’re down. But I see you.”
Your eyes met his — wide, vulnerable.
“And you do not have to be like that with me. Not here. Not tonight. Not ever.”
He opened the his arm and wrapped it around you, then pulled you against his chest like it was the only place you were meant to be. His arms were solid around you. Not caging. Not forcing. Just there. Anchoring.
“You’re allowed to fall apart a little,” he whispered, lips just above your temple. “I’ll hold the pieces.”
You didn’t realise how long you had needed to hear that. To hear that not only someone understood, but had been in the same boat as you.
Not through a grand gesture. Not through loud declarations. Just through a boy who knew how it felt.
It was not even 8 a.m. the next morning when you were challenged to a nine-way game of rock, paper, scissors to decide who was going to make the dreaded convenience store trip.
And it ended with both you and Seungmin standing at the edge of the driveway, groggy and blinking against the pale morning light, breath puffing visibly into the air.
“Remind me why we agreed to this,” you muttered.
“We did not agree to this. They rigged it,” Seungmin muttered, adjusting the sleeves of his oversized hoodie. “Hyunjin always does that weird finger-twitch before scissors. It’s cheating, psychologically.”
You smiled sleepily, tucking your hands into your jacket pockets. “You’re really upset about this.”
“Obviously. I’m now awake too early, underfed, and in charge of everyone’s snack cravings.”
He didn’t wait for a response, just started walking down the road toward the convenience store at the corner. You jogged a few steps to catch up.
Despite the grumbling, Seungmin made sure you walked on the inside of the sidewalk. When a car passed, he subtly angled himself between you and the road. When you tripped slightly on the uneven pavement, he caught your elbow without missing a beat.
He sighed theatrically. “They better appreciate this. If Felix texts me for some kind of milk after we get back, I’m going home.”
You laughed, leaning into him slightly, shoulder to shoulder. “You say that like you aren’t going to get him two of what he wants.”
He scowled at you.
You grinned in return.
The store was mostly empty, bright fluorescent lights buzzing quietly overhead. You both wandered through the aisles, grabbing a mess of snacks — ice creams, seaweed crisps, warm sweet buns from the warmer near the counter. Seungmin wordlessly handed you a can of your favourite drink, then looked away like it was nothing.
To him, it was not nothing.
On the walk back, you offered him a bite of the red bean bun you had opened. He accepted it with a grumble. “This is the only good part of this whole cursed mission.”
And when the house finally came into view again, he glanced at you out of the corner of his eye.
“Next time,” he said, voice low, “let’s lose on purpose.”
You blinked. “Why?”
His mouth twitched into a barely-there smile.
“Because it was kinda nice. Just us.”
And that, for Seungmin, said everything.
The steady afternoon murmur of voices and clinking dishes drifted from the open windows behind you, laughter bubbling up in waves as the others prepared the evening’s meal. You slipped outside, craving a moment away from the bustle, and found Hyunjin settled in the porch swing, a steaming mug cradled between his hands.
He looked up as you approached, that familiar, easy smile lighting his face. “Needed some fresh air?” he asked, voice gentle.
You nodded and eased down onto the chair beside him, the wood creaking softly beneath you. The sun was warm, filtering through the tall pines that surrounded the cabin, dappling the porch with patches of light and shadow.
For a time, you simply breathed in the quiet—the soft rustle of the trees, the distant chatter, the faint crackle of the fire pit beyond the porch. The contrast between the lively energy inside and this peaceful corner made the moment feel like a secret shared between the two of you.
Hyunjin shifted just enough so your shoulders touched, the contact simple but grounding. His gaze softened as he met yours, eyes reflecting the dappled sunlight. “It’s nice here,” he murmured. “Like the world slows down a little.”
You smiled, leaning your head lightly on his shoulder, warmth spreading through you beyond the sun’s touch. “I could stay here forever,” you whispered.
His fingers found yours, weaving between them with a quiet certainty. “I don’t want to share this with anyone else,” he admitted, voice low, sincere.
You looked up, catching the depth in his eyes—the gentle promise wrapped in his words, the way he was offering something steady, patient, and real.
A breeze stirred, carrying with it the scent of pine needles and wood smoke, and you both exhaled together, breathing in the calm. Around you, the cabin pulsed with life, but here on this porch, cradled in the soft afternoon glow, it was just the two of you—connected, content, and quietly holding space for whatever might come next.
The night had settled quietly, wrapping the world in a blanket of soft snow and silence. The cold was sharp, each breath sending out little clouds that hung in the air like tiny ghosts. You tugged your coat tighter around yourself, fingers slipping into the warmth of your gloves, but the chill didn’t bite as fiercely when Chan was near.
Chan stood beside you, cheeks pink from the cold, eyes bright beneath the hood of his jacket. “It’s too perfect to stay inside,” he said, voice low and warm. “Come on. Let’s make snow angels.”
Without waiting for an answer, he took your hand, fingers curling around yours in that familiar way that made your heart skip. Together, you stepped off the porch onto the thick, untouched snow that blanketed the lawn.
Lying down side by side, you stretched your arms wide and moved slowly, carefully tracing wings into the soft powder beneath you. Your laughter rang out softly, the sound carried on the cold breeze, mixing with Chan’s own joyful chuckles.
When you sat up, the snow clung to your hair and coat, cold and fresh, and Chan reached out instantly, caressing your face to brush stray flakes away from your face. His fingertips were gentle, warm against your skin despite the cold night.
“You’re cold,” he said quietly, concern threading through his voice.
“I’m okay,” you murmured, catching your breath, the warmth from the shared laughter still glowing inside you.
He looked unconvinced, his eyes searching yours, full of that quiet care he showed without ever needing to say much. Slowly, he shifted closer, wrapping his arm around your shoulders, pulling you near.
“I’m always here, you know,” he said softly, voice almost a whisper. “No matter what.”
You leaned into him, your head resting against his chest where you could hear the steady beat of his heart—a rhythm so calm and grounding it made the cold feel miles away.
For a moment, you both stayed like that, wrapped in the fragile warmth between frost and light, under a sky so vast and still it seemed to hold all your unspoken promises.
Then Chan’s hand found yours again, fingers threading through yours with effortless ease, grounding you even more.
“It is cold out here,” he said after a beat, voice gentle but firm. “Let’s not wait too long before going back inside.”
You smiled up at him, your cheeks flushed not just from the cold. “Soon,” you promised.
But for now, you were exactly where you wanted to be—under fairy lights, cradled in the quiet night, with Chan’s steady warmth beside you.
Before you both could move inside, however, one by one, the others drifted outside, drawn by the soft night time snow and the sound of your shared laughter.
Jisung called out with a laugh, balancing a tray of snacks, while Minho checked the fire pit, expertly coaxing flames to life. Felix and Jeongin settled on the porch steps, quietly sharing a joke, while Seungmin leaned against the railing, watching the sky with a small, content smile.
Hyunjin sat on his spot on the swing, tired from having a warm, full stomach, and still wrapped in the peaceful quiet of the surroundings.
And there you were — nestled comfortably in the centre of this easy cluster, feeling every heartbeat and breath like threads weaving a delicate tapestry of belonging.
Changbin slid beside you, slipping his hand around your waist with a softness that surprised you, his usual fiery intensity melting into quiet warmth. “You okay?” he murmured, voice low and steady.
You nodded, resting your head against his shoulder again.
The air was cool but not bitingly cold, scented with pine and smoke, with the faint hum of the forest settling around you all.
Minho caught your eye, a small smile tugging at his lips as he handed you a cup of warm tea. “Make sure you don’t forget to eat,” he said softly, his tone protective, tender.
Felix grinned, nudging Jisung playfully. “We better watch out, she’s got us all wrapped around her finger.”
Changbin laughed, squeezing your hand gently.
Seungmin glanced over, eyes gentle. “I’m glad we’re here together.”
The night stretched before you — open, full of quiet possibilities.
No words were needed to say what simmered beneath the surface. The slow burn of something sweet, something patient, something that might someday be—but for now, it was enough to simply be here.
Together.
Under one sky.
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lilluvbun · 29 days ago
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i just got my wolf chan and bbokari teddy bear plushes in the mail and they are so cute đŸ„č😭 tumblr wont let me post a photo for some reason but the floppy ears are soooo cute 😭
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Little flower | Song Mingi
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Pairing: vampire!Mingi x afab!reader
Genre: modern fantasy, romance, smut (MINORS DNI)
Word Count: 12,6k
Summary: Mingi has lived almost 500 years yet he never felt anything like he felt for you, the innocent kind barista he met at a charity event.
Content Warning: mentions of blood, mentions of food, feeding from humans, mentions of killing/hunting humans, reader suffers attempt robbery with physical attack, Mingi call reader my dear an insane ammount of times
Smut warning: porn with plot, tit sucking, oral (reader recieving), piv, unprotected sex (don't do that kiddos), creampie, Mingi big dick agenda
⚠ English is not my first language, so sorry in advance if there’s any mistakes
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The beep of your wristwatch and the bell of the door rang at the same time, announcing it was 3 pm and your regular customer was right on time. Again. 
He entered the shop and the whole atmosphere seemed to change, the few people that were there looking at the mysterious man that seemed to come out straight out of a period movie. He was tall, handsome, his hair was on the longer side, always slicked back perfectly, except for a single strand that fell on his forehead, he always dressed in long black clothes, even if it was spring or summer, the clothes seemed tailored for him, customized for his lean body. He always wore a pair of red sunglasses that hung low on his nose so his dark eyes could look at you like he was staring into your soul.
“Welcome back, sir? Your usual?” you asked behind the counter, the smile Mingi grew to be obsessed with on your soft lips. He nodded.
Mingi hated the taste of coffee, yet he found himself going to your little coffee shop everyday at 3 pm, asking for the same decaffeinated espresso just so he could interact with you even for a few seconds and stare at you. 
The man met you for the first time at a charity event he and his friends were sponsoring, and you were there with your little booth distributing coffee and baked goods for the people, always with that sweet smile of yours. He couldn’t help but be captivated by your innocence, by the way you’d move so smoothly around as you belonged to the place, by the way you were so kind to everyone, by how skin looked so smooth and soft and your neck seemed to call for his name exposed by your tied up hair. So he made his little ritual after that day to pay a visit to you in the coffee shop you worked at just so he could admire you.
“Here you go, sir” you handed him the little mug.
“I already told you to call me Mingi” you felt your cheeks heat up at his intense stare, his lips curved slightly upwards in a hint of a smile. You just nodded, not really sure what else to do, he always broke you with his eyes.
He sat at the same table he always sat, the one slightly beside the counter where he had a perfect view of you. You were so delicate, so precious, a flower in the bloom. You looked so beautiful even with the large shirt of your uniform and the apron over it, your hair tied up in a ponytail, and that beautiful smile of yours always on your lips. He admired you from afar as you laughed at something silly your coworker said, the bitter taste of the drink contrasting to the sweet view of you.
“He’s looking at you again” Jaemin, your coworker, commented as he cleaned the espresso machine. “I’m telling you, he’s obsessed” you shook your head.
“I think you are seeing things” you leaned on the counter looking at your friend. “I just think he’s a very meticulous man” you shrugged.
It has been a while since Mingi started to go to the shop, he wasn’t your only regular, but he was definitely the most amusing one. You thought you were getting delusional when you started to think he was staring at you one day, but Jaemin also noticed, and since that day you started to notice a pattern in his behaviour. He always came by the same time, always sat at the same table and would stay looking at the counter, more specifically, you. 
You tried to shake those thoughts, but your coworker kept bugging you that he was indeed going to the shop to watch you. He even tried to convince you to have a conversation bigger than the usual ones, but the man always broke you, especially the way he would look at you through his tinted sunglasses. 
When Mingi finished his coffee, he lingered a little longer, playing with the mug, before getting on his feet to leave. As always, he went to you to give his tip, he would always give the tip later just so he could say his goodbye to you, and left. But as soon as he left the shop he felt something, a tingle in his head, an omen. 
As the night fell and the last customers left the shop, you decided to finally let Jaemin go, since he was already late for his date, and closed to shop alone. When you were locking the last lock you felt something hit your head and all went black.
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The smell of melted candle invaded your nostrils as you slowly woke up, your eyes gradually opening. As soon as your sight was fully focused, you took a look around where you were and did not recognize it, that definitely wasn’t your room. The room was dimly lit, the main lamp turned off, just a lampshade turned on by your side shining an indirect shade of warm yellow and a few candles by the desk in front of the bed. The bed was bigger than king size, you seemed so little in the middle of it, the soft covers in a dark shade of burgundy, the pillowcases in a matching tone of silk. The big windows by the side were closed by the thick black curtains, covering any sign of sunlight. 
You tried to move but the pain in your body was big, and the events of the night before came back to you. 
You heard footsteps coming by and watched attentively at the open door. 
“I see you woke up” it was Mingi, and he was smiling.
You almost didn’t recognized the man, he was wearing a more casual attire, with dark blue dress pants and a white button up shirt with only half of the buttons buttoned, leaving part of his chest to show, his hair was left natural, falling into his forehead, his usual dark and hidden eyes held a soft and warm gaze, almost caring. You couldn’t help but stare at him for a little, he was certainly gorgeous.
“Does it still hurt?” he calmly entered the room, hands in his pockets. You nodded. “They hit you pretty hard, huh?”
“What happened after they hit me?” you asked, now sat on the bed.
“You fainted, gladly I was passing by and saw and, well, now you’re in my house”
“Thank you, really” you bowed to him. 
“No need to thank me, I’m glad you’re safe and well” he came closer and suddenly you felt too aware of yourself. “Now let me see that bruise” he gently grabbed your head, turning to the side, you hissed a little out of pain when he passed his fingers over the spot the man hit you. “Let me put some pomade for you here, okay?” his long fingers were gentle, delicate, featherlike.
“Truly, I don’t know how to thank you enough” you shied. “You saved my life and probably the shop. If there’s any way I can thank you, please, let me know”.
Mingi pondered for a while, should he? It was dangerous, yet, he would love to have such an exquisite thing like you as his companion. If he wanted to get closer to you more than admiring you from afar, to get to know you, it was the perfect opportunity. His friends would call him nuts, but it was his chance to have his way with you.
“If you want a way to thank me” he started, “I know a way” you turned to look at him, your innocent eyes expectant. Oh how he wanted to corrupt you. “Next week a friend of mine will host a party, a ball if you will, and I’d love you to have you as my companion” you blinked a few times, was he asking you on a date? “Only if you feel comfortable
 obviously” he added. “It’s a way for you to thank me and also help me”
“Help you?” you cocked your head at him.
“You see, I’m getting at an age where you are expected a few things of, and having you with me would shut the annoying questions” 
“How old are you? I think you’re still young to be pressured into marrying” he laughed humorously and you smiled, his laugh was adorable.
“Let’s keep my age a secret for now, dear” he lifted from the bed. “But I’ll give you time to think, no rush” he started to leave the room, but turned around one more time “also, feel free to stay as much as you need, I’ll be at the living room down the hallway if you need me, rest well”
You muse over his invite. It is tempting. Mingi is a very handsome young man, you can’t deny that, and he also saved your life, so helping him to handle annoying acquaintances wouldn’t hurt you. Sure, he was a very refined man, he seemed to come from a very wealthy background, you didn’t even know if you’d have a proper outfit for the occasion, but helping him could be fun, you’d go to a fancy event, a ball even! 
You got out of the bed, body still hurting a bit, and slowly walked down the corridor, admiring the beautiful architecture and decoration of the place, he was for sure a wealthy man. 
Mingi was sitting in a big armchair by the window, even though it was closed, his eyeglasses hanging on the tip of his nose and he read a book, a cup of wine on a coffee table by his side. He looked so peaceful, so beautiful, ethereal even, yet there was something about his aura that lurked in the corners of his soul. And that intrigued you. 
He slowly raised his gaze from the book to you, a playful smile on his lips as if he knew you were looking at him for longer than you should. You suddenly felt shy under his strong stare, cheeks warm, your fingers playing with each other like you were some kid. 
“Can I help you?” he asked, his tone playful, almost provocative. 
“I’ll go” you blurted out, shier by the minute he kept his stare at you.
“Go where?” he provoked, he knew what you meant, but he was loving seeing this side of you, you were indeed an innocent flower. 
“I’ll go with you to the ball” you said lowly, voice above a whisper. He smiled.
“I’m glad to hear that” he grabbed his wine and took a sip out of it, his Adam apple bobbing beautifully. “I’ll tell you the details later this week. Also, don’t worry about outfits, I’ll have my tailor making something for you. And yes, that is needed” he added when you were about to question him. “I invited you, so only fair I provide the things for you” you nodded, holding a silly happy smile to appear on your lips.
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The week seemed to pass slower than ever, maybe it was because you were excited, nervous, anxious. Mingi appeared at the shop everyday at 3 pm, asked for his usual coffee and sat at the same table. His routine didn’t change, but your interactions were longer, more friendly, more intimate. 
“You guys seem to be getting along pretty well” Jaemin noted as he wiped a table, a smirk on his lips.
You just shrugged. You told him about the incident but not about the invitation knowing pretty well he was going to tease the hell out of you if you told him. 
“I think he likes you” he stated, putting the cloth he was cleaning back inside his apron’s pocket and walked over to you at the counter. “Like likes you” you felt a heat crawl up to your cheeks at the thought.
“No way a man like Mingi would like me” you observed, suddenly aware of the fact that, yes, he invited you to his event, but only because of convenience. 
“What do you mean? He comes here everyday just so he can look at you” he rolled his eyes at your innocence. “I bet he’s just cautious and it’s waiting for the right time to attack. Listen to the voice of experience” you laughed and shook your head. 
As if the man himself was listening to your conversation, he sent you a message, the first time since you exchanged numbers that day at his house. 
Mingi: Hi, hope I’m not bothering you at work Mingi: But my tailor said your outfit is ready Mingi: Do you feel more comfortable for me to send it to your work or to your house? 
You smiled childishly at your screen, feeling your stomach take a few turns but you blamed your anxiety to see the garment he prepared for you. 
You: Hii You: not bothering at all today’s quite slow after you left You: you can send it to my house, no problemo You: here’s my address You: thank you so much again, you didn’t had to Mingi: No need to thank me Mingi: You deserve it Mingi: Hope you like it
With that you put your phone back in your pocket, a silly smile never leaving your lips, what had he prepared for you? To say you were excited and anxious was an understatement. Jaemin noticed the shift in your behaviour and he was sure it had to do with a certain mysterious costumer, your smile whenever you talked to or about him was unmistakable. He was curious but he didn’t want to chime into your business, so he let it be, waiting for you to tell him your secrets on your own time.
The afternoon seemed to drag on, your anxiety eating you alive. You looked at the clock on the wall every fifteen minutes, the time slower than the normal. When it was finally time for you to close the shop, you rushed, cleaning everything in record time, leaving Jaemin impressed. 
Your friend insisted on walking you home every day since the attack, so the two of you walked side by side. It was actually really helpful for your mind to have Jaemin talking your ears off all the way home, easing your anxiety a bit, making your mind leave Mingi and his surprises. 
You and the boy said your goodbyes and you entered the building, the doorman greeting you.
“You have a few packages for you, they were delivered this afternoon” you nodded excitedly. “I think you’ll be needing help to take all this to your apartment” when you looked over to the desk there were three enormous boxes and a bag. Mingi was nuts!
“If you don’t mind, I’d love help” you chuckled shyly.
The man grabbed two of the biggest boxes while you grabbed the smallest box and the bag and headed to your apartment. You left it all at your coffee table in the center of the room and inspected the packages. The boxes looked fancy, out of a sturdy cardboard covered in dark green suede paper with a black satin ribbon. The bag was painfully white, it could almost reflect light, with a matching black satin ribbon. 
The anxiety was eating you up, yet you felt nervous to open those boxes. You took a deep breath and decided to open the biggest one first, assuming it was the garment. And you were right.
Your eyes couldn’t believe the sight in front of you. When he said it was a ball you did not imagine you’d dress for such. The dress was absolutely stunning, breathtaking, you have never seen something so beautiful in your life. It was a long red dress, the bodice and part of the skirt were hand embroidered with silver beads, the chest had a net that connected the collar to the rest of the dress, a red cross hanging from the collar. The skirt had a high slit where a black embroidered lace was seen underneath, making part of your leg see through. The back was even more beautiful, the bodice had a low cut, almost reaching your bum, and tied up with a satin ribbon of the same shade of red. The net had more embroideries in it. 
You looked at it in complete awe. It was more than you could ask, more than you could imagine. You were shy at the thought of Mingi buying these expensive things for you. 
You grabbed the next box, not knowing what to expect, and opened. Inside laid a gorgeous high heeled pair of shoes. Black with the red soles, matching your dress perfectly. The leather shining on the light of your apartment. He was really going to buy you the entire outfit? Answer was yes. When you opened the last box you surprised yourself. It was a tiara, a crown almost, studded with white, black and red gems. It was exquisite, the gems going up in teardrops shape, some silver spikes in between them giving a gothic vibe to it. It matched Mingi’s style. 
Lastly, there was the bag. You gently opened it, not wanting to ruin it, and inside there were a few makeup items such as eyeshadow palettes, highlights, blushes and lipsticks. You were going insane. He went all the way to even buying you makeup. How were you going to make it up for all of this? How were you going to pay for all of this? 
You decided to send a message to Mingi to thank him for everything, still shocked, shy at his generosity. 
You: I just received the packages You: I don’t even know what to say Mingi: Did you like it? You: I LOVED You: thank you so much You: you didn’t had to go all this way tho Mingi: Only the best for my girl
My girl. You giggled like a teenager and threw yourself on the sofa, legs bouncing. You were his girl. You liked this. You could be used to this.
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The rest of the days were odd, Mingi didn’t appear at the shop the whole week. You didn’t want to admit it, but you missed his eyes on you. You longed for him every day at 3 pm. You pondered sending him a message but decided not to, not wanting to seem annoying or nosy. The day of the event was due and he didn't give you any heads up anymore. You were getting nervous.
“You seem uneasy” Jaemin acknowledged, his hands cleaning a cup. “Is it because your man hasn’t shown up this week?”
“He’s not my man” you responded, not really paying much attention to him. Your mind wandering from Mingi to the ball to the dress carefully kept in your house. 
“Yet” you rolled your eyes to him, but deep down you were wondering if he meant it when he called you his girl. If he intended to make you his. Because truth be told, you'd give yourself to him if he asked for.
You and Jaemin were closing the shop when you felt a sudden cold breeze, you looked to the side and a dark shadow lurked in the corner as if it was watching you. You tried to not pay much attention to it, it was probably just some shadow formed by some boxes and stuff. But as soon as you and your friend started to walk towards your house, you felt as if the shadow was following you every step, a growing tightness in your chest.
“Min
” you called your friend, who seemed unbothered by it all. “Have you noticed something following us?” he looked behind you, scanning the perimeter.
“I see nothing. Are you okay?” you looked around you two too, the shadow seemed to disappear, a deep breath leaving your lungs. “That day really left scars on you, huh?” he hugged you by your side, keeping you close to him.
But you couldn't shake the feeling of the shadow that followed you was still there. Watching you every step. 
You threw yourself in your bed as soon as you arrived home, your heart racing, legs shaking, you were at the edge of something you didn't know how to name. You closed your eyes, doing your breathing exercises and trying your best to remain calm. you were home, nothing could reach you there. 
Deciding not to let those feelings win, you opened your favorite playlist, put it on the maximum volume and went on to take a shower. You felt your whole body relax when the warm water hit your scalp and fell down your back. You imagined all the bad thoughts, all the bad feelings and sensations leaving your body as if they were a black paint being washed by the water. You carefully soaped your skin with the soap, the lovely smell of lavender invading your senses and helping you calm even more.
At the corner of your eye you saw it again, the black shadow, but when you turned to look at it, it wasn't there anymore. “It's just your imagination” you kept repeating to yourself, but the sudden cold breeze that invaded your bathroom and the feeling of being watched wasn't helping at all.
Resuming your shower quicker than you intended, you decided you didn't want to spend the night alone, you were going to call Jaemin or any other of your friends. You left the shower, dried yourself quickly and put on a robe, ready to send a message to your friend when your doorbell rang. 
When you opened the door you saw Mingi in his usual attire, a long black coat covering his body. His complexion seemed more pale than the usual and his lips were a crimson shade of red, plumper than his normal shape. His eyes looked like they weren't there, looked lost. He appeared distressed. 
“Mingi, hi, are you alright?” you asked, analyzing him.
“Yes, I am alright. Thank you for asking” he smiled, a faint one. There was a moment of silence of you two just standing at the door before he spoke. “Aren't you going to invite me to come in?” 
“Oh my God, my bad, yes, come on in, how rude of me” you gave space for him to pass and he graciously did. “How can I help you tonight? Do you want something? Water? Coffee? Tea?”
“Just water it's okay” you went to the kitchen to grab a cup of water for each one of you. “I'm sorry I was absent this week, I was busy with
 work and couldn't see you” he said, his words measured. 
“No need to apologize, it's your life after all” you smiled and gave the cup to him. You looked over at his hand and noticed blood in there. “Mingi, you're bleeding!” you almost shouted, and grabbed his hands to look at it, but it wasn't hurt, it was just blood, no signs of cuts or wounds.
“Oh I must have forgotten to clean it properly” he said embarrassed, retracting his hand from you and rubbing the already dry blood with a napkin he had in his pocket. “I had a case of a boy who have fallen of his bike, it must be his” 
“Oh, so you're a doctor?” you mused, never really having thought about his profession.
“You could say so, yes” you nodded with a smile and he smiled back at your innocence, he felt bad at lying to you but at least until the ball it was necessary. “So I came to discuss the matters of the party, if you remember, and I hope you do, it is tomorrow” you nodded, finally taking a seat at his side on the sofa, your body heat radiating to him. “You need to be ready by six, that’s the time I'll be picking you up, not a minute earlier not a minute later” you took a sip of your water and for a moment he lost his train of thought looking at your plump lips. “And I need to give you a bit of fair warnings about the people at the party. Some of those people are not trustable, not around people like you, so be near me at all times, do not leave my side, if you need anything please let me know that I'll get it for you with you, ok?” you nodded.
“Where are you taking me? you laughed a little, a bit nervous, a bit anxious, a bit to better the mood, but Mingi was being serious, his expression not softening. 
“I really want you with me tomorrow, but you need to be careful, soon you'll understand” you slowly nodded, his eyes staring at you.
His eyes always broke you. They could make you do anything with just one look, would that be blush or trust him undoubtedly. You felt your heart race not only at the way he was staring deeply into your soul but at the sudden feeling of being a small mouse entering the lion's cage. There was a sudden air of danger hovering in the air. Not you in danger in his presence but what was about to happen in the next 24 hours. Your skin prickled at the thought, suddenly the shadow in the corner didn't seem so bad. 
“I'll be there to protect you, no harm will be caused to you, my dear, you are my protected now” the way he spoke sent shivers down your spine. His protected. His dear. His.  You felt a warmth in your belly you haven't felt in years at his words. He always spoke so articulately. Like a gentleman of a secret high society. It made you melt. 
“I’m sure you will, Mingi. I don't doubt you” you said genuinely, a hand gently being placed on top of his, and it was his turn to have his belly warm. The things you made him feel he couldn't remember the last he felt. Dead or alive. 
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You took the day off from the coffee shop so you could really take your time to relax and be ready. That if you could even relax. You were anxious to the max. You spent your entire morning deep cleaning your apartment, trying to keep yourself busy from remembering Mingi words from the night before. All the wait making you even more anxious.
It was little past 3 pm when you started to get ready, taking a long shower, adding extra steps into your normal routine. You were really going all the way to look extra good not only for Mingi but for the event as well. Since the outfit and the accessories already were showstopping, you decided on going for a classic soft smokey eye, trying not to go too heavy on it. 
When the clock hit 6 pm, you were going down the last stairs from the hall of your building when the big black car parked, and your stomach twisted even more if that was possible. The car, in opposition to Mingi's style, was big and modern. Then he left the car and you swore your heart stopped for a moment. Mingi looked even more refined than ever. He wore black fitted dress pants, red shiny shoes, his white blouse was fancy, puffy sleeves and a ruffled collar that was adorned with a ruby brooch, he wore a tight red vest that matched your dress, also embroidered with silver beads, and had two long tails hanging from behind his back. You couldn't even start to describe how handsome he was.
When he saw you coming from your building he couldn't believe his eyes. You were the most beautiful creature he ever laid eyes on. The way the dress hugged your body highlighting all your beautiful curves, the way the soft of your leg was half hidden underneath the black lace left his mind wandering to dangerous places. Or how your neck was hidden by the collar, eliciting his desire even more. He was definitely going to be the luckiest man in the party.
“Good night” he said, offering his hand for you to grab, which you gladly accepted. He kissed your knuckles, a blush creeping up your cheeks. “I think I don't even need to tell you how absolutely stunning you are looking tonight” you suppressed your high-schooler giggle.
“Thank you. You look absolutely amazing too, Mingi” if he didn't lack blood in his system he was sure he would have blushed too.
He helped you onto the car and sat by your side, telling the driver to finally go. The drive was pleasant, you two talked about how your day, how your past week was, how work was. It was a great way to break the ice and also help ease the tension. But the closer you got to a giant gothic mansion, the more your anxiety seemed to come back. Mingi, sensing your crippling anxiety, held your bouncing leg and squeezed softly the skin there.
“Hey, we can go back if you want” you denied with your head. “Remember, I'll be by your side at all times” you nodded. He left your leg and grabbed your hand, his cold ones helping reduce the temperature of your clammy ones. 
The car came to a halt, announcing you had finally arrived, and a man dressed like he was a royal guard opened the door for the two of you. Mingi was the first one to leave the car, once again helping you out.
Suddenly all eyes seemed to be on you, and you became too aware of everything around you, the place, the people, the aura. Everything felt too surreal, too much. You didn't belong there. And it wasn’t just a social class matter. It was a deeper thing that you couldn't quite pinpoint yet.
“Stay by my side” Mingi remembered you, his hand still holding you, grounding you. 
You walked past some people, their heads turning to look at you. Mingi guided you to a group of a few equally ravishing men, some of them were alone, others had companions as well. They all seemed pretty enthusiastic when the man showed up, making loud noises and greeting each other, grabbing attention from some people around. 
“Ah, Mingo, I see you finally you brought your rare flower” one of them spoke, shamelessly looking at you up and down. “I'm San, my love” he offered his hand, you accepted and he kissed your knuckles for longer than necessary. 
“We thought you'd never gather the guts to ask them out” another one spoke, taking a sip of wine while his other hand was around the waist of his companion. 
“Perhaps it was them who asked him first” they all laughed and you saw Mingi shake his head, a shy smile play on his lips, so he talked about you to his friends? How long was he trying to call you out? You found it absolutely adorable.
You squeezed his hand, that was still holding yours, and he looked over at you, his eyes a different shade of dark, you never saw it like that, and smiled at him. He could die right then and there, you were the most adorable thing to step on this Earth. Your innocence was something he cherished yet he wanted to corrupt and break you so bad. 
He excused himself from his friends and went to show the mansion to you, show you the architecture, the design, the history behind every brick. 
“You are the talk of the party today, my dear” he whispered to you when you stopped by a table to grab some wine for the both of you. You noticed he grabbed a different wine for him, but decided to let it slide. “I bet everyone is talking about your ravishing beauty” you felt your cheeks heat at his words.
“I feel like everyone here looks at me like they want to eat me or something” you chuckled at your joke.
“They might” Mingi whispered into your ear. “And I might want it too” you were so lucky there was no one around to see the way your body trembled at his words, the heat that was on your cheeks going dangerously low.
He pulled you once again back to where his friends were and engaged in a conversation with them, leaving you just listening to them while enjoying your wine. You looked down where your hands intertwined, where he still held you close to him, secured, safe. The heat was back at your cheeks at the thought of how you felt with him. Even though he had that mysterious aura, the atmosphere of secrets that surrounded him, somehow you felt like you could trust him, you could feel at ease with him, feel safe.
The chat suddenly stopped and you looked over from your hands, where your eyes were still glued, to the group of people and noticed a man walking over there. He wasn't old, but older than the boys, but he held an aura of power, of prestige. He was very well dressed and he held a cane in his hand, the dark wood carved into intricate designs, the tip golden. 
“My boys! Good to see you all here!” he greeted them with arms open and a wide smile, with was inviting but held a wicked vibe to it. He looked over at you, a smirk playing at his lips as he walked ever so smoothly to where you stand next to Mingi. “I see we have a new guest today, what an honour” he grabbed your hand that was holding Mingi's and kissed the knuckles delicately, featherlike. “Nice to meet you, young flower, I'm the host of this event” you bowed respectfully.
“Nice to meet you, sir. You have such a nice house and the event is esplendid” you answered trying to sound as polite as him, he made you nervous. 
“Thank you, dear, but you see, I think my house is missing some
 flowers” he smirked, looking at Mingi, who pulled you by your waist in a possessive way.
“I'm sorry, Taegyu, this one is mine” the older man laughed at Mingi's reaction and swayed his hands saying it was a joke, but you didn't feel it was simply a joke. 
The way the Taegyu guy looked at you was weird to say the least, like he was about to devour you, you noticed that when he kissed your knuckles he took a sniff of your hands and his eyes fluttered as if you were a delicious piece of grilled meat. The entire conversation between him and the boys you noticed his stolen stares at you, the little smirks, the tap of his gloved fingers on the cane. He was making you feel uneasy, and Mingi noticed. 
Mingi knew he couldn't hide his secret for longer, not with the way your scent was especially strong that night, making him feral. And probably everyone else in the party. He should have given you the perfume but he forgot. He noticed how Taegyu was looking at you, desperate. But this time he knew you wouldn't exchange him for the man like the others did, with you it wasn't a question of status or power, he was sure of that. You weren't simply another blood bag, for him, you were more, and he wished he was more for you too. 
He didn't know how to approach you and tell you his secret, how to touch the subject without you running away from him forever, he didn't want to lose you, he couldn't afford to lose you, not now that he was so attached to you, so close to having you for him. In all his almost 500 years of life he never felt so lost, you did things to him that not even his first love had and he honestly didn't know how to react. You were too pure, too innocent, too sweet for him, yet he couldn't afford to let you go, he was a selfish man, he wanted you all for him, and for him only. 
“Mingi” you called him, making him wake up from his daydreams of you. “Can we talk? In private” you added when he nodded. 
He led you two to the second floor of the house and it was even more beautiful than the first one, if it was possible. All the walls were covered in a soft green wallpaper, many art pieces on top of that, expensive ones that looked like they came straight out of museums. Mingi took you to a more secluded balcony where you could listen to yourselves better. Under your feet you could see the party happening, the people looking tiny under you.
You watched the man in front of you, something about him was different that night, darker, more mysterious, everything about that night felt odd. 
“There is something you might want to tell me?” you started, heavy chest, breathing uneven. You honestly didn’t know what to expect. 
He looked at you trying to hide his astonishment at you, his hand casually in his pants’ pockets as he cocked his head at you, while deep down he knew this moment was coming, he just didn’t know it would be so soon.
“What do you mean, my dear?” Mingi tried to sound composed.
“I don’t know, you tell me” you started, voice a little bit higher than your usual tone, a sign you were nervous. “Everything about this place feels
 weird, like it came out of a movie, like it is stuck in time. Everyone here spent the night looking like they wanted to devour me, like I was a prey being hunted. You and I drank different drinks, and yours smelt very odd to say the least” you stated, words coming out of your mouth fast. “Not to mention that when you were talking to your friends some of their companions asked me if I was your blood bag. What in the hell did they mean?” Mingi sighed and you saw the defeated look in his face. “You’re not a doctor are you, right?” he denied, his head hanging low.
“Look, I was meant to tell you but I didn’t even know how to start” you nodded, signaling for him to continue. “I’m not a doctor, not anything related, I actually don’t work, I don’t need to”.
“So you’re filthy rich? That’s it?” 
“Yes. And no” it was your turn to cock your head at him. “I am filthy rich, I accumulated a lot during my life. You see, I’m older than I look”
“How old? You don’t look that old, Mingi. Stop taking turns, and go straight to the point, please” he sighed.
“I’m 487 years old” you looked at him incredulously, eyes blinking before letting a loud and humorous laugh out, head hanging back. You looked at him again but he wasn’t laughing. Or smiling. 
“Mingi, c’mon, if you want to lie to me or mislead me so I can leave you alone, at least say something believable” you crossed your arms.
“I’m being serious. I’m 487 years old and I’m a vampire. All my friends are vampires, Taegyu is a vampire, most of the guests here tonight are vampires” you started to laugh again.
“Mingi, please, I’m not a teenager anymore, I might like twilight but I don’t believe in vampires or werewolves or any other magical creature. I don’t know what you are trying to do, if that’s a fetish of yours, but it ain’t working” you turned to leave but he held your wrist, an annoyed huff leaving you, he was wearing your patience thin. “Mingi, please, I
” you turned around to look at him and he had his fangs out. You rolled your eyes. “Nice little costume you have, can I go now?” he retracted his fangs back to his normal teeth and you blinked a few times. “How did you do that?” You went to his mouth and started searching for signs of dentures or any prosthetics.
“Because they are real fangs, I can do that all the time” he made the fangs appear and disappear again. “I know it’s crazy, I know it sounds stupid, but we are real. I don’t know about werewolves, unicorns or whatever, but we have been existing among humans for centuries now” you didn’t know what to believe, his fangs looked too real and he seemed too serious about it all. “This week, when I disappeared, I was weak, I needed blood, I was postponing because getting a blood bag felt like betraying you, but I couldn’t handle anymore, I was getting angry, dangerous, vicious without blood, and if I got too close from you I knew I wouldn’t contain myself” he explained to you in hope that you could understand and believe him. “You humans have a different smell, an intoxicating one for us, and the longer we are without blood, the stronger the smell gets” he came closer but you didn’t back up. “And your smell is rather special to me. You know why?” you denied, your head perched up so you could look him in his eyes, his dark eyes. “Because when we fall in love the smell changes, the scent gets sweeter, specific, and you, my dear, smell like coffee, freshly baked cookies and daisies, and only I can smell that” you couldn’t answer anything, he just admitted to be in love with you while also admitting to wanting to suck your blood. “That’s why I didn’t offer you to be my blood bag from the beginning, because ever since I saw you that day at the charity event I knew I had to have you for me entirely” he laced his arms around your waist and pulled you flush to his chest. Your heart was racing, you didn’t know what to think, he was alluring, absurdly handsome, charming, he had you in the palm of his hand. The way his dark eyes would stare at you, deep into your soul seemed as if he was hypnotizing you. “The way you are so innocent, so pure, so delicate makes me want to corrupt you, to show you things no man has ever shown. Makes me want to bite the delicate and soft skin of your neck and mark you mine. Forever. I want to make you addicted to the feeling of me feeding from you while you give yourself to me entirely, body and soul” his words felt like daggers in your body, hitting all the right spots, and whenever they hit you a warmth would spread at the place. Your whole body was hot, you were sweating from his words only.
Mingi moved slowly, testing your reaction, but you didn’t retreat, instead, you waited for him with your lips half open. He gently touched your lips with his and when you accepted he started to kiss you, moving his mouth with yours. You had thought about kissing this man so many nights and now that it was happening it felt so surreal. His lips were soft, plump and cold. His hands held your waist strongly, squeezing the flesh underneath the dress and pressing your body impossibly close to his. Your hands were messing with the hairs in the back of his neck, fingers intertwining with the long locks to pull his face close to yours as he deepened the kiss. You could feel not only his tongue in your mouth but his fangs too, the sharp tip deliciously scraping the inside of your lips but not enough to draw blood. He was a good kisser, a very good one. You didn’t want to stop, no, for you, you could have stayed kissing the whole night on the balcony. 
But air was still something you needed, so you had to break the kiss. You were panting a little, a silly smile on your face. You looked over at Mingi and his dark eyes were a dark shade of red. He looked divine with his hair disheveled from your kiss, clothes all scrunched up from moving and holding you. And he could say the same from you, you looked absolutely divine with your hair messed up, face tinted from the lack of air, lips swollen from action. He wanted to bite you so bad right then and there. 
“I don’t know if you believe me, but I hope that this was enough proof about my endearment for you, about my feelings for you” he caressed your hair, slightly fixing the strands that were out of place. “And I hope one day you can return them”.
Your heart ached in indecision. On one hand you did like Mingi, you adored him, he showed himself to be a gentleman, a kind being, and he grew into your heart each day more. The days he was away were longer because he wasn’t there, you missed him. On the other hand you didn’t know how to feel about the whole vampire thing, you needed more proof to believe him, more than fangs or blood bag talks. You were going insane, vampires did not exist, right? 
“I think I need some time to process it all, Mingi” he nodded, he knew that would come. “I still don’t know if I believe in you and that you are a vampire, but I like you, I really do” he felt relieved listening to your words, you liked him back, at least one step was taken.
“If you need more proof, when you are ready, come to my place, I can show you things that maybe can help”
“You're not gonna show me a coffin that you sleep in, will you?” you chuckled and he laughed, appreciating your sense of humour at times like these.
“We haven't slept in coffins for centuries now, that’s something that Hollywood gets wrong about us. But I do have some proofs about the centuries and places I lived in, if you’re interested in seeing them” you nodded. “I’ll give you all the time you need, when you’re ready just look out for me”.
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Three weeks. It has been three weeks since the party at Taegyu’s house and the canonic event that changed your life forever. And was about to change even more. Since that day Mingi never went to the coffee shop again, earning Jaemin a million questions of why was that? Did you do something to him? Did you reject him? You wish you could tell him what happened but he would call the hospital on you, admit you into a mental facility. And to be honest, you were almost admitting yourself. 
You couldn’t take Mingi out of your mind, you dreamt of him almost every night. Some nights it’s him feeding from you, his long sharp fangs buried deep down your arm as he sucks the life out of you. Other nights it’s you and him having a domestic life together, a bubblegum sweet relationship as you share your lives together. And there are even other nights where you had wet dreams with him, his long body laid on top of you as he claimed you his, him buried deep down your walls as he bit the junction between your shoulder and neck, marking you as his forever. 
There were nights you swore you could see his silhouette in the corner of your room, or when you were going back home from work and you’d feel a presence behind you, the dark shadow that lurked in the corners seemingly following you. At that point you swore you were going crazy, but there was a little itch in your brain that told you that those shadows and silhouettes were real and they were Mingi watching you. Taking care of you from afar. 
You developed a little routine for not becoming crazier than you already were. You’d go to work early in the morning, spend the day at the cafe and, after work, you’d either go to the library to do your research on vampires. Searching on old books, late magazines, on the internet, podcasts, videos where people claimed to have encountered vampires before. You even contacted some of the people from the internet to see if they could help you but they all seemed a bunch of weirdos, some of them even admitting to have lied for views. You were losing your mind, really. 
One night, while in the library, you saw a man that you recognized as one of Mingi friends from the Party. You saw him talk to the librarian and both of them disappeared behind the shelves. Curious, you decided to follow them. Something telling you that your answer could be there. Carefully, you followed the two until what seemed like a storage. All of sudden, the man showed his fangs and bit the librarian’s arm. You had to cover your mouth to not let a gasp come out when you saw the scene. The man was doing exactly what you have dreamt of Mingi doing to you. You didn’t know how to react. Should you call someone? Should you intervene? A little while after, he stopped sucking the poor woman and sensually licked the place where seconds ago were his fangs, his eyes connected to hers. She was smiling, she seemed happy, satisfied, almost blissed. 
You left the place fast before they could see you and sat back at your table, heart racing, breath irregular. You grabbed your stuff and went fast home, not caring if the lurking shadow was following you or not.
That night you couldn’t sleep, all your thoughts surrounding the scene you saw and how would it feel if Mingi did that to you. 
The next day you found yourself walking a different path, automatically your feet took you to somewhere you only have been once but your heart has been ever since. The front of his house was as refined as him, the walls very white like they have been recently painted, and various flowers and plants adorning the garden. You rang the doorbell before you could run away.
After a few seconds a casual Mingi appeared, his face seemed to brighten when he saw you, a smile dancing on his lips.
“You came” he stated and opened the door for you to enter. “I was starting to lose my hope you’d appear” he admitted, his hand scratching the back of his neck, the muscles of his arm flexing under the t-shirt he wore. 
It was the first time you saw him wearing a t-shirt and he couldn’t look more ravishing. The way the fabric stuck to his muscles, outlining them and leaving you almost drooling at the sight in front of you. So he was hiding all of this under those frilly and thick clothes? You couldn’t help but feel a heat take over your body. 
And he felt it too. Your smell increasing as soon as you entered the house, your scent taking over the entirety of the room you were in, intoxicating him. He noticed the way you ogled him, at his body, your body heat rising. He felt his ego inflate a little.
He led you to his living room, pointing to one of his armchairs so you could sit comfortably. 
“Can I offer you anything? Coffee, tea, water? Wine?” 
“Tea is fine, thank you” 
He went to the kitchen for a while before coming back with a tray with a cup of tea. You took a sip feeling the soothing taste of lemon.
“How can I help you today?” he asked, sitting in front of you and crossing his legs. You took a deep breath.
“I think
 I think I believe you” you stated and signaled for you to keep talking. “I did my research, even though they weren’t conclusive- why are you laughing?” you asked when you saw Mingi hold his laughter.
“You researched over vampires?” you nodded, embarrassed. “You’re painfully cute, you know that? Continue”
“Anyways, one night, at the library, I saw your friend, I think his name is San, and the librarian. And he was
 feeding off of her. I followed them and saw it all, I know I shouldn’t but I felt like my answer would be there” you admitted.
“And how did you feel about it?” you looked over from your tea to him. Heat crawling up your cheek at your naughty thoughts about him. 
“I was shocked at first” you assumed. “But after I
 I couldn’t stop thinking about it. About the feeling of it” you confessed shyly.
Mingi would have died if he wasn’t already dead. You looked so cute admitting that to him, like you had just admitted committing a crime. Your innocence would always be something he would cherish until the day he would break. And he was hoping that day would be the day.
“Wanna know how it is?” you looked at him with widened eyes as if he had asked you the filthiest of the questions. “I can show you how it feels if you allow me”. 
“I
” your words were caught in your throat. You were torn between wanting to fulfill your dirtiest desires and fear.
“Why don’t I show you my collection of memories? If you’re nice enough I can show you my old coffin” he laughed and you nodded.
He guided you through the house, leading you to the third floor, which was more of an attic than an actual floor. It was full of things over the place, things that indeed seemed from centuries away. Some of them even were inside glass domes and boxes, protected from dust and anything that could ruin them. 
Mingi saw your eyes shine at the sight of his things and swelled with pride, he knew that at some point keeping so much stuff would be useful, even if it was to impress a woman. 
The man showed things one by one, explaining where and when it came from, telling you stories from that period he lived, how it was living in that period, how it was being a vampire during that time in history. 
“Did you guys hunt back then?” you asked, eyes fixated on a windchime from the Joseon Dynasty. 
“Yes, animal blood tastes terrible and vampires weren’t seen as magical creatures that people write romances about” you laughed at him and nodded. “Blood bags became common only in the late 20th century”.
“Must be terrible to hunt for humans” 
“It was, but sometimes I miss the thrill of it” he admitted with a chuckle. “There’s not much to do nowadays, we don’t need to work and we can’t work because of our need for blood and weakness for the human smell. If we stay in a place with too many humans, the smell becomes unbearable and we can’t control our instincts. So we just stay under the radar”
“If walking like you came out of Interview with a Vampire is under the radar for you I have some news to tell you” you joked, laughing, and he accompanied your laugh. 
“Maybe one day you can take me shopping so I can dress more accordingly to the time” you nodded eagerly.
“I’d love that”. A heavy silence fell upon you. Suddenly none of you saying anything. “So
 are you hungry?” you asked to break the silence.
“I don’t eat” he answered. “But I can do something for you if you-”
“I wasn’t talking about food” you said, cutting him. It was his turn to look at you with widened eyes, his dark eyes gleaming with hope. You maintained his eye contact.
“Are you sure?” you nodded.
“I believe in you, Mingi” you got closer to him, your hands going to his chest. “More than that, I trust you”.
He took advantage of your already close proximity and leaned down to kiss your lips. The kiss was gentle, soft, slow, as if he was savouring you before actually tasting you. His hands held your waist gentler than the night at the party but you could still feel the possessiveness in him. Your hands were spread out on his chest, feeling his muscles tense under your touch and under your spell on him. 
“Let’s go back to the living room” he told after breaking the kiss, you nodded, following him back to the room. 
He led you to the bigger couch so you could be at a comfortable position and he could be sure you wouldn’t faint. You sat very close to him, your knee touching his. You gave your arm to him, still a bit hesitant. Mingi gently grabbed your arm and started peppering kisses all over the soft skin, going up your arm until he reached your face again. He kissed your lips again, making you melt on his touch. You discovered that not only his eyes broke you, but also his lips, everytime the soft muscles touched yours you felt like you could live there. He broke the kiss after a while and kissed your forehead, joining them after.
“Are you sure about this?” he whispered against your lips and you nodded. You were a little scared but you truly trusted him. And the adrenaline, the rush of excitement, you were feeling from anticipation told you that there was more than just curiosity. “I need you to say with all your words, my dear, I need your consent”
“I want this, Mingi, I want you to feed from me” the words came a little shaken but you managed to say it, earning a last peck on your lips.
Mingi, ever so delicately, kissed a spot on your pulse, his nose deep inhaling your sweet scent. His fangs appeared and you held a gasp. He grasped the fangs slowly through your skin, the thin points tickling and making you shiver wherever they passed. He locked his eyes with yours one last time before sinking his fangs on your pulse. The sound that came from you wasn’t a scream or a gasp, it was borderline a whine. The sensation striking, painful, yet sensual, soothing. 
You felt your whole body weaken as if it had melted. And then it started, right when he started to suck your blood out of you, the heat spread in your whole body like you were with a fever, your legs starting to squeeze together, your mind cloudy and dizzy, your only thought was him, all you could think was the dirty dreams you had with Mingi, the things he would do with your body, the things you would do to his body. The more he sucked you, the more aroused you’d get, your lips agape, whines escaping from them with each suck. You managed to look to the side and the view was something to behold, Mingi with his eyes rolled back, his plump lips attached to your pulse while his hands grasped at your forearm as if his life depended on it.
And it did. You tasted like something he never had before. They always said that the taste of lovers' blood is different but now that he tasted you he couldn’t stop, no, he couldn’t let you escape from his grasp. And he could feel every emotion, every thought from you into your blood, he could feel how aroused you were, how much you were enjoying this, how hot and bothered you were by minute. 
Mingi didn’t want to stop, no, if he could he would feed from you until you were dry. But he had better plans for you. He wanted you by his side, well and healthy. So he stopped, with difficulty, but he did. Licking the place where he bit so his saliva would heal the wounds faster and stop the bleeding. 
Your breath was rapid, erratic, you didn’t know what to focus on. You noticed the sharpness of his fangs and the hardness of his suction were gone and you looked to the side, seeing a satisfied Mingi. His skin seemed fresher, glowing, almost as if you could see a pink tint to his cheeks. You wondered if it was all your imagination, he was dead after all. 
The man left the room and came back with a damp cloth and a drink. He started to clean your sweaty face, always ever so gentle with his touch as if you were a porcelain doll. And, to him, you were his doll.
“Drink this” he handed you the bottle of a pinkish drink. It tasted sour with a subtle aftertaste of peaches. “It’s a special drink for after we drink your blood, it will give your strength back in no time” he kissed your forehead and went to discard the cloth back in its place. 
When he came back he sat by your side, circling your body with his arm and bringing it to lay on his chest. You laid there, enjoying the silence as you watched the faint wound in your pulse, a mark of your trust, of your belief. He kissed the top of your head, caressing your arm delicately. You sighed.
“What that head of yours is thinking?” Mingi asked, head lowering to look at you.
“Just
 How’s everything is so crazy right now” you turned to look back at him. “The man I like is a vampire who just sucked my blood, and more than that I enjoyed all of that”
“I could tell you enjoyed it, dear” he caressed your head. You looked at him puzzled. “I can taste everything through your blood, every sensation, every feeling, every thought” you widened your eyes. “It’s a blood connection after all”.
“You could see
 everything? Even my t-thoughts?” he nodded slowly. 
You hid your face in your hands and he chuckled, grabbing your hands to take away from your beautiful face. He kissed your lips, his tongue easily entering your mouth and dominating you, his fangs scraping your skin, this time to draw blood just so he could lick it and kiss it. He pulled your lower lip to break the kiss.
“Why be shy, my dear? I can fulfill all your fantasies, only if you allow me” the way he spoke, his deep husky voice fanning air into your mouth, making the heat come back to your body, your legs squeezing together again. He looked at your legs and chuckled. “And by the way your body is reacting, I think you want me to, don’t you?” you nodded eagerly. “You know I work with words, darling”
“I want you, Mingi, I want you to make me yours” you whined, the need for him already clouding your mind.
“Good girl” he attacked your lips, but time was different, it was hungry, desperate, like he was going to eat you whole. “Let’s go to my room” you nodded and he grabbed you like you weighed nothing, taking you to his room.
His room matched him, it was dark, dimly lit, the windows covered by the same thick curtain that was in the room you stayed in the time he took you there. The bed was enormous, round, covered in a red silk sheet. He gently laid your body on top of the bed and hovered it with his big one. His eyes were darker than usual, if that was ever possible. 
Mingi started to kiss you again, his left hand holding his weight and his right one exploring your body. He was bold, you got to admit that. You, on the other hand, was a bothered mess underneath him, your body hot, whines escaping your lips between the kisses and shivers running down whenever he would touch even on top of the clothes.
But you wanted more. You needed more. Your hands started to enter underneath his shirt, feeling his cold skin under your palm, his muscles tensing under your touch. He understood your silent message and unlinked your lips, staying on his knees so he could take his shirt off. You shamelessly watched as he undressed, biting your lower lip as you saw his muscular torso.
“Like what you see?” you nodded, pulling him back to kiss you.
In a rush of confidence, you turned your bodies over, staying on top of him. You could feel his volume even underneath the layers of clothing and without much thought, you started to grind yourself on top of his crotch, earning a soft groan from him. 
His hands slid from your thighs to your hips to the hem of your shirt, playing a little with the fabric before starting to pull it up, taking off of your body, leaving you only with your bra in full display to him. You grabbed his hands and put them on top of your boobs, which he more than gladly did, squeezing and feeling the softness of them. Expertly, he unclasped your bra, tossing to the ground and looked at you, asking for permission. You nodded, throwing your head back and enjoying it all.
Mingi attacked your breasts with his mouth, sucking, licking, biting them. His fangs appearing to graze over the skin and make you shiver under his touch. He gave special attention to them, enjoying how your body was reacting to him, your little noises, your little wriggles, your grinding on him. Everything about you was perfect and he was addicted to your perfection.
After his assault to your chest, the man turned your position again, so he could enjoy his meal better. He started unbuttoning your pants and taking them off your body along with your cute pink panties, leaving you bare in front of him. If he wasn’t already dead he could die just at the plain sight of your naked body. You were the most magnificent thing he laid eyes on, he was sure of that before, but seeing you naked, rendered to him was the nail in the coffin he needed. The view of you alongside your intoxicating smell was driving him crazy. He was addicted, obsessed, he wanted you all for him, just for him. He wanted to have you everyday all day, and he was sure that the moment he tasted your nectar it would be more than over for him. 
Mingi looked at you searching for any sign of regret or withdrawal but no, you were sprawled on the bed, legs open waiting for him. And for him only. 
He started to kiss your legs, your pores bristling down the trail he passed by, going up until he reached your inner thighs. You wriggled in his touch, trying to close your legs, but he was stronger and kept them open. He wasn’t in the mood of teasing, not when he was starving. He planted a little kiss in your vulva, then another, then a lick, and then another. You whined at the feeling, fuelling Mingi to do more. He started to lick your vulva from bottom to top spreading your wetness along with his saliva. He started to suck your clit, moans starting to fly past your lips freely. The tip of his tongue drawing circles and figures eight from time to time, alternating between sucking and licking at your clit. All you could do was moan and moan, his name faintly a mantra coming from your lips. 
Mingi kept his assault on your clit for a while, your high building so fast. Until his tongue slid from your clit to your entrance, his tip started to fuck your hole, his nose hitting your clit deliciously. Everything too much for you. And you snapped, a high moan leaving your lips as your legs trembled on top of his shoulders. 
But he didn’t stop, no, he kept going. He drank up all your juices before bringing his fingers to join the fun. His index finger easily entering you, your walls hugging the finger deliciously, like a vice. He started to move it, slow at first, and speeding with time. Soon he added a second one, the stretch feeling so good you almost didn’t handle it. Mingi started to fuck you with his finger, his mouth back to your clit. His fingers curling deliciously, hitting that oh so sweet spot that was making you see stars. 
It didn’t take long enough for your second orgasm to hit you like a wave, your back arching, your eyes rolling and his name coming out of your mouth like a prayer, a promise. Again, he lapped at you nectar as if his life depended on it before you started to wriggle of overstimulation. 
He was satisfied, you were already a mess underneath him and he didn’t even had the chance to fuck you, his pride and ego swelling. The man hovered over your body again, his hand gently caressing your face, fixing the hairs that had stuck to your sweaty face. 
“Are you okay, my dear?” you slowly nodded. “Do you think you can keep going?” you pulled him for a kiss, you could taste yourself on his tongue, on his lips. 
“Make me yours, Mingi” the words seemed to waken up something darker inside him, something feral, as he went back to kiss you, teeth clashing, tongues fighting, the weight of his body on top of yours, but you couldn’t care less. 
You lowered your hand to the waistband of his pants, fumbling to try to open while still kissing, to no success. He lifted from the bed and took his own pants and underwear in one go, his member springing free from its confines. Your eyes widened at the size, but your walls squeezed onto nothing of excitement. You bit your lips, looking at it, thinking about the weight of it on your tongue. 
“You can taste it another day, my dear, today I’m too eager to be inside you” as if he could see right through you, he spoke, walking slowly towards you, like a hunter to its prey.
With your legs open, you welcomed him back to where he was on top of your body, his new home. He kissed you again, slowly, deeply, savouring you. Gently he started to enter you, just his tip stretching you deliciously, a crooked moan leaving your lips while a low growl left his. He knew he wouldn’t last long if your walls hugged him like that. Slowly he moved, entering more, shushing you, kissing all over your face to try to soothe the pain. 
Mingi was so gentle, caring, making sure you were okay all the time, waiting for you to give him the green light to move until he bottomed all, his whole length inside of you. Your both dreams coming true. He took more time for you to get used to the size and girth, to the feeling of being so full.
“Mo-move” your voice above a whisper, you were far gone, your mind hazy with lust and pleasure and him. 
He did as you asked, moving slowly, taking a little before putting back. Your mouth hanging open, no sound coming out of it. Little by little he started to take more and more before putting back in, his hips moving slow but deep, a delicious addicting dance.
The man started to move faster after a while, your body moving up and down with the strength he’d move. You wouldn’t last longer, your walls starting to squeeze around him more viciously, more strongly. Your moans louder, you weren’t holding anymore.
“Mingi! Make me yours” you managed to say between moans. “Mark me yours” a rush of adrenaline going through both of your bodies. 
Mingi felt like he was dreaming and he was hearing things.
“Don’t play with me, flower. Don’t make promises you can’t keep” he warned, his voice octaves deeper than usual.
“I’m not playing- God!” he gave a rather strong thrust. “Please, Mingi, I’m all yours, I wanna be yours forever” you pulled his face closer to yours so you could look right in his eyes. “Please” you pleaded like your life depended on it.
Mingi felt his dick twitch inside of you, the way your broken innocent eyes were looking at him with intent. You meant it. You wanted it. And he knew that. He could feel that. He could see through your eyes. He was about to break you forever, to fulfill his filthiest desires. 
His hand held your face, his lips planting a sweet kiss over your lips, his nose rubbing over yours. His mouth moved to the junction where your neck and shoulder met and left a few butterfly kisses there before looking at you again. You nodded, a smile dancing in your worn out face.
The man let his fangs out, and rubbed them over the sweet spot, he could smell your anticipation, your adrenaline, your need for him. And the he bit. The fangs sinking down the soft plush skin as a moan escaped your lips, the sensation of his dick fucking you and the bite stinging your body was something you couldn’t describe. You felt so full, so relieved, so happy, hazy, dizzy. 
He felt his dick twitch and he knew he would come, all the feeling of being complete was too much for him. He sucked a bit of your blood to seal the pact before licking the wound close. His hips haltering their movement as he came, his white ropes of cum filling you up to the brim, some of it spilling out as he kept fucking you until you came too, your walls squeezing him inside of you. 
Mingi laid by your side and brought you to nestle on his chest, your whole body molten, weak, fragile, happy, full, complete. Your breathings erratic from the action. He started to mindlessly play with your hair, while you draw abstract shapes on his chest. 
It took a while for you to get back to a seemingly normal state. Mingi left the room and suddenly you felt lonely, cold. But soon he was back with a damp cloth, a water bottle and another bottle of the pinkish drink from earlier. He cleaned you gently, taking care to not be too harsh to your delicate parts, the damp cloth cooling down your body temperature. You drank a bit of the water before drinking the juice, you definitely needed your energy back. 
The man discarded the cloth, the dirty sheet and got back at your side. 
“Fuck” you exclaimed. “I guess I’m yours now”
“Are you regretting it?” you denied.
“Not at all, I love being yours” you kissed his lips before nesting yourself in his chest again, a yawn leaving your lips.
“Rest, little flower, you need” he kissed the top of your head and with that you fell asleep.
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The beep of your wristwatch and the bell of the door rang at the same time, announcing it was 3 pm and your regular customer was right on time. Again. 
Mingi entered the door and you smiled widely upon seeing him. He waved at you and came to the counter, landing a soft kiss on your lips. 
“How can I serve you today, sir?” you said with a smile.
“How about
 my girlfriend’s juice?” he provoked, his voice low, a smirk on his lips.
“You guys are utterly disgusting, you know that?” Jaemin blurted, a disgusted face on before leaving to clean some tables.
“Good thing he doesn’t know I’m talking about your blood” you hit his arm as he laughed and you accompanied him. 
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