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[lillyheree]

Hi, childhood!

Pairing: friend!Jay x (f)Reader

Genre: Fluff, Romantic, childhood friend to lovers, light angst

synopsis: Jay as your childhood friend finally met up with you again because of something hurted happen in your life

Warning: broken english(???), kissing, and mention of someone’s death

The room was dark and quiet, there’s only a soft sobbing sounds of crying echoing in the room. Slowly a sounds of stepped start getting louder and now the sobbed sound that was once echoed in the room change into a gentle knock on the door

“Hey.. Did you mind open the door?” Jay deep voice was out of the room, right in front of the door. You were to weak to even stepped your foot on the floor and walk over there so you stay on your bed with eyes soaked “Just get inside, i didnt lock the door” You try your best to make your voice sounds clear

Slowly Jay open the door and make his way to you. He can feel you were crying and still really broken about everything that happened recently. He sit on the edge of the bed next to you before gently pat your head

“There’s something you need to know, might you dont wanna hear it now though but im here” His voice really peaceful making you forget about your beloved mom— the only person you have in your life after your dad leave you, the person who always cheer you up with her bright smile just passed away 1 day ago

“im always here y/n..” jay continue his words “You can stay at my apartment till you really wanna go and even if you dont want to, i would totally be fine with it” His words are generous and deep for you “i-im sorry jay if i have to bother you with my presence with staying at your apartment like this and im promise—“

“no, no, no, you dont bother me at all and instead i love having my childhood friend here again” He cut your words with his gentle tone and smile softly to you.

After your mom passed, you have nobody, totally nobody. Your dad leave you when you was 5 years old because he found someone better, someone can replaced your mother and in the same damn time, you cant pay your boarding house because of the financial issue

So what you had in your mind is only jay, your childhood friend from you were 5 years old to 17 years old. But when you enter high school, you dosent go to the same school as him and there was when your relationship with jay a bit faded until now— both of you are 20 years old and finally jay and you meet again in a very such a way.

Every single word jay let out from his mouth still dosent made you feel better. He try to cook a delicious meal everyday for you, try to ask you for a small hang out but also it dosent works. Nothing works to heal you.

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This been 1 weeks, one weeks of staying and crying in the extra bedroom jay had in his huge apartment and every night, there will be a gentle knock on the door since day one. “Hey, can i come in?” he asked “yeah.. just o-open the door i didnt lock it” He sigh in relief when your voice just sounds weak but dosent sounds sobbed at all, at least is better then crying he thinks.

When he open the door, there was a cup of an hot ramen on the food tray he held and also a glass of water “Here you go, you dosent even touch food i made for one week” he put it on the table beside you and slowly guide you or maybe more like force you to stand up and sit on the chair he prepared in this room

“I tried to make wagyu steak, carbonara pasta, bulgogi, pork belly and everything taste delicious but you dont eat it” He sigh deeply and his eyes filled with hope “so i ran out of idea and i only cook this and im—“ but he stop his words when he saw you eating the ramen really quick right after it was served in front of you “hey be careful its still very hot!”

But his warned arent nothing and you keep devour this food in front of you “This ramen was my mom favorite” You suddenly talk “I just.. really miss her, so much, too much” Jay face suddenly went soft, he smile softly and try to comfort his one of the best childhood friend he had “You are allowed to be sad and cry, it was feeling we cant deny” Your eyes now facing his features when he speaks

“But remember she still here..” He smile again “She wasnt here, she wasn’t here anymore!” Your tone suddenly change into a protest but before you can continue he suddenly pointed gently to your heart “She still here, she lived there, she lived in you forever.”

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Jay’s words somehow can make you heal slowly like now, after you open your eyes you chose to go outside of the room instead of locking yourself in the bedroom all day long.

Jay was surprised to see you get out from your bedroom in a really early morning. It still 5 am but you look fresh enough. “Did you sleep well?” He sit on the couch with laptop on his lap “Really surprised to see you in this morning.. you need something? Are you okay? Or maybe you were hungry?”

“stop! You asked too much like im gonna die soon” You chuckle softly and take a sit next to him. Its really surprised to see you laugh too for the first time “what are you doin? are you busy?” Your eyes now glance over his laptop screen with curiosity as he continues to type something on the screen

“Not really maybe? Im just doing my collage stuff” When he finally answer, he quickly close the laptop and put it on the table front of him “Come here.. feel free to hug me” He open his arms widely and inviting you to be hug in his arms “that is silly, did you trying to use the way we used to did when we were kid?” You laugh softly but agree to let your chest pressed against his chest

“I remember when we were kids… you always hug me after i cried because my dad scolding me for doing such a silly stuff” jay laugh echoing in the room and slowly make you sit on his lap. Your face now burried deep in the crook of his neck and smells the woody vanilla scent on him

“Haha! It’s really memorable things to remember” you laugh too before raise your face to meet him “You wanna know something?” He look down at you and slowly rubbed your cheek

“Its too late to say this but i heard you like ‘The 1975’ right?” And you agree excitedly, When someone mention about your favorite band, you cant deny how much you are getting enthusiast

“I bet you know their song called ‘i need to hear’ too then” And you nodded again “of course i know that! I love that song so so much!!!” you replied his words eagerly

“So tell me you love me, cause that’s all i need to hear..” Jay said one of the verse in the lyrics

“What?” Your eyes widen a bit in more serious tone “Just tell me you love me..” Jay repeated his words again. You feel like you are getting to explode, your heart beat so fast right now. Since kid, you had a big crush on him but you never knew.. it would come true, the fact he will in love with you.

“d-did you really fall in love with me?” You try to make sure everything right now. Did he really fall in love with you? What made him really in love— more like you never feel you deserve to be loved but instead of getting an answer in words he just lean a soft kisses onto your lips. He kissed you gently and passionate but not desired, meanwhile it was filled with love. After he pulled away he smile gently and laughed

“maybe the kisses can answer your question, right sweetheart?” He brush his thumb on the edge of your lips teasingly “God, you look so cute now like you need more kisses” and with that he lean more kiss onto your lips but this time with desire.

[lillyheree]

Pairing: Husband!Heeseung x Wife!(f)Reader

Genre: fluff, marriage life, romance

synopsis: It just how you and heeseung as a family spent your weekend together with both of your one and only daughter.

Warning: broken english and there might be a typo since i wrote this in the middle of the night (pls understand:D)

This morning wasnt very bright like usually it was. The rain keep pouring down, wetting the street and trees since the night before. You wake up because how loud the storm is. The loud sound from the storm got you a little bit terrified. Since kid, you always scared with loud voices but you forced yourself always to pretend like it was fine until you grew up.

Slowly, you open your eyes, pull the blanket to cover all your body and leaving only your head. You try to sleep again, try to enjoy the sound of the rain but the storm make it harder. Suddenly, you feel a hands wrapped around your waist. A soft kisses lean on your ear. “Im here baby.. im here” it was heeseung voice.

since the first time you awake and tried to get back to your sleep, heeseung also awake and already notice your movement that seems something like has bothering you. He just realize it was the storm and he knows you hate it.

Gladly when he calms you like this, you became even calmer and your breath get more slower.. giving him a sign you already relax. Both of you get back to sleep, change both of your position to start cuddle before you burried your face in his chest while his hand covering your ears. Few hour passed when both of you already in your two own dreams, suddenly a small sounds of someone open the bedroom door echo in the room.

A gentle and slow stepped sounds getting closer towards the bed. The one who notice the strange sounds at first was heeseung, since he’s very sensitive with small sounds near him. He sat himself back on the bed as he picked up ji-a small body when she try so hard to get up on the kingsize bed. “Sweetpie.. what are you doing here?” He asked. He still very sleepy “cannot sleep daddy.. the storm was loud. Im scared” ji-a voice sounds very innocent. She just like you, scared of storm

“Okay okay.. then sleep with us. Daddy and mommy here for you” Heeseung put her to lay on the middle as you still in your dream. Didnt realize ji-a already with both of you.

The clock showed up 9:45 AM and your eyes finally open. But the kingsize bed already have no one on it besides you. “Where did hee go?” You mumbled to yourself. You think he might in the bathroom right now so you decide to went down stairs towards the kitchen. In your way, your mind full with the idea of breakfast for this morning. Being a mother, wife, and also business woman makes you very exhausted lately. It makes you pretty lazier then usual

When you stepped your foot in the kitchen, your eyes widen. You can see ji-a was making a pancakes with heeseung. Heeseung pick ji-a up with one arm while she begin to pour the pancakes batter onto the hot pan. Both of them notice your appearance and suddenly heeseung put ji-a down, ji-a took a plate of pancakes on the counter top and ran pretty fast to you

“Mommy…Good morningg!! I made you pancakes with daddy” ji-a said while giggles. She show you the pancakes she made with your favorite chocolate syrup and strawberry pieces as the topping. “Awww baby..” you kneeled in front of her and kiss her cheeks as much as you can. Your heart full now with the sign of your 5 years daughter cook this for you. Heeseung cannot stop smiling watching both of your interaction that makes his heart warm

“You are such a talented girl! I love you.. mommy will eat it okay?” Ji-a smile and nodded her head excitedly before you took the plate from her tiny hand. “Ji-a.. dont you wanna help daddy making the rest of the pancakes too?” Heeseung finally speak again making that little girl ran back to him

All of you, finally having breakfast together with pancakes that your 5 y.o daughter made. After the breakfast, it was a usual weekend day. Heeseung, you, and ji-a mostly spent the day with playing in the living room. Maybe you guys watch some movies, have karaoke in the living room together, or heeseung will invited his two princess to dance like a castle people with disney song

4 hours family time together feels like 4 minutes only and now its time for ji-a to have a little nap. “Come onn sweetie! Arent you tired already?” You ask “but mommy.. can i have few minutes again? I still want to play with daddy and you!!” She whined, her gaze turned to heeseung with her boba eyes

“We can play later ji-a.. now its time for you to have nap okay? Be good and listen your mommy” Heeseung speak gently but his words was stern to make his only daughter disipline about time “okayyy.. im gonna go to sleep” She quickly went to her bedroom followed by both of you. Heeseung and you gonna be by her side till she fall asleep.

After she fall asleep, Its time to spend time with your libra husband. You lay on the living room couch but your head was on his lap. He softly caressing your hair, and asked something to open the conversation between both of you “I see your face lately getting prettier.. but it seems like you hide something” He said and look down at you

“Huh? I dont hide anything” You look confused or maybe pretend to look confused “Nah.. you did. I saw your face lately seems very tired. You often wake up late too. It dosent matter what time you should wake up because i can take care of the house and ji-a too but it was a very uncommon thing for you to wakeup late” He explain “You just wakeup late everytime you are tired.. what’s wrong? What makes you tired?” he asked. This time he was curious

“Im just… very very tired. I should take care of the house, child, my bakery” You let out a heavy sigh “I dont mind doing all of it.. but im a human and i can feel tired”

“Ahh.. i get it. I understand that baby” Hee said as he slowly massage your head “That’s normal and that’s okay. Now just close your eyes and let me help you relax” He said that and you begin to giggles because he always treats you right no matter what.

“Awww you massage my head too hard!”

“Really? Im sorry.. is it good enough?”

“Nahh.. still too hard~”

“Really? You ask too much”

“You are the one that offer this massage.. im just complaining”

“I think i will kiss you if you keep complaining”

and that’s how your family spent a weekend day together

[lillyheree]

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CAN WE TALK ABT THE WAY HIS FINGERS ARE SO FAST WHEN HE PLAYS COMPUTER GAMES (iykyk) 😏

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[lillyheree]

pairing: Bestfriend!Heeseung x Fem!Reader

Including: smut, MINOR DO NOT INTERACT, kissing, pussy licking, virgin reader, fingering, pet name such as like good girl & baby

Synopsis: You just broke up with your boyfriend who cheated on you and Heeseung trying to be by your side as your bestfriend since you still kid but turns out everything goes wrong when he tried to help

Heeseeung and you already know each other more than 15 years. Both of you grew up together, going to the same school and collage. Of course that makes heeseung and you grew up as a best friend, you always share everything to him and he did the same thing too.

One day, you just broke up with your boyfriend and you just know that he cheated on you. You cry as hard as you can in your bedroom while heeseung lean his back on the wall rolling his eyes to back. It’s not because he didn’t care at all, but he’s too tired seeing you cry over that dick

“come on y/n, will you cry over that shit till your tears turn to blood? You deserve better dummy!” he said with sulky tone and then went closer to your bed to sat on the edge of it

“y-you wont understand!! Ughh just go away please” You answer his sentence that for you sounds very annoying. With frustrated eyes you raise your head up to face him, he looks sad with what you feel but cannot say lot of words

“Yeah yeah.. but please you already let your tears dropped almost for 2 hours” He looks very worried and then crawl closer to you on the bed before let his ass sat on there beside you

“Hmm how about we did something much more fun? You know theres a lot way to start forgetting about him since now!” heeseung try to convincing you right now, his right hand went to your cheek to remove any tears that will drop again

He never shows his affection like this before, this makes you feel something new on your stomach, the feeling were your face and body suddenly hot. You look at his fingers that remove a tears from your cheek making you swallow your salvia hardly

Before, you never care about his appearance but right now and right here you feel something weird in your stomach everytime you be with him. You glance at his long pretty fingers, that fingers also give a weird feelings in your stomach

“Hey answer me? You deaf after breakup huh?” heeseung teasing you and get rid his hand from your face before laugh softly “o-oh yeah sorry..” you answer with your words suddenly stuttering. “Maybe we can watch movies or baking! I know you love baking!” The man beside you said, heeseung know how much you love doing all activities he just mentioned

“Nah.. not in the mood” and this is how you reply to his offer making him more frustrated “You know what? Im very very hopeless now! How can he cheated on me after we date each other almost for one year? I don’t understand.. am I not good enough for him? Should i be prettier or should i—“

Your words cut off suddenly when something already pressed on your lips. It was heeseung’s lips on yours. On yours.

Slowly but gentle, his lips begin to move sucking your lower lips while his eyes closed. You are full of surprises now but his kiss feels goddamn good. He ran his fingers on the back of your hair before cupped your face so he can kiss you in better position . Heeseung push your body slowly to lay on the bed without breaking the kiss

“You dont know how long i hold this feeling… i dont wanna see you hurted for man like that” Heeseung murmur while slowly went to kiss your neck “You dont know that i can treat you better then him.. i can make you feel good everytime” His hand went to slowly undo the pajamas button of yours without stop kissing your neck

“i love you y/n and i dont want them to make you feel worthless” He keep talking few sentences that makes your face already red like tomato and now his kisses down to your chest and stomach. He also add his tongue while kissing your stomach and chest area

“h-heeseung? What are you doingg” your voice sounds very melty in his ear. The way you try to talk normally mixed with your heavenly moan that you try to hide but it fails tho

He raise his head up with a cheeky smile and soft giggles “im gonna teach you how to forget about him.. about that jerk. Gonna eat you all this night for me, for my own” His hand fastly went to undo your short pants and throw it away. He leaves you with your pajamas that already unbuttoned and your pink panties with small ribbon on it

He laughs seeing the sight of your face got even redder “h-heeseung we cannot do this.. friends dont do the way we did” You said as your breath getting heavier time by time especially when he begin to tug your panties aside, showing your cutie cunt that was clean and shaved

“Oh yeah?” He ask mockingly “Is that mean friends didnt do like this too?” he ask and then bring his finger to draw circle on you clit making you throw your head to back “Even like this? Did they do this?” he ask again but this time he enter 2 fingers inside you making you let out a pretty loud moan

“Fuck baby.. you are wet but also tight, never touch yourself before hm? Your ex never touch you before?” his voice sounds like he is very proud to be the one who touch you “Answer me baby..”

“Eumhhh.. n-never! I never touch myself before and else” You answer with your eyes teary feeling for the first time someone stretch your hole.

“Fuck fuck fuck.. so tight even around my fingers” Heeseung look so proud about the fact he is the one who stretch you before he start move his fingers slowly in and out from you. You still very very tight.. like very tight

“h-heeseung it hurts! Awwwhh~” another whined cames out when he start to move his fingers. You are not overdramatic but you literally just being stretch for the first time when you already live as a girl for 20 years

“I know i know.. be a good girl for me okay? I know you can take it baby” He said and slowly lean a multiple kisses on your clit while still moving his fingers inside and out from you. While he kiss and teases your clit, you just get even wetter making him moving his long fingers faster

You already cried from the feeling that you felt now. It was amazing, its really amazing especially when his fingers begin to hit every special spot inside you

“i-im cumming!! I feel— i feel like im very close!!” Your body already trembling a bit as you keep force your legs open “is that so baby? Cum for me..” Heeseung just being more crazy. He move his fingers more faster and slowly lick your clit harder and even bite it very gently making you can quickly reach your climax. When you reach your climax he took off his fingers inside you and watch the way those juices dropped from your pussy

“Good girl.. i love you so much” he went to kisses your cheek before laugh “You such a good girl.. or maybe a good friend?” He ask before laugh teasingly