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repeat after me:

even if i don’t like my body today i will take care of it

even if i don’t like myself today i will still be patient and kind with myself

even if i do not love myself i will still take care of and be kind to myself, despite not wanting to

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watching her talk and then suddenly wondering what she'd look like with her face between my thighs... hmmmmm.... 🤔💭

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I don’t know if I should laugh or cry at this, but aye at least some growth is happening… I kinda like myself

enemies to lovers but it’s me and myself

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These are soooo pretty

“Black queer solidarity” banners made by me. for black people only, cred not needed. xx

(Don’t reblog with “I’m white, but…” because frankly, I do not gaf!)

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It’s Pride Month and the gayest thing I’ve done is myself (and watch wlw videos, the WNBA, reading a sapphic WNBA book rn actually, um… now that I think about it, I’ve done more gay shit then I’ve thought…)

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I’ve had an Alexa for years now and whenever I ask for anything I always say thank you afterwards… (it’s a Southern thing/ rudeness/how I was raised) now with the Alexa+ it said you’re welcome back and I’m not crying over technological advances, but come on… it said you’re welcome

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Not saying it would fix everything, but it might fix a lot of things…..

I need to get fucked

Deeply, passionately, crying because it feels so good I can barely take it…like ughhhhhh

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Things don’t need to be perfect. They just need to be real.

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Honestly, it’s kind of crazy that I’m waking up at 4:30 AM to go to a 5:10 AM cycling class to get two marks out of the three I need for YMCA Bingo. I NEVER wake up that early for anything, but tomorrow is the last day for the bingo and I’m so close to getting three bingos in my bingo card.

Never been to a cycling class, but fuck it we ball!!

Also although barely marketed, this has definitely got me back in the gym consistently which is crazy after not being consistent at all for soooo long. This and working hard as hell at the Y for a free membership, but mostly the bingo… love a good bingo.

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The crying is no longer needed, I need to scream into the void… horror movie scream… maybe cry while screaming, but DEFINITELY need to get that scream out.

I need to scream like my life depends on it and my nearest Savior is literally a block down, like scream to the point that my voice is off (not completely shut down, but the sound of it is just not right) the next time I have to speak.

Because life is good, but life is trying to life like it used to and I definitely don’t need that… actually I might just separate myself from everything and everyone because what the, what is going on ?!?

Thanks for coming to my TedTalk (Happy Pride tho!!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️)

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Not getting a kiss during Pride Month is EXTREMELY homophobic btw

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happy pride you fucking queers!

I think all my moots should kiss (me) on the mouth!

long live black queerness! long live black lesbianism!

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May you love yourself more than you love the idea of someone else choosing you.

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REBLOG THIS TO GIVE THE PERSON YOU REBLOGGED THIS FROM A GOLD STAR BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STELLAR TODAY AND THEY DESERVE IT ⭐️

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How you gonna like me, when I didn’t even like me?

User does not feel this way currently, most of the time… some of the time.