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Chapter 1. What you think about right before you die

Syria

-75th Army Ranger Battalion 

It's weird what you think about right before you die. At least that's what JJ has always heard. He's been told your life flashes before your eyes, you see God, maybe your mom comes out of heaven and tells you to follow the light.

That's not what JJ sees though...

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Thank you for the request @kadenfff

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I'm so excited for the new story but I'm not ready to suffer again 😭 you didn't publish and I already need cap marathons 🤭

I am so excited for this story! It’s going to be amazing 🤩

What’s a cap marathon? Lmao 😂

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NEW WORK COMING FRIDAY 😎

In this alternate universe, JJ left the OBX to become a member of the 75 Army Ranger Battalion, leaving behind friends, family, and the one person he loves the most.

Kiara never wanted JJ to leave in the first place, and has been holding a grudge ever since he left.

What will happen when his unexpected return catches her off guard and they both have to confront feelings of the past that never faded over time.

Can love heal all wounds or will they be forever scarred?

This fic is a request from Kaden7081 on wattpad. @kadenfff

Damn I’m excited 😆

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This is why I started writing in the first place 😭

We don’t talk enough about the satisfying feeling you get as an author when you’ve written exactly the fic you wanna read

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so i needed a few weeks to actually let the ending of together rlly marinate and soak in and then game of love ended yesterday 😭😭😭 your stories are so good and i honestly cant wait to reread them (i think that’s the best part about them ending! LOL) i cant wait to see what you have in store for us and i’ll always be here reading! keep up the great work ❤️😉

Awe thank you so much 🥹😭

Two stories I have loved writing coming to end end is so hard for me as well. I am super excited about the next one though 😘

So happy you’ll be along for the ride 😎

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I was not emotionally prepared for two of your fics to end! 🥹 You beautiful, beautiful writer! I cannot wait to see what gift you bestow on us next! 😍

Thank you so much mkconlon1 😭

I am REALLY excited about what’s coming next and you won’t have to wait long, I promise 😘

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Chapter 17/17

"Hey," he says, eyes looking her over in an almost concerned manner. Like she would only be reaching out if she needed something.

"Hi," she echoes. "You did really good." His half heartened smile doesn't really reach his eyes.

"Yeah," he nods with a shrug. "Not enough though."

"Have you talked to the recruiter yet?"

"Probably gonna soon," he laments, catching her off guard.

"Are you worried about it?" she asks, trying to understand why he seems upset by that information.

He shrugs. "Not something you gotta worry about," he tells her. It's not unkind, just a fact. Like he's resigned it to be his problem and no one else's.

Her brows furrow, wanting to pressure him to talk to her about it. To tell her what's going through his head, but JJ is faster.

"What about you," he asks. "You got a deal yet?"

Recruiters have been at practices. Talking to her, coming to games, communicating with her coaches. Would make sense if she did.

"I'm committed to NCS," she tells him. He's always known that. "I sign next week." That's when it becomes real. When there is no going back on anyone's end.

JJ nods. "Good," he says. "You earned it."

"Thanks."

A silence fills them, but they don't look away from each other. Like their eyes can't be pulled away from the other person's gaze. It's heavy. And it's becoming too much for JJ.

The loss of his game has him in a weird limbo of emotions. On one side he was hoping he blew his chances with UNC. He'd be free if they didn't want him. On the other end he has the girl he's in love with right in front of him. Standing there, being her. Caring about him even after all the shit he's caused. Still checking in. Still wanting to know if he's alright.

He doesn't know if he can go a second longer without wrapping his arms around her. His breath hitches, and it's like Kiara is snapped back to reality.

"Is UNC where you really wanna go?"

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Is Game of Love really ending with the next chapter?? I'm barely over the end of Together. Sneak peak of chapter 17?

Oh girl I’m barely over together as well 😭💕

It is the ending of Game of Love as well. I actually came here to write a post telling everyone it’s on AO3 right now 😆

I am so happy you love and enjoy the story.

I have a new work coming out shortly 🥰

Won’t be seeing the end of me lol.

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I love Together and Game of love and I know you are writing new stuff that I’m more than excited to read!! I just came here to tell you youre amazing and thank you for the dedication you put in the weekly updates and giving us the best always!!

Also I don’t know if you are taking any request but I would love to see a Jiara AU as Will and Elizabet from POTC I can see them playing them sooo well and I think you would write incredibly the pining and the long gazes. Idk if you are willing to but I would read it xoxo

Oh thank you so much! It feels so good to hear you are enjoying my writing. I do work hard to get things posted appropriately haha.

I’ve actually had a similar thought about JJ and Kiara being Will and Elizabeth in pirates 😆

That would definitely be testing my writing talent as I am more of a romance kinda writer than action lol. Perhaps I could give it a try at some point. Got a lot to write right now but keep reminding me, I may find time for it 😘

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Game of Love Chapter 16

Kiara walks up to him, rage boiling over. Luke is looking at his phone, but his attention realigns on her when he notices the girl stopping in front of him.

"I help you?" he questions.

"You're a terrible father," Kiara tells him. "Do you know that?"

Lukes once tolerant eye, clouds over. His features darkening at the statement. Because it appeared more like an accusation than an observance or opinion. "That right?" he challenges.

"Yeah," Kiara nods, eyebrows pinched.

Luke crosses his arms. "Anything else?"

So many things. So many insults she wants to hurl at him. From him being an abusive asshole to ruining her relationship, she has so much she wants to say. But what she hates the most is how little he actually sees JJ.

How he doesn't understand his own son's dream or give him the kind of acknowledgment and praise he deserves. For having a son an amazing as JJ is in spite of how poorly a job his father has done.

"Do you have any idea how special your son is?" she continues, like she hadn't heard him at all. Like his voice is meaningless. A whisper in the wind too soft to be noticed. "Like, even a clue?"

"I think I know my boy better than you," Luke jeers.

Kiara scowls. "No, you don't," she says, before pushing past him and exiting the gym towards the locker room.

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