lis4ux

[lis4ux]

miss your writing soo much! i’ve been rereading together. when are you coming backk ??

Awwwe you’re so sweet, thank you. I’ve been rereading it a little too lol. But that’s probably because I��m starting to write a sequel..

Give me time, it’s coming 😘

[lis4ux]

Please please please never stop writing Jiara for us😭😭😭😭

I missed your fics like crazy and the new one was AMAZING and too cute 🫶🏻

Awe thank you 🥹❤️

I am starting to get into the writing groove again. We’ll see what’s next, soon 🥰🖤

[lis4ux]

Any chance of an epilogue for Enemies with benefits and beach houses? I loved that so much time, I just need a little more 🔥🔥🔥❤️

Ooooo that would be good. I’ll have to give it some thought. Maybe I could do something in the future 🖤thank you for reading, I’m happy you enjoyed it 🥰

[lis4ux]

Put it to bed by Kelsea Ballerini is so jiara and lis4u coded! I am politely requesting a one shot (or longer if you’re feeling generous) with that song in mind! 😍

It’s been so long since you sent this request, I apologize! But here you go 🖤

Put it to bed

[lis4ux]

hiiii ! I miss your writing sooo much 😩💕 are you planning on coming back? (No pressure tho, I know you might be busy)

Oh you’re so sweet. Honestly I needed a break and then I’ve been a very active soccer mom lol. I’ve been having a little trouble with motivation, but I really just need to just actually sit down and go without thinking so I can get in the rhythm again lol. Asks like this do help motivate me. I’m happy to hear you want more 🥹 I will do my best to get you something soon ❤️

[lis4ux]

where have you disappeared to?? your fans miss youuuu

Oh sorry! Didn’t mean to go dark, just have a lot going on. I’m currently writing a one shot and will hopefully have it published soon 🥰

[lis4ux]

I read 8 chapters and now AO3 is down for maintenance! 😩 But gosh you are such a gift to the fandom! Thank you!!!

Oh no that’s the worst time too lmao so sorry!

Happy you are enjoying the story, and I appreciate those kind words 🥰

[lis4ux]

omg! the entire story is written???? sooo im assuming no waiting an entire week for new chapters?

That is correct lol. I’ll likely have it all posted tomorrow 🥰

[lis4ux]

omggg i was so shocked to see you appear in my inbox when i woke up this morning! i’m so excited for this new fic and im happy you already have an idea of how many chapters there will be… i’m so excited for this au personally cause i’ve been wanting a new jiara fic where they meet at school and their relationship starts from there… i can’t wait to see how this story goes and happy birthday to your friend as well!!!

I know, I couldn’t let anyone know what I was doing because I didn’t want my bestie figuring it out lol. Apologies for all the deception. It’ll definitely be ten chapters, I’ve already written the entire thing lol. Just gotta post 😊 happy you’re excited for it ❤️

[lis4ux]

A birth day present to my best friend @innerself-exe Without this fandom we would have never met. Eternally grateful for a world in which these characters allowed us to cross paths. I am so blessed to have you as my best friend and am so happy to be celebrating your birthday.

Cannot tell you how hard it was to not tell you I was doing this. The amount of lying I had to do on Tumblr alone so you wouldn't suspect. Now you get why I couldn't give you any hints as to your present lol. You would have clocked it immediately.

This isn't really a soulmates AU in the sense that you are thinking. JJ and Kiara are soulmates and their relationship is one example of clicking with someone in an unexpected and amazing way, much like how me and my bestie connected. ❤️

Start here 🥰

[lis4ux]

have been writing anything new for jiara? i miss your fics ☹️

Awe I’ve missed writing as well! I will definitely jump back into it soon, I promise! Things are finally calming down at my job so ill be less stressed and able to focus in my off hours 😊

[lis4ux]

Jiara don’t hit the same after that shit show ending😭 they used to be my otp. Have you seen the new season of the night agent, it was so good ? 😊

They definitely ruined the show and jiara. I still don’t have words. It’s like, yeah, some seasons aren’t the greatest of a show, but this. This was so bad that I can honestly just ignore the entire season no problem. They should just do it over cause everything was so shitty. So many clearly set up things they couldn’t pull off because of the actors.

I watched the first season of the night watch and watched maybe the first two episodes of the second season. It’s alright to me lol. Liked the first season. Maybe I need to push through for the second lol. Nothing like the 4 season of obx. Anything is better than that.

[lis4ux]

You should watch the night agent

Oh I have lol ❤️

[lis4ux]

Heyaa hope you are having a very beautiful -and deserved- vacation!!

Saw your ask of the other day and may I suggest again the Forever my girl au?? 👉🏽👈🏽

Obsly would take anything you write because you are amazing!! But I will leave this ask if you want to take some inspo lol

Rest and take care of yourself!! sending love

Oh thank you 😊 time off is always nice. I’ve never seen that movie! Lmao. I’m always up for inspiration though ❤️ and thank you for thinking of me in that request. I will definitely give it some thought. Right now I’m just taking a break. Got a lot of work things and I’m hoping things will calm down in a couple weeks and I can get serious about writing again. Thanks for being patient with me ❤️

[lis4ux]

Hi fav writer! I know you’re taking a much needed (and well deserved) break, but do you have any idea what your next jiara fic will be?! ♥️

Awe you’re so sweet 🥰

I’ve put a little thought into it, but not enough to be able to tell you what or even when I would be starting it at this point. Been a very crazy couple of weeks with the holidays and everything. I will return though, I promise 😊

[lis4ux]

Chapter 21/21. I’m sorry, but I do love you

He's in the kitchen, trying to get a glass of water so he doesn't end up throwing up in an hour, when a cute brunette approaches him. Her hair is straight, and she's got a cute face. Her tits are nice, but he only knows that because she's wearing a string bikini top and she's peaking underneath the fabric.

"Hey," she purrs in his ear.

"Sup," he replies, turning back to the sink to drink his water. Over the rim he sees that Kiara and the Pogues are also heading towards the kitchen.

"I saw your race," she tells him, lifting her chest a bit higher, clearly trying to get his attention. "You're pretty good."

"Glad to have a fan," he says with a put on smile.

By this time the Pogues are at the island, and Pope is suggesting they leave. The perky brunette doesn't pay them any attention though.

"I can be more than a fan," she says, pulling his attention away from the group.

Kiara coughs a little at the comment, clearly finding it desperate or some other disapproving way. JJ's eyes snap to her face, but he's not amused. He knows he's supposed to ignore her. He's not supposed to give a shit what she thinks. Problem is, his drunk brain is not the greatest at figuring out how to convey that subtly. Or accurately.

"Least someone is," he says, directly to Kiara.

Kiara looks side to side, like she wasn't sure he was actually talking to her. "What?"

"Don't know why this is any of your business."

Pope and John B flank him, trying to settle him down. He's not hearing anything they have to say though.

"It's not," Kiara says, turning her face from confused to defensive. "Do whatever you want."

"Thanks, not like I need your permission," he snaps back.

"What is your problem?" she argues, crossing her arms. "I have literally done nothing to you all night and you're being a dick."

Yeah, that's accurate. He knows that. He knows she's right. But being right isn't the point.

"I don't have a problem," he disagrees. "I know EXACTLY what I want, unlike some people."

"Yeah, okay, I can tell," she responds with snark. "Go on, go fuck her," she says, waving a hand in the direction of the very confused girl.

It makes his blood boil. The indication that that's all he wants. That he'd settle for less than what he's staring at right now. Irritated that she could ever think there would be a suitable alternative to her.

Does she actually want him to go with that girl? Does she really not give a shit? It's hard for him to believe that, but what other choice does he have? But just so he's super clear, and there is no confusion about anything, he pops off.

"I don't fucking want HER.”

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[lis4ux]

Chapter 20/21. Fuck you, Kie

She is feeling sleepy by the end of the day, and she can tell JJ is as well. She just knows he isn't going to sleep unless she does. So, she turns over and suggests they sleep, to which he agrees.

She closes her eyes, taking a deep breath. It's then that the memory flashes in her head. Water coming up to her face as the wave engulfs her. Head spinning as the it tosses her around. Darkness enveloping her whole and breath being taken from her lungs. It's like it's happening all over again.

"Whoa, hey, Kiara," JJ whispers.

"Hmm?"

"You're shaking, Princess," he says, eyes sweeping across her frame. "What's going on?"

She's afraid.

She shakes her head, unable to say it. Unable to communicate what she's feeling. Which is almost more terrifying that the actual feelings themselves. She's alone, just feeling this way.

"You're safe," he breathes, urgently telling her. "Kiara, you're okay, it's over."

She realizes she's been holding her breath, letting her lungs fill to capacity when she releases her hold on it. She feels the air hit and fill her lungs, chest rising and falling in time with it. A true sign of life.

"I got you," he promises.

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