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THAT'S IT

I'm done trying to figure out how to talk to allistic people!!!!!!!

I'm sorry, but this is getting ridiculous. Every fucking sentence, every word has to be examined for tiny little intricacies and hidden meanings and subtext and I'M FUCKING DONE.

I say what I mean, and I mean what I say, and if you want clarification then here's a silly little tool called

FUCKING ASK ME FOR CONTEXT/CLARIFICATION

I have to figure out how to word even the smallest things because allistic people will think I'm weird, or rude, or stupid, or malicious, and it's traumatizing and fucking unfair when I put in the work to try and communicate and allistic people can't do an ounce of work for me or any neurodivergent individual.

And I feel so disingenuous when talking to allistic people because I can't stim, I can't just straight up ask questions, I can't do any of the things I normally do to show support or love to them. Why? Because allistic people have all these needless rules for conversation that at best are exhausting, and at worse traumatizing.

So I'm going to be unapologetically autistic/neurodivergent and if people have a problem with that, they can suck my dick. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk™️

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SQUEAK MEGA ART DUMP

squeak is a little cat i used to draw weekly on twitter! she loves chaos and arson, has the ability to travel between dimensions (mostly so i can just draw her with whatever characters i want), and is very smelly

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Update to this post

I’m Dave, your friendly neighborhood cripple and I just had a portacath placed for long-term vein access due to gastroparesis and POTS.

While I hit my deductible in August, I was still $377 away from my out of pocket maximum for the year, so I was forced to pay it prior to my procedure, which really set us back financially.

I am still paying back my DME for my tube feeding formula that wasn’t covered until I hit my deductible, and I am on a payment plan for the week my IV fluids were not covered.

If anyone would be able to help us out while I’m on medical leave, we still have other bills that are falling behind, and our account is negative almost $450.

TL;DR I’m completely reliant on tube feeds and IV fluids to stay alive and it turns out that’s really expensive, please consider helping my spouse and I out with medical bills.

If you’d rather contribute medical supplies, my list is here

Cashapp: $forcewielder

Message me for PayPal/venmo 💜

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sometimes the way some people on here talk about fat people is like bizarre

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say it ain’t sooo

your snout is a wood-borer

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just saw someone post “it’s common knowledge ur not supposed to spam reblog from someone ur not mutuals with” …..?????????? am i confused??? IS that common knowledge???? i try not to spam if i can help it but i actually personally love seeing spam notifs lmao??? unless i dont know what spam reblog means

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NEW VIDEO! Does the galliwasp lizard really sting?

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So Arizona launched an “education hotline” that allows “concerned parents” to report “””critical race theory””” and other things like ~gender identity~ being taught in the classroom

It would be a shame if the number and email were spread to bad actors looking to prank call the AZ Department of Education

602-771-3500 or empower @ azed .gov 🤡

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so like, i hate conspiracy theories with a firey passion.

hate them so goddamn much.

90% of them are based on antisemitic rhetoric, and almost all of the time the proponents of this shit prey on mentally ill people

fuck conspiracy theories so goddamn much

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Do you like Downtown Abbey? Do you like Doctor Who? And do you want to see more poc, disabled and lgbt people in media? Well do I have a story for you-

I can't do this, lol. Advertising is hard.

Hello I have a series, it's called Wild Stories and it's about a black autistic trans man in the 1920s. His name is August Wild. He's a private detective and he's desperately trying not to fall in love with Jack Thorn the constable at the station he regularly goes to.

As luck would have it, Jack is deeply closeted and also super autistic so Wild's secret is safe! For now. And also the Detective Inspector Adams is in his cannon era the way he's trying to sink this ship. He's standing in as a disapproving father in that he does not approve. He's aro/ace and never had kids with his wife so he needed someone to be disappointed in- We're also in the process of reforming the Inspector, he's nearing the end of a villain arc.

The receptionist Till is just here for the drama and the free food. Don't worry though, she's not getting off scot-free I will be throwing some drama at her too. But right now she's just living her best butch life and watching her friends lives fall apart. :)

And actively helping. Basically this is the story of Till getting her ship together and Adams being very much against that.

Why did I mention Doctor Who? Well because... eccentric trans guy in suit. I'm sure there are more similarities but it about stops there.

So yeah if you would like to read it, maybe I recommend Wild Stories 1- The Shadow

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Knowing that trans women of color started the movement in the united states and were literally immediately erased and excluded from what they started is the most deeply jading knowledge.

It is the original sin of the so-called queer community and it damns it from the cradle.

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hi im callie. i never made a donation post before but basically ive decided to swallow my pride here because of the monumental stress weighing down on my body and skull and brain and soul. basically, i spent a ton of money because i had to replace the transmission in my car, in the process of replacing the transmission, the mechanic disconnected some other bullshit, which caused my engine to overheat to the point of being unable to start again. unfortunately i now need at least enough for a down payment on a car (at least $1k usd), which i do not have, on account of the whole transmission situation. ANYWAY, if you like my bad posts or my (incredibly sporadic) streams and you've got money to spare, i would really appreciate it if you could help me out. thanku if you do, no pressure if you dont

VENMO: slimecallie

CASHAPP: $Slimecallie

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help me avoid getting my teeth pulled!

Hello, I'm Halexander (better known to some by my legal name, Dirk Strider), I am 26 years old, I use he/him pronouns, and I'm getting my life together! I recently however lost my job in part due to tooth pain I experienced and as a result, while my insurance isn't in question, my ability to pay for dental work I have avoided for 6 years is. As it turns out, I need a root canal, and dental work as some of you know, is expensive. With my insurance paying half, I'm still estimated to need to pay about $2500+ dollars, including a root canal I have scheduled for next Wednesday, July 26th, a crown I need to schedule an appointment for as soon as possible after that to prevent further infection/extraction, and for filling of other cavities I have that are not quite bad enough to need a root canal and will be significantly cheaper if I get taken care of now.

Any amount helps. I'm terrified of losing my teeth following some spectacularly bad dental experiences, and I know I don't have a lot of time to raise that money. I'm hoping unemployment will help with this but in the mean time while my application is processed, that could take up to 5 weeks. How to help:

My paypal is turingt3st3d@gmail.com, the link is here if you just want to click it to be taken to the page

my kofi is here (with a goal counter) along with my shop if you want to get some stickers in return! i'll note the stickers will probably not be sent out for another month or so while i get this stuff settled + done

thank you for sharing, helping, and following me over these past years, and if you're new here, i'm sorry it's not the best of terms! this year has been one of the most financially and mentally healthy years of my life, and despite the recent medical issues, I'm hoping that things continue to look up :>

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