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It stings, but I had to accept it

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I wish I could see how people find me charming or something even though I hate myself

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Her cruel thoughts.

The worst is silence when I want to scream, But my voice is locked inside a dream. A fortress built from stone and pride, No one enters, though many have tried.

I wear my strength like armor tight, But inside, I’m losing every fight. Thoughts cut deep, they never miss— Yet I reject the offered kiss.

Help feels heavy, love feels fake, Like I’m a burden they can’t take. They get upset, they walk away— As if I chose to feel this way.

They say I’m cold, I shut them out, But solitude is safer than their doubt. Don’t force your words into my space, I need the quiet, not the chase.

Let me breathe, let me fall, Let me scream against this wall. I’m scared of who I’m turning into— A mirror of a past I never knew.

I don’t want to be her, not again, Not the woman buried in old pain. I just want peace, soft and small, Before these cruel thoughts take it all.

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The man that got away.

At first, I didn’t pay much attention to him—the man who quietly left messages, who found ways to make me smile just to get my attention. He was there during my darkest days, offering comfort without asking for anything in return. But despite everything, we never pursued what was growing between us.

I chose someone else instead. Someone who ended up betraying the genuine intentions I had. And now, looking back, I can’t help but wonder…

What if I had chosen him? What if I had seen his worth from the beginning? Would things have turned out differently—happier, more real?

It’s a regret that lingers. Not because of what we didn’t have, but because I might have turned away from something true.

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