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[livelaughlovekny]

CAN YOU FINALLY REPLY TO COMMENTS, LIPE?!!?!1?!?

YEAHH IM FINALLY FREE RAHH

also i promise that i will get back into posting/writing 🫡🫡

[livelaughlovekny]

Imma just send another ask HAHAHSJDDN

OH

OHH TYSM

BUT HELP WHY DONT I HAVE IT

@cloudymistedskies isit like a feature on the app because i only use browser tumblr :'(

OH HELP I HOPE SO TOO 😢😢

[livelaughlovekny]

You can now reply to posts using sideblogs so I’m just sliding here to let u know :3c

Hirbrhe ehenaihakwks

OOO WAIT WHAT TYSM

omg im going to try it now

NOO HELP IDK HOW TO DO IT

HELP I FEEL SO STUPID BUT WHAT PROFILE 😔 @cloudymistedskies

[livelaughlovekny]

guys would it come as a surprise if i said the first time i wrote for kny was for a character x character ship and i did so on wattpad?

would it also be surprising if i said i still have the account and works up?

(but haha the username is different)

@cloudymistedskiesVBAHAHAHAH WATTPAD WAS MY COMFORT PLACE A FEW YEARS AGO AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THE COMMUNITY I GOT INTO BUT OHMY HOW I WRONG I WOULD BE IF SAID WATTPAD WASNT A WILD PLACE TO BE IN !!

[livelaughlovekny]

casually combusts

OMG THE WAY I HAD TO REREAD BECAUSE I WAS SO SHOCKED ?! LIKE OML TYSM ?! CFVGBH HELP IM GIDDY WITH JOY

[livelaughlovekny]

i have been adopted *peace*

i have never tried tacos before :00

[livelaughlovekny]

BDJFNFOSKFMG 🥹💗

WAHHHHH I FEEL SO HAPPY *happy dance hehe*

I DIDNT EXPECT TO BEFRIEND SOMEONE THEOUGH A SECONDARY BLOG ON TUMBLR WAH 💗💗💗💗

*rolling around giggling*

[livelaughlovekny]

GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR EXAMS AND TAKE CARE OF URSELF!!! I HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL

I drew this rq for the sillies !!

Take care of urself, Lipe!!!!

SXDCFVGBHN HELP OML YOURE TOO SWEET TYSM OMG

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF TOOOO !!

[livelaughlovekny]

I think I'll be going on a mini hiatus! I'm having exams really soon and I've been experiencing bad writer's block.

Requests are still open though I can't work on it as quickly as I would like!

Also, I have a question:

Personally I love reading fluff and writing angst + comfort !!

[livelaughlovekny]

is this how i reply on secondary blogs from now on

@cloudymistedskies

NO WAY LMAO YOU JUST ATE THE EGGSHELLS 😮 🫵

also fun fact: one of my favourite food is egg (thou i dont enjoy their shells)

[livelaughlovekny]

🥚❓

hmm what a questionable egg...

let's crack it open

🥚🔨

💥

🐨

you got a koala!

come back next time to receive your mystery egg-nimal 🫶

[livelaughlovekny]

🌷 send this to ten bloggers you think are wonderful. keep the game going! 🌷

oml im so sorry for seeing this late 🥹

TYSM AND I THINK YOU ARE WONDERFUL TOO 🫵💗

[livelaughlovekny]

GAH HELP OML MY HEARTBEAT IS LITERALLY SKYROCKETING (this is a very good/positive thing) TYSM ?! STOP I CANT BELIEVE THIS

I FEEL SO HONOURED AND GIDDY WITH HAPPINESS HELP

*twirling my hair, kicking my feet and giggling*

ALSO I LOVE YOUR MARI AND SHIP LORE THEYRE FIRE @cloudymistedskies

[livelaughlovekny]

He declares his love for you (#2)

WARNING: MAJOR MANGA SPOILERS + CHARACTER DEATHS (ANGST - COMFORT) Notes: Original AU, Gender neutral reader (long hair), 2nd person POV, a/n: this a rewrite of this fic !! Quote + Source: “And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.” ― Kiersten White, The Chaos of Stars

  He adored how elegant and graceful you looked despite the way your hair looked so wild as the wind blew against it. With your free hand, you pushed away the hair flying around your face and tucked it behind your ear. Turning around to face him, you grinned brightly as you held out your other hand to him that was holding a bunch of chrysanthemums.

  “Don’t they look so lovely?”

  He loved how you would always smile so brightly and happily as you skipped towards him and would tell him how lovely the flowers you picked smelt. His heart would always beat faster when you picked out flowers you found beautiful for him. He never really saw the beauty of flowers but since he fell for you, everything seemed so magical. He adored the way he could see the plain and ordinary world from your fresh and rosy view. You made everything seem so clear despite the fact that his memory was constantly failing him.

  “Look! Doesn’t that patch of mushroom look so cute?”

  “That cloud looks funny! It kinda looks like a bunny with a tail.”

  “Birds have such adorable voices!”

  He loved you so much that he didn’t know how he was to express it. How was he supposed to let you know how every time he was on a mission he would finish it as efficiently and quickly as possible so he could return to your warm embrace as soon as possible? What words would you let you know that whenever you were on a mission, his mind would constantly be filled with thoughts of you returning and his heart filled with worry for your safety? He felt because of you. He could remember better because of you. How would he ever be able to repay you back? Your love for him was just so warm and beautiful that he started to write about every single little detail he loved about you and you in a notebook.  

  When you waved your hand in front of him to pull him out of his mind and focus onto you and the present moment, his eyes refocused onto you and your overwhelming beauty.

  “Heyy, are you with me?”

  He nodded his head while silently marvelling at your features. You had a few scratches and scars all over your face. You were most definitely not the thinnest nor thickest. You weren’t the tallest or the shortest, the fairest or the darkest nor the strongest or the weakest. You were just you and another person to someone else. Yet when you smiled curiously at him, he could feel his breath hitch. He loved you so much that his mind would fail him and he was never able to find the words to express his affection for you. Silently accepting the chrysanthemums you brought him, he watched as you beamed at him.

  “They look lovely, don’t they? They smell just as lovely too! Chrysanthemums are my favourite flowers ever! They look, smell and taste amazing!”

  He recalled when you had eagerly offered him some chrysanthemum tea you had boiled. It tasted alright, he didn’t quite see the fuss about it but you had looked at him with such glee that he decided not to tell you and just kept on drinking. Grabbing a chrysanthemum from your hand, he tucked it into your ear. The blush that spread across your cheeks and the shine in your eyes would forever be imprinted in his mind.

  When the two of you parted ways, much to his secret reluctance, he decided that he would seek advice from someone. His first thought went to Mitsuri but he deemed her unsuitable due to his inability to handle her constant gushing and squealing. He settled on consulting Shinobu. She was an older sister figure to many and was very level headed, she would definitely be able to answer his questions. Before he could forget, he hurriedly went to the Butterfly Estate. Upon meeting her, he quickly explained his inability to express his love for his beloved. She smiled.

  “Oh? I didn’t expect you to be concerned about that. I suggest just telling her ‘I love you’. It’s much easier to be straightforward than to beat around the bush.”

  That didn’t feel enough to him. You were constantly expressing your love for him through your letters and actions, how was he supposed to show his love through three simple words? Regardless, he thanked Shinobu and left. The following days started becoming weeks which in turn became months. He was never able to find the words to express his adoration for you until one day.

  He was on his way back from a mission when he overheard an elderly woman advising her granddaughter on love. The girl seemed to be no older than ten and yet she looked so serious and eager to learn how to love. The elderly woman smiled warmly at the girl and asked if she believed in multiple lives and having a soulmate. The innocent little girl had agreed, and confidently declared that she would love her crush no matter what when asked if she would love her crush even if they were in another lifetime, and met through different circumstances. That moment seemed like a turning point. Suddenly, he knew how to express his love for you. He didn’t believe in multiple lives like an innocent child and yet his heart was sure that his love for you would always remain even if the both of you went through multiple lifetimes. Now with an idea in his mind, he was excited to finally be able to proclaim his love for you.

  He just didn’t know that when he was finally able to see the way your eyes shine and your mouth drop, it would be his last words. He had intended for the both of you to live together for the rest of your lives. He had not intended to have you watch the light in his eyes slowly fade away as he forced the words he had been holding in for too long out.

  “I’m sorry… I was never able to tell you but I love you. And I’d choose you… In a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you…”

  You had gasped. Your eyes grew and for a moment, the both of you were not at war and separated but madly in love and alright. At his very last moment, he saw the way your eyes shone with so much love that it spilled out of your eyes in the form of tears and he could feel a weight finally being lifted off of him. At your very last moment together, you finally heard his declaration of his love for you. You watched your beloved, with so much love in your heart, die. The overwhelming love in your heart spilled out when your heart shattered. The love built up into anger and resentment. With those emotions, you fought till the war was over. The war was over. But was so your lover’s life. There would never ever be someone who you would be able to love like you did for him. But that’s alright, you didn’t have the time to anyways. Slowly and painfully making your way to your beloved’s corpse, you carefully entwined your fingers together before you too, took your last breath.

Bonus: The music floated in the air and he held his breath as the doors opened. You made your entrance and towards him slowly. Your eyes connected and he could feel his heart almost jump out of his chest. You were just so overwhelmingly full of beauty and the way you glowed as you walked towards him as you held a bouquet of chrysanthemums. He loved you so much. You were the constant shining light in his life and the other half to his soul.  As the both of you were declared married, he captured your lips in his as his vows to you lingered in the air.

  “And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.”

a/n: different types of chrysanthemums symbolise different things. chrysanthemums can symbolise death and grief but also life and happiness (according to google) !! hopefully this version was better then the original

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He comforts you

Notes: Modern AU , Gender neutral reader, 2nd person POV a/n: Not really sure how I feel about comfort fics but writing comforting/affirmative(?) words makes me feel better. Hope that this helps anyone out there!

  “Hey.” A pause. “ Are you free?” He could hear what you didn’t say. He immediately responded. “Yeah, the playground?” He was already getting himself dressed and picking up his keys. “Yeah.” You hang up. When he arrived at the neighbourhood playground, he saw you on the swings, staring at the ground. You had that expression on your face you always have when you are thinking about what happened and trying to figure out what was wrong. He takes the swing next to you and looks at you carefully, trying not to scare or overwhelm you. “Hey. Want to talk about it?”

  You swung your feet a little, moving back and forth. “I don’t know.” He waited. He knew that you would speak, you just needed a moment to get yourself ready. “I don’t know. I- I just- I don’t know.” Your head was swamped with thoughts, unable to focus on swinging, you stopped. “I just- I don’t know. I- I’m so sorry, I can’t explain myself and there’s just like stuff I- I don’t know, I have so much but like if I can’t I-” You struggled to form a coherent sentence; your thoughts were starting to overwhelm you. There was too much happening too fast.

  Muichirou nodded his head. “Take your time. You can start small. Do you want me to guide you a little?” You nodded your head, desperate to get your thoughts straight. “How did it start?” Silently, you recounted what happened in your head and struggled to get the words out. You didn’t know how to explain yourself. He looked at you calmly. “I won’t judge, take it slow. You can always add on later. I will listen.” Right, yes, you don’t have to get everything out at once. You take a deep breath. “I was supposed to be doing homework but I wasn’t. I was texting my friends. My mother started telling me how she needs me to tell her when I want to use my laptop and phone for leisure activities. She said I only had a total of two hours a day.” Your words got stuck in your throat.

  Humming softly to acknowledge your words, Muichirou asked, “I see, how did that make you feel? Just your feelings, you don’t have to provide an explanation if you can’t at the moment.” Collecting yourself, you answered, “Annoyed. Very annoyed and frustrated.” You pause before continuing, “I- I don’t remember why. Everything feels so jumbled up together and like all mushed up. I can’t remember anything.” Your anxiety started to return and you were starting to detach from reality, struggling to stay afloat in your ocean of thoughts. He reached over and tentatively placed his hand on yours. “Come back, you don’t have to be alone with your thoughts. Take it slow. Let’s try another question. Which part of getting your laptop and phone restricted annoy you the most?”

  Getting pulled back into the real world and for a short moment, out of your thoughts, you blinked slowly, trying to calm down. “I think it’s because I’m getting too reliant on them. Especially my laptop. I need to listen to music to do most things. I need a nice distraction but not too much and I need to be able to control it. I think. It’s so hard to complete my work and tasks on time. I can’t focus. It’s just so hard. I need to like, switch between work and rest. I feel so mad at myself but I can’t help it and it’s just so tiring.” You had so much more to say but you couldn’t get it out.

  Muichirou stared at you calmly. “I get what you mean. It is tough to concentrate on stuff for long periods of time. You haven’t been feeling well for a long time, correct?” You nodded your head, feeling the need to elaborate on that too but couldn’t. “Don’t worry, you can tell me how you feel later. I understand that you find it very hard to focus on things and that’s alright, it’s not easy constantly feeling like you have to fix and prove yourself and get things done on time. It’s also okay to not know what caused you to be anxious.” And then, it was like something within you snapped.

  Tears started sliding down your cheek. Noticing your tears, Muichirou got up and hugged you. You start sobbing harder. “It’s just that I feel so angry! And I’m just mad at myself for being mad! It’s honestly my fault but I can’t help it and I feel so awful and!” Your words spilled out and stumbled against each other; you sounded incoherent yet he understood what you wanted to convey. Gently pressing his palm against your back, he slid it down and up to sooth you. “I’m here. I’m not going to leave.”

  “I may not be able to take away your pain but I hope I will be able to help you overcome it. It’s not easy carrying all that pain yourself, you have been very brave. I’m proud of you.”

a/n: didnt manage to work on my requests these few days due to school stress but its been worked on a little!! :0 might make this a series/collection where the situations are a little more details perhaps?

[livelaughlovekny]

no but can you imagine where he learned such stuff? like 100% from demons and sanemi

hes so blunt its hilarious

no but just visualise it: you, a 100+ year old monster, before your death, your head gets sliced off by an amnesic kid, who you poisoned, and then he tells you to just burn. its so funny. if not, at least worth a smile.

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imagine if he only talks about/listens to "dumb stuff" because its from you

like omg imagine. he values time sm but like just for you he would listen about how life would be so much better if you were a rock and what kind of rock you would be (a small, slight rough rock). he will take your words very seriously. why? because theyre from you. he might not rmb everything but he will rmb how excited you look when you finally had someone who was willing to listen to your logic