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More vampire ocs.

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Eyes

Some art I've done for my vampire the masquerade campaign

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Amir Carlisle, Lasombra 👑🖤🩸

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So besides writing fanfic I also play in a vampire the masquerade campaign and I want to introduce my blorbo, Florence Adams, a tremere who just wants to find love.

ngl I don't know the original person who made the base for this piece but I will update the post if someone links me it, here is the pintrest I found it from. It's one of those that has been shared enough the original creator is hard to find.

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So there may in fact be a Caleb fic at some point cause I need him carnally it's actually kind of insane I won't lie.

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Remembrance: Love and Deepspace AU 4 (Rewritten)

Au premise: So, what if mc actually remembered everytime she's reincarnated, and what if she regrets the choices she's made in every single reincarnation and is finally using this timeline to try and fix it once she realizes this might be her only chance. But she is entirely unsure if the boys remember their past lives with her, so she must navigate all these feelings along with judging if they remember too. AN: So this is a rewrite of my orginal Sylus fic due to me now having access to his myth and being able to more properly reference details. Also now I am uploading these are their own fics to AO3. So if you prefer to read them there here you go [Link] Also I might write one of these for Caleb at some point but it will be a bit due to me needing details from his myths.

Sylus x mc | Sylus x Y/N | Angst | Alternate Universe| Route: Sylus | Other Routes

The bait was set, you had drunk from the black glass and let it be known you had information about the aether core. Of course that wasn't the entire truth but the general masses didn't need to know that.

Turning around on the stool as you looked out to the crowd, a black dress wrapped around your figure as you slowly stood. You hoped this would lead you to whoever killed your grandma and Caleb. They had to be here, or at the very least someone who had a lead had to be here and all you had to do was wait for the right moment.

As you walked through the crowd mindlessly your thoughts wondered on everything you had experienced. There was a tightness in your chest as your memories soon clouded with the past you shared a man and his white hair and pricing red eyes. A sigh left your lips before you were brought back to the present by a hand grabbing your arm and you looked to see who it was.

Just a random man, but his face screamed trouble so before he could do anything you disarmed him with a small scoff before continuing through the crowd without too much care for yourself. Before something partially blinded you with a spotlight, out of reflex covering your face before realizing it was some kind of eye. As fast as it observed you it moved away.

'That can't be good' was all you could think of before you were surrounded by a crowd of people. Without warning they began to attack you and so you started to defend yourself before feeling the sting of something being injected into you and then your vision starting to get hazy. As someone appeared beside you showing off the syringe that contained the neurotoxin now running through your system before everything went dark.

You woke up barely able to process what was happening but you could gather that you were in the backseat of a car, and someone was driving you somewhere. The drug still in effect in your system made you to tired to be able to stay away much longer then a few minutes before it went dark again.

You were awoken this time by someone dragging you out to a graveyard. Trying your best to sit up you looked up at the man your vision still hazy from the drugs as his words and form slowly became more clear.

"core where is it?" Was all you managed to catch from his questioning. Giving him a confused look but he seemed to yell a question at you that you couldn't catch.

Before you knew it he was brandishing a pocket knife in front of you causing you to move back in reflex before he grabbed the strap of your dress and pulled you close the knife under your chin. The edge slightly digging into your skin as he asked again this time more clear.

"The aethercore, where is it?!" He questioned. prompting you to roll your eyes in response.

"You know there are better way to ask me that then drugging me and threats" You laughed weakly. He then dropped you as you looked up at him you noticed what you through were tendrils of black and red mist. Raising a brow confused by this as the man was quickly surrounded by someone's evol although you had no idea from where or who exactly.

Then from behind two men met you on either side wearing masks. They went over to the man's duffle bag and started to rumage through it as your kidnapper was then taken out by the mist. Although the two matching men seemed unbothered by the display.

"He didn't really have much in here" One of them spoke, before turning to the catherdial prompting you to look over as a figure somewhat blurred from the drugs jumped off and landed nearby and then began to walk over to you?

Slowly the figure came into form and the words were leaving you before you could thinking clearly.

"Sylus why are you here?" The whole interaction seemed like a dream to you. Although that question prompted him to freeze only a moment almost as if he wasn't sure of what he just heard before leaning down and then speaking.

"What do you think I'm doing here?" His tone has a strange intimidating quality to it, one you hadn't heard in years. You weren't scared but you were confused as things mixed together. Why exactly would he be here I mean obviously you were here to get information and he was here...?

"I don't know....taking a walk, although I kinda expected you to fly" Those words seemed to shock him, his expression mixed with many emotions although you weren't entirely sure why. Trying to reach out for him you were quickly stopped by your own body letting out a slightly frustrated sigh. Before you knew it though he was taking you into his arms like he hadn't been able to hug you in years. You were confused but enjoyed how warm he was as you melted into the embrace.

"I'm tired let's go home" Was all you could think about as you began to slowly drift back into sleep unable to process much else.

As you woke up it was certainly a confusing scene. You were dressed in the dress shirt of someone that wasn't you and there was red sheets covering you. Looking around slowly you took in the room around you before leading on the sleeping man beside you.

It's him, you're in his bed

Was the thought that flowed through your mind as you slowly moved to sit up to look at him almost in disbealif. You tried to remember the events of last night but most of it was hazy except for a few things.

He knows you remember

The words crashed through your mind as your heart rate started to rise. As you moved away from him as quickly as possible rushing to get out of the sheets as you held your chest. The commotion of course caused Sylus to wake up. He looked over at you obviously concerned, he rushed over to you before stopping in front of you as you put your hands out of in front of you.

"W-what happened last night?" There was a fear in your voice, but not of him. Of his reaction and yet he stepped back giving you space before speaking slowly trying to calm you down before your panic attack got any worse.

"First you need to breath, then we can talk." The words not entirely coming through to you but enough you could understand what he was asking. Slowly you took in a shakey breath, calming down enough to speak.

"Are you okay?" He asked this time now slowly approaching you again but not touching you.

"Not really but what happened last night..." You couldn't meet his gaze as you crossed your arms.

"First, what do you remember?" He asked trying to gauge what he needed to fill you in on.

"Not much, I got drugged at the Nest and then there was a graveyard, you were there....and that's it" Squeezing your arms into yourself as you spoke and you could tell he was starting to realize as well.

"I told you didn't I?" You finally bit the bullet to his surprise. "That I remember our past life together, that's the only reason I could think as to why I would wake up in your bed and in your clothes" You slowly met his gaze.

"Yes" He calmly answered, his expression was solem to say the last and yet the one emotion you thought he would have never appeared.

"Why don't you hate me? I'm the reason you're even here!" The words were spoken with frustrated sadness.

"And I made you kill me, so we're even" Was all he said, you're the one who was shocked before you felt tears starting to fall. And without another word, you feel his embrace and hand rubbing your back gently comforting you. He picked you up before bringing you back to bed stilling holding you as he let you cry out all the tears you needed.

"I'm sorry for making you do that" He said, slowly you looked up at him.

Sniffling as you spoke "And I cursed you to only die by my hand, so we're even" A slightly cheeky smile crossed your lips as he couldn't help but laugh at your words.

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So I’m gonna rewrite eventually the Sylus au fic due to his myth coming out. It’ll generally go the same but now I can be less vague

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Remembrance: Love and Deepspace AU 4

Au premise: So, what if mc actually remembered everytime she's reincarnated, and what if she regrets the choices she's made in every single reincarnation and is finally using this timeline to try and fix it once she realizes this might be her only chance. But she is entirely unsure if the boys remember their past lives with her, so she must navigate all these feelings along with judging if they remember too. AN: Okay this one is a little different cause I am sorta following the main plot but also not in these lol. But I think with Sylus I can do something kinda interesting here. so enjoy what happens in this one. Also yes I am a Sylus girlie so yes I am biased sorry guys >w<

Sylus x mc | Sylus x Y/N | Angst | Route: Sylus | Other Routes

Chapter 4: Sylus Prologue

You didn't think guilt could eat at you more than it already was. First the guilt of killing him in your past and now the guilt of not being able to protect your family. And now the information of possibly being experimented on as a child was all coming together in a concoction of emotions and feelings. Your childhood was fairly blurry even if your past lives were not. But you knew you had to find out who did this to them, and if it was the Onychinus leader then you had to confront whoever it was.

You walked into the dance floor, music pounding in your ears. The bait was set and you already had a catch as a mechanical eye took in your form. It left you quickly enough as a spotlight shined on you and the rest of the people's eyes watching you, looking around the room unsure of what to do next you stood there. Someone then quickly approached and your hunter's instincts took over and you fended them off, and then another came at you with the same vigor. Until someone got you from behind the sting of something being injected into was soon overridden by the sudden wash of fatigue as the drug worked through your system.

Falling to your knees as your vision began to darken you looked up to see a man holding the syringe in front of your face his words quickly turning to nothing as you passed out.

Soon enough you woke up groggy in the back of a car unsure of your location or where you were. You looked to the front seat and saw the man driving so for the moment you figured it was better to just pretend you were still asleep. Although with the drug running through your system you just fell back to sleep entirely.

When you wake again you fine yourself in what seems to be a graveyard the man dumping you in the middle of it, your still groggy still not entirely processing the situation as you look at the man his words slowly coming into focus.

"So then you have the aether core huh?" He looked you over as you barely sat up your hands bound and body weak. He took your face examining it before taking out a pocketknife. Your eyes widened as you tried to speak but his grip was to tight.

"Seems like I should ge-" A black tendril of energy wrapped around the man's hand as he dropped the knife in pain. Soon enough he was lifted into the air as you watched him a slightly sadisitic smile made it's way over your lips as you recognized who this power belonged to instantly. Now why the person with this said power was here you didn't exactly question with as out of it as you were at the moment.

"KIdnapping Onychinus's prey without letting us know....that's not exactly polite" A voice you didn't recognize spoke out from somewhere. The man was already struggling as a man gently stepped by your side giving you a playful wave.

"She's ours by the way. We called dibs a long time ago" Another man appearing by your side with a slight giggle. It made you raise a brow in confusion as one of them headed over to the kidnapper who was now on the ground doubled over.

"You know you were pretty bold releasing the info about the aether core like that in the nest, and drinking from the black glass you sure you aren't just needlessly reckless." The words had a strange fuzziness to them as the drugged still swirled in your system. You weren't really processing what they were saying and the two men must have caught on fairly quickly to it. They looked at each other and then up to something.

Slowly you turned to see what they were seeing and upon the cathedral stood a man. And from his hand black tendrils of energy began to swoop down and then dispatched the man who had kidnapped you before he jumped down himself. You watched him step closer the details finally something you could make out and without thinking as the drug clouded your judgement you called out to him because you know exactly who he was.

"Sylus? Why are you here?" Your words were weak as you called out to him. It made him freeze in place a moment as if you had shot him.

Why is he so shocked? I know him.

You tilted your head still confused by his reaction before he finally composed himself and then kneeling down to your side you looked into his eyes and smiled a warmth overcoming you as you looked at him.

"Why are we here? I want to go home." Your words were somewhat slurred from the drug. Sylus gave a small chuckle before looked over to the two men he brought with him.

"Get the care ready." Was all he said before he scooped up your weakened body in his arms. He was very warm, he always had been when you hugged him in your arms. A soft smile drifted over your features as you began to fall back into sleep as his steady steps rocked you into a comfortable lull.

Soon enough you wake up in someone's bed, silk sheets surrounding you and a pair of red silk pajamas perfectly fit to your size on your body. You looked over to your right and Sylus was right beside you. You had no memory of last night as much as you wanted to so at the moment this entire situation was just incredibly confusing to you.

Slowly you tried to exit the bed before you felt the soft grip of a still-groggy Sylus pull you back. "Where do you think you're going?"

Slowly you looked back at him starting to figure that whatever happened last night landed you in this situation.

"Uhhhh good question...but first my question, what happened last night?" You questioned him as you sat up in the bed and instantly he let go of your wrist a look of concern on his face.

"First, what do you remember from last night?" He questioned.

"Well, I remember going to the nest and then I got drugged...I think and then....nothing" As you spoke, his face fell a sadness overtaking it and then something crossed your mind.

I told him didn't I....

"Sylus...." He perked up a bit hearing you call his name "You know I remember don't you?" You asked simply biting the bullet as it was the only way this was going to go.

"Yes...." His own words trailed off as he looked at you waiting to see your reaction.

You looked down at the bed sighing a bit as emotions didn't quite hit you yet and still. The tears started to fall, and you tried to wipe them away from your eyes as you kept crying. You were confused at still trying to wipe it away "Why..." Was all you could utter before you felt the soft embrace of the man beside you gently petting your hair. He didn't ask questions he was giving you all the time you needed to process this.

"Why don't you hate me?" Was all you could utter. There was several ways you pictured your first meeting to take place and well it was never like this. You couldn't understand though why he wasn't mad, you killed him. He should be furious with you and yet, he just held you so gently so kindly.

Slowly he moved you so he properly faced you, a warm hand cupping your cheek. "Sweetie, why would I hate you? Is it because you killed me?" He said it almost like a joke.

"Yes! You should be angry! You should hate me for it!" You tried to explain but he just shook his head giving you a soft expression.

"We were put in an impossible situation...you aren't to blame for that" His words were soft and comforting as he gently brushed hair from your face. You looked down at his chest gently reaching out to touch the visible skin unhidden from his robe. He simply watched you as you traced over where the wound would have been.

"Y-you r-really don't h-hate me?" You looked at his eyes which were soft with a kindness you had craved to see again for so long, he nodded slowly.

"Something tells me you've been holding this in a long time haven't you sweetie?" The question was more of a confirmation as you slowly nodded before he pulled you in for another soft hug holding you close.

"You don't have to anymore" He whispered into your ear prompting another round of tears out of you as you cried into his shoulder. Your body shook with each sob as you finally could let out the pain you had been hiding for so long from everyone.

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I got a cold so all my writing is on pause until I feel up to writing

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why has no one written medical kink Zayne, like idk to me that's hot.

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Oh, open to requests? What are your rules? Do you prefer one story focused on one boy or are you open to headcanons and drabbles for all of them?

I am open to any and all requests I’m just in the mood to write things for the lads boys in general lol

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Love and Deepspace asks are open!

I actually enjoy writing these quite a bit so give me a couple and I'll get through some in between chapters of my main fic

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can you drop the username of that lore girl ellie? im pretty uneducated abt their lore especially as a f2p 😭

Of course, here you go! She's gone through all of the anecdotes we have so far along with world underneath and she's starting on the myths too!.

https://www.tiktok.com/@bokutortellini

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Remembrance: Love and Deepspace AU 3

Au premise: So, what if mc actually remembered everytime she's reincarnated, and what if she regrets the choices she's made in every single reincarnation and is finally using this timeline to try and fix it once she realizes this might be her only chance. But she is entirely unsure if the boys remember their past lives with her, so she must navigate all these feelings along with judging if they remember too. AN: Raf time, I may not be a ref girlie but god this man has such good lore I am very invested from what I have seen. Also, shout out lads lore girl Ellie! I legit wouldn't know enough about the guys to write this if she wasn't doing those summaries on tiktok. Also, this might be shorter than the others I actually have no idea I just end them when I feel like it's at a good point.

Rafayel x mc | Rafayel x Y/N | Angst | Some comedy | Just insert a vine boom anytime either of them say something sus about the past | Route: Rafayel | Other Routes

Chapter 3: Rafayel Prologue

Scrolling on your phone while you were at home, looking at different posts and videos that came across your feed. That was until a name and face crossed your feed that you hadn't expected to see. 'Rafayel's new exhibit in Linkon opening!' And as if a ghost took hold of you, you clicked on the post to look at the details. And to your surprise, it was opening today. There was a part of you that said you shouldn't go, it would hurt to much. But then there was another that desperately wanted to see and be involved in anything he was doing. So before you knew it you were getting dressed and heading out the door to the art exhibit.

You wore something simple but nice, you blended into the crowd of people coming to look at the masterworks. In truth, you had never seen any of Rafayel's paintings. Considering that he wasn't exactly a painter in your past lives. You continued deeper into the exhibit you didn't even bother looking at what type of paintings would be on display. There was a part of your mind that told you just to leave, what if you saw him? What would you even do? Spill everything instantly?

He has every right to hate you.

Letting out a soft sigh you were about to head out until something caught your attention out of the corner of your vision. It was a lone small painting. No one was really stopping to stare at it either, so against better judgment you walked over to get a better look.

The colors were beautiful you could tell he had painted this one with a different kind of care than the others. Of course taking in the full image you knew it was a painting of Lemuria, the kingdom under the sea you spent a time in. Closing your eyes as you thought back to your time together, as you thought more tears threatened to escape from you. But you simply opened your eyes and wiped away the salty mist.

"You have good taste" A familiar voice spoke to you from the side. Slowly you turned your head to see purple hair and the face of a youthful man.

You blinked a couple times before finally replying to him obviously he was eager for one. "T-thanks..." You looked back to the painting before asking "That's the kingdom of Lemuria right?" You asked even if you already knew the answer.

"Yes, no one else has been able to figure that out" He moved a bit closer to you. You just stared at him raising an eyebrow.

"So then do you study Lemuria in your free time then?" You began to ask. It was a question that depending on the answer you knew would change some things.

"I suppose you could say that, what about you, are you a scholar or something?" He playfully asked, clearly, he was treating this meeting like a game.

You always wondered if your first meeting would have always gone something like this. Trading jabs and jokes while he sassed you, you had the chance to find out before but you were to much of a coward back then to do anything about it. You even passed him in the hallways of your college a couple times. But honestly, you hoped he didn't remember those times, even if you counted every single one hoping that one day he would call out your name again and embrace you like he had before. That the two of you would run off into the sunset and elope. But that wasn't this, this was instead a sassy merman questioning your knowledge about a ruined kingdom.

"Actually I'm a hunter, I just have an interest in Lemuria" You smiled at him, it was a really fake and shitty smile, but it was a smile.

"uh huh..." He seemed unconvinced by your words gaining an eyebrow twitch from you.

"What don't you believe me?" You scoffed.

"And if I don't?" He crossed his arms a playful smirk on his lips. You could tell that he was enjoying this quite a bit. Which made you wonder.

Could he... remember?

"Let me prove it then, why don't we get coffee and I can show you my collection of books on the topic" Crossing your own arms now certain he wouldn't turn down something lik-

"Nah, don't wanna" You instantly deflated at his answer.

"Oh...." You stayed silent a moment unsure where to take this conversation after that awkwardness. "Well, I should go home then" Begining to turn around you almost walked away before Rafayel grabbed your wrist. Slowly you turned back to him waiting for his next words.

"I still want you to prove it to me, but not with some book collection" His words were slightly desperate, a slight plea in his tone. You bit your lip but slowly moved back to stand slightly closer to him.

Were you always this weak for him...maybe not but it certainly feels like it when he does something like this.

"Alright sure, but how exactly?" You raised a brow and he looked to the side pondering before he slumped his shoulders in defeat.

"I-....I don't know"

Feeling bad for the dramatic fishie now you patted his shoulder comfortingly "It's okay, so then why don't you tell me the real reason you wanted me to not leave"

He looked at you with puppy dog eyes, trying your best to contain how much this actually pulled on your heartstrings you gave him a weak smile.

"You said you were a hunter right?" He asked his cheeks puffing up slightly as he obviously was planning something. You slowly nodded.

"Well then, I'm in the market for a bodyguard"

"Will you pay me or is this a volunteer gig?" You raised a brow as you spoke, as much as you would drop your entire hunter career to be his bodyguard, you knew that wasn't exactly a smart choice fiancely especially if he didn't remember you.

"It can be" He shrugged a bit.

"Either you pay me or I leave"

"Deal" He gave you those puppy dog eyes again almost as if he needed this as much as you did. Sighing you nodded.

"Alright, well I guess you have a new bodyguard on your payroll Rafayel" You winked at him unable to stop from teasing the man. His ears turned red as he puffed out his cheeks.

"You can go for now then...come to my studio tomorrow and we can work out the details" He crossed his arms as he spoke before walking away before you got to ask where his studio even was.

"Welp...see you later Rafayel" You smiled to yourself before turning to leave the exhibit.

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Rafayel chapter will be coming soon I got busy with visiting college stuff and also fiance came to visit me!

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Remembrance Love and Deepspace AU masterlist

Masterlist for each of the boy's routes.

Route Zayne:

Chapter 1: Zayne Prologue

Route Xavier:

Chapter 2: Xavier Prologue

Route Rafayel:

Chapter 3: Rafayel Prologue

Route Sylus:

Chapter 4: Sylus Prologue Chapter 4: Sylus Prologue (Rewrite)

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Remembrance: Love and Deepspace AU 2

Au premise: So, what if mc actually remembered everytime she's reincarnated, and what if she regrets the choices she's made in every single reincarnation and is finally using this timeline to try and fix it once she realizes this might be her only chance. But she is entirely unsure if the boys remember their past lives with her, so she must navigate all these feelings along with judging if they remember too. AN: Tee hee Xavier time! I was actually a Xavier girlie before Sylus took me. Anyways nothing all that special to note here enjoy! Also this wasn't proofread either!

Xavier x mc | Xavier x Y/N | Angst | Mc is slightly less depressed in this one | Route: Xavier | Other Routes

Chapter 2: Xavier Prologue

Your hunter's watch beeped, taking a peak at the glowing screen you took in the candidates and nodded to yourself as you stood. Making your way out along with a few other hunters. The location was nearby, you got on your bike and kicked it into high gear trying to beat the wanderers before they could cause any major damage to the surrounding area or cause any casualties. It was late spring and the winds were starting to change.

Once had arrived all the other hunters had already gone off before to try and gather intel about the current situation. Doing the same you headed off in a direction you didn't see anyone go, it seemed to lead to a warehouse. The place was abandoned, the vines and broken windows and broken off door gave that away.

Shrugging you headed inside the building figuring there might be a wondered hiding somewhere inside. Leading with your gun you headed inside ready to attack if needed. Your breath was steady nothing about this call was unusual so you were rather calm, and also you really didn't think anything would be in here. Or so you thought.

As you walked forward you eventually were stopped by the sight of a man sitting on the ground. However, as you got closer the features started to become clearer and then instantly you recognized the face. You stopped a few feet away from him, an invisible wall forming that you couldn't quite pass.

So instead you went to turn around, but it was to late by then. He had woken up.

Don't turn around

So you didn't, you kept walking, trying to get away. But unfortunately for you, he was just a bit faster.

"What are you doing here?" His tone was more flat than normal, a tinge of worry bubbling up in your chest as you turned to face him. You hadn't realized how close he actually was, only about a foot of distance between the both of you. You were left speechless as you took in his features, along with a dull ache.

"It's dangerous here, wanderers are around you should leave" You kept your tone flat not wanting to give anything away. Not wanting him to know that anything was off about this. He just shrugged unbothered by your warning.

"I'll be fine" Your eyebrow twitched, you may love him but at this moment it was becoming increasingly clear how indifferently stubborn he could be. You crossed your arms about to give him a stern talking to but then you came back to reality. A reality where you aren't lovers and he's not the crown prince of Philos.

"It's my job to make sure people aren't in harm's way, unless you're a hunter you shouldn't be here"

"I am a hunter...." He informed you.

"Why didn't you lead with that?" You just stared at him as he gave you another shrug of indifference. Before you could get more annoyed with him there was the sudden rawr of a nearby wanderer.

"Well seems like duty calls, let's go!" Both of your demeanors turned serious as you headed outside and there was a group of wanderers surrounding the building. Xavier quickly summoned his light sword and you aimed your gun starting to fire at a few of the beasts.

Although something odd then happened during this fight, the two of you without thinking resonated. It was second nature as you both summoned a blade of light and struck down several wanderers. But neither of you even thought anything of it in the heat of the moment.

Eventually, you took down the final wanderer, wiping your brow you huffed a smile on your face as you spoke. "Good work Xavier-" Cutting yourself off as you spoke before looking over at him. You hadn't even realized you said his name without thinking.

"You did a good job too," He said his sword dissipating into light. You let out a sigh as he seemingly didn't notice you said his name when you shouldn't know it, or he simply didn't think anything of it.

Wait...why didn't he think anything of it?

Looking over to him you decided not to push your luck for now in case this ended badly.

But didn't you want to avoid him, didn't you think it would be better if you weren't in his life?

There was a storm brewing in your mind.

Are you sure you want to do this? What if he doesn't remember you? What if he hates you? You should just leave.

Biting your lip you were about to walk away before you felt a hand on your shoulder. Turning around his eyes were looking into yours, this time it seemed like he was searching for something. The moment only cut through when he spoke again.

"Do you want to go back to the Hunter's association together?" He was giving you those puppy dog eyes that it seemed like you could never quite resist no matter how hard you tried.

"S-sure we can" And of course you gave in.

"Thanks, did you take your bike here or a car?" He asked his tone soft as he let out a soft yawn.

He was always so cute when he was tired.

You almost smiled at that but held back not wanting your intentions to be shown in the moment just in case this ended poorly for either of you.

"Bike, you fine with riding on the back?" You asked him raising a brow as you made it back to the area you had parked along with the others. Who had just happened to also make it back all around the same time? Xavier got some looks from the other hunters before you quickly reassured them that he was with you. Xavier just gave them some pleasant smiles and explained that he simply had a different uniform than the other hunters. You felt like that might be a lie but you actually had no clue yourself.

The ride back to the Hunter's association was uneventful and also rather short. Once you had gotten back you simply assumed you would part ways.

It's better this way.

But to your surprise, Xavier just stared at you before asking.

"How did you know my name?"

There it was, those dreaded words. Or maybe this was a blessing, maybe you should just come clean, and then if he thinks you're crazy and leaves then you'll never have to see his face again and the guilt, the pain can just all go away. But what if....he remembered too? What then? Would you simply just keep living but pretending that you two were royalty in your free time, or should you go and try to stop crime with wanted criminal Lumerie the possibilities actually sounded fun when you thought about it like that.

"I must have seen your file or something" It was the best you could up with at the moment, you didn't have the guts, to be honest. Not yet anyway.

Wait, not yet?

No, you couldn't do that to yourself, one mission with him was fine but seeing him more. You knew the guilt would eat at you to much for something like that.

"Well then I'll get going then, oh right my name is Y/N by the way. Just in case we see each other" You knew why you were talking like this. Because as much as that guilt ate at your very soul, there was a part of you that craved him. You wanted to hold him in your arms and whisper sweet nothings to him while he was fast asleep on your chest stroking his hair. That was the part that was driving this need to fix the damage you caused him in the past life.

"Oh, okay, yeah of course" There was a happiness in his tone that you couldn't help but wonder if you caused. But you knew a surefire way to test it so.

"Actually...if you wouldn't mind, would you like to get some lunch tomorrow? My treat" You gave him a warm smile.

Smiling was always easier when it was at him.

"Oh, sure, that would be nice" His tone wasn't full of any apparent emotion and yet you know how to read it. He was happy, but why? He shouldn't know you think time. Should he?

"Great, I'll see you tomorrow then" You nodded to him as you waved goodbye and headed back inside the building. As you walked away the guilt started to set in, the fear and doubt. But at this point, it was too late and you had committed so you might as well make the most of it.