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i RECOVERED

I hate it so much... Now I'm pretty much wight restored which makes me feel like I'm a giant fucking whale..

Plus, I moved in with my partner which means she's watching me like a hawk and i have to be careful not to trigger her ED into relapsing but I'm already going off the deep end.

I'm asking for advice, meansp0, anything to help!

thanks ^-^

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“you’re going to kill yourself if you keep doing this” I know. I know I knowiknow I know i know I know I know I KNOW

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my experience as a girl has just been “I just wanna be beautiful” for 20+ years it really is the root of all evil

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thinspo for the night!!

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Bodycheck June 27 2021

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i undiagnosed myself with every single mental disorder. i’m chilling now

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I hate my back so much can I cut it off please?

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Reblog if you want your followers to ask you anything they're curious about.

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Sorry for being kind of MIA guys ✌️ I moved halfway across the world and I recovered (?) For like a month. I was eating three healthy meals a day and I didn't look much at calories. However I had a few binges and I'm relapsing.

I bike to work, which is about 9km a day and there's 70m elevation on my way back home. Today I finally did the whole thing on my bike without waking beside it like a fat fuck.

I'm here for another 4 ish weeks and there isn't a scale here. I've been relying solely on body checks and godddddd I can't wait to weight myself again!!!!

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Body check at work

Was kind of sucking in

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Me posting on tumblr:

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i’m going to be so beautiful once i’m thin. im going to wear crop tops and short shorts and be able to fit 4 fingers through my thigh gap. i’m going to have someone run their fingers down my flat stomach and between the valley of my hipbones. i will no longer be “soft”. i will be small and dainty and be able to fit into clothes from different countries. i will be light as a feather.

im going to be so beautiful.

i don’t care if it kills me.

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i can’t wait for people to ask to pick me up. i can’t wait till people tell me how small and beautiful i look. i cant wait.

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