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Heath Ledger photographed by Jake Chessum, , 2004.

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coming back to this blog to share that i finally got to see brokeback mountain in theaters 🤍 words fail me when trying to talk about this film, but here is what i know to be true. ang’s direction shined when paired with gustavo’s score. those sprawling, endless shots of the great outdoors took my breath away. seeing heath on the big screen was magically surreal. i will love him forever and i will remember this moment for the rest of my life. i deeply encourage anyone who’s thinking about seeing this movie for the anniversary to do so!

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COMING BACK ON HERE TO SAY THATI JUST RECENTLY CHANGED IT!! I LOVE THAT DRAWING SM AND IM GONNA CREDIT YOU IN THE BIO OF IT RIGHT NOW 😁😁😁😁❤️❤️❤️❤️

Had to do a double take when i saw this

IM IMPLODING

THATS MY SILLY LITTLE DRAWING ON @lovelyledger ’s PLAYLIST

GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET

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pairing: ledger!joker x GN!reader

summary: You and J spend Halloween together carving a pumpkin and playfully teasing each other.

word count: 679

warnings: slightly graphic language, a bit of innuendo at the end of the drabble

A/N: I haven't written and posted anything in forever. The burnout is hitting hard. So I'm not sure if this little thing turned out well or not. But I want to try to somehow get my creativity and inspiration back. Maybe someone will like it a little bit.

taglist: @alittlesmartcookie @ajokeformur-ray @these-written-reveries

Carving Time

A loud, wet squelching noise echoed through the room as he plunged the blade deeper and deeper into the soft flesh. A greenish strand of hair stuck to his forehead where the sticky, thick liquid had splashed into his face. He frowned in concentration, but his toothy grin gave away just how much he enjoyed it. You watched him with wide eyes, following every single one of his skillful movements. Anyone else would have been frightened by this sight, but not you. You were almost hypnotized, perhaps staring a bit too much at his hands.

A few more well-aimed knife stabs and the sinister deed was done. He smacked his lips in satisfaction and put the knife down. Almost immediately his attention was back on you, dark brown eyes piercing into your soul, causing you to look away, caught, and making him chuckle with amusement. Heat rose in your cheeks, but you tried to ignore it. It was silly and endearing that after all this time he still had the same effect on you. He would probably never say it out loud, but he loved it.

"Was that it, toots? Or is there more I have to take care of, hm? Just say the word and I'll make sure that nothing else will bother ya."

Something in his voice made you shudder, but you leaned in to give him a small peck on his cheek. If you listened carefully enough though, you could hear him softly grumbling under his breath. You would probably have to give him some proper kisses later to make up for it. Especially considering what you were planning to do. "No, no. Thank you, J. I can do the rest alone."

Thanks to his help, you could finally open the cavity. A sweetish foul scent flooded your sinuses and made you cough. But you shrugged it off. Maybe it was a little too unorthodox, but you preferred to use a big spoon to get rid of the guts. And when nothing helped, you stuck your hand in the opening to remove the last remnants. A sensory nightmare, the way the masses felt between your fingers. Slimey and gooey. You grimaced in disgust.

J cackled next to you when he noticed your reaction. You were just too adorable. "Seems like ya need some more training, doll."

You decided to just ignore him. You would get your sweet revenge soon enough. You paused to examine your work and when you thought it was good enough, you reached for the knife. But J was quick to grab your wrist and stop you. He tsk-ed at you and shook his head when he saw your questioning look.

"Not this one. Don't wantcha to get hurt." He rummaged in one of the countless pockets of his royal purple coat until he pulled out a small ordinary kitchen knife. "That's way better."

You huffed. But at the same time, it made your heart feel all warm and fluffy that he cared so much about you. For a brief moment, you questioned your idea. But it was just too good to stop now. Why should it always be him teasing you? Why not the other way around? You smiled innocently at him and then took the smaller knife from him. Luckily, this part of the work didn't take too long. Only a few more cuts were needed to get the desired result.

Finally, you turned around the fully carved pumpkin so that he could see it. You watched him closely, a mischievous grin tugging at your lips. And you got exactly the reaction you expected, it seemed like he liked your Batman pumpkin. His smile immediately dropped and his gaze snapped to you, dark eyes even darker than usual. Once again, anyone else would have been frightened by this sight. But you trusted him. You knew him good enough to see the playful and challenging glint in the darkness of his beautiful eyes. It made you giggle and squeal with anticipation.

"I'll give you a ten second head start. One, two..."

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back to inform you all that i’ve just decided that this would absolutely be j and i’s costume for halloween this year… iykyk

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can someone help me understand why robert plant from led zeppelin and mr. big from sex and the city remind me so much of ledger!joker? like does anyone else get those vibes or am i crazy?

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cOme oN BaRbiE LeT’S gO pARtY

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update: i’m back in the trenches for this man… dammit

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HALEY DOES IT AGAIN!!! this chapter was fucking amazing. the ending tore my heart to shreds. i related to taylor’s emotional pain and questioning her stance in life many, many times throughout this part. sweet baby angel deserves the world. i wanted to punch j as soon as he started to yell at her in the car. put me in a ring with the bastard, i’ll fuck him up!

@engagemachine, your writing transports me to another dimension. your talent inspires me constantly. thank you for another journey with taylor and j 🫶🏻

AO3 // FFN

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ugh i really love the concept of this story… i might pick up on writing it again 🤭

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uhh i’m so obsessed with her…

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2023 list of luckiest to unluckiest birthdays

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whoops forgot to change my pinned post to say i’m nineteen now lmao.

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“The role of a lifetime”

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“𝐾𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑚𝑒𝑡, 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒, 𝑠𝑜𝑛. 𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎 𝑓𝑙𝑒𝑠ℎ 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑, ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒'𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑟𝑖𝑓𝑙𝑒.”