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I will dump this here so I can never see it again I don't care if anyone use this or not I just want this piece to be posted since it kinda turn out good but anyway I posted this before in Ao3 but I decided to delete it since It hurt someone

I never intend to hurt a person by making these I swear this just cross my mind while I was work distracting my self so I couldn't feel how my head hurts so bad. But it is slightly based on a doujin of diff OTP that I read years ago that I suddenly remember

I just want you to know my side . Since this makes me feel so guilty that this piece kinda hurt you in someway. I wanna apologize to you, I can't dm you since I am a shy person but I hope this reach you. I just wanted say sorry, I'm sorry really really sorry if you ever come across this post I hope you accept my sincere apology. I'm really sorry. I love your work so much and I never intend this piece to make you stop working on that I'm sorry again🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

For now I will support you from afar since I think I don't have the right to react on your posts but I will always support you and your works.

Tags: Not Rated, Haikyuu!!, Hinata Shouyou/Miya Atsumu, Hinata Shouyou & Miya Atsumu, Miya Atsumu, Hinata Shouyou, Fluff, long distance, AtsuHina, coming home, Atsumu is a hinata simp haha, M/M, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Summary:

The distance between Atsumu Miya and Shouyou Hinata

Sao Paulo,Brazil ----> Hyogo, Japan

18,731KM ----> 0.00 KM

From oceans apart and finally back into each other's arms

Notes:

Kinda New at writing Atshn

It's My OTP so I'm kinda nervous sharing this to you

But I hope you kinda like it 😊

** Some of the distance is not that accurate 😊

Published at: 2021-03-12

Revised at: 2021-03-12 04:21:42 -0500

March 5,202x

Current Distance: 18 731 km

Sao Paulo, Brazil --->  Hyogo, Japan

Current Time : 11:00 pm ---> 11:00 am

I Woke up to the sound of my phone ringing

I Answer it

Then I heard the voice of my sunshine

"Tsumu did I wake ya up ?"

I Stiffle a Yawn and Rub my eyes

"Kinda but ya know I don't mind If it's you,Shoyou-kun"

I imagined Shoyou smiling from the otherside of the phone

"You're being flirty in the middle of the night Tsumu, but I called cause I have a great news for you"

Shoyou couldn't hide the excitement in his voice

"What is your news Sho-kun"

Then I heard him laughed

Oh I miss him so much I thought

"Can you open your camera so I can see your reaction on what I'm about to say"

I open the lights and sit myself up

Then I open my camera

Then I saw is a tanned man with orange hair

Smiling at me

His hazel eyes have the same longing look as mine

Wind brushes his hair

He must me sitting on his apartment balcony

"Hi Tsumu" and then he smiled at me

"Hello Shoyou"

We stare at each other for a long time

And then we both laughed

The sound of our laughter filled the room

"So Sho-kun what is the thing that you wanted to say to me " I asked him

" Umm about that Tsumu I kinda got a month long break  and I was planning to return to Japan"

He smiled it's so bright like a sun

I was speechless

Is this real I thought

I just always dream Shoyou saying those words 

Finally Shoyo is coming back to japan

He is finally coming home to me after a year of him being in Brazil

This dull apartment will be filled with his light again

The sun will finally rise again after a long night

"Tsumu are you all right?"

He was waving his hand in front of the camera

Then I smiled a smile that reach the corner of my eyes

"Sho I'm so happy I don't know what to say I'm so surprise, wanna give you a hug so tight right now"

If only I could do it I thought

"Hehe Tsumu do it when I came home, Will you not ask when I'll go back"

I was confused at first but I asked anyway

"When are you coming home Sho-kun"

Sho-kun gigled and he sudden rotate his camera to show me his Luggage and bags

Luggage

Bags

NO WAY

"Eh You're coming home today ?" I shouted

"Surprise Tsumu, Actually its Tomorrow and My flight is at 3am."

I couldn't process evrything I'm still in the state of shock

"So I'll arrive on March 7 at 2pm , Tsumu you better pick me up at the airport"

I regain my composure

"Of course, wouldn't miss it for the world"

We both smiled and can hide our excitement to see each other

March 6,202x

Current Distance: 13 101 km

Sao Paulo, Brazil (In Flight)  --->  Hyogo, Japan

Current Time :  9 :00 am ---> 9:00 pm

I Can't sleep

Sho is already boarded his airplane

So I decided to watch some T.V

To distract mylself but it doesn't seem to work

I reread again the message he send me

 

Fr: Sho-kun🔆

To: Tsumu 🦊

Time: 2:30 am 3/6/202x

Tsumu I'm boarding the plane now I can't wait to see you Love you 😘

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Fr: Tsumu 🦊

To : Sho-kun 🔆

Time : 2:35 pm 3/6/202x

Have a safe flight Sho, I'll be waiting for you

I love you 😘

Why does the time seems to be slower when you are waiting ll

I turn off the T.V and try my best to fall asleep

Thinking few more hours you'll be in my arms

March 7, 202x

Current Distance: 7 121 km

Sao Paulo, Brazil (In flight) --->  Hyogo, Japan

Current Time : 7:00 pm ---> 7:00 am

My alarm kept ringing

I turn it off

Today is finally the day

Shoyou will arrive in japan

I have roughly 7 hrs before he arrived

I went started my day

Morning Run

Eating Breakfast

When I check again the time It's only 9:00 am

5 more hours I keep chanting

I couldn't sit still

Then an Idea came to my mind

I look for a Cardboard and I try to write something in it

When I'm done with it

It was  already 11 am and it'a time for me to go to the airport

March 7, 202x

Current Distance: 2,310 km

Hyogo, Japan ( Airport )

Current Time : 1:00 pm

I can't keep still

I keep walking back and forth at the arrival area

1 more hour and His plane will land

I was holding a white Card Board with words written on it is

" ���り���日�翔陽"

(Welcome Back Hinata Shoyou)

He'll be here in a few minutes I keep chanting in my head as I walk back and fourth

March 7, 202x

Current Distance: 237 km

Hyogo, Japan ( Airport )

Current Time : 2:00 pm

He's already here

His plane just landed

I was walking near the arrival area to look for Sho

For a Tanned man with orange hair

A man with a brightest smike

The love of my life

Thirty Minutes passed and I saw the glimpse of his Orange Hair

My heart skipped a beat

I kept grinning like crazy

I held the cardboard up high for him to see

When he looks my way

He gave me a beaming smile

He run towards me

And he jump at me

And I catched him and the board fell to the ground

We look at each other niether one of us wants to looking away

That expresses all the longing and love we feel for each other

His hands starts playing my platinum blonde hair

We stay in each other's embrace

His arms atvthe back of neck and his legs crossed on my waist

My hands on his back

He suddenly close the distance of our face until our lips meet in a passionate kiss

We pull away from each other breathless

"I miss you so much tsumu" he said as our nose touch

"Me too Sho I miss ya so much"

March 7, 202x

Current Distance: 0.00 km

Hyogo, Japan ( Airport ) -- Hinata Shoyo in Atsumu Miya's arms

Current Time : 3:30 pm

We were walking hands intertwined

As we head out the airport

I tightened the grip on his hand

"You know Shoyou sometimes I don't mind that we're oceans apart you know why?"

I look at him

There is a confuse look on his face

"So you really don't miss me that much Tsumu"

And he pouted at me

"Of course I miss you Shou , It's just that I feel even though were miles apart You'll always come home to me"

I'm kinda embarassed that I said thag so I looked away

"Cause I'll always come home to you Tsumu eventhough it may take months and years I'll always always come home to you"

I look back at him and saw the man that I fell in love since I was in highschool

We smiled at each other understanding all the unsaid words between us

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Tried writing stories again after a long while don't know if it's good just wanna share it i guess .

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The sun is setting from my view

As I was looking at the beach

The waves keep crashing by the shore

Just like the last time

The day you proposed to me

It was the most perfect view with the most perfect moment

The tears I keep pushing away finally come crashing down

And I keep wishing you are here with me

In this perfect view with my perfect person ,

That that memory replayed in my head like it was yesterday

We were on the road

You were driving, and I was sitting beside you

We’re about to go home from our dinner date

We’re laughing and telling each other stories on what happen on our work

And our song played Finally // Beautiful Stranger by Halsey

“I like this song, I remember when I met you and suddenly my world stops, babe until now I can’t believe you are still here with me and we are getting married oh I love you so much babe”

Beautiful stranger // Here you are in my arms and I know // That beautiful strangers // Only come along to do me wrong // And I hope, beautiful stranger // Here you are in my arms

You smiled and kiss my hands

“You know from the first time met you I know you are going to change my entire world, I love you so much baby and I'm glad you are going to be my wife”

But I think it’s finally // Finally, finally, finally, finally safe // For me to fall

As the song ended we look at each other like we are in our own world and you kiss my hand again and continue to drive

Then suddenly at that moment my entire world stops

I saw the truck driving towards us

I screamed your name

You covered me

And I heard the loud crash and everything went black

The next thing I knew, I was in the hospital

My body feel heavy and sore and I can’t move

My throats feels dry like I haven’t drunk water for months

Words won’t come out

But then I open my eyes

I saw my parents

They come rushing by my side as soon as they realize I was awake

My mom holds my face and kept crying

And they hug me as they cried

When they pull away from me

And they ask me if I needed anything

I sign for a water

So they get the bottle and help me drink it

I finish a whole liter water

Then my throat feels a little better, and my voice is suddenly back

But it was croaky

Then I look again in the room as if I was looking for someone

I tried to ask them

But then suddenly the doctors and nurses come in

And ask me if how I was feeling

“My body is sore and my throat still feel a little dry after drinking water”

“That is normal after months of being unconscious'“

Unconscious ?

Months ?

Then suddenly I felt a sense of panic

And then I remember what happen that night

Then my head hurts

“Hey take it easy your not yet completely healed”

“Um, my fiance where is he?, The man I’m in the car with “

Then the doctor look at my parents

“I think It’s better if they are the one to tell you”

Then they suddenly left

“Mom, tell me where is he? Dad please where is he?”

I fell my tears suddenly fall

“Just calm down and we will tell you”

And they come closer to my bed

I tried to calm myself and my mom wipe the tears on my face

“Honey, what is the last thing you remember”

“That a truck is driving towards us he shielding me and I heard a loud crash then everything went dark”

“That was 3 months ago, You were in a coma for 3 months “

“3 months? But what about my fiance what happened to him ma”

“Honey, both of you were unconscious when bought in the hospital, You were both injured but..”

“But what ma”

My lips quivered

Trying my best not to cry

“Honey, when he arrived in the hospital he is already dead they tried their best to revive him but his body already gave up I’m sorry honey your fiance died three months ago”

Dead?

Died?

No!!

Impossible

It can’t be

I wanted to scream

But there is no voice coming out

And the tears I’ve been controlling

Suddenly broke free

“No No Ma, tell me what papa said ain’t true please tell me he is well, that he is just in the other room recovering, please tell me that is not true, I couldn’t live without him”

“I’m sorry honey but everything your pa tells you is true “

I screamed

Babe you told me you will not leave me alone

We still have that dream wedding on the beach like you promise

Then why

Why did you leave me alone

Why

As I cried my heart out

I didn’t notice a nurse came in and injected something on my arm

Then I felt drowsy

Since that day

Everything made no sense

There are days that I Can’t eat

I couldn’t talk to your family so every time they come I pretend I was asleep

Most of the days I felt like I don’t want to live

I don’t want to go to therapy so I have to pretend my body hurt

Some days I didn’t take my meds until the day where my mom finds out

So she always monitors me while taking them

A month has passed by it felt like years

And then one day

His mom unexpectedly came during one of my rehab sessions

“Hi dear I know it still hurts when you see me but I guess this is the right time to give this to you and always remember when you are ready to see us again our home will always be open to you”

She handed me an envelope and leave

When I return in my room, my parents were out

As I lay in bed, I clutched the envelope and thinking if I should open it

If I’m all ready to hear from him again

I took a deep breath then I open the envelope

It contains a letter

but when I open it ,

Below it taped two rings

Our supposed weddings

And a tear escaped from my eyes

I remove it from the letter

and clutched it

Then I look up and read the letter

This is his vow

My dear wife ,

Shit, it still feels so unreal to call you my wife you made me the happiest man by standing beside me in this altar

I can’t still believe you agreed to marry me I don’t know what you see in a man like me but I know what I see in a

Girl like you that makes me so lucky. You are the most beautiful women I have ever dated, Your heart is so pure

And kind. Because of you I become a better man you always bring out the best in me and you are my biggest

Supporter. You never left me when I was at my lowest and when everything is hard. I know our journey was like

A roller coaster. There were trials. But we always overcome it, especially when we are together and I know there

Are many trials ahead of us, but with you by my side I can overcome anything. This is just the start of our loving

Journey together, I can’t wait to grow old with you and spend the last of my days with you. I don’t want to ruin

the mood but when the day comes and we are old and grey and they come the day when I left you alone

Remember that I will always be with you, not physically, but in your heart and in our memories together. Don’t

Cry for way too long okay I hate it when you cry, Just live even though I’m not by your side and even though it’s

Hard and everything is a mess. Remember that I will always love you and maybe remember that on days when

It’s hard so it can give you strength to overcome this. And promise me this when if that day comes keep smiling

Even if it’s fake and even if it’s hard, just keep smiling and just keep on living okay. I love you and I do”

I didn’t notice that tears come streaming down my face as I was reading his vow

And I pick up our wedding ring and cry

I din’t notice my parents already came back, and they hugged as they saw what I was reading

That letter saved me

I started living again and doing my best for recovery

To honor his last wishes and my promise to him

So in case he saw me from up there he will be proud

Days and Months went by

The therapy is a success and I can slowly walk again by my self

Then I got discharged from the hospital

“Dad can you drop me off at his house I think it’s time to talk to them again”

I saw a small smile from my dad and mom

“Sure honey”

When I arrived at his home

Tears threatened to escape but I push it away and smile

“Thanks, I guess I’ll stay here for a while and just call you to pick me up”

“Okay just call us when your done”

I slowly walked near the house

As I arrived at the doorsteps

I rang the doorbell

Then suddenly the door open and his mom standing there

“Hi, auntie long time-”

She cut me off by hugging me

“I’m glad, so glad that you are here come in”

I sat by the couch in front of his mom and dad

“I thought this day won’t come, I thought we will also lose a daughter”

His dad stands and hugged me tight

then he pulls away

and sit again

“I’m sorry, but it’s just been so hard to see you guys without remembering him”

“We understand that is why were glad you came today”

“Mom, thanks for the letter it really helped me fight to live again”

“No need to thank me it was his words that helped you”

“I don’t want to impose but can I see him”

“Sure, let us bring you there”

After a while we were driving, heading to the cemetery

When we reach his grave

I felt numb

His name engrave to a tomb stone

I can’t cry

It felt unreal

It finally sinking slowly

That he’s not here anymore

I felt his parents lean on me to comfort me

I look up in the sky and whisper I love you

Even though I know no one will respond to it

“Thank you mom and dad, for bringing me here”

“Anything for you even though you didn’t get married, you will always be a daughter to us”

“And you will always be my second parents”

“Come, We’ll bring you home”

As we went back to our car

I look at the grave for one last time.

Looking by the sea

As I stop myself from crying

It has been a year since the accident

We supposed to be having our ceremony today

But here I am by the beach alone

I still keep my promise to you, babe

But for just today allow me to be sad for all the things we never did

And for not having you beside me .