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by Steven Rhodes

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Relationships drama - someone help me.

That's kinda funny.

Like a month ago I helped my classmate with his relationship problem. We talked a lot and, gods help me, he broke up with his gf sayin that's because he fell in love with me. My morality woke up and made me jumping in a relationship with him.

That was so messed up two weeks. I was basically playing someone else 'cause I felt so guilty. I was playing cute girlfriend who needs a lot of attention and text messages every 20 minutes. Not even sayin' bout his plans for next 2 years after 2 weeks. That's not me.

Then drama happened. I went on school trip to Greece (best decision ever) with few people from my class and 'bout 40 from other. Thank Gods, my bf (let's call him X) stayed in Poland. While 28h bus trip I had time to think about my "relationship" Then I talked to my friend which is also friend of X. That opened my eyes and I texted him about whole situation. I know I should wait and talk to him when I'm back home and all, but I just couldn't stay 10 days at holidays thinking about breaking up with him.

And my dear people... STORM BEGIN.

He went crazy, texted me about 50 times a day and made me and my friends mad.

Also there was that cute boy from my class, let's call him Y. He's body is perfect, but I thought he's an asshole. Biggest mistake. We've been joking around for few days, had few honest talks... basically we ended up acting like a couple and sleeping together for 3 nights. He's ISFJ, understand my weird stuff and that I really love my comfort zone. He's just perfect. After second day of acting like a couple, we've talked about whole situation.

In the meantime, X finally gave up after our friend talked with him and said that's getting kinda creepy and toxic.

Fun fact, X and Y hate each other. Really badly. Really, really badly.

So we (me & Y) decided that we'll wait few weeks, maybe month, not sure, before we make it official and public, 'cause we don't need another drama with X.

And that hurts. 'Cause we had great time together and thinking that he'll be at the same room, standing next to me, talking with me and our squad... and I won't be able to even touch him. Ugh.

Does anybody knows how to make it easier? In any way?

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Baby is back

'Cause I'm such a mess lately and I just have to write it down somewhere.

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Lilit Humbert; Once Upon a Time OC;

Lilit (form of Lilith, “of the night”)** Elowen** (”elm tree” which in Celtic mythology was associated with the Underworld) Junison (from Juniper eng. type of tree, medical one) / **Humbert **(Humbert I - King of Italy 1878-1900)

Huntress; INTJ; earth; lynx;

“She’s your punishment and salvation at the same time...”

“And what if I do love you? My destiny don’t.”

“You’re a fool if you thought I’ll let you destroy their happy ending.”

_“Have you ever been so** torn? Between love** and destiny? ‘Cause I am. And I don’t think I’m strong enough to choose.” _

“Can’t you just accept that it won’t work? Like ever.”

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what was i even wearing before high waist jeans

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Well done, my good and faithful apprentice…

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Any idea how to tell my boy that I'm fuckin' barren?

He've been talking about his sister's kiddo and suddenly he said something like "someday he'll play with our kid" and I panicked 'cause I'm 99% barren and it's almost impossible for me to get pregnant.

It's tabu kind of topic in my family, so I have no frickin' idea how to tell him about that.

Ugh.

I hate that so much.

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Ohmygod yass 😂

I've been thinking about that lately and literally my brain was like "yo what if our planet would blow up because First Order didn't like it? Like... dude. That would suck." 😅

I can’t understand why anyone would ever want to live in the Star Wars universe

I really can’t

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Oh god that's so me

Life hack

Sad bc your best friend just moved across the country and it’s only hitting u now?

Listen to death cab for cutie and feel infinitely worse!!

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It takes a special type of person for me to click “accept” on a video call, even if they didn’t mean to call me.

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I believe in free education, one that’s available to everyone; no matter their race, gender, age, wealth, etc… This masterpost was created for every knowledge hungry individual out there. I hope it will serve you well. Enjoy!

FREE ONLINE COURSES (here are listed websites that provide huge variety of courses)

Alison 

Coursera

FutureLearn

open2study

Khan Academy

edX

P2P U

Academic Earth

iversity

Stanford Online

MIT Open Courseware

Open Yale Courses

BBC Learning

OpenLearn

Carnegie Mellon University OLI

University of Reddit

Saylor

IDEAS, INSPIRATION & NEWS (websites which deliver educational content meant to entertain you and stimulate your brain)

TED

FORA

Big Think 

99u

BBC Future

Seriously Amazing

How Stuff Works

Discovery News

National Geographic

Science News

Popular Science

IFLScience

YouTube Edu

NewScientist

DIY & HOW-TO’S (Don’t know how to do that? Want to learn how to do it yourself? Here are some great websites.)

wikiHow

Wonder How To

instructables

eHow

Howcast

MAKE

Do it yourself

FREE TEXTBOOKS & E-BOOKS

OpenStax CNX

Open Textbooks

Bookboon

Textbook Revolution

E-books Directory

FullBooks

Books Should Be Free

Classic Reader

Read Print

Project Gutenberg

AudioBooks For Free

LibriVox

Poem Hunter

Bartleby

MIT Classics

Many Books

Open Textbooks BCcampus

Open Textbook Library

WikiBooks

SCIENTIFIC ARTICLES & JOURNALS

Directory of Open Access Journals

Scitable

PLOS

Wiley Open Access

Springer Open

Oxford Open

Elsevier Open Access

ArXiv

Open Access Library

LEARN:

1. LANGUAGES

Duolingo

BBC Languages

Learn A Language

101languages

Memrise

Livemocha

Foreign Services Institute

My Languages

Surface Languages

Lingualia

OmniGlot

OpenCulture’s Language links

2. COMPUTER SCIENCE & PROGRAMMING

Codecademy

Programmr

GA Dash

CodeHS

w3schools

Code Avengers

Codelearn

The Code Player

Code School

Code.org

Programming Motherf*?$%#

Bento

Bucky’s room

WiBit

Learn Code the Hard Way

Mozilla Developer Network

Microsoft Virtual Academy

3. YOGA & MEDITATION

Learning Yoga

Learn Meditation

Yome

Free Meditation

Online Meditation

Do Yoga With Me

Yoga Learning Center

4. PHOTOGRAPHY & FILMMAKING

Exposure Guide

The Bastards Book of Photography

Cambridge in Color

Best Photo Lessons

Photography Course

Production Now

nyvs

Learn About Film

Film School Online

5. DRAWING & PAINTING

Enliighten

Ctrl+Paint

ArtGraphica

Google Cultural Institute

Drawspace

DragoArt

WetCanvas

6. INSTRUMENTS & MUSIC THEORY

Music Theory

Teoria

Music Theory Videos

Furmanczyk Academy of Music

Dave Conservatoire

Petrucci Music Library

Justin Guitar

Guitar Lessons

Piano Lessons

Zebra Keys

Play Bass Now

7. OTHER UNCATEGORIZED SKILLS

Investopedia

The Chess Website

Chesscademy

Chess.com

Spreeder

ReadSpeeder

First Aid for Free

First Aid Web

NHS Choices

Wolfram Demonstrations Project

Please feel free to add more learning focused websites. 

*There are a lot more learning websites out there, but I picked the ones that are, as far as I’m aware, completely free and in my opinion the best/ most useful.

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INTJ in relationship #1

He: You can trust me baby.

My mind: NO YOU CAN'T SUE. STOP. STOOOOOP. YOU USED THAT "instant trust" SKILL BEFORE, YOU KNOW HOW THAT WORKS.

My heart: omg tell him everything. like EVERYTHING that made you who you are.

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Is it so bad that I have a male friend?

Like damn

I've heard like 15 different suggestions 'bout what we are doing when we go out

Female-male friendship doesn't exist anymore?

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Happiest of Birthdays to Dean Winchester.  Congratulations on making it to the Big Four-O! Here are forty pictures of Dean being a happy goof over the past fourteen years ♥

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It feels like I'm falling apart and I don't know how to stop it...