PAIRING ! rich jock!jake x mechanic!reader
SYNOPSIS ! Always having had this passion for cars and fixing them, you found the perfect summer job as a mechanic! Working in a mechanic shop where everyone that worked there was friends with each other was perfect until the friend that didn't work there showed up to get his car fixed.
WARNINGS ! i don't understand a single thing abiut cars or how to fix them it was all googled; jake has daddy-ish? issues; horrendously written angst; reader and jake get pretty heart broken but i cant write angst so its awful; reader thinks jake cheated yikes; curse words; drinking alcohol; reader and jake both have anxiety; reader talks about her past and not having many friends; slighlty suggestive talk but minor friendly! i think it's all, warn me if otherwise!!
word count : 18.9k lol
PLEASE READ! so i want to warn everyone that reads this that this story is not my best. I wrote this during a huge writers block and I've never written something as long as this. I know there are flaws and things that could be better, so I'm all open to tips and advice on how to be better at this kind of stories. I would love to write more of this lenght fics even if my blog was not created for that but its a path i would like for it to take. I really apologize if this story doesn't reach your expectations, but I'm only starting so please be nice patient with me. i hope you enjoy this at least a little bit !
Summer jobs were a studentâs worst enemy. The desperation of wanting money to go on a trip with friends led anyone to get the first job they could get their hands on. Thatâs how you end up at your friend's boyfriend's mechanic shop. Sohee told you about his shop when she found out you were looking for summer jobs to get money for your long-planned trip and knew her boyfriend was looking for employees. Everyone who knew you well enough knew you had a special love for cars and were good at fixing some car-related problems. Ever since you were a little child you were always running behind your father when he did some fixing around his car and as you grew up you learned a few things, enough to have friends call you occasionally to fix their cars. You were a little hesitant to accept this job, you had never fixed any big thing in a car and this job looked like it required more knowledge than you had, still after considering how much you needed the money you accepted your friendâs offer.Â
Sohee explained that only a few people were working around and they were all her boyfriendâs, Heeseung, friends. Heeseung, who ran the shop, does any kind of job around and fixes business and partnership offers, Jungwon worked during the weekends in class months and worked full time during summer break and usually worked in simple things like changing tires and cleaning the cars, Sunghoon who polishes the cars along with Sunoo who also paints and wraps them, Jay worked with changing heavy car pieces and finally, Ni-ki who was friends with all of them and the youngest amongst them all, was also doing this as a summer job and he was in charge of painting costume designs in cars. The 6 of them formed a friend circle along with another one, Jake â who didnât seem to be working here since he most likely didnât need to, seeing that he was born with a silver spoon in his mouth and has always been more privileged than the rest of them in Soheeâs words.
Putting on your jacket and grabbing your keys you made your way out. The weather was hot and you were already regretting putting a jacket on as soon as you entered your car and felt how hot it was inside. You started the car, turned the ac on, waited until you could breathe properly, and felt like you wouldnât melt in the car seat. You grabbed your phone and pasted the mechanic shop address in the GPS app. It wasnât too far from your house, which you were grateful for since it meant you didnât need to wake up extra early to reach the shop in time. The drive was quiet, the traffic was low, and deep down you wished it was high just so you could have time to calm your nerves. The app indicated that you were a minute away so you looked around the street until you spotted a sign that read Gearbox Garage. You made a turn and pulled into the small driveway the shop had to park cars. You turned your car off and took a deep breath as you pulled your keys out and got out of the car. You walked to the front of the shop and it looked empty, making you think that maybe you shouldâve given Heeseung a call before coming. Looking at the time on your phone, it marked 2:30 pm meaning they could be on lunch break. You walked into the shop and looked around, the shop was well organised for a mechanic shop, it wasnât as dirty as you expected it to be but small oil puddles and thrown cloths could be seen here and there. There were only a few cars, not that you expected more since the place wasnât the biggest. Taking one more look around, you saw a door with a sign that said staff only, you walked towards it and knocked, hoping somebody would open it and it would be Heeseung. You waited a few seconds until a tall man opened it with a sandwich in his hand and sauce and bread crumbs in the sides of his mouth. He looked at you with a confused expression as he leaned in the doorway.
âUm Iâm here to talk with Heeseung, Iâm friends with his girlfriend and she told me heâs looking for one more person to work here so-â you were cut off as the man walked away and shouted, âHeeseung hyung, thereâs someone for you!â a faint coming could be heard in the distance as another figure started approaching the door. Said Heeseung appears in front of you. âSo you must be the y/n Soheeâs always talking about?â he said looking at you with an extended hand, waiting for you to shake it. You took his hand in yours as you shook it, hoping he didnât notice how sweaty it was from your nerves. âAh yeah, thatâs me! Iâm assuming she told you how I wanted the job, right?â âOh yes, she did tell me about it and I just need you to answer a few questions to know whether you can get the job is that ok?â Shit, smile and nod y/n. You quickly nodded at his words, hoping he wouldnât ask if you knew how to do complex things. âI just need to know what kind of things you can fix or have done.â âOh! I have done quite a few things, Iâve changed oils, fixed engine chains, changed batteries, changed tires and other small fixes.â you nodded and fiddled nervously with your fingers, silently hoping this was enough to have him accept you to this job. Heeseung nodded and slightly smiled at your words and extended his hand again. You looked at his hands and then at him and he laughed at your confusion. âSeems like youâre our newest employee, welcome!â you let out a breath of relief and shook his hand again. âOh my god, thank you so much! I promise I'll try my best.â you said firmly as you offered him a smile. âNo need to thank me. We really need one or two more employees so youâre big help right now. Anyways, you can start maybe tomorrow at 9 am?â âOh sure, I can, see you tomorrow then!â Heeseung nodded at you and went back to the staff room as you made your way out to your car.
As soon as you sat in your car you immediately texted Sohee, thanking her for having such a nice boyfriend. You put your phone down and sigh happily. You got the job now, what could go wrong? Now you just need to focus on working hard and getting that money to go on that trip.
The sound of your alarm made you stir awake. You groaned as you stretched out and let your arms fall limp in bed with a loud thump. You closed your eyes as you let out a sigh, getting mentally ready for your first day at work. Getting out of bed, you made your way to the bathroom to take your morning shower. You turned the water on and let it warm a little bit before you went in. The warm water felt relaxing against your skin, an almost therapeutic feeling. As you washed yourself you started thinking about how would your first day at work, hoping you wouldnât embarrass yourself in front of the rest of the boys and could get along with them. Now, it wasnât like you had a hard time making friends, quite the opposite. Still, you were always a little awkward when you first met people, all thanks to your constant overthinking, never knowing if people enjoyed talking to you or not. You could say you had a pretty vast friend group but you werenât as close with anyone as you were with Sohee. She has been your best friend for as long as you can remember. Sheâs been there for you anytime you needed and you for her. Sohee was the one who helped you come out of your comfort zone and try new things. Without her, you wouldnât enjoy your teenage years as much as you did, hell, if it wasnât for her you wouldnât even dream of going on the damn trip.
You got out of the shower and stepped in front of the mirror, wiping some of the steam off of it. You started doing your normal skincare routine that, normally, would be a relaxing moment for you, but now you were only thinking about how you could be getting ready to head to the beach with your friends and drink a cocktail while tanning, and now you were only harshly rubbing the products on your face with irritation. Taking a deep breath you moved to your room to finish getting ready so you could leave the house as soon as you could. You looked in the mirror, taking in your appearance one last time before leaving the house, not that the way you looked right now mattered because you were more than sure that sooner or later you would be covered in oil and car fluids so you opted for your old overalls with an old shirt underneath.
The drive downtown was quiet and easy-going, still, there was some traffic since everyone started their work around the same time. The carâs clock indicated that it was 8:50, making you relieved that you werenât gonna be late on your first day of work. Making the already familiar last turn, you reached the shop, parking in the lot it had inside. You got out of the car and instantly felt the slight summer breeze that ran through the morning air. Walking inside the shop, you could already hear some shuffling going on around the shop. As you got in further, you saw Heeseung who probably hasnât noticed your presence yet from his crouched position, cleaning up some tools and putting them in a separate box.Â
âGood morning, Hee!â you greeted, startling him. He got up and turned to face you with a surprised expression. âOh hey, y/n! Wasnât expecting you to be this early, though.â He said, chuckling as he wiped his hands with a cloth. âWell, you know, didnât wanna be too late on my first day of work, I guess,â you said, swinging yourself back and forth, avoiding his gaze, feeling kinda awkward with yourself for worrying so much about being on time. âUsually the other boys come super late since they come all together so you shouldnât worry about being on time here. Also, weâre supposed to be all friends here, so donât put too much pressure on yourself about working here, itâs all chill here!â Heeseung said, trying to reassure and comfort you. âI guess itâs just a matter of time for me to get used to it.â you clapped your hands behind your back as you finished talking. âAnyways, should I start working?â you suggested. âOh, yeah. Actually, thereâs a car that needs an oil change, so maybe you could start by doing that.â Heeseung said, pointing to a red car that was already up in the hydraulic lift. âSure thing!â
You put on some gloves that Heeseung gave you and started getting to work. Changing oil was something you did quite a lot, it was one of the first things your dad taught you, something that was so hard for you back then is now a piece of cake for you. Having a passion for cars made learning things way easier for you. Obviously, this old passion of yours wasnât seen as a good thing for some people. Some would tell you girls shouldnât be working with cars as it was the role for the boys or that you should be playing with your dolls instead of getting in your dadâs way while he was fixing his car. Of course, your little kid self felt awful hearing such things, but your parents would always reassure you that it didnât matter what they said and that it was okay to want to learn those things. As time went by, people stopped commenting less and less. As you grew up you learned how to stand up for yourself and you wouldnât leave those people without a response, and with time they learned how to mind their own business.
As you waited for the oil to fully drain, you heard a car pull up in the parking lot and the rest of the five boys arrived together, just as Heeseung had mentioned previously. You got up from your kneeling position and turned to look at them as they all got in and greeted Heeseung. Their loud voices quickly filled the place that was once only filled by the quiet tunes from Heeseungâs playlist and the occasional clanking of tools hitting the floor. You went back to work as they all talked with each other and started getting ready to work. You heard steps coming in your direction, making you look back to where it came from, seeing Jungwon walking towards you with his dimples on display.
âGood morning, y/n! You know itâs weird seeing someone whoâs not Heeseung working here this early.â Jungwon said as he walked towards you, chuckling to himself. Stopping what you were doing, you turned all your attention to him. âGuess someone needed to give him some company, no?â you said putting your hands on your hips. âKeep going like that and he might give you the âemployee of the monthâ title,â he said, making you laugh at him. âAnyways, what are you doing?â he asked, nodding at the car above you on the lift. âOh, changing some oil, was about to put a new filter on.â you said as you pointed at the carâs oil pan, âShouldnât you get to work as well?â you asked, raising an eyebrow at him, making him scowl at you. âDonât remind me, Heeseung gave me a shit ton of cars to clean, got work for a whole week,â he said rolling his eyes. Jungwon walked away to start working on his cleaning duty and you put your focus back on the oil filter.
Soon enough, it was lunchtime and the seven of you were all gathered in the staff room. You were all talking about multiple things and something that came to conversation was how they had never seen you around campus.
âI mean, I guess Iâm not necessarily a social butterfly and we might not even have classes in the same place, so that might explain why we never crossed paths.â you explained as you ate some of your tuna-mayo wrap you brought from home, they all hummed in agreement. âWhat are you majoring in, though?â Sunghoon asked you as he looked up from his lunchbox. âOh, I study computer science!â âOh really? Then you must know Jake? Jake Sim? He shares a few classes with comp sci studentsâ Heeseung asked, surprised to know you were in the same major as his best friend. You hummed in thought as the name sounded familiar. âIt does ring a bell but Iâm not really adding a face to the name though.â You said slightly tilting your head to the side as you tried your best to remember who the hell was Jake Sim. âYeah, letâs just say his attendance isnât exactly the highestâŠâ Heeseung said as he hissed quietly. âOh⊠yeah that must explain why I donât remember him then.â You said chuckling. âDonât misunderstand it. Itâs not like he doesnât care about classes, I mean he kinda doesnât, but he is much more focused on football.â Heeseung paused as if he was in deep thought. âJake knows if anything school-related goes wrong for him he can just take over his dadâs business, which most likely will happen.â You hummed, understanding what he meant. Â
It wasnât rare for jocks like Jake to skip classes and ignore the fact that they need to graduate. Still, some of them were lucky to have successful family businesses, like Jake was. His father was one of the most prestigious CEOs and businessmen of Seoul and even the whole of South Korea. He led one of the most famous costume software development companies around, starting in a small office in Seoul that, over the years, grew all over the countryâs most famous districts. Jake obviously was following his fatherâs steps, deciding to follow the computer science field so one day he could take over his fatherâs business. Was this his dream? No. Did he really wanna be a future CEO? Also no. He was doing this solely because he knew his dad would never approve of his younger son pursuing a football career. His older brother, Jaewoo, was already following the business field and Jake was just expected to do the same as him and since the older sibling decided not to work in his fatherâs company, he was the last hope to keep the business going so he felt like he had no other option. He felt suffocated knowing that everyone had high expectations for him, having people constantly asking him if he was happy to know he would take over the oh-so successful business, to which he obviously smiled and nodded but deep down he felt mad, almost furious, that people only expected him to do that. No one ever asked him about football, even though everyone knew he was good and even the best in the team and could grow so much more in that field if it werenât for people like them who only cared about status and money. Thatâs not who Jake wants to become, selfish and greedy.
The day came to an end, the sky had a pink and orange hue to it, creating a beautiful painting, pleasing and conforming to gaze at. You started organizing all the tools you had used, placing them in their respective place in the toolbox Heeseung had lent you. Distant chattering could be heard from the other boys playing around as they had also finished their work for the day. You were walking towards the bathroom to wash your hands when you heard someone call your name.Â
âHey, y/n!â You looked back to see Sunghoon, who called you, and the rest of the guys looking at you. âCome out for dinner with us, weâre going to the barbeque place downtown.â âUm, I donât know guys, itâs gonna get late and we have work again tomorrowâŠâ You said, scratching the back of your neck, suddenly feeling shy, not being used to going out with people you barely knew. âOh come on, to celebrate your first day being one of us! Itâs on Heeseung tonight!â Ni-ki said patting the older man on the back, who was about to complain but quickly agreed with the younger one as he felt him pinching him. âYeah, y/n, donât even worry about coming late tomorrow.â Your eyes flickered between all of them until you decided to agree with them, realizing that maybe you need to loosen up a little and stop being such a pussy. You sighed, nodding your head at them âOk, fine! But Iâm not paying!â You said raising your hands. The boys cheered dramatically, making you roll your eyes but laugh nonetheless. âAnyways, Iâm going home to get ready, just text me later with the address.â Everyone bid their goodbyes and you made your way back to your car, ready to go home.
As you entered your house, your mom came to greet you, kissing your cheek in the process. âHey, dear. How was your first day at work?â she asked you, grabbing your jacket and putting it into the coat hanger at your entrance. âOh, it actually went really well. Wasnât expecting to work as much as I did, but Iâm proud that I could do that much.â âAh, you must be so tired, honey! Was the lunch I made enough? Oh, maybe I shouldâve-â âMom,â you said laughing âIt was more than enough, donât worry about it, ok?â you reassured her, rubbing her arms that rested on her side as she looked tense. âAnyways, they all invited me to dinner so Iâm gonna shower and get ready.â You kissed her cheek and ran upstairs towards your room.
Dinner yesterday went smoothly. All your worries about not being able to get along with them were quickly thrown away when you found yourself talking with them like youâve known them for ages. The night was filled with laughter, maybe because of the funny stories being shared or maybe it was the alcohol that everyone- except Ni-ki- had consumed. You were glad you were able to let yourself loose and enjoy the night to the max, you couldnât remember the last time you had that much fun since you were always so busy with college and finals were kicking your ass. The last thing you remember doing that night was texting Sohee that you had gotten home safely and you had enjoyed the night.
Now you were waking up with the buzz of your alarm, opening your eyes only to close them right away when the bright sun rays hit your face. You sat up on the bed, feeling your head pound making you hiss at the strong feeling. You got up and walked to the bathroom scolding yourself to never drink on a work night again.
Driving to work today was painful, no matter how strong the medicine you took was or how much orange juice you drank, the pounding headache you got was not going away and the dark circles under your eyes also werenât a very pleasant sight to see so you opted to wear a pair of sunglasses. You looked at the time and it marked 9:40 am, definitely not on time but no one could really blame you for being extra slow today and your mom also made sure to take a few more minutes from your time to scold you about being late out and drinking when you had work the next day.
Arriving at the shop, you saw everyone already there making you sigh, hating yourself for being the last one arriving at work. Walking inside you saw that no one was working, instead, they were all sitting at a table near the entrance, some of them laying their head down on the table and others drinking energy drinks to be able to go on with their day. âI donât even know if itâs safe to say good morning.â you said sitting down next to them, plopping down on the chair, hissing at the quick movement that made the pounding sensation in your head stronger. No one was able to say anything so you were all sitting down in silence, looking at the cars driving by the shop. Any passer-by would think you had nothing to do when in fact there was way too much to do than any of you could.Â
âRemind me to never do this again, please.â Jungwon said referring to going out until late, making everyone hum in agreement. Suddenly, Heeseung gets up, clapping his hands and then rubbing them together âLetâs get to work. These cars arenât gonna fix themselves.â Everyone groaned at the older manâs words, some complaining, saying it would be fair to take a day one, only receiving Heeseungâs glare in return. âAnyways, y/n, I know you just got here, but I really need you to do me a favour,â Heeseung said, turning to you. You stared at him through your glasses in response âPretty please?â He said lacing his hands together, making you sigh and roll your eyes. âOh my god, fine! What is it then?â You said putting your hand on your hip with a sigh. âI need you to go downtown to pick up a parcel at the post. It has some pieces that I need for the car I'm fixing.â You said nothing in return aside from an Iâll be back soon as you entered the car.
The drive back to the shop was awful, you were stuck in traffic for almost an hour and about to burst in anger. âIf it wasnât for Heeseung and his stupid parcelâŠâ you said, talking to yourself. When you arrived back at the shop you were more than ready to throw hands at Heeseung, if the parcel werenât so heavy you would be running in his direction. âI swear to God, Heeseung, if you ever, but ever make me go through all this traffic again, man, I swear on my life I wonât-â You stopped in your tracks when you saw what was in front of you. âOh my good God, what in the good earth, I- oh my goodness.â you dropped the parcel on the floor as you approached Sunghoon who was near the entrance. âHoon, please tell me Iâm not seeing things and my eyes arenât deceiving me.â You exclaimed, your eyes never moving away from the car in front of you. Sunghoon swore he never saw your eyes shining so brightly âHoon, is this a freaking Ford Mustang from â69?â you said in a high-pitched voice as your hands made their way to your face, cupping your cheeks. It wasnât until you heard a deep chuckle that you noticed a figure next to Sunghoon. You looked in the personâs direction and you were met with a beautiful, almost ethereal, face that was already looking at you, sporting a smirk, making you feel nervous under his strong gaze. Your eyes looked him up and down, noticing he was dressed in designer head to toe. His face was familiar to you but you couldnât grasp any memory with his face on it.
âYou like it?â he asked, nodding his head towards the car before you. You nodded at him with a hum, words suddenly stuck in your throat and you didnât even dare to try and speak, fearing your voice would fail you. He chuckled at you, finding amusement in your shy behaviour. âYou wanna touch it?â he asked raising his brow as his smirk turned into a beautiful grin. You felt your cheeks grow hotter than before and Sunghoon decided to intervene before Jake could keep going, sensing his suggestive undertone. âOk, thatâs enough for you two, geez!â he said rolling his eyes, before speaking again âAnyways, you can leave the car here and Heeseung or anyone will take care of it, you already know youâre in good hands here so no need to worry.â âAlright then, just call me when itâs done, yeah?â Jake said as he and Sunghoon dapped each other up before he left, not forgetting to wink and wave at you, to which you gave a small wave back. âKids these days.â Sunghoon said sighing and shaking his head at you, making you frown at him. âShut up!â you said slapping his arm as you walked past him to pick up the parcel you left on the floor.
You walked back inside the shop, finding Heeseung crouched on the floor as he cleaned some rims he just fixed. âHey Hee, got your parcel here. Do you want me to put it somewhere or should I just leave it here?â you said as you approached his figure âOh, you can just leave it in that chair, Iâm gonna need that in a while.â he said getting up as he wiped his forehead with his arm. âBy the way, Jakeâs car, the one in the entrance, needs to get the left view mirror changed, he broke it while parking somewhere. So, since I'm working on this car and itâs gonna take me a while, youâre going to be the one fixing it.â Oh! That was definitely interesting and caught your attention. âOh, sure, no problem. It shouldnât take too long.â This was only great. Not only were you fixing one of your dream and favourite cars but you were fixing a hot guy's car.Â
Later that day you arrived home with a happy sigh. Even though you were feeling extra tired from the hangover and work altogether, you could only think about your new acquaintance, a hot one. It has been a long time since youâve felt like this for someone or especially for a boy. After your most recent ex-boyfriend, you tried to focus more on yourself and your friends since he hadnât allowed you to do so. Those were times that were long gone and you wanted to erase them from your memory as you moved on.
You had dinner with your parents and went upstairs to get ready to go to bed earlier than usual to recover those lost hours of sleep. You showered and did your usual night routine, being extra careful and allowing yourself to relax. As you sat in bed, you grabbed your phone, seeing multiple notifications, since you donât use your phone during work, from texts from your friends and social media ones, but there was one that caught your attention. For a moment you thought you were having delusional visions, but as you clicked on it it took you directly to Jakeâs Instagram profile and the top showed the Accept and Decline button. He had found his way to your profile and it had you giggling silently, making you feel like you were in high school all over again. It had been about 3 hours since he sent the request so it was safe to accept without looking like a creep. Taking a deep breath to calm yourself, you proceeded to answer your texts and update Sohee on the tea, so you called her.
âSohee, I kid you not, he is so attractive, I canât!â you heard her sigh for the nth time on the phone, feeling her eye roll through the screen. âY/n, Iâve seen him plenty of times, and trust me, I know he is, but be careful, I heard some things about him, though.â âDonât worry about that, itâs just a silly crush. Iâll be over it sooner or later.â Sohee sighed again and you could hear her moving around in her bed sheets. âYeah, whatever. Weâll talk later. Heeseung is calling me.â After talking with Sohee you were left alone with your thoughts as you scrolled on your phone but you werenât really paying any attention to any of the posts, as you were thinking about Soheeâs warning. You decided to put your phone down and go to sleep to calm the thoughts running through your mind. As you were feeling yourself fall into a slumber, you heard your phone buzz but you chose to ignore it. You turn to the other side, getting comfortable to fall asleep again but again, your phone buzzes making you sit up and grab it aggressively. You turned it on, the bright light making you squint your eyes as you turned the brightness down. You unlocked it, checking who was texting at this hour. You felt your heart pound, getting nervous, as you saw Jake had dmed you. You click on his text, not caring if it had only been seconds from his last text.Â
simjaeyun_: hey :)                          11:37pm            Â
simjaeyun_: ignoring me now mnh?            11:46 pm   Â
youruser: stalking me now huh?               11:47 pm
youruser: didnât take for the stalker type tbh     11:47 pm
Your heart started beating quicker when you saw how fast he started typing an answer.
simjaeyun_: then what type do you take me to be? 11:48 pmÂ
youruser: well                              11:48 pm
youruser: definitely the one who makes other people stalk you not the other way around. 11:48 pmÂ
simjaeyun_: maybe you just caught my attention like that ;) 11:48 pm
youruser: oh? did i now? Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â 11:49 pm
simjaeyun_: maybe, find it out yourself :)Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â 11:49 pm
You looked at the texts, feeling a soft blush creeping on your cheeks as you hugged your knees to your chest. You decided to leave him on read, not really having an answer to his text but Jake himself wasnât expecting to get one back. You looked at the ceiling, having lost all your sleep by now. You closed your eyes and sighed as you slid down your bed until you were laying down. You turned to the side, watching the moon from your window, which you usually left open since it helped you wake up. You closed your eyes, trying to sleep, as the image of the texts kept appearing in your head, keeping you awake for a while.
The next day you woke up, remembering last night's events, making you clutch your sheets closer to your chest. You sat up on the edge of the bed, as you sighed and rubbed your face with your hands, making your way to the bathroom to do your routine and maybe it would help you keep your thoughts away from him. You looked in the mirror as you brushed your teeth, glad to see your dark circles were already gone. You did your usual skincare routine and headed down to the kitchen to have breakfast, seeing your mom had made you some pancakes and a black coffee, which were placed neatly on the table where she was already eating.
âGood morning mom!â you greeted her with a smile as you sat in front of her. âGood morning, dear! Did you sleep well?â âOh yeah, I did! I went to sleep earlier to recover from the hangoverâŠâ She sighed at your words as she gave you a warning look, reminding you of her scolding. âIs there a special occasion for you to make me breakfast?â You asked as you took a bite of pancakes. âNot really, canât I be sweet for my daughter once in a while?â She answered and you squinted at her, knowing there was a reason behind it, she wasnât one to do these things just because. âYou came home smilier than usual. Anything special happened at work?â She asked, trying to sound as nonchalant as she could. You stopped your movement for less than a second but enough time for her to notice. âUm, not really, was just happy.â You said after taking a sip from your coffee and putting the mug down. âAre you sure it was just that?â She propped her elbows on the table with her hands intertwined, looking as if she was questioning you for a crime you did. âYes, mom. Iâm pretty sure.â She hummed, taking a sip from her tea. âIs that why you were squealing with Sohee on the phone last night?â You gasped at her words. âMom! Were you eavesdropping on me?â You asked her shocked that she had heard you talking with Sohee. âOh no, dear. You know Iâm not one to do that. I just happened to be walking past your room and heard you all excited about a certain- oh what was the name?â She stopped, trying to remember âOh! Jake! Yes, Jake. Now, you wanna tell me about that?â You blushed at her words as if you were caught doing something bad or she heard a secret of yours. âMom! No!â You said getting up from your chair, leaving a small bit of pancake on your plate. âIâm leaving. I need to go to work. Bye, love you!â You started walking faster, rushing to the door after picking up your house and car keys.
You entered the car, thinking about the conversation with your mom, reminding yourself to be more careful when talking with Sohee on the phone. You reached the shop just on time, parking your car in your usual place, which by now, you claimed as yours. You walked inside, seeing Heeseung and Ni-ki talking about something about a car.
âGood morning guys!â you greeted as you put your lunch bag down. They both looked back at you, seeming relieved you were finally there. âOh thank God youâre here.â Ni-ki sighed. âYeah, whatâs up?â You asked, intrigued as to what they needed you for. âSo, we were discussing car designs for me to do in the car Heeseung is taking care of, but the problem is that we canât agree on one design.â He started explaining as Heeseunf put his hands on his hips, rolling his eyes at the younger male. âSo tell me. in between these which one is better?â He finished, showing pictures of different designs. You hummed in thought as you looked carefully at the pictures and the car behind them. âI think for this car these two thick stripes would fit the best, but thatâs my opinion!â âSee! I told you! You wonât listen to me. Y/n, he wonât agree with me, please help me.â Ni-ki said as he put his hands together in a plea. âSorry, Hee. Gotta agree with him in this one.â Heeseung looked at you with a dumbfounded expression. âDonât fire me?â You said shrugging your shoulders at him. The older man rolled his eyes, sighing as he finally gave in. âFine, but only because it's two against one.â âYeah, sure. Whatever you say hyung.â Ni-ki said leaving the area, you looked at him shrugging at him, âKids these days.â he said under his breath in a mumble.Â
You grabbed your stuff from where you had previously put it and took it into the staff room. Coming back to the area, you grabbed some gloves and put them on, ready to start working on Jakeâs car. Heeseung had already put it in a space for you to fix it and besides it was a box with the side view mirror to replace to broken one. Youâve never changed a mirror before, but you remember one time when your dad did when your mom hit it on the wall while she was parking the car in the garage. It wasnât much of a hassle, it was easy and simple. You opened the carâs door and you were met with the beautiful interior, which Jake had most likely renovated into a more modern one, but still had a vintage touch to it. The car smelled like a manâs perfume, probably his own, mixed with a leathery scent that came from the beautiful black leather seats with red details. Snapping out of your daze with the carâs interior you went back to work. You started by carefully taking out the mirrorâs trim cover and removing the screws that were hidden.
As you were taking out the screws and putting them in a spare box, you felt a presence coming up behind you. Looking up, you found Sunghoon looking at you as he leaned on the car door. âHey there!â you said as you kept doing your work. âEnjoying yourself, huh?â He said with a smug smirk adorning his face, making you roll your eyes. âGo away Sunghoon.â You said but still, you had a smile on your face. âItâs nothing special.â you finished. âYou canât be saying that when you acted how you did yesterday when you saw the car, practically fangirling over it. I mean, not to mention how you were fangirling over Ja-â âShut up!â you said looking at him. âI wasnât, you were seeing things.â Sunghoon laughed at your behaviour. âCâmon, no need to act shy now.â He started âYou know, he texted me yesterday.â âOk? And why should i care?â You said raising a brow at him. âHe was asking me, or better, begging me to give him your Instagram.â You looked away from him as you felt your cheeks heat up. âI donât know why he would do that!â You said, pretending to be interested in those screws. âEh, youâll eventually find out, I guess.â He said making you look back at him. âWhat is that supposed to mean.â You asked suddenly interested in what he had to say. He started walking away, his back turned to you âNothing you should worry your pretty head about.â He answered, making you tilt your head, confused at his words. You sighed as you went back to working on that mirror.
It wasnât too long after your conversation with Sunghoon that little by little everyone started gathering in front of the staff-only door to eat lunch. You got up and joined Jungwon and Sunoo, who was engrossed in a conversation about the latest tea about someone on campus. You were so focused on observing and listening to them talk that you didnât notice an extra someone entering the shop until Jay mentioned it.
âJake? What are you doing here man?â That made your ears perk up, but you pretended to still be listening to the gossip you were previously listening to. âYour mirror still isnât fixed, so no luck for you today.â Heeseung said also greeting him with the handshake their group shared. You looked at them at the mention of the mirror, so it wouldnât look as suspicious. âYeah, I figured. Just wanted to join you guys for lunch.â He said raising his take-out bag. You heard someone gasp, looking you saw Ni-ki looking with heart eyes at the take-out bag. âIs that for us?â He said with his boxy smile. Everyone looked at Jake with hopeful eyes. âWhat? No, itâs mine! And no way in hell Iâm sharing this with you guys.â Jake said in a warning tone. Everyone groaned and rolled their eyes at him âYouâre literally no fun.â Sunoo said giving him a judging look. Jake simply shrugged as he looked around the room until his eyes met yours, making him bite back a smirk. Sunghoon, who was watching carefully and aware of the situation, nudged you slightly when Jake looked away, making you mouth a what? at him which he only answered with a smirk.
You all moved inside the staff room, sitting around the round table. Jake was sitting across from you and you were sitting in between Sunghoon and Ni-ki. Every time you looked up you would be met with Jakeâs eyes staring into you shamelessly, making you bounce your feet nervously. Your eyes drifted towards Sunghoon and you were able to see the smirk he was hiding with food while looking between you and Jake until he finally noticed you looking at him, making him raise his eyebrows at you to which you answered with a shrug as you looked back to your food. You wondered if Jake was going to talk to you anytime today. Since he arrived today he hadnât even spoken a word to you, not even a simple Hi, making you wonder if he was only the all-talk type through social media or if he just didnât have the guts to talk to you personally, but still, he had no problem flirting and teasing you when you guys first met.
Lunch was over and you got back to work. Jake hadnât gone away yet, lingering around the shop, mainly around Heeseung as they talked about things you couldnât listen to. The sudden realization that you were working on his car hit and you wondered if he was gonna approach you in a way. Snapping out of your thoughts, you went back to finish fixing the mirror, already more than halfway done. You were putting everything back in place, with the mirror already replaced, when you saw Jake walking towards you from your peripheral vision. You felt your breath hitch as your shoulders tensed the closer he got.
âI see you finally got to touch it, huh?â He said, putting his hands in his pockets. âOh! Yeah, I did.â You answered with an awkward laugh, feeling your palms getting sweaty. âLike what you felt, sweetheart?â Your eyes widen at that, suddenly feeling at a loss for words. You were more than sure if any other man wouldâve said that to you, you wouldâve cringed right away, but not when said man looked like Jake did. âI- well-â Jake started laughing, making you feel somewhat embarrassed. âIâm just playing around. Youâre not that shy through texting.â He said reminding you of how confident you may have sounded through texts. âWell, I guess itâs not the same as talking face-to-face, right?â You stated, looking up at him in the eyes. His mouth opened to say something but closed right away. âYeah, youâre right.â He took a breath in as he straightened his posture. âAnyways, is the mirror any close to being done?â He wondered. âOh yeah, actually I just need to test it and itâs all ready for you to take it home!â You said while smiling at him, proud that you were able to do something new quickly yet carefully. âOh really? You were pretty quick. Canât say Iâm not impressed, though, in a positive way, of course.â You giggled at him. âThanks, Jake. I appreciate that.â He smiled warmly at you, nodding your way as he walked away from you, leaving you alone to finish your work.
It was almost time to go home when Jake and Heeseung approached you next to Jakeâs car, where you were slightly bent over, as you were touching up some scratches near the mirror area with touch-up black paint. You finished the work, smiling proudly at yourself, as you turned around to face the two boys who were watching you silently as you worked. You sighed happily at them, adjusting the oversized overalls that you wore for work. âIâm officially done!â You exclaimed as you stretched an arm towards the car. Heeseung patted Jake in the back signaling him to get him and his car home. âYou can pay me later.â Heeseung said walking away, knowing if he stayed Jake would insist on paying. Jake sighed as he looked at you. âThank you for doing this, by the way.â He said with a smile, making you shrug. âYouâre welcome, Jake. After all, itâs my job.â You answered, looking down as you kicked non-existent rocks. Jake gave you a wide grin, watching your face, appreciating the way your lashes touched your cheeks when you blinked and how you bit your lip when you were nervous. âIâll see you tomorrow.â With that, he walked towards his car. âTomorrow?â You tilted your head to the side but you got no response as he got in his car. The engine purred as he drove out of the garage, leaving you standing dumbfounded. âWill I ever figure him out?â
Jake got home with only one thing, or rather someone, going through his mind. As clichĂ© as it felt for him, he couldnât understand what was in you that made him want to stay glued to you forever. He wanted to get to know you, know what you liked and disliked, and what were your hobbies. Did you have a pet? You didnât really look like you had one. As soon as he entered his penthouse, he made his way to his room, falling into his bed with a thud, sighing as he felt his head make contact with his fluffy pillows. He still could feel his heart thumping in his chest, quicker than it ever beat. It felt weird, a good weird. He liked the feeling. One he only ever felt with his high school crush who had rejected him in his junior year. Jake groaned out loud as his arm fell to his face, covering his eyes. âWhat have you done to me?â
The past week was full of work. Everyone barely interacted, focused on getting everyoneâs car fixed since itâs vacation season and everyone needed their car as soon as possible. Still, one thing everyone found weird was how Jake came to visit almost every day, something that never really happened through all these years everyone had worked there. Sunghoon always made sure to point out to you that Jake was always lingering close to you, making you give him annoyed remarks. Deep down you were glad he stood close to you as you got time to know him better and to your surprise he was more interesting than you ever thought a jock would be, no offence. You two would laugh with each other for hours until Heeseung needed to scold you to go back to work, hiding his smile as he watched you two playfully fight each other. His presence made work hours go by quicker and you started enjoying his presence a little bit too much, noticing the way your heart would beat a tad bit faster when you heard him laugh at something you said.
When you were done with work Jake would take you out and grab convenience store food for you two to eat in the park. It was in those moments that you both got vulnerable with each other, sharing all of your life stories, good and bad ones. Every night you call Sohee and rant about how scared you are of catching feelings for him, even though you knew you were already in deep, and she always reassured you that you shouldnât feel like that as itâs only natural and what has to happen, will happen. Whatever you were feeling with Jake, is something you never felt with anyone before, as clichĂ© as it can be, but your past dating history left a huge mark on you and you had a tendency to shut people out when they got too close, until now. The boys noticed a subtle shift in the way you and Jake interacted, but still, they only observed from afar, never intruding on whatever was happening between you two. It felt kind of weird for them to see Jake behaving that way around someone who wasnât part of his friend group or more specifically with a girl, but deep down they felt happy seeing their friend finally letting himself loosen up.
The day at the shop was going smoothly, it was a bad day of work for Heeseung. There were no clients coming up and everyone except him was sitting around playing cards or just talking to each other as he finished fixing one car. You were sat at a table with Sunoo and Sunghoon, your hands covering your ears as they kept asking questions you didnât wanna hear and less likely answer. âCome on, y/n!â Sunoo said pulling your hands out of your ears, making you roll your eyes. âI donât like him, ok?â You sighed, âI literally met him, like, not even two weeks ago. I donât even know him like that.â ây/n, you know damn well itâs not like that.â Sunghoon said leaning back in his chair. âJust admit you like him!â âLike who?â The three of you looked back to find Jake walking towards you with his hands in his pockets. âNo one, I donât like anyone.â You said closing your eyes as you propped your head in your hand. Jake looked at Sunghoon, as the latter smirked at him, making you glare not-so discreetly at him. Jake sat in a free chair next to you and the two other men thought it was a good idea to stand up and walk away, leaving you two alone.
âBad work day?â He started. âYeah, something like that.â You sighed, playing with a paper cup in front of you. âItâs just the end of the month and most people are on vacation by now so it was expected.â Jake hummed, an idea coming up to him. âSo you have nothing to do, right?â You looked at him wondering why he was asking that. âUh, yeah, I donât.â You answered nodding at him. He got up, extending a hand to you. âCome.â He said as he smiled and nodded his head towards his way. You hesitated in grabbing his hand and getting up as he dragged you to his car. âBut, the other we need to tell-â âDonât worry âbout that. Weâll be quick.â Jake said as he opened his car door for you. You looked at the car and then at him, making him nod at you, urging you to get in. Jake sat in the driver's seat with a happy sigh. He looked at him, watching as you admired his car, gently touching the leather seats, feeling the wealth in your touch. You looked around the car in awe, making him giggle at your antics. You turned to look at him with a blush and a small smile, feeling shy he caught you as you admired his expensive car. He turned the keys, making the engine purr as you felt the seats vibrate with the loud sound. âWow!â You said with a gasp âIt feels so different when youâre actually inside the car.â You looked at him as he drove out of the shopâs driveway. âYeah, I felt that too when I first drove it.â He said with a chuckle. âWhere are you taking me?â You asked curiously. âYouâll see, princess. Enjoy the ride for now.â He answered as he chose a song to play for the ride.Â
You looked out of your window, seeing the sun almost setting, making the sky turn into an orange explosion. The ride was silent, a comfortable silence, and you found yourselves in an empty road, no words needed to be spoken as you admired the view ahead of you. You rolled your window down, laying your head on the edge of the door. Jake looked at you, admiring your hair that flew freely with the wind and how your eyes were shining in awe and you wore a smile. He looked back to the front and he bit a smile back, failing to do so as the corners of his lips curled upwards. Jake was now driving towards a kind of abyss. He stopped the car, turning off the engine. âIs this it?â You asked making him nod at you with a smile. You both walked out of the car and sat in its hood. You gasped at the view in front of you. You could see the whole city from above. All the tall skyscrapers looked tiny and the street lights were only small dots on a canvas. The sky above showed a pink and orange painting, and the sun had almost fully set.
âJakeâ he looked at you, admiring your side profile âThis is beautiful.â You finished, looking at him with a big grin, making him mirror your actions. You looked back ahead as you scooted closer to him in the hood of the car, feeling your shoulder touch his. Jake smiled to himself, not daring to look your way to avoid doing something he would regret. âThank you.â You said looking at him, seeing how his eyes slightly widened. He looked down at his feet, feeling his ears get hotter âItâs nothing really.â âHow did you even find this place?â You wondered. âThis is gorgeous!â Jake finally looked at you, examining your face, sensing you were asking a genuine question and not just a rhetorical one. âWell,â He started with a sigh. âI usually come here to kind of unwind a little.â He said kicking some rocks on the floor. âIt just tunes me out the rest of the world. I feel the best when Iâm here.â
He felt the urge to keep talking as he felt you still looking at the side of his head. âNormally when I have a big argument with my dad I just come here and let everything out. No one comes here since itâs far from the city so now itâs my comfort place and Iâve never brought anyone here except for you.â He stopped talking, looking at you, seeing you with empathetic eyes. âThank you for sharing that with me Jake.â You rubbed his back in a comforting way âIâm glad you trust me enough to tell me all that, I know itâs not easy to deal with those kinds of problems, even if I never went through them myself. I hope you know Iâm a shoulder you can lean on when you need one. You shouldnât keep those thoughts to yourself.â Jake felt his eyes getting teary as he heard you talk. âI really appreciate that, y/n. I just feel like you give me so much of you and I never really shared something really intimate, so I thought this would feel just right.â He said holding his tears. You smiled at him, pulling his arm, grabbing it as you leaned your head on his shoulder, looking back to the view as a comfortable silence fell over you two. Jakeâs head leaned in yours and he felt a soft bubble form in his chest, making him close his eyes and take a deep breath in of the fresh air that danced around both of your hairs.
The sun fully set after a while. Stars started appearing in the dark sky. âLook,â You said pointing to the sky âThe first star of the night. Make a wish!â You finished as you looked at Jake. âA wish?â You nodded âAlright if you say so.â Both of you closed your eyes and put your hands together as you made your wishes. Jake opened his eyes to look at you, seeing you with your eyes closed and a giddy smile on your lips. You opened your eyes, looking at Jake only to find him already looking down at you, the summer breeze made his hair move beautifully. âWhat did you wish for?â he asked âCanât tell you, it wonât come true if I do.â Jake chuckled at your answer, making you do the same. You both stared into each other eyes, not daring to look away as if you were in some trance with each other's eyes, giving you time to appreciate each otherâs features. You couldnât understand how people could view Jake as a bad being. Since the moment you both started getting closer, he was nothing but a sweetheart to you and besides that, you saw how he treated the other boys as well, always being caring with them, giving them food when one of them didnât have enough or going as far as secretly ordering take out for Ni-ki when he had forgotten to pack his own lunch. They didnât know him in reality. If they had seen him with your eyes they would know he wouldnât do anything to hurt anyone or anything purposely. They couldnât see the sparkle in his eyes when he saw dogs playing in the park or the way his tongue would slightly poke his pouty lips when he focused on something. If only they could see him the way you do.
Your phone suddenly buzzed in your pocket, making you break the intense eye contact that seemed to last an eternity. You looked at the contact ID seeing it was your mom calling you, making you silently curse under your breath. âHey, mom.â You turned to Jake, mouthing him a Sorry which he dismissed with a shake of his head. âUhâŠâ Your eyes started moving around nervously âI, uh, Iâm with Jake, Mom.â You hissed, scratching the back of your neck. Your mom started going off excitedly about how she was right about him, making you roll your eyes, hoping the said man couldnât hear what she was saying. âUm, Mom, I donât- okay wait.â You turned to Jake with a sigh âYou wanna come over for dinner?â You asked him, making him still for a moment. âUh, sure, I mean, why not.â He answered shrugging, something you werenât really expecting, but deep down you were kind of glad he had accepted. âOkay, heâs coming. Yeah, see you, bye Mom.â You hung up, standing up and looking at Jake. He only looked at you, not knowing what to say. âCâmon.â You pulled him off the hood âWe got dinner waiting for us.âÂ
You were driving back to the city, immersed in a conversation about various topics. âAlso, Iâm gonna warn you about my mom, she can be a little too much sometimes, so sorry in advance.â Jake laughed at your words. âDonât say that. Iâm pretty sure she means well.â He said looking at you. âIf that makes you feel better about meeting her, then sure Jake, whatever you say.â Shortly after, Jake was pulling into your houseâs driveway, making you feel nervous, the fact that he was meeting your parents finally sinking in. You donât know why you felt like this, you two werenât even dating. You walked to your front door and searched for the keys that were somewhere lost in your bag. Suddenly the door burst open, making you squeal in surprise as you almost tripped and if it werenât for Jake you wouldâve fallen on your butt. âOh, what gentleman he is!â The door was fully open, revealing your mom who was now cooing at Jake. âMom, don't.â you said in a warning tone, making her wave her hand at you dismissingly. âOh, you must be Jake.â She said grabbing him by the arms âCome in you two.â She invited, making space for you to enter the house. âHow was day, dear?â Your mom asked, making you break the mad face you were making at her with a small smile. âIt was okay. We didnât have any clients today which is not good for the shop.â âOh, that must be really frustrating for you guys.â She said furrowing her brows in a worried way. âAnyways, letâs get to the kitchen. The foodâs getting cold.â She smiled warmly at you two as she dragged you both to the kitchen. âIs dad not home?â You said with a small pout. âOh no, heâs out for that company dinner he had. You know it.â You nodded at her letting out an Oh as you remember your father talking about it.
Jake tried to hide it, but as small as this interaction was, it was still a very domestic one. Those were the interactions he longed for but they never came to him. He felt a pang in his chest but your momâs voice snapped him out of his thoughts. âGive me your plate, dear. Iâll serve you.â She said smiling warmly at him, making him mirror her expression. Your mom seemed so sweet and he genuinely wanted to enjoy this small moment.Â
The three of you talked comfortably throughout the night. Jake was able to get those negative thoughts out of his head for a while as he interacted with you both. He loved watching you talk with your mom, seeing the way your eyes light up when she says something that makes you laugh. Just watching that made him smile, which didnât go unnoticed by your mom. Jake saw his phone light up on the table with a text from his dad asking him where he was and another from a contact he promised himself to never answer again. This made his whole good mood disappear and he just felt like going home. He felt guilty to do this but felt the need to be alone and forget about those texts.
âEverything alright?â you asked with a worried expression, just then he noticed he had his brows pressed tightly together. âOh um, yeah, just my dad texting me.â He said smiling at you, guilt eating him up, but deep down he wasnât lying, just not telling the whale truth, which made him feel shitty. âItâs getting late so maybe I should go. Thank you for the meal, it was really good!â He got up, grabbing his jacket from the chair. You got up as well and followed him to your front door as your mom stayed in the kitchen cleaning up. âHey,â You said grabbing his attention âAre you sure youâre alright? You looked pretty tense back there.â You asked in a worried tone. He sighed, nodding at you. âYes, princess. Donât worry about it. Iâll text you when I get home, yeah?â You nodded at him and you bid your goodbyes. Before he could leave, you grabbed his wrist. âThank you for today, really.â You smiled widely at him, making him chuckle at you âYouâre welcome, princess. Good night.â You let his hand go as you waved at him before closing the door. You turned around to see your mom leaning on the kitchen door. You held your hand up âDonât even start, ok?â you said not wanting to have that conversation. âDindât day a word, honey.â She said smiling at you. âWhatever. Goodnight, Mom.â âGoodnight, dear.â
You let yourself fall into the comfort of your bed with a sigh. You grabbed your phone, seeing a notification from Jake, making you quickly tap on it.Â
jake <3: thank you for tonight, princess :)
jake <3: sorry for leaving so suddenly. my dad texted me and you know how it isâŠ
you: jake you donât need to thank meÂ
you: we were both glad to have you eat with us and dont worry about that i totally understand
you: im gonna head to sleep now. goodnight jake :)Â
jake <3: goodnight princess:)Â
The next day at work you felt kind of uneasy. The way Jake left your house yesterday left you with an unsettling feeling. You didnât know what his dad had texted him and you surely werenât gonna ask him, you were in no place to do that. It was already 5:30 pm and Jake still hadnât stopped by the shop, something unusual since he always comes by lunchtime. You didnât want to think too much of it and tried to convince yourself that he was just busy. As you were cleaning up a car you just finished fixing, you heard footsteps coming towards you, making you look to see Heeseung and Sunghoon. âLover boy didnât come today, huh?â Sunghoon said making you roll your eyes before turning to look at them, now standing up from your crouching position. âHeâs not my lover and you know that damn well.â you said propping your hand on your hip. âYet!â Heeseung says with a stupid grin on his face.
âAnyways, weâre going to this party tonight and we wanted to invite you so you better be there.â the older male said. âUh, I donât know, guys. Iâm not really-â âNot in the mood, yeah we know. Same story and itâs not working today. You are going today, no excuses.â Sunghoon paused for a while âYou know, Jakeâs gonna be there.â he said with a smirk. You lightly tapped your foot on the floor, knowing you didnât really have a choice other than going and if you ended up going you would see Jake. Not that you missed him, maybe just a little bit though. âFine, I guess I can go.â you sighed, crossing your arms âWhere and when?â Heeseung gave you the details about the party, maybe it wouldnât be so bad with Jake there. Even if you were still kind of sour about him not coming, you were sure he had a good reason not to, right?
You walked up to your mirror, checking yourself out one last time before leaving. You lightly rubbed your finger under your lips, cleaning a lipstick smudge. You looked at your outfit, a simple lace, black corset-like top paired with some black leather pants and black heels. The top felt a little too revealing for you, but you decided to come out of your comfort zone for once and try new things. You felt pretty. Your hair was just right, your makeup looked flawless and your outfit was tight just in the right places, flattering your silhouette. Tonight was the night and you were going to enjoy it to the fullest. Sohee had previously texted you, informing you she would also be there with Heeseung, which made you less stressed about this party. You drove to the address Heeseung had texted you, the clock showed 11:45, a reminder that you were 15 minutes late. âTypical y/n, am I right?â you mumbled to yourself when you stopped at a red light. Taking one last turn, you saw a sign with the name of the bar Hee had told you. You parked your car and walked towards the entrance, feeling the biting wind hit your skin, making you regret not taking a small coat with you. You entered the bar and it was already almost full since it was almost midnight. You passed and pushed through the crowd of people Excuses meâs and Sorryâs leaving your lips as you did so. Finally, you were able to spot a tall ash blond who could only be Heeseung and walked towards him.
âHey and before you scold me, yes I know Iâm late.â you said as you and Sohee hugged before taking a seat next to Jay. âWouldnât expect any different from you.â Sunghoon said making you let out Shup up to him. You looked around and saw everyone there except for one person. âWhereâs Jake?â you asked still looking around, failing to notice the exchange of looks between the four of them. âHeâs- Well, he is with some guys from the soccer team, yeah.â Sungoon said, a nervous smile dancing on his lips, making you tilt your head at him âWeird.â you thought out loud. âBut donât worry!â Sunoo said, making you look at him âHeâll probably be here⊠soon.â âOkay?â you answered, looking at Sohee who was just as confused as you were. There was an unfamiliar tension in the booth and before you could think further about it Heeseung spoke up âNo more talking. Letâs get the night started and get drinks!â Everyone got up, greedy to finally get some alcohol in their systems, maybe thatâs what you needed. You reached the counter and Heeseung ordered tequila shots for everyone. The shots were gone as quickly as they came and everyone was thirsting for more so Sunghoon ordered six more of the same.Â
You and Sohee made your way towards the dance floor full of sweating bodies. You were buzzing inside with the little alcohol in your system and the lights were making you dazed in the best way possible. It had been a long time since you and Sohee hung out like this and you were enjoying this just as much as she was. You had your arms thrown over her shoulders as she hugged your waist and you both swayed to whatever music was playing. The boys were looking at you with pure amusement on their faces, never having seen you like this but they were glad you were enjoying this night so far. Your body felt hot from the heat radiating from everyone around you. You saw couples kissing and grinding against each other and it made your mind wander to Jake and wonder if you and he were ever gonna dance like that like it was just the two of you in the room with no one to interrupt you both. You and your best friend went back to the counter to order drinks for yourselves while the boys went back to the booth.
âCan I get two Pink Whitneys with Sprite, please?â the bartender nodded at you before leaving to prepare the drinks. âWas wondering if you could still party, y/nâ Sohee told you laughing. âOh, shut up. It hasnât been that long.â You both turned back to the counter when you heard the bartender speak. âFor the pretty ladies.â He said putting the drinks in front of you, both of you mumbling Thanks in return. You closed your eyes as you savoured the drink you hadnât tasted in a long time. âGod, I forgot how much I love this.â You said taking a big sip of the pink drink. âBrings back old memories doesnât it?â Sohee said leaning back as if she was having a flashback. Even though you were a stay-at-home person, back in the first years of college you went partying almost every night since Sohee was a social butterfly and always made sure to bring you along to whatever party she was invited to. Every time Heeseung would host a party, he made sure to have a hidden bottle of Pink Whitney in a small fridge that only he and the boys knew of for you and Sohee. You laughed at her as you tilted the cup towards her for a toast. âFor old timeâs sake.â She clinked her glass with yours âFor old timeâs sake!â she said before finishing her drink in one big gulp as she did the same.Â
You two got up, making your way to the booth the guys were at. Your vision was starting to blur from all the drinks you had. Only had your low alcohol tolerance to blame. You were trying to walk through the crowd when you spotted a familiar brunette in the middle of it. âLook! Jakeâs there, letâs say hi!â you said pushing Sohee towards his way. The grin you had on your face started to slowly fade as your steps got slower. The closer you got to Jake the stronger the pang in your chest grew. You squeezed Soheeâs hand trying to get her attention but she had already seen enough. You two stood there watching as a girl eagerly kissed Jakeâs neck, his face was hidden since he was looking opposite from where you were. âJake?â You felt a pull on your heartstrings and a whimper left your quivering lips when Jake turned his head to the side and made eye contact with you. His face wasnât showing any emotions previously, quickly contorted with shock as a gasp left his lips, making him immediately push the girl away. Still, Sohee was quicker to pull you away from where you were standing. She was letting out some curses on her way to the booth, something that you couldnât hear.
When you finally reached the other boys they all were looking at you with worried expressions. Their eyes flickered between each other and you were finally able to catch on what was happening when you arrived. âYou guys knew?â you said with a choked sob. None of them were saying a word, making your blood boil when you got your answer. âYou all fucking knew this whole time.â you screamed, pointing your finger at them accusingly. âHow long has it been going on?â Jay was quick to speak up. âIt was just today.â he started. âWe didnât know she was gonna be here and I donât think Jake knew either.â You were starting to get even more confused âWhat do you mean she?â you asked shaking your head. They all looked at each other not knowing what to say. âHeeseung, did you know about this?â Sohee asked her boyfriend, and he quickly shook his head no. âNo, i swear. None of us knew and as he said it was probably a not-so-pleasant surprise for Jake as well.â Knowing that everyone knew who she was and they werenât explaining it to you was leaving you irritated and you just wanted to leave. âSohee can we just go home.â you quietly asked and she ran a hand down your back in a soothing manner. âYeah, give me your car keys, Iâll drive.â You both turned to leave, no words were exchanged apart from a Drive safely from Heeseung.
When you sat in your car you felt like something exploded inside you as you started sobbing uncontrollably. You hid your face in your hands as you started sobbing. Sohee reached for you, holding you in her embrace. âI donât even know why Iâm crying itâs not like we had something.â you said trying to wipe your tears but they just kept coming. âY/n, it wouldnât take a genius to see that something was going on between you two. I canât honestly understand why Jake would be with someone else, especially her.â âWill anyone ever tell me who she is?â you said in an annoyed tone. Sohee sighed as she sat back in the driverâs seat. âThat girl was Aerin. Jake and her were in a weird situationship, kind of friends with benefits but not quite that. They had that going on for almost a year but he eventually broke it off because he finally opened his eyes and realized how much of a bitch she was, even though we were warning him since the beginning.â she paused with a sigh. âShe didnât take it very well since she had always been possessive with him but we thought she finally had gotten over it, itâs been, like, a year and something?â she turned to look at you, seeing you with your head propped in your knees. She raised her hand to cup your cheek, brushing it softly with her thumb.
âI just donât understand why he would do this, after all that weâve been through.â You said feeling tears coming back, pooling in your eyes. âSohee, I let all of my guard down for him, I told him my everything and this feels like history is repeating itself, you know?â You told her as memories from your history with your ex brought you a sour feeling âY/n, whatever happened between you and Jeno is long behind, I thought we had already talked about this.â âI am over it, Sohee! But seeing Jake do this is just bringing all those feelings back. Six months right after I opened up to Jeno I find out he was cheating on me with the girl I shouldnât worry about and now when I finally feel like I can commit to someone again, I see Jake like that, how is that fair to me?â you said turning into a sobbing mess again. Your whole body was shaking and Sohee felt her heart shatter seeing her best friend like this.
âY/n, I know this really isnât the right time to say this but Iâve known Jake for as long as Iâve been dating Heeseung and I canât understand why he is doing this. This really isnât like him, at all.â She rubbed your back âIâm more than sure he will explain himself to you soon. This just doesn't sit right with me.â You wiped your eyes as you sniffed âI donât want to see him anytime soon, Sohee.â She smiled sadly at you. âI know, honey, But you know it will eventually happen right? Itâs inevitable.â You nodded at her, knowing she was right. âLetâs go home yeah? You can stay at mine today. Donât want you dealing with this alone.âÂ
Sohee drove off as you stared out the window. Millions of thoughts were running through your head and you felt like it was about to explode. Eventually, you fell asleep during the ride and only woke up when Sohee softly shook you when you arrived. You both entered her apartment, being immediately greeted by her cat who was rubbing herself in your legs. You crouched down to her level, rubbing behind her fluffy white ears, making her purr. Oh to be a cat. Sohee gave you one of her pyjamas for you to sleep in and some makeup wipes, knowing you probably wouldnât even bother to take it off. You both slipped into her bed, sleeping together like you two would back in the day. You laid back against the headboard as she texted Heeseung to update him. Your own phone buzzed on the bedside table. You grabbed it and saw a notification that normally you would be excited to answer, but not today. You read the texts Jake had sent you.
jake <3: y/n please                         Â
jake <3: i know what it looks like but it isnât like thatÂ
jake <3: let me explain please                   Â
jake <3: you know id never hurt you. Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â
You dropped your phone in your lap as you rubbed your eyes with your hands, starting to sniff again. You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to stop the tears as you sighed and leaned back against the headboard. Sohee looked at your phone and then at you, making her sigh. âWhere did i go wrong? I mustâve done something really bad in my past life to deserve this.â âY/n, cut the nonsense, you donât deserve this, ok?â she said grabbing your arms and turning to look at her. âYouâre gonna get through this with me and when youâre ready youâre gonna go back to work and maybe talk with Jake, yeah?â You took a deep breath before nodding at her. âGood. Now youâre gonna rest and tomorrow weâll see whatâs gonna happen.â She grabbed your phone and turned it off, putting it on her bedside table. She turned the light off and you let your head fall into the pillow with a sigh. You stared at the ceiling, trying to shake off all the thoughts going through your head until you felt your eyes closing on their own.
The weekend had gone by slowly. You had texted your mom after everything happened to tell her you were gonna stay at Soheeâs for a few days. All you did was mop around the house and lay in your friendâs bed all day, only getting up when you really needed to. You were sure you were sleeping more than 12 hours a day and still felt like the energy was drowning out of you. Sohee tried to get you to go out and encourage you to go to work to help you forget things but the anxiety you felt at the possibility of encountering Jake was keeping you from doing so. You knew that staying home all day and doing nothing until Sohee came back from work wasnât gonna help you in any way and you honestly wanted to do something about it but you had no energy to do anything. You walked to the kitchen for nth time that day, placing your cereal bowl on the sink with an accidental loud thud, making you hiss. You sighed as you looked at the mess of plates and cutlery you had accumulated in the sink within just a day. âGod, what am I doing.â You said talking to yourself. You stared into nothingness as you got in deep thought. Being like this wasnât gonna take you anywhere and avoiding situations where you might meet Jake wonât either. So, you made the final decision that you were going to work tomorrow, no matter what. You looked at the clock on the kitchenâs wall and saw it was already 6:30 pm, so without any more self pity you walked to the bathroom to take a shower, determined to get back to your usual work routine. You stared at your figure in the mirror and almost apologized to yourself as you took in your messy and unkempt appearance. You entered the shower and let the warm water fall on your tense shoulders. Sighing, you let your head lean into the shower wall as your body shook with a sob when Jake filled your mind again. Had he tried texting you anymore after that night? You couldnât really know since you had blocked him on your social media. Was he hurting the way you did? What had really happened? Maybe you were overreacting all this. You shouldâve let him explain himself. Dumb y/n, so dumb.Â
Jake felt horrible. You really had to come near him at the wrong moment and see something that really wasnât what it looked like. But he shouldâve known the moment she texted him the night he was at your house she was serious. Why couldnât Aerin just get over the fact they werenât together anymore, as if they were ever actually together. In his head, it was starting to be too good to be true. As if he was ever gonna get lucky with someone like you. Of course, he had to fuck it up in any way. Itâs all your fault, Jake. This was all you. Those words kept repeating themselves in his head as he laid in his bed as his whole body was filled with piercing anxiety. He didnât know what else to do. He called Heeseung and said you still hadnât gone to work that week.
The boys knew about the situation and Jake always tried to explain himself while he cried on the phone with any of the guys, even if they reassured him they believed him every day. He shouldâve known better than to get involved with Aerin in the first place. He had always been warned about it so why did he still do it? Why couldnât he just do anything right. The past few days were spent with Jake lying in his bed as he cried and cried for as long as he could. All the feelings he bottled up for so long left his body, making his whole self shake. When he finally was able to open up fully to you, he had it all taken away, knowing you had let your whole guard down for him. He knew you werenât doing any better than him and that hurt him even more. Knowing he couldnât be the one to hold you and comfort you was killing. Jake knew he couldnât stay like this forever and all he wanted to do nothing more than reach out to you and tell you his truth but he knew he had to give you space. So he waits for as long as he needs to because he is not letting you go because of her, he wasnât letting that happen.
You woke up at the same time as Sohee. The moment you opened your eyes you instantly felt a pang in your chest, knowing you had to go to work today. You threw your arm over your eyes as you sighed. Sohee looked at you as she rubbed her eyes to wake herself up. âGood morning.â she told you to which you only answered with a grumble making her chuckle at you. She got out of bed, opening her curtains, making you squint at the bright light invading the room. âCâmon, get up. You need to get ready.â You sighed again at her words before sitting up on the bed. After you both got ready for work, you sat down at the table as you had breakfast together. âSo,â Sohee said mid-chew âare you ready for today?â You looked at her as you sipped on your coffee. âI mean, no. But as you said I canât keep avoiding him and itâs better if we talk already than not.â You answered as your fork played with the blueberries on your plate. âYou got this, yeah?â Sohee reached for your hand across the table. You inhaled as you felt your eyes water but you held yourself back. You nodded at her as you whispered a Yeah in response to her.
You left around 10 am which was the time Sohee usually left for work. As you made your way to the shop, anxiety started bubbling up in your chest, making you take deep breaths to try and keep yourself together. Thereâs nothing to worry about. If Jake ended up showing up at the shop you guys were just gonna talk, or maybe not. Maybe he will explain to you and assure you it was not what it looked like or maybe he wasnât and it was exactly what it looked like. âWell, shit.â you said to yourself as you arrived at the shop. You parked your car, seeing everyone already there. You stepped out of the car, taking a deep breath of the fresh morning air breeze around you. You walked inside and there stood Heeseung and Sunghoon staring at you with warm smiles. âHey guys!â you greeted. You walked towards them and Sunghoon pulled you into a hug, making you let out a shaky breath. âHowâve you been, dummy?â He asked, letting you go of his arms. âWell, yâknow, not good. But! Iâm here to change that and yes Iâm going to avoid that conversation, if you donât mind.â They nodded their heads at you, Right and Of course! were their only answers before you asked Heeseung if there was any work for you to which he assigned you to check a carâs engine and gasket.Â
You got right to work and you were glad you could distract yourself for most of the time. The car needed to get his gasket changed and it wasnât an easy task so you needed to have your full focus on it. Working made the day go by faster and you barely had time to lunch as you were so immersed in the task you were assigned to do. Sometimes Ni-ki would linger around you, mostly joking around as you worked, keeping you company, which you were glad he did. If anyone had told you you wouldâve ended up getting a summer job at a mechanic shop and befriending the six workers you wouldnât believe it. But you couldnât be more glad that you did, you had quickly made six precious friendships with six boys who were all you could ask for in a friend. As someone who never found befriending people easy, you were quite proud of yourself as you had found six treasures in only a lifetime. You knew you could always rely on them, and despite the age gap between the two younger ones, you still would trust them with your life nonetheless.
You felt sweat dripping down your forehead as you worked, making you get up from your bent-over position to wipe the sweat with your forearm, adjusting the strap from your overall that was slipping off your shoulder. âGod.â You sighed loudly. Heeseung slid from underneath a car to check on you, âEverything ok?â he asked sitting up. âI guess. Just this thing is harder than I thought it would be.â You said putting your hands on your hips as you stared at the engine in thought. You knew this was gonna be hard, but one wrong move you would need to do it all over. Heeseung got up and walked to where you stood staring at the car. âI think youâre going on the right path. Nothing is looking wrong or weird so keep going.â He said patting your back âYouâre doing well, you always do.â You chuckled at his words âYou flatter me, Lee.â He laughed at your words âAll for the best of my wor-âÂ
His words were cut off by the roar of an engine. A familiar Ford Mustang pulled up in the driveway. Your breath stopped for a while until you felt Heeseung get his hand off your back. âI think I should go somewhere elseâŠâ You nodded at him, fully understanding why he was doing it. You pretended to go back to work, trying to convince yourself that Jake wouldnât come over to you if you did that. You heard footsteps getting closer to you and you felt your breath pick up its pace. You got this. âHeyâŠâ You heard the deep yet soft voice say. You looked up to see Jake smiling softly at you and you almost teared up at that. You tried to reciprocate the smile but you were sure it came out shaky. âHi, Jake.â You said nodding at him. Your gaze drifted from his figure, trying to look at anything but him, as you fiddled with your fingers. âNice patch!â He said chuckling, making you blush as you stared at the Care Bears patch placed upon your knee. âThere was ripped so my mom put it on for me.â You said still not looking at him, making him mutter a Cute under his breath, which you almost missed. âWhy are you here?â You asked, looking at his face, but you knew damn well why he was here. Jake took a shaky breath in as he leaned against the wall behind him, his own gaze now avoiding yours.
âI guess- No, I know and I need to explain myself to you.â He started, gulping his anxiety away. âWhat you saw that night wasnât something anyone would expect that would happen. I mean, I shouldâve had to be honest. The night I went to have dinner with you and your mother I told you I had received a text from my father. Which isnât a lie, because I did, but you also deserved to know that Aerin had also texted me.â His eyes finally met yours with an apologetic gaze. Your face was contorted in confusion and you waited for him to explain it further. âShe somehow found out that you and I had been hanging out and that there was something between us and she texted me some nonsense about knowing I still wanted and was using you as a rebound.â You stared at the ground hearing those words. âWas I a rebound to you Jake?â You asked quietly âNo!â He answered with no hesitation âOf course not! And I hope you never felt that way because all I did for you was genuine.â his hand twitched, Jake wanted to reach out to you but he knew he still had further explaining to do. âGoing on. That night I was supposed to go out with guys from my soccer team as well as the guys here but Aerin somehow was involved with some of the guys in the team and joined as well. The moment you started approaching me she threw herself at me and started doing whatever she was doing and before I could react and push her away you had already seen it.â His voice became shaky as he played that moment back in his head. âAnd I would and never will blame you for reacting the way you did. If I was in that position I would do the same, most likely.â Tears started falling from your eyes as you heard him talk.Â
Your chest was tight with guilt. You felt bad for what you did to him. He didnât deserve to go through what you made him go through. You sniffed as you tried to wipe the stubborn tears that kept falling. Jake took a step closer to you, feeling his own eyes water at the sight of your miserable state. âBaby, please donât cry.â The pet name left his lips before he could think about it but you didnât seem to have heard it or mind it. âJake Iâm so sorry.â You said between hiccups of sobs âPlease, please forgive me. I probably made you go through hell when you didnât even do anything. I was so selfish.â Your cries got louder as you spoke and you didnât even care if the boys could hear you. âY/n, no! Stop apologizing. It was not your fault, ok? You arenât the one to blame. You werenât the one causing this, Aering was.â He said pulling you into his embrace. The knot on your chest broke as you finally felt his comforting touch and scent that you loved so much. âI would forgive you in a heartbeat if you had anything to apologize for, but you don't, you hear me?â You looked up at him, sniffling softly as you nodded at him. Jake cupped your face to wipe your tears as he smiled softly at you. âIâm sorry I made you go through all of this.â You saw the tears pooling in his eyes, making you cup his cheek.
âAre we ok now?â He asked, worry still lingering in his tone. You smiled widely at him as you furiously nodded your head âYes! God, Jake, of course!â You said chuckling between sniffs. He laughed along with you as he stared into your eyes endearingly. Your breath calmed down as you both stared into each other eyes. None of you making a move to look away. Your eyes drifted from his eyes to his lips and you caught a glimpse of him doing the same. You donât know who was the first to move but suddenly your lips were on his as you two share a long-awaited kiss. Your arms went around his neck as his hands were still cupping your cheeks. You leaned your head to the side to deepen the kiss. Jake let out a happy sigh into the kiss, making you smile against his lips. You both pulled away and you let your eyes look around the room to avoid his gaze. Jake laughed at you and you buried your face into his neck to hide the crimson red spreading on your cheeks. Jake pulled you off of him and held your hand as he started pushing you outside. âLetâs go.â He said nodding towards his car. âJake I canât I have to finish-â âDonât worry about that. Iâm pretty sure Heeseung wonât mind.â You were hesitant but still let him drag you to his car. âOk- wait. Slow down, oh my God. Isnât this kidnapping? Geez!â You said scowling lightly at him at the eagerness he was pushing you with. âStop talking nonsense, silly.âÂ
The boys finally gathered around the entrance as they heard Jakeâs car leave with you both inside it. âWell, it was kinda awkward.â Jungwon said breaking the silence. Sunoo rolled his eyes, slapping the boy's arm. âWhat? Itâs true!â He said raising his hands in surrender. Silene took over again as everyone tried to process what had just happened. âIf all it takes to leave work early is to argue with my girlfriend then Iâm down.â âNi-ki, shut the fuck up.â
You were anxious for today. Even though Jake has been countless times at your house and had dinner with your parents just as much, youâve never been at his house, let alone met his parents. But it would change today, Jake had called you today, inviting you to have dinner with his parents at his house. As much as you wanted to refuse, you knew you couldnât, you couldnât delay this moment any longer, sooner or later it was gonna happen and it was happening today. You didnât know how to really feel about it. From what Jake told you, you knew his dad wasnât the best person but you didnât know much about his mom. You felt anxiety creeping up your body as you got ready for the night. You tried to look the most presentable you could for Jakeâs parents, not wanting to leave a bad first impression.
Your phone buzzed in your bed, you picked it up and saw Jakeâs text telling you he was outside. You looked at your reflection one last time before grabbing your purse and leaving. When you got outside you were met with the breathtaking sight of Jake leaning against his car, looking like he just came from a clichĂ© teenage movie. His skin was glowing with the bright sunshine, complementing his skin colour to perfection. His full black outfit was hugging in all the right places, making him look like a runway model. Jake noticed your staring, making him laugh silently. âYou know you can take a closer look, right?â His words made you roll your eyes, despite feeling your cheeks grow hot. âYouâre so cocky, Jake.â You said as you walked towards him, stopping in front of him as you leaned in for a peck. Jake hummed against your lips, holding your face to kiss you deeper. You tapped his cheek and pulled away, eyeing him with a warning stare. âWe have places to be, young man.â Jake sighed at your words and you both got in the car.Â
Throughout the car ride, Jake noticed your fidgeting hands and he knew you were nervous. He put his hand on top of yours, still looking at the road ahead of him. âThereâs nothing to be worried about, y/nâ He said in a quiet voice, making you look at him at the sudden words. You let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding, looking back to the road. âI know. Itâs just- I donât even know why Iâm nervous.â You answered chuckling humorlessly. Jake gave your hand a squeeze, giving you a silent reassurance. âI know that from what I say about my dad he sounds scary but he can be nice sometimes and Iâm sure he will be pretty okay with you, so donât think too much about it, yeah? Besides my momâs gonna be there so it wonât be as bad.â You nodded and smiled at him, leaning on the center console to peck his cheek, making him smile.
Soon enough, you both reached his parentâs house. You felt your heart starting to race as soon as you stepped out of the car. Jake walked beside you, grabbing your hand, holding it tightly against his. Something in him was telling you he was nervous as well and it made you look at him with worried eyes. You both stopped at the front door, looking at each other. Jake smiled at you, nodding his head towards the door, making you take a deep breath as you nodded back at him. He rang the doorbell, the sound echoing in the loud silence as you both waited impatiently.
The door finally opened, revealing a beautiful woman. She didnât look any older than 45, her skin was smooth with barely any wrinkles adorning it, only faint ones that marked her joyful smile. Her hair had a chestnut tone to it and the perfectly styled curls reached her shoulders. âJake, my love.â She said as she pulled the said man into her embrace. âIâve missed you so much!â Jake smiled as he looked at her with a grin. âMissed you too, mom.â He said lovingly pecking her forehead. âOh, goodness. You must be y/n, Iâm Sooyoung! So glad to meet you dear!â She said pulling you in a hug, making you smile at her as you felt the nerves slowly leaving your body. âYes, I am! Itâs so nice to finally meet you!â You told her, as she held your hands in herâs. âYou know, Jake sounded so excited to finally introduce you to us, he would always talk about you when he called.â You heard Jake groan beside you. âMom!â âWhat? Iâm just saying!â She said laughing at his son âAnyways, come inside. Dinner is almost ready!â She leads you both inside the house. âDo you need help with anything?â You asked her âOh no, dear! Donât worry, everythingâs almost done. You both wait in the leaving room while I finish it.âÂ
Jake took you to the living room, where his father sat on the couch as he watched whatever news channel was playing. He cleared his throat, making his father loom at you both. âHey, dad. This is y/n, my girlfriend.â Jake said introducing you to the older man. âHi, sir. Itâs nice to meet you!â You said bowing slightly at him, wiping your sweaty hands in the back of your pants. Jakeâs father got up, walking towards the both of you. His straight lips formed a slight smile as he pulled you into a hug, making you let out a surprised sound. âItâs nice to see the girl my son canât shut up about. Canât say Iâm not surprised to see my son could keep up with a girl like you.â You felt shy at his words, not really knowing what to say. âAh, Iâm sure itâs not like that.â You said rubbing your arm anxiously. He then walked to Jake, shaking hands with his son, giving him a tight-lipped smile. âHope youâve been behaving well, son.â He said patting his sonâs head. âDad..â Jake said rolling his eyes. The three of you sat on the couch, Jake's dadâs eyes were on the TV but his focus was somewhere else.
âSo,â He started. âWhere did you two meet?â He asked, turning to look at you two. You looked at Jake and then at his father âWe met at my workplace.â You said nodding at him. âYou work?â He asked curiously. âWell, itâs a summer job, but yeah I do. Been there for about two and half months maybe?â You smiled at him, rubbing your hands back in forth on your thighs as you tried to ease the nerves. He hummed âAnd what do you do, may I ask?â âDad, itâs enough questions.â Jake said but you stopped âItâs okay, Jake.â You said smiling at him. âIâm working at a mechanic shop, which I know itâs not usual as a summer job, but I enjoy it a lot.â His dad opened his mouth to speak but before he could do so, Sooyoung called everyone to the table.
You were all sat at the table peacefully, immersed in a casual conversation. âWe should totally book a dinner with your parents y/n, Jake talks about how nice they are when he stays at your house. â Jakeâs mother suggested. âYeah, I think that would be really nice. They would love it!â You told her, smiling at her as you went back to eating. You noticed Jake had been quiet most of the night, only talking when you were the topic of the conversation. It made you worried that he was behaving this way. You noticed the way his hands were trembling and you wanted nothing more than to comfort him right there and then. You put your utensils down when you finished the meal and one of your hands went to his tigh to rub it in a comforting manner. Jakeâs movements faltered when he felt it. His free hand went down to where your hand was placed in his thigh and squeezed it in appreciation. You interlocked your fingers with his and his thumb started rubbing the back of your hand. Jake felt his heart warming up at your actions, looking at you as you spoke with his mother. He smiled, looking down at his empty plate as he tried to hide it.
Jakeâs mom got up and walked towards the fridge. âIf everyoneâs finished, I made dessert!â She said as she put a homemade ice cream bowl on the table. She sat back down and the conversation went on. ây/n I almost forgot to ask! What are you studying?â Sooyung asked as she looked at you. her elbow propped on the table. âOh, Iâm majoring in computer science actually!â You answered with a smile. âI actually share a few classes with Jake.â You said looking at him with a smile, seeing him already looking at you. âOh really! What a coincidence, isnât it!â His mother beamed at you. Jakeâs father scoffed beside his mother making you snap your head in his direction. âIâm surprised he actually attends classes.â He said looking down at his desert. Jakeâs hand tightened almost painfully in your grip.
The tension in the room was thick and if you wanted you could cut it with a knife. Jakeâs mother scolded him silently for speaking about it when you were present, but the man couldnât care less. âSoccer, soccer, soccer. Itâs all that goes through that head of his.â He said, finally looking up at his son, who stared at him with a stoic expression. âI work hard every day to give him a stable future and yet he doesnât even think about pursuing that.â He said with an expression that could be read as disappointment. âLook at his brother. Working a high-paying job, a stable one, and yet, you canât take it as an example to look up to. Do you really think soccerâs gonna take you anywhere in life?â He asked but he wasnât really looking for an answer. Your heart felt like it could jump out of your chest with how quick it was beating. Jakeâs face was emotionless but his hands were shaking as the force of his own fatherâs words hit him like rocks. It hurt you to see him take all this and you just couldnât keep yourself quiet any longer
âYou know,â You started âJakeâs really good at what he does best, even if itâs at soccer.â You gulped your nerves down as you continued. âIf thereâs something my parents never did was interfere in my future. They never once told me I should follow this or that, never. Because nothing was more important than them seeing me do something that makes me happy. If soccer is what he loves doing, then why not let him do that? I donât know a thing about soccer or sports but if heâs known in almost every national universityâs soccer team then he must be damn good at what he does. So why not support him in that? Even if it goes bad for him, which I must say I doubt, heâs going to graduate so thereâs always a plan b. Have you ever considered your sonâs happiness? I genuinely donât intend to be disrespectful to you or your company, but is your business more important than your son? You have a son working in that field so why not make him take over it instead of Jake, who clearly doesnât want to do it?â
You looked at Jake, seeing him look at you with tears pooling in his eyes, making your own eyes water. âJake deserves nothing but to be happy. If you only could see how much heâs done then maybe you would love him a bit more.â You got up from your chair, the scraping sound made you slightly hiss. Jake understood what you were doing and did the same. âIâm so sorry about this, but I just canât stand you seeing talk so low of your son. I hope you can reflect a little bit. Again, Iâm sorry.â You turned to leave, Jake following behind you.
When the front door shut close, Jake instantly broke down, throwing himself in your embrace. His body shook with broken cries, making you screw your eyes shut as you tried to stop your tears. You held him tightly, rubbing his back in a soothing manner. âItâs alright now.â you said in a whisper, your hand coming up to tangle itself in his hair. When his cries died out Jake pulled out of your arms, looking at you. His hands cradled your face, as his eyes scanned your features. He smiled at you, making you mirror his expression. He leaned down as he pecked your lips and your hands came up to hold his that were holding your face. âIâm sorry for, you know, causing all that. I just couldnât not do anything.â You said looking down. âHey, donât apologize. Thank you for that, really.â he said letting out a breath. âItâs better you saying that than me having another screaming match with my father.â He smiled sadly.
âI didnât know you liked me that much, though.â He joked trying to lighten the mood. âOh, câmon Jake, seriously.â You said groaning at him, feeling your cheeks heat up. âIâm kidding, Iâm kidding.â He said laughing. âYâknow, I like you that much too.â You felt shy under his gaze, suddenly not able to look in his eyes. âDo you really?â You asked as you kicked tiny rocks on the floor. âYes, silly. Of course I doâŠâ Jake tensed âEven more than liking, actually.â You looked up at him when he said that, seeing him biting his lips nervously. âWhat?â You asked, surprised as you felt your heart race. âI- sorry I shouldnât-â âJake.â You cut him off, laughing at him. He stared at you wide-eyed, his cheeks flushed and his ears red.
You threw your arms over his shoulder, making a slight force to pull him closer. You smiled up at him. âI love you.â Jake almost choked in his own spit, not expecting to hear those words coming out of your mouth. His mouth opened and closed as he tried to say something. He took a deep breath and put his hands on your waist, suddenly feeling like he was in high school again, about to have his first kiss. He leaned in to kiss you, moving his head to the side to deepen it. Both of your lips moving on their own as you shared a passionate kiss. Jake pulled away before he could go further, his forehead resting against yours as he giggled, making you laugh at his behaviour. âI love you too princess.â He finally said, âSo much.â He pecked your lips again, and again, and again until you pushed his chest as you laughed at him. He grinned at you, as he grabbed your hand in his. âLetâs go?â He asked and you nodded at him. You both got in the car, ready to go home as some soft tunes played from to radio.
Jake had been trying to make his house a home for a long time, but maybe home was where you were.
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pairing: ex!sunghoon x gn!reader
wc: 3.5k+
synopsis: itâs hard to turn away a park sunghoon who looks like an abandoned puppy, waiting at your front door, when he is only supposed to be a memory that you wish to forget. ib memories by conan gray
warnings: umm angst hahaâŠ, exâs to errr lovers maybe hahaâŠâŠ., cursing, mentions of sunghoon being under the influence, maybe one suggestive joke?? i dont really know, reader is emotional but under good reason, sunghoon isnât an asshole but heâs selfish, kinda fluff if it makes you feel better, not proofread of course
youâre starting to finally heal. youâre starting to build up your friendships again, becoming more stable in your job, and your relationship with your parents are starting to become healthy! so why are you opening the door, three in the morning, to an obviously drunk and high sunghoon?
you know better than to open the door. you blocked his number, blocked him on every single social media platform you could think of, and cut off all mutual friends you two shared. the sight, the mere thought of anything that could possibly remind you of park sunghoon, makes you want to hurl. you donât want to be reminded of him, and you were doing exceptionally well. until now, where your shaky hand is reaching for the door knob, well knowing that sunghoon is outside your door. your hand finally meets the door knob, but you donât turn it. you canât. you shouldnât. you bite back a pathetic laugh, your head hanging down in disappointment for yourself. youâre stronger than this, youâre a smart person. but park sunghoon makes you stupid. stupidly in love.
sunghoon can feel your presence on the other side of the door. his forehead meets with the hardwood of your door. the thud breaks you out of your thoughts, a loud and exasperated sigh leaving your lips. you really canât deal with this, but when you take a small peek through your peephole, you think he looks like a stray wet dog with no owner, just looking for some shelter. youâve been sunghoonâs shelter long enough, you think, so whatâs one more night?
you scoff to yourself, and sunghoon hears it. he plants a hand on your door, softly patting it in his drunken state. ây/nâŠâ he lazily drags out your name. youâve worked so hard to move on. and you have finally found peace with yourself. are you really about to ruin all your progress? you suppose so when you finally crack open the door. you donât dare to look at him. you havenât seen his face, you havenât even heard his name in months. you really hate yourself for opening the door, but you hate sunghoon even more when you look up to see a sleazy smirk resting on his ridiculously attractive face. you donât say a word. you grab his wrist, (harshly) pulling him inside your apartment before slamming the door shut. âsit,â you gesture over to the couch. you have a spare room, and sure, you can offer him the room to sleep in for the night. but youâre petty and bitter, so you think he deserves to have back pain when he wakes up the next morning.
sunghoon trudges to your couch, flopping onto it as he did a few months ago. it feels weird to see him in your home, and itâs the same weird feeling when you wouldnât see your home. you purse your lips as sunghoon rolls around on your loveseat but he abruptly sits up, looking at you dead in the eye. âdid you change your couch?â he asks, as if changing the couch offended him (it did). he literally cannot be serious, and judging by the way he looked at you, he was, and it pissed you off even more. you scoff again, shaking your head in disbelief as you walk over to your kitchen. as you pour him a glass of water, you feel sunghoonâs eyes following your every move. âwhy did you change your couch?â he presses again, but you ignore him again.
he rolls his eyes when you donât answer him, and for a moment you forgot that he doesnât like not having answers. ây/n, answer me. whyâd you change it?â heâs more firm on his question now, and you almost want to chuck the glass cup filled with water at him. you walk over to him, handing him the glass of water but his eyes only stay on your face, awaiting for your answer. you sigh dramatically, âi swear to god, just drink the water, or i will not hesitate to dump you outside again.â youâre just as firm as him, and you swear you saw his eyebrow twitch in agitation but he takes the glass anyway, downing it in one drink. setting the glass on your coffee table, his eyes harden once more and you already know heâs going to ask you again. heâll ask and ask until he gets an answer. ây/nââ he starts again, and you feel queasy from hearing his voice. you stand up, turning your back on him. âshut up. i changed it because it didnât match my apartment furniture. thatâs all,â you finally answer him, but both of you know that it is far from the real reason why you changed your couch.
sunghoon spent too much time on the old couch, and seeing it every time in the center of your apartment made you sick to the stomach, so you changed it. now, you think, youâll have to change it again after seeing him on your new couch. he slowly lays back down on your couch, but his head is slightly tilted up as he keeps his eyes on you. âwell i think your old couch matched your apartment just fine. i guess iâm just sad that all our memories on that couch are gone now,â he shrugs lightly, speaking casually as if you two didnât have the nastiest breakups in the history of breakups. you have to bite the inside of your cheek so you donât lash out on him (even though he deserves it), but you lose your cool when he sits back up and you feel his presence behind you. he takes your hand in his which makes you sharply slap his hand away.
he has to be playing some sick joke, you think. the fact that he has the guts to even mention the past makes you want to run to the bathroom and throw up. âi think thatâs the point. youâre supposed to stay a memory, so you should actually just leave because you seem to have sobered up,â you say through gritted teeth, but you know well enough he actually isnât totally sober yet as his eyes droop occasionally and he stumbles on his feet a bit even if he is just standing still. and unfortunately, sunghoon knows that youâre not a cruel human being so you wonât kick him out when he is still under the influence.
âi donât wanna leave. i want to stay here forever,â he whines as he flops back onto the couch like a child. if you two were still together, you wouldâve thought it was cute, but you donât now, and you want him out of your apartment as soon as possible. âwell youâre not staying here forever. youâre lucky i am a decent human being, but you better be gone when i wake up tomorrow,â you grumble as you fold your arms across your chest, âplease sober up more. i donât want to smell throw up in the morning and even if you do, youâre cleaning it up or else i will haunt you for the rest of your life,â you threaten, and sunghoon merely gives you a weak grin, looking as if heâs about to fall asleep during your mid-rant.
âyou already haunt my mind every day,â the boy mumbles, but you heard what he said, and itâs enough for you to click your tongue and leave him in your living room with no pillows or blankets. you loudly shut your bedroom door for him to hear that you do not want to be bothered before making yourself comfy on the bed. a peaceful fifteen minutes pass, and youâre close to dozing off to a slumber when you hear your door knob click open, followed by heavy footsteps that you recognize all too well. you donât need to open your eyes to know itâs sunghoon, so you pretend that youâve already fallen asleep in hopes of him giving up and leaving.
but you know sunghoon better than that, and you know that heâs incredibly hard headed and is a company type of guy. heâs always had trouble sleeping if you werenât next to him in bed, and at the very least if you were apart then heâd facetime you. he would always find a way to be with you before he sleeps, and you suppose he hasnât broken his habit yet when you feel the corner of your mattress dip slightly. you peek an eye open as subtly as you can, seeing a messy brown head of hair facing you with the rest of his body sat on the floor at an uncomfortable angle. you shut your eyes tightly once more as if the more force you put into your eyes squeezed shut would make him disappear.
you hear a loud, exasperated sigh come from him, and you still donât budge. you then feel his head shake a little, then a quiet and choked sob leave his lips. you bite on your lower lip to suppress any noise, trying to maintain your even breathing. a part of you feels bad; you didnât know he was this affected, especially when he was the one who broke up with you. you then give yourself a mental slap for ever feeling bad for the man who stomped on your heart. he is clearly still not in the right state of mind and is just feeling emotional, you think, but you still let him stay beside you. you argue in your mind that, as long as heâs gone when you wake up, you can return to your normal routine and pretend he never existed in your life.
if only thatâs what really happened.
your eyes shoot open at loud clanking from your kitchen area, mind almost immediately going into panic mode until you remember sunghoon from last night. you groan audibly, hopefully loud enough for him to hear but your bedroom door is shut still. you turn over to your side, seeing a lost strand of brown hair that had to belong to sunghoon. you grimace, swiping it off your bed sheets as if it was a spider before rolling out of bed. angrily stomping to your kitchen where you see sunghoon messing with your kitchen pots, you lean against the wall until he decides to acknowledge your appearance.
âoh, good morning y/n. did you sleep well?â he asks as he struggles with cracking an egg into the pan. you roll your eyes before walking over, only to shove him to the side and take the egg out of his hand. âcould have been better if someone didnât decide to sneak into my room,â you mutter in absolute despise as you crack the egg with ease into the pan. he chuckles awkwardly as he watches you from behind.
âthis kinda brings back memories, no?â he says casually, and you immediately look over your shoulder with venomous eyes that makes sunghoon purse his lips into a tight line. âyou are supposed to be gone,â you only say in return and you get a shrug as a response from the boy. you wonder how you even dealt with him when you two were together, but you donât remember him being this insufferable before.
âdidnât feel like it,â he grins, canines peeking proudly that you can see from the corner of your eye when he tries to get you to look at him. despite your disliking of his pestering habits, you canât help but recall when the two of you used to cook breakfast together (it was more you than him). fighting off a smile that dared to appear on your face, you roll your eyes before putting the cooked eggs onto a plate and shoving it into his chest. âeat, and then leave. that will also be two dollars for the eggs. inflation is crazy these days,â you mutter, sighing as you run a hand exasperatedly through your hair and walking over lazily to the couch.
âoh, is this your excuse for me to contact you again. i knew you wanted me back, y/n,â he sighs happily, ever so touched by your words even if he did it in a dramatic manner. he took a bite of your cooked eggs, and he almost wants to physically melt. no one has ever made eggs for him like you do, even if you just sprinkle some salt and pepper. itâs not the same if itâs not you, he thinks.
sunghoon happily plops down next to your slumped figure on the couch, enjoying his eggs as if it was a normal sunday morning. you wish it could be a normal sunday morning, if only he didnât absolutely spit on your heart and stomped on it after. âno. and get away from me. i literally do not want to see you any more. just please, leave,â you say almost desperately as sunghoon swallows his last bite of your eggs. a frown makes its way onto his lips when you move away from him, pressing your side against the armrest of the couch. ây/n,â he starts but you squeeze your eyes shut when his voice reaches your ears.
âno! no, just get out of my life, sunghoon. seriously, i mean it. you canât just come back into my life like nothing happened and be all boyfriend again like this. itâs been months, get over it!â you snap at him, head turning to shoot a glare at him but his eyes are wide and his brows are furrowed as if heâs confused, but he really has no reason to be confused and it only makes you even more mad.
he looks like a lost puppy, you think, but you canât let yourself fall for it again. no, you refuse to. you were already weak earlier, but you canât be caught slipping anymore. you snag the plate off of his lap, giving him a sharp glare before stomping off into the kitchen and furiously scrubbing soap on the plate that wasnât even that dirty to begin with. the water that spills out of the faucet is loud, and you donât even notice a few tears have fallen from your eyes until sunghoon swipes your cheek.
you drop the plate into the sink, resulting in a loud clank but neither of you flinch at the sound when youâre swatting his hand away from you, wiping harshly at your cheeks to dry your face but itâs no use when the tears keep leaving your eyes. âplease donât cry, it hurts me to see you like this, y/n,â sunghoon whispers quietly as he stares at your tearful face that he pities so much.
you scoff, but then you break into a laugh. you know he probably thinks youâre a maniac for suddenly laughing, but his words put you in so much shock that itâs unbelievable you actually wanted to marry him one day. âit hurts youâŠâ you mumble underneath your breath, and sunghoon barely catches what you say. âwhatââ he asks, confused, but is cut off when you let out another breathless laugh. âoh, youâre actually sick. you are so, so sick, park sunghoon,â you say so blankly as your eyes bore into his, and sunghoon almost falters back at your sudden change of attitude.
âi donâtââ he sputters out, in a rush to try and stop you but you feel like youâve gone delirious. and itâs all because of sunghoon. stupid sunghoon and his stupid, stupid face that makes you want to kneel down and apologize for what is about to spill from your lips.
you look away for a split second, as if your mind was subconsciously thinking twice but youâre off the rails, too angry to even stop the finger that jabs at his shoulder roughly. âwe broke up for a reason. what was it that you used to sayâŠ?â you feign ponder, âoh! the past is in the past, so we should move on from it, right? you, are the past. you are just a memory that i can forget! and iâve already moved on, so why are you still in my fucking apartment?â you spit out, finger constantly jabbing at his shoulder blade while he sits on the couch, jaw slightly agape and brows furrowed.
âyou moved on? to who?â he asks, almost like heâs angry but he has absolutely no right to be angry. and it only makes you even more furious that you âmoving onâ-- which was an absolute lieâ was the only part that he focused on. your finger that is lingering still on his shoulder blade is taken off by sunghoon, his hand wrapped around your wrist as he pulls you closer to him.
youâre taken off guard, eyes widening a bit from his sudden action. âanswer me,â his brows furrow even more, but his face isnât angry anymore. heâs pleading, you realize. it really bothered him so much that you moved on. so you laugh in his face again. you laugh hard, so hard that you lose your balance from where youâre standing with sunghoonâs leg in between yours. you fall forwards, forehead meeting his shoulder as you continue to laugh.
you calm down, short breaths leaving your lips as sunghoonâs grip slowly releases your wrist. then, you pound his chest. itâs definitely not enough to hurt him, so you think that repeating it will at least do some damage. he only sits there and takes it. âyouâre so pathetic, park,â you whisper into his shoulder, eyes squeezed shut when your fist stops hitting his chest.
âiâm only pathetic because you make me desperate,â he responds so casually, like itâs a normal everyday thing to say to an ex. he sits still, even with your whole body leaned against him and your legs tangled up with his. âhug me,â you mumble, the fist on his chest now squeezing his shirt tightly. he hesitates for a moment, but he could never ever say no to you, so he wraps his arms around you. âiâm not going to disappear out of thin air, you donât have to hold onto me that tight,â he tries a joke, but then your body starts shaking and youâre crying once again.
âoh, oh god. iâm so sorry, i didnât think it was that bad of a joke, please donât cry,â he pleads, rubbing your back soothingly as you rub your eyes against his shirt fabric on his shoulder. heâs got more to worry about than a tear-stained shirt. âyou are really so fucking stupid, i think my head is starting to hurt,â you mutter out through gritted teeth because you really canât believe youâre letting him hold you like this again, when just a few months ago you were hugging yourself in your bedroom alone, crying hysterically because you missed his hugs.
he clicks his tongue, âitâs only hurting so much because you canât stop thinking about kissing me,â he tries for another joke, again, and you really stop crying and stare at him blankly again. âyou are only supposed to be a memory,â you mumble out again, and his face turns into confusion. âbutââ he wants to fight for you, but you donât let him.
âi canât hold you back from finding your real lover,â you frown, eyes still watery from tears that are building up once again, âand you canât hold me back either. you already know how this is going to end, donât you, sunghoon? i donât think i can deal with the aftermath, again,â you whisper almost desperately to try to get him to understand but he only shakes his head. âso youâre saying you donât want me in your life?â
you bite your bottom lip, brows scrunching as you look away from him. âbeing your friend or your lover will hurt in the end. i canât do it,â you reply, voice shaky as more tears threaten to spill out of your eyes and you swear, when you spare him a glance, his eyes are also glossy.
he frowns deeply, opting to say nothing because maybe, just maybe, youâll let him stay a little longer and relish your warmth against him before heâs forced to grab his things that heâs left for you in your apartment and leave, for good. he brings you in closer again in his embrace, and you think you will also relish in this moment again before you repeat the healing process over again when he leaves.
you hate every part about park sunghoon, with the way his cologne still lingers on your shirts no matter how much you wash it, and the way almost every piece of furniture in your own apartment reminds you of him that you had to change your couch so that he would stop sticking to you like glue. but you always know that no matter how pathetic you think he is, you are too, if not more, pathetic than him.
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