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Help guys, I'm spiralling and it ain't upwards

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Okay, so I was making a dish with ground beef and I remembered how I have always loved the smell of frying ground beef and as a child would always want to have some of it, like, blank, but my mom never let me but now I am an adult so who's stopping me from eating a whole bowl of fried ground beef?

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#catmentality #me right after smelling my partners feet #then doing it again immediately

*sniffs you*

fuck you’re smell

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You think THATS a denim jacket?

Surely you

Jest

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Why does everything always go wrong

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Of course I have a praise kink I was never validated as a child

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people are so obsessed with the idea of fake friends. look lots of people aren’t going to like you and also aren’t going to hate you so much they feel the need to pick an actual fight with you so they’re just going to be like. friendly. when you’re around each other because that’s what adults do. and probably not invite you to their birthday party. this is not a grand betrayal you do this to other people too

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maybe the purpose of life is to fill it with as many positive things as you can. regardless of how bad life gets, don’t let it steal your personality, your hobbies, your style. after coming home from a bad day at work maybe you need to sit down and read a nice book. after studying non-stop for so long, maybe you should finish that crochet project you’ve been putting off because you’re so busy. maybe we should prioritize the things we love, the things that make us happy, and not just the things we’re forced to do to survive. in this society, a little peace from the outside world is important. don’t give up on the things that make you happy. don’t forget about yourself.

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you're allowed to be messy, you're allowed to fuck up, you can be emotional and stupid and frantic and confusing and weird and any other embarrassing thing. anyone who makes you feel otherwise, or who makes you feel like you're walking on egg shells, like you're doomed if you slip up, they shouldn't be such a big part of your life.

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my thoughts are draining me

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since the tender age of 11 i have been so Scared due to everything being so Scary

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This sounds extremely edgy and cringy and i fucking hate myself for this, but I'll say it anyway. I spend too much time in my head and with fictional characters because i have been extremely hurt too often in real life and I can't take human contact and real life anymore. I just want to stay in my head and not leave my apartment ever again. No work, no college, no social activities, justy fictional friends and me.

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drinking monster energy in a coffee cup

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I love my unhealthy coping mechanisms i can't imagine that love would be in any way bearable after unlearning them

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