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[lowkeyanerd]

Via @thepersonalquotes

[lowkeyanerd]

I am sorry mommy,

Sorry for what I've made you,

But you really went from loving me to making me hate you.

I don't know what to seek an apology for,

what I am or who I didn't become.

All I did was try,

But it saddens me to see that all I've ever done is make you cry.

I hate how your face was pale but I wouldn't admit that you were sick.

I'm feeling really blue,

and my mind keeps repeating that 'the world has turned against you',

and I don't know anymore, what to do.

Oh mommy, rescue me,

for at the end of the day all I am is a piece of you

that needs healing and that needs to grow.

I know I'm worse,

but for you I am willing to change, though.

[lowkeyanerd]

Tbh I think having a crush isn't cool. It's about overanalyzing the day and trying to decipher their thoughts while making one's mood dependent on their behaviours, basically unhealthy attachment while constantly trying to seek their attention and win their heart. And it's all mentally draining. Tell me if I'm wrong. 😭

[lowkeyanerd]

"Pain is the best teacher"

I hate when people say things like this. Pain is a teacher, but not always a good teacher. Pain taught me insecurity. Pain taught me to be withdrawn. Pain taught me to choose loneliness. Pain taught me to fear people. We are on this planet to help heal each other from the pain of life, not to inflict further pain by tossing around insensitive quotes like these.

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I've grown sick trying to love who I am.

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Cursed are those who feel oceans but can express just a drop.

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The generation gap between me and ppl of my own age

[lowkeyanerd]

“Don't be in a hurry to love me. Don't spill all your love on me so quickly, because hurried loves leak through the fingers to the ground. They sweeten beyond what we can bear and make us sick, craving a pinch of salt. So if you're going to love me anyway, love me slowly. Love me in detail, in consistency, just a little bit every day, and for the rest of our lives.”

— Letters to my last love.

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Women have a great day <3 men beg for forgiveness

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“My belief is that art should not be comforting; for comfort, we have mass entertainment and one another. Art should provoke, disturb, arouse our emotions, expand our sympathies in directions we may not anticipate and may not even wish.”

— Joyce Carol Oates (b. 16 June 1938)

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Pain is the greatest teacher.

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“Do you hate people?” “I don’t hate them… I just feel better when they’re not around.”

— Charles Bukowski