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I’m moving on. Goodbye for hopefully forever. I want to live my life, I want to dance and eat and be happy or sad, I want to do it all and not have these thoughts hold me down. I am free as I can be. :)

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i always feel like the fattest in the room, doesn’t matter what size i am

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“why are you tired? you haven’t done anything all day” the simple fact that i exist drains me. hope this helps

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Uhm, js came back on tumblr and kinda blew up… well my post did

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"That's too small for me I can't wear it" never uttering these words again after today. Fucking humiliating.

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rb if you’re still active on edblr january 2024!! moots? happy new year! 🎉

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Same bro 😭😭😭

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I’d lowkey be lying if I said I was js simply good at dieting 😅😅,, I’m actually having a lot of health issues rn (unrelated to any sort of ed, I think) which helps me lose weight. I guess all the times I wanted and wished to die may be catching up to me :333

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IM 52.6 KG WOOOOOOHOOP BROKE MY 53 KG CURSE LOLOL

50 kg, here I come ;)

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I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur

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i hate how easy it is to gain weight but so hard to lose weight.

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Bruh, of course the post with a grammar mistake is blowing up . LOLOL

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I wanna literally fking beat myself to death every time I put on weight. I fking go crazy omfg, like WHY AM I A FATTY. I fking hate myself, stupid fking pig… I WAS DOING SO GOOD.

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For as long as I remember, I’ve never been content with the way I looked. Will I ever be ? It has become so exhausting. I just simply want to be pretty.

This has ruined my life and I’m not sure if I’ll ever be the same again. Maybe, I don’t want to be.

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Ottessa Moshfegh, from My Year of Rest and Relaxation