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ɪ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ꜱᴏ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ 💚

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🖤🗝

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🩵✨️

“You were red. You liked me cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasn’t for you.”

— colors. (via se7enteenblack)

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Panic Attack // Halsey

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This >>

Perhaps it victimizes me to admit that I am expertly betrayed. Easily taken advantage of. I am not a martyr. I am The Devil’s Professional Advocate. I will put myself in your shoes till my flesh melts with the soles. And in these trappings not made for me, my clumsy and stumbling gait walks me into gaping pits of disillusion. Bear traps set in a forest by those who know I will stop to admire the leaves and search for beetles on their backs who need rescuing. I suppose that I owe my survival to a magic trick I learned (earned?) when I was young:

“Leave your body, and go somewhere else.”

I became such a skilled dis-associator that I split in two. Peel myself straight down the middle like the plastic backing of a bandaid. Astral project into a timeline where I haven’t made whatever grave error in character judgement has landed me in my terrible predicament. I have been asked 100 times what the difference is between Halsey and Ashley and I have never answered honestly. The truth is that I built her, as a child, to protect the tender core that lies beneath. In a confusing chain of events, my maladaptive daydream became my full time reality. My armor can walk and talk and they look just like me. But you can’t hurt us anymore,

Because one of us is not real.

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ɪ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴀ ꜱᴍɪʟᴇ ᴏɴ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏᴋ 🖤💚

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i love halsey because she'll write lyrics like "a girl like that is a mother, must be tough/ a problem child, i was rough/ but what do you do with a difficult grown up?" and then in another song she'll rhyme "michigan" with "bitch again"

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#spookyseason 🖤☠️

“try getting a reservation at Dorsia now you fucking stupid bastard!”

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@halsey: Walk in a lover. Hopeful. You’re optimistic. Leave empty handed. A lesson for the cynic.

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ᴇɢᴏ - ꜱᴇᴘᴛ 6ᴛʜ

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We’re in a hotel and you cannot find your shoes.

I’ve ordered coffee, just for you.

Plain white toast, for two.

“There isn’t one thing for yourself that you can do.

You’ve gotta get yourself together.

Gotta grow up soon.”

Get your camera, shoot this scene.

You tried to build a movie screen,

but bet it all on hopes and dreams.

I called the doctor about my spleen.

Show up to chemotherapy.

Kicked the coffee, eat my greens.

90 pounds are left of me.

You take the fat for kerosene.

The sadness stays, the lovers leave.