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after a long day of work homelander just wants to settle down and decompress, you try to help in anyway possible so you get on your knees and start sucking him off, taking him off the edge after a stressful day. âyou take such good care of meâ you hear him purr through his lips, reaching his climax and coating your throat with his seed
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Homelander loves to get babied, especially after being big and mighty to the public eye, he comes home to you and your mother like love, embracing him, praising him for how good heâs been and how proud of him you are; which gave him a hard on every time. major mommy issues
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Homelander degrading you for not being able to follow his instructions but you secretly love when he talks down to youđŤ
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i need him to grab me by the back of my neck while he fucks the shit out of me saying these exact words in my ears
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this is so good omgg i canât wait to see it finishedđŤđŤ
i don't think i will be finishing this one augh đĽş
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absolute brainrot of these three gorgeous men good goddddjjahnwjensus need them so bad
#actors#the boys#jensen ackles#karl urban#antony starr#billy butcher#soldier boy#homelander#tv shows
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a quick edit i made while i was bored, i love homelander and lana so i put the two tgđ¤đ¤ #needhiminme!
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this is the realest thing i ever read
I want him to nut on my tongue then take a picture to use as his phones wallpaper
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absolutely need a plug!zoro cheating on his gf with u nsfw âŚ
no bc yâall are on a roll w these plug!zoro requests! position is based off this video btw đŠ
ŕłâ⡠what you want, roronoa zoro
thinking about the way that man would literally hate his girlfriend fr. like, heâs sure heâs only with her because his family loves her, but he just doesnât. and i mean he proves that when he ends up outside your door in the middle of the rainy night, somewhere around 3 AM.
everyone would always ask himâwhy not just break up with her? and zoro never had an answer. his girlfriend was too fragile of a person and he hated that crying shit honestly. the only person he ever cared about making cry was ironically you.
his relationship was anything but secure. zoro was chill with whatever his girlfriend did. he trusted her, at first. she wanted to go to a party, heâd let her. she got a ride from some guy friend who was maybe his level of attractive? he didnât care. but the same rules didnât apply to him. zoro could be getting ready to go to work and his girlfriend would be up on him with accusations.
âi feel like youâre gonna go and fuck that bitch,â his girlfriend spat with venom, referring to you as he slid on his jeans. the green head couldnât help but roll his eyes as she rambled on about disliking you. he couldnât help but chuckle to himself lightly when he realized how crazy she was behind closed doors.
âwell now iâmma go do that just cuzâ you said it,â he muttered, just trying to get underneath her skin. his girlfriend thought he was bluffing, but not with the way blood rushed to zoroâs dick at the thought of just being in your arms to cuddle tonight.
zoro doesnât think twice either when it comes to pulling up to your crib. he parked in front of your cute little car, something he did to express his dominance over you in the way your cars together looked like a âhis and hersâ pair. he was weird like that, but thatâs just how much he felt for you fr.
by the time he gets to your door, his heart is already thumping in his chest. not in fear of getting caught, but instead at the sight of you in your tiny nightdress, two sizes to small to barely contain your wide hips and busty breasts.
you give him a blank look as you leaned against the threshold of the door. âian call you for no weed.â
zoro gives you his million dollar smirk. âyou should know thatâs not the only reason i come over anymore.â
âyeah yeah to cheat on your girl, sure zoro,â you roll your eyes.
the green head kisses his teeth, ânot cheating if i donât want her.â with a step to the side, you helplessly let him in, and he wastes no time in kissing your lips. âmissed you so damn much.â
âmissed you too,â you canât help but mutter against his lips. zoro wraps his hands around your waist and pulls your smaller frame against this larger own. his hands shamelessly wanter down to the fat of your ass as he grips it, giving it a reddening smack and repeating his actions.
zoro pulls away with one last peck to your lips. âhow was your day mama?â he grabs your hand and drags you to the couch.
âfine,â you muttered with a bored expression, grabbing the remote to turn on the tv.
zoro furrows his eyebrow and snatches the remote from your hand. âwhatâs up witâ you? you okay? talk to me.â
you shrug your shoulders. âiâm straight,â but your tone wasnât convincing him otherwise.
zoro gives you a suspicious hum before pulling you into his lap. âwhat you doing tomorrow night?â
âprobably homework,â you admit. âwhy?â
zoro canât help but grin at you, flashing his gold canine pieces. âgot us tickets to see that standup you been wanting to go to.â
your eyes canât help but brighten at his words. âyou lying.â
âiâm so deadass,â zoro laughed.
you kiss your teeth and slap his chest. âyou donât even like comedy!â
the greenhead gives you a shy shrug with a small blush flaming his tan cheeks. âthey have an open bar, free sake so,â with a playful roll of your eyes, you kiss your teeth but smile. âso you gonâ stop giving me this bratty ass silent treatment?â
âwhatever. youâre a whore for sake.â
ânah,â zoro shakes his head. âyou ainât hit me all week. you know what i had to go through not talking to you.â
you give him a sarcastic frown before pecking his lips. âaw, poor baby.â you move to pull away but are shocked when zoro grips your face and forces you back into his orbit.
how you found yourself half naked on his lip with your legs spread for himâyou donât know. damn mosshead was just that good.
âi got you,â zoroâs voice is all you hear as he steadies you on top of him with your back facing the tv. his one arm is all he needs to steady your body against his lip while he uses the other to start rubbing at you clit. âjust touch me baby.â
a breath escapes from your throat as you find the courage to wrap your hand about his hard cock. his tip is an angry peach color as it oozes out pre cum, already excited from your touch. âlike this daddy?â
âfuck, just like that mama,â zoroâs own breath hitches in his throat as he fights not to buck up into your grasp. âlove the way you touch me. just like that baby. make me feel so safe.â
youâre almost shocked by the words leaving your mouth as you continue jerking him. the two of you hold an intimate scope of eye contact as you touch each otherâs body, nothing being heard but the soft moans and breaths from your arousal.
âmake you feel safe?â your voice is soft and sultry as you run your thumb over his tip. zoro canât help but groan at his sensitivity, too late to even catch himseld. âfeel safe when im loving you like this papa? you like that?â
âoh fuck, yes,â zoro whined, fully submitting to you. his girlfriend had never seen this side of him. every time he had sex with her, if he ever did, it was quick and to the point. no one was able to milk out this soft and vulnerable side to him but you. oh how you had his fucking heart and dick in the comfort of your pocket.
your legs are spread in front of zoro, giving him a complete view of what you were working it. somehow wanting to see you spread more, he grabs you by your thighs and opens you up more, practically salivating at the sight of your pretty clit glistening from his touch.
âyou make me feel safe too,â you breath out with a blushed smile, trying to keep your pace with jerking zoro off. it was hard to do so when he was rubbing you nice and slow, just the way he knew you liked it.
at this point? it was all more than sex. zoro meant every word he uttered out, especially how you made him feel safe during his most vulnerable moments. only you bought this side out in him.
âfuck iâm almost there, zee.â you throw your head back and grind further into his touch.
âme too baby,â zoro breathed out, watching as cum oozed from his tip by the second. âyou fuck me so good, no one does it like youâshit.â
you lick your lips as you lean over and spit on zoroâs cock, adding more lubricant to your already slippery movements. âlike it when i stroke your fat cock papa? like this?â
âzoro bites his lip and nods his head. a whine fights to break through from his mouth as he lets out a broken âmhm. fuck, mama. keep going and youâll make me cum.â
you take this as a challenge and speed up your movements with hopes to overstimulate him. zoroâs mouth falls open, and the tables inevitably turn when heâs shaking beneath you, watching you milk every drop of cum out of him. you hold your tongue out as he shoots his load upwards, droplets of his semen landing on your taste buds.
a greedy smile graces your lips as you continue jerking him off, more and more cum flying out from his sore tip by the second. âfucking hellâjust like that just like that, fuck!â zoro moans loudly as he feels himself get drained.
you didnât mind the fact that he came before you this time. watching this hard man come undone before you was enough to have you creaming all over his fingers right after. you too begin to breathe heavily as zoro maintians his circular movements against your clit.
when youâre both fucked out from your intimate session, zoro slides you onto his lap, your clit begrudgingly grinding against the base of his still hard dick. with his face in your neck, he breathes out, âiâll break up with her. your eyebrows raise at his words. âif thatâs what you want.â you waste no time in giving him a stern response.
âit is what i want.â
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á´á´sᴠᴠɢá´á´á´ - É´á´ÉŞĘ Ęá´á´ĄÉŞs
Neil Lewis x AFAB!Reader (NSFW)

After a fateful game night between your two rival video stores, Neil proposes a new way of playing your favorite games. Will this new idea lead to something more than playful rivalry?
warnings: smut, face-riding, oral (f and m receiving), throat/ facefucking, cum swallowing, drinking, mentions of alcohol, strip poker/game
word count: 3632
authorâs note: still shadowbanned on my main account yay /j but I'm so glad to have so much support and love on this new tumblr! thank you all for the follows and feedback. I didn't proofread some of this (but what's new), so if it flows weird I'm sorry >.< lol please enjoy!! I've had a few requests for Neil so (:
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âThatâs it! Youâve got to be cheating.â
âI am not cheating, Neil. Jesus.â
âThereâs just no way youâre better at this game than me.â
âThereâs a lot that Iâm better at than you.â
âWoah, woah, woah,â Jonathan pipes up, coming in between you and Neil, âLetâs calm down here, guys.â
You glare at Neil, tossing your cards back into the pile. You had been playing UNO. It was tradition for your two movie stores to play against one another every first weekend of every month. And tonight, the players dwindled down to you and Neil as per usual, to which you won the final game of the night. Neil was obviously not happy about it. But lately, Neil hasnât been happy about a lot of things. You chalk it up to his breakup with Violet. A sick, twisted part of you was glad he and Violet had finally broken up. Not because you didnât like Neil or anything- it was quite the opposite. You were rivals, of course, but the tension between you was unmatched and intense. Every time game night came around, that tension became even more taut and thicker. But itâs not like you could tell Neil or anyone else you like him. Absolutely not. It would ruin the healthy competition between Gumshoe and your video store. And it would make you look hypocritical, considering how much you lightly bully Neil, especially when he wore those weird costumes at work.
âTwo out of three?â Neil crosses his arms, sitting back in his chair, eyebrows raised.
âI think Iâm gonna turn in, actually,â you start collecting the cards, neatly stacking them before putting them back in their respective package.
Neil mumbles a defeated, âFine.âÂ
As you get up from the poker table, Lucien gives you an apologetic look from the ragged old couch sitting adjacent to it. Jonathan urges Neil to get up and accept his loss for the month. Meanwhile, your best friend and coworker Nina is busy aimlessly walking around the store, taking in the interesting scenery of Gumshoe Video. She acts as if sheâs never been in here before, taking in various movies and movie posters. You walk over to her, card games in hand.
âReady to go?â you ask her, and she looks up at you, only for her eyes to advert behind you as she becomes visibly flustered.
You turn to see Jonathan helping Neil pack up the games, smiling at your best friend.
âDoes someone have a crush?â you coo, and Nina shoves your shoulder playfully.
âMe? Have a crush? Youâre delusional!â she throws her hands in the air dramatically as she walks toward the door, you trailing behind her.
Nina goes into a rant about how sheâd never date a guy from this city, much less a guy from our rival video store. You glance behind your shoulder, saluting Lucien and Jonathan as you leave. Neil doesnât look at you.
The next few weeks are relatively slow at your movie store. You wonder if Gumshoe is doing any better. Judging by the new and more dramatic costumes that Neil has come up with, youâd say the answer is probably no. When you and Nina occasionally stop in there to casually scope out the place, you make sure to make a witty comment about whatever getup Neil is in that day. It always came with a frown from him and a laugh from you. Lucien would just act like he didnât hear anything, a knowing smirk on his face when you meet gazes. Youâd glare at him until he eventually went to do something else. You and Lucien are pretty cool with each other, and he figured out how you feel about Neil pretty quickly. Lucien wasnât stupid by any means. Jonathan was too busy stupidly flirting with Nina to notice how your stare would sometimes linger on Neil for too long. Nina knew, of course, but she didnât care much. She always figured you and Neil had something going on whether you two knew it or not.
Itâs nearing the end of the month, which means another game night soon. You hope Neil has gotten over whatever animosity he felt toward you for winning the last game. How he reacted was odd- he usually didnât make such a fuss. Once again, you figure it has to do with his breakup. But then again, heâs been kind of grouchy even before the split and well after it so far. Youâre in your office at your video store gathering the games youâre bringing, along with a bottle of alcohol to spice things up. Maybe Neil could loosen up a little. Nina knocks on the door as she walks in, ready to go.
âGot the stuff?â she asks.
âYep,â you say, popping the âpâ as you turn out your office light.
The two of you begin walking to Gumshoe as the sun sets. Nina starts talking about something Jonathan said the last time you were at their video store, to which you roll your eyes. Definitely not a crush at all, you think to yourself. You arrive at the store, knocking on the glass as you wait for one of the boys to unlock the door. Neil approaches and opens the door, allowing you and Nina in. You walk over to the poker table, where Lucien and Jonathan are already seated.
âSo tonight weâre gonna try something new,â Neil claps, rubbing his hands together as he grins deviously.
âAnd whatâs that?â you wonder, sitting down the bottle of alcohol in the middle of the table.
âStrip poker,â Neil smirks, grabbing the bottle, âAnd this will definitely make it more interesting.â
âStrip poker?â you raise an eyebrow.
âYeah, or, well, strip UNO and whatnot,â Neil shrugs.
âUhh,â Lucien chuckles nervously, âIâm good. Iâll just be the moderator tonight.â
âOh, come on, Luc,â you pout, âDonât make me suffer alone.â
âYou wonât be suffering alone. Jonathan and Nina will be here with you, right guys?â
Jonathan opens his mouth and then closes it, looking to Nina for her response.
âUhh, sure. I guess. But Iâm not getting naked, thatâs for sure,â Nina scoffs, falling into a poker chair.
âThank you,â you throw your head back in relief, sitting beside Nina. Neil sits across from you as Jonathan takes the seat to your right, already grabbing the bottle of alcohol from Nina and taking a swig.
âLetâs get this started.â
You run your hands through your hair. Tonight was going to be a long night.
âAny article of clothing counts, right?â Nina asks after the first round of 21 is completed, meaning everyone but Jonathan, who had won, had to take something off.
âCorrect,â Neil answers.
âCool. Take my shoe and shove it up your ass, then, Neil,â Nina pulls off her shoe, pushing it into Neilâs chest.
He rolls his eyes, âWhatever.â
You decide to remove a shoe, and Neil does the same, tossing it behind him.Â
âAnother round?â Jonathan asks, sipping the whiskey that he brought.
You thought about taking a swig yourself but decided to wait until it was absolutely needed.Â
âSure,â Neil drawls, reshuffling the cards before dealing them.
This time, you win, and everyone begrudgingly removes another shoe or a sock. Nina snatches the vodka bottle from the table, taking a large gulp of it before slamming it back down.Â
âGonna chicken out already?â Neil taunts, gathering the cards to shuffle once more.
âNo,â Nina says pensively, âItâs just lame that everyone else has to be involved in your weirdly sexual revenge plot against my favorite coworker over losing a stupid game.â
âIâm your only coworker,â you glare at Nina.
âExactly. Now, if I will dip if it comes down to me flashing you guys my tits. Unless this alcohol starts setting in soon, then weâll see.â
You raise your almost empty first cup, âCheers to that.â
âLetâs get back to the game,â Neil grumbles.
No one says anything about Ninaâs comment. After two more rounds of 21, youâre without a sock and shoe on your right foot and a shoe missing on your left. Neil has no socks or shoes, while Nina is just shoeless. Jonathan already took one for the team and removed his shirt and his other shoe after everyone lost to Nina twice in a row. Lucien cheered and clapped dramatically when Jonathan stripped his shirt, Lucien snatching the shirt and whipping it around like a lasso. Itâs the first time tonight you see Neil crack a smile.Â
âHow about we switch to a board game now? Something quick, of course,â Nina shrugs.
âBe my guest,â Neil says, and Nina chooses Connect 4.
âJonathan and I can go first,â she grins wickedly.
âGood luck, dude. Sheâs a master at this game,â you warn Jonathan, who cracks his knuckles.
âNothing I canât handle. I beat Lucien at this all the time,â he says, and Lucien protests.
âOnly because you cheat,â Lucien says matter-of-factly.
âWell, since you're the moderator, you can make sure I donât, huh?â Jonathan bites back.
Neil cackles while Lucien purses his lips together into a line, wordlessly watching as Nina separates the color pieces.
After 3 rounds of Connect 4, Jonathan has won one and Nina the other. You beat Neil once already, and now it was time to see if heâd win or lose this final round. Youâre nervous because if you lose, you have to remove a pretty vital item of clothing. It didnât matter if it was pants, your shirt, or whatever- it would be embarrassing. You carefully calculate your moves, studying Neilâs determined and methodical facial expression. He catches you in a trap, letting his color piece fall on top of yours, blocking you from your final winning move.
âFuck,â you seethe, dropping your head onto your arms.
âFuck is right, my dear,â Neil slides the lever, letting all the pieces fall onto the table, âNow strip.â
You scowl, reaching behind your back to unclasp your bra, pulling the straps over your arms, and tossing it to the floor. Neil watches, his eyebrows raised. Jonathan scoffs, and Lucien is distracted by the music video playing on TV. Nina laughs at Neilâs face.
âNeil, my guy, you look like a tomato,â Nina teases.
âDo not,â he protests childishly, gathering the colored pieces and putting them back into their little bag.
Jonathan checks his watch, âShit. Gotta head to bed. Double shift tomorrow,â he frowns.
Lucien also checks his watch, âYeah, I oughta go too. Early morning.â
Neil sighs, âWell, if you guys are up for it,â he motions to you and Nina, âIâll still play.â
âI actually am getting sleepy, but I think Y/N is totally down to stay,â Nina volunteers you with a smile.Â
You go to protest, but everyone is already heading out the door, leaving you with Neil.
âWell, shit. I guess itâs just you and I,â you scratch your neck.
âYep,â Neil nods, pulling out UNO, âWanna rematch?â
âSure,â you chuckle, âBut you canât pout when I beat your ass again.â
Youâre nearing the end of the first round, and your heart is starting to beat out of your chest. Both of you have one card left. And youâre going to have to remove your pants if you lose. You arenât sure if you want to cross that line with Neil or not, but a game is a game. And you arenât about to turn down your win streak and look like a fool. You draw a blue 9, to which Neil slams down his final card. A blue 5.Â
âNoo,â you drawl, and Neil cheers.
You put your head down on the table in defeat.
âTime to-â
âStrip. Yeah, I know,â you sigh, lifting your head.
You reach down and hesitantly undo your pants, pulling them past your thighs and down your legs before kicking them away. Neil doesnât look anywhere but your face as he shuffles the cards, his cheeks turning red. You nervously keep your legs closed, scooting closer to the table.Â
In the next round, Neil loses, removing his shirt. His torso is slim yet fit for his size, and you canât help but stare. Neil clears his throat, and you quickly look away. Now, the tension was thick enough to cut with a knife. It was way more intense than your usual tension. Especially since if you lose this next round, youâll be showing something very revealing. Thankfully, Neil loses again, having to strip his pants this time. But it only makes you more anxious.
âWe donât have to continue if you donât feel comfortable,â Neil says.
You shake your head, âIâm fine. Iâm not pussying out.â
âAlright,â Neil puts his hands up.
You watch him unwaveringly as he shuffles the cards, distributing 7 for each of you. As the game progresses, you and Neil exchange increasingly heated glances. You catch yourself pressing your thighs together, biting your lip when you catch Neil staring at your nipples poking through your shirt. Itâs time for the final draw, and to your horror, you lose again. Sighing, you begrudgingly grab the vodka and chug it. When you put the bottle down, you look at Neil, and he looks at you. Hesitantly, you grab the hem of your shirt, pulling it up and over your head. Neil keeps his eyes on yours, visibly trying not to look at your breasts. He clears his throat and shuffles the cards, focusing intently on them. Neil tosses the cards between the two of you, his eyes nervously flickering between your tits and the cards. Neil gathers his cards, neatly stacking them and putting them face down before standing up from his seat.
âIâll, uh, be right back. Donât look at my cards,â he says, his voice strained.
When he stands, you notice the painful bulge in his jeans, and the alcohol gives you a moment of bravery.
âNeil. Stay.â
Neil stops in his tracks, not turning to look at you, âCanât.â
âWhy is that? Never seen a pair of tits before?â
Neil rolls his eyes at your joke, turning back to you, âItâs not that. I just-â
You grab Neilâs hand, pulling him down harshly so his face is level enough with yours to kiss him.
âYouâre not helping,â Neil whines after he pulls away, uncomfortably shifting around.Â
âI mean, I could if you let me,â you say, biting your lip nervously, worried heâd reject you.
But maybe he wonât. Maybe he needs you badly enough that he wonât pass up your opportunity. You hope he doesnât.
âWouldnât it be, I donât know, weird?â Neil grimaces.
âNot if you donât make it weird,â you say sassily, your hand now in his hair, gently pulling at his locks.Â
âFine,â Neil closes his eyes, exhaling shakily, âLetâs go to the couch.â
He walks over to the beat-up sofa, letting himself fall into the cushions. You get up from your chair, moving quickly to kneel on the floor in front of Neil. He stares down at you, gulping as you fumble with the fly of his jeans. You arenât going to lie, youâve been waiting for this moment for some time. Granted, it wasnât here in the video store, but youâll take what you can get. You pull Neil out from the confines of his pants and underwear, immediately marveling at his size and girth. He groans at the contact of your hand around him and spreads his thighs apart as you kitten lick his tip. You take Neil into your mouth, hollowing your cheeks as you slide your head down into his lap. Your nose touches his pelvis, his hair tickling it as you let him hit the back of your throat. Gagging around him momentarily, you take a deep breath and focus on the feeling of him filling you up.
âJust like that,â Neil praises, his fingers carding through your hair.
A swirl of your tongue sends his head lolling back on the couch, and he glances down through his lashes to watch you bob your head along his length. Your hands grip his thighs to hold him steady as you gain a rhythm, letting his hand guide your head back and forth. Neilâs hips stutter as he involuntarily thrusts into your mouth, and you gasp through your nose as you try not to gag.Â
âSorry,â Neil cringes, a moan leaving him immediately after you keep him deeper in your throat, letting it pulse around his head.
You stare into Neilâs intense blue eyes, now overtaken by his dilated pupils. Both of his hands are in your hair, gripping harshly as you move your head up and down even faster. Neil curses, hissing as you play with his balls with one of your hands, urging him closer to the edge. You can feel him twitching inside your mouth, letting you know heâs close. Suddenly, you pull off him.
âFuck my throat,â you say breathlessly, jerking his wet cock with your hand as you wait for his answer.
âAre you sure?â Neil asks.
âYes,â you say before putting him back into your mouth.Â
When you let his tip hit the back of your throat again, Neil then pulls out, slamming back into your mouth with a strangled cry. Slowly, he starts finding a good pace, not thrusting enough to hurt you but enough for your throat to be sore tomorrow. Spit and precum are spilling out of the sides of your mouth, tears streaming down your cheeks as you gag and moan around him. You wish you could see the situation from a different point of view just to see how Neil is wrecking you right now.Â
âYou like me fucking your face like this, sweetheart?â Neil grunts, his hands holding your face and wiping away your tears.
You attempt a nod but fail, letting out a hum of content instead.Â
âGonna cum in your pretty mouth,â Neil moans.
You let him continue fucking into your face until he twitches a final time, his cum shooting down your tongue and throat. You allow Neil to pull out of you, and you close your mouth to swallow his load. You open your mouth to show him itâs all gone, to which he lets out a weak groan.
âThatâs hot. I didnât know you could do that with that sassy mouth of yours.â
You shrug, âThereâs lots of things I can do with it. Now, lay down.â
Neil obeys, scrambling to lie down on the couch. You stand up, peeling off your soaking underwear and moving it away with your toe. You climb above Neil, âEver had anyone sit on your face?â
âNo,â he exhales, shaking his head.
âWould you like to?â
Neil nods vigorously, and you move up enough to rest your foot on the couch's armrest and press your knee next to Neilâs head, spreading open enough for him to have plenty of access. He marvels at the sight of your arousal and the fact it was all for him. He reaches tentatively to your folds, spreading them further as you lower yourself to his face.
Neil then drags his tongue up your wet slit, avoiding your clit entirely as he gathers your slick. You whimper at the feeling of the contact of his warm tongue on you, your pussy sensitive from lack of touch and being incredibly turned on. Neil then flicks the tip of his tongue along your clit, circling and teasing it. You cry out, gripping the couch with one hand and his hair with the other. You buck your hips as he swirls his wet tongue around your cunt, lapping up everything youâre giving him.Â
âFuck, youâre so good at this,â you moan, meeting Neilâs eyes below you.
Neil doesnât respond but instead dips his tongue into your entrance, twisting it as he starts fucking you with it. Your grip on his hair tightens as you start rocking your hips on his tongue.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck,â you seethe, feeling warmth spreading in your belly.
Neil replaces his tongue with two fingers, moving his focus back to your clit as he sucks on it, pounding his fingers into you. He finds your G spot relatively quickly, considering you nearly jump out of your skin when he rubs his fingertips against it. Youâre a mess, sweating, moaning, and swiveling your hips shakily on Neilâs mouth and fingers.Â
âIâm close,â you warn, the tight knot in your stomach threatening to come undone any moment.
Neil picks up his speed on flicking his tongue and harshly suckling your bundle of nerves, letting his teeth graze against it as he adds a third finger. He lets you fuck yourself on his fingers hard as he lets his teeth bite into your clit softly, sending you over the edge. Your body shakes, your legs nearly giving out on you as Neil guides you through your orgasm. He holds onto your hips, keeping you steady as you buck them wildly. When you slow down, panting, he removes his fingers and sucks off your juices from them.
âYouâre a filthy little fucker,â you chuckle, running a hand through your hair as you dismount from Neilâs face.
Everything about Neil acting weird and ornery around you suddenly makes sense. From the sneaky glances during game nights to him occasionally stopping in your video store to snoop for no reason, it was all for you. Just like everything you did was all for him as well.Â
âSo who wins this round, hm?â he asks jokingly, wiping his face with the back of his arm.
âTruce?â you ask sweetly, moving to sit on Neilâs fully clothed thighs.
Neil sighs, a weak smile on his lips, âSure.â
âNow take off your pants,â you urge, âItâs time for round two of this game.â
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PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT âââ cillian murphy â§
ŕłâ⡠âI am turned inside out by the ache in your voice, the taste of your tongue." â âAfternoon Masala: Poemsâ, Vandana Khanna

pairing. cillian murphy x actor!reader
summary. you and your co-star, cillian, are having a hard time performing a sex scene for your movie. they do say, however, practice makes perfect.
warnings. swearing, thigh-riding, creampie, p in v, unprotected sex, mentioned/implied age gap, probably inaccurate depictions of actor-life, mirror sex, slight breeding kink, kinda innocent reader(?), AU cillian murphy (not married/no kids), SMUT UNDER THE CUT!Â
word count. 4.5k
a/n. this is not in any way meant to disrespect cillians wifeđ i js made this a not married AU to be convenient!

i.
âCut - cut, cut!â The director repeated, his increasing irritation colouring his voice completely. âNow, I said it earlier, butââ
You scrubbed your face with a sigh, getting up off of Cillian and the desk, who was propping himself up by the elbows. âItâs not passionate enough,â you finished flatly for your director, who nodded earnestly.Â
âI promise, this is as tiring for me as it is for you. Remember,â the director continued, the script half curled in his hands and making a thin flapping noise, âitâs the culmination of six months of pining. Six months of taboo, unrelenting, electric tension. Nothing more than stares in class and brief touches- you are supposed to be bordering feral for one another.â
You, and your co-star, Cillian, were currently filming the first sex scene of a movie portraying the forbidden, toxic love affair between a barely 18 teenage student and her much older teacher. Well, not exactly filming- you werenât getting far with the scene, for the two of you just couldnât get it right. Or, as the director liked to say, passionate enough.Â
The role was already incredibly taxing, even without the added stress of the sex scene: it was 20 hour work days, living on set in a trailer far from home, having to devote at least half of those hours to filming this very sex scene, and had a perfectionist director like yours.Â
The problem was that it was long, and the director wanted it done in one take. Brilliant man, he was, and had a love for this project you wished every director had for theirs, but he was adamant on it being done perfectly. He said it was intended to be the âprimary and most iconicâ scene of the entire film, for it was the crux of the story; the point of no return for the characters.Â
âWith all due respect, Iâve never imagined such a scenario, much less had experience. Just how can you expect me to portray a student-teacher romance accurately?â
âThatâs your job: to imagine and perform.â The director demanded, obviously up to his ears in frustration.
Just before you retorted irately, Cillian cut in smoothly. âI think what she means,â he said, watching the veins in the directorâs forehead nearly burst, âis that itâs hard to perform because itâs not common. Sâeasy to act in love because thereâs love all around, yeah? We donât have much to go off of, visually.â
The directorâs gaze rapidly flitted between you and Cillian for a moment, before letting go of his anger and sighing wearily. âYouâve never even thought about a superior that way? Someone older than you?â he pressed, obviously joking and trying to lighten the setâs mood.Â
You paused, and tried not to look at Cillian, your blatantly gorgeous forty-something co-star who was chosen for this role firstly, because of his stellar acting and secondly, because of how fucking attractive he was.Â
His character was a total fucking creep, and you knew casting Cillian had been a calculated choice; all in the name of making the audienceâs guard come down to be smacked in the face by his immorality later. He was meant to be charming, handsome, and terribly, totally, off-limits: the object of completely forbidden desire, the line your character was desperate to cross.Â
It seemed the same in real life, too: the young inexperienced actress wanting to ignore those societal niceties and pine wholeheartedly over the middle-aged actor with decades of knowledge under his belt.Â
You werenât, like, in love or anything, but you certainly reveled in his presence: he was patient, kind, and completely understanding of your lack of experience, always guiding you through all the steps an actor takes during filming like when to take off hair and makeup, what best to say to family and friends prying for details- all the things, he said, he wished someone told him when he was first starting out.Â
You were afraid you two had unknowingly fallen into a mentor-mentee dynamic, but there were always those spare moments, between hearty fits of laughter and silly conversation that youâd never expected to come from such an intimidating man as Cillian, where his rough hands would brush past your waist, gaze dragging up and down your body, sounding sensual and provocative despite nothing dirty leaving his mouth at all.Â
He made your insides pulse, especially when your more intimate scenes came about, and you could only have a lusting womanâs pipedream that he felt the same.Â
You still remember the first sequence youâd done with him: in the movie, your characters met after-class to make up for a missed exam, and it was the start of their corrupt attraction. Cillian had been pressed against your back, leaning over you to pressuringly peer at the test, large hand gripping your shoulder. The air felt steamy then, his body warm, low voice making you feel lightheaded as he recited his lines.Â
You shivered at the remembrance of the moment, coming back to reality, and you answered the directorâs question with a vehement shake of the head.Â
The director let out a (strained) laugh, and smacked his palm lightly with the script, shoulders slumping. âOkay. Okay, weâll - weâll break for today. Take this extra time to imagine, research, anything- just practice the scene, alright? Practice makes perfect.âÂ
You and Cillian nodded simultaneously, giving eachother a look that just screamed âheâs ridiculousâ before tearing away from each other's stare to return to your trailers.Â
Later, you were getting ready to go to bed, peeling your freshly showered hair out of a small towel, when there was a knock at your trailer door.Â
âOne second,â you called out, pulling on your silk sleep shorts. You vaguely registered how awkward it might be to be seen in your pajamas if the director or one of your fellow actors came about, but you were way too tired to care.Â
You did care, however, self-consciously crossing your arms and covering your thinly-clothed chest, when you opened the door and there on the steps stood your co-star, Cillian.
Before speaking, he looked you up and down, icy blue eyes gleaming behind an unfamiliar pair of tortoise shell frames. âYou goinâ to bed?â he finally asked, tone husky.Â
His gaze lingered on the bare skin of your legs for a few seconds longer and you shifted uncomfortably, crossing your ankles together in a poor attempt to hide yourself.Â
âWhat do you need?â you asked briskly, more sharp than you meant it to be.Â
âSorry,â he corrected himself, shaking his head and finally looking you in the eye. âI meantâa come by earlier⌠got caught up. I know this, ah, sex scene is tripping us up, soâŚâ he trailed off, lifting up the white script heâd been holding behind his back. âYâup for some practice?â
You blinked rapidly at the simple, innocent request. Mere rehearsal, not some lecherous late-night escapade youâd been dreaming up in your mind. âOh⌠yes, of course,â you nodded numbly, moving out of the way to let him step in.Â
Only moments later, when heâd perched onto the edge of your vanity â looking uniquely casual in what you assumed was his version of pajamas: baggy gray sweatpants and a fitted, well-worn black t-shirt â did you realize the connotations of rehearsing your sex scene.Â
Sure, it was all pre-determined, every word youâd say and every action youâd perform, but still. Saying- and doing, such suggestive things after-hours? That was beyond your dirtiest fantasies.
However, you shook yourself internally: Cillian had come to rehearse the scene with professional intentions. Honestly, heâd probably done so because he was tired of you messing up the scene. He could do his own part masterfully, and you knew that if itâd been a better, more experienced actress by his side, filming wouldâve moved on ages ago.Â
You took shaky, tentative steps near him, settling on your bed, watching him flip through the scriptâ when he looked up and frowned.Â
âWhatâre you doing? Come here,â he gestured for you to come closer, almost a command. âWe donât have a desk, so we can use your vanity.â
You nodded, biting your lip and nervously complying with his words. âSo, weâll start from the beginning?â you asked, your voice -- and legs -- suddenly feeling terribly weak.
His eyes were still trained on the paper as he answered. âNot necessarily. The sex part sâreally the only thing weâre having trouble with, yeah?âÂ
You gulped, throat dry. âYeah, I guess so.âÂ
With that, he chanced one last look at the script, before diving into the scene. His actions were ones you were extremely familiar with, having attempted this scene everyday for at least a week now.Â
His body turned to yours, hands coming up to your jaw, and pressing your back onto the table slightly. He held you tightly, and made you look at him, while delivering his lines softly, memorable Irish accent replaced by his characterâs generic American one.
Jiltedly, you did the same, poorly remembering what you needed to say and dragging through it like some amateur. âFuck, sorry,â you cursed suddenly, tearing away from his touch and sighing.Â
He gave you a small, careful smile, immediately breaking out of character and taking a step away from the vanity. âNo need tâbe nervous. Practice makes perfect, right?âÂ
You snorted at his quoting of the director. âI just⌠I donât know what he means by passionate. Iâm trying to be professional about this but - but Iâve seriously never been in some steamy love-affair.â
âCanât really expect that of you, can we? Youâre too young, too muchâve a good girl for that kinda âting.â He said, hand coming up to your shoulder, the one where your silk tanktopâs spaghetti strap had slipped off, rubbing it soothingly.Â
You practically melted into a puddle at both the pet name and how the rough pads of his fingers brushed against your sensitive skin. You were so entranced you almost whined when he stopped and pulled up your fallen strap, but instead you wordlessly snatched the script that was dropped onto the table and found one of the lines, inhaling sharply and readying yourself.Â
Your hand came up to tug on the sleeve of Cillianâs shirt, as dictated by the script. âSir, please,â you whispered out in your characterâs high pitched voice, âI - I⌠want you to touch me.â
âThis is -- wrong. Iâm your teacher, and IâŚâ Cillian responded, swiftly back in character, the back of his palm grazing your cheek. âI gotta break your heart, darling.â
You looked up at Cillian, summoning crocodile tears to fill your gaze. âPlease. I need you.â Then, one of your clammy hands ran down Cillianâs chest as you spoke, like it did back on set. âI think of you, at night. I soaked through my shorts the day you scolded me.â
You heard Cillianâs breath hitch- his character, you reminded yourself. âFucking hell⌠I think of you in class, sweetheart,â he growled out perfectly.Â
So far, so good, you thought. It wasnât awkward, and was already miles better than the lackluster performances youâd given previously. You continued by leaning into Cillianâs touch, making him sit on the vanityâ the part of the scene youâd gotten to this morning, before the director called cut.
This time, however, Cillianâs actions differed from the ones he was supposed to perform: instead of petting the crown of your head, his fingers trailed down your hips, sending shivers down your spine.
âIâll be good for you, sir,â you recited, face growing hot as his hand inched closer to the curve of your ass. âYou can do whatever you want to me.â
Cillianâs gaze had darkened now, flitting over your features. He didnât say his line - or, had at least missed the timing, and you removed your hands from his body worriedly. âAre you alrightââ
Before you could finish your sentence, Cillian had grabbed you by the ass, switching your places and setting you down on the edge of the vanity.Â
âCillian!â you squeaked out, the only thing you could really say as you processed what exactly just happened. Your mind was swimming with confusion â and anticipation â as he stood before you, legs pressing on either side of your knees and trapping you on the vanity.Â
âImprov,â he promised quietly in his telltale Irish accent, a sly wink appearing on his sharp features.Â
You bit your lip, nodded, and repeated your line. You trusted him to guide you â and the rehearsal â because, as mentioned before, he did these kinds of things often. If he thought youâd act better if you sat on the vanity, youâd sit on the vanity.Â
His hand then pet your hair, the other hand coming up to your chin and making you look up at him. âWhatever I want?â he murmured, back on track with the script.Â
You bat your lashes at him. âEverything. Iâm yours.â
Now, this is where you thought Cillian would stopâ because after your line came the kissing and the touching and the heavy petting: all things you thus far hadnât filmed at all, because you couldnât even get the dialogue out right.Â
Instead, he leaned down and began to press hungry kisses down your neck, making you gasp.
âWhat are youââ
âShh,â he demanded softly, âit's all part of the scene, remember?â
You blinked dumbly, mouth opening and closing, unable to register a coherent thought or word. He said it was part of the scene but youâd read that script, and his teeth nipping lightly at your skin was not written anywhere within it.
But, you gulped down your thoughts, and belted out several more of your lines in tandem to his own. With his other hand gripping your thigh so tight you thought it might bruise, you were starting to think that maybe this was one of those lecherous late-night escapades you were dreaming of.Â
All youâd been doing was acting, like heâd asked, but still, you could see clear as day how thatâd affect himâ how easily it could be to succumb. After all, you were just barely restraining yourself from jumping his bones: how could you not, with his gorgeous face just inches away from yours?
Well, acting or not, youâd enjoy every minute of this.
When one of his hands began playing with the waistband of your shorts as he suckled on your pulse, that just right spot on your neck, you couldnât help the whimper that left your mouth.Â
However, the noise seemed to startle him; jumpshock him back to reality, and your suspicions became completely confirmed when he pulled away from you roughly.Â
âFuck, Iâmââ a pained grimace washed over his features, looking you up and down like he just realized what heâd been doing. âI donât know what came over me, Iâ shouldnât⌠I shouldnât have come here tonight.â
You stared at him, body disappointed at the lack of touch, watching him press his pink lips into a conflicted white line. âWhat - what dâyou mean?â
His gaze coursed over your every feature, so intently you thought he was admiring your face. âI canâtâ we canât happen. Yâtoo young, youâre, youâre tooâŚâ
âThen we can stop. If thatâs what you want,â you murmured coyly, hand coming up to pick a piece of thread off his thin shirt. âBut only if you ask. Câmon, say it: I donât want you and I want this to stop.â
He groaned, biting his lip. âDonât do that. I canât do that.â
âDo what?â You tilted your head to the side.Â
âTease. Because you know I wonât tell you to stop. âCause I wonât be able to fucking control mâself,â he grumbled, before pressing a desperate, deep kiss to your lips, pulling you off the vanity and continuing down your chest.
âThen donât. Take me for everything I have,â you whined, following his every move and manhandling touch.Â
He breathed heavily between kisses. âSaying those kindsâa words with that pretty voice of yours⌠fuck, youâre doing things to me.âÂ
Your hands were trailing all over his body, and then you tugged his shirt off, desperate to feel him. He had similar thoughts, fingers dipping into your silk shorts and petting your hot mound.Â
âNeed you,â you panted, and, at your words, he suddenly tore off your silk shorts and panties in one clean go, making you shiver.
He then sat down on your vanity chair and roughly grabbed you by the hips to place yourself onto one of his thighs. The thick fabric of his sweatpants, taking in your wetness like a sponge, made you wince.
âGo on then,â he demanded darkly, âget yâself off on my fucking thigh. Show me how bad you need me.â
You bit your lip, face burning with shame at the order. But there was an aching need in your gut, and the way he crossed his arms, watching and waiting for you to get the hell on with it, had you clenching around his thigh.
Your hands gripped onto his shoulders, and you began slowly rutting against him, the soft fabric of his pants doing poor work for pleasuring your core. You pressed your face into his shoulder, screwed up at the lack of friction.Â
âCanât do it,â you whined, âPlease.âÂ
He rolled his eyes. âYou said you needed me. Youâve got me,â he gestured to his thigh, âso get to work.â Then, he suddenly flexed, making an unwarranted mewl leave your mouth.
You wanted nothing more than his fucking cock, but here you were, pathetically pleasuring yourself on his thigh until he allowed otherwise. You nodded resignedly, and dug your fingernails into his shoulders, starting to set a steady pace of grinding down on him, slowly building up the heat within your insides.Â
You were moaning now, vigorously dragging your hips against him harder, needier, feeling the pressure in your cunt grow hotter and more rampant.Â
âYâhear that?â He asked, one of his fingers tilting your chin back up to face him. âDâyou even realize how fucking delicious you sound, all needy fâme?â
You nodded, but werenât really paying attention: you were closer than ever, just moments away from falling off the edgeâ when Cillian stopped you.Â
âStop,â he spoke, voice filled with sheer lust, and you whimpered at the abrupt loss of momentum. Then, he got up, holding you against him by the waist, looking down at his sweatpants. âYou made such a mess⌠soaked all over mâpants.â
You didnât â no, couldnât respond to his musings, pressing your thighs together in an attempt to return friction to your needy pussy, biting down on your lip to muffle your breathy pants.Â
He noticed this, however, smirking and quickly pressing you stomach down onto the vanity. You caught a glimpse of yourself for the first time since your shower, and you flushed with shame: your eyes were heavy-lidded and dilated, lips pink and slick with drool, your brows in a perpetual knit.
You looked fucking filthy, and when you felt Cillian press his thick head to your entrance, something you hadnât noticed heâd pulled out, too enraptured in your dirty expression, you shut your eyes.Â
You were suddenly so much more aware of the situation: youâd fucked yourself silly on your co-stars thigh, the co-star who was twice your age. He now knew you werenât a talented aspiring actress, no, you were just a desperate little thing begging to be fucked.Â
âHey, hey,â He tutted in mock-disappointment, âopen your eyes, and fucking watch yourself. Itâll be good for our scene.â
You whimpered helplessly, obeying him and fluttering your eyes open, as he pushed his cock past your dripping folds inch by inch.Â
âOh my god,â you cried out when he finally pressed all the way in. You felt so full, stretched to the brim with his hardened cock, so deep his balls touched your sticky clit.
âSo fucking wet,â he commented, chuckling darkly behind you. You were totally slick, helping him enter you faster, but his cock was still a foreign intrusion to your inexperienced cunt: you were young, and had never been the type to âget aroundâ â at least not with the intentions of getting fucked so much you could take any length of dick easily.Â
You clenched around him, a groan leaving his mouth at the increased pressure around his cock, and he snapped into you, making you bounce forward as your lips parted with a sweet moan.Â
Youâd been focussed on his face, in the mirror, but Cillianâs hand suddenly tangled through your hair, grabbing a fistful of it and lifting your head to face yourself. âI told you to fucking watch yourself,â he spat, gripping your hair tightly. âyouâre the reason we canât wrap up, so do your job and fuckinâ practice.â
With that, Cillian started pounding into you, digging the rough pads of his fingers into your hip, and you wouldâve protested such a fast progression â having been given barely any time to get used to his long cock â but your expression was even worse than before, if that was even possible.Â
Your mouth was open, tongue out and panting like a fucking dog, your lustfully sticky spit spilling down your chin to your chest, and your eyes were rolling into the back of your head with each hearty thrust Cillian delivered you. The sounds you were making werenât helping your embarrassment either, all unintelligible mewls and needy whines for his cock.Â
âYouâve wanted me for so long, havenât you? I always knew what a filthy desperate girl you were, pressing up against me during shooting⌠those naughty hands on my thighs,â he snickered.Â
âNeeded you in me so bad,â you whimpered, nodding enthusiastically, barely able to register what you were doing now with the pleasure washing over you and clouding your senses. Your back was arching into him, sucking in his cock and never wanting him to leave despite the mind-breaking ecstasy that was coming from his pounding.Â
âJust look at your dirty fuckinâ face⌠so pathetic.â he murmured, leaning down to press a kiss to your cheek; sweet and lovely, a stark juxtaposition to his unrelenting rutting and degrading words.Â
You whined at his words, but you knew they were true: youâd never seen yourself get fucked, always too busy with, well, getting fucked, but seeing yourself in the mirror like this had you unexpectedly hotter than before. There was just something about it, your face unabashedly contorting around the pleasure, Cillianâs hands snaking up your body as he rammed into you in the background.Â
Kind of like your own personal porno, you thought offhandedly, and you wondered how itâd affect you if you filmed yourself. Hopefully, with Cillian.Â
His other hand then came up to your folds, spreading them apart so he could see himself disappear into your hole. âFuck, your cuntâs so perfect,â he growled, his head falling back, losing himself in the pleasure.Â
The orgasm building in your gut wasnât like the one when youâd been grinding down on his thick thigh, no, it came faster, making you sweat and your knees shake. You wanted more, and you gasped out âfaster,â and âharder,â to Cillian, needing him in the stick spongy spot deep in your cunt.Â
âPlease,â you begged without any expectation of a real answer or action, âplease, Cillian, please.â
He did go faster, though, to your apparent shock, both hands coming to your thighs to steady himself. âSo needy,â he grumbled, pushing himself deeper and more swiftly into you, feeling how deliciously your fleshy walls tightened around his new pace.Â
With that, your high came just as quick, hitting you like a fucking freight train and making you scream out his name. Your orgasm wrecked you, made your vision go white and your thoughts stutter to a complete halt, and you vaguely made out Cillianâs proud hum, whispering âGood girl,â in your ear.Â
When you came to, your head was hanging low, your eyes blown out, lips puffy. Cillian was still thrusting into your worn-out pussy, but it was more jilted, shaky and needy.Â
âCome in me,â you pleaded suddenly, gripping the vanity to keep your trembling legs up, âfill me up, please, make your come spill out of me.â
âGood god, girl,â he groaned, pounding one last thrust into you before letting go, his cock pulsing around your wet core. He was pressed up to you so deep you could feel him shoot his load right into your cervix, and you grinned weakly, a sweet image of you: knocked up with his kid, your cunt so young and fertile youâd get pregnant from just about anything from him, entering your mind.Â
After a moment, he slipped his softening cock out of your filthy cunt and picked you up by the waist to set you down on the vanity and keep you from falling onto the floor.Â
âThank you,â you mumbled, looking up at him through your lashes. You then bit your lip, feeling his thick load of creamy come ooze out of your used hole onto your vanity.Â
He noticed too, letting out a satisfied groan, spreading your legs lightly, before collecting himself on his finger and pushing his come back into your cunt. âSuch a good girl,â he reiterated, going back to being sweet and petting your hair, doting on your weak form, looking deep into your eyes.Â
You swooned at his delicate actions. âIs this a good time to say I like you?âÂ
He laughed, all adoringly. âItâs as good a time as any. I like you, too, if itâs any consolation.âÂ
âBut you, yâknow⌠you said I was too young,â you reminded him, frowning slightly.Â
He sighed, gaze drifting away nervously for a moment before coming back to you. âThat I did, but, well⌠if you wanna take this old man for a ride before I keel over,â he shrugged.
You couldnât help the laugh that belted out of you, his words so ridiculous and completely not based in reality. âOh, sure,â you said, shaking your head, lips still in an amused tilt, âyouâre mine, old man.â
Before he could speak, probably say another stupid joke, your hands wrapped around his neck and you pulled him toward you, pressing a soft kiss to his plump lips.Â
âI like you like you, okay?â You whispered, sounding incredibly juvenile but twice as heartfelt, your tone wavering and self-conscious. You were bearing your heart on your sleeve here, okay, acknowledging feelings you thought should never come to light.Â
His hands came up to your face, gently holding you. âGood thing I like you like you, too.â
ii.
âCut!â The director called, and you swore you felt your heart drop to the floor. Fuck, you thought, mind racing, what went wrong this time? Was it the kissing, or the hands in the hair?
However, the director came up to you and Cillian and let out an uncharacteristic shriek of delight. âPerfection,â he said simply, bordering on catatonic with how content he was.Â
Your shoulders slumped with relief, and you leaned into Cillian, who was subtly dancing his fingers across your thigh. âItâs finished?â you asked, breathless with excitement.
The director nodded. âThat was electric, needy, tense, delicious, passionate, so, so passionate,â he continued with a gasp, hands clasping together tightly. âYou are two of the most amazing actors I have ever worked withâ you are incredibly talented, so convincing Iâd have thought you did sleep together.âÂ
You preened at his praise, but not without looking up at Cillian, meeting his gaze and barely keeping your expression happy and neutral and not at all warm at the thought of the other night's events.Â
As the director went off rambling about the utter masterpiece the movie was to be, Cillian trailed behind you off the set, murmuring lowly in your ear, âI guess practice does make perfect.â

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Neil Lewis x AFAB!Reader (NSFW)

After a fateful game night between your two rival video stores, Neil proposes a new way of playing your favorite games. Will this new idea lead to something more than playful rivalry?
warnings: smut, face-riding, oral (f and m receiving), throat/ facefucking, cum swallowing, drinking, mentions of alcohol, strip poker/game
word count: 3632
authorâs note: still shadowbanned on my main account yay /j but I'm so glad to have so much support and love on this new tumblr! thank you all for the follows and feedback. I didn't proofread some of this (but what's new), so if it flows weird I'm sorry >.< lol please enjoy!! I've had a few requests for Neil so (:
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âThatâs it! Youâve got to be cheating.â
âI am not cheating, Neil. Jesus.â
âThereâs just no way youâre better at this game than me.â
âThereâs a lot that Iâm better at than you.â
âWoah, woah, woah,â Jonathan pipes up, coming in between you and Neil, âLetâs calm down here, guys.â
You glare at Neil, tossing your cards back into the pile. You had been playing UNO. It was tradition for your two movie stores to play against one another every first weekend of every month. And tonight, the players dwindled down to you and Neil as per usual, to which you won the final game of the night. Neil was obviously not happy about it. But lately, Neil hasnât been happy about a lot of things. You chalk it up to his breakup with Violet. A sick, twisted part of you was glad he and Violet had finally broken up. Not because you didnât like Neil or anything- it was quite the opposite. You were rivals, of course, but the tension between you was unmatched and intense. Every time game night came around, that tension became even more taut and thicker. But itâs not like you could tell Neil or anyone else you like him. Absolutely not. It would ruin the healthy competition between Gumshoe and your video store. And it would make you look hypocritical, considering how much you lightly bully Neil, especially when he wore those weird costumes at work.
âTwo out of three?â Neil crosses his arms, sitting back in his chair, eyebrows raised.
âI think Iâm gonna turn in, actually,â you start collecting the cards, neatly stacking them before putting them back in their respective package.
Neil mumbles a defeated, âFine.âÂ
As you get up from the poker table, Lucien gives you an apologetic look from the ragged old couch sitting adjacent to it. Jonathan urges Neil to get up and accept his loss for the month. Meanwhile, your best friend and coworker Nina is busy aimlessly walking around the store, taking in the interesting scenery of Gumshoe Video. She acts as if sheâs never been in here before, taking in various movies and movie posters. You walk over to her, card games in hand.
âReady to go?â you ask her, and she looks up at you, only for her eyes to advert behind you as she becomes visibly flustered.
You turn to see Jonathan helping Neil pack up the games, smiling at your best friend.
âDoes someone have a crush?â you coo, and Nina shoves your shoulder playfully.
âMe? Have a crush? Youâre delusional!â she throws her hands in the air dramatically as she walks toward the door, you trailing behind her.
Nina goes into a rant about how sheâd never date a guy from this city, much less a guy from our rival video store. You glance behind your shoulder, saluting Lucien and Jonathan as you leave. Neil doesnât look at you.
The next few weeks are relatively slow at your movie store. You wonder if Gumshoe is doing any better. Judging by the new and more dramatic costumes that Neil has come up with, youâd say the answer is probably no. When you and Nina occasionally stop in there to casually scope out the place, you make sure to make a witty comment about whatever getup Neil is in that day. It always came with a frown from him and a laugh from you. Lucien would just act like he didnât hear anything, a knowing smirk on his face when you meet gazes. Youâd glare at him until he eventually went to do something else. You and Lucien are pretty cool with each other, and he figured out how you feel about Neil pretty quickly. Lucien wasnât stupid by any means. Jonathan was too busy stupidly flirting with Nina to notice how your stare would sometimes linger on Neil for too long. Nina knew, of course, but she didnât care much. She always figured you and Neil had something going on whether you two knew it or not.
Itâs nearing the end of the month, which means another game night soon. You hope Neil has gotten over whatever animosity he felt toward you for winning the last game. How he reacted was odd- he usually didnât make such a fuss. Once again, you figure it has to do with his breakup. But then again, heâs been kind of grouchy even before the split and well after it so far. Youâre in your office at your video store gathering the games youâre bringing, along with a bottle of alcohol to spice things up. Maybe Neil could loosen up a little. Nina knocks on the door as she walks in, ready to go.
âGot the stuff?â she asks.
âYep,â you say, popping the âpâ as you turn out your office light.
The two of you begin walking to Gumshoe as the sun sets. Nina starts talking about something Jonathan said the last time you were at their video store, to which you roll your eyes. Definitely not a crush at all, you think to yourself. You arrive at the store, knocking on the glass as you wait for one of the boys to unlock the door. Neil approaches and opens the door, allowing you and Nina in. You walk over to the poker table, where Lucien and Jonathan are already seated.
âSo tonight weâre gonna try something new,â Neil claps, rubbing his hands together as he grins deviously.
âAnd whatâs that?â you wonder, sitting down the bottle of alcohol in the middle of the table.
âStrip poker,â Neil smirks, grabbing the bottle, âAnd this will definitely make it more interesting.â
âStrip poker?â you raise an eyebrow.
âYeah, or, well, strip UNO and whatnot,â Neil shrugs.
âUhh,â Lucien chuckles nervously, âIâm good. Iâll just be the moderator tonight.â
âOh, come on, Luc,â you pout, âDonât make me suffer alone.â
âYou wonât be suffering alone. Jonathan and Nina will be here with you, right guys?â
Jonathan opens his mouth and then closes it, looking to Nina for her response.
âUhh, sure. I guess. But Iâm not getting naked, thatâs for sure,â Nina scoffs, falling into a poker chair.
âThank you,â you throw your head back in relief, sitting beside Nina. Neil sits across from you as Jonathan takes the seat to your right, already grabbing the bottle of alcohol from Nina and taking a swig.
âLetâs get this started.â
You run your hands through your hair. Tonight was going to be a long night.
âAny article of clothing counts, right?â Nina asks after the first round of 21 is completed, meaning everyone but Jonathan, who had won, had to take something off.
âCorrect,â Neil answers.
âCool. Take my shoe and shove it up your ass, then, Neil,â Nina pulls off her shoe, pushing it into Neilâs chest.
He rolls his eyes, âWhatever.â
You decide to remove a shoe, and Neil does the same, tossing it behind him.Â
âAnother round?â Jonathan asks, sipping the whiskey that he brought.
You thought about taking a swig yourself but decided to wait until it was absolutely needed.Â
âSure,â Neil drawls, reshuffling the cards before dealing them.
This time, you win, and everyone begrudgingly removes another shoe or a sock. Nina snatches the vodka bottle from the table, taking a large gulp of it before slamming it back down.Â
âGonna chicken out already?â Neil taunts, gathering the cards to shuffle once more.
âNo,â Nina says pensively, âItâs just lame that everyone else has to be involved in your weirdly sexual revenge plot against my favorite coworker over losing a stupid game.â
âIâm your only coworker,â you glare at Nina.
âExactly. Now, if I will dip if it comes down to me flashing you guys my tits. Unless this alcohol starts setting in soon, then weâll see.â
You raise your almost empty first cup, âCheers to that.â
âLetâs get back to the game,â Neil grumbles.
No one says anything about Ninaâs comment. After two more rounds of 21, youâre without a sock and shoe on your right foot and a shoe missing on your left. Neil has no socks or shoes, while Nina is just shoeless. Jonathan already took one for the team and removed his shirt and his other shoe after everyone lost to Nina twice in a row. Lucien cheered and clapped dramatically when Jonathan stripped his shirt, Lucien snatching the shirt and whipping it around like a lasso. Itâs the first time tonight you see Neil crack a smile.Â
âHow about we switch to a board game now? Something quick, of course,â Nina shrugs.
âBe my guest,â Neil says, and Nina chooses Connect 4.
âJonathan and I can go first,â she grins wickedly.
âGood luck, dude. Sheâs a master at this game,â you warn Jonathan, who cracks his knuckles.
âNothing I canât handle. I beat Lucien at this all the time,â he says, and Lucien protests.
âOnly because you cheat,â Lucien says matter-of-factly.
âWell, since you're the moderator, you can make sure I donât, huh?â Jonathan bites back.
Neil cackles while Lucien purses his lips together into a line, wordlessly watching as Nina separates the color pieces.
After 3 rounds of Connect 4, Jonathan has won one and Nina the other. You beat Neil once already, and now it was time to see if heâd win or lose this final round. Youâre nervous because if you lose, you have to remove a pretty vital item of clothing. It didnât matter if it was pants, your shirt, or whatever- it would be embarrassing. You carefully calculate your moves, studying Neilâs determined and methodical facial expression. He catches you in a trap, letting his color piece fall on top of yours, blocking you from your final winning move.
âFuck,â you seethe, dropping your head onto your arms.
âFuck is right, my dear,â Neil slides the lever, letting all the pieces fall onto the table, âNow strip.â
You scowl, reaching behind your back to unclasp your bra, pulling the straps over your arms, and tossing it to the floor. Neil watches, his eyebrows raised. Jonathan scoffs, and Lucien is distracted by the music video playing on TV. Nina laughs at Neilâs face.
âNeil, my guy, you look like a tomato,â Nina teases.
âDo not,â he protests childishly, gathering the colored pieces and putting them back into their little bag.
Jonathan checks his watch, âShit. Gotta head to bed. Double shift tomorrow,â he frowns.
Lucien also checks his watch, âYeah, I oughta go too. Early morning.â
Neil sighs, âWell, if you guys are up for it,â he motions to you and Nina, âIâll still play.â
âI actually am getting sleepy, but I think Y/N is totally down to stay,â Nina volunteers you with a smile.Â
You go to protest, but everyone is already heading out the door, leaving you with Neil.
âWell, shit. I guess itâs just you and I,â you scratch your neck.
âYep,â Neil nods, pulling out UNO, âWanna rematch?â
âSure,â you chuckle, âBut you canât pout when I beat your ass again.â
Youâre nearing the end of the first round, and your heart is starting to beat out of your chest. Both of you have one card left. And youâre going to have to remove your pants if you lose. You arenât sure if you want to cross that line with Neil or not, but a game is a game. And you arenât about to turn down your win streak and look like a fool. You draw a blue 9, to which Neil slams down his final card. A blue 5.Â
âNoo,â you drawl, and Neil cheers.
You put your head down on the table in defeat.
âTime to-â
âStrip. Yeah, I know,â you sigh, lifting your head.
You reach down and hesitantly undo your pants, pulling them past your thighs and down your legs before kicking them away. Neil doesnât look anywhere but your face as he shuffles the cards, his cheeks turning red. You nervously keep your legs closed, scooting closer to the table.Â
In the next round, Neil loses, removing his shirt. His torso is slim yet fit for his size, and you canât help but stare. Neil clears his throat, and you quickly look away. Now, the tension was thick enough to cut with a knife. It was way more intense than your usual tension. Especially since if you lose this next round, youâll be showing something very revealing. Thankfully, Neil loses again, having to strip his pants this time. But it only makes you more anxious.
âWe donât have to continue if you donât feel comfortable,â Neil says.
You shake your head, âIâm fine. Iâm not pussying out.â
âAlright,â Neil puts his hands up.
You watch him unwaveringly as he shuffles the cards, distributing 7 for each of you. As the game progresses, you and Neil exchange increasingly heated glances. You catch yourself pressing your thighs together, biting your lip when you catch Neil staring at your nipples poking through your shirt. Itâs time for the final draw, and to your horror, you lose again. Sighing, you begrudgingly grab the vodka and chug it. When you put the bottle down, you look at Neil, and he looks at you. Hesitantly, you grab the hem of your shirt, pulling it up and over your head. Neil keeps his eyes on yours, visibly trying not to look at your breasts. He clears his throat and shuffles the cards, focusing intently on them. Neil tosses the cards between the two of you, his eyes nervously flickering between your tits and the cards. Neil gathers his cards, neatly stacking them and putting them face down before standing up from his seat.
âIâll, uh, be right back. Donât look at my cards,â he says, his voice strained.
When he stands, you notice the painful bulge in his jeans, and the alcohol gives you a moment of bravery.
âNeil. Stay.â
Neil stops in his tracks, not turning to look at you, âCanât.â
âWhy is that? Never seen a pair of tits before?â
Neil rolls his eyes at your joke, turning back to you, âItâs not that. I just-â
You grab Neilâs hand, pulling him down harshly so his face is level enough with yours to kiss him.
âYouâre not helping,â Neil whines after he pulls away, uncomfortably shifting around.Â
âI mean, I could if you let me,â you say, biting your lip nervously, worried heâd reject you.
But maybe he wonât. Maybe he needs you badly enough that he wonât pass up your opportunity. You hope he doesnât.
âWouldnât it be, I donât know, weird?â Neil grimaces.
âNot if you donât make it weird,â you say sassily, your hand now in his hair, gently pulling at his locks.Â
âFine,â Neil closes his eyes, exhaling shakily, âLetâs go to the couch.â
He walks over to the beat-up sofa, letting himself fall into the cushions. You get up from your chair, moving quickly to kneel on the floor in front of Neil. He stares down at you, gulping as you fumble with the fly of his jeans. You arenât going to lie, youâve been waiting for this moment for some time. Granted, it wasnât here in the video store, but youâll take what you can get. You pull Neil out from the confines of his pants and underwear, immediately marveling at his size and girth. He groans at the contact of your hand around him and spreads his thighs apart as you kitten lick his tip. You take Neil into your mouth, hollowing your cheeks as you slide your head down into his lap. Your nose touches his pelvis, his hair tickling it as you let him hit the back of your throat. Gagging around him momentarily, you take a deep breath and focus on the feeling of him filling you up.
âJust like that,â Neil praises, his fingers carding through your hair.
A swirl of your tongue sends his head lolling back on the couch, and he glances down through his lashes to watch you bob your head along his length. Your hands grip his thighs to hold him steady as you gain a rhythm, letting his hand guide your head back and forth. Neilâs hips stutter as he involuntarily thrusts into your mouth, and you gasp through your nose as you try not to gag.Â
âSorry,â Neil cringes, a moan leaving him immediately after you keep him deeper in your throat, letting it pulse around his head.
You stare into Neilâs intense blue eyes, now overtaken by his dilated pupils. Both of his hands are in your hair, gripping harshly as you move your head up and down even faster. Neil curses, hissing as you play with his balls with one of your hands, urging him closer to the edge. You can feel him twitching inside your mouth, letting you know heâs close. Suddenly, you pull off him.
âFuck my throat,â you say breathlessly, jerking his wet cock with your hand as you wait for his answer.
âAre you sure?â Neil asks.
âYes,â you say before putting him back into your mouth.Â
When you let his tip hit the back of your throat again, Neil then pulls out, slamming back into your mouth with a strangled cry. Slowly, he starts finding a good pace, not thrusting enough to hurt you but enough for your throat to be sore tomorrow. Spit and precum are spilling out of the sides of your mouth, tears streaming down your cheeks as you gag and moan around him. You wish you could see the situation from a different point of view just to see how Neil is wrecking you right now.Â
âYou like me fucking your face like this, sweetheart?â Neil grunts, his hands holding your face and wiping away your tears.
You attempt a nod but fail, letting out a hum of content instead.Â
âGonna cum in your pretty mouth,â Neil moans.
You let him continue fucking into your face until he twitches a final time, his cum shooting down your tongue and throat. You allow Neil to pull out of you, and you close your mouth to swallow his load. You open your mouth to show him itâs all gone, to which he lets out a weak groan.
âThatâs hot. I didnât know you could do that with that sassy mouth of yours.â
You shrug, âThereâs lots of things I can do with it. Now, lay down.â
Neil obeys, scrambling to lie down on the couch. You stand up, peeling off your soaking underwear and moving it away with your toe. You climb above Neil, âEver had anyone sit on your face?â
âNo,â he exhales, shaking his head.
âWould you like to?â
Neil nods vigorously, and you move up enough to rest your foot on the couch's armrest and press your knee next to Neilâs head, spreading open enough for him to have plenty of access. He marvels at the sight of your arousal and the fact it was all for him. He reaches tentatively to your folds, spreading them further as you lower yourself to his face.
Neil then drags his tongue up your wet slit, avoiding your clit entirely as he gathers your slick. You whimper at the feeling of the contact of his warm tongue on you, your pussy sensitive from lack of touch and being incredibly turned on. Neil then flicks the tip of his tongue along your clit, circling and teasing it. You cry out, gripping the couch with one hand and his hair with the other. You buck your hips as he swirls his wet tongue around your cunt, lapping up everything youâre giving him.Â
âFuck, youâre so good at this,â you moan, meeting Neilâs eyes below you.
Neil doesnât respond but instead dips his tongue into your entrance, twisting it as he starts fucking you with it. Your grip on his hair tightens as you start rocking your hips on his tongue.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck,â you seethe, feeling warmth spreading in your belly.
Neil replaces his tongue with two fingers, moving his focus back to your clit as he sucks on it, pounding his fingers into you. He finds your G spot relatively quickly, considering you nearly jump out of your skin when he rubs his fingertips against it. Youâre a mess, sweating, moaning, and swiveling your hips shakily on Neilâs mouth and fingers.Â
âIâm close,â you warn, the tight knot in your stomach threatening to come undone any moment.
Neil picks up his speed on flicking his tongue and harshly suckling your bundle of nerves, letting his teeth graze against it as he adds a third finger. He lets you fuck yourself on his fingers hard as he lets his teeth bite into your clit softly, sending you over the edge. Your body shakes, your legs nearly giving out on you as Neil guides you through your orgasm. He holds onto your hips, keeping you steady as you buck them wildly. When you slow down, panting, he removes his fingers and sucks off your juices from them.
âYouâre a filthy little fucker,â you chuckle, running a hand through your hair as you dismount from Neilâs face.
Everything about Neil acting weird and ornery around you suddenly makes sense. From the sneaky glances during game nights to him occasionally stopping in your video store to snoop for no reason, it was all for you. Just like everything you did was all for him as well.Â
âSo who wins this round, hm?â he asks jokingly, wiping his face with the back of his arm.
âTruce?â you ask sweetly, moving to sit on Neilâs fully clothed thighs.
Neil sighs, a weak smile on his lips, âSure.â
âNow take off your pants,â you urge, âItâs time for round two of this game.â
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A Dealâs a Deal
Pairings: Tommy Shelby x Gold!Reader Word Count: 11.7k words Warnings: NSFW, smut, swearing, smoking, oral (f and m!receiving), dom/sub themes, degradation, virgin!reader, gun kink, dirty talk, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, Tommy is mean and she wants him to be ⌠A/N: So this was absolutely filthy and I will not apologize. I am American, but I used to British spelling for (as many of) the words that I caught because sometimes I like it better and it also just fit more for the fic. Also, when I say âgun kinkâ, I mean gun kink. This is filthy shit. Who knows? I may consider writing a second⌠Enjoy.

Keen eyes were the first thing Tommy noticed as Aberama Gold walked onto the yard, a sly smirk set in place among blond hair and a suit likely just as expensive as his own. The way his eyes surveyed the yard, examined every inch he could without touching any of it, even stopping by Charlie for a word, made Tommy aware it was for more than just surveillance.
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