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spreading my cielinde agenda yeah

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Sieglinde x Ciel 💙

Black butler Season 5

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“Please, stay…”

“I couldn’t. Not even if I wanted to.”

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Our Ciel x Sieglinde Sullivan✨

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to those who have read my LaDS x non-mc reader ideas / rambles, i've officially made a writing account for when i eventually start posting the fics! you can follow it at @snowappie

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Lunar, I throw one idea to you; the LADS men with Creator!Goddess Non-MC Reader

now THIS would be super interesting, especially considering you could go multiple routes with this. would the li's condemn reader? or would they embrace them?

i even feel as though there could be a split of somesort — those who wish to devote themselves to reader, and the others who scorn at the thought, because how could they ever worship the one who plagued their lives with death and despair?

this would be SUCH an interesting concept to follow!!

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ykw would be peak? sylus x non-mc!roxana agriche!reader, because GOD who doesn't love a good villain x villainess story? i want a non-mc fic where reader is a TRUE villainess, who isn't afraid to kill, who's so intelligent and witty and has people at her beck and call with just a simple snap of her fingers.

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ykw i need? a caleb x reader fic where reader is like cassie cage from mk11 (and her parents are johnny and sonya lol). reader would specifically be non-mc bc i love non-mc reader fics like yes pls!! give me more non-mc. idk if i should write this and make it a oneshot or series 🫩

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i got sylus wedding card BUT NOT CALEB OR ZAYNE WHYYY WORLD WHY. i just know hes going to bully me when he fronts later (and aine....)

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sunghoon and i are starting to follow more system accs... hello to anyone who may see this (im sweating bullets)

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farm on! its friday! don't forget to tend the crops!

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Short hair Caleb 🍎

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i feel like a lot of people fail to realize just how devastating and difficult it is to be a 'non-canon' tbh. we yearn and we desperately try to find the people who we remember as friends or even lovers, but majority of the time they just don't remember us. "you'll find someone who remembers you eventually!" — no, you just don't get it??

it's also not just about the constant yearning and despair over no one remembering you, but also the feeling of just not fitting in. in general it just feels like people look at 'non-canon' alters differently. sometimes it feels like people view me as an obstacle, a disturbance, or just nobody. it's like whenever we try to talk to someone they push us away just because we're not 'canon' yk?? idk this is more of a ranting / vent post if anything oopsie. 👅

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i sort of dislike how no one in the system community talks about still going through trauma even after finding out you’re a system.

of course i don’t want people to overshare to the point of putting themselves in danger. but im still in an abusive household. i know people who are still in abusive households. the system community always talks about splitting from “minor” things or triggers, but not new trauma or repetitive trauma.

i’m glad some people are doing and functioning better than they were as a child. but don’t forget the rest of us. we’re still here too.

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tumblr authors give me more dogboy!caleb content and my life is YOURS.